for those here from youtube search, i made all these songs. i have 800+ more like it. ↪ linktr.ee/tidecruz 11 hour playlist of these songs ↪ open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy?si=09b47db3fca640c6 my BEST songs only (nothing is real) ↪ open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3?si=a16f276605304b70
@@Fireballgamer316 you could be onto something! what do you think of the model? it's custom made to look like me!!! :D edit: also nice to hear from you friend!
@@FlintSH its just tiktok and instagram mostly. :/ people steal my music and use it as original audio to try to make money. the label that represents my ambient music has to spend everyday hunting all these fraudsters down and doing copyright. i feel so bad. i just wanted to make music and help people, help people not feel as alone as i have, yet all that really happened was people steal and wont credit. i guess even though its bad, there are a lot of good people too, like everyone here on this youtube page. i'm so glad to have you guys, and i hope this music helps, thats all it is ever about for me
Every time I hear your music, I feel like I’m taken to a place where everything feels familiar and safe, like I just came back home after a long journey.
I find listening to this music very therapeutic. Dreamcore is not only just a very chill genre of music to listen and relax to, but if you open yourself up to it, it can also act as like a medium for dealing with some of your sorrow and sadness. Like whenever I listen to "i was only temporary," I get chills thinking about the shit I've been through, the baggage I've got, etc. It's like a blank canvas you can paint your own pain on, and it makes it feel a little better.
When I listen to this, I feel empty. I feel like I am in a world that stays in my head. I feel safe there, I feel okay, but I also feel trapped and lost in a way.
Once I found out about your disease I was heartbroken, I truly wish you the best with music and the rest of your life, your music is truly phenomenal and you have helped me through tough times, love ya man ❤️
Idk why but this really hits hard. Recently Ive been contemplating many things, thinking a lot. I am even in my dreams constantly occupied with my thoughts. Theres so many things I cant sort out. I feel like I know the solutions but my past trauma is somehow crippling me. This soundtrack helps me relax somehow.
When I listen to this song, I have the sense of feeling not important and lost. Your sense the feeling of wanting to buy in your bedroom on a rainy day listening to this music. It helps me through my toughest times and I really do appreciate everything you have been doing.
i was listening to this while studying, im gonna listen to ur songs untill u stop. its so relaxing like ur in the depths of space all alone.. with these songs
When I hear your songs, I immediately calm down, no matter what the situation is... It gives me peace of mind that we all deserve, especially those who are feeling bad... I adore your music with all my heart and I want you to continue making it... I cant without your songs man... It makes me feel... independent?.. I dont even know... I love your songs and you have such a fanbase, you dont need to be sad anymore... Thank you, my head is empty.
My head is empty… if u see this, u have made amazing soundtracks that has helped people through the toughest times including mines. Thank u for everything
Not a music guy, so take my descriptions with a grain of salt lol: I really like how "i was only temporary" begins, a single instrument undulating up and down, almost like your heart is racing. This brings to my mind a sense of dread, like you've had a realization or truth told to you which throws your entire world into chaos. The notes getting lower and lower also represents this almost sinking feeling, like your stomach is dropping, too. Then the click. The fall. Then the rest of the track goes, and initially it's still very sad, you're still struggling with what happened and what to do now. But then, as the music goes on, there's that glimmer of hope, that almost angelic chord that begins to rise in the background around 0:38 But any denial as to the truth, to the tragedy, to the realization, feels like it crumbles away and a climax of despair engulfs everything 0:53 You're falling again. What can you do now? But it like any sorrow it slowly passes, and the end of the song.. well, honestly I'm not super sure what the vibe is. Almost like a tentative resolve to continue?
your music single handedly gives me the courage to keep going, so thank you, as someone who depends a lot on music for emotion and emotional health overall your songs just capture this feeling of bliss and existentialism that makes me feel like things could be okay but I also really dont mind either if things go wrong, as long as IM okay..so thank you for making music, I think it effects some people a lot more then you think.
There was a desire to go somewhere, in the evening where there are no people, where it is quiet, to leave and go, .... but where. I want to leave, but how to leave simply into nowhere.
I was once desperately looking for a actually good artist until I found this,and it’s great,goodnight now❤ Psalm 143:8(shortened version since I have to go to sleep) “Let the morning bring word me of your unfailing love,for I have put my trust in you”
Youre amazing making songs do not stop follow your dreams and do not give up we know you can do it you made alot of depressed people express themselves youre the best god bless you.
It’s always nice to come back to this playlist/video and just relax, your music is great and I can relate to the titles of your songs I’m currently in the lowest state of my life and your music really helps
im a recovering addict im 6 months clean i will never throw away this chance i had never stopped i used since i was 15 starded with weed after years i started cocaine im so blessed for my mom she never gave up before i quit it was heartbreaking to think im her only son and she had seen me go under like that the damage i did to family the years i lost of my life moments i could be with my grandparents who died in that periode all of them im so glad i can finnaly remember alot more from before i used im gratefull for my 1 person my mother she is my guide through this and i will try to forgive myself this kind of playlist is exactly what i need in times that i reflect on the past it hurts i cry but its okay i need to feel this again stay strong everyone thanks for the awesome music it helpes me a bunch to relax and reflect on the past im 29 now btw also started to learn an online course in programming so im getting there step by step
If you tierd try to make yourself happy, I am trying to find love and make it. I maybe can do nothing, but I can listen to all of your problems you and him
I am also tired of my life to be honest. Nothing gives me true happiness. I just want to be happy again. It has been a long journey but in it I have not been happy for a long while, it has made me think about killing myself multiple times but I always felt like something I could not see was with me and trying it give me comfort and hope. It is the only reason why I am still alive. If whatever was that didn’t gave me an odd sense of hope and happiness I would have killed myself. My age is only 12 if you are questioning that. I don’t understand why I seem to get hated and targeted by people sometimes but like I said earlier I haven’t acted on my thoughts of killing myself. I am lost. Can someone please help me?
@EdanHernandez-w2t Hey Bro. I used to be like you at your age. It was hard. At times, I felt like there was nothing left for me. Nothing felt worth the pain. I eventually found hope in the unknown. You never know if things will change if you stay long enough. Im not going to lie. The pain never really goes away. Just your priorities. Put your best foot forward and try different things until you find something that makes you happy. I'm 28 and fell back into suicidal thoughts. I don't have the resources to get help but my curiosity helps when I'm about too end it all. Stay strong for me little homie ❤
I had a dream like this once. I wondered during the day if it was all in my head or if it was placed there. Years later I am finally realizing that it was both.
It was really hard to read your story. So sorry for you. I can somewhat relate. Life can be very very cruel.... Your music is comforting, painful, and beautiful at the same time. And I hope Miranda stays with you. Dont let her go. ❤
i dont know, its just me i guess. im glad to tell you i have 800+ more songs, and lots of long playlists and videos on my channel here if you ever want to hear more!
My grandpa died a. few days ago and that felt like something just came out of me, something now missing into my family and that is my grandpa, he was such a good grandpa i ever had.. i witnessed him even get burried.. 1:44
Thank you for this song I always cry to it when I am sad I am a therian so I get regular hate I am hated at school and punched or have projects ripped up this song makes me feel like I am safe
I'm not too entirely sure what a therian is. Though, I understand your pain. I use to get bullied alot and was ostracized often. Now I'm resilient to pain. Which makes it easier to protect those in need. Though I'm sorry about your project. Those are time and effort that can't be given back so easily. I think if you have a passion for something, pursue it. Let your heart guide you on that path. Use your brain in critical situations. That's why critical thinking is so important. We'll never meet everyone's standards. That is why it is always good to stay true to yourself. However, if your "true" self involves harming other? Then we'll have an entirely different discussion. Other than that, I'm glad you're able to find a haven on this platform. Just don't make it a habit. Keep your head up. I believe in you.
When I really listen to this song. It reminds me of myself. I was only a temporary friend to everyone I know. They all the sudden just hate me. I was temporary for them. Just a small source of entertainment. Now they threw me away.
I just had a huge family physical fight and I have exams after tomorrow every day for the whole , I am trying to revise but I can't , this really calms me down
I feel safe with you i feel like everyone is yelling at me but then i gerl like, im not alone this helps me calm down ive been through alot and i feel relived fi ding you knowing that im safe and that i will be okay
I just wanna live my life and be happy but my 20's age deppresion traps me every day and every night. I cannot run away from this. I'm always thinking about how life is absurd and how existence is temporary. I'm alive and i'm grateful about it but also i have a miserable life, bad parents, bad financial situations, no hope and no goals in life. I'm breathing but not living. Every night i cry. I cannot take it anymore.
for those here from youtube search, i made all these songs. i have 800+ more like it.
↪ linktr.ee/tidecruz
11 hour playlist of these songs
↪ open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy?si=09b47db3fca640c6
my BEST songs only (nothing is real)
↪ open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3?si=a16f276605304b70
something silent hill 2 related
since well the player model and the atmosphere look awfully similar to it
@@Fireballgamer316 you could be onto something! what do you think of the model? it's custom made to look like me!!! :D edit: also nice to hear from you friend!
I'm excited for the premiere! Idk what kind of music video this will be tho
@@myheadisempty i love it!
no clue if it was you who made it or someone else but whoever did has some serious talent
Is it one you made with miranda?
Great to see small artists like this have a growing fanbase
“Small artist” soon to be the GREATEST ARTIST! My Head Is Empty is just wonderful! No one is close to the talent!🤍
It's sad it's only small artist, when their music has been heard billions of times with no credit
@@FlintSH its just tiktok and instagram mostly. :/ people steal my music and use it as original audio to try to make money. the label that represents my ambient music has to spend everyday hunting all these fraudsters down and doing copyright. i feel so bad. i just wanted to make music and help people, help people not feel as alone as i have, yet all that really happened was people steal and wont credit. i guess even though its bad, there are a lot of good people too, like everyone here on this youtube page. i'm so glad to have you guys, and i hope this music helps, thats all it is ever about for me
@@myheadisemptyaww I hope u get the best of what you can achieve. good luck for all that’s coming
@@myheadisemptyI love your music
Every time I hear your music, I feel like I’m taken to a place where everything feels familiar and safe, like I just came back home after a long journey.
Somber, yet oddly comforting. Like a hug from friend you know you might not see again, but you know they will be alright.
Yes this how I was feeling tonight after coming home from work. I found it on Instagram
The start. It’s the restart, resetting. I remember it…
The abyss is then following us?
Makes me think about my life what I've done were I'm going
My life is hard. School, family lecturing me, no friends, everyone making fun of me and punching me. I feel like this song understands me, thanks.
Damn I feel sorry for you…
I had a panic attack right next to my friend...I calmed down after a few minutes...
@ñôħðcidjkiľxçSo sorry a couple of days ago my school got a shooter threat
you are the one who makes your self feeling like this , wake up bro
and don't car about how others see you or treat you
Thx man I am doing much better in life. Doing my winter arc and being humble. 👍
I find listening to this music very therapeutic. Dreamcore is not only just a very chill genre of music to listen and relax to, but if you open yourself up to it, it can also act as like a medium for dealing with some of your sorrow and sadness.
Like whenever I listen to "i was only temporary," I get chills thinking about the shit I've been through, the baggage I've got, etc.
It's like a blank canvas you can paint your own pain on, and it makes it feel a little better.
I kinda feel the same way
real bro
When I listen to this, I feel empty. I feel like I am in a world that stays in my head. I feel safe there, I feel okay, but I also feel trapped and lost in a way.
The beat drop here is so soft, but hits so hard. Every time I hear it, I feel chills down my spine
Once I found out about your disease I was heartbroken, I truly wish you the best with music and the rest of your life, your music is truly phenomenal and you have helped me through tough times, love ya man ❤️
Idk why but this really hits hard. Recently Ive been contemplating many things, thinking a lot. I am even in my dreams constantly occupied with my thoughts.
Theres so many things I cant sort out. I feel like I know the solutions but my past trauma is somehow crippling me.
This soundtrack helps me relax somehow.
Probably my first retro sad playlist I ever saved, it helps alot... I love ya man...
cant forget her nor that time I was alive in
When I listen to this song, I have the sense of feeling not important and lost. Your sense the feeling of wanting to buy in your bedroom on a rainy day listening to this music. It helps me through my toughest times and I really do appreciate everything you have been doing.
i was listening to this while studying, im gonna listen to ur songs untill u stop. its so relaxing like ur in the depths of space all alone.. with these songs
falling asleep a bit. probably the right nostalgic home feeling
You're never alone. No matter what you can always find someone who cares about you. Don't give up.
But I’m getting bullied why god why am I here?😭😭😭
@@Tay4565-w8dнет это не так ты что…
@@Tay4565-w8dобъясни что такое
When I hear your songs, I immediately calm down, no matter what the situation is... It gives me peace of mind that we all deserve, especially those who are feeling bad... I adore your music with all my heart and I want you to continue making it... I cant without your songs man... It makes me feel... independent?.. I dont even know... I love your songs and you have such a fanbase, you dont need to be sad anymore... Thank you, my head is empty.
im so glad the music helps you in some way friend, its all i could ever ask for
@@myheadisemptythank for your music
you're too underrated; please do not stop making stuff
MHIE just makes music. Will never stop. One day will be recognized for the greatness!🤍
These songs bring me comfort in a time where I’m at my lowest. Even though it heightens my loneliness I feel a strange sense of comfort from it.
Ничего страшного все ещё впереди ты не один… если ты в депрессии то попробуй обратиться за помощью
Yup.
i hear this, and lightness comes. Safe i feel when hearing these songs, like nothing can stop me from floating away into peace. Thank you❤
My head is empty… if u see this, u have made amazing soundtracks that has helped people through the toughest times including mines. Thank u for everything
I can't thank you enough for your songs, as a novice writer, this makes me feel surreal emotions when working.
I’m glad if it’s like being amused of some sort that’s really cool. I hope you write some cool things.
You’re a REAL artist
Indeed. MHIE is the real deal! Makes music like no other! Original- no one can copy this sound. It’s just pure love from the heart!🤍
I just realized
this dude has been walking for like 1 hour straight to nowhere
idk where he's headed but
respect
No, dude, he's lost and don't know where he is going, his soul is in complete darkness, he doesn't know nothing only he is temporary.
@@saviofalcao6752 nah let's be real he's probably trying to chase the bus
Just a guy didn't wait for he's real time in life and kill himself so he's soul most run until the time in the real life ended
Not a music guy, so take my descriptions with a grain of salt lol:
I really like how "i was only temporary" begins, a single instrument undulating up and down, almost like your heart is racing. This brings to my mind a sense of dread, like you've had a realization or truth told to you which throws your entire world into chaos. The notes getting lower and lower also represents this almost sinking feeling, like your stomach is dropping, too.
Then the click. The fall.
Then the rest of the track goes, and initially it's still very sad, you're still struggling with what happened and what to do now.
But then, as the music goes on, there's that glimmer of hope, that almost angelic chord that begins to rise in the background around 0:38
But any denial as to the truth, to the tragedy, to the realization, feels like it crumbles away and a climax of despair engulfs everything 0:53
You're falling again. What can you do now?
But it like any sorrow it slowly passes, and the end of the song.. well, honestly I'm not super sure what the vibe is.
Almost like a tentative resolve to continue?
What we all really needed😔
idk but this makes me cry, its just too peaceful and deep, i love it
See
I love you myHeadIsEmpty, best 1 hour of my life.
If “I was only temporarily” was extended in to an hour is what i hear from all of this goated music
🫂 i’m glad you like my other songs too friend thanks for listening
🫂
i just wanted to say. god i love this playlist. its the most beautiful playlist ever
@@antoniomorales9245 i’m glad you like it friend. there’s lots more here on the channel
Thanks for existing, I love this song.
your music single handedly gives me the courage to keep going, so thank you, as someone who depends a lot on music for emotion and emotional health overall your songs just capture this feeling of bliss and existentialism that makes me feel like things could be okay but I also really dont mind either if things go wrong, as long as IM okay..so thank you for making music, I think it effects some people a lot more then you think.
Holy yapping of the yappingtons
Thank you for this. This music goes beyond words.
FINALLY I'LL BE ABLE TO MAKE IT!!! I'm so excited, best surprise ever, ty!!
since this playlist dropped i listen to it on loop everyday when i read, thank you for your great work :)
These are so tranquil and bueatiful. I have no other words to express this, it's so good! I love your music! Keep doing what you're good at!
your music makes me feel safe in a way I can't describe. Thank you :)
There was a desire to go somewhere, in the evening where there are no people, where it is quiet, to leave and go, .... but where. I want to leave, but how to leave simply into nowhere.
ive looped this video so many times. the music people can make is awesome
EXACTLY WHAT I NEEDED WAITED MONTHS FOR THIS
Thank you SO much for creating and sharing, the sound you make is so profound
I was once desperately looking for a actually good artist until I found this,and it’s great,goodnight now❤
Psalm 143:8(shortened version since I have to go to sleep)
“Let the morning bring word me of your unfailing love,for I have put my trust in you”
When I listen to your music I can connect with my true feelings and I can finally cry, thank you very much
I am glad I waited all day and night the listen to this
finnaly a rainy night
the song matches with the rain sound
Thanks to the editor for making this song to make the life better for people like us
Thank you for existing ❤
Your music is just amazing. makes me feel calm and peaceful
Youre amazing making songs do not stop follow your dreams and do not give up we know you can do it you made alot of depressed people express themselves youre the best god bless you.
Your music is forever ❤ good luck brother i know your plight. Give your loved ones more memories of you before its too late.
So kind🤍
It’s always nice to come back to this playlist/video and just relax, your music is great and I can relate to the titles of your songs I’m currently in the lowest state of my life and your music really helps
listening to these songs gives me a sense of comfort and i don't understand why
im a recovering addict im 6 months clean i will never throw away this chance i had never stopped i used since i was 15 starded with weed after years i started cocaine im so blessed for my mom she never gave up before i quit it was heartbreaking to think im her only son and she had seen me go under like that the damage i did to family the years i lost of my life moments i could be with my grandparents who died in that periode all of them im so glad i can finnaly remember alot more from before i used im gratefull for my 1 person my mother she is my guide through this and i will try to forgive myself this kind of playlist is exactly what i need in times that i reflect on the past it hurts i cry but its okay i need to feel this again stay strong everyone thanks for the awesome music it helpes me a bunch to relax and reflect on the past im 29 now btw also started to learn an online course in programming so im getting there step by step
Good for you! You’re on the right path! Moms love their boys like no other! I’m happy for you. Your journey will get easier. Make your Momma proud! 🤍
Love you all who's listening you are all very special ❤️
No one is special, we all the same.
We can learn, act, breathe and feast.
Or do nothing
Thank you brother, I hear songs from you every day 🫀💋♥️😢❤
I'm so tired of this life..
Me too
If you tierd try to make yourself happy, I am trying to find love and make it. I maybe can do nothing, but I can listen to all of your problems you and him
I am also tired of my life to be honest. Nothing gives me true happiness. I just want to be happy again. It has been a long journey but in it I have not been happy for a long while, it has made me think about killing myself multiple times but I always felt like something I could not see was with me and trying it give me comfort and hope. It is the only reason why I am still alive. If whatever was that didn’t gave me an odd sense of hope and happiness I would have killed myself. My age is only 12 if you are questioning that. I don’t understand why I seem to get hated and targeted by people sometimes but like I said earlier I haven’t acted on my thoughts of killing myself. I am lost. Can someone please help me?
@EdanHernandez-w2t Hey Bro. I used to be like you at your age. It was hard. At times, I felt like there was nothing left for me. Nothing felt worth the pain. I eventually found hope in the unknown. You never know if things will change if you stay long enough. Im not going to lie. The pain never really goes away. Just your priorities. Put your best foot forward and try different things until you find something that makes you happy. I'm 28 and fell back into suicidal thoughts. I don't have the resources to get help but my curiosity helps when I'm about too end it all. Stay strong for me little homie ❤
@rui_kawai2004 why r you tired of life?
I had a dream like this once. I wondered during the day if it was all in my head or if it was placed there. Years later I am finally realizing that it was both.
God no not the memorys of childhood gone by no this is nostalgia and it is magical
It was really hard to read your story. So sorry for you. I can somewhat relate. Life can be very very cruel.... Your music is comforting, painful, and beautiful at the same time. And I hope Miranda stays with you. Dont let her go. ❤
I fell asleep crying to this this from a hard day it's realy helped me Thank-you @my head is empty ❤
im so glad i found your music 🖤🖤🖤
You know, one day you will be the best thing that ever happened to someone.but until you want to be the best for yourself.
What is this type of music
I feel like it comforts my soul 😇
i dont know, its just me i guess. im glad to tell you i have 800+ more songs, and lots of long playlists and videos on my channel here if you ever want to hear more!
My grandpa died a. few days ago and that felt like something just came out of me, something now missing into my family and that is my grandpa, he was such a good grandpa i ever had.. i witnessed him even get burried.. 1:44
rest in peace grandpa, i'm sure he up above, and very proud of you
Funerals are never fun, r.i.p.
Bro his grandpa was a good old man today he finds a good resting place im sorry for that ❤😊
His granpa is in hezven his spririt is still with you in heaven he deaserves heaven❤😢
Thats all😊
Thank you for this song I always cry to it when I am sad I am a therian so I get regular hate I am hated at school and punched or have projects ripped up this song makes me feel like I am safe
I'm not too entirely sure what a therian is. Though, I understand your pain. I use to get bullied alot and was ostracized often. Now I'm resilient to pain. Which makes it easier to protect those in need. Though I'm sorry about your project. Those are time and effort that can't be given back so easily.
I think if you have a passion for something, pursue it. Let your heart guide you on that path. Use your brain in critical situations. That's why critical thinking is so important. We'll never meet everyone's standards. That is why it is always good to stay true to yourself. However, if your "true" self involves harming other? Then we'll have an entirely different discussion.
Other than that, I'm glad you're able to find a haven on this platform. Just don't make it a habit. Keep your head up. I believe in you.
This music made me cry, I miss my grandmother, and it was only temporary.
I know man,it hurts but you need accept this...
Yk i really appreciate your content bc this music is the perfect kind for just laying down alnd thinking
Beautiful piece. Beautiful peace.
thank you for listening to some other songs it means a lot
My new go to Playlist for reading Oyasumi Punpun
When I really listen to this song. It reminds me of myself. I was only a temporary friend to everyone I know. They all the sudden just hate me. I was temporary for them. Just a small source of entertainment. Now they threw me away.
I listened to this while writing my book, and it was kinda calming and disturbing at the same time… keep it up cause I love your music ❤
Hi, I'm depressed, this is my favorite music when I feel alone, thanks for this music :)
Same :3
Best of the Best. ❤❤❤
I just had a huge family physical fight and I have exams after tomorrow every day for the whole , I am trying to revise but I can't , this really calms me down
I needed this more than you will ever know
im glad friend
Never thought I'd relate so hard. Damn
This is so good this will help me sleep well on long travels♥️♥️
ty you never find these for 1h
so peaceful😌
Listening to this I start to imagine the relief I would feel right before everything ended.
Our life in this world is only temporary
"i can't be helped" I really liked it! Keep up the good work, friend!
im glad you liked it friend, thank you
@@myheadisemptyhaha you're welcome!
Love u bro ❤
Sheesh a 1 hour version, I love it!!
I usually watch this after SH and it makes me feel warm and safe,thanks
Silent hill?
@@not_mitch s3lf h@rm1ng
@Sleepy_Soul-h сделай сигну с ником Holme1337 или nezerlink
I love how half of the people who listen to this song are depressed or having a hard time, but then the other half are our therapists
YAYAYAYAYYAYAYYY IM SOOO EXCITED YESSSSS 🙂↕️💞 it will be as amazing nd life changing as all of ur art is..
this helped me a lot, thank you.
I fall asleep by your music keep doing best music ❤❤❤
At last, I have found it. 🙏🏼
i just discovered this and that this was your musi. i must say, much like everyone else here, thank you
I’m your 8 thousandth like!
i feel worthless is my fav part..
This feels nostalgia...
Ey, nice to be here. even if I am a good 10 hours late. nice GIF too - this is all very lovely. thank you for making :)
I love your songs, I wish you luck and blessings ♥️They really calm me down
Your character is so relatable T^T
sometimes i just wanna...y'know, be a ghost...i don't exactly wanna be dead, i just like to feel empty sometimes...
I feel safe with you i feel like everyone is yelling at me but then i gerl like, im not alone this helps me calm down ive been through alot and i feel relived fi ding you knowing that im safe and that i will be okay
im glad to be a safe place for you friend
I just wanna live my life and be happy but my 20's age deppresion traps me every day and every night. I cannot run away from this. I'm always thinking about how life is absurd and how existence is temporary. I'm alive and i'm grateful about it but also i have a miserable life, bad parents, bad financial situations, no hope and no goals in life. I'm breathing but not living. Every night i cry. I cannot take it anymore.
Finally thank you
I CAN'T BREATH