I have a suicidal boyfriend and when he says he wants to kill himself my heart can't take it but I don't know what to do please comment what should i do to help him live
I don't really know but....make him feel loved, valued and make him feel like he is important. Understand his problems and stand with him till the end :) love him as much as you can!
Pinning this so people can help. Definitely talk with a therapist. Talk with him as much as you can, make him feel happy, needed, and wanted. Whatever he is battling, remind him that he is not alone and that you will be there by his side. He is loved, he is cared for, he is someone who deserves your love. Please make sure he's okay, take him out on a date to dinner, maybe a movie, walk in the park, etc. Talk with him and allow him to vent to you. Let him cry on your shoulder if he needs to.
Ik how tht gets it can be overwhelming and extremely stressful most of the time, but they are i think talk to a professional therapist but I think they need to see a professional therapist or tlk with their parents about his suicidal behavior
i wanted you to talk to him with the a very soft voice, tell him that if he does feeling awful and useless, let him know that he was born for a reason and "they'll be a time when the fire will just extinguished by itself" you can show your love to him by kissing his cheek lightly everyday, "i dont care of what you think about yourself, i love you bc you are you and no one else" and send him a light and simple texts like "i love you❤" and whenever he mentions about dying, hug him tell him how much you love him and tell him if he ever gonna try it tell him that he's gonna hurt you to the bottom of your heart and that will just create another depression to you and turning just like him and say "would you wanted me to suffer the same?" dont be afraid to let your own tears out, and even sometimes braid his hair/make a lil ponytail (if its long enough ig) do his makeup for fun, give him your own handmade meals or foods or snacks, tell him you love him everyday, if he sleeps too much, keep sending him simple texts and or memes ig {idk your boyfriend's personalities and what hes doing, but i dont want you guys to suffer any longer, and im so sorry for the incorrect sentences, english is not my first language} *anyway i hope you and him are happy in the future :) ♡* EDIT: Tell him how worthy he is like, doctors are fighting to save a persons life and spending most of the relatives money to save one life and how hes lucky to even have a his life rn, things will happen when the time is right, and this is for you..if he dare hurt himself again dont holdback your patience Just TELL HIM WHATEVER IS IN YOUR MIND either you cry or shout at him, let him know that just bc he feels good when he hurt himself it will cost the most pain to his girlfriend(you ofc)
I noticed that a lot of ASMRists never added something like that. So I wanted to add something that brings a little more character to the husband and to make this audio sound real. Not saying the other ASMRists that coveted this script aren't good, they all are talented in their own way! ^^
my God, when he cries, I want to hug him and give him the whole world. People who have thought or are just thinking about suicide, do not do this in any case. You all should live a long and happy life!
@@sarahramsey289 Good job! I know it can be difficult, but you really need to think about your family and, of course, about your life. We all came into this world to shine and conquer it. You need to live a long and happy life, which will be filled with joyful moments. There are bound to be bad periods in life and they are different for everyone, but it needs to be experienced and accepted. There are a lot of cases of suicide in Russia for these reasons. Thank you for your support! I hope you're doing well
@@mariarivera1340 my parents never did but i remember we sang it as a class in kindergarten,still,it makes me sad bc i was already crying and it was the first song i ever sang in front of people,and i was always nervous when being in front of big groups,so the memory of that and me crying already makes it better
When I first got with my boyfriend, he was actively contemplating suicide, and even wrote letters to his entire family for when he was gone. It was a horrid deep feeling when he'd go missing or not check up with me, not respond for days, and I couldn't cope with the thought of life without him, it just wasn't possible and it hurt so so much. But he stayed, and even burnt the letters as a way of letting go of his suicidal thoughts and trying to rethink his actions. To this day he continues to say I saved him, and I am so so happy he's still here with me. To anyone in the same or similar situation, hold strong, and be there when they need comfort. We all need a safe space in a world like this one.
I made a suicide note when i was 16 put it in my jewelery box for when that day would come. I am 20 now and i read that note when i was moving out of my parents place , i threw the not away, i am also 4 years clean on self harm. Im doing much better and this video just reminds me about my family and friends who love me, so thank you, Nyx, sending lots of support to you!😊
A lot of ASMRtists did this script, and dang, I love your performance here. The sadness of your voice hits me and it almost made me cry 🥺 Keep up the good work!
I really needed this, I have been struggling with my depression really bad lately. I almost brought myself to take my life yesterday and today so, thank you for this. 💜
Keep fighting there are people out there that love you as much as you think there aren't I promise there are. you are so strong and I promise it will get better, I hope you get help that you need.
wow. just wow. words cannot even begin to describe how i felt listening to this. the acting, the delivery, the raw emotion you presented was just incredible. tw: depression/the ol’ sewerslide as someone who is diagnosed with major depressive disorder and has been in a mental facility for around five days due to severe and debilitating suicidal intent/tendencies, this audio jerked tears out of me that i thought were long gone. a big part of suicidal ideation is the persistent thoughts that no one cares or that all you ever do is cause other people pain and suffering with your mere existence. it’s difficult to let even the ones closest to you know how you are truly feeling and the fact that you were able to create a safe space for the listener to open up and be truly upset without any strings attached was something that i really needed before i went to the facility and still need to this day. to reiterate: words cannot describe the emotions that surfaced listening to this audio. thank you, nyx. you have no idea how grateful i am to hear someone handling this situation so well. thank you.
If you are having thoughts of potentially hurting yourself, please do not hesitate to contact the hotline. You will be connected to a counselor that can help you through any difficult situations you are struggling with. suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
The sad part is I'm crying the whole time knowing no one would do the same thing for me. :) I just found this audio, and when you sang "You Are My Sunshine" I cried so much because it reminded me back then when I was happier in my childhood. It made me feel like I was back in 2011 for a bit, before everything came crashing down. Thank you, it means a lot to me :(
* ekhem ekhem * i would cry for you . I may not know you but i'll make sure everyone is happy the way they lived and i will always be there when they need someone 👥
This script always makes me cry. It always takes me back to my middle school days where I felt like this. I was in so much pain and I was being manipulated by many forces. I thought this was the only way. But now I’ve got friends and I feel safe with them and I feel loved by someone. I’m so glad I didn’t go through with it. I’m so glad I’m here. But now, with quarantine, it’s gotten so much harder to be positive. So much harder to be vulnerable. I’m slowly going back into the husk I used to be. It’s gotten so bad to the point where some days, I don’t want to get outta bed. All I wanna do is sleep. I’ve been eating less which has made me sick. I’m losing hair. I really needed this.
Never forget that people still care about you deeply. You are loved, cared about and special to someone. Never forget that people are here to help you. It is never a bad thing to speak out about your past memories and bad times in your past. Never forget you are valid.
I know I'm a stranger, but really, talk to me if you need it. Everybody watching this video relates in some kind of way. I do too, so this is a safe space. I'm not sure if you believe in God or not, but please, talk to him if you do. God has done wonders for me, maybe he can help you too. I'm here for you sweetie 🤍
When you said "please don't go." My heart melted. It was so genuine, the pain and love you expressed. It's made me feel loved. Thank you so much for this. Its soothed me a lot and I'll come back to this.💙💙💙
I saw the title and went “ohhh nooo” 🥺 You’re honestly a hidden gem of talent and your channel deserves a lot more recognition. Keep up the fantastic work, Nyx ❤️
Please pretend that this comment isn’t a month late~ The acting in this audio was absolutely breathtaking, immaculate job. I haven’t had chills like that in a while
Someone give this man an award ! For the voice talent and emotion he put into this tough topic and another award for helping so many people with his words and messages of hope and tellling people who are going through these thoughts to never give up!
This has happened with me and another loved one before and I’ll just say that it was the most painful experience I ever had to go through. The person is doing better now but please listen to the description and know that you are loved.
GEICO APPROVES🦎!! -Remember fifteen minutes could save your stupid ass 15% or more on car insurance. -Also please do remember to eat your fucking food, stay hydrated and that you’re loved
I know i shouldn't had laughed but it was too cute that he was singing on the melody of Phineas and Ferb and the part that said"i have to take care of the books because I know how she is with her books"..... MY HEART I CAN'T TAKE IT'S TOO CUTE🥰🥰🥺🥺
Amazing job!! I always find it boring to listen to some asmr for more than 10 mins, but you won the game!! As a person who has “suicidal thoughts” , i really appreciate your work and effort, you touched my heart 🥺! Now i think of my friends (usually people think of family but my family hates me and wished i was never born) if they knew that i did it, they would be sad. And that’s something i never wanted to happen. If you made it this far, thank you so much because i put all of my feelings in this comment.
I needed this. I am pretty sure I have depression (getting it checked out soon) and my friends and family have helped me gain the courage to talk to a therapist.
I figured when I saw your post it'd relate to me in some way since I have tons of issues..... thanks for this I know not many people are brave enough to touch on this.
I felt it was right to cover this topic because I've actually found myself going down that dark path a few times in the past. I know how difficult it is, I really do. And it is not a good thing at all. I wanna help anyone who is stuck struggling with situations like this and make them be reminded that they are loved.
This honestly made me cry. I have a bad thing with suicide thoughts and this just helped. It made me cry but like it made me feel kind of wanted… Also when he said “Good.” That just made me smile, knowing he was at peace. That is just amazing
i honestly haven’t seen many ASMRist put so much emotion into their audios like you do. i genuinely love you channel and please keep it up. you seriously have a talent for this, you have made me feel so much better with your audios that i can’t explain how happy they make me, and so many other people feel. thank you, i wish you nothing but success.
How can I not cry when there is so much emotion in your voice ? Why everything you tell is so heartbreaking ? I hoped someone liked me like that. Thank you, because it's the first time I felt loved and important, thank you so much.
sometimes i still have some memories of various moments when i had suicidal thoughts..... i cried the entire video remembering every detail. I loved it, at the end when you started singing, it warmed my heart so much!! Thank you so much, you really deserve it! 💗💗💗
I was actually crying because I also have suicidal thoughts I also wrote them down but listening to you and your voice just makes me feel better and makes apart of me to stay❤
This is honestly the type of bf I seriously need in my life. Someone who actually cares about me and compliments just like how u compliment us in ur ASMR. Ur so amazing Ny, how d’u do that? Comforting ppl like that and make them feel better about themselves? I so love ur videos 🖤🖤
Daily Reminder: I hope you are having a great day, don't forget to drink water and eat food and please sleep or take a nap and Your not worthless your special ☺️❤️💖😸 (sorry for being late 😔)
I can say, this was hurting, I cried, I have experience with this, one of my best friend committed and I prevented a other one from doing it, and I felt the same, I pulled them allot from doing it but unfortunate I couldn't do it for one of them, I almost did but I was to late. that is the most hurting part of it, not being able to stop them and seeing it happening
*Hugs* You did everything you could, I can't imagine how difficult that must be for you. Just know that you are still special in your own way and people love you for who you are. And I'm sure you love your best friends just as much.
I don’t normally comment but this was really really well done. These kind of audios often come off as disingenuous and cringe but this one felt real. It had me tearing up and at the end when you started singing you are my sunshine I finally broke. That’s what my mom used to sing to me all the time as a kid. As someone who’s struggled for what feels like a lifetime with depression and bouts of suicidal tendencies, this really warmed my heart. I think it could help someone off a ledge and I hope it finds those people. Thank you for making it and for caring
U brought be to tears.. I have been dealing with suicidal thoughs and having problems talking to somone and hearing this brought me that. And hearing you saying all of this and saying all of this makes me even better 🖤
I held myself together all the way through then when he started singing “you are my sunshine” I lost it mostly because that’s me and my moms song since I was little and hearing it always brings me to tears but in this case it makes it ten time harder not to cry.
I really really love this one. I wish I had something to cuddle and comfort me 3 months ago.. Him: “start to yell” Me: “starts to feel cry because I feel bad for him”
there were times that I get suicidal thought and tbh, I got one earlier again, then I found this audio.. oh god I'm crying- I never felt so loved and cared for thank you, it felt like you gave me a reason to not think about kms ❤❤
I actually started crying because I used to have a bf who was suicidal... My heart couldn't take it. So I would make him stay on the phone with me, I would make him keep talking to me to make sure he was okay. I would beg him to stay...... Our relationship ended in January of last year. Because he had become toxic. Which made me think about those things. But I snapped out of it, and now, I just have my days where I don't know how much more I can take. I bottle my feelings, and sometimes they're overwhelming. And it makes me cry. I don't cry anymore.
My friend (let's call her Julia) had a really close friend (let's call him John) last year. John had been struggling with suicidal thoughts but never told anyone. One day Julia went to work and found that John got on the bus that takes him to work but never went inside. No one had seen him that day and everyone started worrying. Julia found the next day that he had taken his own life with no note/explanation. It really hurt her and his family a lot. Later that summer I went to help out at a camp and Julia had invited John's little brother to help out as well. The three of us talked and promised each other that no matter what happened, we would never get to that low of a point and not say anything. We would help each other as much as we can. Now I'm moved away on military orders, but we made a group chat and still keep in touch and check up on each other daily. Thank you, Nyx for helping those who struggle with this!
Oh my God... I need tissues and hugs 💔💔 to anyone who is going or has gone through this, please don't leave the people you love... This is a permanent solution to a temporary problem... There are people who are there for you... It's also okay to seek out professional help... Your life is worth living... Make every day count and every waking moment count... You are loved and appreciated by others... Never lose hope and I send you all my love, hugs, prayers, and roses 💖🫂🙏🌹
Temporary problem? My problems (which was always based around the same topic) got way bigger and meaningful during the years, every passed year makes the problem worse and there is no fix for it.
@@B3lph3g0r Whatever your problems are, I am absolutely sure that there is a solution that isn't the permanent action of taking your own life. Remember that things get better, it takes time and believe me I know that. Stuff gets difficult, and it's bad I know it is. But soon, things get better and you'll be glad you stayed. Trust me, you're important and you matter. Never forget that you are loved, and there are people willing to help with your situations.
@@NyxMoonReads after 5/6 years i struggle with the same problems which are not mental related mental problems can be fixed but problems outside the head can't
@@B3lph3g0r Problems outside the head can be helped as well. I don't know what your situation is and you have every right to not tell me. But just know that you can have whatever it is fixed, I'm sure of it. You can get through it, don't be afraid to ask for help. 💞
I am not thinking any suicidal / negative thoughts right now. However, this guy made my heart moved so much as it made me burst into tears. Those voice saying that he needs me despite of my lapses and flaws. He's still there to love me aside from God. Thank you @NyxMoon for making this kind of ASMR :) I really love your voice. It is actually my favorite song by the way :)
Holy crap, I am a new listener. You are one of the best emotional voice actors tbh. I have listened many channels but how you act crying is the best. I appreciate your videos :)
i cried a lot during the video and all but the part that really got me was the lullaby at the end. You are really good at what you do and your videos help me a lot because i have a hard time sleeping at night and your videos really help me way more than you could imagine. Thank you!
the line in the description when you said " you are loved and don't ever feel like you're a burden to anyone" legit made me cry happily i really needed that because i get all negative thought's about my dad cause he was never an active dad ever in my life and i feel like i'm a letdown to him and it hurts to know i'm never good enough for him...so thank you so much :')
(Tw before reading) okay ngl this made me cry because i found out last thursday that a very close friend of mine was having suicidal thoughts and i guess she couldnt handle it anymore and i didnt know what had happened until her bf told me, and god i miss her so much she was such an amazing person and had the most kindest heart ever. but i guess those bad thoughts had won and it still feels unreal that she's gone ( sorry for spilling so much, i guess i iust needed to get that off my chest) And even with my own mental health foing to shit i always would pause what im doing/feeling and help ky friends bevause they have bad mental health too and im trying my best to keep them alive and make sure that they know that they are loved and cared for and no matter what i would do anything to help them through their mental health even if that means putting them first before myself
You are a good friend. I'm so sorry for your loss. Just know that your friends are lucky to have you and you are absolutely amazing to help them put. ❤️
Im literally sobbing. I only shed one tear the whole video.. Then right at the end the singing got me. My mother used to sing me that lullaby every night when I was little (since my middle name is Sunshine) I guess it just sparked something but it made me cry so hard.
I had been feeling depressed for sometime and 3 weeks ago tried to run away from home. Things have gotten better, but I still found myself listening to audios like this one. I want to say thank you so much for giving this to us. The moment you started singing that lullaby all of my emotions came out in a wave of tears. Someone very special to me sang it to me in a situation like this one… thank you again Nyx… and to everyone else out there. You are loved. You are enough. We all love you for still being with us and staying strong. Take care❤️
I love this so much and I can't lie , I may have cried a little at one point because I know some people out there are going through this and it hurts knowing that and if someone you know is going through this, just show them how much you care for them and let them know they are loved. Thank you for another great video. Have a great day or night.
Thanksss a lot nyxxx, i really needed that video since my mom found my diary and read it and screamed at me for being ungrateful so seeing someone actually care like this warmed my heart
I love this video it made me cry in the happiest way possible I usually only think a little bit suicidal in the night when I reflect on my day before I go to bed so I really appreciate this video.
I have a suicidal boyfriend and when he says he wants to kill himself my heart can't take it
but I don't know what to do please comment what should i do to help him live
I don't really know but....make him feel loved, valued and make him feel like he is important. Understand his problems and stand with him till the end :) love him as much as you can!
Pinning this so people can help.
Definitely talk with a therapist. Talk with him as much as you can, make him feel happy, needed, and wanted. Whatever he is battling, remind him that he is not alone and that you will be there by his side.
He is loved, he is cared for, he is someone who deserves your love. Please make sure he's okay, take him out on a date to dinner, maybe a movie, walk in the park, etc.
Talk with him and allow him to vent to you. Let him cry on your shoulder if he needs to.
thank you for everything :) i will give it my 100% to make sure he is loved and cared for
Ik how tht gets it can be overwhelming and extremely stressful most of the time, but they are i think talk to a professional therapist but I think they need to see a professional therapist or tlk with their parents about his suicidal behavior
i wanted you to talk to him with the a very soft voice, tell him that if he does feeling awful and useless, let him know that he was born for a reason and "they'll be a time when the fire will just extinguished by itself" you can show your love to him by kissing his cheek lightly everyday, "i dont care of what you think about yourself, i love you bc you are you and no one else" and send him a light and simple texts like "i love you❤" and whenever he mentions about dying, hug him tell him how much you love him and tell him if he ever gonna try it tell him that he's gonna hurt you to the bottom of your heart and that will just create another depression to you and turning just like him and say "would you wanted me to suffer the same?" dont be afraid to let your own tears out, and even sometimes braid his hair/make a lil ponytail (if its long enough ig) do his makeup for fun, give him your own handmade meals or foods or snacks, tell him you love him everyday,
if he sleeps too much, keep sending him simple texts and or memes ig
{idk your boyfriend's personalities and what hes doing, but i dont want you guys to suffer any longer, and im so sorry for the incorrect sentences, english is not my first language}
*anyway i hope you and him are happy in the future :) ♡*
EDIT: Tell him how worthy he is like, doctors are fighting to save a persons life and spending most of the relatives money to save one life and how hes lucky to even have a his life rn, things will happen when the time is right, and this is for you..if he dare hurt himself again dont holdback your patience Just TELL HIM WHATEVER IS IN YOUR MIND either you cry or shout at him, let him know that just bc he feels good when he hurt himself it will cost the most pain to his girlfriend(you ofc)
That switch from dramatically, but light-heartedly reading the note to after he realizes what it is. Breathtaking.
I noticed that a lot of ASMRists never added something like that. So I wanted to add something that brings a little more character to the husband and to make this audio sound real.
Not saying the other ASMRists that coveted this script aren't good, they all are talented in their own way! ^^
I really enjoyed your take! I think it helps to break up the script nicely and provides depth.
@@NyxMoonReads 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Ikr
Facts
Me: Okay, I shed a few tears every now and then but I'm oka-
Him: *Starts singing*
Me: *(EMOTIONAL DAMAGE)*
My gosh true😭
T^T even msg can't help us now
Lmao true..
I KNOW OMGLOL
E.M.O.T.I.O.N.A.L D.A.M.A.G.E
Him:*Started crying and sobbing*
Me : *saying sorry to my phone*
🗿💧
You are not alone. That's what I did
Same
Same
Same😅
my God, when he cries, I want to hug him and give him the whole world. People who have thought or are just thinking about suicide, do not do this in any case. You all should live a long and happy life!
I couldn't agree more
I’m really thankful for your words, it has me thinking twice…. as a suicidal person.
thanks!
thank you
@@sarahramsey289 Good job! I know it can be difficult, but you really need to think about your family and, of course, about your life. We all came into this world to shine and conquer it. You need to live a long and happy life, which will be filled with joyful moments. There are bound to be bad periods in life and they are different for everyone, but it needs to be experienced and accepted. There are a lot of cases of suicide in Russia for these reasons. Thank you for your support! I hope you're doing well
I know I'm not the only one who cried while listening to this.
yea, i cannot stop crying ayo xddd
I'm genuinley scared of ur pfp-
zenitsu with the yelena face is just otherworldly 🤣
I'm ur 100th like
I didn't cry, but I felt it in my heart. I've been through some things that have made it so I can't really cry anymore, but yeah. I felt that one.
You were not the only one... I'm still crying (๑´̥̥̥>ωω
The way my heart crumbled when he started begging for us not to go, I just started balling my eyes out 😭
19:28. AHHH HE DID NOT this is the only lullaby on this planet that's ever made me happy I love him for singing this
it actually made me cry harder
I sing this one with my cousin 😭👏🏻
@@lilyyy9443 same my mother and father always sung this to me growing up
@@mariarivera1340 my parents never did but i remember we sang it as a class in kindergarten,still,it makes me sad bc i was already crying and it was the first song i ever sang in front of people,and i was always nervous when being in front of big groups,so the memory of that and me crying already makes it better
*casually sings along*
*Cries*
“Mmh mmh mmmh I gotta clean the house before the wife gets home”
Me also singing: AND IM NOT COMING HOME~~😇
💀 stop it now
OMFG- 💀
stop. I'm gonna have to take ur electronics, now. hand.it.over. (still funny as f tho) GIMME YOUR PHONE BDHDHD
@@cassidyclark6193 OKAY IM SORRY😭🤚
@@nina..i.. good 😊
HEARING HIS VOICE GO FROM CHEERFUL TO CRYING BROKE ME.
"Ending your life dosen't stop the pain, it just passes it to someone else"
When I first got with my boyfriend, he was actively contemplating suicide, and even wrote letters to his entire family for when he was gone. It was a horrid deep feeling when he'd go missing or not check up with me, not respond for days, and I couldn't cope with the thought of life without him, it just wasn't possible and it hurt so so much. But he stayed, and even burnt the letters as a way of letting go of his suicidal thoughts and trying to rethink his actions. To this day he continues to say I saved him, and I am so so happy he's still here with me. To anyone in the same or similar situation, hold strong, and be there when they need comfort. We all need a safe space in a world like this one.
That's so beautiful sweetheart, i hope you both spend long, happy lives together
Mhm pls be happy be there for him and not let him feel unloved
I made a suicide note when i was 16 put it in my jewelery box for when that day would come. I am 20 now and i read that note when i was moving out of my parents place , i threw the not away, i am also 4 years clean on self harm. Im doing much better and this video just reminds me about my family and friends who love me, so thank you, Nyx, sending lots of support to you!😊
Awe congrats hun! I’m so proud of you!!!! You’re doing great, keep up the good work🩵🩷🩵🩷
@@Poprocks606 OMG Thank you that made my day!!!!!!🥰
so proud of you for getting better omg, you deserve the world. stay strong💕
14:32 WHEN HE SAID THIS IS STARTED SOBING
19:27 IM CRYING EVEN MORE IS WHAT MY MOM WOULD SING ME TO SLEEP WHEN I WAS KID
A lot of ASMRtists did this script, and dang, I love your performance here. The sadness of your voice hits me and it almost made me cry 🥺 Keep up the good work!
I did cry
@@jackiboi284 samw
the thought of having someone actually being scared for you to go away is all we’ve wanted. someone who will beg for you to try again and stay alive.
I have been feeling more suicidal than usual this week and I have seen a couple of these ones go up and it has made this week so much easier.
Please keep living. There are people who care about you, myself included.
I promise you that things get better soon. Continue to live, I promise you that you won't regret it. You are loved and cared about. Never forget that.
Stay strong please, bro Ik this world can be so fucked all the time, Ik that shit bro but we gotta stay strong and be the stronger person
You can get through this! I know you can!
Keep being strong. Things will get better.
I really needed this, I have been struggling with my depression really bad lately. I almost brought myself to take my life yesterday and today so, thank you for this. 💜
I’m really glad your ok please keep fighting🤍
KEEP GOIN MATE!!!
Hope you're doing better pal! Keep your head held up high!
i’m so sorry that you have to struggle, but you’re so strong and i believe in you💕
Keep fighting there are people out there that love you as much as you think there aren't I promise there are. you are so strong and I promise it will get better, I hope you get help that you need.
wow. just wow. words cannot even begin to describe how i felt listening to this. the acting, the delivery, the raw emotion you presented was just incredible.
tw: depression/the ol’ sewerslide
as someone who is diagnosed with major depressive disorder and has been in a mental facility for around five days due to severe and debilitating suicidal intent/tendencies, this audio jerked tears out of me that i thought were long gone. a big part of suicidal ideation is the persistent thoughts that no one cares or that all you ever do is cause other people pain and suffering with your mere existence. it’s difficult to let even the ones closest to you know how you are truly feeling and the fact that you were able to create a safe space for the listener to open up and be truly upset without any strings attached was something that i really needed before i went to the facility and still need to this day. to reiterate: words cannot describe the emotions that surfaced listening to this audio. thank you, nyx. you have no idea how grateful i am to hear someone handling this situation so well. thank you.
I hope you're doing much better now. 💓
Omg you poor thing....I really hope ypur doing better
If you are having thoughts of potentially hurting yourself, please do not hesitate to contact the hotline. You will be connected to a counselor that can help you through any difficult situations you are struggling with.
suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
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I called them and they hung up on me
@@Graveyarddigger oh.
@@spaceable2223 lol I’m okay rn it make me laugh when they hung up
The sad part is I'm crying the whole time knowing no one would do the same thing for me. :)
I just found this audio, and when you sang "You Are My Sunshine" I cried so much because it reminded me back then when I was happier in my childhood. It made me feel like I was back in 2011 for a bit, before everything came crashing down. Thank you, it means a lot to me :(
* ekhem ekhem * i would cry for you .
I may not know you but i'll make sure everyone is happy the way they lived and i will always be there when they need someone 👥
This script always makes me cry. It always takes me back to my middle school days where I felt like this. I was in so much pain and I was being manipulated by many forces. I thought this was the only way. But now I’ve got friends and I feel safe with them and I feel loved by someone. I’m so glad I didn’t go through with it. I’m so glad I’m here.
But now, with quarantine, it’s gotten so much harder to be positive. So much harder to be vulnerable. I’m slowly going back into the husk I used to be. It’s gotten so bad to the point where some days, I don’t want to get outta bed. All I wanna do is sleep. I’ve been eating less which has made me sick. I’m losing hair. I really needed this.
Never forget that people still care about you deeply. You are loved, cared about and special to someone. Never forget that people are here to help you.
It is never a bad thing to speak out about your past memories and bad times in your past. Never forget you are valid.
@@NyxMoonReads thank you🤍
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That was a long paragraph😅😳
Never give up we all love you stay positive 😊
i wish someone would care about me like this.
I know I'm a stranger, but really, talk to me if you need it. Everybody watching this video relates in some kind of way. I do too, so this is a safe space. I'm not sure if you believe in God or not, but please, talk to him if you do. God has done wonders for me, maybe he can help you too. I'm here for you sweetie 🤍
Mmm same, same
13:34 that jumped scared me 😄 but also made me tear up 🥺
When you said "please don't go." My heart melted. It was so genuine, the pain and love you expressed. It's made me feel loved. Thank you so much for this. Its soothed me a lot and I'll come back to this.💙💙💙
I saw the title and went “ohhh nooo” 🥺
You’re honestly a hidden gem of talent and your channel deserves a lot more recognition. Keep up the fantastic work, Nyx ❤️
you went ohhh nooo 🥺
Please pretend that this comment isn’t a month late~
The acting in this audio was absolutely breathtaking, immaculate job.
I haven’t had chills like that in a while
BRO I TRIED NOT LAUGHING WHEN HE WAS CRYING the roleplay was AMAZING
This is like a while damn movie, and a good one. Pass the popcorn 🍿
I was eating popcorn hearing this 🍜🍿
@@yall_definitelydontknowme same
Here is the popcorn... 🍿👈 Hope u enjoy it😂
This is so heartbreaking, the emotion in your voice, the pain and sadness…well done, Nyx❤️
His sadness sounded so genuine, it made me cry. Thank you for this angst/comfort audio, I needed to let out some tears
When his voice starts to tremble and shatter you can actually hear his heart shattering along with his voice. The voice acting is actually heavenly.
Someone give this man an award ! For the voice talent and emotion he put into this tough topic and another award for helping so many people with his words and messages of hope and tellling people who are going through these thoughts to never give up!
"I have a Family, friends and a perfect husband who loves me"
Me: Oh no, am I crying...now!?
I broke down in tears and started shaking because no one has said that to me. Thank you so much for this.
This has happened with me and another loved one before and I’ll just say that it was the most painful experience I ever had to go through. The person is doing better now but please listen to the description and know that you are loved.
I'm glad they're doing okay now. Continue to shower them with love like they deserve it. ❤️
I hope they are well!
GEICO APPROVES🦎!!
-Remember fifteen minutes could save your stupid ass 15% or more on car insurance.
-Also please do remember to eat your fucking food, stay hydrated and that you’re loved
GEICO NOT RN
FINE I'LL EAT THW FOOOD!!
The only food I have is Paimon
@@weeb8377 ah yes emergency food
THE ENDING SONG MADE ME CRY BECAUSE THATS WHAT MY BEST FRIEND WHO COMMIT USED TO SING ALL THE TIME
I know i shouldn't had laughed but it was too cute that he was singing on the melody of Phineas and Ferb and the part that said"i have to take care of the books because I know how she is with her books"..... MY HEART I CAN'T TAKE IT'S TOO CUTE🥰🥰🥺🥺
People who are struggling with this
"IT WILL GET BETTER. DO NOT GIVE UP ON YOURSELF HONEY. YOU ARE SO SO WORTHY AND GORGEOUS AND SO IMPORTANT ✨”
Thanks alot😭
*ugly crying noises lol*
@@ZepfireSmilez
Don't cry
*Aggressive hugging and patting*
It hurts more when your real feelings are like this :')
Amazing job!!
I always find it boring to listen to some asmr for more than 10 mins, but you won the game!!
As a person who has “suicidal thoughts” , i really appreciate your work and effort, you touched my heart 🥺!
Now i think of my friends (usually people think of family but my family hates me and wished i was never born) if they knew that i did it, they would be sad.
And that’s something i never wanted to happen.
If you made it this far, thank you so much because i put all of my feelings in this comment.
I hope you are doing well now!
@@NyxMoonReads omg you loving and replying to me made my day 😭😭💖
Hope you get better!
19:27 ... NAH BRO- HE'S A KEEPER-. my heart cant take this, its gonna shatter into 2 pieces. giv me tips on how you do this masterpiece😍
Very true
I needed this. I am pretty sure I have depression (getting it checked out soon) and my friends and family have helped me gain the courage to talk to a therapist.
I figured when I saw your post it'd relate to me in some way since I have tons of issues..... thanks for this I know not many people are brave enough to touch on this.
I felt it was right to cover this topic because I've actually found myself going down that dark path a few times in the past. I know how difficult it is, I really do. And it is not a good thing at all. I wanna help anyone who is stuck struggling with situations like this and make them be reminded that they are loved.
@@NyxMoonReads OMG nyx that's bad! Are you okay now!?
This honestly made me cry. I have a bad thing with suicide thoughts and this just helped. It made me cry but like it made me feel kind of wanted…
Also when he said “Good.” That just made me smile, knowing he was at peace. That is just amazing
You don't realize how import you are. I know it may not seem like it, but you are. I hope you're feeling better, I know I'm a stranger, but I love you
@Ann Smith thank you so much for being so kind 🙏
@@Mayarmageddon thank you 🙏
The lullaby at the end made me cry so hard because of the memories that came back with that song 😭
i honestly haven’t seen many ASMRist put so much emotion into their audios like you do. i genuinely love you channel and please keep it up. you seriously have a talent for this, you have made me feel so much better with your audios that i can’t explain how happy they make me, and so many other people feel. thank you, i wish you nothing but success.
The emotion in this… bravo
How can I not cry when there is so much emotion in your voice ? Why everything you tell is so heartbreaking ? I hoped someone liked me like that. Thank you, because it's the first time I felt loved and important, thank you so much.
sometimes i still have some memories of various moments when i had suicidal thoughts..... i cried the entire video remembering every detail. I loved it, at the end when you started singing, it warmed my heart so much!! Thank you so much, you really deserve it! 💗💗💗
Ive been struggling with no one by my side and I needed something like this it gave me comfort keep up the great work
that emotional part when the mood was “Happiest Husband In The World” to this emotional note😭😭 still a masterpiece, but emotional 😭✨
I was actually crying because I also have suicidal thoughts I also wrote them down but listening to you and your voice just makes me feel better and makes apart of me to stay❤
The beginning with the letter and crying got my crying too oh my lord this is good acting and it sounds and feels so real
Dude I literally teared up I-
I've been struggling with my breakdowns lately and passed by this video-
This is honestly the type of bf I seriously need in my life. Someone who actually cares about me and compliments just like how u compliment us in ur ASMR. Ur so amazing Ny, how d’u do that? Comforting ppl like that and make them feel better about themselves? I so love ur videos 🖤🖤
Daily Reminder: I hope you are having a great day, don't forget to drink water and eat food and please sleep or take a nap and Your not worthless your special ☺️❤️💖😸 (sorry for being late 😔)
*Charackter Starts crying*
*me starts to cry*
My mom: why are you crying ?
Me: cuz of that Audio
My mom: lemme see...
Me: NOOOOO !!!! *panik*
I can say, this was hurting, I cried, I have experience with this, one of my best friend committed and I prevented a other one from doing it, and I felt the same, I pulled them allot from doing it but unfortunate I couldn't do it for one of them, I almost did but I was to late. that is the most hurting part of it, not being able to stop them and seeing it happening
*Hugs*
You did everything you could, I can't imagine how difficult that must be for you. Just know that you are still special in your own way and people love you for who you are. And I'm sure you love your best friends just as much.
It’s ok you tried your best to protect them but now there in heaven waiting for you to come too
I don’t normally comment but this was really really well done. These kind of audios often come off as disingenuous and cringe but this one felt real. It had me tearing up and at the end when you started singing you are my sunshine I finally broke. That’s what my mom used to sing to me all the time as a kid. As someone who’s struggled for what feels like a lifetime with depression and bouts of suicidal tendencies, this really warmed my heart. I think it could help someone off a ledge and I hope it finds those people. Thank you for making it and for caring
i have never cried so hard over an asmr audio. needed this really bad
U brought be to tears.. I have been dealing with suicidal thoughs and having problems talking to somone and hearing this brought me that. And hearing you saying all of this and saying all of this makes me even better 🖤
i have tears, like fat studio ghibli tears running down my face right now. i didn't know i needed this so much.
absolutely superb. ♥️
I held myself together all the way through then when he started singing “you are my sunshine” I lost it mostly because that’s me and my moms song since I was little and hearing it always brings me to tears but in this case it makes it ten time harder not to cry.
I really really love this one.
I wish I had something to cuddle and comfort me 3 months ago..
Him: “start to yell”
Me: “starts to feel cry because I feel bad for him”
I will give u a HUGGggeee hug! I LOVE YOUUU❤❤ *hugs*
there were times that I get suicidal thought and tbh, I got one earlier again, then I found this audio.. oh god I'm crying- I never felt so loved and cared for thank you, it felt like you gave me a reason to not think about kms ❤❤
I'm not the one who made the video, but I'm really glad it can help.
To everyone who is struggling with these thoughts, please remember that you all are loved and cared for. I'm glad this audio helped you out.
13:15 it says “life with you is just inconceivably miserable form start to finish” I think they meant to say without you lol
Bruh, I cannot believe I didn't notice that.
I'm gonna scream my head off
@@NyxMoonReads 🤦🏻♀️😂😂
@@NyxMoonReadsdon't worry about it I didn't even notice 😂
Oh THANK GOSH I THOUGHT THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY EARS!!
@@NyxMoonReads it’s ok! I just thought it was a little funny. We all make mistakes! ❤️
I actually started crying because I used to have a bf who was suicidal... My heart couldn't take it. So I would make him stay on the phone with me, I would make him keep talking to me to make sure he was okay. I would beg him to stay......
Our relationship ended in January of last year. Because he had become toxic. Which made me think about those things. But I snapped out of it, and now, I just have my days where I don't know how much more I can take. I bottle my feelings, and sometimes they're overwhelming. And it makes me cry. I don't cry anymore.
My friend (let's call her Julia) had a really close friend (let's call him John) last year. John had been struggling with suicidal thoughts but never told anyone. One day Julia went to work and found that John got on the bus that takes him to work but never went inside. No one had seen him that day and everyone started worrying. Julia found the next day that he had taken his own life with no note/explanation. It really hurt her and his family a lot. Later that summer I went to help out at a camp and Julia had invited John's little brother to help out as well. The three of us talked and promised each other that no matter what happened, we would never get to that low of a point and not say anything. We would help each other as much as we can. Now I'm moved away on military orders, but we made a group chat and still keep in touch and check up on each other daily.
Thank you, Nyx for helping those who struggle with this!
Oh my God... I need tissues and hugs 💔💔 to anyone who is going or has gone through this, please don't leave the people you love... This is a permanent solution to a temporary problem... There are people who are there for you... It's also okay to seek out professional help... Your life is worth living... Make every day count and every waking moment count... You are loved and appreciated by others... Never lose hope and I send you all my love, hugs, prayers, and roses 💖🫂🙏🌹
Temporary problem?
My problems (which was always based around the same topic) got way bigger and meaningful during the years, every passed year makes the problem worse and there is no fix for it.
@@B3lph3g0r Whatever your problems are, I am absolutely sure that there is a solution that isn't the permanent action of taking your own life. Remember that things get better, it takes time and believe me I know that. Stuff gets difficult, and it's bad I know it is. But soon, things get better and you'll be glad you stayed. Trust me, you're important and you matter.
Never forget that you are loved, and there are people willing to help with your situations.
@@NyxMoonReads after 5/6 years i struggle with the same problems which are not mental related
mental problems can be fixed but problems outside the head can't
@@B3lph3g0r Problems outside the head can be helped as well. I don't know what your situation is and you have every right to not tell me.
But just know that you can have whatever it is fixed, I'm sure of it. You can get through it, don't be afraid to ask for help. 💞
Him: reading it out loud
Me walking in: Damn it that’s my characters suicide note for my cosplay :
I've been struggling with depression and this is what I needed... thank you so much it means a lot(:🤍
I'm so sorry
I am not thinking any suicidal / negative thoughts right now. However, this guy made my heart moved so much as it made me burst into tears. Those voice saying that he needs me despite of my lapses and flaws. He's still there to love me aside from God. Thank you @NyxMoon for making this kind of ASMR :) I really love your voice. It is actually my favorite song by the way :)
Holy crap, I am a new listener. You are one of the best emotional voice actors tbh. I have listened many channels but how you act crying is the best. I appreciate your videos :)
As a person who struggels with this sort of thought's it really helpt me to not kms so thank you you really helpt me
Just clung onto a pillow for dear life the entire time. Wow, how intense, and so well played. Amazing job
I cried so bad🥺💔but thank you so much for putting all your efforts and love in this audio! I love it
that's really heartwarming, He's adorable 🥺🥺💕
"I guess I'm just too tough"
Him: **crying**
Me: **DEPRESSION**
i cried a lot during the video and all but the part that really got me was the lullaby at the end. You are really good at what you do and your videos help me a lot because i have a hard time sleeping at night and your videos really help me way more than you could imagine. Thank you!
the line in the description when you said " you are loved and don't ever feel like you're a burden to anyone" legit made me cry happily i really needed that because i get all negative thought's about my dad cause he was never an active dad ever in my life and i feel like i'm a letdown to him and it hurts to know i'm never good enough for him...so thank you so much :')
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okay ngl this made me cry because i found out last thursday that a very close friend of mine was having suicidal thoughts and i guess she couldnt handle it anymore and i didnt know what had happened until her bf told me, and god i miss her so much she was such an amazing person and had the most kindest heart ever. but i guess those bad thoughts had won and it still feels unreal that she's gone ( sorry for spilling so much, i guess i iust needed to get that off my chest) And even with my own mental health foing to shit i always would pause what im doing/feeling and help ky friends bevause they have bad mental health too and im trying my best to keep them alive and make sure that they know that they are loved and cared for and no matter what i would do anything to help them through their mental health even if that means putting them first before myself
You are a good friend. I'm so sorry for your loss. Just know that your friends are lucky to have you and you are absolutely amazing to help them put. ❤️
ITS 2:30 IN THE DAMN MORNING AND I AM CRYING. PLEASE THIS HELPS MY MENTAL ISSUES MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE CAN 💀✋
This lifted me up a little.. Thank you Nyx
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I listened to it from different va s too but your acting was on point as always. Good job nyx 🥺🥺😩
I’m so glad I found this. I tried to end it all a week ago and it’s nice to imagine having a partner who’s there for me. Thank you.
He is so adorable 😍💕
Im literally sobbing. I only shed one tear the whole video.. Then right at the end the singing got me. My mother used to sing me that lullaby every night when I was little (since my middle name is Sunshine) I guess it just sparked something but it made me cry so hard.
I'm not crying, YOUR CRYING 🧍♀️
the way he started reading the note as if it were a script for a play, then its started getting worse and worse which made me cry ):
bro is not a green flag, he is the whole forest
fr ❤😭
When he started singing at the end i just burst into tears because my parents & grandparents used to sing it to me every night
The note is very relatable 😃
I had been feeling depressed for sometime and 3 weeks ago tried to run away from home. Things have gotten better, but I still found myself listening to audios like this one. I want to say thank you so much for giving this to us. The moment you started singing that lullaby all of my emotions came out in a wave of tears. Someone very special to me sang it to me in a situation like this one… thank you again Nyx… and to everyone else out there. You are loved. You are enough. We all love you for still being with us and staying strong. Take care❤️
13:27 my favorite part. You and your asmr s help me a lot. Thank you so much for everything ❤️
I love this so much and I can't lie , I may have cried a little at one point because I know some people out there are going through this and it hurts knowing that and if someone you know is going through this, just show them how much you care for them and let them know they are loved. Thank you for another great video. Have a great day or night.
The way I was crying it was so sad, Please tell me that I wasn't the only one who was crying that much
Thanksss a lot nyxxx, i really needed that video since my mom found my diary and read it and screamed at me for being ungrateful so seeing someone actually care like this warmed my heart
You just cured my depression completely omg
I love this video it made me cry in the happiest way possible I usually only think a little bit suicidal in the night when I reflect on my day before I go to bed so I really appreciate this video.