Yep. People love to project their insecurities onto me (I am a libra rising and moon as well). My home life wasn’t the greatest, grew up with only brothers. Gotten bullied at school and home. I will say, in my younger years, I was more of a push over. But as I’ve gotten older- I’ve been feeling more rebellious ❤️🔥. And my physical appearance seems to get better as I age- it’s interesting. I just love being the outcast now; used to feel weird about it, but now I love it. You either reallyyy love me- or feel jealous/repulsed by me 😆. Ohhh well
Libra rising in it self is really hard to have because we see the world from upside down without the power to tell other people it's literally wrong to live in some type of way and plus Lilith is really making it hard to get day to day life. I have this placement too and one hundred percent agree with you. People project into us because they jealous of how we are seems easy to connect to our own authentic self and it's triggering because the earth is literally a school about materializing the most authentic self into fruition.
I’ve been researching Lilith (overall) in the 1st House/Ascendant for years and years now. I’m a man with Lilith in Libra in the First/12th. This resonates so much with my life experience. I also have Lilith aspecting every planet in my chart - the most I’ve ever seen in any chart , EVER! So life hasn’t been easy at all but I’m stronger with each day. I’ve experienced a lot hate, pain, rejection, outcasting, bullying, abuse of all kinds, jealousy and envy. People literally hate me or love me. The raw beauty of Lilith does shine through when on the ascendant. She will grant you her physical appearance and it is raw feminine beauty even if you’re a man. I do agree, we must come together as Lilith energies in order to find peace and acceptance in a world that doesn’t want us around 🙏🏽 Many Blessings.
Wow this resonated so much compared to other videos I’ve seen. I’ve always had people project onto me. I had to leave my spiritual teacher after I told him his male student was making me uncomfortable. I was gaslighted by him and other shamans that my intuition and judgment was wrong, that I didn’t know anything. Turned out I was correct and I was attacked for standing up for myself. I always joke it’s a curse having this placement because of how much people deny you and how much you feel like an outcast. I’ve had to shed many friends and people who did not respect me. This placement can be tough but it really teaches you to trust yourself 🙏🏽 thanks for making this video! I hope you make other black Lilith videos, this helped so much.
hello, lilith in first house here. i also have moon sextile lilith, sun opposition lilith, jupiter square lilith and saturn conjunct lilith. i am a teenager, and i have often experienced rejection, ghosting, people coming and go, no one is never here for too long. it's weird, because some people feel free to tell their secrets to me even if they do not even know me much, while other people dislike me with no reason. never in between. i used to escape reality as a coping mechanism, because i would feel so wrong about myself, i thought other people hate me for who i was. now i am discovering and aknoledging lilith's power, like a deep connection with other people's wounds, empathy, interest for psychology, and astrology. i have a sharp tongue, i use sarcasm to defend myself, and i like writing, i let my mind speak for me, which sometimes is not too good but i can control myself.. i used to wear all black, until recently i have decided to add some colours. some people would project their insecurities on me, and it would make me suffer a lot because i didn't even know what i did wrong. i secretly crave admiration and compliments, because i feel like i never received it enough, i would have a distorted perception about my face and body, but now i am working on it. i feel like i am talking about my problems to a total stranger, but as someone with some heavy lilith's aspects, i wanted to explain my point of view.
Thank u for sharing all this, everything you said sounds exactly like what the lilith experience is. I’ll be focusing a lot on lilith in upcoming videos because it is one of the hardest energies to work with as far as transmuting the energy. Sending you a lot of love my dms are always open
Listen, when I first learned about my Lilith placement, I cried. It just all made so much damn sense. I was bullied so bad for the way I walked in school. Automatically outed as the gay kid (which ties into Liliths Plutonian ties with sex and sexuality) before I even knew what my sexual orientation was. So being as my Lilith is in Leo, I turned that into my power by becoming a dancer. A burlesque dancer! 😈 🔥 😉 When I think about the mythology of Lilith and the traits of Leo, I think of Madonna. She's Lilith personified. A very strong and fierce feminine energy that expresses herself freely with no inhibitions. Love her or hate her, she's made it her power.
I have felt that people just gaslight me and try to make me feel crazy or out of society. Also, everyone calls me naive and try to control me and my choices.
I am a man with black moon lilith in the first house in Scorpio, I relate to everything you are saying and I’ve been told I look beautiful as a man which to me as a man is strange but with lilith in my first house in Scorpio it all makes sense I took the appearance of lilith.
Lilith in cancer 1st house man here too. I trigger TF outta people / I attract and intimidate people at the same time. I draw sexual attention of both sexes like a moth to a flame 🔥
great video! you were really accurate with all of your points. especially about how people will try to knock us off balance by telling us that we shouldn't listen to our own judgement. i'm used to being alone (since childhood) so i feel like i've always embraced my lilith since i was young because i knew that there wasn't anything wrong with me - i saw my family as being extremely dysfunctional since i was young. guess i've always trusted my instincts. thank you for taking the time to explain this ❤
I have Lilith AND Pluto right on the degree of my ascendant in Scorpio 😭😭 this is spot on. I’ve felt so much rejection and it’s hard for me to get close to people because I feel like I trigger something within them. I am a fun person though lol and I have been feeling the urge to isolate myself in nature 🌿 thank you for this!
Lilith in the first conjunct moon, along with Saturn conjunct venus. you are spot on with the WE ARE POLARIZING! 😍 ppl either wanna stalk me, or punch me in the face 😂 usually women wanna punch me in the face. I'm also neurodivergent. Love my Lilith! And love everyone i've met with this placement also 🥰
Me. Lillith 1st house in Leo. Uranus in 4H (already the family outcast) square my Lillith. And yes. Years ago when I learned about this placement, I understood why people often protected on me. I definitively withdraw into myself and people feel it.
What crushes me if I think someone thinks I'm evil. The wrongness runs deep😥. I'm so afraid to show my full self out of fear of being seen as evil... The ultimate story of the feminine in a patriarchy. Life has been hard. Raw feminine energy tribe and solitude in nature ❤ thank you
Awesome presentation sis. I am Pisces ascendant with Mars and Lilith in the 1st. I know my Lilith energy is strong. I do feel polarized with these Pisces and Aries energies. I do have difficulty getting close to others so people are in and out of my life. I value my freedom and independence. 🤓 in and out of my life. Y
I have Lilith in my first house in Aquarius. I've always loved people no matter what they do to me, but also hate them at the same time. People tell me i'm unpredictable. My dad was emotionally incestual with me, and no one believed me and said or was hallucinating or wanted it.
I have rising Aquarius with Saturn and lilith in the 1st house. What you say is true - people either love or hate me :D and sometimes I feel like I want to argue just for the sake of arguing, and I have that feeling of anger inside that Saturn tries to control but it still “burns” inside me. Also true that I make people feel uncomfortable sometimes maybe because they start noticing their weak spots which they try not to think about, and I am very straightforward which is sometimes considered being rude. I also have this “witch legacy” because my great grandma was a witch who did certain rituals on people, and sometimes when I truly wish something bad for a person - somehow it happens to them. Since I discovered that lilith placement it is now easier for me to try to change certain things
Scorpio+lilith in the first house- True true and true! Ialways had this, people rejecting the fault on me, making me pass for the weirdo or the villain. Now i understand why, but it some ways it's reassuring to know that it's my Lilith placement
I resonate with this a lot. I got Lilith, Uranus and Neptune all in 1st house. Moon, sun, mars, mercury in the 7th. Moon opposes Lilith, Mars opposes Uranus and Uranus squares the 10th house scorpio. If I understood correctly, all those aspects fit what you described in the aspect section. In my experience most of the pushback has come from my own family, it started right after graduating highschool and choosing a path that was against what they thought i should do. It is still ongoing but i've come to accept it and not seek their acceptance. I don't see any 4th house aspects though which could explain this, maybe only the cancer moon since cancer is associated with the 4th house. The path I chose was that of an artist. And at first in 2020 i saw lots of growth around the art i posted online. I was still quite shy and not expressing authentically. Then ironically as I became aware of my authentic self, i started expressing that and the vibe very much started resembling that which i experience with my family. Will definitely read more about Lilith and how to work with it.
Lilith in the 1st House (man): I do appreciate the new videos that are beginning to surface for the MEN with this placement! I’ve been searching high and low, far and wide, for SOMETHING extensive about this placement, but to no avail, so, thanks! Also: •1st House Neptune •1st House Uranus •1st House North Node
I have 4 Scorpio placements in my first house, including Lilith in Scorpio. Lots of rejection for sure… people obsessed, parents def were against me etc…. The black wolf of the family but now I’m very much who I am and don’t fit in in groups etc. lots of solitude. I have a big impact on people and indeed they love or hate me … even if I stay to myself people can have a problem with me. I intimidate people and it’s weird lol. People are highly intrigued, then I’m too much. Very short lived connections and I mainly want depth and avoid superficial people. Spot on
I have lilith and chrion in my first house lmao. I'm a scorpio rising. I have an leo and Aquarius stellium (the Aquarius stellium are the outer planets)
i have lilith and venus (12th house placidus) conjunct my asc in aquarius. i’ve always been a weirdo and an individual, different from my very traditional & family-oriented upbringing. coming into my power now by submerging myself into the femininity, beauty, sexuality, & sensuality of lilith x venus. i love your style, love the way you talk, keep it up 🤍🌺
My Lilith is in the 1st conjunct my NN 29° & Taurus Asc, square my moon. I’ve attracted so many insecure masculines that try their hardest to try to rid me of my power and the first one I’ve ever encountered was my dad. I haven’t spoken to him in years. My best friend has Lilith in 12th square her moon. Her entire family views her as the crazy one while being completely out of their minds. Us Lilith doms have to stick together ❤ Thank you for this my love.
I don’t really know what all that means without ur full chart but lilith square mars is your instinctual self causing tension to your assertive self. when you go to take action you can feel Lilith energy bubbling up but it could feel overwhelming or misplaced. I would recommend finding a way to channel ur rage/anger into things like martial arts, lifting weights just something physical
Yep. People love to project their insecurities onto me (I am a libra rising and moon as well). My home life wasn’t the greatest, grew up with only brothers. Gotten bullied at school and home.
I will say, in my younger years, I was more of a push over. But as I’ve gotten older- I’ve been feeling more rebellious ❤️🔥.
And my physical appearance seems to get better as I age- it’s interesting. I just love being the outcast now; used to feel weird about it, but now I love it. You either reallyyy love me- or feel jealous/repulsed by me 😆. Ohhh well
Libra rising in it self is really hard to have because we see the world from upside down without the power to tell other people it's literally wrong to live in some type of way and plus Lilith is really making it hard to get day to day life. I have this placement too and one hundred percent agree with you. People project into us because they jealous of how we are seems easy to connect to our own authentic self and it's triggering because the earth is literally a school about materializing the most authentic self into fruition.
I’ve been researching Lilith (overall) in the 1st House/Ascendant for years and years now. I’m a man with Lilith in Libra in the First/12th. This resonates so much with my life experience. I also have Lilith aspecting every planet in my chart - the most I’ve ever seen in any chart , EVER! So life hasn’t been easy at all but I’m stronger with each day. I’ve experienced a lot hate, pain, rejection, outcasting, bullying, abuse of all kinds, jealousy and envy. People literally hate me or love me. The raw beauty of Lilith does shine through when on the ascendant. She will grant you her physical appearance and it is raw feminine beauty even if you’re a man. I do agree, we must come together as Lilith energies in order to find peace and acceptance in a world that doesn’t want us around 🙏🏽 Many Blessings.
Wow this resonated so much compared to other videos I’ve seen. I’ve always had people project onto me. I had to leave my spiritual teacher after I told him his male student was making me uncomfortable. I was gaslighted by him and other shamans that my intuition and judgment was wrong, that I didn’t know anything. Turned out I was correct and I was attacked for standing up for myself. I always joke it’s a curse having this placement because of how much people deny you and how much you feel like an outcast. I’ve had to shed many friends and people who did not respect me.
This placement can be tough but it really teaches you to trust yourself 🙏🏽 thanks for making this video! I hope you make other black Lilith videos, this helped so much.
Thank you for sharing! I’m glad it resonated, I plan on focusing a lot more on pluto, chiron and Lilith
hello, lilith in first house here.
i also have moon sextile lilith, sun opposition lilith, jupiter square lilith and saturn conjunct lilith.
i am a teenager, and i have often experienced rejection, ghosting, people coming and go, no one is never here for too long. it's weird, because some people feel free to tell their secrets to me even if they do not even know me much, while other people dislike me with no reason. never in between.
i used to escape reality as a coping mechanism, because i would feel so wrong about myself, i thought other people hate me for who i was. now i am discovering and aknoledging lilith's power, like a deep connection with other people's wounds, empathy, interest for psychology, and astrology. i have a sharp tongue, i use sarcasm to defend myself, and i like writing, i let my mind speak for me, which sometimes is not too good but i can control myself.. i used to wear all black, until recently i have decided to add some colours. some people would project their insecurities on me, and it would make me suffer a lot because i didn't even know what i did wrong. i secretly crave admiration and compliments, because i feel like i never received it enough, i would have a distorted perception about my face and body, but now i am working on it. i feel like i am talking about my problems to a total stranger, but as someone with some heavy lilith's aspects, i wanted to explain my point of view.
Thank u for sharing all this, everything you said sounds exactly like what the lilith experience is. I’ll be focusing a lot on lilith in upcoming videos because it is one of the hardest energies to work with as far as transmuting the energy. Sending you a lot of love my dms are always open
Listen, when I first learned about my Lilith placement, I cried. It just all made so much damn sense. I was bullied so bad for the way I walked in school. Automatically outed as the gay kid (which ties into Liliths Plutonian ties with sex and sexuality) before I even knew what my sexual orientation was. So being as my Lilith is in Leo, I turned that into my power by becoming a dancer. A burlesque dancer! 😈 🔥 😉 When I think about the mythology of Lilith and the traits of Leo, I think of Madonna. She's Lilith personified. A very strong and fierce feminine energy that expresses herself freely with no inhibitions. Love her or hate her, she's made it her power.
I have felt that people just gaslight me and try to make me feel crazy or out of society. Also, everyone calls me naive and try to control me and my choices.
I am a man with black moon lilith in the first house in Scorpio, I relate to everything you are saying and I’ve been told I look beautiful as a man which to me as a man is strange but with lilith in my first house in Scorpio it all makes sense I took the appearance of lilith.
Lilith in cancer 1st house man here too. I trigger TF outta people / I attract and intimidate people at the same time. I draw sexual attention of both sexes like a moth to a flame 🔥
Same
great video! you were really accurate with all of your points. especially about how people will try to knock us off balance by telling us that we shouldn't listen to our own judgement. i'm used to being alone (since childhood) so i feel like i've always embraced my lilith since i was young because i knew that there wasn't anything wrong with me - i saw my family as being extremely dysfunctional since i was young. guess i've always trusted my instincts. thank you for taking the time to explain this ❤
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I have Lilith AND Pluto right on the degree of my ascendant in Scorpio 😭😭 this is spot on. I’ve felt so much rejection and it’s hard for me to get close to people because I feel like I trigger something within them. I am a fun person though lol and I have been feeling the urge to isolate myself in nature 🌿 thank you for this!
You’re powerfullllllll💞
Lilith in the first conjunct moon, along with Saturn conjunct venus. you are spot on with the WE ARE POLARIZING! 😍 ppl either wanna stalk me, or punch me in the face 😂 usually women wanna punch me in the face. I'm also neurodivergent. Love my Lilith! And love everyone i've met with this placement also 🥰
Me. Lillith 1st house in Leo. Uranus in 4H (already the family outcast) square my Lillith. And yes. Years ago when I learned about this placement, I understood why people often protected on me. I definitively withdraw into myself and people feel it.
I'm a male with 1H Lilith in Libra and this video made me feel so exposed especially at 3:03... Loved this video lots, hope your channel grows big
Thank you soo much🙏🏽 I really appreciate that
My mom literally told me when i was young that im the weirdest kid and girl :(
A big virtual hug to you 🫂 🥺
Same!!!
best 1h Lilith video. 100% relatable and you understand the Lilith energy too enough to be able to speak on her
I have her 1h trine my 9h sun exact
What crushes me if I think someone thinks I'm evil. The wrongness runs deep😥. I'm so afraid to show my full self out of fear of being seen as evil... The ultimate story of the feminine in a patriarchy. Life has been hard.
Raw feminine energy tribe and solitude in nature ❤ thank you
Awesome presentation sis.
I am Pisces ascendant with Mars and Lilith in
the 1st. I know my Lilith energy is strong. I do feel polarized with these Pisces and Aries
energies. I do have difficulty getting close to others so people are in and out of my life.
I value my freedom and independence. 🤓
in and out of my life. Y
This is so good! Very real.
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Lilith in Aries ♈️ in the 1st
me too
Same 🙋🏾♀️
I have Lilith in my first house in Aquarius. I've always loved people no matter what they do to me, but also hate them at the same time. People tell me i'm unpredictable.
My dad was emotionally incestual with me, and no one believed me and said or was hallucinating or wanted it.
I have rising Aquarius with Saturn and lilith in the 1st house. What you say is true - people either love or hate me :D and sometimes I feel like I want to argue just for the sake of arguing, and I have that feeling of anger inside that Saturn tries to control but it still “burns” inside me. Also true that I make people feel uncomfortable sometimes maybe because they start noticing their weak spots which they try not to think about, and I am very straightforward which is sometimes considered being rude. I also have this “witch legacy” because my great grandma was a witch who did certain rituals on people, and sometimes when I truly wish something bad for a person - somehow it happens to them.
Since I discovered that lilith placement it is now easier for me to try to change certain things
Scorpio+lilith in the first house- True true and true! Ialways had this, people rejecting the fault on me, making me pass for the weirdo or the villain. Now i understand why, but it some ways it's reassuring to know that it's my Lilith placement
I resonate with this a lot. I got Lilith, Uranus and Neptune all in 1st house. Moon, sun, mars, mercury in the 7th.
Moon opposes Lilith, Mars opposes Uranus and Uranus squares the 10th house scorpio.
If I understood correctly, all those aspects fit what you described in the aspect section.
In my experience most of the pushback has come from my own family, it started right after graduating highschool and choosing a path that was against what they thought i should do. It is still ongoing but i've come to accept it and not seek their acceptance. I don't see any 4th house aspects though which could explain this, maybe only the cancer moon since cancer is associated with the 4th house.
The path I chose was that of an artist. And at first in 2020 i saw lots of growth around the art i posted online. I was still quite shy and not expressing authentically. Then ironically as I became aware of my authentic self, i started expressing that and the vibe very much started resembling that which i experience with my family.
Will definitely read more about Lilith and how to work with it.
you're so pretty
thank u :)
Lilith in the 1st House (man): I do appreciate the new videos that are beginning to surface for the MEN with this placement!
I’ve been searching high and low, far and wide, for SOMETHING extensive about this placement, but to no avail, so, thanks!
Also:
•1st House Neptune
•1st House Uranus
•1st House North Node
I have 4 Scorpio placements in my first house, including Lilith in Scorpio. Lots of rejection for sure… people obsessed, parents def were against me etc…. The black wolf of the family but now I’m very much who I am and don’t fit in in groups etc. lots of solitude. I have a big impact on people and indeed they love or hate me … even if I stay to myself people can have a problem with me. I intimidate people and it’s weird lol. People are highly intrigued, then I’m too much. Very short lived connections and I mainly want depth and avoid superficial people. Spot on
This is so accurate that’s crazy
I have lilith in the 1st in cancer. I am a man as well. I wish there were more videos for men with this placement. Thank you for the video. ❤
For sure I definitely want to observe more of how it plays out in men. Thanks for watching 🙏🏽
Yes I have this placement, in ♉.
It's to fight a lotttt.
All your words👏
I love love love the way you described this placement 🙌🏽 🌑
I have lilith and chrion in my first house lmao. I'm a scorpio rising. I have an leo and Aquarius stellium (the Aquarius stellium are the outer planets)
Also subscribing bc my bday is 6/29 and that's how many subs you have
This is very very true.
i have lilith and venus (12th house placidus) conjunct my asc in aquarius. i’ve always been a weirdo and an individual, different from my very traditional & family-oriented upbringing.
coming into my power now by submerging myself into the femininity, beauty, sexuality, & sensuality of lilith x venus.
i love your style, love the way you talk, keep it up 🤍🌺
That makes a lot of sense, I love that you’re doing that for yourself! And thank you 💞🫂
Lilith in scorpio 1th
Lilith scorpio in 1h plus chiron 🥲
My Lilith is in the 1st conjunct my NN 29° & Taurus Asc, square my moon. I’ve attracted so many insecure masculines that try their hardest to try to rid me of my power and the first one I’ve ever encountered was my dad. I haven’t spoken to him in years. My best friend has Lilith in 12th square her moon. Her entire family views her as the crazy one while being completely out of their minds. Us Lilith doms have to stick together ❤ Thank you for this my love.
Thank you . Very interesting.
Congratulations! Thank You! And I Love Your Channel. Continued Blessings!
Thank you so much!💛💛💛
@raquelintuitiveastrology You're Welcome!
I have Lilith in the 1st house also Neptune in the 1st house
Cancer Sun
Cancer Moon
Libra Ris8ng.
😭 This read my situations so well.
Lilith in 1st here-- i got haters out the ass lmfao. and i am naturally rebellious, not in a performative manner people wrongly assume me to be.
I have lilith conjunct m'y ascendant i'm a men and i find very interesting this video 👍
thanks for watching 😊
I really resonate with this, i have a lilith tightly square ascendant. Does it still apply to me?
yes!
I have Lilith conjunct sun & lilith trine Ascendant
Does the video apply to the trine aspect as well?
yes!! this applies to all Lilith aspects to the ascendant
@@raquelintuitive
Okay, Thank you 🙏♡
Do lilith in libra in the first house 🏠 please 🙏 ❤
Lilith in 11th Scorpio conjunct MC.
How would that conjunct the mc?
@@hshshs7893 I am talking whole sign....In Placidus is in the end of 9th house conjunct MC.
Nicely done
Black Moon is conjunct my Ascendant, Waldemath is conjunct my Moon, and Asteroid Lilith is conjunct my North Node 🙁 I hate it here
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I have LILTH sextile asc and 10th house LILTH along w moon/Jupiter trine LILTH and LILTH square mars can u respond to one of those please
I don’t really know what all that means without ur full chart but lilith square mars is your instinctual self causing tension to your assertive self. when you go to take action you can feel Lilith energy bubbling up but it could feel overwhelming or misplaced. I would recommend finding a way to channel ur rage/anger into things like martial arts, lifting weights just something physical
@@raquelintuitive respond to LILTH 10th house
hi, i would like to ask if you do readings
@@444ui hi yes I do, just email me at raquelastro888@gmail.com and I’ll send you my services list :)