“Telephones” Vacations (Slowed & Reverb)

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  • @Shiro_891
    @Shiro_891 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1012

    Dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
    You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you.I know you can do this.

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +67

      Wow. Thank you so much for that bro

    • @siddharthtokshiya6677
      @siddharthtokshiya6677 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Thank you so much

    • @azaniee
      @azaniee 2 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      you made me cry lmao ily dude have a good day or night

    • @blastname2
      @blastname2 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      i love you.

    • @nguyenlethaonhu6585
      @nguyenlethaonhu6585 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      i am crying bro

  • @unbothered2427
    @unbothered2427 2 ปีที่แล้ว +244

    This song feels like falling in love with a ghost or falling for someone you know you’re going to lose or is going to disappear someday soon…like a dreamy sort of hopelessness…love u for posting this tho

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      You’re welcome

    • @marioaguirre4749
      @marioaguirre4749 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      exactly what I'm in :/

    • @harleyfigueroa4959
      @harleyfigueroa4959 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Man you just explain what I've been through this year.

    • @Hello-be7ob
      @Hello-be7ob 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Bro this is exactly what I'm going through

    • @Yygrizz
      @Yygrizz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@marioaguirre4749 same my heart is brokennnn

  • @valenk8991
    @valenk8991 3 ปีที่แล้ว +245

    Rise with the morning
    You call to me
    My thoughts are crawling
    You're all I see
    I wish I could live without you
    But you're a part of me
    Wherever I go
    You'll always be next to me
    Fall into the night
    As I gaze into you
    Shine so bright
    It's all I do
    I wish I could live without you
    But you're a part of me

  • @jaimerotger2763
    @jaimerotger2763 3 ปีที่แล้ว +102

    Feels like a song for the numb and I love it

  • @Stevevisuals
    @Stevevisuals ปีที่แล้ว +65

    One quote that has always helped me during hard times was the saying “This too, shall pass” ❤️

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  ปีที่แล้ว +4

      It always does ❤️

    • @lutencoconstantin7820
      @lutencoconstantin7820 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      In the song context, its depressing af

    • @hasanmaharoof
      @hasanmaharoof หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Please, please I want it to pass. So so bad.

  • @HellspawnDoll
    @HellspawnDoll 2 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    This song brings back so many childhood memories for me, everytime i hear it I just cant help but think about how much happier I was then. I always get sad because I know I'll never get to relive those times and feel the happiness I felt in those moments, Sometimes when I think back on these i get trapped in my own mind wishing i could go back to those times, but deep down I know ill never feel that same happiness again.

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I be feeling the same way sometimes

    • @Madakza
      @Madakza ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Real

    • @guilhermethevines5656
      @guilhermethevines5656 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Give it to your children, props you feel great to make core memories together

  • @thedude1072
    @thedude1072 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    Gonna make this comment short and sweet. I started listening to Telephones a lot when I was in love with this girl at college. She and I were really good friends, she would always be sweet and supportive. Well a year goes by and she no longer texts me or follows me on insta, we barely talk and what keeps me at ease with this is that I didn’t do anything bad or negative towards her. She just stopped caring I guess. Well, a friend of mine tells me she’s getting married and that he’s going to her wedding. I’m happy for her and well…..it’s hard to enjoy this song while remembering the good times I’ve had with her. Anyways, thanks for this edit, it’s absolutely amazing. Such a good song from Vacations as well.

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      There’s a person for everyone

    • @whereyomomat9366
      @whereyomomat9366 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I felt that man same happen to me like we were doing good and then she just said I don’t want you no more stop texting me

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@whereyomomat9366 heartbreak sucks

    • @caiebkrieg
      @caiebkrieg ปีที่แล้ว +1

      dude i feel. im fairly young to fall in love, but i just know it cant last past summer. it sucks thinking about all the potential you had and all the memories that follow you, even just sitting with them and talking will stick with you forever

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  ปีที่แล้ว

      It’s gonna get better. Even if it hurts

  • @PhilosopherKing161
    @PhilosopherKing161 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I’m 25 right now I definitely listen to this song during the night and whenever I do I just get so reflective about about life during and before the pandemic and how much I wasted my time being mostly at home with no such relationship with anyone. So it’s a comforting song despite how much it evokes a sentimental feeling of melancholy and peace.

  • @ALaughingWolf2188
    @ALaughingWolf2188 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    I’m sitting in my room after having done nothing all summer, this song gives off the feeling of having wasted all that time, but it does also make me think that I didn’t put summer entirely to vein, I made some good friends and memories this summer, I just wish I could go out there and experience it, this song has a mix of melancholy and bittersweetness in it, it’s a perfect description of what this feeling is like…

  • @pandaaaa7584
    @pandaaaa7584 3 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    I really needed this. My mind has been off for a while now

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You okay?

    • @itami0-1
      @itami0-1 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      i wonder if they are okay now

  • @michaelduran2711
    @michaelduran2711 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Man I hit 25 today just memories flooding in life is hitting. We ain't getting younger. I just wish i can rewind to those simple times. Crazy being raised with my little brother and now hes out on his own. I was hanging out with him on our family vacation. Kinda crazy that hes out on his own ain't living with us. Just crazy how we even have our own paths to follow. Makes me reminisce a lot wish I can go back in time and be young again stress free. Don't gotta worry about anything. Life sure has it's rides.

  • @mr.mercury4247
    @mr.mercury4247 2 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    It's been 10 months and I'm still not over her. Last night I was up till 4am thinking about her. She's a ghost that haunts me now.

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      It’s gonna get better. Trust me

    • @jayhz4673
      @jayhz4673 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Feel your pain

    • @mr.mercury4247
      @mr.mercury4247 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@jayhz4673 this was 5 months ago bro, and I can tell you the shit gets better. Love yourself bruh and everything will fall into place.

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@mr.mercury4247 I’m glad things got better for u

    • @travesty2897
      @travesty2897 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i feel bro

  • @NguyenDat-u7x
    @NguyenDat-u7x หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Im really appreciate this, cried while listening to this, I missed her so bad...

  • @Sick_twisted_goon
    @Sick_twisted_goon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +858

    I really do wish I could live with out her

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  3 ปีที่แล้ว +108

      It will get better

    • @레에-y2h
      @레에-y2h 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Me too pal me too

    • @Sick_twisted_goon
      @Sick_twisted_goon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +83

      PEOPLE LIKING IT AND MAKING ME COME BACK TO THIS SAD ASS SONG PLS NOOOOO

    • @레에-y2h
      @레에-y2h 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@Sick_twisted_goon sorry lol

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@Sick_twisted_goon 😂 😂 😂 man getting famous off of a comment

  • @JaretKim
    @JaretKim 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    This song is fire! Listen to this one when studying...

  • @myrasanchez93
    @myrasanchez93 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    This song reminds me of feeling a loss for something I didn’t really have. Like having someone who wasn’t really there for you but you longed for.

  • @lovissssssssssssss
    @lovissssssssssssss 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I'm Brazilian, I don't speak fluent English but I learned to sing this song because I love it so much.

  • @anox2.027
    @anox2.027 3 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    I realy love this version of the song:]
    keep it up!

  • @BlazeAndTrain
    @BlazeAndTrain ปีที่แล้ว +19

    This song reminds me that I'm slowly becoming more like an adult with little to no sleep, shifts almost everyday, college assignments hitting me everyday, and I'm not even out of high school yet. Everyday I realize one day I'll lose the freedom of a kid and get a dose of reality. I'm already going through a lot but once I hit that age of adulthood... I'm going to start questioning if I should just give up.

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It’s gonna be hard but it’s gonna be worth it and ur gonna enjoy it

    • @justaguy8548
      @justaguy8548 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Please never give up! What you do will pay back! As long as you push forward! May God bless you and all of us. I wish you and all of us all the best. AMEN. 🙏❤✝️

    • @BlazeAndTrain
      @BlazeAndTrain 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

      ​@@justaguy8548 Hey! Thank you for that! Just to let you know it all worked out. I just finished my associates degree and I'm now an adult. While I understand that I lost my freedom as a kid, I understand now that it's ok. There is a time when all the work I've been doing will play a role.

  • @Shiro_891
    @Shiro_891 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I literally love you bro I've been through so much it's nice to lay back and listen to this song well I maybe tear up in and out but I'm ight

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      First time I got a comment like this. Thanks for the support

    • @lilphrog2655
      @lilphrog2655 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same this song helps me sm

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      That’s good. I always hope to help someone

  • @yoshweeper799
    @yoshweeper799 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    They weren’t lying, it’s getting better

  • @mzyst4r
    @mzyst4r 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    this song brings back so many memories im sobbing

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I hope it’s good ones

  • @michaelsivan184
    @michaelsivan184 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    crazy what falling in love does to a person

  • @MasonGraham-s2r
    @MasonGraham-s2r 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    always gotta go to this song whenever i’m feeling down

  • @LuckyXCX
    @LuckyXCX 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    This song makes me imagine myself chilling & sittin on a beach with a hut and palm tree during sunset hour with a good drink in my hand

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I’m glad that you’re enjoying it

    • @LuckyXCX
      @LuckyXCX 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@kidblack1 yeah it’s nicely done

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@LuckyXCX thank you, that means a lot

  • @haze_639i5
    @haze_639i5 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    best song to listen to while tripping ;)

  • @BobbyMaler-fy6wh
    @BobbyMaler-fy6wh 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Theres this girl Ive been admiring. Shes so pretty, her skin is so smooth, her hair is like silk, her eyes sparkle and shes soo smart. I ran cross country with her and she said shes doing track too. I want to know her better. This song makes me think of her.

  • @_e._.
    @_e._. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    my biggest flex rn is that i met the lead singer of this band and had coffe with him. but i didnt even know it was him at the time tbh smh

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Wow. You’re so lucky 🍀

    • @ok-qs4yr
      @ok-qs4yr 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      thats so cool

    • @jeremiah_the_godlife3729
      @jeremiah_the_godlife3729 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      He’s a cool dude from what I’ve seen, that’s awesome!

    • @amircruz6819
      @amircruz6819 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      bro they had a concert and i had the chance to meet them and stuff but i couldnt go im still salty about it

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That sucks

  • @unbothered2427
    @unbothered2427 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you so much for this

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you for the comment

  • @flozzy1626
    @flozzy1626 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    so good bro

  • @losts0ul267
    @losts0ul267 2 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    Esta canción se la dediqué a mi novio el primer día que nos vimos luego de 2 años y medio siendo solo amigos y sin vernos
    Desde hace 5 meses somos pareja y la verdad an sido los mejores 5 meses de toda mi vida y me siento como la persona más afortunada por tenerlo a mi lado
    Lo amo

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Eso es bueno

    • @mhmmm8758
      @mhmmm8758 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Felicidades

    • @mhmmm8758
      @mhmmm8758 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      espero sigan mucho más juntos y sus vidas mejores como no tienen idea

    • @taironhunter6478
      @taironhunter6478 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@marcosramalho6163 broder, si lo dices por estar solo no te preocupes y aprovecha ese tiempo para desarrollarte y conocerte mejor, creéme, no te darás ni cuenta y ya estarás flechado nuevamente XD
      en mi caso estoy todo solo pero la esperanza no se pierde :')

    • @tomasgarces5512
      @tomasgarces5512 ปีที่แล้ว

      me alegra mucho, espero que sigan así

  • @mistaorange
    @mistaorange 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    one day, you're gonna feel pain, and thats okay. Humans are meant to feel pain, but it will just brush off. And dont say that your life is terrible just because you dont have a girlfriend, stop thinking like that. Just remember, if anybody doesnt love you just remember god does. He will always love you no matter what.

  • @barrybeers3995
    @barrybeers3995 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    i feel like an empty husk and this song perfectly embodies that feeling

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m glad that u was able to find a song to describe what u are feeling but I hope everything gets better

  • @jesseg4908
    @jesseg4908 2 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    Why do I constantly have the urge to completely disconnect from everyone but don’t want to abandon people I care about

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I feel the same way sometimes

  • @manidahpaupiah5619
    @manidahpaupiah5619 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Reading stories and listening to vacations ❤

  • @lostdestinyx
    @lostdestinyx 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    dang man, i miss 2021

  • @eoghanchisolm346
    @eoghanchisolm346 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Just wanna say to the uploader that taking your time to check on people in the comments is the sweetest thing. Hope your doing well

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Thank you. I am

    • @marioaguirre4749
      @marioaguirre4749 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ​​@@kidblack1 thank u, ur amazing and what u do is much appreciated

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@marioaguirre4749 thank you so much. I really put a lot into these videos so that means a lot

  • @dimitrischristodoulelis5283
    @dimitrischristodoulelis5283 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    God music and cars are the only things that keep me alive rn...

  • @AzHDaZH
    @AzHDaZH 22 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Here in new years who with me alone? 😢

    • @2heell
      @2heell 10 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      I feel sorry for us

  • @blizora
    @blizora 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Rip Juice. Thank you for saving me. You're forever with us. Miss you dearly 999. 🖤

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I miss him too. Gone way too sone

  • @purplekid0776
    @purplekid0776 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    0:15 insert scream from dark souls

  • @aceburrito68682
    @aceburrito68682 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    the song talks about a telephone addiction and it makes so much sense

  • @travesty2897
    @travesty2897 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i love her so much i dont want her to go away

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It’s gonna be okay. Because if it’s meant to be it’ll be

    • @travesty2897
      @travesty2897 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kidblack1o it wont its like we were meant to be but it didnt happen 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Dang man that really sucks. But chances are you’ll find someone better and look back on this and be like “I’m glad I moved on”

  • @assist9355
    @assist9355 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Wow nice💕

  • @zhafirzaini6665
    @zhafirzaini6665 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    im always having the constant fear and anxiety that she will leave me one day. I know its a a terrible way of thinking but I really love her with all my heart and I just don’t want to repeat the cycle all over again and lose someone who means so dearly to me. No matter how much she reassures me I cant stop but have that bad thought at the back of my head each day. I really wish I can stop being dumb and have this thought to not affect our relationship.

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It’s gonna be okay no matter what happens

  • @JayV300
    @JayV300 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    i didnt know i was missing out on such peak😔

  • @santrenho12383
    @santrenho12383 28 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    this is the type of song everyone can agree hits at 2am

  • @notthatbelt4497
    @notthatbelt4497 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I know this cringe but this songs reminds me of early childhood. Hanging with friends after school. Hopping on og fortnite. Not a care in the world . When life was simplistic and just about having fun

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Back in 2017/2018 life was good

  • @Isaiasjr2244
    @Isaiasjr2244 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    This song reminded me of her I loved her so fucking much. She meant everything to me seeing her made me so happy and felt so lucky being with her felt like a dream com true since I’ve liked her since 5th grade sadly, she broke up since she didn’t feel like we were compatible I miss her I miss the memories we had the love and affection she gave me but I’m also glad I’m free finally because when she left me I felt freedom from worrying since slowly over time she stopped showing me affection and I asked her why and she told me she was stressed ffom school and she took a break but I would always send her a snap reminding her to eat and drink water throughout spring break she took a break and gosh I hoped the next week she would be better and show me attention but sadly stuff were just worse she ignored me the Monday after spring break ended I tried looking for her when school ended but she was gone and I texted her but she told me she wanted to talk the next day my friends told me to break up a while ago but I didn’t I still had hope because she said she loved me but I was blind but at the moment she told me that I knew I was done for so I just accepted it it was inevitable and I couldn’t do anything besides accept it and move on it hurt letting go of her bc I was worried of seeing her happy with some other person but I also feel better since I don’t have to worry about that anymore but I just miss the memories of love and affection she gave me her beautiful face and smile that made my day edit: this song now reminds me of her even more since I truly do wish I could live without her

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It gets better

    • @Isaiasjr2244
      @Isaiasjr2244 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kidblack1 thx bro

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Isaiasjr2244 you’re welcome

    • @Nostra.-.
      @Nostra.-. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Did it got better?

    • @Isaiasjr2244
      @Isaiasjr2244 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Nostra.-. yeah it did, thanks for asking bro I’m over her :)

  • @randomchannel5216
    @randomchannel5216 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    While most think of their ex’s and people they’ve lost, it reminds me more of the numbness. I got everything I wanted, and it still means nothing. I’d give anything to feel that feeling again, I feel emotionally numb. I only cry when I get severe anxiety now.

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      U probably tried of hearing this but it gets better, it’s just slow

    • @randomchannel5216
      @randomchannel5216 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kidblack1 my respect to you for responding, thank you. It helps alot

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@randomchannel5216 thank you. I like listening to other people problems, I also like talking to people so I don’t mind responding

  • @dripdip13-wn4fb
    @dripdip13-wn4fb 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    this song is so good, but it also reminds me that I'm kinda alone

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Same

  • @athinouleto
    @athinouleto ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I was listening this song, when my dad announced me that he was leaving to move in the city where he was born, as my parents hadnt been together for 10 years and my dad wanted to be near me. Last day of summer i was listening this song with him in the car, and we were crying together, because the dau after that, i was returning to my city. I miss him so much and all the great memories i spent with him. I love him so much

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It’s gonna get better because when u get a car u can go whenever u want

    • @athinouleto
      @athinouleto ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @kidblack1 thank you so much for answering me it means a lot ❤️❤️

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@athinouleto of course especially when I can somewhat understand what ur going through

  • @ODIN-_
    @ODIN-_ 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Estou aqui dia 21 de janeiro as 02:00 da manhã de uma segunda-feira torrando uma carteira de Malboro e ouvindo essa linda música, pensando e refletindo na vida e tentando curar aquilo que me fere diariamente....

  • @alessandro1168
    @alessandro1168 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The gif is perfect for this song, I don't know why but it fits so well

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you. That’s what I try to do

  • @Dxnze
    @Dxnze 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is really nostalgic 😞coming from a person who just recently graduated too it sucks

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Congratulations on graduating

    • @Dxnze
      @Dxnze 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kidblack1 thx 🫱🏾‍🫲🏻

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Dxnze you’re welcome

    • @Hello-be7ob
      @Hello-be7ob 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm jealous of you cause I probably wo t get the chance to graduate but I'll try

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Hello-be7ob Keep trying. U might just surprise ur self

  • @TheOneWhoLeftit4030
    @TheOneWhoLeftit4030 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Love is a feeling i can just let go, but everytime i let it go, i lost a piece of myself and who i am, each love letting go is losing a part of yourself

  • @PIMPPHXDES
    @PIMPPHXDES 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this song quite literally tosses me into the abyss

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Is that good or bad?

    • @PIMPPHXDES
      @PIMPPHXDES 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@kidblack1 why not both

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@PIMPPHXDES i guess it could be like a feeling of nothingness, so not good or bad

  • @bobby_is.papa123
    @bobby_is.papa123 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    how do i get over her... Its a never ending loop for 3 months feeling the same way over and over. I want to forget and know i shouldnt take her back. But all i want is her back

  • @josephwhite1107
    @josephwhite1107 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Sometimes I wish I could go to sleep forever life can get a little hard at times

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Life’s not a straight line. It’s bound to change

    • @yu-gi-broke8823
      @yu-gi-broke8823 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same. The desire to not exist is something that is increasingly getting more and more prevalent inside my mind. I don't want to k*ll myself, but I wouldn't mind not waking up ever again next morning

  • @syuxuackerman6619
    @syuxuackerman6619 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this song always reminds me of her, I miss her :(

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      You gonna get through this

    • @thandergd
      @thandergd ปีที่แล้ว

      has it gotten better man? are you over her now?

  • @MasonGraham-s2r
    @MasonGraham-s2r 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

    song feels like the feeling of giving up or loosing someone

  • @mathiaswolfleg5677
    @mathiaswolfleg5677 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    “Just sometimes, sometimes it’s best to leave well enough alone. 😌” - Earl whitehorse

  • @Corporate_Fraud-11
    @Corporate_Fraud-11 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Healing takes times, don’t sweat it

  • @bbyboo-nr
    @bbyboo-nr 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    i wish i could live without you but you're a part of me.... wherever i go, you'll always be next to me. and i hope the us in the other worlds and universes made it, even if we couldn't make it here in this one. i'll miss you for life

  • @RocksEnt
    @RocksEnt 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I was living to get by.. now i want to live.

  • @helpflu
    @helpflu ปีที่แล้ว +22

    she don’t like me huh

  • @colorblide9499
    @colorblide9499 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Good bro

  • @Aiden-x9n
    @Aiden-x9n หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    “You dropped the soap”
    “You stepped on the roach”
    “You’ll fear the ghost”
    “Now you pay the price”
    Rest in peace beloved John”Soap”Mactavish😞

  • @Zulu_Squad_Mr.Kindom
    @Zulu_Squad_Mr.Kindom 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I am regrets thing that i did in the past, the second week of september i had my first depression for guilty and regrets for action i did in the past years, i had only my girlfriend for talking about my situation, i she's the only who really understand me, i don't wanna lost her, in every moment, even after my death, i don't wanna lost her...

  • @EmilPeterson-y9l
    @EmilPeterson-y9l หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This uhm. Kinda projects the time I was the most happiest right in front of me while I sit in my room at 2am pitch black staring into the darkness. Like I’m actually feeling what I was feeling back then. But don’t have anymore.

  • @TwilightStar007
    @TwilightStar007 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I cant fucking accept that she will moved on i fucking love her with my whole life but she dont anymore she didnt text me, sit with me, walk with me, talk with me, like she broke my heart when she move on. Idfc if ppl say "then stop caring her or loving her" i just cant bcs shes the most beautiful women i saw in my life and i cant stop caring and loving her with my whole life.

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m sorry that happened to you and Ik u probably tried of hearing this but it’s gonna get better. Slowly but surely

  • @pqnic-taxxin
    @pqnic-taxxin 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I can't wake up in the morning without thinking about her i can't go to sleep without thinking about her. I just want all of the memories of her gone.

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I feel u but just keep going, it’s gets better

  • @MultiSweener
    @MultiSweener 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    No song ever made had brought her back .

  • @chuurrito6528
    @chuurrito6528 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I miss him so much

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It’s gonna be all right

  • @kevinh1297
    @kevinh1297 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    tomorrow is one of the most important days of my life and im just hearing this song a littlebit sad without knowing how to feel good

  • @wind_swept
    @wind_swept 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    man, i miss my friends..

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me too man but hopefully we will make some more

    • @wind_swept
      @wind_swept 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kidblack1 One of mine replied back, finally. It's like a miracle, I'm so happy she isn't mad at me after all that's happened..

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@wind_swept that’s good. I hope y’all have fun if y’all end up hanging out

  • @rope6538
    @rope6538 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    real shit i feel like i’ve hit rock bottom and every time im getting better and i have hope that things will be okay, it all turns to shit and i haven’t had real real comfort im tired of hearing i have so mcuh more of my life to live and people will miss me i just don’t know, i feel so close to giving in and a part of me is scared

    • @rope6538
      @rope6538 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      i feel stupid for typing this i bet no one’s still active in here

    • @rope6538
      @rope6538 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      im sorry

    • @bigbannana9088
      @bigbannana9088 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      This is how I feel ngl

  • @steveee1750
    @steveee1750 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    this song is weirdly sad. I kept getting this imagination about me and her being together

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I never thought it was sad until I saw most of these comments

    • @steveee1750
      @steveee1750 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kidblack1 especially when its a slowed version, bruh

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@steveee1750 even then, I thought it was just a chill song

  • @mylildanielius08
    @mylildanielius08 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    If she breaks up with me I’m done.

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      There’s 5 billion women on the planet so u shouldn’t trip over one

    • @bloxy7899
      @bloxy7899 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Did she?

    • @vibesmusicaslegendadas9551
      @vibesmusicaslegendadas9551 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      É cara... vc tá ferrado

    • @JettasDDGJettasDDG
      @JettasDDGJettasDDG 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@kidblack1 and those 5 billion women will only leave u

  • @RyanLivesForGodAlways
    @RyanLivesForGodAlways 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +21

    God loves you! Jesus is King! and read the Bible! Amen!

    • @Vivacristoreyamen
      @Vivacristoreyamen 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I love you Jesus :"]✝️❤️‍🔥

  • @Ricks_edits
    @Ricks_edits ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I was listening to this while playing basketball lol 🏀 😂

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  ปีที่แล้ว

      I hoped u enjoyed it

    • @Ricks_edits
      @Ricks_edits ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kidblack1 I loved it

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Ricks_edits good

  • @JarretWhite
    @JarretWhite 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    No problem guys. I love y'all and always remember that you're alive for a reason. You guys might think I'm stupid but really. I love y'all as always and won't forget this moment. I apologize to you guys because I feel so random as I type my message. But a friendly reminder here is that you guys are the best. :)

  • @yungericsnow1227
    @yungericsnow1227 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    rise with the morning

  • @lilaanne9524
    @lilaanne9524 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i’m doing okay, em. psychically at least. my leg is still in recovery. my heart is too. except when it comes to my heart, i don’t have any hope for it. i will never forget what it was like. waking up, unable to move. and just seeing you. laying there. the worried voices surrounded me, and then the wails of your loved ones as they found you. your dad running over. the police surrounded me, taking me into the ambulance, but all i wanted to do was run over to you. i can’t recover after that. everytime i close my eyes i see it all over again. i’m not living, i’m just existing. and i’m not sure if i even wanna do that anymore. but i have to. for you, for my mom. i really do have hope for you. you’re gonna wake up. you’re gonna get through this. i love you, and i’m sorry if this was my fault. he tells me i don’t know how to use the crosswalk right, and that’s why we got hit. everyone seems to have moved on, after all it was 3 weeks ago. but i can’t. i never will. why am i the one who woke up and not you? it’s just not fair. sorry to anyone who read this - i def should not be writing this here 😭

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      If you need someone to talk to I’m here

    • @user-lp2bk7sd8w
      @user-lp2bk7sd8w 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Lets keep up 💖 It will get better it cant get worse right?

  • @yu-gi-broke8823
    @yu-gi-broke8823 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    What Wouldn't I give to be able to live without her

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It really sucks sometimes

  • @vxlture2028
    @vxlture2028 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    To be honest m scared to lose her I just her "best friend" but in my heart I wanna be with her my whole life she's the only girl my eyes are on I don't care what happen to me all I care is for her to be okay

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      You gotta put yourself first sometimes

    • @vxlture2028
      @vxlture2028 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@kidblack1 yeah thanks

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@vxlture2028 you’re welcome

  • @adryns
    @adryns 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I hope you guys can vibe to this song and not be sad over it. It’s better when you’re happy.

  • @manueldeez9001
    @manueldeez9001 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Im not anyones priority im tolerated but not wanted. I just want them to love me the way they love everyone else

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel you man, but that’s gonna change one day. Just wait and see

    • @marioaguirre4749
      @marioaguirre4749 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      right :/

  • @georgeg6562
    @georgeg6562 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    In the end she really needs you and you need her

  • @jakekhan1724
    @jakekhan1724 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I wish I could have her I would treat her right be a faithful boyfriend and never cheat and give all the attention but ig people don’t want that

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You’ll have that one day

  • @okmax
    @okmax 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Soon this comment will be 5 years old

  • @vennwave2
    @vennwave2 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Where is the video of the boombox from? I recognize it as the cover for Background Radiation by HOME.

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m not sure. I found the gif on Google

  • @Quietmeme
    @Quietmeme 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    "...heh! what ever happens,happens..."

  • @jesseipuri9489
    @jesseipuri9489 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    there i am in my story
    just on my bed sitting in a apartment and just staring at the wall , thinking to my self

  • @Retep842
    @Retep842 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I’m not good enough for anyone. It doesn’t matter how kind, how caring, how loving I am, everyone just leaves. I sometimes wonder if anyone would care if I was gone, last night I almost drowned myself in my bathtub because it seemed like a way out. I hate being me, I’m so alone and I’m simply just not enough for anyone.

  • @RecognitionOfDreams
    @RecognitionOfDreams 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    egg and cheese sandwich 😔✊

  • @TheCameraman___
    @TheCameraman___ ปีที่แล้ว +1

    “I wish things were different… but it weren’t us who changed”

  • @BATMAN01-sn9ld
    @BATMAN01-sn9ld 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    SO MANY GOOD STORIES IN COMMENTS NGL
    DAMN THERE ARE SO MANY SUFFRING

  • @LucasTafur-m5h
    @LucasTafur-m5h 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    love

  • @not_youraveragejoe
    @not_youraveragejoe 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    God I miss him. For some reason that I'm not aware of. He cheated on me, and I was the one to leave him, but I want to go back. All I can remember is the way that we used to look at each other. It was as though I could see literal hearts in his eyes like a fucking cartoon. His eyes. They're gorgeous. I miss being able to stare into them. I miss stopping in the middle of my sentences because I got distracted by them. I miss sacrificing my grades and fights with my parents to go to every single one of his volleyball games. For us to make stupid faces and sign language for "I love you" from across the court. To think of the amount of time that was just wasted thinking about him. How much he still crosses my mind is making me go insane. How much it hurts for me to see him every day in the halls and pretend like I never knew him, and that I never told him any of my secrets, that I never told him every single detail of my life. It's unbelievable. I miss the way he would text me 5 minutes after I went home from school, thinking that he missed me too. I miss keeping a tally mark of how many times we made eye contact in class. I miss his smile. I miss his laugh. I miss him. I miss him so much.

    • @kidblack1
      @kidblack1  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Wow. I went through something like that before but it gets easier