"One day after my suicide" The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes. The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me. The day after my suicide, I saw my dog was more incredible than I could imagine. Everytime someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, and seeing that it was not me, would lay down in front of the door and continue waiting for me. The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Treasured moments.The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared. The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing. At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?" Thank goodness that was just a vision. Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. Prettier, smarter and stronger. Make this yours. Save it to notes and read it later. Disclaimer: This is not my story I just wanted to spread it because maybe it helps some people :)
that's right...deep breaths now...hate yourself, loathe yourself, no one loves or need you, maybe your family might, but thats that, chill bruh, let go, you're not special, anyone can replace you, you're just temporary
What is so good about living all you do is a cycle Kids Wake up early eat breakfast get to school do work for 7 hours or how many hours of school and then when you get home you have to do more work at home and if you fail you'll get consquenses even if you try so hard to pass all theese distractions are just a waste of time|Adults Wake up earlier then kids and if you have kids you have to make sure to wake them up for school then you have to get ur kids to school and go to work pick ur kids up and you have responsibilities to do if you have kids you have to respond to emails letters texts calls people calling ur name and people are hurt on the inside but whos gonna care about ur feeling cause someday the people you think you can trust is gonna betray you or die ur family members are gonna die then you have to greive over theres death whats so good about life|you act like everything is ok you put a smile on ur face even tho the times you go through bye thanks for reading i guess
Suicide is a pity death, you may never believe it when you are in this deep disconnect, depression... Death is a gift for people, really any living being, weight off your feet. Death should never be taken, it is no longer a gift but it turns into a unworthy bypass, you have stolen what you wanted, and did not see what discord you have caused. Moribund is the state of death, do not take it, receive it when your time is ready, live, by all means, live...
From 19-22 I wanted to die after my closest friend died. Never kill yourself. The day I met my cousin’s newborn girl I was embarrassed I ever wanted to die. I’d never have met her. Heads up playas. WHEN you get out of those dark places too you are impervious and people ask me why I’m so happy. It’s cause I used to have DARK days. Good luck everyone!
death isnt the worst thing in life its the things you lose along your path to death death is a mere dot to your setence wainging to be placed yea death may seem scary but its also the one true promise in life that can never be broken its inevitable sp why not accept the fact death is normal be you and dont let life effect how you feel your your own being others are theres you control you they control them we must live with suxh a fact in order to seek peace bc without understanding there can be no peace in this world
My life is trash nobody respects me I have to move and it's tuff these days man I just want to kill myself this is why. I will neverever want to be in this generation bcz my life is trash nothing can cure me except my old school. My cousins don't love me anymore how they us to I have bad friends and just yeah umm yeah that's I hate my lif3
Forget and move on. I know it’s hard. She may be the girl of your dreams. But are you the man of her dreams? I know it’s hard to hear, but the truth. Become the best version of yourself you can
@@stephenhataway2303I was the best version of myself when I was with her I’ve never felt cared for or remembered i heard a joke and laughed it wasn’t funny I saw something everyone else thought was cute or nice I smiled I didn’t think they were cute nice or funny for the first time in a couple years I finally found something that actually made me happy and made me smile without forcing it or faking it I smiled without realizing it was nice. I told her how I felt she said she felt the same way I kissed her she had the worlds biggest smile on her face then she dropped it so fast and said we could only be friends I asked why but she wouldn’t tell me so we were just friends but any time I saw her I reminded her how I felt and every time she said she still felt the same way. We had this friend group and we would all se each other 3 days a week one day she didn’t show I asked her friend and she said she moved and I really thought if anything happened to any of us we would tell each other goodbye but I didn’t get a goodbye everyone knew she was moving but me. Her friend told me the reason we could only be friends was because from the first day I knew her to the last she knew she was moving and that’s why it sucks because there’s no hate towards one another. I think I’m going to find someone else but I know they won’t mean as much as she meant to me and to be honest I think I rather be alone then to find someone else.
Real. (She was everything to me, but she wanted to leave without fixing anything and left me with all the love in my hands. Honestly, my days without her are no longer the same, without her "good morning my love" or her "good night rest my little prince" is something that damages me mentally but I will have to live with it. Living without it. To live without his love. Learn to take it with me where life wants it. I'll keep thinking about her 😞
Your skin isn't a paper, Don't cut it Your neck isn't a coat, Don't hang it Your body isn't a book, Don't judge it Your life isn't a movie, Dont end it You're Beautiful the way you are, Dont listen to them, Your life is amazing :)
We sometimes need to wake up to what we are doing in life it’s being wasted in time of your life every thing feels sad in way we’re you just want to die it’s not true as Jesus can fill your heart
As someone who has thought about suicide dozens of times, parents have died, has been betrayed, has been cheated on, has lost many familiars, had been changed by friends, cried, lied about his depression and acts like its fine, this song feels me.
I lost my grandfather at 6 due to covid-19 pandeimc when i heard it my life shatterd i remebred the times i played and watched old tv shows and godzilla films in 10 now and living a good life but still think bout him
Maybe he’s got nothing in life but you maybe he’s losing grip on reality maybe he’s dreamed this perfect life with you in it and realized just like that dream it’s to good to be true maybe he thinks he’s going to wake up and realize how alone he is without you maybe he loves you to much to be fully attached to someone he thinks is one day just going to leave him like everyone and everything else has. I don’t know why you think he’s losing feelings or if he has but I hope this helped please know that I wish the best for you and I’m not just talking about this I mean in life if things do or don’t work out either way I hope you are able to find happiness in life. Best of luck
Je sais plus qui je suis Je sais plus où je suis Je souffre beaucoup trop Mon cœur et déchiré, déchiqueté, brûlé mais je tiens toujours debout Pourquoi, pour qui je sais pas Je souffre beaucoup trop Pourquoi suis-je là Pourquoi avoir une vie dure, souffrent, pleine de tristesse Je sais plus qui je suis Je sais plus où je suis Je souffre beaucoup trop
I don't know who I am anymore I don't know where I am anymore I suffer too much My heart is torn, shredded, burned but I hold on, stand up Why, for whom I don't know Why am I here Why have a hard life, suffer, full of sadness I suffer too much I don't know who I am anymore I don't know where I am anymore I suffer too much
I don't know who I am anymore I don't know where I am anymore I suffer too much My heart is torn, shredded, burned but I hold on, stand up Why, for whom I don't know Why am I here Why have a hard life, suffer, full of sadness I suffer too much I don't know who I am anymore I don't know where I am anymore I suffer too much
vc fica olhando para um ponto especifico totalmente com um olhar parado e vazio , enquanto suas emoções ficam fluindo naquele momento , sem vc saber oq é isso definitivamente ,vc faz varias perguntas a si mesmo de fatos que aconteceu com vc e se poderia evitar -los e se fez escolhas certas até se pergunta se vc tivesse sido melhor naquele momento poderia mudar as coisa , porem , por algum motivo só deixa sua mente se mover e muitos pensamentos ,seja do que fez ou do que será de vc com as coisas que fez.... Vc realmente está bem ? vc sabe que se n mudar o hoje n vai ter oq fazer no amanhã , ent mude , melhore e só prosiga com fé
There she was lying in her bed Thinking all the times she had with her friends Waiting till her parents come out Never has she felt this feeling Feeling of being around a million but just 1 sitting Not letting herself out for others Put all the feelings inside a little ball not asking for it to curve Thinking of ending it all All the mean words get to her Thinking of all the times she had fun Just for the bad ones to cover it all Thinking of ending it all Realising her parents are gonna atend her funeral Thinking and imagining her parents cry Gets up and pulls out a knife Wishing they can take back what they said For her clothes her face and her head But its to late as she hears the crys of the living wishing she took the beating May everyone take this as a life lesson, no matter what comes don't end it all.
God and Jesus loves you they made so much sacrifices... Jesus died for us and were killed by US And God regrets making us.. We need to do better and stop sinning please repent and pray. Thank God that you wake up everyday. Fun fact: A rainbow or the rainbow symbolizes that God will never flood the Earth again. Sad fact: Mary had to watch her son for 6 hours on the cross. Please turn to God and be saved
It was a very sad day for me, i was only 8-9 years of age i traded all my expensive items for stupid ahh cape in Growtopia thinking that it was one of those expensive one that cost alot of diamond locks😢 😡
Bro: "ye I'm fine"
The pain he's been through
"One day after my suicide"
The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes.
The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me.
The day after my suicide, I saw my dog was more incredible than I could imagine. Everytime someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, and seeing that it was not me, would lay down in front of the door and continue waiting for me.
The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Treasured moments.The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared.
The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing.
At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?"
Thank goodness that was just a vision.
Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. Prettier, smarter and stronger.
Make this yours. Save it to notes and read it later.
Disclaimer: This is not my story I just wanted to spread it because maybe it helps some people :)
I've seen that vid too
I wish I would have sent this to someone I knew before it was to late
thanks!
Man it gave me chills. Thanks for spreading this story. All the best to you!
Real
that's right...deep breaths now...hate yourself, loathe yourself, no one loves or need you, maybe your family might, but thats that, chill bruh, let go, you're not special, anyone can replace you, you're just temporary
Just remember you wont be always alone, Jesus is there with you all the time✝️
Its a very good day to rain💔
If i return here, you know.... it's done, i won.
Guys, i'm alive.
I won.
@@Ryder_thePeacefullMan good proud of you
Goodjob
I miss my old self before my father nearly passed away. I have immense ptsd.
I'm so sorry bro 😔
Автор лучший, под эту музыку, я многое переосмыслил, а самое главное читал приятные книги
"é só um amigo"
Deve doer receber isso de alguém que você ama, mas sabe oque dói mais? "Você foi um erro" e por experiência própria posso confirmar que dói bastante.
What is so good about living
all you do is a cycle
Kids Wake up early eat breakfast get to school do work for 7 hours or how many hours of school and then when you get home you have to do more work at home and if you fail you'll get consquenses even if you try so hard to pass all theese distractions are just a waste of time|Adults Wake up earlier then kids and if you have kids you have to make sure to wake them up for school then you have to get ur kids to school and go to work pick ur kids up and you have responsibilities to do if you have kids you have to respond to emails letters texts calls people calling ur name and people are hurt on the inside but whos gonna care about ur feeling cause someday the people you think you can trust is gonna betray you or die ur family members are gonna die then you have to greive over theres death whats so good about life|you act like everything is ok you put a smile on ur face even tho the times you go through bye thanks for reading i guess
put this on max and you will rethink your life and the loses and the times you lost or forgot someone or missed a chance...
Suicide is a pity death, you may never believe it when you are in this deep disconnect, depression... Death is a gift for people, really any living being, weight off your feet. Death should never be taken, it is no longer a gift but it turns into a unworthy bypass, you have stolen what you wanted, and did not see what discord you have caused. Moribund is the state of death, do not take it, receive it when your time is ready, live, by all means, live...
thank you for this.
Amen and always rmr GOD LOVES u
deep
From 19-22 I wanted to die after my closest friend died. Never kill yourself. The day I met my cousin’s newborn girl I was embarrassed I ever wanted to die. I’d never have met her. Heads up playas. WHEN you get out of those dark places too you are impervious and people ask me why I’m so happy. It’s cause I used to have DARK days. Good luck everyone!
death isnt the worst thing in life its the things you lose along your path to death death is a mere dot to your setence wainging to be placed yea death may seem scary but its also the one true promise in life that can never be broken its inevitable sp why not accept the fact death is normal be you and dont let life effect how you feel your your own being others are theres you control you they control them we must live with suxh a fact in order to seek peace bc without understanding there can be no peace in this world
exam makes me depressed.
Same for me fam, i dont like the way its going
Bro but it is the way to succeed my man....
I'm not scared of school exams.
I'm scared of my health exams.
Today is a sad day 😢
How many times, have i failed you, oh Lord my God...
You wake up on abtrampoline at 7 you say"i dont want to grow up" you go to your comforting bed *it was all a dream*
OH OH GOD HELP HELP ME!-half life 2
help
.
bro?
Real
Im sorry
ばくた
Dude just go to a therapist
Is....... Sad today 😞😓😞
I’m a worthless disappointment to everybody. Nothing I do is impactful or meaningful for anyone. It makes no difference weather I am alive or not.
She just had a passion, not real love 💔
im so cooked chat
00:29
Mais o Domingo A Noite
Im sorry….
I need hekp
God of War god of pein
$maximo nvl 2794$
I tried.
Today is a sad day.. ✝️
God have mercy on us
God is good always. God loves us even as sinners. (Romans 5:8
god is just a part of your imagination.
@@FistOfFury06amen
@@runixhouse2009 Don't quit bro. God bless
I don't even have anything to be sad about this shit just hits hard randomly lmao
Me too 😂
You guys are lucky to be happy at least
@@Its-been-28-daysfr
@@Its-been-28-days
My life is trash
nobody respects me I have to move and it's tuff these days man I just want to kill myself this is why. I will neverever want to be in this generation bcz my life is trash nothing can cure me except my old school. My cousins don't love me anymore how they us to I have bad friends and just yeah umm yeah that's I hate my lif3
I miss her😔
Forget and move on. I know it’s hard. She may be the girl of your dreams. But are you the man of her dreams? I know it’s hard to hear, but the truth. Become the best version of yourself you can
@@stephenhataway2303I was the best version of myself when I was with her I’ve never felt cared for or remembered i heard a joke and laughed it wasn’t funny I saw something everyone else thought was cute or nice I smiled I didn’t think they were cute nice or funny for the first time in a couple years I finally found something that actually made me happy and made me smile without forcing it or faking it I smiled without realizing it was nice. I told her how I felt she said she felt the same way I kissed her she had the worlds biggest smile on her face then she dropped it so fast and said we could only be friends I asked why but she wouldn’t tell me so we were just friends but any time I saw her I reminded her how I felt and every time she said she still felt the same way. We had this friend group and we would all se each other 3 days a week one day she didn’t show I asked her friend and she said she moved and I really thought if anything happened to any of us we would tell each other goodbye but I didn’t get a goodbye everyone knew she was moving but me. Her friend told me the reason we could only be friends was because from the first day I knew her to the last she knew she was moving and that’s why it sucks because there’s no hate towards one another. I think I’m going to find someone else but I know they won’t mean as much as she meant to me and to be honest I think I rather be alone then to find someone else.
me too
Real. (She was everything to me, but she wanted to leave without fixing anything and left me with all the love in my hands. Honestly, my days without her are no longer the same, without her "good morning my love" or her "good night rest my little prince" is something that damages me mentally but I will have to live with it. Living without it. To live without his love. Learn to take it with me where life wants it. I'll keep thinking about her 😞
@@Xander.real.Alift heavy weight makes sad voice in head go away
Anybody here in the comments sharing there sorrows. I dont blame you
what does that make me?
the god of pain?
Free ☪️
"Life is a nightmare where you can't wake up unless you put yourself to sleep."
- a wise person
The only thing that is keeping me alive rn is my family, I just can’t leave them, not like that.
You are free to choose, choose whatever you want, I will choose a better path
@@The_True_Citizen same
@@The_True_Citizen Keep fighting bro! Don't give up! It's too late for me... But not for you!!! Stay strong!!!😁
@@AbelGallegos-d2z That's great! Keep fighting!!! Stay strong and stay safe!!!😁👍
Just focus on yourself, she wasn't worth it.
She? Who's she? I don't have a "she", never had.
I don't care about love, i just think that i'm dying.
Please hug me. My heart hurts so much.
You ok?
@@Silverwolf726- ok?
@@halilertaas Never.
🫂🤝
The worst thing that you can fell is feeling in love with a girl from rich family
I wish i wasn't single
Real
@@Mari-d7q real
Me on Sunday night
Real.
Your skin isn't a paper, Don't cut it
Your neck isn't a coat, Don't hang it
Your body isn't a book, Don't judge it
Your life isn't a movie, Dont end it
You're Beautiful the way you are, Dont listen to them, Your life is amazing :)
Amen and always God loves 🫵🏿🫵🏾🫵🏻🫵🏽🫵
W man, god loves you
Real music 🎶
I miss her
We sometimes need to wake up to what we are doing in life it’s being wasted in time of your life every thing feels sad in way we’re you just want to die it’s not true as Jesus can fill your heart
I’m cooked
deep.
It’s not yourself you want to kill, it’s a part of yourself
0:30 😢
As someone who has thought about suicide dozens of times, parents have died, has been betrayed, has been cheated on, has lost many familiars, had been changed by friends, cried, lied about his depression and acts like its fine, this song feels me.
as someone who has been through all of that and never told anyone about it and always hid it, i want to say you are a soldier man
God help us...✝
god is just a part of your imagination.
no
@@NOXINITYask your alien then
@@fuser9892 ok
@@NOXINITY let me know
The Tension between me and my Glock is so high.......
Are you okay?
I lost my grandfather at 6 due to covid-19 pandeimc when i heard it my life shatterd i remebred the times i played and watched old tv shows and godzilla films in 10 now and living a good life but still think bout him
It’s alright kiddo, I lost my Grandma at 6. Things get better. Follow his example.
Thank you
Really this helped me alot. But it donest change the fact I'll never see him again I wish I valued the time with him
Today was a good day (I'm fucking liar)
Looking at my reflection while a rope is on my neck.
BRO GO TO A THERAPIST PLEASE
Real
Violet evergarden anime name❤️🩹
_hopefully our lives change to something better gosh I really can't handle these weeks where I'm only for myself for like 2hours in a whole week_
He's losing feeling for me
That's sad, but i wonder why
Maybe he’s got nothing in life but you maybe he’s losing grip on reality maybe he’s dreamed this perfect life with you in it and realized just like that dream it’s to good to be true maybe he thinks he’s going to wake up and realize how alone he is without you maybe he loves you to much to be fully attached to someone he thinks is one day just going to leave him like everyone and everything else has. I don’t know why you think he’s losing feelings or if he has but I hope this helped please know that I wish the best for you and I’m not just talking about this I mean in life if things do or don’t work out either way I hope you are able to find happiness in life. Best of luck
My biggest mistake was going into a relationship i tried it 6 times and now i can't even look at myself
Je sais plus qui je suis
Je sais plus où je suis
Je souffre beaucoup trop
Mon cœur et déchiré, déchiqueté, brûlé mais je tiens toujours debout
Pourquoi, pour qui je sais pas
Je souffre beaucoup trop
Pourquoi suis-je là
Pourquoi avoir une vie dure, souffrent, pleine de tristesse
Je sais plus qui je suis
Je sais plus où je suis
Je souffre beaucoup trop
I don't know who I am anymore
I don't know where I am anymore
I suffer too much
My heart is torn, shredded, burned
but I hold on, stand up Why, for whom I don't know Why am I here Why have a hard life, suffer, full of sadness
I suffer too much
I don't know who I am anymore
I don't know where I am anymore
I suffer too much
I don't know who I am anymore
I don't know where I am anymore
I suffer too much
My heart is torn, shredded, burned
but I hold on, stand up Why, for whom I don't know Why am I here Why have a hard life, suffer, full of sadness
I suffer too much
I don't know who I am anymore
I don't know where I am anymore
I suffer too much
Eu não sinto nada,mas ao mesmo sinto tantas emoções...
Real…
vc fica olhando para um ponto especifico totalmente com um olhar parado e vazio , enquanto suas emoções ficam fluindo naquele momento , sem vc saber oq é isso definitivamente ,vc faz varias perguntas a si mesmo de fatos que aconteceu com vc e se poderia evitar -los e se fez escolhas certas até se pergunta se vc tivesse sido melhor naquele momento poderia mudar as coisa , porem , por algum motivo só deixa sua mente se mover e muitos pensamentos ,seja do que fez ou do que será de vc com as coisas que fez....
Vc realmente está bem ? vc sabe que se n mudar o hoje n vai ter oq fazer no amanhã , ent mude , melhore e só prosiga com fé
There she was lying in her bed
Thinking all the times she had with her friends
Waiting till her parents come out
Never has she felt this feeling
Feeling of being around a million but just 1 sitting
Not letting herself out for others
Put all the feelings inside a little ball
not asking for it to curve
Thinking of ending it all
All the mean words get to her
Thinking of all the times she had fun
Just for the bad ones to cover it all
Thinking of ending it all
Realising her parents are gonna atend her funeral
Thinking and imagining her parents cry
Gets up and pulls out a knife
Wishing they can take back what they said
For her clothes her face and her head
But its to late as she hears the crys of the living
wishing she took the beating
May everyone take this as a life lesson, no matter what comes don't end it all.
God and Jesus loves you they made so much sacrifices...
Jesus died for us and were killed by US
And God regrets making us..
We need to do better and stop sinning please repent and pray.
Thank God that you wake up everyday.
Fun fact: A rainbow or the rainbow symbolizes that God will never flood the Earth again.
Sad fact: Mary had to watch her son for 6 hours on the cross.
Please turn to God and be saved
Вчера было день рождение 🎉😢 0:29
Happy, birthday! 🎉
Ay, happy birthday!
@@they_adventures7104 бро спасибо большое 🤝 ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
@@Ryder_thePeacefullMan спасибо и тебе братишка ))) 🔥🔥🔥💪
@@PHONKITOP You're, welcome! ✨🥳
It was a very sad day for me, i was only 8-9 years of age i traded all my expensive items for stupid ahh cape in Growtopia thinking that it was one of those expensive one that cost alot of diamond locks😢 😡
i am listening to this rn because i was trying to have a talk with my older brother about Jesus but he keeps cussing at me…😔
Real
Me looking around because i seen something in my room move in the dark
My uncle…..
Are you ok bro?
I actually need help like I’m being so for real
i hate my life nothing can make me happy again ( i'm done )
I just can't
you can its just your negative energy making you feel that way and dont let the devil win you
😭😭😭😭😭
people can't use you if you're useless.
“منسي"
what is being human mean
essa música me dá um arrepio
Vdd kkkkk
real...🥀
Ehat anime is this?
The moment when Baki finally won Yujiro:
Anime name this video??
What is so important
Nothing..
Ok this is getting personal, I’m crying and Idk why
What I even do I just can’t make both of my friends that is a girl happy at the same time what am I even doing wrong I’m just a fucking bad friend 😭
:)
.............
I just want to be alone ,without anyone ,without anything just me and my new me in place that we can undrestand our selfs and be gd
I don’t need anyone, because I still feel empty with others.
My life is a sad life
your life is not sad you were chosen to be born and im happy your in this world and will be in the end
Dayum this is just a banger 🔥🔥🔥 I like the vibes 🕺🕺
i would be sad but ive cried out all my tears
when super duper mega skibidi dob sigma slowed?
I love you all people one day we are going to be happy dont worry stay strong 😐
This is an emotionless song
As vezes as pessoas escutam essa btd pq o fundo dela vais as pessoas pensarem de mas ....
Ana, porque você não me ama mais ?
I’m so cooked
i lost..
Sad songs❤
am sad☺️
Go to a THERAPIST FOR GODS SAKE
@@AmiraliMahmoudi-e7othe hell is wrong with you?
I hate myself...
don`t give up
Eu bati denovo