Alexander Stewart - reflection (Official Audio)

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  • Alexander Stewart - reflection (Official Audio)
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    Lyrics
    Verse 1:
    I’m walking fast
    I keep my head down low
    So I don’t see myself
    In any store windows
    Pre-Chorus
    Cause I know nobody else will notice
    How hard I’m trying just to cope with
    Hiding all of me in plain sight
    While I’m dying inside
    Chorus:
    I’m crawling in my skin
    Since I was a kid it’s been like this
    I don’t know what it is
    All my bones and all my clothes don’t fit
    Lost all of my self affection
    I’ve tried it all but nothings helping
    Part of me
    Wonders who I’ll be
    If I didn’t hate my reflection
    Verse 2:
    It’s like my body
    Keeps throwing punches how it taunts me
    Changes and saying it don’t want me
    Waiting in the mirror for a sorry
    Pre-Chorus
    Cause I know nobody else will notice
    How hard I’m trying just to cope with
    Hiding all of me in plain sight
    While I’m dying inside
    Chorus:
    I’m crawling in my skin
    Since I was a kid it’s been like this
    I don’t know what it is
    Why’s it like my bones and clothes don’t fit?
    Lost all of my self affection
    I’ve tried it all but nothings helping
    Part of me
    Wonders who I’ll be
    If I didn’t hate my reflection
    Bridge:
    If I didn’t hate my reflection
    It’s the death of me
    The parts I hate are all I see
    Will I always be an enemy to me?
    Chorus:
    I’m crawling in my skin
    Since I was a kid it’s been like this
    I don’t know what it is
    Why’s it like my bones and clothes don’t fit?
    #alexanderstewart #reflection #bleedingheart
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  • @Emmiz12
    @Emmiz12 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +33

    "But I'm Dying Inside".... Wow! This is the most realable Ong ever!

  • @corvuswolf952
    @corvuswolf952 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +24

    Ive felt like this for most of my life. I still do. I wish my reflection looked as good as Alexanders.

  • @Maddyland0708
    @Maddyland0708 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +52

    This one and if you only knew are the ones I relate to the most!!! Which is probably kinda sad since I've felt like this since I was 5 (I'm 16) my whole life I have always hated what I see in the mirror. And I'm glad there's a song to know I'm not alone. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH❤❤❤❤ I'm so glad you released this!!!! I'm literally crying

    • @LilyWalden
      @LilyWalden 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      Same I don’t anything abt myself I hate the way I look I’ve felt like this since I was 6 and I’m 16 now and that feeling still hasn’t changed everyone keeps telling me I’m pretty but I still don’t think I am I care more abt my friends and family than me I put everyone b4 me I relate to this so much

    • @Maddyland0708
      @Maddyland0708 26 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      @@LilyWalden I am honestly the same way. I’m the girl that will always worry about everyone else. I’ll tear myself apart to put others together. I’m the therapy friend always there for everyone but it feels like no one is ever there for me. But I know this is just one of life’s many battles. We will get through it one way or another. I believe everyone is beautiful and unique in their own individual way. And maybe they just aren’t meant to see it yet and when they do something amazing will happen! I love this song so much!!

    • @anamarlg01
      @anamarlg01 26 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      ​@@Maddyland0708 I am just like you. I'm that friend that will give you an advice whenever you want and will always be for you no matter what , that friend that will be always happy even if isn't happy, that friend that will put a smile that can make you feel happy in any moment, specially if you are sad, angry, etc.

    • @Maddyland0708
      @Maddyland0708 26 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      @@anamarlg01 exactly or when your haveing a really bad day and just wanna lie in bed, you put on this fake attitude so nobody can see you hurting

    • @anamarlg01
      @anamarlg01 26 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      @@Maddyland0708 exactly, that's what I do every day of my life and when I am alone I start to cry and let it all out so I can calm myself down, I cry myself to sleep almost every day because of that

  • @anshaggarwal-hz1jh
    @anshaggarwal-hz1jh 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +22

    Your songs just make my life so much better 🥹

  • @inbecah
    @inbecah 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +19

    he deserves all the applause, the album is perfect on so many levels. 🤭🥰🇧🇷

  • @EllaQuinn22
    @EllaQuinn22 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +16

    you make so many people happy and have an amazing emotional bond with us❤

  • @marvinsokolik600
    @marvinsokolik600 25 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

    The entire “bleeding heart” album is packed with beautiful, introspective lyrics and impressive vocals, and this track is no exception!!🔥 Love it!!🙌❤️

  • @Fay_156
    @Fay_156 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +14

    I wanna be a singer but everyone says i can't and it hurts to trye to be okay to everyone but on the inside am dying and no one knows am always laughing and smiling but at night i cry and it's the worst and that's why i started youtube to show my love of singing

    • @BayleyBoothman
      @BayleyBoothman 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      Dont listen to other people mate, you know what you want go get it, dont let negative folks drag you down because it might just ruin your dreams

    • @laurebruyninckx4728
      @laurebruyninckx4728 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      just follow ur dreams u wilsl get there and if you dot its ok just try thing u want to do if you dont try you will regret it
      😊

    • @dedicatedmother3325
      @dedicatedmother3325 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I second what everyone says. Ignore the haters. If you want to sing, then sing. That's your dreams not theirs follow your heart and keep your head up ❤❤

    • @JewelsDesanta
      @JewelsDesanta 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Same all the way I feel you so much😭

  • @user-mn9wc3bi8l
    @user-mn9wc3bi8l 26 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    This song is just Pure Truth but not everyone understand is ❤
    Some people think that u dont care about ur body but they dont know how much it hurt u💔

  • @aubriellerichardson7086
    @aubriellerichardson7086 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +12

    I've been waiting for this song forever! 💖 Your voice is amazing! I love all of your songs I hope you achieve all of your goals in life. Your one of my top favorites.

  • @Lilymcclintock
    @Lilymcclintock 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    We are all watching history be made in front of us

  • @Lil_and_Rox
    @Lil_and_Rox 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    I literally can’t express how much your songs mean to me ❤

    • @myamulvey
      @myamulvey 25 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Literally keep me alive 🥹

  • @Shehereagain
    @Shehereagain 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    It becomes scary when it’s so relatable

  • @thezarco
    @thezarco 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    I love this song

  • @weirdKido12098
    @weirdKido12098 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    "all my bones and all my clothes don't fit" relatable on so many levels. I hope that whatever your going through gets better in the end, we love and appreciate your hard work to give us these beautiful songs. Hope you have a great day!♥♥♥

  • @Dawson-zd5pz
    @Dawson-zd5pz 21 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    If only he knew how many people struggle with there body too. I’ve hated myself and have had insecurities since forever it feels like. This really felt like is was my song. You really got me with this one….

    • @exodialc1277
      @exodialc1277 14 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Same for me..

  • @dedicatedmother3325
    @dedicatedmother3325 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Omg I'm about to cry. This album is so fire!! ❤❤

  • @kelseyconstance170
    @kelseyconstance170 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    It’s crazy how I can relate to this.. I hate the way I look my face my body.. I just want to be someone other then who I am

  • @silvialamb2288
    @silvialamb2288 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Holy sh*t!
    I’m 53 years old. I have a good life and am very happy with my life right now.
    But I have watched 3-4 of your videos (I heard an interview on the radio and had to come check out your music). And, boy do I relate to your songs so much. Especially this one, I had self esteem and body image problems from elementary school through high school and university. Heck, once I a while I still struggle with this.
    Great lyrics, great music, I’ve subscribed!

  • @ItsNickjr
    @ItsNickjr 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    ❤❤❤🎉 have to love me some of Alexander songs 😊

  • @D.Gulberry
    @D.Gulberry 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    congrats on the album!

  • @xXxmm24everxXx
    @xXxmm24everxXx 26 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Sooooo relatable!❤ I’m obsessed🫶🏻❤️🤩

  • @Liam-Rayz256
    @Liam-Rayz256 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    my favorite

  • @IndieVibes.
    @IndieVibes. 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    NICE!

  • @DominikCooper-qc4jk
    @DominikCooper-qc4jk 20 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Dude I feel like this should be more popular by now

  • @LunaLivie
    @LunaLivie 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    I don't think it's good if I relate, but i think i always hated something in me, and it only gets worse and worse and god how i wish it just ended. I'm partially glad that i'm not alone, but also i'm really sorry for anyone who feels the same.

  • @Youantstopme
    @Youantstopme 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I just came from the live it’s so good I love all the songs so much

  • @supremevryen5898
    @supremevryen5898 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Hell yea

  • @NyanCatMeowDrako1503
    @NyanCatMeowDrako1503 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Wow so good this is my favorite song

  • @MessyStitch24
    @MessyStitch24 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I've been waiting for this song to come out for awhile! Can't wait to add it to my playlists tmr! Good job Alexander!

  • @tonerzlife3582
    @tonerzlife3582 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I’m so happy for you and I’ve been waiting for this one I relate too much 😩

  • @BulelwaKunene
    @BulelwaKunene 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Alexander I need more songs like this....this touches me😊❤

  • @AbrgerVanderlaan-df3ks
    @AbrgerVanderlaan-df3ks 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I love this song ❤️

  • @brooklyndawes15
    @brooklyndawes15 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    its so good alexander

  • @ArturoMartinez29.
    @ArturoMartinez29. 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    LOVE IT!

  • @BellaQuinones-ff7xi
    @BellaQuinones-ff7xi 22 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This song is so relatable I have felt like this since I was 10 I'm 20 now it's pretty much how I see myself everyday day it's not easy but I try to be better but there are days the are worst than others he wrote everyone's life who had ever been through this in to word love ur music ❤

  • @ratchadahyvarinen3769
    @ratchadahyvarinen3769 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Thanks for this song. It means a lot to me.

  • @LilyWalden
    @LilyWalden 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This is so relatable I feel this way all the time

  • @JenicaLaCour-dw5il
    @JenicaLaCour-dw5il 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you for this song I needed this

  • @Ellaaa245
    @Ellaaa245 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Your voice is like heaven!!!!!

  • @BellaRose1574
    @BellaRose1574 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I love your music so much ❤

  • @IamaNobodyyy
    @IamaNobodyyy 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

    THANK YOU ALEXANDER!! BEST SONG EVER

  • @deeannalynn0805
    @deeannalynn0805 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I freaking love your songs

  • @brendavanover3542
    @brendavanover3542 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I love this song I am 34 years ago and I can't say it better myself thank you

  • @watcher2033
    @watcher2033 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    true artist , wish u could be famous all over the world. Fingers crossed for you

  • @Nat-abby
    @Nat-abby 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This song is amazing❤❤❤

  • @user-pw7fg7hq7u
    @user-pw7fg7hq7u 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Hi everybody, I totally understand if you're going through insecurity right now, it's hard to love yourself sometimes. But I want you to remember just how beautiful you are, every human being is completely and perfectly beautiful. Every bit of you was carefully created just the way it is, for a reason. Your eyes, your nose, your body type, your hair, everything about you is absolutely perfect. ❤❤God thought so when he created you, he doesn't make mistakes. You are greatly loved, and you are amazing! God bless you Alexander everyone who sees this :):):):):)

  • @joywilliams6
    @joywilliams6 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Wow. I've lived with Severe Body Dysmorphia since I was around 5 years old. This song hits HARD. @AlexanderStewart If you wrote this song because you're living with BDS also... then I get you. If you wrote it just because.... then YOU are 'getting all of us with BDS' . ...... Either way, My heartfelt thanks. This song is giving a voice to so many, and an answer, to all who are still to be diagnosed.

  • @carsen500
    @carsen500 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    My favorite singer 😍

  • @user-lj9hz6oz2b
    @user-lj9hz6oz2b 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I was so excited to this song is out finally 😮❤❤I learned to love my reflection 😢, love you Alexander

  • @ChristinaWilson-ft4zr
    @ChristinaWilson-ft4zr 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I can relate to this song 😢❤❤ I love your songs Alexander 💗 you have a amazing voice and a amazing album

  • @Trav3stee
    @Trav3stee 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    love you alexander

  • @lowkey_aniella
    @lowkey_aniella 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

    your songs are soo good!!!❤

  • @littleperson8376
    @littleperson8376 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This make me cry... my god i feel it🥺❤‍🩹 This album is Incredible!!!!❤

  • @Nicole19981
    @Nicole19981 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Be confident you really handsome

  • @user-wz7ti3rm5p
    @user-wz7ti3rm5p 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Wow. First of all this might be better than If You Only Knew which I didn’t think was possible but it is, Second Alexander You are amazing the way you are. This song is so relatable and I send you hugs.❤️

  • @dminemroque3905
    @dminemroque3905 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    ❤❤damn it hits so hard

  • @MakenzieRussell-zj3fy
    @MakenzieRussell-zj3fy 14 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I can relate to this song I'm aorry if you feel like this. This song makes me feel not alone

  • @user-hx4rg8nc8z
    @user-hx4rg8nc8z 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy❤❤❤❤

  • @keoniebalaszi2617
    @keoniebalaszi2617 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    🥰🥰🥰🔥🔥🔥

  • @miriamcohen9538
    @miriamcohen9538 23 วันที่ผ่านมา

    you are my favorite singr

  • @kayleighjenkins1468
    @kayleighjenkins1468 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    If your reading this I want you to know you are beautiful ❤

  • @Alicia_1414
    @Alicia_1414 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I hate that I relate so much to this

  • @DreamscapeGamingStudio
    @DreamscapeGamingStudio 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Ily❤

  • @karinanugroho6341
    @karinanugroho6341 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I have gone through so much pain and hurt recently all alone. I'm the type of person that will put everyone before me and fake a smile just to see others happy. I have so many trauma's that have been haunting me recently because situations in my friend group have been reminding me of them and the worst part is that I feel like I can't talk to anyone about it especially my bsf which hurts and I don't want to seem like a pick me or like I'm seeking attention by saying something so I just keep my mouth shut and keep all the pain to myself because nobody ever notices me. I'm scared people will think I'm too much or that they don't want to deal with me if I say anything and it's slowly killing me to the point where I sometimes feel like I don't want to be here anymore but I'm fighting so hard not to feel like that and I end up crying myself to sleep sometimes knowing that nobody is truly there for me. This song and (If you only knew) are getting me through each day. ❤️

  • @JustANormalGal
    @JustANormalGal 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I relate to this alot I've felt this way for a since I was 9 which was I started gaining a bit more weight I'm 13 now I'm trying to loose weight and gain muscle instead of fat but it's hard so I hardly look in the mirror because I'm insecure about what I see in that mirror

  • @noredinehachouf5625
    @noredinehachouf5625 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

    💝💖💝💖💞❤️💞❤️♥️♥️

  • @lowkey_aniella
    @lowkey_aniella 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I can relate to this song I’ve always 1:56 hated what I see in the mirror and I wish I was prettier than what I am 😭💔

  • @Lilymcclintock
    @Lilymcclintock 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This is so sad!!

  • @ilovemybestfriendsy
    @ilovemybestfriendsy 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Repeat loop it,it's so true ❤💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔

  • @klinchapnewmai5490
    @klinchapnewmai5490 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I like your voice... AS

  • @user-ex4ln1mh4e
    @user-ex4ln1mh4e 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Trop cool boy je veux être pareil que toi 😮

  • @chouguimohamed53
    @chouguimohamed53 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

    توارك توارك

  • @fanny7253
    @fanny7253 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Mi canción 😔

  • @fitahiana00ramarosandratan83
    @fitahiana00ramarosandratan83 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I wanna try to do cover with

  • @hannahleigh98
    @hannahleigh98 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    See you Saturday!!!

  • @dorasmith9613
    @dorasmith9613 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

    my bf always tells me that I'm beautiful but I cry every day because I feel so ugly.

  • @Pookie3505
    @Pookie3505 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    How long dose it take to make one song, I’m mean like I know it’s diff for everyone, but how long did it take you to make this? Also you beautiful 🥹

  • @TheOnlyShilohyahu
    @TheOnlyShilohyahu 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    First!!!

  • @not.jessicaaaax
    @not.jessicaaaax 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I'm crying, I have a friend group. they don't make me insecure, but they are all skinny and wear Nike pro shorts and shorts that show there legs. and always talk to each other about how they love there body. but I'm juts sitting there in a jumper and baggy clothes. I always hated looking in the mirror. I never even wanted to. I'm gross. I love you so much.

  • @Iara_nati
    @Iara_nati 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Primeraaaa

  • @paulinavanzini4693
    @paulinavanzini4693 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    🥹🥹🥹🥹❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @airmedic0072
    @airmedic0072 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I always hated my reflection as a kid and specially when my mom and dad were hating it to..why you don't dress like your friends, why your face is like that (acnea as a kid), I grow up waking up and thinking Ew each day I saw my reflection.

    • @airmedic0072
      @airmedic0072 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

      My parents saying you are fat when you are 5.5" and you are 135pounds..

  • @Sora_the_flame
    @Sora_the_flame 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    This song is the new trans anthem I swear

  • @AntiWitak
    @AntiWitak 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Alexander I love u more. Marry me❤❤😘😘😘

    • @Pookie3505
      @Pookie3505 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

      That’s a little far lol

  • @karljc_
    @karljc_ 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    🥹🫶

  • @maaxrocklets
    @maaxrocklets 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    🥹❤️