CAN WE DISCUSS MOOSE’S PRESENCE NEAR A PERSON GOING THROUGH AN ENERGY READING AND EXPERIENCING SOME PAINFUL/DIFFICULT FEELINGS. He plopped his calm, even energy right next to you Colleen. Give him an extra pat 🥰
As a therapist, Colleen I am begging you to deal with that past trauma. Yes, it will suck in the moment and be very painful. BUT, there is so much research about physical pain and ailments as a result of unresolved trauma.
I have physical pain from a life of trauma. I was shocked she said about not talking about it! If I didn’t talk about my traumas I’d be in a very different position and the one I’m in isn’t great!
Yeah, I'm a bit unsettled by Terri saying talking about it doesn't help. It very much needs to be talked about and fully processed - especially if Colleen says she doesn't talk about it with anyone. A therapist is a safe place to do so. Then, after it's processed, there can be tools used to move forward.
Hypnotherapy can also work great. Once you are comfortable with the hypnotherapist you just open up(speaking from experience). This way, you aren’t trying to hold things in because you know it will help to let them out. If you aren’t sure what exactly hypnotherapy is, it is a type of therapy that works deeper in you subconscious to get over habits or deal with anxiety or trauma(there are other things too). Once you are “willing” to go under/hypnotized you just have to let it out. I agree with everyone else in the comments: if she doesn’t want to tell us, that is 100% ok.
Thank you! Terri seems like a very nice person but as far as I'm aware she's not a mental health professional, so I feel she should be careful about the advice she gives out on how to deal with trauma. Yes, tools and active action are important for dealing with personal issues, but so is talking. I had cognitive behaviorial therapy last year and if I hadn't spent months talking through things with my therapist, I would not have made some very important realizations about myself or made the progress I did. I do know that finding the right therapist is a very personal thing, however, and Colleen mentioned she's now looking for a new therapist. I hope she finds one that works for her.
Jakayla Melleny but you don’t know lol She didn’t say that’s why so you don’t know. It’s disrespectful to even bring up that when it’s clear it impacted her. It’s none of our business.
I don't know if this is just me but it was so cute how moose was by her like he was protecting her. Edit: Tysssssm for all the likes. This is the most likes I've gotten.
Lets be kind in the comments and not try to assume/discuss Colleen's unspoken experiences. It could be triggering for her to go back and read and also for anyone in the comments who may have had those experiences.
PeaceSeeker049 but she did...in the video....no speculations it was said in the video. This comment is for people who are insensitive enought to comment unnecessarily about it.
Guys stop making comments like “if you love your fans reply” she’s a full time mother. And has a job, like chill out! Give her some time to enjoy her life
I don't know if you read comments, but for the "victim" aspect of your reading, where you reflect on how things have been coming up for you lately that weren't generally on your mind: I personally have found that the more things I work on (in therapy, for instance), the deeper the things are that come up. It's almost as if I was unable to handle dealing with deep trauma, until other things were first sorted in my mind. It could be your body's way of telling you that you are strong enough to work on that deep trauma. Love you. Be gentle with yourself following this reading/revelation. You deserve to take time to care for yourself. Fyi, Thank you for your vlogs; they have helped me through the most difficult year of my life. You really don't know how much your work/video's help and affect your viewers. Thank you.
I know this video is about colleen, but please for the love of god, don’t start harassing her ex! We don’t know what she is talking about and automatically assuming it’s her ex is gross. The dude is starting to get in a good place. Colleen is in a good place. Let them be!
This 100%. He and his family have already suffered through death threats when they broke up, they don't need to go through that again. I feel like it's something that happened in her childhood honestly.
Amen. Honestly most of the victimizing probably comes from bullies and online trolls. She has talked multiple times about how hurtful people are and how much it has affected her. But I don't want to assume anything just like others shouldn't. People have a lot of other issues besides just romantic relationships.
She probably doesnt want to be so popular, or become commercialized. She seems like she does this to help people and not gain anything from it,so possibly going more public would take that away from her,that's my thought
caity clawson it’s 150 dollars for a psychic reading from Terry and her mediumship is a further 225 dollars - so she’s definitely gaining from it 🙈 I’m happy for Colleen if this makes her happy and gives her peace but I can’t help feeling sceptical about psychics.
I wonder if this pandemic has basically forced colleen to think about whatever trauma she went through since she's suddenly in a position where she can't just keep moving and doing all the time. Thats probably why this stuff has resurfaced and its probably a good thing.
I love how other influencers are like “I can’t create Good content without my friends/family” yet Colleen is still following social distancing rules and creating some of the best most funny content that I actually enjoy watching
I feel like you shouldn't assume what/who Colleen was talking about, bringing someone in specific I think could create more anxiety or spread false information, she clearly said she never talked about the issue or the person online so... Show some respect and don't ask for more info about the topic.
The whole singing/humming thing when she is scared or in pain is true because I remember in her giving birth to Flynn video at the beginning, she was straightening her hair and she was having a contraction and while it was going on she started humming. OMG!
I love how Moose was able to sense her energy and be next to her for comfort, I believe this is why it is always important to have pets like cats and dogs in the house, they are little guards to protect us!! 💖
When she was talking about tapping on your heart I realized when I was young and I would get anxious I was pace and tap over my heart to help me calm down. I just thought it was interesting and it would always help.
i can tell just by who you are, how you react and how your sense of humor plays out that we’ve had similar life experiences. I just turned 34 and after 2 years in therapy I recently found the strength to be honest with both myself and my therapist. It’s not something I talk about because I don’t want to feel those feelings all over again. I’ve been running from it for far too long. Forcing myself to finally deal with it has taken me to some very dark places, but as I slowly come out of those places I’m finding genuine joy and appreciation. At the end of the day you really only have, well, you. And if you were strong enough to survive it - you’re strong enough to face it. I promise, it’s worth it. Know that you did the best you could and you didn’t deserve it.
Hi Colleen. I just wanted to take a moment and give you a virtual hug. I’ve been victimized too...more than once. When I was very young I was the victim of childhood sexual abuse, and was traumatized to the degree that I had amnesia surrounding most of my childhood. Later in life I was in an abusive relationship, and developed PTSD. Having PTSD made things incredibly difficult to talk about, so I buried it deep and kept moving forward. Eventually, as other stressors came in I began having flashbacks of my childhood, and because the flashbacks were startling I found a therapist who specializes in trauma. She helped me so much, and one of the things she helped me come to terms with was that none of what happened to me was my fault, and the shame I felt belonged to them, not me. There is no shame in being victimized, and no reason to be embarrassed. I am not sharing my story with you in order to coax you into sharing your trauma with the internet. I’m sharing it to let you know that you’re not alone, and no one thinks less of you because you suffered trauma at the hands of someone who was so broken they wanted to break others. You’re beautiful, you’re worthy, and you’re loved. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
I love that Moose is by her side through the whole thing. He can feel her scared and vulnerable energy and he is there for her! Dogs are literal Angels!
Hey, Colleen! You sound a lot like me when it comes to therapy. I had a therapist that I loved, but it wasn’t doing a lot for me. Just last year, I started seeing a different therapist who does Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT). Basically, based on what’s going on or what you’re talking about, they come up with tools/solutions/a plan to help you with that aspect of my life. The therapist would go through it step by step, and I love it. For example, I was having trouble remembering to take my meds, and we went through my entire morning routine to figure out when the best time to take them would be and how to solidify that- no matter how unconventional that method may be. It’s never rocket science or complex- usually just things I would never think of on my on. Since you like having those tools that you can apply to your own life, finding someone who does CBT may be helpful.
Watching this now is bizarre. The sadness and the miscarriage, the new new career ideas and the podcast. This is wonderful, I’ve always been kinda skeptical of psychic readings etc, but this is something that is so accurate. I absolutely love and adore Colleen, I feel as thought Terry is an awesome form of therapy that isn’t necessarily traditional - awesome video, I love it x
I paused this video to do this exercise and spoke to myself, as my past self. I cried and I’ve never cried about or spoken about this before. It feels so good to get out after 20 years
Colleen you keep so busy and when you stop, the past catches up. I hope you can heal from that. I know I haven't healed, it's so hard when it's in your face or your heart everyday.
You can be scared and grateful, sad and joyful, nervous and at peace, all at once. I saw an inspirational quote to this effect and it has helped me a lot to process the strange mix of emotions I’ve been dealing with this year. It’s ok to be feeling how you are feeling; you have many things to be grateful for and joyful about, but that doesn’t mean those are the only feelings you can experience.
Colleen not talking about her past relationship were she was clearly the vulnerable part of that relationship just shows how much of an adult she is, I hope you find a therapist who will help you and you would feel comfortable talking to them about everything that's stressing you out. Love you
I feel for her so bad when she started laughing when talking about something traumatic. Those laughs just feel different. I love you so so so so much Colleen. Regardless of what you have or don't have your feelings are beyond valid. You're valid. Yes there are people who have it better or worse, but that doesn't make you any less valid. It's not a competition and I can't stand when people treat life like it is.
I love how Moose is right next to you, during the reading. Such a good boy. He's so smart, he knew when you needed comforting when you started crying. My dog does the same thing. Dogs are the best! You are incredible Colleen! Thank you for sharing your life with us.
It's the strangest thing watching someone who deserves every success and all the wonderful things they have worked so hard for struggle with the guilt of having what they have. Colleen has worked and she is so authentic and she deserves the wonderful life she has because she has created it from the ground up. Watching her beat herself up because she thinks her problems are insignificant compared to everything else in the world is heartbreaking! We all have our own challenges and struggles! No matter what life has a funny way of throwing a spanner in the works... But we're all entitled to our own journey and struggle. No guilt, no shame.
I recently got introduced to Tarot cards and I have been knowing surprising yet accurate revelations about my life through it and I feel like you also need time to internalise it, the pain, the glory, everything else. I love the timing of how you and I are growing, I related to your tarot reading which might come off a little strange to you. but Colleen, you have all the support and love from every one of us. Don't ever feel like you need to discuss something with us, don't let anyone of us make you feel down. we are here for you! we really respect you and your growth. the personal things should remain personal unless YOU want to discuss them. And take her advice, I have an intuition that Terry knows the right things for you. sending lots of love, luck, anxiety-busting hugs, and healing your way. GO COLLEEN!
Colleen! Things I've learned from my therapist this year: first, living through the pandemic is a trauma so it is bringing up other traumas, second - our brains are bringing up specific memories and traumas because it knows we are ready to deal with it. It's a sign that you have the tools you need to process it now.
This had me tearing up. I felt like somehow this message was for me I’m some way as well. Or all of us maybe. Thank you so much for posting this vulnerable moment. And thank you to Terry, for being such a loving, helpful soul.
I love how Moose is sitting with you throughout most of this video. He’s keeping you safe and looking after you because he realises you’re feeling vulnerable and sad ♥️♥️
Sending lots of love Colleen. Whatever trauma you have gone through, with the right support and therapy you will get through it. Happy healing. We all need to look after ourselves and put ourselves first ❤️
It’s amazing how much stronger Colleen has become over the years. We’ve seen her in past relationships, projects, and just stages in her life. Despite any pain she’s going through, it’s been beautiful to see her grow and evolve. We love you so much, Colleen💜
I really hope that you talk about whatever it is to a therapist. I've thought for a long time Colleen that you were holding in trauma. All your anxiety symptoms scream out "past trauma". You won't heal by not confronting it.
I had a psychic read my palm at the fair when I was newly pregnant with my daughter. While hubby waited I asked her if I was going to have children. She said yes, but not yet - and not with him - as she pointed at my husband! Haha January will be our 20th wedding anniversary and our baby daughter is 19 🙃
I respect your decision not to share your past traumas, Colleen, and I am so glad that you are feeling ready to process what happened. Sending love and healing energy your way. ❤️💫
YESSS I have done the "time traveling therapy" to literally go back in time as my present self, to be there for my past self in a time of struggle. Not to erase it, but to be the one I needed at the time, and learn to do that for myself by practicing this method with someone who knows what they are doing. Lots of love to everyone
It’s so crazy that she mentions the heart so much. I suffer with anxiety and usually when I panick or im having anxiety I’d tap on my chest or hold my chest to calm myself down.. wow
First off, I wanna thank colleeen for allowing us to watch her tarot card reading. Tarot card reading can get very personal. We are getting a glimpse into her personal life that she did not once share on her channel. . But yeah. Thanks Colleen all the power to heal from things you don’t speak about ❤️
I cannot express how much love and care I'm feeling for you. I have so much respect for you, we don't deserve to be a viewer to any part of your life but I certainly am so grateful when you do choose to be vulnerable, and I completely respect keeping the deepest things for you. I know you'll find healing and I'm so happy for that moment to come ❤
Hey, Colleen. Based on my experiences and confirmations in the past hour since watching this, I have to say to you that Terrie is LEGIT. She is the real deal. Thank you for sharing this 💛
Maybe this new spiritual awakening will help your anxiety, Colleen! Learning more about intuition and the power of the universe can help ground you when you’re feeling overwhelmed. Every emotion you feel, even the uncomfortable, is guidance from the universe for your healing. Great video, she is amazing Much love! ❤️
Honestly tarot is such a beautiful tool to sharpen and become aware of the fact that we all have such a strong inner voice , which will never lead us wrong . it’s life changing when you’re able to separate and observe the “ego” voice from the intuitive inner knowledge that will speak to us if we listen. So glad she’s showing tarot in a video .
you don’t ever have to tell something if it’s too personal. hopefully, one day you’ll feel comfortable enough to let go of all the pain and terror by releasing all these demons. i love you so much colleen, and to hear all of these things are breaking my heart because i NEVER want to see you in pain. whoever hurt you, may they burn in hell. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
COLLEEN I HOPE U KNOW THAT WE ACTUALLY LOVE HOW YOUR VLOGS ARE UNPROBLEMATIC BECAUSE OF ALL THE THINGS HAPPENING IN THE WORLD YOU ARE OUR SAFE SPACE WHERE WE KNOW WE WILL ALL BE OKAY
I know how you feel. Something happen in my past that rips my heart out everytime I think about it. I wish I could have faced the person who caused it ,but he died before I could. So sweetheart I wish I could get you the biggest hug in the world. You have a great family that will help you always. Be safe my friend, stay sweet. One day you will be able to tell your sadness. God bless you so so very much.
It sounds like she's saying your next chapter is opening a theater school/ camp for kids like you've always wanted. I'm totally reading into it though.
colleen just to let you know you don’t have to share EVERYTHING EVERYTHING with us. It’s private. So just to let you know we love and will support you. if this comment is offending to you i’m really sorry.
It sounds like Terrie was the perfect therapist for you at that moment, just through a discussion about your life. Coupled with the fact that her energy is so relaxing!
Colleen you are such a kind, beautiful soul. That has always been obvious but in this video you really opened your heart to us. Thank you so much for sharing your life with us.
Me while Terry is telling Colleen to write those letters to herself as the victim: “Have you been writing those letters to yourself?”... "Dear Evan Hansen, this is gonna be a good day and here's why...”
Cmon people!!! Leave her be, she doesn’t have to tell ANYONE about the victim issues to the whole internet! Imagine if you were pressured by the internet to tell you darkest secret to them! LEAVE HER BE.
I don't know if you, colleen, personally actually read the comments but... I am a therapist, not in your area so I couldn't be your therapist, but if you need some resources or other coping type support I would be happy to help out with some information while you are finding a permanent therapist. Just thought I'd offer
Colleen you’re such an amazing person, and without speaking or telling us about your past, we know how far you’ve come...don’t ever think you’re doing anything wrong or doubt yourself 🤍🤍🤍🤍
CAN WE DISCUSS MOOSE’S PRESENCE NEAR A PERSON GOING THROUGH AN ENERGY READING AND EXPERIENCING SOME PAINFUL/DIFFICULT FEELINGS. He plopped his calm, even energy right next to you Colleen. Give him an extra pat 🥰
Animals are the most intuitive beings on Earth and we do not deserve them.
Such an intuitive pup!
YESSS I love this from the video, Moose is the best
hes such a little beannnn
I know😭
I feel so happy that she's got Eric now😭😭😭 and I really hope she's able to cope with her past to finally enjoyy the great life and love she has!
Maddie O’riel Colleen doesn’t feel ready to share it
agreed!
THIS IS SO SO TRUE! I love this comment
poor colleen started crying she made me want to hug her!
EVERYday feels
Rightt🥺❤
same omfg
Same🥺😭
Colleen had an amazing heart 💜💜💜 I love her
Regardless of whether you believe in what Terry does, there’s no doubt that she’s a lovely woman who provides peace for Colleen
Agreed
Definitely
PERIOD
Amen
Periodt
As a therapist, Colleen I am begging you to deal with that past trauma. Yes, it will suck in the moment and be very painful. BUT, there is so much research about physical pain and ailments as a result of unresolved trauma.
I have physical pain from a life of trauma. I was shocked she said about not talking about it!
If I didn’t talk about my traumas I’d be in a very different position and the one I’m in isn’t great!
Yeah, I'm a bit unsettled by Terri saying talking about it doesn't help. It very much needs to be talked about and fully processed - especially if Colleen says she doesn't talk about it with anyone. A therapist is a safe place to do so. Then, after it's processed, there can be tools used to move forward.
Hypnotherapy can also work great. Once you are comfortable with the hypnotherapist you just open up(speaking from experience). This way, you aren’t trying to hold things in because you know it will help to let them out. If you aren’t sure what exactly hypnotherapy is, it is a type of therapy that works deeper in you subconscious to get over habits or deal with anxiety or trauma(there are other things too). Once you are “willing” to go under/hypnotized you just have to let it out. I agree with everyone else in the comments: if she doesn’t want to tell us, that is 100% ok.
Thank you! Terri seems like a very nice person but as far as I'm aware she's not a mental health professional, so I feel she should be careful about the advice she gives out on how to deal with trauma. Yes, tools and active action are important for dealing with personal issues, but so is talking. I had cognitive behaviorial therapy last year and if I hadn't spent months talking through things with my therapist, I would not have made some very important realizations about myself or made the progress I did. I do know that finding the right therapist is a very personal thing, however, and Colleen mentioned she's now looking for a new therapist. I hope she finds one that works for her.
As a trauma counsellor I second this!
*whatever the victim personal thing was, you don’t need to tell us. everyone please understand*
This needs to the top with more likes
yesss! it’s obviously very personal to her and doesn’t want to talk about it so don’t ask and don’t pressure her into telling us bc she’s want t
I know its her ex
@@jakaylamelleny yo relax. its personal for a reason. no need to speculate
Jakayla Melleny but you don’t know lol She didn’t say that’s why so you don’t know. It’s disrespectful to even bring up that when it’s clear it impacted her. It’s none of our business.
I don't know if this is just me but it was so cute how moose was by her like he was protecting her.
Edit: Tysssssm for all the likes. This is the most likes I've gotten.
ANimals know when people need them
@@gracetoscano2474 Too true
Yes and moose has protected her in the past while she was pregnant with Flynn. Moose might be a spirit guide here to protect her spiritually
He knew his Mama was sad.
@@gracetoscano2474 They totally do. Moose did a protec, such a good boi. :)
Can we just appreciate the two hours of footage that Colleen and kory edited
Kalliane Hong Yes but I would have watch the two hours of unedited footage this is so good. Lol They all are the best.
I’m so grateful of all the work they put into these videos so we enjoy them
Jessica LeMelle omg yes i would too!
And it’s only 15 mins...👏👏👏
He could leave it unedited I don't mind 😌
Lets be kind in the comments and not try to assume/discuss Colleen's unspoken experiences. It could be triggering for her to go back and read and also for anyone in the comments who may have had those experiences.
Yes PRAISE
Yes🥺💕💯
PeaceSeeker049 but she did...in the video....no speculations it was said in the video. This comment is for people who are insensitive enought to comment unnecessarily about it.
YEA!
PREACHHH
You should bring the psychic lady back and see what she says about the twins like you did when you were pregnant with Flynn !
Img yess
RIGHT!!!! That’s what I was thinking!!!
Terri is her name
I commented that before as well
That video got uploaded today!! 😁
Am I the only one who didn't even notice that white fuzz ball until that message?
Me too, I was looking for this comment lol
Same😂
Same same
Lol I noticed it immediately
Lol what
Guys stop making comments like “if you love your fans reply” she’s a full time mother. And has a job, like chill out! Give her some time to enjoy her life
Yes all her fans won’t even give her space like omg
Yes I completely agree!!!
Sizzling Drizzling Amen 🙏
Jessica Nichole Mitchem amen 😇
Cassidy Habana it’s because they aren’t her fans. Her true fans don’t expect her to reply
I don't know if you read comments, but for the "victim" aspect of your reading, where you reflect on how things have been coming up for you lately that weren't generally on your mind: I personally have found that the more things I work on (in therapy, for instance), the deeper the things are that come up. It's almost as if I was unable to handle dealing with deep trauma, until other things were first sorted in my mind. It could be your body's way of telling you that you are strong enough to work on that deep trauma. Love you. Be gentle with yourself following this reading/revelation. You deserve to take time to care for yourself.
Fyi, Thank you for your vlogs; they have helped me through the most difficult year of my life. You really don't know how much your work/video's help and affect your viewers. Thank you.
This is so true and some wonderful advice. Thanks for writing it so eloquently. 😊
This is actually how it was exactly for me when I went through trauma therapy. In fact, the advice she gave her was exactly what my therapist said
@@clarasanchis3886 I'm just a random stranger and Colleen fan, but I just want to wrap you in a big hug. 🙏
As a trauma therapist, I can say this is very accurate! Thanks for sharing it here!
I know this video is about colleen, but please for the love of god, don’t start harassing her ex! We don’t know what she is talking about and automatically assuming it’s her ex is gross. The dude is starting to get in a good place. Colleen is in a good place. Let them be!
I completely agree, they both have gone separate ways, and are in a happier place now!
This 100%. He and his family have already suffered through death threats when they broke up, they don't need to go through that again. I feel like it's something that happened in her childhood honestly.
Amen. Peace for them both.
❤️ TRUE. Let people live!
Amen. Honestly most of the victimizing probably comes from bullies and online trolls. She has talked multiple times about how hurtful people are and how much it has affected her. But I don't want to assume anything just like others shouldn't. People have a lot of other issues besides just romantic relationships.
Can you ask Erik to make his own vlog for one day without your help just him it's gonna be very funny 😂😂😂❤
i love that idea!!!!!!!!!!!!
that’s be really cool although he’s not super comfortable on camera but it would be fun!
@@averypineapple54 your right
Avery Pineapple wasn’t he or is he an actor?
Marilyn Morales he is an actor and he says he doesn’t want to be known as that youtubers husband but an actor and he’s just kind of shy lol
Why isnt TERRY famous like gurllllll she is hella good.
She probably doesnt want to be so popular, or become commercialized. She seems like she does this to help people and not gain anything from it,so possibly going more public would take that away from her,that's my thought
no offense l don't believe in this stuff because l am cristian
NAMNAM Qaurtz same, but idk it’s interesting to watch
NAMNAM Qaurtz ok? thats not really related to the comment at all, were you trying to be disrespectful or was this just bad social skills?
caity clawson it’s 150 dollars for a psychic reading from Terry and her mediumship is a further 225 dollars - so she’s definitely gaining from it 🙈 I’m happy for Colleen if this makes her happy and gives her peace but I can’t help feeling sceptical about psychics.
can we talk about how moose knew she needed comfort and just sat with her😊 we don’t deserve dogs 😭
😁That was so cute!!!😢That warmed my heart!!!😄
Sadness in the future- miscarriage
Happiness in the end- twins
😯
I'm so glad to hear that Colleen doesn't share everything with the public. She has to keep some things private and between her and Erik.
I wonder if this pandemic has basically forced colleen to think about whatever trauma she went through since she's suddenly in a position where she can't just keep moving and doing all the time. Thats probably why this stuff has resurfaced and its probably a good thing.
I think so
I love how other influencers are like “I can’t create Good content without my friends/family” yet Colleen is still following social distancing rules and creating some of the best most funny content that I actually enjoy watching
I feel like you shouldn't assume what/who Colleen was talking about, bringing someone in specific I think could create more anxiety or spread false information, she clearly said she never talked about the issue or the person online so... Show some respect and don't ask for more info about the topic.
The whole singing/humming thing when she is scared or in pain is true because I remember in her giving birth to Flynn video at the beginning, she was straightening her hair and she was having a contraction and while it was going on she started humming. OMG!
Omg wow-
I think it’s so adorable that when you were crying moose just instantly comes and sits next to you 🥺❤️
I love how Moose was able to sense her energy and be next to her for comfort, I believe this is why it is always important to have pets like cats and dogs in the house, they are little guards to protect us!! 💖
When she was talking about tapping on your heart I realized when I was young and I would get anxious I was pace and tap over my heart to help me calm down. I just thought it was interesting and it would always help.
Yes most energy healers recommend tapping on the body to move energy start with where it hurts if there is pain
I’ve always done that someone instinctually so I thought that was interesting too
well is a whole therapy thing to do. They are books entirely on TAPPING. you tap on accupuntual spots and works to move energy. Look it up.
YES literally realized during this video that i instinctively tap my chest too when nervous/anxious/thinking
i can tell just by who you are, how you react and how your sense of humor plays out that we’ve had similar life experiences. I just turned 34 and after 2 years in therapy I recently found the strength to be honest with both myself and my therapist. It’s not something I talk about because I don’t want to feel those feelings all over again. I’ve been running from it for far too long. Forcing myself to finally deal with it has taken me to some very dark places, but as I slowly come out of those places I’m finding genuine joy and appreciation. At the end of the day you really only have, well, you. And if you were strong enough to survive it - you’re strong enough to face it. I promise, it’s worth it. Know that you did the best you could and you didn’t deserve it.
I'm so proud of you!
Melissa Michael I appreciate that more than you know!
Hi Colleen. I just wanted to take a moment and give you a virtual hug. I’ve been victimized too...more than once. When I was very young I was the victim of childhood sexual abuse, and was traumatized to the degree that I had amnesia surrounding most of my childhood. Later in life I was in an abusive relationship, and developed PTSD. Having PTSD made things incredibly difficult to talk about, so I buried it deep and kept moving forward. Eventually, as other stressors came in I began having flashbacks of my childhood, and because the flashbacks were startling I found a therapist who specializes in trauma. She helped me so much, and one of the things she helped me come to terms with was that none of what happened to me was my fault, and the shame I felt belonged to them, not me. There is no shame in being victimized, and no reason to be embarrassed. I am not sharing my story with you in order to coax you into sharing your trauma with the internet. I’m sharing it to let you know that you’re not alone, and no one thinks less of you because you suffered trauma at the hands of someone who was so broken they wanted to break others. You’re beautiful, you’re worthy, and you’re loved. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
See how moose stayded close to Colleen while she was having hard emotions?
Well ladys and gentlemen that’s TRUE LOVE ❤️🧡❤️🧡
I love that Moose is by her side through the whole thing. He can feel her scared and vulnerable energy and he is there for her! Dogs are literal Angels!
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Hey, Colleen! You sound a lot like me when it comes to therapy. I had a therapist that I loved, but it wasn’t doing a lot for me. Just last year, I started seeing a different therapist who does Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT). Basically, based on what’s going on or what you’re talking about, they come up with tools/solutions/a plan to help you with that aspect of my life. The therapist would go through it step by step, and I love it. For example, I was having trouble remembering to take my meds, and we went through my entire morning routine to figure out when the best time to take them would be and how to solidify that- no matter how unconventional that method may be. It’s never rocket science or complex- usually just things I would never think of on my on. Since you like having those tools that you can apply to your own life, finding someone who does CBT may be helpful.
Watching this now is bizarre. The sadness and the miscarriage, the new new career ideas and the podcast. This is wonderful, I’ve always been kinda skeptical of psychic readings etc, but this is something that is so accurate. I absolutely love and adore Colleen, I feel as thought Terry is an awesome form of therapy that isn’t necessarily traditional - awesome video, I love it x
colleen with glasses is a SERVE
I paused this video to do this exercise and spoke to myself, as my past self. I cried and I’ve never cried about or spoken about this before. It feels so good to get out after 20 years
This is so vulnerable of her to do, and I admire her so much for her for doing this and showing her vulnerability to show that not every one is alone
I think there needs to be a book just about Colleen. Miranda is great but I wanna connect with someone I’ve loved online.
Colleen you keep so busy and when you stop, the past catches up. I hope you can heal from that. I know I haven't healed, it's so hard when it's in your face or your heart everyday.
You can be scared and grateful, sad and joyful, nervous and at peace, all at once. I saw an inspirational quote to this effect and it has helped me a lot to process the strange mix of emotions I’ve been dealing with this year. It’s ok to be feeling how you are feeling; you have many things to be grateful for and joyful about, but that doesn’t mean those are the only feelings you can experience.
Colleen not talking about her past relationship were she was clearly the vulnerable part of that relationship just shows how much of an adult she is, I hope you find a therapist who will help you and you would feel comfortable talking to them about everything that's stressing you out.
Love you
Also, I'm glad that you found Erik who seems like the best partner anyone could ask for!
Thank you for the likes please check my channel if you have time there is a Miranda Sings ASMR On it!
Because clearly you know everything about that relationship.
I want to know why Erik has to get drunk all the time to stay with her? Hmmmm
It was never mentioned that it was a romantic relationship.
@@naesch7 who said he's drunk all the time? Im confused
I love Colleen so much so seeing her cry always breaks my heart
I know same here! It’s so sad 💔
I feel for her so bad when she started laughing when talking about something traumatic. Those laughs just feel different. I love you so so so so much Colleen. Regardless of what you have or don't have your feelings are beyond valid. You're valid. Yes there are people who have it better or worse, but that doesn't make you any less valid. It's not a competition and I can't stand when people treat life like it is.
This is one of the only TH-camrs I have seen that is constantly showing her emotions in such a mature way.
I love you Colleen❤️
I love how Moose is right next to you, during the reading. Such a good boy. He's so smart, he knew when you needed comforting when you started crying. My dog does the same thing. Dogs are the best! You are incredible Colleen! Thank you for sharing your life with us.
It's the strangest thing watching someone who deserves every success and all the wonderful things they have worked so hard for struggle with the guilt of having what they have. Colleen has worked and she is so authentic and she deserves the wonderful life she has because she has created it from the ground up. Watching her beat herself up because she thinks her problems are insignificant compared to everything else in the world is heartbreaking! We all have our own challenges and struggles! No matter what life has a funny way of throwing a spanner in the works... But we're all entitled to our own journey and struggle. No guilt, no shame.
I recently got introduced to Tarot cards and I have been knowing surprising yet accurate revelations about my life through it and I feel like you also need time to internalise it, the pain, the glory, everything else. I love the timing of how you and I are growing, I related to your tarot reading which might come off a little strange to you. but Colleen, you have all the support and love from every one of us. Don't ever feel like you need to discuss something with us, don't let anyone of us make you feel down. we are here for you!
we really respect you and your growth. the personal things should remain personal unless YOU want to discuss them. And take her advice, I have an intuition that Terry knows the right things for you. sending lots of love, luck, anxiety-busting hugs, and healing your way. GO COLLEEN!
Colleen! Things I've learned from my therapist this year: first, living through the pandemic is a trauma so it is bringing up other traumas, second - our brains are bringing up specific memories and traumas because it knows we are ready to deal with it. It's a sign that you have the tools you need to process it now.
This hit me in the HEART I’m dealing with a lot in my personal life and lots of things Terry said resonated with me
This had me tearing up. I felt like somehow this message was for me I’m some way as well. Or all of us maybe. Thank you so much for posting this vulnerable moment. And thank you to Terry, for being such a loving, helpful soul.
I love how Moose is sitting with you throughout most of this video. He’s keeping you safe and looking after you because he realises you’re feeling vulnerable and sad ♥️♥️
Who has been a true fan of Colleen since before 2019? That’s right I’m changing it up a bit
since 2015 ive even been to a miranda show in like 2016 or early 2017 i believe ! honest to god shes my whole childhood, crazy to see her so grown up
a fan since 2014
Try like 2012 😂😂😂❤️
Since 2014 :D
me!! i’ve been a fan since 2013;))
Who else has beeen waiiiting for this vid because of her vlogs
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I was about to say the same thing 🤣
Sending lots of love Colleen. Whatever trauma you have gone through, with the right support and therapy you will get through it. Happy healing. We all need to look after ourselves and put ourselves first ❤️
It’s amazing how much stronger Colleen has become over the years. We’ve seen her in past relationships, projects, and just stages in her life. Despite any pain she’s going through, it’s been beautiful to see her grow and evolve. We love you so much, Colleen💜
I really hope that you talk about whatever it is to a therapist. I've thought for a long time Colleen that you were holding in trauma. All your anxiety symptoms scream out "past trauma". You won't heal by not confronting it.
I had a psychic read my palm at the fair when I was newly pregnant with my daughter. While hubby waited I asked her if I was going to have children. She said yes, but not yet - and not with him - as she pointed at my husband! Haha January will be our 20th wedding anniversary and our baby daughter is 19 🙃
Yeah don’t trust fair “psychics” they are so untrustworthy. If you’re going to get read, do a tarot with a highly rated professional
I would have said oh so this baby isn’t going to make it... to see him/her squirm.
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yeah psychic just guess and use psycholigacl facts topersuade you into thinking it's true, but it's genera stuf
I respect your decision not to share your past traumas, Colleen, and I am so glad that you are feeling ready to process what happened. Sending love and healing energy your way. ❤️💫
It breaks my heart when colleen cry's :((
Ok but literally Terry's necklace is so pretty :)
The fact that she was upset and moose came and sat with her melts my heart ❤️ dogs are the best
YESSS I have done the "time traveling therapy" to literally go back in time as my present self, to be there for my past self in a time of struggle. Not to erase it, but to be the one I needed at the time, and learn to do that for myself by practicing this method with someone who knows what they are doing. Lots of love to everyone
It’s so crazy that she mentions the heart so much. I suffer with anxiety and usually when I panick or im having anxiety I’d tap on my chest or hold my chest to calm myself down.. wow
Wow. I do the same. I feel more secure if I can feel my heartbeat.
I literally bought my first tarot deck today and then got home and saw this video! The universe is amazing!!!
First off, I wanna thank colleeen for allowing us to watch her tarot card reading. Tarot card reading can get very personal. We are getting a glimpse into her personal life that she did not once share on her channel. . But yeah. Thanks Colleen all the power to heal from things you don’t speak about ❤️
Tapping the heart almost made me cry, that helps so much more than I would've ever realized
I have to say it seems like this was a more beneficial “therapy session” than your actual therapy had been for you❤️
when colleen cried, i just wanna hug her :(
Love you Colleen!! Appreciating all of the hard work that went into filming and editing this for us. Thanks Colleen, Kory, and Terrie!
I cannot express how much love and care I'm feeling for you. I have so much respect for you, we don't deserve to be a viewer to any part of your life but I certainly am so grateful when you do choose to be vulnerable, and I completely respect keeping the deepest things for you. I know you'll find healing and I'm so happy for that moment to come ❤
Hey, Colleen. Based on my experiences and confirmations in the past hour since watching this, I have to say to you that Terrie is LEGIT. She is the real deal. Thank you for sharing this 💛
Just 15 mins I could watch this for way longer!
Colleen is such a queen, I love her so muhc and I'm so glad this video was finally posted!!!!
I’m so exited about this x
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Maybe this new spiritual awakening will help your anxiety, Colleen!
Learning more about intuition and the power of the universe can help ground you when you’re feeling overwhelmed. Every emotion you feel, even the uncomfortable, is guidance from the universe for your healing.
Great video, she is amazing
Much love! ❤️
omg and Moose being such a guardian laying next to you through that past trauma moment. Bless you, Moose!
what’s crazy is that i feel like terry just helped me realize some ish about myself too
that's amazing!
this is awesome 🥺 I hope whatever your going through gets better and your able to overcome this the best way your can.
This pandemic and social isolation is making people think about their past and bringing back trauma...
Honestly tarot is such a beautiful tool to sharpen and become aware of the fact that we all have such a strong inner voice , which will never lead us wrong . it’s life changing when you’re able to separate and observe the “ego” voice from the intuitive inner knowledge that will speak to us if we listen. So glad she’s showing tarot in a video .
you don’t ever have to tell something if it’s too personal. hopefully, one day you’ll feel comfortable enough to let go of all the pain and terror by releasing all these demons. i love you so much colleen, and to hear all of these things are breaking my heart because i NEVER want to see you in pain. whoever hurt you, may they burn in hell. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
COLLEEN I HOPE U KNOW THAT WE ACTUALLY LOVE HOW YOUR VLOGS ARE UNPROBLEMATIC BECAUSE OF ALL THE THINGS HAPPENING IN THE WORLD YOU ARE OUR SAFE SPACE WHERE WE KNOW WE WILL ALL BE OKAY
I know how you feel. Something happen in my past that rips my heart out everytime I think about it. I wish I could have faced the person who caused it ,but he died before I could. So sweetheart I wish I could get you the biggest hug in the world. You have a great family that will help you always. Be safe my friend, stay sweet. One day you will be able to tell your sadness. God bless you so so very much.
1 minute in and we’re tearing up. 😢
is that a problem ?
Terrie has such an amazing energy, love her!
Kudos to her for all this editing and clips!!! She talked about how hard it was! Like PROPS TO YOU!!
It sounds like she's saying your next chapter is opening a theater school/ camp for kids like you've always wanted. I'm totally reading into it though.
standing ovation for both of you.
colleen just to let you know you don’t have to share EVERYTHING EVERYTHING with us. It’s private. So just to let you know we love and will support you. if this comment is offending to you i’m really sorry.
It sounds like Terrie was the perfect therapist for you at that moment, just through a discussion about your life. Coupled with the fact that her energy is so relaxing!
Colleen you are such a kind, beautiful soul. That has always been obvious but in this video you really opened your heart to us. Thank you so much for sharing your life with us.
Terry should be a therapist, she's really good!
I just booked a zoom reading from her! Cant wait to hopefully get clarity that councilors cant help with! 💕
Love you! Take it easy on yourself girl!!
Me while Terry is telling Colleen to write those letters to herself as the victim:
“Have you been writing those letters to yourself?”...
"Dear Evan Hansen, this is gonna be a good day and here's why...”
ONE OF MY FAVORITE VIDEOS YOU HAVE EVER DONE!!! I hope this become some kind of series for you!!!
I love moose is so supportive and sitting next to Colleen the entire time
Cmon people!!! Leave her be, she doesn’t have to tell ANYONE about the victim issues to the whole internet! Imagine if you were pressured by the internet to tell you darkest secret to them! LEAVE HER BE.
YASSSSS
Exactly. It's no one's business but hers
I don't know if you, colleen, personally actually read the comments but... I am a therapist, not in your area so I couldn't be your therapist, but if you need some resources or other coping type support I would be happy to help out with some information while you are finding a permanent therapist.
Just thought I'd offer
OK so singing through pain makes sense.
Can we just appreciate how Colleen is so freaking strong like I would not be able to be this strong or ever be this strong.
Colleen you’re such an amazing person, and without speaking or telling us about your past, we know how far you’ve come...don’t ever think you’re doing anything wrong or doubt yourself 🤍🤍🤍🤍
Look at Moose looking after Colleen 😭 he’s the most amazing dog ❤️