I'm an ENFP 😬🙌 One of my fave quotes 👇 "In the Body of Christ, I am the spleen. Nobody really knows what I do...but everybody knows I do it really well!" 😂🙏
I am like the a*****e. Underappreciated, somewhat maligned, but boy do I know how to get rid of stuff we don't need around, and everybody knows they'd be in trouble without me. :D
God has given me words...linked together on paper to describe my love of our Lord Jesus. The Spirit is inspiring me to share; so far, many have been moved to read the end result. It took me forever to share, I turned a deaf ear...but now, I'm bolder, more confident, the LORD is beside me, within me!, every step of the way. ✝️ 🤲🏼🕊
Recognizing one’s spiritual blessing from God, while being passionate to learn about its privilege and adapting to work towards using those effectively helps get better in life and closer to God.
I’m a cantor at our parish and people have asked me many times before to join big singing contests. Although I’ve won school singing competitions before but for some reason the only reason I’ll keep on singing for is God that’s why I’ve remained a cantor for a long time. And every time I sing at mass,before it starts, I always pray to God to make me His instrument and that I would be able to use my voice so that people would be able to feel His love more during the Holy Mass. I love hearing people say after mass that they’ve felt God’s love through my voice than hearing people say compliments about my voice alone.
I love it when God sends me “serendipitous” messages through videos and readings. He sent me 2+ today through this clip. Thanks for allowing the Holy Spirit work through you and Ascension Presents. Blessings upon your work!
YAASSSS! Be bold in asking! This is my favorite topic in Youth Ministry and Young Adult Ministry to discuss. Someone much wiser than I once told me that we as Catholics don't need to climb a Himilayan Mountain to meet the bearded man sitting cross legged and ask him, "What is the meaning of Life?" This person told me it's simply three things: 1. Discover your gifts. 2. Fully develop your gifts. 3. Share your gifts with those around you. This is how God intended us to fulfill His promises.
God bless you sister. I just finished watching my practice of my favorite sport and I've been wandering for quite some time on how can I claim it and use it to glorify God. I open TH-cam and your content came first to me and I just cried inside and realized how much God has blessed me. So thanks so much to God and to you for helping me understand my gifts so clearly. Wow God is really amazing! 🙌
One of the members in our church group recently asked whether we could share "if we have discovered the gifts God has given us?" at our next meeting. The discovery of your video is sooo timely for us to discuss! God is sooo good! Thanks for sharing and inspiration. May God bless you abundantly for all the good work you're doing for Him!
I believe strongly that everyone has a talent. Whether it's being a song artist or a regular artist or singing in the choir or being a athlete. Well I have a talent myself and that is preaching the Holy Rosary. Just like Saint Dominic, I too want to emulate his lifestyle.
I’m publishing a weekly TH-cam video on episodes from the life of Don Bosco, entitled ST JOHN BOSCO by JOE ZAMMIT. In this series I’m narrating events and miracles from the splendid life of Don Bosco. St John Bosco used to perform a miracle almost every day, through the intercession of Mary Help of Christians. From the lives of saints we can learn how to love God more and draw closer to him. Thank you
Wow you have an amazing group of friends.❤️ I pray to be surrounded by God loving people so that I could find encouragement. I feel one of my gifts are encouraging people but I need to seek encouragmnet myself through videos and scripture but it would be nice to have a circle of people that also are true followers of God.
I want to cry. My whole life I have been passionate about storytelling and art and when I was younger the two gifts I have have been that Im a good writer(to the effect of being able to put forth a convincing letter to have the courts allow my mother back into the country) and a good artist(its something I can do almost effortlessly). And my parents have discouraged me my entire life to not pursue these gifts to the fullest and I dont know whether to feel frustrated or elated. I need prayer
I need to spend real time with God. People have said; I'm encouraging, i am fun to be around. I'm helpful,and emotional empathic. I'm crated - I sing well and play keyboard sometimes.
Please be careful with yoga, I’m an ex occultist - yoga is explicit Hindu worship, it is an intrinsically spiritual practice, I only tell you from experience, practicing yoga can put your soul in extreme danger, for you and your families spiritual life, not trying to scare you, just discern the spirits - God bless
There's a bit of controversy as to how useful the Myers-Briggs Personality Test's is in practice (because its validity and reliability are kind of questionable), but the Big Five Personality Test is really well supported and very easy to use and understand. I find it's a great tool when trying to learn more about myself and the charisms God has given me. Loved the video! You're doing great work; keep it up! God bless!
I really love gymnastics although quit 6 months ago because it was to much for my body and my back hurt really bad doing it (because I have scoliosis and didn’t know), I miss it and want to go back, but I also love doing things for animals, and I started playing piano last semester of 6th grade (I’m going into 8th) I found out that I’m really good at piano but I don’t do it often. And now I’m stuck to know what my gift is
So thankful for this video!! Last two weeks of OCIA are on Gifts and Vocations 🥰 This video is a fantastic introduction to get us started in our conversation!
I love TRUTH!especially on my faith& catholic church I get upset hearing untruths! About the CATHOLIC faith & church & our PRIESTS ,ABORTION,marriage etc So I tell people the truth! (Hence my name!)
I’m publishing a weekly TH-cam video on episodes from the life of Don Bosco, entitled ST JOHN BOSCO by JOE ZAMMIT. In this series I’m narrating events and miracles from the splendid life of Don Bosco. St John Bosco used to perform a miracle almost every day, through the intercession of Mary Help of Christians. From the lives of saints we can learn how to love God more and draw closer to him. Thank you
Took that spirituality test, and I have low faith lol. I must have answered wrong. leadership high? not really... so the results surprised me. I think the questions weren't quite lined up with the outcomes. But praise God something, I really love taking these things and checking out where I am at....fortunately for me, I won't be my judge.
My birthday is in October, and my baptism day is in March because I was baptized in 1997 at age 11 on Easter Sunday. I have taken the Strength Finders from Clifton and the Spiritual Gifts finder both. Learner, developer, strategist, Responsibility were some of the traits mentioned for me in the Clifton; in the spiritual gifts, I got Mercy, Faith, and helps. The thing about mercy was how it centered on social justice causes. I have been drawn to law and legal proceedings in the past, but I have never been much of a lawyer. Revealing my real face has also terrified me because someone could make fun of how I look, and I want to look good for the camera.
Hi, Mari. I love ❤️ Jesus, but I am sad all the time. I have mixed diagnoses and have bipolar I. I wish to rise above it and cling to God. Please help me. Thank you ☺️
Eye-opener. I didn't know that you can ask for gifts. Also, lol, you are so real :-) 3:01. I enjoyed watching your video, thanks! You have an inner happiness!
This video is soooo American! Lol It's not a criticism, but just an observation from an alien living in America. The optimism, the cheerful spirit, the «let's do this!» attitude is typical of the USA.
I'm autistic with a hearing impairment. While I can usually hear people talking, it's very difficult for me to follow a video without the closed captioning because I can't process the words fast enough (by ear alone) to keep up with the speaker. Could you please add closed captioning to this, and all future videos? Thank you all so much for the great work your do for us and for God!
Respectfully, that cannot be true - perhaps true in the way the world sees gifts and talents, but in Truth , all are given gifts related to accomplishing their part in Gods plan. We must pray for God to reveal your gifts to you.
We all have gifts. Some more then others. Think of an Autistic person that is a genius for One thing in their lives. The rest is bathed in confusion. Everyone is given Gifts. Whether we know how to use them for what God Wants is another story. I don't have many gifts, and what I do have I'm not very good at using them, and I have no idea what I am suppose to use them for. They are not gifts to help me win, first prize in anything. There is a reason for us with less Gifts. I have Faith in that. Because God does nothing by accident. God Bless you.
You two aren’t serious are you? Surely you can name a gift He has given you, and even if you can’t, you must know that each person is a unique gift from God to humanity and plays a part in His plan of redemption for the world!
INTP here. I have a passion to learn but I’m too lazy to do it for long. Consequently I know something about a lot of things but not a lot about anything lol.
I once was a 50 year, professional photographer. Since I learned my human form images are sinful, I have sadly given up my love for the human form. And now I feel lost and worthless in the eyes God. 😒
For everyone who is into MBTI OR enneagram: IT is founded in occultism!! I highly recommend avoiding it!!! Do your research before recommending those things. It all comes from Jungian philosophy. It is occultism.
My passion was photography of the human form. I am now selling ALL of my photographic equipment cause I learned my passion is a Mortal Sin against God. I give up.
God has given you gifts, the devil may try to twist it and scramble it to confuse you, but the more you surrender to God, the more he will definitely show you exactly how he wants you to use what he gave you in order to bring other to him and give him glory
Ah well, lemons to lemonade. Clothes, a person's real clothes, tell interesting stories about their character. Not studio perfect, something reflective of their life. Like the difference between plein air painting and still life, or working from a photograph. I'm sure there's zillions of examples, but painting is more my interest and not photography.
Dunno how it is with photography, but fine arts painters need a foundation with figure drawing in order to represent the human form. Which was invented by God, and gives him glory merely by existing. Pornography is an obvious diabolic mutation but you know your heart and I don't presume to instruct you there.
@@fragwagon look in to Matt Frads dialogue with Jonathan Pageau, they discuss traditional iconography and they talk a lot about what your saying, you’d enjoy it
@@mcspankey4810 I did catch that! But I thank you for the suggestion. I follow Pageau too, he has an interesting take on the Renaissance. I don't agree altogether, but I understand where he's coming from.
The truth of the gospel and our relationship with Jesus is of a different magnitude to your psychology and personality tests. Your Myers Briggs personality definitions are all about self-help. There is nothing wrong with self-help but it is not what The gospel is about. Jesus moulds us like clay into a new creation. There is an element of the divine and godly in it. You can define yourself with the pre-fabricated labels that Myers Briggs provides, or maybe you could understand that you are infinitely more complex than a pop quiz, and let almighty God reveal yourself to you, through his grace and truth. Jesus says I am the way and the truth. Surely that should be good enough for us. Or does God’s ways need augmentation with pop psychology and new age hocum? Seriously stop thinking and listen. Jesus will tell you all you are and all you have ever done, just like he did to the woman at the well.
I totally agree. I took a test in the past and a lot was true but some wasn't true anymore, because God really changed me. It's just like with horoscopes you assume that's who you are and you can't change. But like you said God is molding us and I'm definitely not same person as I was 5 years ago thanks to Lord Jesus.
I asked father to help me find my gift so that I can serve for him and to share my gift and he sent me this video thank you for sharing ur wisdom 🥰❤️
I'm an INTJ :D
Love to see a fellow Catholic with a love for Myers-Briggs
I'm an ENFP 😬🙌
One of my fave quotes 👇
"In the Body of Christ, I am the spleen. Nobody really knows what I do...but everybody knows I do it really well!"
😂🙏
Me too! Where are you located?
I am like the a*****e. Underappreciated, somewhat maligned, but boy do I know how to get rid of stuff we don't need around, and everybody knows they'd be in trouble without me. :D
God gave me gifts to help people with anxiety
God has given me words...linked together on paper to describe my love of our Lord Jesus. The Spirit is inspiring me to share; so far, many have been moved to read the end result. It took me forever to share, I turned a deaf ear...but now, I'm bolder, more confident, the LORD is beside me, within me!, every step of the way. ✝️
🤲🏼🕊
amen!!!!
I'm going to try and use this to help me with my scrupulosity too-asking God to show me how he sees me and the good things about me
today’s my birthday ~ I’ve been gifted with cakes & polishes from coworkers! 😁🎂💗🎉🙏
And life from God! Hapoy Birthday!
Happy Bday God bless! :0)
Happy Birthday !👏👏👏
Happy birthday
Birthday blessings!
Recognizing one’s spiritual blessing from God, while being passionate to learn about its privilege and adapting to work towards using those effectively helps get better in life and closer to God.
How wonderful that you, Mari, wanted a good singing voice and the Lord told you you were a beautiful song!!!💞🎁💕
Love to see more Mari Pablo on Ascension presents!!! Such a good video!
This was God's message to me for the day. Thank you.
I have been praying for this channel to post more videos with Mari! Thank you! 🙏🏻
I’m a cantor at our parish and people have asked me many times before to join big singing contests. Although I’ve won school singing competitions before but for some reason the only reason I’ll keep on singing for is God that’s why I’ve remained a cantor for a long time.
And every time I sing at mass,before it starts, I always pray to God to make me His instrument and that I would be able to use my voice so that people would be able to feel His love more during the Holy Mass. I love hearing people say after mass that they’ve felt God’s love through my voice than hearing people say compliments about my voice alone.
I love it when God sends me “serendipitous” messages through videos and readings. He sent me 2+ today through this clip. Thanks for allowing the Holy Spirit work through you and Ascension Presents. Blessings upon your work!
YAASSSS! Be bold in asking! This is my favorite topic in Youth Ministry and Young Adult Ministry to discuss. Someone much wiser than I once told me that we as Catholics don't need to climb a Himilayan Mountain to meet the bearded man sitting cross legged and ask him, "What is the meaning of Life?" This person told me it's simply three things:
1. Discover your gifts.
2. Fully develop your gifts.
3. Share your gifts with those around you.
This is how God intended us to fulfill His promises.
You have a gift for explaining things!
God bless you sister. I just finished watching my practice of my favorite sport and I've been wandering for quite some time on how can I claim it and use it to glorify God. I open TH-cam and your content came first to me and I just cried inside and realized how much God has blessed me. So thanks so much to God and to you for helping me understand my gifts so clearly. Wow God is really amazing! 🙌
One of the members in our church group recently asked whether we could share "if we have discovered the gifts God has given us?" at our next meeting. The discovery of your video is sooo timely for us to discuss! God is sooo good! Thanks for sharing and inspiration. May God bless you abundantly for all the good work you're doing for Him!
I believe strongly that everyone has a talent. Whether it's being a song artist or a regular artist or singing in the choir or being a athlete. Well I have a talent myself and that is preaching the Holy Rosary. Just like Saint Dominic, I too want to emulate his lifestyle.
I’m publishing a weekly TH-cam video on episodes from the life of Don Bosco, entitled ST JOHN BOSCO by JOE ZAMMIT. In this series I’m narrating events and miracles from the splendid life of Don Bosco. St John Bosco used to perform a miracle almost every day, through the intercession of Mary Help of Christians. From the lives of saints we can learn how to love God more and draw closer to him. Thank you
Thank you, He sang thru you today and ministered to me🙏🌷
Wow you have an amazing group of friends.❤️ I pray to be surrounded by God loving people so that I could find encouragement. I feel one of my gifts are encouraging people but I need to seek encouragmnet myself through videos and scripture but it would be nice to have a circle of people that also are true followers of God.
I want to cry. My whole life I have been passionate about storytelling and art and when I was younger the two gifts I have have been that Im a good writer(to the effect of being able to put forth a convincing letter to have the courts allow my mother back into the country) and a good artist(its something I can do almost effortlessly). And my parents have discouraged me my entire life to not pursue these gifts to the fullest and I dont know whether to feel frustrated or elated. I need prayer
Very good.
God bless.
I need to spend real time with God.
People have said; I'm encouraging,
i am fun to be around. I'm helpful,and emotional empathic. I'm crated - I sing well and play keyboard sometimes.
Omg! Mari! I’m so happy to see you on here! Tell your parents I said hello!!!!
God gave me the gift to write comic books and pulp stories. Humbling to be a story teller.
Oh my goodness! Mari you rock!
YESSSSS....AMENNNN to that!!
Please, leave subtitles on, it makes much more comfortable to watch videos.
If you go up to top right hand side thr R 3 wee dots press that it will bring up a choice & subtitle can be pressed on ok
GOD Bless you always
No captions available!!😪
Thank you so much dear daughter of God! This really made me think! I am going to practice singing again to exercise my voice!
Serendipity. The right message at the right time. This is the first video of yours I've seen. I look forward to seeing more. Thank you! God bless!
Mari!!! Is that you? From Lourdes Academy!!! I remember you!!!
Please be careful with yoga, I’m an ex occultist - yoga is explicit Hindu worship, it is an intrinsically spiritual practice, I only tell you from experience, practicing yoga can put your soul in extreme danger, for you and your families spiritual life, not trying to scare you, just discern the spirits - God bless
Can you please post links to where one can take these personality /spiritual gifts tests online? Are they free?
YESSS
Thanks, Darling... 🙏🏻✨🙌🏻🥰
This was a very nice video. Thanks Mari, God bless you!!
More videos from Mari PLEASE?! 🙌💓🤗
There's a bit of controversy as to how useful the Myers-Briggs Personality Test's is in practice (because its validity and reliability are kind of questionable), but the Big Five Personality Test is really well supported and very easy to use and understand. I find it's a great tool when trying to learn more about myself and the charisms God has given me. Loved the video! You're doing great work; keep it up! God bless!
I really love gymnastics although quit 6 months ago because it was to much for my body and my back hurt really bad doing it (because I have scoliosis and didn’t know), I miss it and want to go back, but I also love doing things for animals, and I started playing piano last semester of 6th grade (I’m going into 8th) I found out that I’m really good at piano but I don’t do it often. And now I’m stuck to know what my gift is
So thankful for this video!! Last two weeks of OCIA are on Gifts and Vocations 🥰 This video is a fantastic introduction to get us started in our conversation!
I love TRUTH!especially on my faith& catholic church
I get upset hearing untruths! About the CATHOLIC faith & church & our PRIESTS ,ABORTION,marriage etc
So I tell people the truth!
(Hence my name!)
I’m publishing a weekly TH-cam video on episodes from the life of Don Bosco, entitled ST JOHN BOSCO by JOE ZAMMIT. In this series I’m narrating events and miracles from the splendid life of Don Bosco. St John Bosco used to perform a miracle almost every day, through the intercession of Mary Help of Christians. From the lives of saints we can learn how to love God more and draw closer to him. Thank you
Took that spirituality test, and I have low faith lol. I must have answered wrong. leadership high? not really... so the results surprised me. I think the questions weren't quite lined up with the outcomes. But praise God something, I really love taking these things and checking out where I am at....fortunately for me, I won't be my judge.
Maybe you weren’t answering honestly and more so what you wish you had or want to become
My birthday is in October, and my baptism day is in March because I was baptized in 1997 at age 11 on Easter Sunday. I have taken the Strength Finders from Clifton and the Spiritual Gifts finder both. Learner, developer, strategist, Responsibility were some of the traits mentioned for me in the Clifton; in the spiritual gifts, I got Mercy, Faith, and helps. The thing about mercy was how it centered on social justice causes. I have been drawn to law and legal proceedings in the past, but I have never been much of a lawyer. Revealing my real face has also terrified me because someone could make fun of how I look, and I want to look good for the camera.
Yay! Mari Pablo! :D
A fellow ENFJ! Represent! 😂
my passion is music. it's the strongest passion i have for anything in my life.
Mari, you lost a lot of weight!
Oh my friken goodnesss im an infj! That is so cool that your an enfj!
Hi, Mari. I love ❤️ Jesus, but I am sad all the time. I have mixed diagnoses and have bipolar I. I wish to rise above it and cling to God. Please help me. Thank you ☺️
I hope you feel happy today.😀
Thank you so much, Jaelyn 😊
Eye-opener. I didn't know that you can ask for gifts. Also, lol, you are so real :-) 3:01. I enjoyed watching your video, thanks!
You have an inner happiness!
Hey Mari, can you please put the tests here for some of us? Thanks! God bless
Thank you!
Thanks Mari Sol
This video is soooo American! Lol It's not a criticism, but just an observation from an alien living in America. The optimism, the cheerful spirit, the «let's do this!» attitude is typical of the USA.
Oh! I saw her at steubenville Florida!
Thank you💜
Loved this video! Mari is the best
I'm autistic with a hearing impairment. While I can usually hear people talking, it's very difficult for me to follow a video without the closed captioning because I can't process the words fast enough (by ear alone) to keep up with the speaker. Could you please add closed captioning to this, and all future videos? Thank you all so much for the great work your do for us and for God!
Aweome video I love this topic! I’m an ESFP
Hello fellow ESFP person :)
Amen! 🙏💜
Ten years and counting. I've come to conclusion I just don't have any gifts. I'm at peace with it.
@@zuzuspetals8323 you as well. Thank you.
Respectfully, that cannot be true - perhaps true in the way the world sees gifts and talents, but in Truth , all are given gifts related to accomplishing their part in Gods plan. We must pray for God to reveal your gifts to you.
We all have gifts. Some more then others. Think of an Autistic person that is a genius for One thing in their lives. The rest is bathed in confusion.
Everyone is given Gifts. Whether we know how to use them for what God Wants is another story.
I don't have many gifts, and what I do have I'm not very good at using them, and I have no idea what I am suppose to use them for.
They are not gifts to help me win, first prize in anything.
There is a reason for us with less Gifts. I have Faith in that. Because God does nothing by accident.
God Bless you.
Same. More like forty years. I guess I don't have gifts.
You two aren’t serious are you? Surely you can name a gift He has given you, and even if you can’t, you must know that each person is a unique gift from God to humanity and plays a part in His plan of redemption for the world!
Ayyy shoutout to my fellow ENFJ!
Exactly.
Would you please give us the list of tests. Thanks
Thanks. That video helped a lot !!!
ENFJ here! 🙌
INTP here. I have a passion to learn but I’m too lazy to do it for long. Consequently I know something about a lot of things but not a lot about anything lol.
Great video and Ordinary Time Green suits you!
study, learning, meditative prayer, grandchildren!, and .......?
What if you have many gifts and don’t know how to use them?
I'm ENFJ too!!
Omg! ENFJ, SAME!
ENTP. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🔥❤️🕊🥰
❤️
Great video 💜
Could you please, PLEASE, tell us the MBTI types of all the other guys??? I'm INFP btw :-)
My Meyers-Briggs type is ISFJ
INFJ 😎
Me too, Kimberly Grace ♥️
Hey do you speak spanish? I think ascension presents could reach so much more people if you also made videos in other languages.
INFP
♥️ from 🇮🇱
I once was a 50 year, professional photographer. Since I learned my human form images are sinful, I have sadly given up my love for the human form. And now I feel lost and worthless in the eyes God. 😒
INTJ
How do you know and claim your gifts?
I'm an opera singer
i've tried all these things for years, still have no idea....................
I want to be an actor and produce music.
Is she wearing an inverted crucifix around her neck? Please explain.
For everyone who is into MBTI OR enneagram: IT is founded in occultism!!
I highly recommend avoiding it!!!
Do your research before recommending those things. It all comes from Jungian philosophy. It is occultism.
INFJ
fellow INFJ here :)
INTP
INFJ here guys-what do I do 😨
My passion was photography of the human form. I am now selling ALL of my photographic equipment cause I learned my passion is a Mortal Sin against God. I give up.
God has given you gifts, the devil may try to twist it and scramble it to confuse you, but the more you surrender to God, the more he will definitely show you exactly how he wants you to use what he gave you in order to bring other to him and give him glory
Ah well, lemons to lemonade. Clothes, a person's real clothes, tell interesting stories about their character. Not studio perfect, something reflective of their life.
Like the difference between plein air painting and still life, or working from a photograph. I'm sure there's zillions of examples, but painting is more my interest and not photography.
Dunno how it is with photography, but fine arts painters need a foundation with figure drawing in order to represent the human form. Which was invented by God, and gives him glory merely by existing. Pornography is an obvious diabolic mutation but you know your heart and I don't presume to instruct you there.
@@fragwagon look in to Matt Frads dialogue with Jonathan Pageau, they discuss traditional iconography and they talk a lot about what your saying, you’d enjoy it
@@mcspankey4810 I did catch that! But I thank you for the suggestion. I follow Pageau too, he has an interesting take on the Renaissance. I don't agree altogether, but I understand where he's coming from.
The truth of the gospel and our relationship with Jesus is of a different magnitude to your psychology and personality tests. Your Myers Briggs personality definitions are all about self-help. There is nothing wrong with self-help but it is not what The gospel is about. Jesus moulds us like clay into a new creation. There is an element of the divine and godly in it. You can define yourself with the pre-fabricated labels that Myers Briggs provides, or maybe you could understand that you are infinitely more complex than a pop quiz, and let almighty God reveal yourself to you, through his grace and truth. Jesus says I am the way and the truth. Surely that should be good enough for us. Or does God’s ways need augmentation with pop psychology and new age hocum? Seriously stop thinking and listen. Jesus will tell you all you are and all you have ever done, just like he did to the woman at the well.
You speak very well
I totally agree. I took a test in the past and a lot was true but some wasn't true anymore, because God really changed me. It's just like with horoscopes you assume that's who you are and you can't change. But like you said God is molding us and I'm definitely not same person as I was 5 years ago thanks to Lord Jesus.
Infj
I have no clue what my gifts and real talents are
I may have gifts but I really don't think anybody cares.
ENFP Huehue
INFJ-T...😁
🤣🤣🤣
so many youtube videos with no CC how are u ppl going to reach out to the deaf this is so infuriating
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