[FREE] SZA x Frank Ocean Type Beat - By Myself
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This is something I wrote for my cousin, may he rest in peace.
#FuckCancer
(Verse 1)
I never thought that you would leave,
I didn't wanna believe,
It was a never ending fight for me to find some relief..
Between the misery & grief- I feel weak,
I close my eyes - I cant sleep..
and not to mention; the depression got steep..
I never leave,
I sit in silence.. I don't feel like myself.
I'll skim through pictures on my phone,
like reminiscing would help..
I'd play along and act collected,
Yet- I'm living in hell,
and I have no clue how I could live with myself..
I wish somebody could tell..
You helped me get through all those moments - I fell,
you let me vent about my issues and those feelings I've felt,
Too many times I'd cry to you & let emotions spill out,
You brought me back down to earth..
You dug me out of the dirt..
You'd never shamed my mistakes,
You gave me more than my worth & you shared your food on your plate..
You showed me how to be strong and replace my weakness with strengths,
Before you; I was a headache schizophrenic with angst.
You showed me how to be happy,
and above anything else..
You truly thought I would succeed at making changes myself..
Let me believe and achieve;
gave me the key to be me,
& now forever you sleep..
Rest in peace to you Steve.
(Verse 2)
it hurts me to believe you were the person that believed in me..
You opened up your soul to me and shown me human decency,
and I just turned my back on you in moments that you've needed me,
That shit eats me alive -
i do dumb shit with no reasoning..
You seen me as you seen me and you'd strive to put belief in me..
Gave peace to me & seen me as nobody else was seeing me..
You tried to make me smile when you knew nothing was pleasing me,
My doctor says I'm manic & it feels like life's deleting me..
Its cheating me - depleting me,
Defeating me repeatedly..
Its beating me so easily; and nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm staring at the ground again,
I'm sick of seeing scenery,
I really need you back again,
Man, this feels like a dream to me,
Rest easily 🌹
- C . W
thank you for letting me share..
cherish the ones you love & never cut somebody out of your life unless you're willing too live with the regrets once they're gone forever.
Stay true, do you.
Siate Felici.
this is amazing, and im so sorry for what happened and i really hope you're okay :(
for a chorus maybe you could use something like this:
im sorry that i couldnt say goodbye to you
and i just want you to know that i love you
no matter what happens ill always stand by you
its so hard, getting over you
i miss you
that's so amazing... madde me cry bro. you're powerful as fuck. i will forever hope you make it big
So wonderful! I hope you continue the song and get it out there :) May your family leave in peace L.I.P
wow
May I use this to share to others your tragic story
I come here to find talent. All of you, you are this generation. We are not what they say we are. We are love. We are compassion. We are light, and emotion, and depth. And we're going to great things. Don't be discouraged. You are the future, and it is so bright. I love you
Tiny Dancer idk you but thank you for ur wise words, we need more words like that, especially on the internet. i hope you are doing well, lets be the love we want to see.
😊
youre a liar... we are selfishness, we are dark, we are fear...we need Christ
I sincerely believe this generation is doing great things and WILL change the world in the best way possible (it's already started)
Tiny Dancer amen
this is so beautiful. you’re so talented. please never stop making music.
Fire as usual my dude
What a vibe 🔮
ILLUID HALLER beats good use of that emoji bro! It sums up the eerie feel of the music.
The voices get louder when im by myself
Sad song in the shower when im by myself
Crying on the floor for hours when im by myself
Stomach getting lighter when I'm by myself
Searching for my lighter when im by myself
You said I'll always be yours now I'm by myself
You said I'll never be alone now I'm by myself
You said we could still be friends but now I'm by myself
I thought you loved me till u found somebody else
And now I'm by myself
yourfavoritepizzaman Robinson Beautiful
I'm working on a demo, could I please use this? It's beautiful
Talika Acquaye You should send me some stuff. I'm actually looking for fellow artist
Talika Acquaye I would, if i wasn't already recording it for my first demo :/
That was great man wow
You’ve done it again.
This instrumental is deep. I'm feeling this beat it makes you go into a mental challenged thought of mine.
Love it as always!
Love this, keep up the work!
SZA is so beautiful!
To who? Big foot
exohxo to the 156 people who agree so 🤫
so smooth... the vibe is real
This right here fiya!
i was high as shit yesterday and this put me in a trance
HAHA i thought i was the only one!! lol
Keep it lit🔥
Me at this moment
i legit tried to make a song to this high and now im stuck staring out the window
I get high of bondage now
And kitty litter cleaner dancing for cats in bikini. Amazin
I’m tired of being alone,
Up late, talking on the phone. Always.
I try to get out their, im half asleep.
But I miss you everywhere.
And it’s everywhere I turn, my heart begins to burn, I prayed that I’d learn but clearly that ain’t worked. There’s an aching in my body, missing you On a daily, I’m feeling so crazy, my sense of pride is failing.
I can’t be by myself
I think I needed your help.
And I’m by myself.
You were there when there was nobody else, and now I’m by myself.
Hey, could I use some sentences in a song please?
so deep and relaxing at the same time. you did an awesome job with this.
It my favorite song 😂
Deeply emotional ... it's magic
Notification squad 🔥🖖🏼
yo this is flames
A ocean of pain, i glad you came
This was so dope, wrote a whole song by listening to it. Damn it made me feel so alone.
This beat is 🔥🔥
I’m gonna channel my sad feelings into a beautiful song and write it on this beautiful track! ♥️
MY GUY...SOMETHING SO POWER JUST HIT ME LISTENING TO THIS TRACK...I MUST HAVE THIS!!!!
You’re an amazing producer
for some reason this reminds me of to build a home by the cinematic orchestra. both lovely!
dope vibe man
Beautiful beat. Just wrote a song to it. Thank you
this is fire asf
Beat is fire
Fire af homie
I'm feeling this so much
In my feelings with this beat
Shit made me shed a tear
he's not lyin
Raelyn Williams me 2
Omg love the beats
nice beat man love it!!
pure 🔥
I love your beats I been listening to you for a while 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍I love it
Yess I'm loving it
i wrote a whole 3 dope verses to this beat...."trippin on myself"
This beat is perfect 💯🔥🚨❤️
I need more beats like this
Bro tell me why your shit is always heat!
My heart shivers,
I've been scared i feel alone I feel all by myself,
This headache, this pain
Your starlight
On my skin
When I need moonlight
To heal me within
Your happiness
Poured in a bottle
Your either at a full stop
Or full throttle
You turn me on and click me off
you kiss me rough, kiss me soft
I thought I could be alone
But with you, I always check my phone
You mean more than I expected
But I'm not second guessin
Even if I fuck this up,
You'll still be enough
For someone else
But I want to try
To be perfect for you
And have a nice life
I want to share, too.
You make me feel so many things
Happy just clearly rings
When I'm near you
It's true
I'm not a liar anymore
I kicked her right out the door
Your the sunlight
When it's so dark I'm blind
And your everything that makes me feel fine
Sometimes I'm so glad your mine
can i use sum of thses worss
@@gamergirlsinful794 for sure! Send me a link if you make a video 💓
@@devorahmoreno2581 ok thank you so so much
@@devorahmoreno2581 i didnt use any but id di finish my song if you want to hear it it would mean alot to me th-cam.com/channels/JNfon-q6TfBxlzRA6zSZPA.html
This is so simple and beautiful bravo
I love this beat💕💕💕
It’s crazy how months ago I came across this song and I couldn’t find ANY word to put on this track.. not that life has changed phases for me and I’m learning I have soooo much to say. So much heart ache...
sooo relaxing
goosebumps holy sht
Yeah🔥
LISTEN HERE FOR THE FULL SONG WITH LYRICS: www.beatstars.com/beat/by-myself-1766212/ This is truly a masterpiece! Well done J Roes!
Beautiful! Should be on the radio!
What an AMAZING track, song and vocal! Congrats!!!
Dope bro
A beat that actually speaks to me/ I can actually sing to
melody fire
love it!!!
Paradox
If i told that
I love you
I want you
Adore you
How would you feel if
We went far
To the stars
A fresh start
Oh oh oh oh (2x)
Im am trying to
Show you my love
Oh (2x)
You taking places
Oh paradox
Got me above
Cant get enough of your love
Marcea Lewis i feel those lyrics forsure!
My friend said shut up
@@officiallyara1331 hah
But mean but mean
Ya di good
I really love this beat it goes so well with this song I'm trying to make
Beautiful
no voice with this beat makes u feel like this beat alone does.
Noooooooooo
No puede ser🥺♥️
Con este beat escribió brock la canción de "Más que amigos"
🥺♥️
Demons by joji goes good with this
2 AM in the morning. I feel alone. But you're here so am I alone? Myself with you right next to me. Have nobody but you right beside me.
Wanna be alone with you right next to me. By myself but you ain't overseas.
So beautiful bro🔥
So I just made a song to this. Thanks for the beat I love it
high-end ish!!
every time i close my eyes i feel alone, its my disguise
it would be nice to have someone here, to make me smile and wipe my tear
i really don't know how to feel, my ship's sinking, i lost the wheel
my sanity will go down with me, no you can't help its destiny
i don't know what I'm doing with my life, my heart's punctured by a steal knife
it carved a hole inside my heart, but if i take it out ill fall apart
Livelifesimply Sophia these are great lyrics u should develop it or let someone else do it
omfg finally someone with good lyrics lol
your words touched me... awesome job!
Can I use these lyrics in my song?
Do you mind if I use these lyrics ? I’ll grub your credit ☺️
after you left i was all by myself
i really felt like an elf on the shelf
you left me standing by the door
waited for hours till my feet were sore
i’ve grown up a lot since then
i wanna say it was before i was ten
maybe i was seven years old
never can remember i always am told
momma raised us as a single mom
i pushed guys away shit wasn’t calm
i thought it was her fault that you were gone
waited every morning for you till dawn
im now almost seventeen
it’s been about ten years since you’ve seen me
i almost feel like crying
sometimes i feel like dying
the only thing i had left of you
was our dog who died off too
without you here
just brings me to tears
it’s not like you died
you didn’t even say goodbye
when people ask where you are
i say i don’t know somewhere really far
i remember how you always lied
sometimes you wouldn’t even give us a ride
you would hold us back from going out
those are the times that made momma wanna shout
sometimes you weren’t even there for us
now and then you would lose our trust
i remember as a little kid we would sleep in the truck
you didn’t have much money, life was very rough
now you have a new wife & new stepson
sometimes i wish we would’ve had this bond
i thought you left because you couldn’t afford
i think about you when i’m really bored
we had a kitty who we got for free
i cant remember the name or if it was a he or she
i remember the road trip we took to vermont
to see your side of the family who i forgot
thank god for my grandma & poppa
they really helped out my momma
if it wasn’t for them
i don’t know where we would’ve been
you were a smoker & you lied about it
i caught you outside your apartment
right away i called momma
she picked us up we said see ya
we would play my favorite video game
it’s a shame that i cant remember the name
i wanted to get answers to my questions
i should’ve listened to my moms suggestions
i just went my own way behind her back
i hurt her so much made me wanna yack
i didn’t even get the answers i wanted to hear
this time now i get to disappear
i blocked your number & stopped responding
alright enough is enough no more talking
im living my best life
so are you im guessing with your new wife
im so happy that i have my family
even if you are absently
we don’t need a dad to live
thank god for those moms who give
it’s not that i’m alone
i am very grown
im not that elf on the shelf
i just am who i am, by myself
dude that's deep
wow...wow. these words were just so deep. and i really felt it because i had to get raised by a single parent. :(... but these words right here are very powerful, done made me cry..WHEW.
@@kyrathechamp81 thank you :) sorry to make you cry
@Tyla Euphoria thank you!
@@kairedd06 its just my life
Just wow 👏🏽
Somehow I feel this beat
Sorry had to delete this comment.
I appreciate all the support and love ❤️ but i don't feel comfortable having others sing my lyrics as their own. I feel originality is what makes a true artist. If anyone ever wants to make a song with me i rap and sing shoot me a DM on IG @iamwxster or email me gisaiah153@gmail.com.
am i allowed to use these lyrics for a song?
JESUS CAN HEAL you! HE DID IT FOR ME! JUST CALL HIS NAME, with a mustard seed sized faith believing HE hears you. HE will surprise you bro. HIS PEACE goes beyond our understanding!
I love you.
i just sang to these lyrics and they work so well. your writing is genius
G H O S T woah
Amazing.
Pamiętam, kiedy wysiadła z auta, wymiana spojrzenia
Wtedy coś we mnie zaczęło się zmieniać
I kolor jej oczu też zaczął się zmieniać
Te długie proste włosy, ten uśmiech tak szeroki
Te kolorowe oczy, patrzące wciąż na boki
Ta delikatna skóra, ten piękny zarys twarzy
W słońcu była aniołem, miała czarne jordany
Prosiła mnie o numer, dałem jej tylko fejsa
Działa na mnie jak pixa, co bardzo uzależnia
Przez miesiąc była głupia, a chciałem z nią kontaktu
Lecz wszystko się zmieniło pewnego dnia przy parku
Wystarczył jeden buziak, chodź długi to niewinny
Myślałem o niej długo, miałem poczucie winy
Ale teraz czuje, że mogę z nią budzić się rano
I dawać jej siano, i mówić dzień dobry
Mówić do widzenia, kochanie, dobranoc
Brać ją na wszystkie wycieczki do parku
Nad morze, na plaże, oceanarium
Kupować pizze, gdy nie ma humoru
Jest ulubienicą moich ziomów
I nigdy więcej nie mów, mała, że nie czujesz nas
Bo nie przestanę kochać cię nawet w najgorszych snach
Gdy mówisz, że to koniec wtedy czuje wielki strach
Zamykam się w pokoju i wylewam smutek w łzach
tkm XDDDDDDDDDDD
Good beat
amazing
Wonderful song
THIS IS NICOLE TVs SONG CALLED “recuperate”
Maybe nicole just used the sound -_-
Yeah the beat is available for purchase, I used it with my lyrics for Spotify, you can get a liscence, I obviously credit the beat. Check it out :) open.spotify.com/artist/6UW4FMtzNrCmgpESJ13n07?si=HK0ZfvUNRLijcHU7JUjoog
No this was the beat she ised
dang 2018 still dope af
❤
Love it
As I sit here outside under the stars by myself, recolecting my dignity, values, standards and self doubt.
Sometimes my soul feels so alone, I have so much understanding, forgiveness and love for everyone I know.
I share so much kindless and yet I still feel so alone, because no one seems to understand the true depth of my soul.
Every day I still gow, into my true blueprint, but the only friend I really know, that makes me feel not alone, is myself.
I wish anyone could see all the love I share without judgment. Yet everyone around me talks about others constant. No one understands my light. I give so much to everyone, just wish I could get deep soul love back.
{Hook}
I know the pain. And what you put me through.
But now it's time to see the change in you x2. I'm talking bout Monday Tuesday Wednesday and Saturday. And sometimes I know when I'm feeling high or low but we dancing together and you know it's slow you know it's slow. I feel the light and that's where you want to go.
0:55
If i could let you go
Then that would be that would be
Someone who has a hold
On their feelings, their feelings
Baby you said you’d try
And you told me you’d never lie
But when there comes, troubling waters
What do we find? What do we find?
1:32
What do we find? (or) You run and hide
1:50
I got to get this beat
just finished writing a song to this
Trying to take everything step by step.
Its hard when you havent figured out whats wrong yet.
And I feel like im falling of the edge cant seem to find an escape, someone help me catch my breath
And the voices in my head are begging me to find myself.
Youve got so much ahead of you you aint done with yourself."
mad !
At times I feel by myself
Crazy thing is
I'm slowly losing myself
Most people don't see how I've contain myself
Fake smile's is how I maintained myself
Suicide has always on my mind
If you look deep within my eyes
You can see the darkness I hide inside
Trapped in the glossy reflition in my eyes if you listen closely
You can hear the demons eating me alive with every breath I worry
About what's next tension in
My chest depression
I'm trying to suppress nevertheless truth be told
I try my best to feel less
The less I feel the less
My brain tells me that
I'm worthless that I'm better
Off by myself because I'm
Not perfect that everything
Has it's purpose but this has
Me uncertain
BSPC-
that's how i feel. it's nice to know someone else feels the same way.
@@kairedd06 for sure man depression is real..
Can I use this for one of my songs if you're not going to??
@@NyeAmor can I have credit for the lyrics? Then yes if not then no.
Can I use this
I'm by myself!
Why can't I take it
NO
Mhm
Yeah
My thoughts all overwhelm me,
I wish I got some help.
Have people but nobody,
Cause I'm just by myself
Late at night when its dark
I think about you so,
I try to figure out
Why you wanted to go
Was it me? Was it you?
Was it anyone else?
did you need time to figure yourself out
Could I have done anything to save us
It's too late cause now we're just a loss
I'm by myself
And there's no way to change that now
I can't get around the thoughts of you
and the things you put me through
(This is a draft, I'm not finished)
ItsAbella good start
I’m tired of being alone
So many hours we talked on the phone
I try to be out their
But I just miss you everywhere
Everywhere I turn, my heart just starts too burn
The aching pain in my body, misses you more on the daily
I can’t be by myself
Without you here I can’t help
I can’t help to cry every night
You were my everything
by myself in the dark,
thinking about you!
wishing that you could mine again...
Writing to this
May I use this in a song gosh I love this beat
TKM brought me here :D
Your smile is my light
No stars at night
Your eyes are bright
They help my path tonight
Your sight is my wealth
Your laugh is my health
I didn’t mean to hurt you just fked up and left, hurting myself, my mind is a mess and I’m sorry, sorry momma I’m in drama and not what u wanted
It kills me, skills me, to see what I could of been, and I mess up as I spin
Let me eat my lunch, in silence
As I over color these vibrant moments I've been holding
Cause why..
Why you never hold me down?
Always under my skin flipping me around
Up and over the top
And then you leave again
Man, why you always leave
Why you always leavin?.
Passing out could never seem this easy
See the door on the way out cause you just want to leave me
Love you like.. love you like nobody else
Alone sitting here all by myself
Alone eating my lunch
Alone, eatin
Swallow my food, but thinking of you
Always puts me in a bad mood
Cause I don't wanna be like that
Make a scene like that
Act all mean like that
When I just.. I just want you to love me like how I love you
Swallow my food, sitting here alone
Staring out the window
Just let me know
Let me go
Just let me know when you let me go
Leave alone
Want to be alone
Let me eat my lunch in silence
As I over color these pretty vibrants
Secrets I've been hiding away
Secrets I've been hiding
Hope you never
Never
Ever
Faded away
All into myself, all alone
You ain't here and I'm alone
Love you like
Love you like
Like
Love you, love you like nobody else but myself..
I'm standing all by myself
This makes me feel really sad
Using it
im using this for a song on my album and i will make sure to give you your credit!!! WE ARE ABOUT TO MAKE SOME MAGIC!!!!!