There will be a day that it is, at 44 I don’t have autism at least diagnosed and since this is about you I won’t clarify. Just know that when starting out in life it will feel like it, be stronger and louder than the voice telling you its hell. It won’t change the facts but as u get older people will begin to show the reality of life, we lie, manipulate, hate, scream and intend to damage those around us when we are in pain. From my experience autism removes a lot of those evil destroying traits and instead you only wish to understand, enjoy and experience. That is a super power sweety, you just haven’t been beaten down yet to truly understand it. Lots of hugs
I feel you. theres things ill never be able to do and my mother is like "you can do anything you can put your mind to". The amount of support i need is a lot and the amount of things people ask of me is too much. Ive litterally been saying to people in my burnout state that "im too tired to do that and too tired to argue with you". The hospital im recovering in wants me to have a routine but my executive dysfunction (adhd) just stops me from doing anything my brain feels is unnecessary or stupid. The only routine i have instated are my meals, my water intake, shower every 3 days and even then people have to accompany me in steps i struggle with remembering or doing alone. The more im here the more depressed and burnt out I'll be because thats just how arfid recovery works when youre transgender, autistic, and adhd. Just waiting for top surgery and living here feels like purgatory.
There will be a day that it is, at 44 I don’t have autism at least diagnosed and since this is about you I won’t clarify. Just know that when starting out in life it will feel like it, be stronger and louder than the voice telling you its hell. It won’t change the facts but as u get older people will begin to show the reality of life, we lie, manipulate, hate, scream and intend to damage those around us when we are in pain. From my experience autism removes a lot of those evil destroying traits and instead you only wish to understand, enjoy and experience. That is a super power sweety, you just haven’t been beaten down yet to truly understand it. Lots of hugs
I feel you.
theres things ill never be able to do and my mother is like "you can do anything you can put your mind to". The amount of support i need is a lot and the amount of things people ask of me is too much. Ive litterally been saying to people in my burnout state that "im too tired to do that and too tired to argue with you". The hospital im recovering in wants me to have a routine but my executive dysfunction (adhd) just stops me from doing anything my brain feels is unnecessary or stupid. The only routine i have instated are my meals, my water intake, shower every 3 days and even then people have to accompany me in steps i struggle with remembering or doing alone. The more im here the more depressed and burnt out I'll be because thats just how arfid recovery works when youre transgender, autistic, and adhd. Just waiting for top surgery and living here feels like purgatory.
Go tell Tyrone