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Lonely
But I forget the word
Easily and often
I forget the word
I replace it with independent
Or careful
I do things on my own
By my own
But in other terms it's just
Lonely
Corrine
Killer, right! Like... damn.
BUKOWSKI-ESQUE
Real eyes
Realize
Real lies
Lyrics worthy of Lil Wayne 😂😂😂😂😂
@@DaBeezKneez more like Em
She's like a lost little girl. This interview is like asking a child to explain their day at the park or something.
Whoa, thats really good analogy.
Yeah thats pretty good. Its exactly like asking a shy 3 year old how their day went.
@Bastion Booger that’s the most obvious reply I’ve read lol!! I think we all know she’s on drugs.
@Bastion Booger she's also been horribly abused.
She's gone
I am impressed by the confidence in which she both uses words that don't exist and assigns completely new meanings to words that already have meanings.
Thank you cherry 🍒 for making me laugh out loud!!
I am still laughing at your comment! Bless you!!😁
@@kimkeck6266 Your welcome! Have a great day.
@cherryarriaga here I am thinking about you and your hysterically funny comment! 😁
Doesn't it feel so good to laugh!
The world 🌎 is a complete mess ESPECIALLY here in America! 😢🌺🙏✌️❤️🇺🇸🌎
Accusated was the best one for me!
Ayoooo 😂😂😂
Why do you ask her if she’s a good girl or bad girl? That question was so off-putting.
I agree 💯 It’s so Daddy. Ick.
Agreed.
Best thing she said the whole interview was "I dont have kids".
I agree. And I was holding my breath before she answered.
Thankgod 🤞
She's not reckless with her reproductive system in THAT sense
Ditto.
Yet...
God, this reminds me of being at a party at 3am and realizing, I have to get the fuck away from this.
No shiite, been there in my bold youth, ran away like a lit ape a few times..
Even after good relationships, I am always cautious with folks...
@@mountaintruth1deeds533 It is this feeling i would get (this was 15+ years ago), especially if there was a lot of coke usage. People would be talking… and talking, but never really saying anything. It felt like a blackhole.
Best comment I've seen all day!
"Lonely... But I forget the word, easily and often I forget the word, but I replace it with things like independent, careful, I do things on my own, by my own, but the term is just lonely" this was extremely poetic...
Damn wasn't it? The way she said it even added more.. She sounds Schizophrenic. Poor thing
Right!! I was like damn, she IS there and had to rewatch.
It’s like she’s trying to convince herself to be ok with how her life is?? Hope she stays safe out there!
she even sung the system of a down track. nice observation!
@@Missconduct044 S
SOAD Lonely day
This took my breath away as well...
At the end of the video her voice fades and gets lost in the outside noises. It almost hurts, because it seems like a symbol for her existence. She seems to be a sensitive soul in such a rough world. I really wish there was someone to show her that she is not a bad girl, not a skank, but a lady who could choose self love first.
This is the only interview I've seen that fades out the still-speaking voice at the end rather than using the standard "Thank you for sharing your story ... be careful/good luck" formula followed by about three minutes of silence, which you interpreted in a very interesting way; my instinctive under[stand]ing --thank you @brimichelle6271-- of this detail was as an irreverent editorial comment on the potential eternity of the hallucinogenic glossolalia playing out in the monologue. Like a referee intervening to end the lopsided pummelling of an incapacitated boxer, the microphone solemnly departs the scene of the tragedy while the sentence wanders on into unexpected prophecies and proclamations and apostasies or do I mean epiphanies . . . . . . . . .
I like that you don’t mind that they smoke their cigarettes or their weed, you just let them be them and let their true mannerisms show through in a raw & real way. This has quickly become my favorite channel over the past few months, there’s nothing else like it on TH-cam. Truly a one of a kind channel.
Also I would give my left leg to have Mark take my photos, they’re so beautiful.
And do you want that left leg in the picture?
@@thematriarchy2075 LOL
considering the state of most of his subjects, you probably will have to in some form or another.
@@thematriarchy2075 😜😂😂😂😘
Yeah I've been watching it since Amanda's first video. I'm hooked. I can't have children but watching a lot of these makes me want to adopt but also terrified of doing it at the same time. A lot of them never had a chance from the moment of conception.
It's clear she's on drugs but my worry is she's gone into drug induced psychosis and may eventually (if not already) trigger drug abuse induced schizophrenia. Corrine isn't a bad girl. I'd love to see Corrine get better and see the good side of her.
Whenever anyone talks about themselves in third person there’s a serious disconnect going on. She has a severe personality disorder where she manipulates through her sexuality, hence the the stroll is very fitting for her. When she talks about wearing different personalities, that implies she has poor ego strength and needs to borrow strength from different ones to cope
@@5thdimension625 Yeah, I agree. I certainly don't think it's too late for her though. Ijust hope she's not one that gets 'failed by the system' again.
I wondered about if she was experiencing a break, also! It's so sad! So very, very sad.
What you are describing sounds like another video on the channel with a woman that has on a magenta wig
Definitely on drugs, are jaw are swinging
She has a Courtney love vibe. I’m not mad at it, but always hope for sobriety for all of mark’s interviewees
I thought that same thing when I saw her.
YES- seriously. Thought the same thing
☝
I think she has a Courtney vibe too but looks a lot more like Busy Philipps
She looks a lot like her
She reminds me of my brother. I remember him sober; he was metaphorical, poetic, and clever as a fox with his words. The worse he got into alcoholism, the more he would speak obscure grandiose chaotic concepts like this...like a disintegrating genius. His mind getting less and less able to participate in a world that really needs that kind of creativity.
Do you read....difficult books or poetry? Sebald, Joyce, Foster-Wallace, Fanon, Marquez, Morrison? This woman is NOT stupid and maybe not abused. How can you hope to understand what she says with your limited lens.
@@nhdad3439Either that or she's tripping balls.
Yep
I wasn’t sure about her, at first. I had to really listen to what she was saying. I had to rewind things a couple of times (mostly because I have ADD and can’t pay attention to shit). But once I really listened, she’s an interesting lady. I’d enjoy seeing the complete interview.
So people whose "lens" is unfocused by drug induced psychosis
This is what a conversation is like with someone who’s been up for 3 days.
Yeah she’s high as shit
Ahhaha
I think she actually believes she's answering his questions with rational answers. She's so close to being totally gone off her rocker
I do believe you are correct! Merry Christmas and happy holidays.
Ugh poor girl. She needs help ASAP.
She's high out of her mind. Whether she is really "off her rocker" cannot be confirmed until she's sober and properly assessed.
Man...she definitely off her rocker.
@@0703azgirl Sadly we don't have very many options in this county. The most she could get is 30 days in the psych ward. Not to mention without insurance you're basically fucked.
I wish we could see Mark's facial expressions during this interview, every once in awhile I bet there absolutely priceless.
They're
He’s a professional I’m sure he holds it together pretty well unless it’s something pretty ridiculous
@@MatthewAndrewDrake Yes, ridiculous like that T.Artist interview.
Yesssssss!!
Plus...He usually sits on the floor right in front of the Guest, I tried to get a glimpse too.
She creates her own reality, like she creates her own words. No judgment, just observation.
I wish her well. 🤞
Pretty sure she’s just drunk
Intiredly!
What you’re saying sounds like something Jessa Reed has taught me 🤔
I think that is true of most of the young sex workers he interviews. They create the reality that works for them. How can they realize a life in fact when they are using drugs and alcohol. I am getting tired of his interviews.
I've watched dozens and dozens of these interviews. This, by far, is one of the wildest. This chick is pretty far out there and I can't figure out if it's just the drugs or if there's some mental challenges that were always there. It's like someone dipped a dictionary in PCP.
She is high as "f" but then it has helped put her into a very connected place.
@@bayareaartist999 Connected to what? More johns? More drugs? More cars to get into that she may never get out of alive? Tell us - connected to what???
A dictionary dipped in pcp! What a description!
An amazing way to describe this interview!
@Armando Tarziu Where was your God when these poor children are being sexually and physically abused? Should a child just pray and that’ll make it stop?
I love this channel, but damn, it's always so gut wrenching.
#StoopidBigFactsBro🤦🏾♂️
Truth.💔
@@marylougeorge9890 heartbreaking right.
@@4_teachers Yes.💔
It’s like totally depressing……yet I cannot quit watching it!!! Lol
It would be nice to see her interviewed when she's sober. She is really trying to go deep with her answers but the fact that she is stoned is preventing her from answering them in a clear way.
I have to say, I don’t think the elevator goes all the way to the top floor.
"You either regret being in love, or you love being in love. Because either way, you're stuck with something that you didn't have before. You're changed." This was actually so unbelievably profound. People in the comments are really misundering this girl. If you pay attention to what she's saying, she's actually got this lyrical, poetic kind of genius about her.
I entirely agree.
courtney love 2.0
Its heroine. It makes some people creative af. There's a plethora of talented people who where high af and created beautiful music, art, ect.
@@wildershoney2439 Nice. Im glad to see that besides the dope sick, chronic addiction, and deterioration of overall health, that it at least leads some people to be creative. Theres also another drug well known to put artists in a creative space. Its called WEED.
@@user-lr7lp2ol2h yes but I don't think thats what's happening here. I'm saying it in a negative way. Its just the truth. 🤷🏼♀️
She has a whole Courtney love vibe. She is absolutely stunning. It hurts to think she is someone's child. In her rambling thoughts there is some cohesive understanding that she compartmentalizes aspects of her life to deal with things like "hurt" "loneliness" etc. (Her children are her pain hurt and loneliness). Her whole logic on not calling herself a prostitute...she refers to it as presenting. She said even when she does refer to herself as prostitute it doesn't make herself feel relieved to be honest about it so she rather describe it as something else.
i really like courtney love and that was also my thought during this entire interview
Why would it hurt you to think of her as someone's child? I would think it would draw compassion from you, not pain.
i cannot unsee that now omg....spittin image wow..... bless her little heart... she could be any of us and def could be me.... sending you love corinne
If Courtney Love had a child with Jim Morrison.
So true, in the few seconds in this interview, I tought she acts like Courtney Love who is also from Oregon.
*Courtney Love energy and vibe*
That's what I was thinking when I saw the thumbnail.
I knew I would read a comment like this!😁
Lmao, spot on dude. I thought it was 1999 all over again!!!
That was my first thought!
Same here
SWU is so unique it shines a light on the broken downtrodden, abused and used with respect, love and dignity. There are a lot that try on the youtube platform but they come off as voyeuristic poverty porn. Love your work Mark and to your guests may they find a moment in the sun through you . Thankyou Greg
Wow! This one was exhausting to watch. I am in awe of you Mark. I don't know how you find the inner strength to continue documenting such broken people without breaking yourself.
Very difficult to watch. She has almost no basis in reality. There's no reality that you can grasp in what she is saying to make any sense out of her...
@@carlmuth1390 It's because she's talking through drugs.
@@marylougeorge9890 yes, and the drugs probably just magnify her mental imbalance...
@@carlmuth1390 Possibly. Others in here have said 2-3 days without can show a totally different person.
The more out of touch of reality, the more it is better for his channel. I don’t think he cares
this interview reminds me of why I hate talking to drunk people.
While sober talking to drunk people is annoying but while drink with them is chill
I hear ya
🤣😂
I am honestly having a tough time watching it and ur comment brings to my attention why this is the hardest video for me to watch out of this series so far. Her mind is on another level and her way of speaking is of an intoxicated person. Can be very triggering to those who grew up around such. Under it all she does sound like a poet or philosopher
@@jackiegbeme Couldn't have said it better
Reminds me of Courtney Love, definitely looks like her in the 90s.
i was about to say that too. the resemblance is eerie
Thought the same damn thing
I said the same thing
Ditto! She acts like her as well
I’ve known people like her. She has romanticized her drug use and lifestyle as a way of coping. There is nothing deep or poetic about this
Right. These comments about her being poets are romanticizing her fried mind. She’s either on drugs or damaged from them. She cannot answer a straight question. I don’t know how she takes care of herself or with the clients that will potentially take advantage of her delusional mind. I worry about her.
There's something deep and poetic about everything.
@@shodanart straight answers are boring. Maybe your ears are abit shallow.
@@krismck6872 maybe, or maybe your ears are naïve
@@ControlAllDa1337 I've been writing poetry and music for 12 years so I doubt it when it comes to creativity.
This girls is high risk. She’s way too messed up to think herself out of a bad situation. Maybe she has sober moments but she’s in trouble.
Big trouble. I see a major tragedy both in the past and in the future for her. She’s poetic in her speech which I found interesting.
I was thinking the same thing. I hope she will survive this lifestyle
Absolutely. Trouble. Risky. I wonder how much..........
Even through all of this, I see her innocence. Still a lost little girl. 😢 Get well, Beautiful. 🙏🏽💗
"When I walk on the blade it's all green lights. And I don't know what that means but it happens every time." That was seriously poetic. Right now there are novelists punching themselves in the face wishing that they could write a line like that.
😂😂
She does not strike me as 'crazy' or schizophrenic; her speech clears up sometimes later in the interview. She sounds self-reflective, philosophical and intelligent. She is an artist, poet, performance-artist. Her use of language is intentional so are her miss-speaks.
Well said.
You know it 😂
It’s because of the sensors. She just crazy lol
Truly pulling for her to do well. Corrine is very honest, insightful, intelligent and very beautiful. She has a lot of potential to do wonderful things. I hope Mark interviews her again down the road.
Her statement about calling loneliness something else that sounds more positive, is powerful. It is what most people do.
So true...
Makes sense why procreation is at an all time low and feminism is exponential rising... "Lonely, I replace the word often with independent and careful"
That statement opened my eyes…loneliness, never thought that’s what it was.
One of the few moments when she actually said something that made sense.
She would be an amazing poet
Oh man, this poor girl doesn’t seem like she’s all there. To think that she’s in the situation she is in, and likely easily manipulated and vulnerable, is pretty worrying. Infact I’m terrified for her. I hope she can get the help she needs.
She makes her own choices
@@indegruv doesn't mean if someone jumps in front of a train we don't try/want to help. Their choice maybe made under the influence and not the same they would make sober.
I'm afraid for her, too. She's in a very vulnerable state and could easily be taken advantage of.😢
@@indegruv Before she got high. Not so much in this condition.
@@Calverts399 Absolutely!
I am not a native speaker but I feel the way she treats the English language is to some extent the way schizophrenics speak (neologisms, unconventional usage of words, incoherence...)
Meth is a hell of a drug.. Her mind is going so fast she's forgetting what she's saying mid word.. I've known several girls like her that fell into the meth trap.. Hopefully she will watch this when she's sober and realize she sounds like a fool..
I believe she has schizophrenia or drug induced psychosis, IMHO
Yes. She’s not making sense.
A lot of it is a Word salad interdispersed with flickers of clarity. Really interesting to hear her stream of consciousness. I'm a diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic and have had many times in my life when my brains gone too fast and completely fragmented I struggle every day. She seems a lost but beautiful poetic and sensitive soul eaten up by a harsh world.
She would say Neologism-gizm, squirt.
When she said she gets "Spunuis", I knew exactly what she meant, even though I never heard the word before!
She said there was a lot of pine needles where she grew up as a child. Later she said Pine was pain.
When she spoke of her uncle who live behind her grandmother's house you edited the tape. Curious as to what she said?
"I am sick and I don't know what to do". She never really talks about her childhood...
@26:20 shes scratches her inner thigh when speaking about her childhood.
I bet the uncle abused her
There's a girl on TH-cam with dissociative disorder that calls her personalities her "littles". The way this young lady described "Hurting" as it's own entity (separate from herself yet distinctly her own), as one of her "adopted children" - I can't help but think, just like 'Sexy' / 'Skanky' , 'Lonely' and 'Loyal', (for everyone saying she doesn't make sense), the names assigned to her alters are the Websters dictionary definition. When Mark asked about her childhood she spoke of an uncle who "lived in the back" - that was significant. She also described Pain by physically acting out for us the motion - up & down or back & fourth with wrists bound together, and how she had to change pain by changing the motion behind it, the meaning - the splitting starts there - at the beginning. She is doing what she has always done, allowing men to do to her what has always been done, no matter how "good" she was when she was little, she was still a "bad girl" raped or beaten for any reason, like dying her hair or wearing orange. She was the oldest, and should have been respected & revered by her younger brother, (the one bond she had that wouldn't hurt her - the one thing in her life that was good & pure), he felt entitled enough to barge into her room, violate her privacy, and judge her for doing something most 16 -17 yr. Olds do with their boyfriends. So she does drugs to be skinny and fit in with the pretty girls. She learns about cam modeling after a friend showed her all the gifts she would get just by filming herself using sex toys. So she posted pics in different costumes, and got real money without even having to do the explicit stuff with toys, but the pics found their way on Facebook, and now the whole town knew she was a whore. So she danced her way to LA, it's green lights all the way down, and she gets alot of love every day "que lindo" the tricks always say. There's pride in her presentation, a reason behind every selection - her heels, her dress, makeup, hair. She's seen the girls like Amanda - selling pussy for a rock of crack in nothing but a tee shirt & underwear - surely they differ in job title, to call them both prostitutes when she feels worlds away, it is offensive to come to terms with, so the words she doesn't say.
The uncle who lived in the back was the catalyst for her spiral. She later says “she was not allowed to feel about her situation” which I took to mean that she told her family about the molesting but they did nothing to help her
This. This, exactly. Funny how so few of us can translate
Every word she said. I was mesmerized by her.
Wow! Just wow
Well that’s some dime store, TH-cam, medical analysis if I’ve ever seen it. Lol
To true. I have bpd. Maybe I speak a language of insanity but I really get what she is saying. She is certainly a character I will not forget. Hope to see an update on how things are going for her in the future. I pray life treats her better. She has such a go with the flow, positive attitude and outlook on everything thrown her way. I'd be creating characters too if I had to deal with some of the things this young lady has to deal with on the daily. "You are not allowed to feel that way about a situation" that part really got me. Damn. You are one of a kind pretty girl. If she writes a book I'll definitely read it. How are our most brilliant good hearted people living on the edges of society? Without SWU we might never get to know humanity in such a complete way. Thanks for sharing Corrine. Blessings to you and happy holidays.
This was one of hardest interviews I've watched on SWU. She seemed to be all over the place. Dear God please protect this woman.
Amen!
Yes protect please our most vulnerable, most high!
Drugs are a mother fucker.
Watch Rebecca
Her energy is very unsettling.
Corrine is the perfect example of what so many people do not understand about prostitutes and/or homeless people. I hear so many people who say that these people should "just snap out of it" and start becoming a "normal" productive citizen. It would take years of full-time counselling and management to help Corinne make a different life for herself. Unfortunately, at least in the U.S., we don't have those kinds of facilities or organizations. We put people in facilities for a couple weeks and expect that to help them.
They are adults not children. They are still responsible for themselves. I am tired of hearing excuses for everything. Being "productive" is a choice not a lifestyle. Same as not being productive. Many people choose the easy route vs the hard. That doesn't make it a valid reason/excuse. If anything, I think parents and the single parent rate is at blame the most. Failing to teach thier kids anything useful should be a crime. That said...regardless of the reason adults are responsible for themselves and thier choices. It is nobody else's responsibility to hold thier hand and teach them everything.
Most of us know getting addicted to drugs puts you on the path of homelessness and prostitution.
I hope she gets help. I think there is some mental illness involved.
In my town, there was a man who tried to commit suicide on one of our bridges. The cops talked him down, and sent him to a mental facility. 3 weeks later, they found his body hanging from the exact same bridge. He was failed somewhere, and it makes me angry because I’m unsure where to put the blame.
Seriously right? The U.S. penal system spends $50,000/year/inmate on average. These are the worst dregs of society. Yet people look at folks out there trying to make things work or on welfare costing on average $22,000/person/year. There are so many people not fit for polite society let alone good paying work (even if they were qualified or trained to do the work well). They have an almost impossible time managing time and money and organizing tasks. So society has a decision to make. Kill the less fortunate, neglect them and watch them die while suffering the ills while they scramble to live, or take care of these less fortunate in the most cost effective and human way possible.
When people think of these ideals they immediately think of theft and taxes, but given that the natural resources belong equally to all, and given that John Locke was one of the founding fathers in ideology, all of it could be downright Libertarian if the money to do so were derived from the very natural resources that are their equal claim. The state of Alaska has an annual permanent fund dividend derived from just this principle applied to just one resource (oil) and divided between the state and its citizens.
Justice and mercy can both play a role with neither robbing the other.
Her words visually would be like a Picasso painting. I'm not sure what all is going on with her, but there was so much poetry in her words, along with the fracturing. Thank you to mark and to her for an interesting view of life
😂😂😂
I am curious about the uncle that lived out back……🤔
Marilyn Monroe/Anna Nicole Smith vibes. Play dumb so they all love me. But sincerely empty inside. Scary sad. I wish her wellness and healing.
The words she uses in her sentences makes you stop and think, what?? But on second thought it makes total sense in a strange way. Very poetic. Not sure if it’s intentional or just drug induced though. Either way it is very interesting
She does not strike me as 'crazy' or schizophrenic; her speech clears up sometimes later in the interview. She sounds self-reflective, philosophical and intelligent. She is an artist, poet, performance-artist. Her use of language is intentional so are her miss-speaks.
Right! I’m thinking that doesn’t make sense but then it does like when When mark asked her if she was happy and she said something along the lines of “I’m not happy and I’m not unhappy I’m pushing” first thing I thought of was playing blackjack. When you and the dealer are tied it’s called a push- even money. It’s not bad and it’s not great it’s just what you had
300 IQ hosted in a broken and beautiful mind.
This poor lost soul is seriously one pickup away from being murdered. She is far too comfortable with her situation to understand the consequences.
That was my thought too !!!!
I thought the same thing... Unless she gets REAL [Long Term] help, she isn't long for this world... Sad.
Most definitely. I see a major tragedy.
She sounds like a politician, her answers leave you saying, "what did I ask her" to yourself.
Hahahaha so true.i hate politicians they are all evil
So true 😂🤣
it's like an interview with Courtney Love in the 90's.
Lmfao
A lost, but beautiful soul. I wish her only well wishes & send so much love with prayers💜
Wow! So much going on within her. She was raised secluded and old fashioned - taught it's the woman's place to keep the man happy, and raised with no set goals for after highschool. She yearns to please men, it gives her power because they choose her as their object of desire. But the emptiness is devastating when she finds herself alone and resorts to drugs to fill the hole. ... such a strong woman and beautiful soul. She changes her mind set in less desirable situations by labeling them with "happy" words, seeing the good in the bad. She is amazing. I wish her well on her journey.
She does replace any word you would consider negative or bad or sad she replaces it with a positive. Great take
I found her fascinating to watch, I agree with the "beat poetry" analogy, definitely a performance going on, reminds me of the sixties when people would drop acid and wax poetically. Love her made up words and off beat expressions, cold sore lip. She is a wonderful character.
No far far from the beats and the 60s. This ain't poetry, man
@@lastnamefirst4035 we
@Armando Tarziu Wow! Lau Lau! You tripping....
We are romanticising,glorifying the effects ,poetic expression of self abusive,degenerative lifestyle that no doubt came as trajectory from other's abuse
Wish her healing,right mind,life
🙏🙏🙏
for the first half of this interview i was thinking this girl is speaking complete gibberish and nonsense. then about half way through, if you put that out of your head and really listen.. she is actually answering most of the questions. just in her own way. was really interesting to try and decipher what she was trying to get across. love these interviews, and i hope she's safe and doing as well as one can be in this type of situation.
She does not strike me as 'crazy' or schizophrenic; her speech clears up sometimes later in the interview. She sounds self-reflective, philosophical and intelligent. She is an artist, poet, performance-artist. Her use of language is intentional so are her miss-speaks.
@Dorando Cavallacci Thanks I have no internal spell check.
@Dorando Cavallacci I fixed it after I got your message. Thanks I knew that one or two words were likely not correct. Actually 5 I think. I had reset my settings in Chrome and did not have my spell check on.
I mean if you try really hard you can make poetry out of someone's fart sounds lol.. complete jibberish.
@@kerredderrek ...such as "accusated". It's a genius way to describe being accused, and, from a polyglottal perspective, it's actually linguistically correct if you take the Spanish word "acusada" and English-ize it.
Facinating, I rewatched it a couple times already. Her level of trauma is deep, she's only 27. I don't believe something didn't happen at grandma's house with uncle living in the back and neither does Mark since he asks twice, once in the beginning of the interview and once later on. About 13 minutes in she is describing the first molesting with her broken vocabulary. "Hurting is one of her children" she says. Wow. Hopefully she can get some help, she's still young.
Mark is too interested in child abuse imo. It's like he's disappointed when someone says it didn't happen.
@@honeyfungus4774 Maybe he knows better.
I only wish this lady sobriety and peace in her life .
!!!!
wat u talking about 'she isn't an addict.
What evet
High as a kite, and probably at the rock bottom of her life.... And virtually the only thing on the top of her head is how sexy she is. Sad, since it's clear she's clearly thoughtful and intuitive, and this is what she values
@@hollywooddc1708 that doesn't even make sense not to mention you must have such a closed mind, fool
Struggled to watch this. And in a way I feel like maybe we shouldn’t be, as if this girl doesn’t truly realise what she’s saying or doing and whether she’s really capable of consenting to any of this, or anything she does. It’s frightening to me that this girl (and many like her) is out there alone putting herself in very dangerous scenarios, but doesn’t seem fully aware of her situation....
I agree, she’s saying a lot without saying much at all. Nothing she’s saying flows together or makes much sense
Thank you! She is so under the influence she may just be saying what she thinks people want to here, playing the role she usually plays to get the money to get her drugs and survive. I know because I’ve been there, to only a slightly lesser degree because I could string a sentence together. But I would just pick up on what I thought people expected from me or what I thought sounded good to them so they would pay me and not hurt me. Basically I would just parrot what I thought their sentiments and attitudes were. I have also been in the business sober, very aware of my very different opinions from the clients but conscious of keeping a separate persona, while not giving up all of myself and just agreeing with people. I feel like if someone’s going to be doing sex industry work, they’ve got to be strong and healthy or they’re going to be preyed upon. I don’t think anyone who would take advantage of a woman in this condition (who is incoherent and needs money for a serious drug addiction) is a very good person. At least, that decision was not an ethical decision. I don’t condemn anyone. We can all change and do better. But I don’t think it should be seen as normal to use someone who is hurting. Not just hurting, but clearly not aware of what’s going on.
You've described the plight of many homeless folks. Isn't he publishing this to communicate that fact to polite society? Human beings.
This interview is the safest place she's probably ever been.
@@breadlowry Exactly. These are human beings just like everyone who watches the videos or anyone on the planet. They were a baby, have/had parents, and they have a past and experienced a unique life and set of experiences. Society's judgements often portray homeless, drug addicts, mentally ill, etc. as some form of lesser being than an average person.. They're actually the same species as everyone else, just human beings living incredibly hard lives.
This chick is super high
Lots of blank space between those ears…
I wonder what drug because she seem functioning but super happy
What a beautiful person. Reminds me of a girlfriend of mine..RIP suze
She is so eloquently fragmentary….such a poetic and disturbed young lady. This interview made me feel like an emotional-marimba being played by a toddler. There isn’t a word for it. I feel like I got a tour through a dilapidated, decaying museum of art. Im sad, shocked, hurt & disturbed.
Think she has a clear narcissistic trait.
If you didn’t speak the English language you’d think she was incredibly introspective. I challenged myself to make it through the entire interview
Idk about “eloquent” lol
@@stormy8427 Very possibly- but difficult to know if she is always high.
Apparent to me is disassociation with narcissism. Low self-esteem is neon bright.
The drugs have her so lost😔 she can't even speak. You have her so out of her element she doesn't know how to act. I feel so sorry for her because you can see she wants to be elegant and educated but is stuck.
Very very stuck.
But I couldn't handle all the scratching. Especially between her legs 😬
I pray she gets help before she gets completely lost inside her mind.
When she called her clients "sowelu", I instantly recognized that a Nordic rune. Here is the meaning. "Sowelu is the final of the runes of the Elder Futhark. After travelings through the entire set of Runes we come to Sowelu - Wholeness. Sowelu is the wholeness to which we all belong and are connected. Sowelu is finding wholeness and completeness within whom we are and how we interact with others. Sowelu is the Sun in it’s most magnificent and beneficent guises. Sowelu is the harvest from the fields stored and ready to carry through the dark of winter’s night. Sowelu is achievement. Sowelu is celebration. Sowelu means having what we need when we need it - even if we can’t see the truth of that in the current moment."
She is searching to be whole through sexual connection.
Actually, she called the married clients sowelu.. So she sees them as having the sun, happiness, and wants some of that for her own. She has a hard time when she sees the love between two people, and it gets in the way of her doing her job. She's a romantic at heart.
Hats off to you mate
She has to be related to Courtney Love.
@@Lil.black.dress84 🤣 perfect reply to this malarkey
Thank you for the explanation
She's heartbroken💔 isn't she?
She needs time to heal and find peace
✌️✝️🕉️⭐✨☯️🌍☮️⛪🙏🌼🙂🌟
Well put. I have runes tattooed all over me. Powerful symbols
This women is a poet! she is waxing lyrical. She knows how to use words. She has a creative genius. very profound. Great depth of imagination, beauty, pain and expansive. Far from mundane.
She's so beautiful, yet so very mentally ill.
There's a type of psychosis called "thought disorder" a symptom of schizophrenia.
"Thought disorder is a disorganized way of thinking that leads to abnormal ways of expressing language when speaking and writing.
It's one of the primary symptoms of schizophrenia, but it may be present in other mental disorders such as mania and depression."
She's so vulnerable to being taken of advantage of, of being used & abused.
How does she stay safe? How is she surviving? Is she homeless? Is anyone taking care of her? Where is her family? So many questions...
Do you mean "Word Salad" ??
Yep “word salad”.
"are you using drugs?".. her answer made me feel like I'm on drugs..
17:02 Deep... but if she wasn’t *too* independent or *too* careful, perhaps she wouldn’t be *so* lonely, and have to do *everything* by herself. It’s just a matter of *slowly* letting the guard down, and *slowly* letting someone in. So that she can *discover* whether their intentions are *True.*
Of course this would require meeting someone who doesn’t *presume* she is promiscuous just because of her present line of work, and *understands* she wants to be valued for more than just stimulating sexual desires, as with all women 21:30. Although such a person would be very difficult to find in her present line of work.
31:25 But first *she* needs to understand that the extremes of sensual pleasure *can* make her feel temporarily *satisfied.* But that *always* comes with a *persistent* amount of pain that can only ever be *temporarily* numbed. Whereas anything vesting in the *Permanent* Principle of Love *can* only make her feel persistently *good.*
But crossing over from feeling *temporarily satisfied* to *persistently good* requires an act of *Faith* (that) that will *open your mind* to a whole new range of possibilities.
Honest to God, I just figured it out. Corrine speaks like English is her second language. I was within about 45 seconds of the end when she said pout after stringing a few seemingly unrelated words together. It's like that thing where a native Polish speaker said American horse pirate instead of cowboy! Girlfriend has fried some synapses due to undisclosed trauma.
Another one is meat weapon for a table knife.
I also felt her mis-use of language was similar to English as a Second Language speaker...
Reminds me of Courtney Love. She seems to revel in this performance 🎭 and regaling with stories. Of course we hope the best for anyone in this most unfortunate situation, but unfortunately, she does not appear ready for change.
omg yes, she is of that same spirit
She is answering, but in a constant symbolic, or word play reference.. she's really fantastic. A gem in a field of gravel.
Really!? You guys are impressed by anything
I think you're reading WAAAAAAAAY too much into that my friend
Lmaooooo she just talking jibberish. You're delusional. 😂
I’m guessing those who replied negatively to this comment are shallow thinkers and see only with their eyes
@@aep7113 we're not delusional, you dummy
When she says she's a bad girl but she's also nice means that she is living in the underbelly of society but she she holds her kindness, she doesn't want to let the evil streets take her spirit.
When she throws out the comment of her uncle living in the back, I think she might mean that her family looked down on him and maybe threw him to the side and maybe she wasn't allowed in his area of the home, that's why she referenced that he "lived" in the back.
When she says, "When I walk down the blade it's all green lights" meaning she hasn't ran into much trouble or she is telling herself that she's not doing what she's doing in the shadow of the red lights. Maybe denial, maybe a false sense of security or the feeling like she won't or can't be touched or hurt.
Referencing her children as emotions means she nurtures her struggle and takes sentiment in her life it has more meaning than maybe it should or she takes insight into what she's doing has a bigger meaning in the end. She mentions she didn't create the word or feeling of hurt orpain it was already there, its the human condition and she is just experiencing it. Hurting is from pine pine is from pain, it became from whatever the case may be..meaning that everyone hurts the same way in the concept but she experiences it different than the next person
When she makes reference to her childhood home being full of pine needles, she's referencing back to the one thing that reminds her of home. Mentioning that her family stayed in her grandmother's house to me means that her parents or mother wasn't stable enough to not depend on Corrines grandmother.
A "little wild" referencing her childhood but then explaining that there were a lot of chickens, a dog and a parrot when referring to why it was wild. What I got from this is that she was often ignored and put outside to go play amongst the animals unattended amongst the barbwire which was confusing and lonely but the animals might have distracted her or helped her escape she might have sought solace from because of the chaos going on inside.
She at a young age realized that she "had a lot to work with" meaning she learned different negative behaviors that served her situation. She taught herself ways to survive by manipulation or destructive tendencies.
She explained that she liked her childhood because she snuck around and smoked cigarettes means she was allowed to get away with things she knew weren't ok, she was kinda of slowly understanding that she wasn't cared for as she was supposed to be.
I don't know if when she says she was "born out here" in California if she meant that she was actually born there or if she found her true self and was born meaning she was finally able to let go and be herself and made it her new home when she left on her own to California away from whatever didn't ring true to home where her family was.
I think she might have had people talk shit about her or expose her on Facebook so she decided to take control of the situation and put it out there herself.
She said she is out in south central taking off her panties that are floral print meaning that she is doing something she thought she'd never do, she urges for that innocence back but it's gone.
When she says "amios mio" like she's getting cat called by Spanish men... men who pick up girls in that area are mostly Hispanic.
To be accused wrongfully would be punishable. She says she takes punishment for them. She feels like she is punished by society due to her choice to work in sex work. She is punished by society for trying to survive.
When she mentions she is protrayed as a prostitute when she doesn't wear a bra. She gets mad at herself when she doesn't make money she feels like she didn't "execute" her mission. If she's gonna be a bad girl and take all the slack from it she has to get a reward or else she's wasting herself.
I'm not sure if she has a woman as a pimp "Janelle".
When Mark asked her if she's the black sheep in her family and she replied that she was the first person in her family to wear orange. That meant she was the first person in her family to go to jail.
When she refers to her "dress" she's referring to the facad she was putting on. She is trying to tell us that she is ashamed of the word prostitute and she lies to herself by telling herself it's her preference until the "adults" in her life (authority) tell her "you are prostituting" she has grown from being in denial to accepting her situation."cam models" i think might have started as actual girls online but she kept the term to refer tk are other girls on the street. That's how she keeps herself in denial.
When she says that she feels "spunkuous" or "sentimental" people knock her off her happy cloud. People suffering on the street hate it when someone is around with a bubbly or happy disposition because they are jealous that they are in pain and can't experience that feeling. People always are trying to tear corrine down because she experiences the world in a way that they don't and it makes them mad because they don't understand it.
She holds herself to the standard of trying her best not to seek out married men because she truly believes in the root of love. When the tricks crack codes and try to pull one over her eyes her outlook on love dies a little bit every time.
I wouldn't raise my hand to monogamy. Meaning she wouldn't volunteer to be true to one person because she has seen too many glinpses of proof that it doesn't work so she wouldn't vouch for an idea that doesn't work.
She says that her and her brother had a really really close bond of love and trust and became broken when her brother walked in on her giving a guy or a trick head and she tried to convince him that it was her boyfriend. She says the Fahrenheit wasn't equal meaning he didn't have the age or smarts to realize what she was doing and he blew her up thinking one thing when it really was another. She knew that it hurt her brother but she made it seems as if he was seeing something that he wasn't gaslighting him knowing well that they were so close and that he was hurt.
I could be reading too much into this one but...
When Mark asked do you have regrets in your life. She said I always used to think no I don't have any regrets in YOUR life,which I'm reading into that people assume, even strangers assume that she should regret what's become of her or what she has chosen to do but no she herself doesn't regret and doesn't care how you see it.
When she says she is "pushing" instead of happy means she is constantly looking for a way to feel good. And when she follows that up with that's the perks of being a prostitute is that in some way either the money, the feeling of someone needing you, the fast pump of dopamine to the reward system gives her that dose of happiness that she's pushing towards even if only for a minute. When she says the downfalls are the same as the reward means that her whole existence is a catch 22 cycle of insanity. The same thing that makes her feel good makes her feel bad. Not to "hold sore lip" means not to let cruelty pass your lips, not to hurt others with your words.
This girl is absolutely fascinating to listen to if you really hear what she's saying.
i love your dedication to explore in depth the messages of corrine and i believe she deserve such attention.
Reminds me (looks and demeanour) of Courtney Love.
Parts of this were confusing but I liked this interview a lot, she’s so interesting!
She isn't interesting. Her mind is likely unraveling. Interesting?
@@puckloki873 I think interesting in this case is a loaded term. I get what Camille is saying and I don't think she meant it the way you are taking it. I hope at least.
Agreed, the way she tries to frame things in a positive acceptable manner is cool. I think the concept of word replacement could be powerful: For instance she said she does not like the word prostitute: but would rather think of it as living sexual vs non-sexual and 'presenting' whatever that is. I think she could choose better replacement words but the concept is great. Its a way to turn a negative or shamed word though emotion into something closer to what her reality of it is.
@@networkdude1332 she’s not cool, bud
@@Rexwizord That’s not what I said.
Mark, that fade-out as she was attempting to make her point was powerful, just powerful stuff.
Metaphorical magic right there.
MUCH agreed. The fade-out allowed for a moment to really sum it all up, and yet not have it disappear all at once... allowing for a sense of the true weight in what we just witnessed a chance to fully sink in.
100%
Right on target!
This definitely had coffee shop open mic poetry vibes. I appreciate the raw authenticity of her expression “when ever I look good I’m accomplishing the goal of the clothes” Never heard truer words🤩
Signs of schizophrenia
i want “the first to dye their hair or wear the color orange” on my headstone
I know. My biggest laugh over here was first orange.
I assumed she meant an orange jump suit, prison?
@@LCee7 either way i want it on my headstone
@@Keigancarah 💯
Frankly, I enjoyed her streaks of philosophical meandering as opposed to yes or no answers while interpolating her state. Perhaps, she was an unrecognized savant of sorts during her youth playing with barn yard animals and acting out desperate for acknowledgment of her wit. The photo of her is excellent Mark! Stay safe Corrine!
If she could stop doing the drugs she could do anything. She is intelligent and has wonderful insight. She is a beautiful girl and i hope her life gets better and she learns to love herself. Drugs have really messed up her mind. She is just saying random words and it doesnt form a sentence that makes sense its like she starts out making a lot of sense and then she goes off on a bunny trail and then snaps back into the conversation. It was hard to follow a lot of things she said but I still got the gist of what shes saying. YOU ARE NOT A SKANK!
When she looks down to the side you can see how much she’s truly hurting & it’s heart breaking. You’ll see she has such a beautiful mind if you take the time to actually listen & think about what she’s saying. I’ve lived a completely different life than she has & can still relate to her a lot. Please do an update on this angel
She’s someone that isn’t replicated. I am interested in seeing the entire interview.
This is what a crystal meth high is
A schizophrenic once said one of the most memorable things I’ve heard. He said he could see auras. I asked him what my aura was. He said, “Unforgiveness of God.” So true.
She seems smart yes but also seems like she is trying so hard to make sense of her life, but her life is literally in shambles she knows it. She doesn’t wanna say she lives a scary hard life so she glamorizes it with her words. I get people think it’s poetic by looking at the comments but anyone who has done drugs knows that her make believe chatter is delusional
When I was watching, she seems extremely depressed, empty,, and It's sad but I totally understand being dramatically conditioned.
it's possible she is uncomfortable sharing everything. Some people put up a facade and are too proud or obliterated to admit they're not ideal for most people..
I wish her nothing less than happiness, joy, sobriety, therapy, stability, and a safe roof over her head.
I'd love for her to use her talent as outlet or a career
Yes.
I think in her profession I don't think she will be happy go lucky
I couldn’t agree more!!! In some unique way I love her. And I can see the beautiful soul she is underneath it all! I root for them all but there’s something about this one right here.
Nothing she was was close to poetic lol
You sound just as crazy as she does. Did you not watch the same clip I did?
She’s obviously experiencing some type of schizophrenia enduced by drugs.
Wow. There is a brilliant woman in there. Incredibly creative thinker - obviously on drugs and probably with a psych diagnosis but I was really stuck by something beautiful and special within her... Hope she can get some help and truly feel her power and somehow integrate with herself and get to a better place in life.
Eh, I disagree,
She just repeating the jibberish his pimp be telling her.
😹😹😹 You can’t be serious: this woman is HIGH on drugs.
Any meth bum is a high class poet and an artist according to your logic
i agree
No.
Getting #courtneylovevibes . Beautiful, piognant interview Mark. Bless this young lady. 🙏
Poignant
Yes I was getting Marilyn Monroe and Kortney Love vibes definitely
@@tatmoneyvideos6877 ty
This interview was really uncomfortable. It felt like Mark was flirting and it just felt icky.
Crystal causes psychosis and hallucinations from sleep deprivation!
This one made me cry. You can be conditioned so fast. My dad called me a whore all the time when I was a child. I still remember it and I still feel everything that came with that. The demons in our heads always come out. You really have to choose to forgive yourself. I blamed myself for so much. Even when my cousins or my uncle made the mistake. I hope she can get to a place of peace. Its taken time, pain, friends, love from a good man and my dogs to save myself. Praying for you Corrine 😭💔🙏
No couch potatos shaming pls. LOL
@@psihopediaYou made me laugh. Thanks! :)
☮️ to you.
@@Bdamazyn thank you, many blessings to you 🥰
I understand... I was 12 when my mom called me a wh*re... for wearing a tank top in the 30 degree (Celsius) heat... it stayed with me into my adulthood... Made me question, and feel shame for my sexuality as I aged. Our parents' words can affect us long after they said them.
Are Drug's a part of your life ?
No, I'm always delusional... How sad, she has no clue who she is or the fact that she's making zero sense... Glamorous ? Not so much...
Clearly she is messed up. Mark is a Saint for being able to listen to her senseless rambling. I hope she is OK and comes back to reality. Some don't have that luxury and stay gone. Three times I saw it in rehab where the psychosis was permanent. This poor girl may be searching for a "word" forever.
As I first started listening to her pattern of speech, I thought she might have some form of aphasia, either organic or from drug abuse, but that's on me - for prematurely judging her. The more I listened, the more I realized how poetic she is.
She was speaking in concepts and repurposing words to suit. For example, "our fahrenheit was not equal", "I do not like to exotic to a (married) man", and others have already noted her beautiful response to the question of whether or not she was lonely. When Mark would ask her a pragmatic question, she would give a conventionally structured response, and then start speaking in concepts. She's obviously street smart and able to take care of herself, Mark simply made her comfortable to express herself on her own terms in her own way.
The light bulb moment for me was when I realized, holy crap! Change her name to Bob Dylan or Courtney Love and the same people slamming her in the comments would own all her albums (and still not understand what she was saying!).
It's not slamming to notice that she's obviously fucked up on drugs. You can tell not only from her slurred speech, but her body movements and glossed over eyes as well. Plus, she would misunderstand so many of Mark's questions that it was clear she was high as a kite. Like when Mark asked her where she was from, and she thought he asked where the name Corrine was from.
You’re looking in too deep. She's speaking in drug-induced gibberish. There's nothing conceptual about it.
I find it odd how viewers here want to believe that this hurting soul is consciously being poetic or speaking in some sort of mysterious code. It's just drug-induced nonsense.
@Armando Tarziu Take your Bible, wrap it in tin foil, and shove it up your ass.
Lol
There’s nothing poetic about her. She’s stoned out of her gourd. Is it called you a perfect example of why the world is going to shit. You enable people that need help. She’s not a poet. She’s a drug addict.
Agreed.
She reminds me of Courtney Love
I don't think she's "fried" "gone" "to far gone" in "psychosis" or anything else I've read in the comments. I think she's been preparing for this her whole life, to have a chance to be heard by people who will REALLY listen. Everything she said makes COMPLETE sense, she's litterally answering with that of a "masters" flair. She's an artist. A philanthropist. A poet. I find her interesting as can be. A female Jim Morrison if you will. I hope she finds whatever it is in life that makes her content, if this is it- awesome, but I think she has hopes and dreams just like me. May she see them sooner than later ❤️
I compared her with Jim Morrison in a different comment without reading your beautiful words. Yes, she's an artist and sometimes art gets closer to insanity than anything else. :)
I wrote a similar coment a few minites ago. "She does not strike me as 'crazy' or scizophrenic her speach clears up sometimes later in the interview. She sounds self-reflective, philisofical and inteligent. She is an artist, poet, performance-artist. Her use of language is intentional so are her miss-speaks."
Completely agree...she uses words so deliciously. The way she talks is just stroking velvet. She is speaking her truth.
@@Raven24444 Yeah, except we should know what word salad means. MW Definition: Word salad is defined as “a jumble of *extremely incoherent speech* as sometimes observed in schizophrenia,” and has been used of patients suffering from other kinds of dementia, such as Alzheimer’s.
Oh please, she sounds bat shit crazy. Hope she gets help.
I was in such a bad spot when I began to listen to it. Thank you everyone who pointed out she may be in the state of psychosis, and in the grip of mind altering stuff. It gave me food for thought and once I sorted out what needed sorting out and was at peace again I realised she may have been through so much crap she may have gone in the state she is to detach from whatever mistreatment she was through. Thank you.
One of the most bizarre interviews I've listened to. I hope that she finds her way back to a good life someday.
I wonder what happened to her hand to get such a lump above her index finger
This is a tough watch. This is an amazing interview and an amazing look into a damaged life. Hope she gets better.
She reminds me of a 90’s Courtney Love.
The drugs are messing up her mind. She sounds like she suffers from disorganized schizophrenia.
Im glad she ONLY adopted children through spirit! It’s obvious there is something very wrong. I hope one day she faces her fears and gets help. Sending her love.
It's nice to give people a place to talk but you don't have to rip off this channel so blatantly.
@@Bassmasterwitacaster who’s ripping off the channel blatantly? Sending her love and in no way shaming or talking down upon her.
if someone cannot face their fears on their own, should we call them weak or unworthy, or should we give them the help we are very able to provide?
@@MFJoneser i would love for you to help her and thats only if she wants to take your help and wants the help enough for herself! Who implied she was “unworthy” or “weak”?
Maybe if she had kids it would be the only thing that could force her to change her lifestyle, but who knows if she would use drugs during pregnancy
Word salad spoken with a lot of conviction
Am I the only one that is understanding how she’s processing the questions? She is smart. She place stuff in a box/cage for it to be more tolerable for her.
She does not strike me as 'crazy' or scizophrenic her speach clears up sometimes later in the interview. She sounds self-reflective, philisofical and inteligent. She is an artist, poet, performance-artist. Her use of language is intentional so are her miss-speaks.
@@kerredderrek why?????
The Courtney Love vibes are strong!
Man is she a wild spirit, I hope she can come back for a follow up interview sober. Would be interesting how she articulates while not under the unfluence.
This woman will never get sober.
If Courtney love was a teenager in this day and age - that is who she reminds me of - the cadence, the false empty very sad confidence that only comes from years of horrific abuse.
I am so sad for her
So fkn sad 😞
Please bring her back! A follow-up with her in a few weeks is mandatory!! One of a kind responses to your questions!!
This is pretty hard to watch… This girl is off her tits and it feels somewhat exploitative or borderline ridiculous
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I don’t think that she is in any stupid, but just high and stuck in a loop when she tries to string thoughts together