mystery of love - sufjan stevens (slowed down)

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 18 ก.ย. 2018
  • LYRICS:
    Oh, to see without my eyes
    The first time that you kissed me
    Boundless by the time I cried
    I built your walls around me
    White noise, what an awful sound
    Fumbling by Rogue River
    Feel my feet above the ground
    Hand of God, deliver me
    Oh, woah woe is me
    The first time that you touched me
    Oh, will wonders ever cease?
    Blessed be the mystery of love
    Lord, I no longer believe
    Drowned in living waters
    Cursed by the love that I received
    From my brother's daughter
    Like Hephaestion, who died
    Alexander's lover
    Now my riverbed has dried
    Shall I find no other?
    Oh, woah woe is me
    I'm running like a plover
    Now I'm prone to misery
    The birthmark on your shoulder reminds me
    How much sorrow can I take?
    Blackbird on my shoulder
    And what difference does it make
    When this love is over?
    Shall I sleep within your bed
    River of unhappiness
    Hold your hands upon my head
    Till I breathe my last breath
    Oh, woah woe is me
    The last time that you touched me
    Oh, will wonders ever cease?
    Blessed be the mystery of love
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ความคิดเห็น • 947

  • @alessiab.6418
    @alessiab.6418 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6515

    wish i could erase my memory and watch the movie all over again

    • @maddieleigh20xx96
      @maddieleigh20xx96 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      McKenna • what movie

    • @rubytheberry
      @rubytheberry 4 ปีที่แล้ว +157

      Same but at the same time I still cry my eyes out whenever I watch the movie. I watched it for the 6th time last night and still can't stop thinking about it idk why I feel that way tho. My heart aches when I think about some scenes esp the last part

    • @andrewwwishere
      @andrewwwishere 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      Omg sameeeee, although I watched it without subtitles and I don’t know any Italian haha and sometimes I couldn’t listen to what they were saying even thoug they were speaking in English, so some things will be new when I watch it again, but I haven’t dared to do it:(, still I wish I could erase it from my head and watch it again for it to be new and great like the first time, now I just feel kinda melancholic when I recall the movie

    • @rubytheberry
      @rubytheberry 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Aaaand I ordered the book last night I know I'm late but wanted to read it this month cause Find Me is coming out on 29th YAYYYYyy

    • @valfujim8918
      @valfujim8918 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      wow I completely relate to this comment

  • @Christian-ib7io
    @Christian-ib7io 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8069

    This song always make me want to fall in love

    • @yamilet16
      @yamilet16 4 ปีที่แล้ว +301

      This song always makes me heartbroken although I’ve never been in love

    • @andrei.cr2
      @andrei.cr2 4 ปีที่แล้ว +92

      I'm 16 and my crush is like 10 years older and this song makes me wanna die lol hi

    • @trxshrxbbit
      @trxshrxbbit 4 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      @@andrei.cr2 they are going to catch a case then

    • @andrei.cr2
      @andrei.cr2 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      @@trxshrxbbit i swear down i'll give up on everyone and everything and go meet him next year when I turn 18
      UPDATE: apparently he had a gf all this time and now has a kid :)

    • @trxshrxbbit
      @trxshrxbbit 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@andrei.cr2 meet him when you're 18, whatever makes you happy! :)

  • @koeneyisland
    @koeneyisland 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3535

    it always hits when he says “first” and then “last” kiss at the beginning and end. this song tells a story, and i’m so glad people pay attention to these beautiful lyrics.

    • @kinseyschoeder6844
      @kinseyschoeder6844 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      right!? ppl need to listen to the lyrics when I tell them I relate bc that's what counts and I live they story behind the song, it makes me go into my own world of images and memories along with the lyrics

    • @sebastianx21
      @sebastianx21 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      its first and last touch not kiss tho

    • @fleurdelys6102
      @fleurdelys6102 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      god

    • @blueskye3479
      @blueskye3479 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I DID NOT NOTICE THAT! Oh myyy, now I'm gonna cry more

    • @denomava5470
      @denomava5470 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes, the song tells the CMBYN story because Sufjan wrote it for the movie.

  • @rhonamcfadz
    @rhonamcfadz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4334

    and that’s on somewhere in northern italy in 1983

    • @aneeshakoko
      @aneeshakoko 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      rhona yess ahaha

    • @polshimmergaylec.7110
      @polshimmergaylec.7110 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      YES

    • @user-so7ov1eg5c
      @user-so7ov1eg5c 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Periodt.

    • @sophiemusio600
      @sophiemusio600 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Ma ciao

    • @sofeel80
      @sofeel80 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I made a kalimba cover from this song. It would made the world to me if you can check it out.

  • @mrskkpst
    @mrskkpst 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6220

    You just made the saddest song in the world even sadder

    • @Andy-so9qm
      @Andy-so9qm 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Олена Петришин even better xd

    • @SilentFuryjpg-jf9rp
      @SilentFuryjpg-jf9rp 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Like how does that even happen

    • @noone-ss4yo
      @noone-ss4yo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Yes i loved the feeling when i watched the first time it was something that i couldnt explain exactly i loved it but i was sad it was an emtional rollercoaster for me when i watched it now this song hits differently

    • @eliseo7660
      @eliseo7660 4 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      Visions of Gideon is sadder tho

    • @noone-ss4yo
      @noone-ss4yo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Elise O omygosh yes that song is amazing it always gets

  • @maxissad5823
    @maxissad5823 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3486

    “I remember everything...."

    • @nessiebun203
      @nessiebun203 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Eliau Eliau Eliau

    • @michi7862
      @michi7862 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      😭😭😭

    • @yamilet16
      @yamilet16 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      mariah harris is this from the book? Started it but never finished it

    • @yamilet16
      @yamilet16 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      DVISNDUSID ANKA IM STILL NOT EMOTIONALLY READY FOR THIS COMMENT

    • @adrinka
      @adrinka 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      :(

  • @lobotomizedasiangirl5754
    @lobotomizedasiangirl5754 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3825

    no one :
    youtube recommendations: hey u wanna be reminded how lonely u are ? teehee

    • @fatimakhald4984
      @fatimakhald4984 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂💔

    • @oana8281
      @oana8281 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      True

    • @marthaderibe
      @marthaderibe 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Looool such a mood

    • @taegenjustesen7204
      @taegenjustesen7204 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      OH I KNOW
      Literally no one likes me but this song just hits different

    • @horsesnow4117
      @horsesnow4117 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Too real to real

  • @Angelheir
    @Angelheir 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2236

    “Call me by your name, and I’ll call you by mine.”
    “Elio elio elio..”
    “Oliver... I remember everything.”

    • @solea5342
      @solea5342 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      i cry

    • @arandomperson3417
      @arandomperson3417 4 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      Whenever I think back on the last scene or hear Visions Of Gideon I tear up. Its weird because Im not one to cry over movies or songs. But I cant shake the memory of hearing elio repeat his name so many times to Oliver. He just sounds so desperate. Hes so heartbroken. There are a very few scenes from movies that have stuck with me all throughout my life. I think the end scene of CMBYN has definitely made it on that list.

    • @rainbownite7283
      @rainbownite7283 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      « is it better to speak or to die »

    • @tartzy5305
      @tartzy5305 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      i do be crying doe

    • @shinsqlvr
      @shinsqlvr 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      C h l o r i n e I cried 🥺

  • @valecovarrubias7713
    @valecovarrubias7713 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1719

    I am eating a peach while I am listening to this master piece

    • @user-ru1zc4iq7h
      @user-ru1zc4iq7h 4 ปีที่แล้ว +113

      i remember when elio did something to a peach...

    • @kianasch
      @kianasch 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      uh oh

    • @kianasch
      @kianasch 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@ghost8974 there were two scenes! one with an apricot and one with a peach!

    • @nicoryder7538
      @nicoryder7538 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I'm allergic to peaches :")) but I'd be willing to eat it if it would mend Elio and Oliver's relationship

    • @sigridcontreras5856
      @sigridcontreras5856 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      omg

  • @hexuayn
    @hexuayn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2200

    i wanna die to this song or have this song played at my funeral

  • @softmongreal2522
    @softmongreal2522 4 ปีที่แล้ว +975

    now my depression has depression

    • @user-bv9xc6cb5o
      @user-bv9xc6cb5o 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      oh damn

    • @sofia-lh6cq
      @sofia-lh6cq 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      The depression that my depression has, has depression

    • @cansuarslan3924
      @cansuarslan3924 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      why do i feel this lmao

    • @tabibido-san202
      @tabibido-san202 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      my depression’s depression has depression

    • @carolinacuellar5858
      @carolinacuellar5858 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My depression just walked into the chat :(

  • @ullifiaedsa3649
    @ullifiaedsa3649 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1445

    This song always reminds me of the summer memories i never had

  • @user-uy2hu1uh5d
    @user-uy2hu1uh5d 4 ปีที่แล้ว +385

    the original version feels like summer. this version feels like winter

  • @bus5887
    @bus5887 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1866

    elioelioelio
    oliveroliveroliver

  • @user-nd3qi9eg6n
    @user-nd3qi9eg6n 4 ปีที่แล้ว +851

    anyone wanna be friends and ride bikes down Italian hills. Laughing and just being young and happy.

    • @heyimolivia
      @heyimolivia 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      yes

    • @user-nd3qi9eg6n
      @user-nd3qi9eg6n 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Olivia we really should do this

    • @heyimolivia
      @heyimolivia 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Qamar C yes first i gotta get a job tho...

    • @user-nd3qi9eg6n
      @user-nd3qi9eg6n 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Olivia Imagine if a friendship formed over TH-cam comments

    • @heyimolivia
      @heyimolivia 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@user-nd3qi9eg6n yes

  • @abbeyjane5362
    @abbeyjane5362 4 ปีที่แล้ว +494

    If you listen to this while staring at a complete stranger I’m sure you’d fall in love

    • @zorayaaguilar5315
      @zorayaaguilar5315 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      I have done this with 2 strangers and now they have past get the title of my best lovers.

    • @veronewon
      @veronewon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I’m gonna try this thanks

  • @finn6076
    @finn6076 4 ปีที่แล้ว +678

    i feel like this belongs here:
    “i stopped for a second. if you remember everything, i wanted to say, and if you are really like me, then before you leave tomorrow, or when you’re just ready to shut the door of the taxi and have already said goodbye to everyone else and there’s not a thing left to say in this life, then, just this once, turn to me, even in jest, when we were together, and, as you did back then, look me in the face, hold my gaze, and call me by your name.”

    • @hannah8454
      @hannah8454 4 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      this paragraph has to be the best thing I've ever read from any book, i cried once i finished it

    • @nothere435
      @nothere435 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      i still read this parah from book and cry

    • @Froosstyy
      @Froosstyy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      thanks I am literally crying now

    • @fujoshiforever5503
      @fujoshiforever5503 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Great, thanks for making me cry

    • @jupiter2492
      @jupiter2492 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      This is my favourite ending paragraph among all the books that I've read, it's so raw, just full of everything, every emotion, hope, pain, longing, love and it's beautiful.

  • @cultmagic6183
    @cultmagic6183 4 ปีที่แล้ว +303

    Jesus christ, i love being alive sometimes

  • @sanju5151
    @sanju5151 4 ปีที่แล้ว +500

    that’s it i’m naming my children oliver and elio and no one can stop me

    • @adriannaevans7959
      @adriannaevans7959 4 ปีที่แล้ว +126

      Wait but they were lovers i-

    • @soearadirimovie2685
      @soearadirimovie2685 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Hope they Will celebrate love as can as possible no matter what the world said...

    • @ProfessorsMcGonagall
      @ProfessorsMcGonagall 4 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      name your son elio then arranged a marriage with a man named oliver when he's older

    • @adriannaevans7959
      @adriannaevans7959 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Minerva McGonagall 💀 👏🏾 amazing

    • @formorethought9195
      @formorethought9195 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Adrianna Evans LMAOOOO NOT LIKE THAATTTT 😂

  • @skyis8710
    @skyis8710 5 ปีที่แล้ว +728

    getting life is strange vibe

    • @maxcaulfield279
      @maxcaulfield279 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    • @mkmaster0519
      @mkmaster0519 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Yeah💞

    • @chrisbreaks4303
      @chrisbreaks4303 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      So i'm not the only one 😥

    • @nathand7678
      @nathand7678 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      It all lead to a circle ⭕️

    • @georgiagrace8829
      @georgiagrace8829 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      his song death with dignity is in the awesome adventures of captain spirit, which is a lil prequel-ish to lis 2!! that’s how i found sufjan stevens music tbh

  • @scbbie
    @scbbie 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2537

    i copied this from the original but i thought it belonged here:
    Alexander the Great was known as a womanizer his list of romances quite extensive. However, some researchers suggest that he also fell in love with at least two men, one of them being Hephaestion, a General in Alexander's Army.
    Alexander and Hephaestion spent time with each other nearly their whole lives, until the death of Hephaestion in 324 BC. They traveled, fought in battlefields and experienced many adventures together. Alexander is said to have felt a strong bond with him also due to his sensitivity, love of literature and intelligence. The queen of the captured Persian Royal family, Sisygambis, knelt to Hephaestion to plead for their lives, having mistaken him for Alexander because he was taller, and both young men were wearing similar clothes. When she realized her mistake she was acutely embarrassed, but Alexander pardoned her, saying "You were not mistaken, Mother; this man too is Alexander." Their love for each other was no secret, as is borne out by their own words. Hephaestion, when replying to a letter to Alexander's mother, Olympias, said "... you know that Alexander means more to us than anything." Arrian says that Alexander, after Hephaestion's death, described him as "... the friend I valued as my own life." When Hephaestion died, Alexander's life collapsed. Arrian relates an account that "... he flung himself on the body of his friend and lay there nearly all day long in tears, and refused to be parted from him until he was dragged away by force by his Companions ...", another that said "... he lay stretched upon the corpse all day and the whole night too ...". As a ruler, he didn't have too many people who he could trust. It seems that he believed in the loyalty his mother Olympias, Hephaestion, and his friend Ptolemy, future pharaoh Ptolemy I Soter.
    According to some later writings, Alexander felt extreme loneliness after the death of his dear friend, and he himself died just a few months after the burial of Hephaestion.

    • @harmonylynn9002
      @harmonylynn9002 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Can you please dm this to me???

    • @Dany-cc4dd
      @Dany-cc4dd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Rockstar Bubbles oh wow.. 😞

    • @oliviao1892
      @oliviao1892 4 ปีที่แล้ว +166

      I think that the way that Alexander was attached to Hephaestion was honestly beautiful, Alexander himself, died from a broken heart.

    • @yamilet16
      @yamilet16 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Bruhhh can someone send me this? Dm: yamileetos snap:owhite37912

    • @ruse128
      @ruse128 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      Listening to the song and reading this comment just made me tear up!!

  • @cloclomious
    @cloclomious 4 ปีที่แล้ว +457

    The original gives me a weird emotion no other song gives me, like a melancholic type of hapinness and this adds a chill and calm vibe to it i love it

    • @emersonriley3698
      @emersonriley3698 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      its supposed to give a 'dream' like vibe 🥺

    • @ciara1714
      @ciara1714 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      im glad its not just me. theres just something about this song

    • @sofiasmind
      @sofiasmind 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      this describes me so much 🥺 and THIS is why this is my favourite song 🥺💞

  • @earlkhentpermites8506
    @earlkhentpermites8506 4 ปีที่แล้ว +560

    Everyone here saying that this is the saddest song ever obvs has no idea about Sufjan's discography.

    • @hannaaref9589
      @hannaaref9589 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Exactly

    • @alaskayoung39
      @alaskayoung39 4 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      they should listen to fourth of july

    • @jennabernice
      @jennabernice 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      "this is so sad" yall would die if you listened to fourth of july

    • @hannahrose6849
      @hannahrose6849 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      The only thing 😞

    • @penelopejane197
      @penelopejane197 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      literally the whole carrie and lowell album?? so sad

  • @nevermindmine
    @nevermindmine 4 ปีที่แล้ว +435

    i could die to this song and be happy

  • @victoriastoneking5506
    @victoriastoneking5506 4 ปีที่แล้ว +173

    This makes me homesick for a place I've never been.

  • @wwylinn
    @wwylinn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +431

    When I listen to this song, I remember what the book is about, and I start crying. I can’t overcome it

  • @aliibilli
    @aliibilli 4 ปีที่แล้ว +189

    the key change after 2:51 always hits me in the feels

  • @cole6791
    @cole6791 4 ปีที่แล้ว +111

    this song + visions of gideon give me such a strange feeling. idk what it is but it’s like i’m missing something. something i never had.

  • @ladyfatcatmccatterson
    @ladyfatcatmccatterson 4 ปีที่แล้ว +312

    I am not okay with listening to the original ever again.

    • @_uditsingh
      @_uditsingh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Noooo, don't say that :(

    • @myndcrime346
      @myndcrime346 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Agreed. This slowed version has a bigger impact for some reason.

  • @aggelosmpoukouras5880
    @aggelosmpoukouras5880 5 ปีที่แล้ว +178

    When you thought the song could not get any sadder 😓

  • @basically_yana1595
    @basically_yana1595 4 ปีที่แล้ว +108

    depression:*knock* *knock*
    me: here we go again.

  • @emilkakolek1224
    @emilkakolek1224 4 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    who else is crying to this song with no reason actually

  • @etherealaphrodite2519
    @etherealaphrodite2519 4 ปีที่แล้ว +380

    Why do I keep doing this to myself while I am on my period :/

    • @Eva-lu6no
      @Eva-lu6no 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      lovely lizzie HAHA same:/

    • @rubytheberry
      @rubytheberry 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I watched the movie for the 6th time on my period. I think I hate myself.

    • @julissabeltran3318
      @julissabeltran3318 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Same I cry every. Single. Time.

    • @penniv9870
      @penniv9870 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      me too?? aaaaa

    • @x.ViceGrip.x
      @x.ViceGrip.x 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I felt this so much

  • @rubyparker3606
    @rubyparker3606 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    i’m SOBBING i’m really wasting my teenage years

  • @morganalazzaretti6459
    @morganalazzaretti6459 4 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    the emotions that this song gives to me, i cried on the first note

  • @demm8209
    @demm8209 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    Makes me cry while im feeling butterflies in my stomach

  • @emmagrace7615
    @emmagrace7615 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    “Is it better to speak or to die?”

  • @jakejohn1966
    @jakejohn1966 4 ปีที่แล้ว +111

    I'm happy to say that i had a story more or less like Oliver and Elio but I'm sad to say that I was the Oliver of the story

    • @umjustash
      @umjustash 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel for you...( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀)

    • @carlh9120
      @carlh9120 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      The same goes for me. Always gets me when thinking back upon it. Even after all the years it's been.

    • @Raccocooney
      @Raccocooney 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Don't be sad to admit it. For Oliver, it was a time of intolerance. Elio had the support of his parents who loved him unconditionally. Oliver did not have such a luxury, and such is life. I'm sorry you couldn't have what you wanted.

    • @_theotherwoman_3
      @_theotherwoman_3 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Well in my story I'm Elio :")

    • @paytonw327
      @paytonw327 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Better to have loved & loss... well. You know the rest

  • @chloecorbett295
    @chloecorbett295 4 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    Listening to this and just watching my family eating at the table before the clock strikes midnight for the New Year in New York. Everyone has a story, everyone has had love and will experience love. I wish you all the best love in 2020 & the best love for myself in the new year. You are enough, you are accepted. People adore you even when you think you’re nothing. I love you. Stay strong this new year, god knows I’ve almost ended it all. You will get there, so will I.

    • @yellowbox791
      @yellowbox791 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      its my dream to have a new year in new york, especially manhattan :)

    • @chloecorbett295
      @chloecorbett295 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@yellowbox791 It was so lovely (sorry read this wrong). We just stayed home and drank and danced a lot. I’m blessed to have such a lovely family, we celebrated in Brooklyn, but all of New York is so beautiful. I’d love some time there in this life, hopefully we both get that. ♥️

  • @mazighamal
    @mazighamal 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    it feels like every slowed down song is sang by that same deep voiced singer who's drowned in sorrow

  • @sabrinalocke2846
    @sabrinalocke2846 4 ปีที่แล้ว +101

    Picture this: You’re with the love of your life on a warm summer’s evening. You don’t have to worry about anything. They wrap your arms around you as you watch the sun set beyond the horizon. You stare into the sun enjoying each other’s company, feeling the summer sun fade because autumn is around the corner. They kiss your head, they hold you tight. You share the silence because it tastes sweeter that way. You have no fear for new changes in life beyond this point because you know they won’t be faced alone. You are deserving of this love. Don’t hesitate to feel you deserve anything less than perfect. Keep going, and look fourth into the sun, because tomorrow is another day. If you have not found your love take a break from looking. They’re bound to show up when you least expect it. ❤️

  • @ieatkidsfordinner2228
    @ieatkidsfordinner2228 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I just got over “call me by your name” and then this shows up on my recommended

  • @montsex8100
    @montsex8100 4 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    This song makes me happy to be alive

    • @umjustash
      @umjustash 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      HOW!???

    • @stupidandsensitive
      @stupidandsensitive 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@umjustash because we can enjoy this song while we're alive karen

    • @umjustash
      @umjustash 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@stupidandsensitive it's a depressing af song so i don't understand how that could make ppl happy, Stephanie.
      Also I'm not white nor mixed with it so I'm no where near a Karen check yourself and don't assume.👌🏽

    • @graceg8909
      @graceg8909 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Cancelled Visual a karen is someone who ruins people’s fun, race has nothing to do with it 🥵

  • @nxreu
    @nxreu 5 ปีที่แล้ว +214

    this deserves more views and attention!! it gives the song a sadder vibe i love

  • @zeinepsheikh5327
    @zeinepsheikh5327 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I think I am mentally and emotionally attached to this song.

  • @lizkameen1270
    @lizkameen1270 4 ปีที่แล้ว +252

    lyrics:
    Oh, to see without my eyes
    The first time that you kissed me
    Boundless by the time I cried
    I built your walls around me
    White noise, what an awful sound
    Fumbling by Rogue River
    Feel my feet above the ground
    Hand of God, deliver me
    Oh, woah woe is me
    The first time that you touched me
    Oh, will wonders ever cease?
    Blessed be the mystery of love
    Lord, I no longer believe
    Drowned in living waters
    Cursed by the love that I received
    From my brother's daughter
    Like Hephaestion, who died
    Alexander's lover
    Now my riverbed has dried
    Shall I find no other?
    Oh, woah woe is me
    I'm running like a plover
    Now I'm prone to misery
    The birthmark on your shoulder reminds me
    How much sorrow can I take?
    Blackbird on my shoulder
    And what difference does it make
    When this love is over?
    Shall I sleep within your bed
    River of unhappiness
    Hold your hands upon my head
    Till I breathe my last breath
    Oh, woah woe is me
    The last time that you touched me
    Oh, will wonders ever cease?
    Blessed be the mystery of love

  • @faeriejen4167
    @faeriejen4167 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This movie made me realize I never want another trivial high school relationship that begins with initial physical attraction to someone, I want to fall in love with someone’s soul before I even realize I’m falling, I want to experience the world with someone in a way I never pictured I could, I want to write love letters to someone, I want a pure, adventurous, spontaneous, encapsulating, something beautiful. Maybe I’m a hopeless romantic. Maybe I want something like oliver and elio

    • @tinasheee
      @tinasheee 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      One day Jenni

  • @luisaa8203
    @luisaa8203 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    „grow up i’ll see you at midnight”

  • @berta3856
    @berta3856 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    "Slowed down" hit diferent :(

  • @deaconwebb839
    @deaconwebb839 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    This version is so depressing...especially the picture it’s just grey and it feels grey idk it’s just like the opposite of the original and I’m kinda here for it

  • @nattysxxy
    @nattysxxy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I remember everything...

  • @jackiedj
    @jackiedj 4 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    Someone pls love me

  • @Cornerguy007
    @Cornerguy007 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I remember how i much played with her.. she was my best friend and we even went to watch call me by your name together... unfortunately her dad got a job abroad.. i accompanied them to the airport.. i still remember how red her eyes were from crying in the car.. i hugged her one last time and we went inside the airport.. soon after we left and i cried like a baby all night.. i knew i loved her.. i miss her.. we dont even talk much now. It hurts as hell..

  • @bookmilla8616
    @bookmilla8616 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    This song makes me want to be in love.

  • @tylertot4400
    @tylertot4400 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    this is the most beautiful song i will ever experience.

  • @jeonjolly1427
    @jeonjolly1427 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    why do i listen to this knowing im already sad

  • @tartzy5305
    @tartzy5305 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i don't care how many years have passed, i will always adore CMBYN. I could watch it all day if I could.

  • @mebeAbbigale
    @mebeAbbigale 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This movie was so beautiful that just thinking about it makes me want to sob. This song alone makes me depressed, but it’s so pretty that I like to torture myself listening to it. Phenomenal film omg

  • @moniquenoll1474
    @moniquenoll1474 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    every time i hear this song, my heart get heavy and i get sad. it reminds me of what i didn’t have, but at the same time it reminds me so much of what i could have. if you’re reading this i hope you find your true love someday

  • @viacantthink294
    @viacantthink294 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    i want to press this song into my chest, into my heart. here i am, sitting with my arms folded over my phone, muffling the sound of a heart wrenching story, trying to embed it into my soul?

  • @michaelacaleb7919
    @michaelacaleb7919 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    This is so peaceful, it’s like running around in a dream

  • @lilysmith1150
    @lilysmith1150 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    this is so dreamy

  • @prettymuchpaige1381
    @prettymuchpaige1381 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    “I remember everything”.

  • @fluffmonkee
    @fluffmonkee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
    Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
    I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
    But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
    Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
    - The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
    I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
    This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
    And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
    I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
    Until tomorrow, my friend :)
    this is not my text, that however doesn't mean that I don't agree with every single word said here. Please don't be afraid to ask for help. You are worth it and there are people who love you.⚠️ I need everyone to pass this on

  • @divyanjalii
    @divyanjalii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    the way this makes me cry when i die this is the only thing i want to hear

  • @drewminiz3812
    @drewminiz3812 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This song is so melancholic, like, I can't......

  • @dxr4277
    @dxr4277 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Why I always end crying?

  • @javierazarate3135
    @javierazarate3135 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i fell in love with the utopian idea of ​​falling in love and having a relationship worthy of this song

  • @starloced
    @starloced 5 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    :( im soft

  • @ThangNguyen-le5mn
    @ThangNguyen-le5mn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    This song brings me the saddest feeling , and I can't even cry when listening to this 😢

  • @YourIngrownToenail
    @YourIngrownToenail 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this is one of those songs that we purposefully don't listen to too much.

  • @Gar96229
    @Gar96229 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    If the feeling of love had a sound, this would be it. It's amazing how well Sufjan Stevens captured the feeling of love in this song.

  • @charlotte4749
    @charlotte4749 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    this. this is my favorite song ever.

  • @davewindburn
    @davewindburn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This song is probably the saddest one I've ever heard. Sufjan Stevens is the living talent, I pray for his new album in 2020.

  • @NevadaLieberher
    @NevadaLieberher 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I would sell my soul on the black market to be able to watch this move again for the first time

  • @itsney4928
    @itsney4928 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Everytime I listen to this song I have a meltdown

  • @mementomori0908
    @mementomori0908 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Who would dislike this?

  • @klarastopar7946
    @klarastopar7946 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    *i am not even in love but this makes me believe i am*

  • @skylar_sparks
    @skylar_sparks 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I liked every comment on this video (positive ones only, I didn’t see any negative ones anyway) this song puts me in a good mood and makes me all mushy

  • @michaelacaleb7919
    @michaelacaleb7919 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This makes me wanna ride around the countryside of Italy on a bike with my lover 😩

  • @chizitos5780
    @chizitos5780 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I wsih I could watch the movie again, :(

  • @lenizzww9832
    @lenizzww9832 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    finally his voice came through.
    „elio“, he said. i could hear my parents and the voices of children in the background. no one could say my name that way.
    „elio“, i repeated, to say it was i speaking but also to spark our old game and show i‘d forgotten nothing.
    „it’s oliver“, he said.
    he had forgotten.

  • @fiorellaalarcon6873
    @fiorellaalarcon6873 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    9 seconds in and im already crying

  • @doanvd8
    @doanvd8 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you TH-cam recommendation. I can't go back to the original one anymore.

  • @nicoryder7538
    @nicoryder7538 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    When you're ace but this song makes you want to experience a relationship like Elio and Oliver's

  • @whossaul85
    @whossaul85 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Oh, to see without my eyes
    The first time that you kissed me
    Boundless by the time I cried
    I built your walls around me
    White noise, what an awful sound
    Fumbling by Rogue River
    Feel my feet above the ground
    Hand of God, deliver me
    Oh, oh woe-oh-woah is me
    The first time that you touched me
    Oh, will wonders ever cease?
    Blessed be the mystery of love
    Lord, I no longer believe
    Drowned in living waters
    Cursed by the love that I received
    From my brother's daughter
    Like Hephaestion, who died
    Alexander's lover
    Now my riverbed has dried
    Shall I find no other?
    Oh, oh woe-oh-woah is me
    I'm running like a plover
    Now I'm prone to misery
    The birthmark on your shoulder reminds me
    How much sorrow can I take?
    Blackbird on my shoulder
    And what difference does it make
    When this love is over?
    Shall I sleep within your bed
    River of unhappiness
    Hold your hands upon my head
    'Til I breathe my last breath
    Oh, oh woe-oh-woah is me
    The last time that you touched me
    Oh, will wonders ever cease?
    Blessed be the mystery of love

  • @ameliagrady
    @ameliagrady 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    if u listen closely you can hear me crying in the background

  • @ciara1714
    @ciara1714 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    im still obsessed with this song years later. this song is golden and has become a peice of me.

  • @sweven4384
    @sweven4384 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    i’ve been crying all day because of this

  • @marietaerceg4223
    @marietaerceg4223 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    If they dont play this at my funeral I'm coming back to haunt them

  • @elyssalemons180
    @elyssalemons180 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I remember a few years back me and 2 friend's snuck out and blasted this while biking threw the country side in Oregon i would do anything to go back...

  • @anthby_5055
    @anthby_5055 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It makes me want to cry that I will probably never experience the kind of love that Elio and Oliver did. And this song amplifies that deep ache

  • @rubberwiz2281
    @rubberwiz2281 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    This songs reminds me of summer memories✨🌻☀️

  • @erroreden
    @erroreden 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Put the playback speed on .75 lmao I’m going THROUGH it

  • @dxrksxul591
    @dxrksxul591 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I wish I could just erase my memory and watch this beautiful movie again. When I watched it, I didn't cry. It's been a day and I'm listening to these songs, crying. I can see myself somewhere in italy, swimming at night with someone I love. The movie really affected me and I think I will never forget about it. It's too beautiful to even be real.

  • @jenspurling7433
    @jenspurling7433 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This song makes me wanna bawl my eyes out

  • @jaciw
    @jaciw 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    How do you write a song like this. Everything about it is perfect.

  • @unfortunatecause2601
    @unfortunatecause2601 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This sound makes me feel like I'm in the 1900s as a male and walking around thinking about my beloved.

  • @MrMartybearass
    @MrMartybearass 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    that moment when he says " I remember everything " the tears really start

  • @jessbrandwood
    @jessbrandwood 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    it feels like i’m listening to it for the first time again