recovering from being a modeling hater (minorly successful)

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  • @phiad
    @phiad ปีที่แล้ว +684

    I’m so glad ur rediscovering ur love for modeling !! this was so fun to watch 😻‼️

    • @PrettyfkSicker
      @PrettyfkSicker ปีที่แล้ว +8

      But this just came out 10 seconds ago

    • @Samthebaeness
      @Samthebaeness ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Why does it say 10 hours ago 😭

    • @Goofybugo
      @Goofybugo ปีที่แล้ว +5

      How this vid was 10 sec ago how did u get to watch it ten hours ago?

    • @Chez09s
      @Chez09s ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@PrettyfkSickerit says 10 hours ago it was probably private from before but they had the link sent to them

    • @action16x2
      @action16x2 ปีที่แล้ว

      How do you watch it in just 2minutes

  • @sujinmcho
    @sujinmcho ปีที่แล้ว +384

    Honestly, your face is so great for editorial pics, I hope you keep pursuing your passions and I pray you meet good mentors who will help protect and guide you until you're big enough to soar on your own ❤

  • @cheyshell312
    @cheyshell312 ปีที่แล้ว +301

    your are hands down my favorite youtuber~ i want to model so bad and have been told a lot i could and you inspire me to chase that :3

    • @KaoticKwan
      @KaoticKwan ปีที่แล้ว +10

      DO IT‼

    • @tigians3641
      @tigians3641 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I don’t know you but i’m cheering you on💗

    • @cheyshell312
      @cheyshell312 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@KaoticKwan thank you🥹

    • @cheyshell312
      @cheyshell312 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@tigians3641 i love you

    • @Edd829
      @Edd829 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      GOOD LUCK ON YOUR JOURNEY!! And remember: You only have one life so make it count, DO WHAT YOU LOVE, and don't let ANYONE talk you down (not even yourself), and most importantly, HAVE FUN. Idk who you are, but I'm routing for you lol

  • @duckiemomo7511
    @duckiemomo7511 ปีที่แล้ว +147

    I think this is such a great idea! Doing some fun no pressure photo shoots with your friends seems so cool and nice. I know things are hard but I hope you know that you’re beautiful and are doing amazing! We can be our own worst critics but I hope you aren’t beating yourself up too much and you are allowing yourself to have fun and live in the moment❤️❤️

  • @mewmew6158
    @mewmew6158 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    You just have a face that's so fun to stare at. Your expressions paired with that makes you so perfect for being on camera!

    • @Nooticus
      @Nooticus ปีที่แล้ว

      this ^

  • @unofficially_iyan
    @unofficially_iyan ปีที่แล้ว +67

    i used to do modeling as a child and your channel is motivating me to try to do modeling againn !! your channel is rlly inspiring and ive seen all the ups and downs you put onto the channel, each video has so much personality
    in short your content is amazing and i love ur channel 💕💕

  • @happymi3l
    @happymi3l ปีที่แล้ว +47

    it’s so cool to see how you do this and you guys look sooo good i loved watching this

  • @lily-zv8wx
    @lily-zv8wx ปีที่แล้ว +28

    Im so glad your back into modeling because when i heard you werent in modeling anymore i was so sad but im so glad your back with it

  • @amanda-zg5ho
    @amanda-zg5ho ปีที่แล้ว +21

    the aesthetics of ur vlogs always serve!!

  • @Aku_110
    @Aku_110 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    When ever I watch your videos I get RANDOM CONFIDENCE BOOSTS OUT OF NOWHERE. As an Asian girl I really love your content and hope to see more in the future! Also GIRLIE YOURE STUNNING LIKE ON MY KNEES STUNNING

  • @AlexisBelon
    @AlexisBelon ปีที่แล้ว +12

    My modeling journey video comes out next week and I just want to thank you for inspiring it!

    • @junerose7868
      @junerose7868 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      hey is it ok if you reply to this when your video comes out 👀

  • @llladybird.
    @llladybird. ปีที่แล้ว +4

    7:34 the way i’d immediately fall in love

  • @cranberryjuicebliss
    @cranberryjuicebliss ปีที่แล้ว +9

    the photos came out SO pretty what

  • @maellvr
    @maellvr 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    3:12 nahh bro the way they all looked at you killed me

  • @whynotvera
    @whynotvera ปีที่แล้ว +4

    these are little bits of fun

  • @Leedaineeeee
    @Leedaineeeee ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Keep chasing your dreams and you’ll be there soon ☺️💕

  • @SequoiaCoatesRamirez
    @SequoiaCoatesRamirez 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    So proud of you! You are such an amazing inspiration! So talented and cool keep going girllll💕

  • @viIIainshouse
    @viIIainshouse ปีที่แล้ว +4

    THEM LOOKING AT EACHOTHER AND LAUGHING WHEN THEY ARE SUPOSSED TO HAVE A STRAIGHT FACE HELPP

  • @H1N4_N1NJ4
    @H1N4_N1NJ4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I literally love your content so much iyan you’re basically my happy pill at this point

  • @vanityinfurs
    @vanityinfurs ปีที่แล้ว +2

    its so demolition lovers and the photos r so good :33333

  • @lotuttv
    @lotuttv ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Never forget you are a model with or without an agency and or the industry!! ❤

  • @xXBAMitZJiLLXx
    @xXBAMitZJiLLXx 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    So happy to see you rediscover your passion for modelling again!! I'm 24 years old and I'm just starting to see what agencies I could talk with... You're 17!! You have so much time, and you can do this. I'm not ancient, but now is my time to solidify this, or it really will be too late. Fingers crossed for the both of us 🤞🏼❤

    • @xXBAMitZJiLLXx
      @xXBAMitZJiLLXx 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ew idk why my username is showing it's like 12 years old pls ignore it

  • @Happydaisyflower.3
    @Happydaisyflower.3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    all of a sudden u r looking so mature after getting this hair! it's so alluringly attractive & unique on you, i love it so much it makes u look so mature

  • @zinwho0
    @zinwho0 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This was GORGEOUS. I mean it. You are very creative, and I think you’d be amazing as a model. Keep it up, girlieeeee!😊

  • @nicolemazza9749
    @nicolemazza9749 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    7:38 reminds me sm of the mcr three cheers album cover!!! i hope that was the inspiration

  • @itsmespots_4949
    @itsmespots_4949 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm In love with this series, keep making more!!!

  • @themartinipolizia
    @themartinipolizia ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Your editing is getting sooo good!

  • @rust_on_your_door
    @rust_on_your_door ปีที่แล้ว +3

    thumbnail got me thinking you were making a short film! you're gorgeous and i'm so happy you're diving back into your dream!

  • @Refreshandinspire
    @Refreshandinspire 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Doing things you really love is the key ❤❤❤
    Good Luck 👌👌👌🩵🩵🩵

  • @Sallyslays4ever
    @Sallyslays4ever ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Yes! U are the definition of beauty, literally
    Can wait to see more ♥ ily

  • @Victoria.e.v
    @Victoria.e.v 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hope i see more of your modeling videos soon! You are truly beautifull and a great inspiration 😭💗

  • @cr0wdedteeth
    @cr0wdedteeth ปีที่แล้ว

    those shoots came out so visually interesting I love the atmosphere like yessss in the mood for love come throughhhh

    • @cr0wdedteeth
      @cr0wdedteeth ปีที่แล้ว

      on a more serious note. I've been following your modeling journey and you have been very inspiring and courageous Iyan. I keep feeling a deep feeling of connection as I've gone through a similar emotional journey trying to find my place in a field and industry that I love, although I am older than you I can relate and find strength in seeing your journey. Art and illustration was my passion and outlet since I was young, I convinced myself I would bust ass and get into a prestigious art school and blow up from there. 2 years in I got a huge reality check... life is hard and perhaps my dream won't be as clear cut as I had imagined. I was prepared for sleepless nights and harsh critiques, but what I wasn't ready for was juggling that along with the reality of being all alone in a new city with no support or connections and very little money. I became disillusioned and bitter about my school, my peers, and the industry as a whole. In the end, I had to leave due to mental health-related issues and being unable to keep paying tuition. I felt that what was happening to me was unfair and that the people I went to school with had it easy as a huge percentage of them came from wealth or had more formal training than I did. It was disheartening and my world became dark. Other financial struggles kept emerging and I was forced to work and sustain myself and I further began to hate my life. I was always too tired and creatively exhausted to draw in my free time. I began to feel like an imposter. But now that a few years have passed I have found love and a new perspective on life. I realized that my road to working as an artist professionally might not be as simple as 18-year-old me assumed, but that is a beautiful thing. Creative industries are unique and as Aidan's email said, all it takes is saying yes at the right time. I've accepted that the road will be winding at times but the hope has been reignited. In a few months, I will be flying home and restarting my life where I began with my new outlook and passion. I'm slowly finding myself creatively again and drawing in hopes of scoring a tattoo apprenticeship at some point. I wish you the best of luck from here on out, let the journey be a part of your story.
      Lots of Love,
      A fellow Asian in over their head (but not really)

  • @vaalentina.
    @vaalentina. ปีที่แล้ว +1

    you’re so pretty, I really hope that you find a new agency. I really want to model when I’m older. it’s super unlikely, but I can dream 💕

  • @暧昧-u8e
    @暧昧-u8e ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This looks so fun! I wish I could experience that too

  • @dopeawesomeswag
    @dopeawesomeswag 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Please keep following your dreams i want to see more of this series💪

  • @jjwsvtk9987
    @jjwsvtk9987 ปีที่แล้ว

    the way I was about to watch a wong kar wai movie and now I'm seeing this, love itt

  • @jaw____3
    @jaw____3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    IYAN WE NEED TO SEE ALL THE OHOTOS !!!!

  • @samimaricar
    @samimaricar ปีที่แล้ว +3

    wong kar wai is one of my fav directors, this whole shoot is so beautiful and such an good inspiration for me as an artist 🤍

  • @mini_1538
    @mini_1538 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Your videos are so cool ! What do you use to edit them?

  • @Ella-sf3rq
    @Ella-sf3rq ปีที่แล้ว +1

    omg you look magesticcc if i could afford it i would totally love to dress like u 😭😭💔💔

  • @Annie-b4l
    @Annie-b4l ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Even the intro was just 😩👩‍🍳👄

  • @atashigoshwami4800
    @atashigoshwami4800 ปีที่แล้ว

    i love your vids so much TT

  • @ngndnd
    @ngndnd ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i thought the thumbnail was one of those movie recap channels lmao

  • @rayek0
    @rayek0 ปีที่แล้ว

    Omg u two look majesticcc

  • @mariakiremitci4036
    @mariakiremitci4036 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ooh shoot 2 reminds me of the cover album Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge by my Chemical Romance

  • @4CATZZ1
    @4CATZZ1 ปีที่แล้ว

    I LOVED THIS VIDEO SM

  • @Kinne2002
    @Kinne2002 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Was this posted somewhere else? Because I could've swore I seen this before. Maybe I'm just Trippin but I could've sworn I've seen this before.😂😂😂

  • @hellacooook
    @hellacooook ปีที่แล้ว

    American breakfast with a gun. Duh. Lol that grandma is a real G

  • @iuv4enzo
    @iuv4enzo ปีที่แล้ว +1

    'omg cute gay couple' real

  • @snow_6969
    @snow_6969 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    this is amazing !! i have a small passion for modeling and i absoulutely love how u can chase your dreams. i actually wish i can do the same.. its just how strict my parents are and they dont even knw that i like modeling. even if i tried to say it, they probably wouldn't agree because they think hip dips are ugly and that their not fit for a model. yea.. that's why your vids are so inspirational to me !` i honestly adore your love for modeling and i hope that i can do it too‼💙💙🤞🏻🫶🏻

    • @cheyshell312
      @cheyshell312 ปีที่แล้ว

      I RELATE!! But you just gotta stay strong and when we move out we can start testing the waters of the modeling industry and when we make money we can prove our parents wrong >:) LOVE YOU

  • @Vwolf-qn7ow
    @Vwolf-qn7ow 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Gorgeous ❤

  • @saltytearsofsoap8997
    @saltytearsofsoap8997 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    3:13 what in the matrix

  • @sorakadoll
    @sorakadoll ปีที่แล้ว +1

    GIRL U PLAY LEAGUE ur my fav ytber now :D (im an addict too.......)

  • @staeriix
    @staeriix ปีที่แล้ว

    love the vibes

  • @eoaneu
    @eoaneu ปีที่แล้ว +1

    idk why but u remind me of life is strange 2 sm 😭

  • @haruyokoijulia
    @haruyokoijulia ปีที่แล้ว

    wooow i love the shoots

  • @willieryan8339
    @willieryan8339 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Gurl you Slayyyyyyyyyyy ❤

  • @xoxo733
    @xoxo733 ปีที่แล้ว

    omg iyan ilysm

  • @nardowick2895
    @nardowick2895 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Your so pretty

  • @spidermanindiaofficial
    @spidermanindiaofficial 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    HELP THE CICADAS SCREECHING 😭😭😭

  • @뉸뉴냔냐-i6h
    @뉸뉴냔냐-i6h 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    언니가 영상 많이 못본사이에 구독자 완죤 많이 늘었네~~^♡^

  • @Truth444
    @Truth444 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    What's your skincare??

  • @sunshinevalley0
    @sunshinevalley0 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    How old is she does any one know ?

    • @chika143
      @chika143 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      i think around 18@@Tiktoks_4yooouu

  • @maelieduclos-phan3782
    @maelieduclos-phan3782 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I loved playing league with you I hope we can play together another time ❤️

  • @re1nrem
    @re1nrem 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I WANT TO BE A MODEL LİKE U ❤

  • @baldemalisbaldemalis9001
    @baldemalisbaldemalis9001 ปีที่แล้ว

    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

  • @Chez09s
    @Chez09s ปีที่แล้ว

    Yayy💗

  • @savbrekker
    @savbrekker ปีที่แล้ว +2

    IS THE THUMBNAIL MCR

    • @padisleiero
      @padisleiero ปีที่แล้ว +1

      THATS WHAAT I WAS THINKING BRO

  • @ArmyflameGenz
    @ArmyflameGenz ปีที่แล้ว

    Video logs are good yours is

  • @sadumae
    @sadumae ปีที่แล้ว +1

    8:45 WHAT IS THAT TOP YOURE WEARING PLEASE

    • @sadumae
      @sadumae ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I FOUND IT

  • @Happydaisyflower.3
    @Happydaisyflower.3 ปีที่แล้ว

    wish i was tall too like 5'7-5'10 so badly 🤣

  • @D3ed_
    @D3ed_ ปีที่แล้ว

    YOUR VOICE 😍

  • @dumpking_
    @dumpking_ ปีที่แล้ว +1

    mcr reference let's go

  • @Kailz
    @Kailz 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    0:05 who is the guy?

  • @itz_trippi
    @itz_trippi ปีที่แล้ว

    Wheres my league mention 🤔

  • @Bochnik_Loaf
    @Bochnik_Loaf ปีที่แล้ว

    Yee yee

  • @PatrickSustarsic
    @PatrickSustarsic ปีที่แล้ว

    Girl your nails were stained for weeks from that fake blood 😂😂😂💀💀

  • @yurimsblunt
    @yurimsblunt ปีที่แล้ว

    Earlyyyy

  • @D3ed_
    @D3ed_ ปีที่แล้ว

    Suits on girls 🫦😍

  • @officialhikikomori
    @officialhikikomori 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    today was the day i learnt that your channel name is pronounced virus and not veerse

  • @xoxo733
    @xoxo733 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    hi iyan its my bday can u pls like

  • @apriltong3688
    @apriltong3688 ปีที่แล้ว

    not league of legends LMAO

  • @hotjockmakallister
    @hotjockmakallister ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Three cheers for sweet revenge by my chemical romance album cover