dodie - If I'm Being Honest (Live Session)

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  • If I'm Being Honest, taken from the new EP Human, released January 18th! Pre-order from my official store! dodie.co
    Digital pre-order + pre save: ffm.to/dodiehuman
    Directed & Produced by
    Sammy Paul - / icoepr
    Director of Photography
    Ciaran O'Brien - / ciaranobrien
    Violin 1
    Elena Abad
    Violin 2
    Connie Chatwin
    Viola
    Raisa Zapryanova
    Cello
    Sophie English
    Gaffer
    Richard Scott
    Assistant Camera
    Rachael Hutchings
    Sound Recordist and Mixer
    Mike Woodhouse
    Editor
    Jack Howard - / jackhoward
    Colour Grade
    Ciaran O’Brien
    Special Thanks
    Dominic Spillane
    Christine Alexander
    Will Harvey
    Caleb Sibley
    Conor Cosimini
    Edith Windle
    Josh Edwards
    Shot at The Piehouse - Matchstick Theatre
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  • @milesduncan2158
    @milesduncan2158 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3873

    it took me about 2 minutes to realize that those were the legs of chairs and not an audience of long neck dinosaurs

    • @emmac5571
      @emmac5571 5 ปีที่แล้ว +97

      miles duncan this is the best thing I’ve ever read

    • @ocean6067
      @ocean6067 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      ME TOO HAHAH

    • @QueenNandoss
      @QueenNandoss 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      SAME

    • @mariannejohnson405
      @mariannejohnson405 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      this comment made my whole day 😂

    • @milesduncan2158
      @milesduncan2158 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Marianne Johnson :)

  • @chloemoriondo
    @chloemoriondo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8739

    THE BRIDGE.. THE STRINGS BEHIND YOU WITH THE “ALLLLL” I’M ON THE FLOOR

    • @wyntershaw5339
      @wyntershaw5339 5 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      got me shookieth

    • @dontyoumind524
      @dontyoumind524 5 ปีที่แล้ว +197

      fuck yes queens supporting queens

    • @stratopat
      @stratopat 5 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      Ikr we stan

    • @naomiwood4302
      @naomiwood4302 5 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      Please cover this xx love your music :))

    • @stratopat
      @stratopat 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@naomiwood4302 god yes best idea ever

  • @tessaviolet
    @tessaviolet 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5771

    I LOVE THE HOPE HAS A COST LINE. this is so solid

    • @tazlougill
      @tazlougill 5 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      You guys are legit both such inspirational woman I look up to you guys so much. X

    • @amarylily
      @amarylily 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      TaraLikesLemons IKRRRRRRRR

    • @snowpiercer8001
      @snowpiercer8001 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      We stan supporting queens

    • @memereview9803
      @memereview9803 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      R I G H T

    • @chelseykrzewina911
      @chelseykrzewina911 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Gah! Two of my favorite women on my screen at the same time?!💜

  • @gooby8748
    @gooby8748 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1518

    Guys don't forget about the wonderful work of the ladies behind her! Good job all of you, so much talent.
    *makes me salty*

    • @Polarwhisper6
      @Polarwhisper6 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Sky_pie22 Thank you for reminding us, seriously

    • @saltie5480
      @saltie5480 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Makes me *saltie*

  • @johanne2106
    @johanne2106 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1763

    every single hair on my body is standing in applause

  • @abbywolf9701
    @abbywolf9701 5 ปีที่แล้ว +822

    CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW RICH HER VOICE HAS GOTTEN CAUSE OMFG

    • @Katelijne137
      @Katelijne137 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      YES

    • @electricaftershock
      @electricaftershock 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      OKAY I WAS THINKING THAT TOO LIKE OMG

    • @recyclable7222
      @recyclable7222 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i mean dont get me wrong, ill ukulele song still makes me super happy, but holy sHiT tHiS Is AmAzInG

  • @codasinger5298
    @codasinger5298 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2352

    This is why I listen to Dodie's music. Not because I can always relate to the songs, and not because I'm a fan of her voice (Which I am), but because of this: 1:12
    You see that little smile on her face? That smile that creeps in no matter how serious she's trying to act? That smile she gets when she hears something she's been working on for months probably finally start coming together? That smile she gets when you know chills are running up and down her arms in a way that only music can make happen.
    I listen to Dodie because she loves and appreciates music in all of its glory.
    She's an incredible artist

    • @LeeeHack
      @LeeeHack 5 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      Ditto. I'm betting that just 0.2s after the video ends there was a scream of joy (maybe we'll get to see it on some behind-the-scenes later on), like we usually got on her earlier videos when a take finally got the exact form and feel that she wanted. Though looking at how far she is right now, I'm guessing that there are less and less re-takes required these days.

    • @rosabellle
      @rosabellle 5 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      this made me cry. it's the exact thing i feel but i have never been able to voice it. thank you

    • @Polarwhisper6
      @Polarwhisper6 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      I’m so glad you noticed and pointed that out. Thats so awesome on its own. I’m sure a chef feels that too when he truly creates. I hope everybody feels the same thing with whatever it is they do, but what dodie is feeling is only what you feel when your soul was designed for the thing you’re doing. so she’s feeling it at volume 11. I’m just gonna keep finding more volume 11 things.

    • @richardridings7511
      @richardridings7511 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I so totally agree with you Coda Singer.

    • @Cookie_Comment
      @Cookie_Comment 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes

  • @niku8131
    @niku8131 5 ปีที่แล้ว +154

    i'm so glad we're alive at the same time.

  • @offbeatkiki
    @offbeatkiki 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2080

    The maturity and growth displayed in this song indicates to me that we are entering a whole new era of Dodie. I'm so excited to see it.

    • @tommymonaghan1697
      @tommymonaghan1697 5 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      offbeat kiki she’s not 19 anymore. She’s become an amazing and beautifully talented woman! It shows in her songwriting as well! I absolutely adore her and I hope this EP is a massive success, and hopefully she begins to be taken seriously in the mainstream music scene! I love her so much!

    • @victoriap.3394
      @victoriap.3394 5 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      Yeah at first I was a little sad that she was retiring the cute ukulele music but I’m honestly really liking her new stuff

    • @natattacc99
      @natattacc99 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      People evolve and it's beautiful :')

    • @No-bf8tq
      @No-bf8tq 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      victoria p. I don’t think she will retire with the uke, I just think it will show up less.

    • @imjande
      @imjande 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      gaaaaaah me too :')

  • @amygdala9679
    @amygdala9679 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1772

    I love these "old dodie" vibes: long hair, keyboard right in front of the camera and self-taught piano playing.
    Now she is supported by other instruments and of course she's supported by a lot more people than for example 4 years ago but she's still the same human.

    • @ICOEPR
      @ICOEPR 5 ปีที่แล้ว +203

      Yesssss, that’s exactly what we were going for!

    • @brycryfry
      @brycryfry 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      damn, that is a good comparison

    • @oliviana2838
      @oliviana2838 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Beautifully said

    • @lookwhosinsideagain3489
      @lookwhosinsideagain3489 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    • @enucxus
      @enucxus 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      True..

  • @jadenm8406
    @jadenm8406 5 ปีที่แล้ว +596

    i know she said she “almost vomited” when hitting that high note, but honestly its so flawless you cant even tell!

    • @rachelmara434
      @rachelmara434 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      jaden wait what happened?

    • @emmaottenhof7065
      @emmaottenhof7065 5 ปีที่แล้ว +87

      @@rachelmara434 She said in an interview that during the high note in this video there was a hair in her mouth that she almost choked on lol :)

    • @alicef1507
      @alicef1507 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Emma Ottenhof which interview was that? and lol typical of dodie

    • @emmaottenhof7065
      @emmaottenhof7065 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@alicef1507 haha i know right... i think it was this interview metro.co.uk/2018/11/11/dodie-nearly-vomited-while-hitting-the-high-note-in-new-song-if-im-being-honest-8126831/

    • @alicef1507
      @alicef1507 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@emmaottenhof7065 thank you so much!!

  • @Marticore
    @Marticore 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2209

    Holy crap, Dodie, you are really developing as an artist. It's easy to tell that you're truly passionate about music and you just become better and better with every song. Light. Clear. Innovative. Oh yes, I actually *could* love this!

  • @annaforsyth1667
    @annaforsyth1667 5 ปีที่แล้ว +524

    this is the type of song that's on the john lewis Christmas ad

    • @melancholycreature7541
      @melancholycreature7541 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Anna Forsyth omg imagine if!

    • @KateToid
      @KateToid 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Anna Forsyth was literally about to comment this

    • @Somersbysnoreband
      @Somersbysnoreband 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      maybe because parts of it are almost straight from the song 'Sleigh ride'

    • @ashmiller8543
      @ashmiller8543 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      OMG YOU'RE RIGHT

    • @flowerpot0911
      @flowerpot0911 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Somersbysnoreband what?

  • @sarah-qj2kx
    @sarah-qj2kx 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2109

    Sometimes I wonder where dodie keeps all our wigs

    • @gooby8748
      @gooby8748 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Lmao me too.
      me too

    • @DamielouShavelle
      @DamielouShavelle 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      sarah lol

    • @abbyj963
      @abbyj963 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      She’s got a collection

    • @elvie2230
      @elvie2230 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Maybe she secretly wears them....
      😁

    • @moldyoranges5655
      @moldyoranges5655 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I wheezed

  • @myleo
    @myleo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +831

    i think i might actually stan

  • @victoriachough5227
    @victoriachough5227 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2823

    L Y R I C S:
    I was told this is where
    I would start loving myself.
    Flirting's delicious,
    proved to be beneficial for mental health.
    All of my best bits pulled forward,
    collected, displayed.
    But sadly I just think
    that I was disgusting today.
    You blew me up like a big balloon, far too soon.
    I'm left a stuttering teen.
    How did I get here?
    It's all so quick and I feel sick,
    red pushing down on the green.
    Could you love this?
    Will this one be right?
    Well if I'm being honest,
    I'm hoping it might.
    Could you love this?
    Did you plan to fall?
    Well if I'm being honest,
    oh, I bet it's not that at all.
    Hope has a cost,
    keeping all fingers crossed
    and held tight.
    But I look idiotic
    with my limbs all knotted,
    it don't feel right.
    Surely you're sick of me,
    and I think you like how I plead.
    But I have a hunch,
    that that's all you wanted from me.
    You blew me up like a big balloon, far too soon.
    Holding my breath makes me choke.
    How did I get here?
    It's all so quick and I feel sick,
    I'm used to being a joke.
    Could you love this?
    Will this one be right?
    Well if I'm being honest,
    I'm hoping it might.
    Could you love this?
    Did you plan to fall?
    Well if I'm being honest,
    oh, I bet it's not that at all.
    all x4 (with some nice riffs)
    Could you love this?
    Will this one be right?
    Well if I'm being honest,
    I'm hoping it might.
    Could you love this?
    Did you plan to fall?
    Well if I'm being honest, (this line only) x3
    oh I bet it's not that
    at all.

    • @LiveDanceLovePeace
      @LiveDanceLovePeace 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      victoriachough thanks

    • @arteinighters
      @arteinighters 5 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      first time i watched it I thought it was nice
      second time i payed attention to the lyrics, thanks for posting them btw and now I am feeling too much

    • @victoriachough5227
      @victoriachough5227 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Artei yea I was doing the same! I wanted to listen while looking at the lyrics but no one had done it yet

    • @havhelten3825
      @havhelten3825 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      bless you

    • @Biamazing
      @Biamazing 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      "all x4 (with some nice riffs) "
      couldn't help but agree XD

  • @schmoyoho
    @schmoyoho 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2252

    when i see wide screen on youtube i know THINGS ARE GETTING REAL
    but joking aside, this song/performance is magical, the vocals woven with keyboard & strings made me feel like i was floating on a warm and cozy cumulus cloud, 10/10 will watch again

    • @doddleoddle
      @doddleoddle  5 ปีที่แล้ว +78

      omg! Friend!!! Thank you!!

    • @seignee
      @seignee 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      omg I love all of you

    • @raspberrytaegi
      @raspberrytaegi 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      OH HEY SCHMOYOHO

    • @clarahowson2911
      @clarahowson2911 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      You are both so talented!!!!!

    • @Terragiggles
      @Terragiggles 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Letterboxing means business

  • @amelieneil1386
    @amelieneil1386 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1245

    Verse 1]
    I was told this is where I will start loving myself
    Flirting's delicious; proved to be beneficial for mental health
    All of my best bits pulled forward, collected, displayed
    Sadly I just think that I was disgusting, today
    [Pre-Chorus]
    You blew me up like a big balloon far too soon
    I'm left a stuttering teen
    How did I get here? It's all so quick, and I feel sick
    Red pushing down on the green
    [Chorus]
    Could you love this? Will this one be right?
    Well if I'm being honest, I'm hoping it might
    Could you love this? Did you plan to fall?
    Well if I'm being honest, oh I bet it's not that at all
    [Verse 2]
    Hope has a cost: keeping all fingers crossed and held tight
    But I look idiotic, with my limbs all knotted. It don't feel right
    Truly you've shaken me, and I think you like how I plead
    And I have a hunch that that's all you wanted from me
    [Pre-Chorus]
    You blew me up like a big balloon far too soon
    Holding my breath makes me choke
    How did I get here? It's all so quick, and I feel sick
    I’m used to being a joke
    [Chorus]
    Could you love this? Will this one be right?
    Well if I'm being honest, I'm hoping it might
    Could you love this? Did you plan to fall?
    Well if I'm being honest, oh I bet it's not that at all
    [Bridge]
    All
    All
    All
    All
    [Chorus]
    Could you love this? Will this one be right?
    Well if I'm being honest, I'm hoping that it might
    Could you love this? Did you plan to fall?
    Well if I'm being honest
    If I’m being honest
    Well if I’m being honest
    Oh, I bet it's not that at all.

    • @evalucia9192
      @evalucia9192 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Amelie Neil THANK YOU MAH QUEEN.

    • @johnrembo1585
      @johnrembo1585 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      i wanna ask, why did she wrote 'it don't feel right' ? is it gramatically correct? what does the word 'it' refers to? thank you in advance

    • @allisondsouza8886
      @allisondsouza8886 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Tysm💞

    • @catbra1n
      @catbra1n 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Bless

    • @amelieneil1386
      @amelieneil1386 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      soy kinda draws ty 😂❤️

  • @samhaas1021
    @samhaas1021 5 ปีที่แล้ว +782

    so uhhhhh when are you signing the contract with disney to be a disney princess

    • @brainnandheart
      @brainnandheart 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      LMAO GOOD QUESTION

    • @tmuller9905
      @tmuller9905 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Nah... She's too good for Disney.
      Also, Disney only likes love songs.

  • @skyelandess3435
    @skyelandess3435 5 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    to me this song is about trying to love yourself after a long time of self doubt, like wondering if you could every truly be happy with yourself
    disclaimer: songs are different for everyone! this is just my interpretation

  • @saschaduffy7229
    @saschaduffy7229 5 ปีที่แล้ว +120

    This sounds like it's from a musical, I'm in love.

    • @hattie4315
      @hattie4315 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      ah! I was thinking the same!!

  • @speckofdignity2487
    @speckofdignity2487 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1955

    It’s incredible how a song that probably means something very specific to the person who wrote it can be interpreted in so many different ways based on who is listening to it. For example: I feel as though I can relate to this song, even though I’m aromantic, the bit that says “I don’t think that’s it” (or something along those lines) makes it feel as though dodie meant that she wasn’t understanding love at all, when really I doubt that’s what she was intending. Music is so powerful, because power can also be in the eye (well, ear) of the beholder

    • @molly5545
      @molly5545 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Oh my GOODNESS I was just looking at the lyrics and thinking the exact same!! Nice to know someone else has seen it in the same way as me 😊

    • @doddleoddle
      @doddleoddle  5 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    • @idkman4328
      @idkman4328 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Aromantic bud! 💚

    • @taniani884
      @taniani884 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Skylar Green when someone experiences little to no romantic attraction

    • @kmurph2451
      @kmurph2451 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That is all one can do is interperet. You aren't really listening to her at all, only yourself. 😉

  • @fancychic911
    @fancychic911 5 ปีที่แล้ว +181

    I tried to play this song in the background as I’m doing homework but I couldn’t help but stop and watch. Everything about this song, from the strings that sound like their all dancing together in swirls of sound to Dodie’s voice demanded my sole attention. Truly beautiful.

  • @penninelegacy8935
    @penninelegacy8935 5 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    Those lyrics ❤
    "Hope has a cost, keeping all fingers crossed and held tight
    But I look idiotic, with my limbs all knotted, it don't feel right"

  • @lauramae2306
    @lauramae2306 5 ปีที่แล้ว +421

    the strings in this song feel like someones plucking at my own heartstrings 💗

  • @elijah2516
    @elijah2516 5 ปีที่แล้ว +296

    I feel like this song is about someone with very low self confidence and self worth, and feels insecure about the relationship they’re in. They’re worried that they are romanticizing the relationship and making it out to be more than it actually is, perhaps because they have done so before.

    • @laurathomas4824
      @laurathomas4824 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      That's definitely a way to take it, but to me, it seems like instead of being in a relationship, they're on a first date with someone. They're sitting there, trying to present themselves in the best light possible, wondering if they're even worth the other person's attention and love, praying that there's enough good parts of them to outweigh the difficult ones. But, ain't it wonderful that music is objective and anyone can take anything they want from this?

    • @elijah2516
      @elijah2516 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Your Mom Honestly!! I love interpretive music,, it makes it more personal and beautiful :)

    • @laurathomas4824
      @laurathomas4824 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@elijah2516 if you think about it, any song can be like that. Music is subjective, even to the writer. If an artist writes a song about a breakup and says that it's about a breakup, you can still think it's about anything you want because it's all about what you think it's about.

  • @StatelineSportsPod
    @StatelineSportsPod 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Just found her on TH-cam. She's a rare British artist who actually keeps her accent when she sings

  • @mikaylanicole2855
    @mikaylanicole2855 5 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    looking at all the comments about people's personal stories makes me realize how truly powerful music is
    like it's something that made you feel something so strongly that you HAD to share it and honestly it's one of the most amazing things in this world

  • @Nothing20011
    @Nothing20011 5 ปีที่แล้ว +137

    Also anyone think that the chairs upside down look like dinosaurs 🦕😂

    • @Musiconwings
      @Musiconwings 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      G. Mauger I didn’t even know they were chairs until this comment omg 😂

    • @5i3y4
      @5i3y4 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      G. Mauger i thought they were ostriches

  • @ellieshepherd3289
    @ellieshepherd3289 5 ปีที่แล้ว +180

    Dodie oh my god you’re glowing

    • @Sophie-vb1hk
      @Sophie-vb1hk 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Elle Shepherd perhaps it’s because she’s an angel

    • @doddleoddle
      @doddleoddle  5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      THANK U

    • @ellieshepherd3289
      @ellieshepherd3289 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      doddleoddle I can’t believe you noticed me I don’t know how to react I love you. I’ve been watching you since the original “she” vid and I’m so proud of you

  • @kaia.grassyee4388
    @kaia.grassyee4388 5 ปีที่แล้ว +138

    Why is everything that Sammy touches either the weirdest, most hilarious and random thing ever made or the most beautiful heart wrenching video that makes me feel like laying on the ground and just crying for a good three hours,,

  • @Katie-zt8lt
    @Katie-zt8lt 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    The strings behind "could you love this" are KILLING ME!!! I love this song so much I want to eat it

  • @SammieSpeaks
    @SammieSpeaks 5 ปีที่แล้ว +515

    YAS 👏🏻THIS 👏🏻IS 👏🏻SO👏🏻GOOD👏🏻

    • @itsnotrainer
      @itsnotrainer 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      SammieSpeaks sammie!

  • @hannahsmynameIG
    @hannahsmynameIG 5 ปีที่แล้ว +383

    When you announced the title, it reminded me of "would you be so kind". A kind of crushy song, but this is like WYBSK's sophisticated older sister. WYBSK is almost just pleading for love, but not real love, like a childhood crush. IIBH is saying I know I'm flawed, and this probably won't work out, but I'd like to try. ITS JUST SO SOPHISTICATED AND RICH AND I LOVE IT

    • @troymonger-levin1659
      @troymonger-levin1659 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Mag wish just

    • @confusedbug6211
      @confusedbug6211 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      My head just exploded

    • @kayloix
      @kayloix 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      couldn’t have said it any better sister 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

    • @melododie
      @melododie 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      WOW. You are one smart bean.

  • @snowpiercer8001
    @snowpiercer8001 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    She is so pure. She creates the rarity of my genuine smile.

  • @edengallagher1044
    @edengallagher1044 5 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    This is hands down dodie's best release

  • @elainamarie1w
    @elainamarie1w 5 ปีที่แล้ว +373

    It’s like she takes my journals and sets them to music how does she always know exactly what I’m feeling and release a song about it

  • @Shahrae
    @Shahrae 5 ปีที่แล้ว +704

    Dodie, I can relate to this song on such a deep level... thank you.

    • @amyukulele
      @amyukulele 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Shah-Rae Weaver omg hi queen

  • @tjleeper2258
    @tjleeper2258 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I love this version of the song way more that the studio version bc there’s so much more emotion portrayed

  • @silvermoon1104
    @silvermoon1104 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    her music just keeps on getting better.

  • @emmalangmaid6675
    @emmalangmaid6675 5 ปีที่แล้ว +86

    “could youuuuuu love this” mader just start crying out of nowhere lol

  • @madisonmacleod3344
    @madisonmacleod3344 5 ปีที่แล้ว +321

    Ok but the all female string section?? S T U N N I N G

  • @skykat6489
    @skykat6489 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Actually one of the most beautiful things I've heard.

  • @bel_sz
    @bel_sz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +136

    I remember listening to this song when I was with my boyfriend. But now we broke up, so I guess he couldn't love this. 😂 Hahahaha I'm laughing and also crying

    • @bel_sz
      @bel_sz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@macymoo5337 thank you so much 💕 means a lot 😊

  • @yourfavehumanbeen9114
    @yourfavehumanbeen9114 5 ปีที่แล้ว +126

    If I’m being honest I’m getting musical theatres feels from this 💕💕💕

  • @wybersss
    @wybersss 5 ปีที่แล้ว +154

    *i am so proud of everything this lil star has done, this song is stunning*

  • @jupiter6628
    @jupiter6628 5 ปีที่แล้ว +252

    i came back to try and see when she inhaled that hair

    • @rachelmara434
      @rachelmara434 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      cait grace Wait what

    • @moldyoranges5655
      @moldyoranges5655 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey What it’s a wig joke

    • @orion_the_constellation3705
      @orion_the_constellation3705 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      @@moldyoranges5655 nah she said in an interview that she inhaled a hair before the high note and almost vomited, but she didn't and you can't tell when she inhaled the hair or that she almost vomited.

    • @sophiafay2042
      @sophiafay2042 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I think that was during her studio recording :)

  • @glencoconut
    @glencoconut 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i saw the violins and got so excited for the second chorus to start

  • @nas3487
    @nas3487 5 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    Doddie uploads
    Me: *wakes up*
    *Best time to watch, 5:03am*

    • @J3llyfishie
      @J3llyfishie 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Its 4 am rn but dodie uploaded so im not tired anymore

    • @bluepharos9748
      @bluepharos9748 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      You wake up so early OMG xD

  • @courtneyhansen9686
    @courtneyhansen9686 5 ปีที่แล้ว +514

    For more than a year, I had a heart-aching crush on one of my friends in choir. I knew it wasn’t going to happen. Besides, I was already in a happy and healthy relationship with Curtis. So I forced my feelings to the side for the sake of my sanity. But I still got butterflies in my stomach and would stutter whenever they talked to me.
    I was still just a typical teen with a crush.
    They were part of the choir trip to New York City, that happened earlier this year in April, so I got the chance to be around them and get to know them. Which hurt because I felt invisible to them, but the dreamer side of me saw hope. I would sit by the window in my hotel room with my earbuds on while Brooke lied on the bed humming and snap chatting her friends
    A song came on at that moment and I got goosebumps listening to it. It wasn’t yet professionally recorded but it was still powerful and struck my fragile heart.
    It was my song.
    That same day, Nicole and Liberty had split off our group to explore New York with their parents. So it was just me, Brooke, and our chaperone. Brooke and I had thought we should go see Battery Park and then go shopping at Strand or even Flying Tiger. We found a large group that also wanted to see Battery Park and joined them.
    They were in that group, my heart-wrenching crush. We talked and laughed with their friends, the cool kids of choir, and I was ecstatic. My hands shook and my face went red too much, but I was still excited to be with THEM.
    I was hopeful...
    The few chaperones of the large group decided to go on the ferry, which I knew would make us late, but they insisted. We waited for what felt like forever, but we finally boarded the ferry. It was freezing and windy, and i saw them happy and talking with their friends. And I felt the horrible dread in my heart that confirmed...
    I had no chance...
    They would never fall for me.
    Me, this awkward, stuttering teen.
    I cried a bit in a corner of the ferry and in the lobby while we waited for the last ferry to take us back. After the ferry dropped us off, we ran to the nearest subway, I was right we were going to be late and already were. My subway pass wouldn’t work and I struggled to get past the gate, I finally got past and rushed to catch up with the group. On my way to catch up, there was some stunning subway art and I went to pull my camera out of my pocket. My numb hands slipped and I dropped my camera on the tile. I stopped and went to pick it up. There was a huge crack down the middle and it refused to turn on. I screamed a little in frustration and proceeded to cry, this was the worst day yet. (yes, I’m dramatic, I KNOW)
    Brooke saw me in my state of distress and rubbed my arms trying to sooth my pain. But my heart hurt too much, I didn’t know how to move on. Brooke handed me her phone and asked if I wanted to listen to something, I nodded and typed in the song and put it on loop.
    I sat on the subway train with tears slipping down my face as dodie’s voice flooded my ears:
    “Could you love this? Will this one be right?
    Well if I'm being honest, I'm hoping that it might
    Could you love this? Did you plan to fall?
    Well if I'm being honest
    If I’m being honest
    Well if I’m being honest
    Oh, I bet it's not that at all”
    I never told them, I never told anyone about why I was crying, what I was truly mourning.
    I was mourning having a crush and having far too much of an expectation about it.
    I was mourning them.
    ~~~
    Thank you dodie for such a lovely song, it means a lot to me and I cry every time I hear it.
    Thank you
    Cheers~

    • @sarahzeiber3047
      @sarahzeiber3047 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Hugs and love to you sweetheart 💙

    • @RoseK444
      @RoseK444 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      ahh this is so sad

    • @lydiamack4609
      @lydiamack4609 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      This is so beautiful. Thank you for sharing.

    • @doddleoddle
      @doddleoddle  5 ปีที่แล้ว +97

      omg. Thank you so much for sharing this

    • @fin7907
      @fin7907 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Katrina Jann Forman chills??

  • @amaurylittlemo3244
    @amaurylittlemo3244 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Her composing skills are growing and it's beautiful to watch

  • @sofiaolivas9340
    @sofiaolivas9340 5 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    Dodie have we met in a different life? Because I feel like I've told you all my problems

  • @heydebee
    @heydebee 5 ปีที่แล้ว +117

    WHEN I THINK YOU CAN'T POSSIBLY GET BETTER YOU DO THIS

  • @Jade-ec3nt
    @Jade-ec3nt 5 ปีที่แล้ว +149

    man, dodie really likes strings

    • @alysha5093
      @alysha5093 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Yeah and She will have strings

    • @JustabitofEmz
      @JustabitofEmz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      bc strings is the best section of the orchestra 😉 (i'm not biased at all as a violinist...)

    • @alysha5093
      @alysha5093 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Justsbitof Emz sure and they also create a mood for the entire song

    • @gingerbv1343
      @gingerbv1343 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i can see why

    • @roseo4498
      @roseo4498 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      so do I maybe that's why we get along so well -a shit cello player

  • @brynnagrace-
    @brynnagrace- 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I had this playing while I was cleaning up in my room and I turn around to see my leopard gecko soothed in his terrarium with his eyes closed smiling.

  • @caitlyn1656
    @caitlyn1656 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i can’t believe this was already three years ago, this feels like it could’ve been a few months ago. and it’s almost the EP’s birthday (as well as my birthday) on the 18th!

  • @olsikowa
    @olsikowa 5 ปีที่แล้ว +748

    Goosebumps all over my body.

  • @firstnamelastname-du6gv
    @firstnamelastname-du6gv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    it’s crazy how even after listening to dodie for so long she still continues to amaze me

  • @gabyramirez6027
    @gabyramirez6027 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I KEEP COMING BACK ITS SO GOOD

  • @tinyfreckle
    @tinyfreckle 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    DAMN THOSE ACOUSTICS THO

  • @inactiveaccount4398
    @inactiveaccount4398 5 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    playing this on loop for the rest of my life

  • @discoclauwn5209
    @discoclauwn5209 5 ปีที่แล้ว +144

    3 seconds in and it´s already the most beautiful song I´ve ever heard.

    • @ray2724
      @ray2724 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      michaels in my bathroom THE ECHO, I LOVE

  • @athenaaasrelics
    @athenaaasrelics 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    i amlost cried because of how of a masterpiece this was... EVERY INSTRUMENT AND EVERY SECOND just made me feel more alive. I have been blessed, thank you dodie for being who you are

  • @omarelnakkadi5718
    @omarelnakkadi5718 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    encore. i feel myself, in this song.

  • @bookmilla8616
    @bookmilla8616 5 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    Time to learn the lyrics by listening to it on repeat

  • @groundybeef
    @groundybeef 5 ปีที่แล้ว +190

    this sounds like it’s straight from la la land

    • @AC-yx5cr
      @AC-yx5cr 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      *jotai hauskaa* lol watch it be in the next la la land they make.. if they make it

    • @relaxolotl788
      @relaxolotl788 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I can imagine it being in a new broadway production

    • @madiblair5208
      @madiblair5208 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Cara Pierce yes!! It could totally be a Broadway song!!

  • @zanetaosullivan1875
    @zanetaosullivan1875 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Hi dodie! I own two budgies called Merlo and Max and whenever i play your music they both sing and make happy clicking noises. love your stuff!

  • @anastasiaklimashevskaya3298
    @anastasiaklimashevskaya3298 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    i cried, it's too beautiful.

  • @RachelZeglerLovesHugs
    @RachelZeglerLovesHugs 5 ปีที่แล้ว +426

    I don't think I have ever related to a song more. Thank you so much for sharing your soul with us, dodie. We love you. We could love this.

    • @maisy7285
      @maisy7285 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Couldn’t agree more!

    • @laurazorzini
      @laurazorzini 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Rachel I love your voice!! I'm a great fan of your art :) Lots of love

    • @RachelZeglerLovesHugs
      @RachelZeglerLovesHugs 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@laurazorzini thank you so much; i love you.

    • @rileyfecsko1011
      @rileyfecsko1011 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Funny seeing you here

    • @julianarose6719
      @julianarose6719 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      oh hello

  • @a-1605
    @a-1605 5 ปีที่แล้ว +127

    She takes all this sadness and transforms it into art and it never fails me to give me hope. That’s why I love her so much.

  • @goretti3528
    @goretti3528 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I imagine this song being played in a Disney Princess movie. It's very whimsical sounding and just so beautiful

  • @oniria4276
    @oniria4276 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I still cannot believe this exists, dodie, your career is at its peak.

  • @katieisnotoriginal
    @katieisnotoriginal 5 ปีที่แล้ว +498

    Hey Dodes, just a heads up -you need to change the first line in the description (it says this is Human (the song))

  • @hannahbecxa
    @hannahbecxa 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1695

    It seems like this song was made for me _(of course it wasn't, but sometimes there are songs that you just vibe with so much it feels like it was made for you)_ I already know this will be the song I'll play on the ride to school, earbuds in, in my puffy coat, head lying up against the window, humming along happily because I love to hum along to songs, happy or sad. I've replayed this about 15 times, it's just so incredible.

    • @Lanasmelodies
      @Lanasmelodies 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I mean, I can not speak for anyone else but when sharing stories and music or any other variety of art, what makes it so special and just so I don't know how to say it but bonding, is how it is cared for, listened to and can even add so much to a person hearing or just experiencing(/going through the motions of) the personal and honest feelings, struggles and thoughts. What I'm trying to say, is that the way you experience/treasure this//a song and that it can add so beautifully to your feelings (I'm sorry, I hope this makes some sort of sense). The art and how it is perceived and appreciated/treasured/much it means to//by others or in this case you or me etc (in my opinion) adds so much to the magic of art. Sometimes you just feel and whatever the reason or something might be, I think it is so beautiful and and even magical to be able to share and connect with eachother trough music.
      I hope you have a wonderful day & remember to take care of yourself ♡
      I hope this made any sort of sense to you, all love.

    • @speckofdignity2487
      @speckofdignity2487 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Hannah Lou - This is one of the most relatable comments ever

    • @hannahbecxa
      @hannahbecxa 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Lanasmelodies It made total sense

    • @rahullovesthepayne8690
      @rahullovesthepayne8690 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This is literally gonna be me tomorrow.
      Since my exams start tomorrow, I need that musical therapy.

    • @esmeesun5838
      @esmeesun5838 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hannah Lou I think it was made for you. When artists make music they usually make it for people who feel this way about it💕

  • @zoeilieff8056
    @zoeilieff8056 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    IM CRYING AHHHG 😭😭😭

  • @gracejohnston1930
    @gracejohnston1930 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    this made me cry ahhhhh I can't even...THE BRIDGE OH THE BRIDGE

  • @aleksandrakopka1457
    @aleksandrakopka1457 5 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    oh my i'm gonna cry

  • @jamilla8588
    @jamilla8588 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    I'm getting such musical-theatre vibes from this song and i love it its so beautiful and emotional

  • @Lanasmelodies
    @Lanasmelodies 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    These comments are so beautiful, I'm so happy to be part of this amazing community. I love you all endlessly & hope you're treating yourself well. You are so worth it. ♡

  • @dhaonrisemlan
    @dhaonrisemlan 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Could YOUUU LOOOOVE THIS? Yes honey, I can. You are killing it!

  • @SophiaWilson
    @SophiaWilson 5 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    *The ad waiting for the video to start was the longest 10 seconds of my life*

    • @unknown7821
      @unknown7821 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      HOLY SHIT MURDER THE AD

    • @vivsgm7538
      @vivsgm7538 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      If I'm being honest...
      I watch the whole thing only to support my favorite TH-camrs.

  • @EmmaRasmusson
    @EmmaRasmusson 5 ปีที่แล้ว +251

    I WASN’T READY FOR THAT LAST ”all” TO BE SO BEAUTIFUL I GOT MAD CHILLD

  • @limpwnzone
    @limpwnzone 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Dodie’s done it again,
    And I’m again in tears.

  • @leeohla
    @leeohla 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    i cant believe i finally got to hear this one! been replaying the one at the gig before and this one just makes me want to smash the replay button!

  • @zellaine196
    @zellaine196 5 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I’m getting musical theatre vibes from this performance it’s so beautiful

  • @rachelarrigo3377
    @rachelarrigo3377 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    My cat is obsessed with your music. Anytime I play it he just stares at it and he gets all excited.

  • @meredithwinford1795
    @meredithwinford1795 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I think the cutest part of this song is Dodie's little trill on "Holding my breath makes ME choke"

  • @tazlougill
    @tazlougill 5 ปีที่แล้ว +128

    This sounds like an amazing backing track for a John Lewis advert!
    The strings
    Your voice
    Wow.

    • @sarahtodd8802
      @sarahtodd8802 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      TaraLikesLemons omg you’re so write about the john lewis advert thing, i could totally see this as the music for next years ad!!!

    • @bunny221
      @bunny221 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You are? Do you mean your?

    • @lexirey430
      @lexirey430 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Shriya Srimushnam uh no, it’s not

    • @amyrussell4136
      @amyrussell4136 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I WAS THINKING THE EXACT SAME THINT

    • @lexirey430
      @lexirey430 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Shriya Srimushnam oh lmao

  • @eleanor2600
    @eleanor2600 5 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    well if i'm being honest i'm kinda obsessed with this

  • @feliciaspahn829
    @feliciaspahn829 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    When a song is filled with so much emotion and you just... forget to breathe.

  • @cxmquxt4203
    @cxmquxt4203 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I really love this, the gentle plucking of the violins in the background just makes it more calming, you're so talented! 💗

  • @Claire-wq7yv
    @Claire-wq7yv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +239

    This is going to get stuck in my head during school. DODIE IT'S *BEAUTIFUL* I HAVE NO WORDS

  • @mythics102
    @mythics102 5 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    im ugly crying in the middle of my uni hallway 😭😭

    • @peekabooink
      @peekabooink 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I was bawling in the car with my family and was trying really hard to hide it. I ended up telling them that something was in my eye 😭😭.

  • @kaycornish35
    @kaycornish35 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    literally everything about this (and dodie) is perfect

  • @lexih8142
    @lexih8142 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i listen to this when i have anxiety and anxiety attacks and for some reason it helps me get over it so thanks for that

  • @sunshinemusic9876
    @sunshinemusic9876 5 ปีที่แล้ว +503

    OMG this girl, this voice, the black&white, the venue! PURE PERFECTION ❤️ Goosebumps!
    I wish youa great day and I wanna recommend you another cool chill out song for your playlist: Benedict Ammann - The Rules
    This song always cheers me up so I wanted to share it with you :)

    • @liviciabattery
      @liviciabattery 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Adriana Lombardi YEAH IT’S AMAZING

    • @kohlinoor
      @kohlinoor 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks for the recommendation (and the good vibes)

  • @papybara6376
    @papybara6376 5 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    and there she goes, dodie, outdoing herself again

  • @marin-nf4uo
    @marin-nf4uo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’ve listened to this so many times and it still gives me chills. Will definitely always be one of my favorites.

  • @salamilidaintgonfit7576
    @salamilidaintgonfit7576 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Such an adhd/rsd mood, honestly thank you dodie for putting this into words!

  • @luluhasleftthechat5911
    @luluhasleftthechat5911 5 ปีที่แล้ว +367

    How can I go to your concert with my mom if I’m definitely going to hurl on the floor crying?

    • @annarawlins6057
      @annarawlins6057 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      True tho, when I went I was fully sobbing

    • @roseo4498
      @roseo4498 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      you won't be able you'll be caught by all the people around you also holy shit I saw her and she's so amazing

    • @luluhasleftthechat5911
      @luluhasleftthechat5911 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      summmerose Anna Rawlins shit I better be warning my mum

    • @lydiaroxburgh5655
      @lydiaroxburgh5655 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same lmao

    • @facedown8069
      @facedown8069 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Lulu Brendlinson FUN STORY when I went to see dodie I did ACTUALLY hurl on the floor and had to be carried over the barricades by some guards and sat in the medical room for the whole show