a playlist for yourself sad listen to at 3 am (slowed down songs)
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crying without tears is painful
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“‘𝘈𝘳𝘦𝘯’𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘧𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴, 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘳?’ 𝘏𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘦𝘧 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴. ‘𝘕𝘰,’ 𝘗𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘥, ‘𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯’𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘦𝘵.’”
I just wanna be hugged and to be told I’m doing a great job and I’m good enough
You are good enough. You did a good job. I love you
No matter who is saying something else, you are good enough!
you’re more than good enough
*hugs* your doing an amazing job and you are good enough
*Hug u* youre doing a great Job and youre good enough
depression is like being colorblind, and being constantly reminded how beautiful the world is without being able to see it.
^^^^^
this one. this is exactly-
You just perfectly described it
perfectly phrased 🥺💔
thats deep but so true
I'm spending my nights reading the comments below this kind of video..
I felt more understood by strangers under a video than by people who have lived with me for years..
love u all guys
I understand u
we're strong.
people online are more of my friends/family more then my own could ever be
On god
❤️❤️
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Listen to this.... This song made me tear up😭😭❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
To anyone in this comment section. Stay strong lovelies, I believe in you. Keep fighting I know you got this
The fact that I can act to be happy for 12 hours until it’s just me and sad music in a bed
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Listen to this.... This song made me tear up😭😭❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
i hope all is well darling. stay strong. you can do this. i believe in you. just keep fighting. i love you
Same for me
facts
@@kristencarpizo565 i hope all is well love. stay strong. i love you
is anyone else starved of physical affection/touch (such as a hug) but when your mother or someone goes to hug you, you don't let them touch you because you know you will break down on the spot? just me? okay
I feel the same way, the other night I stayed at my friends house and I started having a panic attack and she just laid there with me holding me till I could go back downstairs and hangout with her and her family.
girl...yesterday I just went to my mom and hugged her and started bawling my eyes off...belive me nothing feels better than that JUST GO FOR IT
This may sound super weird, but the last time I was hugged by someone who cares was on july 26 (It was the day of my mom's funeral so thats why i remember it so clearly).
This may sound super weird, but the last time I was hugged by someone who cares was on july 26 (It was the day of my mom's funeral so thats why i remember it so clearly).
@@lizzieroff5091 I’m so sorry about that
i’m so sick of people not realizing what’s going on, “you have no problems, how could you be sad?” if only they knew..
I hate when people are like that...don't speak if you don't have the true facts..
Well you guys are good people and you are nice kind and cool
I feel u..🥺
"youre young, you have nothing to worry about!"
@@mommyjuice9286 that one really hurts, life can be hard for anyone and everyone! Why can’t everyone understand that?
i don’t wanna die, i’m just tired of being me.
Me too
felt that
but you gotta stay strong and be the best version of you 🥺
I know.. I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this. I'm the physical embodiment of all the things I never wanted to be. But ending your life is not a solution..it never is. I know saying all this doesn't really matter or affect you but I want you to know that you exist and you matter..we are humans and we are not perfect.. We make mistakes small ones and big ones but that's how we grow..we learn from our mistakes..i know you may think it's bullshit and all because same lol but if you want to talk to someone..EVERR..just know that you can always talk to me. Have a wonderful day darling.xoxo :)
Yes,me too.
yes, me too.
Parents are the reason most kids don't open up. Because when we do. They just yell at us.
And they say we are just pretending for attention... and that we are fine when we are actually really really really not fine
I’m just tired tbh .
Or just dont understand what we say of how we feel
true... i tried once to open up at her and she just laughed at me and told my whole family 💀
Felt that on a whole nother level
I hate myself... my body, my personality, my thoughts, my way of connecting with others, my social anxiety, my fears, my insecurities. I wish I could have a genuine relationship with people and be able to enjoy being around my family. I wish I was beautiful like the girls I see on TikTok. They continue to say, "Ray is so cheery and happy" , "I wish I had a life like her" but, don't realize how much I hate looking at myself in the mirror every day.
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Listen to this.... This song made me tear up😭😭❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@Zoey Fisher same
@@ontobooks1815 same
I understand you, sometimes I just wish that I was another person, a happy one who everyone wants around, and not always the last choice. But I'm here for you if you need to talk with someone.
I feel the same
I have everything:
- A wonderful family
- friends
- a home
- food/drinks
- I get everything I want
but I’m still not satisfied because the thing I want the most is someone who knows me and always knows how I feel
Yes I'm waiting for that someone
@Krusty Crabs my familys held with the tiny tiny bit of Sanity I have left also if I come out It’s gonna be baddd
@Krusty Crabs facts
couldnt relate more..
We should be friends
So are we all here crying at 4 in the morning on a school night 👍😞
LMAOO YEP
Yes
I'm honestly trying but there's no more emotion
@@trinitymontoya4211 same I already cried it out over rewatching fictional characters deaths
Lol yes absolutely
When people say “you’re life is so perfect, you literally have nothing to be sad about, so omg just stop!” Like bruh- if you even knew the half of it...
fr
What's wrong? I'm here, you're not alone :)
Some times you have nothing to be sad about and that sadness is the hardest in my opinion. Being so confused and depressed and when ppl ask what’s going on all you can say is nothing because it’s to hard to explain.
Stay strong my love. I know you can do this. Just keep fighting. I believe in you. I love you so much
ik- it hurts
i was always afraid of the dark when i was little now im just afraid of myself
Depression is not always feeling sad and tired.
Its feeling numb at 3:00am,
but still "laughing and smiling" with your friends at 3:00pm.
edit: ngl this is the most likes/comment on a comment i ever got so like thanks, I hope everyone is okay
True.
My grandpa died today idk what to do how to act.i can’t go on his funeral by of corona.
Im hurt. He left me.
@@randomgirl3150 dont worry :) he probably is looking from somewhere else at u and protects u... dont forget that he wouldnt want u to be sad bc of him... but its okay to be sad 🥰 its the first step for healing
@@randomgirl3150 it will be ok I am sure he is looking over you in heaven ❤️ he will always be with you
@@melaquinn6524 Thanks :) im kinda better
@@ellielandis529 thanks and yes he will
My mom says that being on my phone is why I am sad. No, being on my phone helps me cope with being sad, because it distracts me.
It’s crazy how we are all just suicidal kids telling others to not end it.
yepppp
Mhm. :/
(boost) i like your pfp :)
Yeah
thats deep-
It's crazy how a lot of our parents used to yell at us to go to our room and now they beg a lot of us to come out of it.
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Do you ever feel like your friends aren’t even your friends? Or are you normal-
these people are our family/friends in this group there is no normal we are all people telling people to hold on and that were loved but wont listen to themselfs
I completely relate, I never feel good when I'm with them I don't think we're friends just forced together
@@annie4005 yeah and when I’m with them I have to cope with them because I know there is no one else that would hang out with me and the fear of being alone is worse then being friends with them so I have no choice...
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Listen to this.... This song made me tear up😭😭❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
my “best friend” doesn’t even talk to me all that much. i only have like three true friends. and they still don’t talk to me all that much.
all of u be stating facts...
meanwhile: me being sad and reading them all in my room alone:(
literally me rn crying
@@mazthemonkey960 same
i love you babe.
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I just wanna give you a hug, just like how I wanna get a hug right now
i am now realizing all i want is to hear my parents tell me "i'm proud of you, your enough" 🥺😖
Same my parents never told me anything just too my brother there favorite child.
Always remember that you are enough and to make yourselves proud and not others and that there are people in you're life that loves you just dont stop living you're dreams its not always easy but in the end you will look at yourself and say I did it !! and im proud of myself
Thats all that matters ♡♡♡
@@karlien5426 thx 😊
@@ashley-fs7wx you're very welcome
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Listen to this.... This song made me tear up😭😭❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
HEY YOU! Yes, you, sitting behind your screen reading this. I don't know you and you certainly don't know me. But I want to tell you something. Everyone has their own story. Yours might be filled with joy and happiness, or it might be clouded with pain and misfortune. I want you to know that you're a beautiful, wonderful, talented person. Even if your life isn't going the way you want it to right now, I know that you'll be able to make it out alright. I want you to do me a favor. I know I'm just a stranger, but just trust me, okay? Every time you see your reflection, be it in the mirror in the bathroom, in a window somewhere, or in a puddle on the street, I want you to look at yourself and give yourself a hug. Because even if you aren't the prettiest or the smartest or the funniest, you're something that no one else can be: you. And you are the greatest thing you can be. Smile at strangers. Be confident in yourself. Cry when you feel like crying, laugh when you feel like laughing. Treat yourself like a god/goddess because you deserve it. Hold your head up and keep your heart open. You're worth everything and then some. And always remember that no matter what, even if it doesn't seem like it, you're everything to someone. I was bullied for so long and was told that I wasn't beautiful, and it broke me down. But I realized that everyone is beautiful but no one is perfect. I wanted to make sure no one felt upset like I did - hating myself and crying to sleep. You are all special
You are so beautiful
This made me realize that I need more confidence and not listen to everybody that are putting me down and calling me ugly or put a filter on and kys, bc one day someone will love me for me, and yk wht I found that someone and they mean so much to me
@@daddychillyourbeautifulify567 Exactly love
you saved me... thank you for this, i appreciate it.
thank you so much, bless your soul! 🥺❤️
and you too! stay strong and you got this!
ily
I think this “depressing” playlist isn’t just for kids who are “depressed” I think it’s a way to cope from the world. I don’t think I’m depressed or anything I just need to escape. Unless that is depression? Idk someone help me. I just don’t want to be here anymore. I want it to end but I don’t want to die. I just want to leave. Music is a way I get away from everyone and everything. I can listen without talking back. Sometimes I don’t feel like talking.
I hope all is well darling. Stay strong. It will be OK. I love you
my parents always ask me why i spend so many hours in front of a screen. its because it doesn’t talk back to be i can say what i want. i can hear what i want by clicking the video
2 years ago when i was 10-11 i wanted to kill myself cause of what? a couple of girls. turned out i didn’t need to kill myself. i just needed a fresh start. that’s where i went to a new school.
@@kavyadhingra3016 I’ve just recently gotten bullied for stuff that I can’t control and as of right now I’m having major suicidal thoughts and honestly I’m not doing well. I think I need to leave for a little while
@@camyrockwell88 if I were to say anything it to NOT SUISIDE. Trust me I was there too and after 2 years I realise that if I would of killed my self I would have missed out on so many things. I would of regretted it. Killing urself believe or not is the easy way out. Don’t kill urself. And also I NEVER wanna talk to my parents about these things I never told them the full story but I did talk about the bullying and even it did help. It will be over. It will hurt. But it will feel great after it all ends
Does anyone just want to be told that its ok to cry? Well, im here for that. Its ok to cry.
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Listen to this.... This song made me tear up😭😭❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
It will get better u will just have to wait for the lights to shine at the end of the tunnel
sometimes i really just wanna go stand behind my window and open it then just jump but i remember how much my dad loves me and does everything i want, everything i need.. if i wouldve jumped that time he would think he failed as a dad...that broke me so much...
kinda sad someone else thought of doing this also
Hello beautiful. Life’s pretty rough at the moment isn’t it? You’re so strong for being here to read this. But you’re also tired of being strong aren’t you? I get it. It isn’t fair. You don’t deserve this (don’t say you do, you don’t). I’ve got you. I’m proud of you. I love you. Keep fighting a little while longer please stunning. Something in the future needs you. I’m here if you need me okay?
That made my night, I miss my mom who killed herself, she was my bsf, the only one who believe in me to achieve my goals she loved me no matter wht she kept me going, I wanted to stay alive for her so I can see her become better and she was my mom and dad bc I didnt have a dad i mean i did but yk hes not in the picture anymore, I miss her so much
@@daddychillyourbeautifulify567 I’m so so sorry about your mom. I’m sure she’s so proud of you, as I am too. Do keep going and feel free to message me any time on Instagram @robinsnow1776 okay?
@@Cryptid_Robin ok I will
Aww baby, I really needed to hear that, I’m tired of my mother ruining my mood with her emotional manipulation so thanks
i think you just saved my life....wow.
Me: Can someone help me? I'm sad :(
Person: Awh don't be sad!
Me: wow...good idea, why didn't I think of that
facts
like yeah ill try that
Sorry we don’t know what your going through and you expect us to know what to do.
honestly😭
I don't know what you are going through and I am not going to sit here and pretend like I do. So instead I am just going to give some advice I wish someone would have told me when I was at my lowest " I am starting to learn that life is a journey to discover who you are and that journey isn't always going to be easy you will stumble, you will fall, you will experience pain, you will feel hurt, you will feel depressed, you will feel anxious, you will feel discouraged, you will feel helpless, you will feel worthless, you will feel sad, you will cry, you will feel like your failing and you will feel like giving up but for some reason you still keep going, you still keep fighting because deep down you know that you can do this. So you should enjoy every moment you have on this planet whether it's good or bad because life is to short to have regrets.
Oh and here's a quote that helps me change my perspective on life and who knows maybe it might help you " not all storms come to disrupt your life some come to clear your path"
I know that you probably hear this a thousand times but I hope that you feel better soon and I hope that you have an amazing 2021
@Savannah Sauve I am glad to hear that you are feeling better because you don't deserve to be unhappy and I really hope that brighter days are coming your way
Is 2am close enough, my depression kicked in early
@Bianka Reintal & @Harley Quinn Stay strong. I know you can do this. Just keep fighting. I love you
2am..the second the lights are off its me and my tears and no one there for me...
@Chloe Ewing i hope you’re ok love. i know it can be unbelievable hard but keep pushing through. i know you can do this. much love to tou
that would be such a good idea but id probably listen to the music and shut everyone out...
Y’all put everyone else before yourself then when your alone you realize that you aren’t as happy as you thought you were
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It’s easy to be happy for other people.
But when do we get to be happy for ourselves?
It must be nice not feeling numb and depressed , edit: thanks for the likes guys , remember ur worth it❤️❤️
Yea, honestly. I wonder what that feels like.
I don't feel numb....i feel like I'm too much...too annoying...too stupid...i talk to much...and no one loves me....and I'm a bad person.....
@@permasianparapio9905 I feel that way but I also feel empty inside because I’ve done so many bad things
U guys are not worthless or useless or anything u think , if u think no one loves u that’s not true I love you , u guys are the best person to be exist, u guys are awesome wonderful amazing , and u guys deserve more, ily all take care.
To anyone, stay strong darling I know you can do this. I believe in you just keep fighting. I love you
i just wish i was like i used to be, always smiling, confident, social. now i’m just always putting on a fake smile, always crying behind closed doors, never socializing and i hate how i look and everything about me. i’m just a disappointment to my parents , my friends, and myself.
you... you have absolutely nothing on your channel. only your name. but with your comments, more and more, you're becoming somebody i can relate to and that i know. stay strong. if you think that you're alone, remember that i love you.
SAME
i felt that on a personal level 🥴
What changed from who you used to be to now?
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Parents: You can't be depressed you smiled like 20 Minutes ago!
Siblings: You just have to shut up! It isn't good for you to lie to your fam!
Friends: You're always happy you aren't depressd!
Music: It's okay i'll be here for you forever!
And this is true👉🏻👈🏻💔
Music doesn't hate you.
Music is there to make you feel better.
Music is best friend.
Music has a way of knowing and understanding what you are going through better than the people in your life do
God loves you never forget that I promise it gets better idk you but I love you and Ik it will get better have a blessed day my love ❤️.
To anyone in this comment section stay strong. I know you can do it darling. Keep fighting, I know you can do this. I love you
@@kelseyw7960 i hope all is well love. stay strong!
I haven't said this to anyone but this summer I took sleeping pills then got in the bath fully clothed hoping I would fall asleep and be gone
Hey, I’m proud of you for still being here. Life is pretty shit isn’t it? But look at you go! You’re here with me and I couldn’t be prouder of you. I love you. Keep going please you stunning human, there’s something in the future that needs you
I'm so sorry :( Hey, I'm so glad you're still here, and I'm proud of you for being so strong
Thx everyone for the support I actually just got in a relationship two weeks ago and I couldn't be happier
Danm. Idk what to say umm... Love you your amazing although that's not what you want to hear I'm guessing trust me I don't wanna hear that either this is what you need to hear
Keep going only you can make your life better
Oh bubba I'm so proud of u
It's funny how we are all suicidal teens all telling each other not to end it..
but if you reading this ik you tired, I'm am too but trust me and keep pushing. I don't know you and you don't know me but I'm so proud of you for being here right now to read this. keeping pushing just a little longer, you've got this:)
Not me crying within the first minute of the playlist-
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Listen to this.... This song made me tear up😭😭❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
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Really sucks how people downplay people’s emotions. A while ago I opened up to my friend about my problems and all he did was say things like “ok so?” and “That’s nothing”. He makes it seem like it’s a competition of who’s life is worse. I’m still friends with him, but I’ve got my guards up.
That sucks but I hope your better now
Parents: go away
Siblings: go away
Friends: go away
School: go away
Music: come here, love
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-I have friends
-I have good grades
-I have a happy family
-I’m seen as the “always happy, funny person”
-I have a house
-I have food and water everyday
*then why am I not happy*
i feel you. frustrating isnt it
I have the same things but I'm diagnosed with OCD and depression :/
The same, absolutely, I hope you'll get the answer & become better
same here
I feel the same way and then I invalidate my feelings by saying I am just a brat and I have everything and some people have it way worse
“I’m depressed” “ you not even crying” “ it’s bc I’m not sad I’m fucking numb”
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i figured out the reason why im feelin like this:
im just unsatisfied with myself and idk how to change, im slowly giving up on myself ):
100 reasons why you should stay alive
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1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach
2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself
3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days
4. Your mom's smile
5. Your best friends laugh
6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you
7. The feeling of the sun against your face
8. Hearing the words “I love you”
9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday
10. Birthdays
11. Quiet late night drives
12. Missed opportunities and adventures
13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day
14. Long hot showers
15. Music that you connect with
16. You have a purpose
17. You can change somebody’s life
18. Snowball fights
19. Concerts
20. Watching people fall
21. As long as your heart is beating, there is hope
22. You will regret dying
23. What if Heaven isn’t real?
24. Marriage
25. You are enough
26. Pain is only temporary
27. Late-night food runs with your friends
28. The sound of rain
29. Reading powerful quotes
30. Eating your favorite foods
31. Stars
32. Good movies
33. Having children
34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them
35. Meeting new people
36. Your struggle will make you stronger
37. You have a lot of people that love and support you
38. Being able to say, “I made it”
39. Genuine smiles
40. Bonfires
41. You matter
42. Time heals most wounds
43. Your first apartment/house
44. The crunch of leaves in the fall
45. Finding your soul mate
46. Meaningful hugs
47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding
48. You are worth it
49. Sunday night football
50. The smell of Christmas trees
51. People care about you; lots of them in fact
52. Sunsets
53. Ice cream
54. You are brave
55. Things really do get better
56. Dogs
57. Cats
58. Pets in general
59. Rainbows
60. You are amazing
61. The city
62. Traveling
63. Vacations
64. Road trips
65. Hearing awesome stories
66. Inside jokes
67. Coffee/Tea
68. Snowmen
69. Your talents
70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win
71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness
72. You will be happy one day
73. All-nighters with your friends
74. Cuddling
75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college
76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years
77. Smiling
78. Seeing someone else smile
79. You are beautiful
80. Decorating your house/apartment
81. Capturing perfect moments on camera
82. You would be missed
83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants
84. Your favorite hobby
85. Swimming on a hot day
86. Being cozied up with blankets
87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap
88. Helping other people
89. Watching the people you love become successful
90. Becoming successful yourself
91. Babies/little kids
92. Cute old people
93. Love stories
94. You are strong
95. You will be proud that you continued to live
96. The feeling of grass under your feet
97. Telling crazy stories
98. The smell of rain
99. Watching lightning
100. YOU ARE LOVED
@@jackiemannix9450 you just made me feel better, thank you.
@@jackiemannix9450 wow- that made my day... thanks
@@marsssss165 just remember i love you and always will even when it feels like you have no one.
@@sandra-sx1vv you are so amazing and deserve the best. just remember even if it feels like nobodys there i am and i love you and always will.
I'm sorry for being a bad daughter
I'm sorry for being a bad friend
I'm sorry for being a bad sibling
I'm sorry for being a bad student
I'm sorry for not being strong enough
I'm sorry for failing
I'm sorry for giving up
I'm sorry for not being able to speak up
I'm sorry for telling you Like this
I'm sorry for not seeing other salutations
I'm sorry for not believing you love me
I'm sorry for my mind not letting me sleep for weeks
I'm sorry for not being there when you needed it
I'm sorry for complaining
I'm sorry for being weak
I'm sorry for not being worth it
I'm sorry for being so stupid
I'm sorry for thinking I could do it
I'm sorry for even trying to get better
I'm sorry for being too sad
I'm sorry for lying
I'm sorry for the night's you wasted on me
I'm sorry for blaming you
I'm sorry for not being able to clean up my room
I'm sorry for saying I love you
I'm sorry for everything
I'm sorry for my mind
I'm sorry for the things I've said
I'm sorry for being late
I'm sorry for wasting money
I'm sorry for seeking attention
I'm sorry for begging
I'm sorry for being a mess
I'm sorry for my suicidal thoughts
I'm sorry for being lazy
I'm sorry for being loud
I'm sorry for being too quiet
I'm sorry for loving
I'm sorry for hating
I'm sorry for being annoying
I'm sorry for being jealous
I'm sorry for comparing myself to you
I'm sorry for wasting your time
I'm sorry for existing
I'm sorry for breathing
I'm sorry for living
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry💔...
(you can copy if want to)
I just want to tell you, that you Are enough and I am so proud of you !! Thank you for being here
You are amazing and I'm so proud of you keep fighting im always here x :)))
Am proud of you regardless of what your mind tells u your perfect and deserve to be here 🥺 keep fighting
We’ve all made so many mistakes in life and sometimes all we can do is list our regrets but how you deal with these regrets is what matters. It sounds cliche but sometimes cliche things make the most sense. Your good enough even with all these regrets and pieces of shame you carry. Your good enough don’t ever tell yourself your not please don’t ever ever tell yourself that.
I understand you and i’m so sorry
I know this pain very very good but I stil wish that one day we feel better
Keep fighting for life babe🍓❤️
Sometimes you need to stay up all night crying, just to think about who you are and if you matter in this crappy world
I love staying up until 3 am to these Playlist, and ya know im exhausted but when I try to fall asleep I just end up crying because im so fucking alone. my freinds think I'm fine and compare my problems to theirs, my parents say "how are you sad if we give yiu everything you need to be successful" and tell me its my hormones and that ill get over it, how can I go to bed if I haven't "gotten over it" and its been 5 years, how can I fall asleep if its getting worse by the day and suicidal thoughts are always in my fucking mind. And ya know depression isn't about being sad all the time, depression is faking a smile so they won't worry, its wanting to go home but you feel like there isn't a home to go too, its wanting to be better but being to scared to ask for help. I just wanna get out-
it’ll be okay honey 💗
harry: "just stop your crying*
me:*starts to cry harder*
Do you guys ever get the feeling of just wanting to be in a comma. I just want to put a pause on my life.
Im sorry school that i cant do my homework, im trying to keep myself alive :\
im not even sad, im just tired, all the things i found fun in and loved have faded away. my friends and family have slowly move away and im just trying to get through the day.
"Suicide does not stop the pain, it just gives it to someone else"
1st, of all it does get rid of pain
2nd, guilt tripping makes us/ me feel worse
3rd, who the ppl who dont care about me/us
Yeah I mean we wouldn’t be suicidal if we felt like someone actually gave a shit. If it gives the pain to someone else, then good because now they know how I felt for the past 16 years of my life nonstop. Wouldn’t wish it on anyone but If it’s someone who never cared I wouldn’t be suicidal in the first place
It will be OK. Stay strong lovely. I care so much about you. You are so worthy. I love you
If they dont cry at your death then your existence meant nothing to them . Guilt tripping makes me feel like I need to do it more so they can relive my pain . the people who never really cared about me
@@kaylinturpin8281 Leaving pain is never okay, doesn't matter if they never cared, they're still human. Maybe not the best people but they're still people. You don't seem to understand, its a domino effect, if you commit suicide, others will too. Stay strong okay?
when i opened up to my partner about my past and ive told about this,, he said dying like that was selfish. my heart sank
I am so tired of pushing myself to stay alive. But I don't want to hurt the ones I love by leaving.
stay. bc you matter, you deserve the world keep pushing i pray you have better days luv.
×2 🥺😔😭
I feel the same way. sometimes it feels like I'm living for other people and guilt-tripping myself to stay alive. it sucks because now that I am actually trying to do things for myself, people are like "this isn't you". I'm 15, I don't know what "me" even is. for example, I have been waiting for my senior year of high school (I'm a sophomore) to dye my hair because that is when I stop taking dance lessons, and I know my dance teachers would kill me if I walked in the studio with the split dye black/silver hair I have wanted for years. but in a recent mental breakdown, I decided that I don't really care and that I want to be able to say that "I did that" when I'm older. besides, at the end of the day, it's your life, you control it, even though people try and tell you differently.
@@camimae5721 you’re loved you’re doing just fine in life never doubt yourself luv🖤 you matter
thats how i am ive been pushing to live for 8 about to be 9 years and everytime people leave it make it even harder to push through i have had best friend stab me in the back, loved ones who turned on me, my closet brother betrayed me in a way i never thought he would, every friendship have been the worse ive been in toxic relationships and so much more ive been on the edge of dying and no body has noticed and it hurts because the people that i wanted to be there for me the most didnt even notice how i changed so i stopped telling people thing one thing has been keeping me going but that person is about to leave me so i dont know how much longer i can hold on
I’m glad that my future children will have a mom beside them when they are crying.
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Listen to this.... This song made me tear up😭😭❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
🥺❤️
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“you can’t be depressed you were literally smiling and talking to someone two minutes ago”
it’s not that easy..
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Listen to this.... This song made me tear up😭😭❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
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I’m so drained. At this point I’m just getting myself is situations I’ll know I’ll end up getting hurt in just to feel something and feel “alive” I’m not okay but the scary thing isn’t that I want to die it’s that I don’t care. I still want to be happy but I don’t really care.
Hey! I don’t know know u and u don’t know me but I came across ur comment and just wanted to let u know that I’m here for u! I understand what u feel! I’m starting to lose myself as the days go by but I don’t have much support u know. I don’t talk to my friends, my parents deny that I have depression and all they say is “depression is horrible, you’re just tired” and I’m honestly just trying to hold on to life! From a sad depressed girl to another... don’t give up!
my friend heard me listen to this playlist and was like ''why are you listening to this? only depressed ppl listen to this type of songs'' and i was just sitting there and staring at her :)
The funny thing is that then you need to fake a smile. I’ve been doing it for a while it gets easier 🙃.
I never understand why people can be so ignorant
You know telling the people who are depressed "im sad too."doesnt help us. and beeing sad isnt depression. beeing sad is a way to feel. but having depression is like having the worst sickness that exists and you cant get it away easely.
It's funny how you can have loving parents, a home, friends... And yet feel so alone...
The fact it’s literally 3am-
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Listen to this.... This song made me tear up😭😭❤❤❤❤😭❤❤
Sometimes I think all of us should meet up somewhere and just listen to our life story's while listening to this music..
i’d be down
@@aaryhanasingh me too
Agreed.
i just want someone to appreciate me so i can appreciate them back.Having someone to ft everyday and say goodmorning too would be everything.
My and my person are just falling apart from poor mental health... We no longer say good morning or goodnight or sleep on the phone. Love yourself, you got it
@@lovelypua_ it'll be hard at first but you'll get through it :) chin up
I can be that person 😃
I’m so tired of being misunderstood. I am not the perception others have of me. I care deeply and sometimes so deeply it hurts.
Me knowing I have a bad mental health but setting a fake smile up every day until I go to bed and listen to this music
Sometimes you just take this time to think about everything in life ✨🖤
it hurts
Same
Yes but my life has been really hard and I don't know how to solve this I'm scared that I will never let me down because I've been through a lot of things and for some reason I'm still to tell people it's because they're going to make fun of me and I know you guys think I'm crazy but I feel crazy through so much I don't know what to do
Am I the only one who hates telling people how I feel because they think I’m “crazy” or I’m “doing it for attention” so I keep all my feelings to myself,I’m sorry if you relate
Crying is my only way out.
the fact that the thing that would make me feel good is only a hug and feel someone by my side makes me cry.
Sometimes I don't think that I'm actually depressed I just think that I'm forcing sad music on myself to hate myself even more i think I'm doing this to myself. My mom even noticed that I'm acting different, I don't even know if I'm really sad what if nothing is real, what if we're just imagining the world. I'm actually tired im so tired that i want too fall asleep and never wake up but I know you feel the same too and that's okay i know you wanna do stuff to yourself that isn't good but I'm just letting you know that there's someone out there in this world that loves you and that they don't want you to give up on life see how far you've gotten in life im actually so proud of you, i love you okay please don't ever give up on life you have a whole life a head of you. Im 11 and i shouldn't be feeling like this i don't deserve this, you don't deserve this. I love you remember that okay? Just do this for me and never give up.
Yall ever get that feeling that theres something off abt them and your afraid to ask them if their alright bc everytime you asked someone if they were ok they pushed you away, so you sit there crying wondering if you ok for them. I love him so much, he means everything to me and I dont want to lose him. He makes me feel like I'm a princess and hes my prince. I just love him so much. I think abt our future together, wht our kids would look like, how he would look when he turned around and saw me walking down the aisle, I love him so dang much💫💍
I'm not happy. But I have everything I'd ever want. I'm not sad. But I have every reason to be. I'm depressed. But I shouldn't be.
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Listen to this.... This song made me tear up😭😭❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@@ontobooks1815 Will do
It sad to know that ur own friend told u to ✨stop acting depressed ✨ I said I put a fake smile every day
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Listen to this.... This song made me tear up😭😭❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Im here to vibe, not to be sad, vibe with me, dont be sad.
ahhhh yes i didnt think about not being sad thank you
maybe i’ll vibe for a bit :)
I’m a 14 yo teenager, I’m supposed to be happy, not crying and feeling numb, but I just can’t.
I’m tired to pretend that i’m ok when i’m not, i’m tired to always put other people in front of me, i’m tired of trusting and then being betrayed, i’m tired to fake smile when I can’t feel it, i’m tired to be nice to everyone, i’m tired of life, i’m tired of being alive, I just need a hug and someone telling me: “I’m proud of you” but nobody cares anymore, they don’t care anymore, I’m just stand there “smiling” and feeling fine BUT I CANT FEEL IT, I JUST CANT, MY WORLD IS FALLING APART
I can't count how many conversations I've had because my friends didn't acknowledge when I was at my lowest. Wondering why I didn't ask for their help, if you knew me as I know you, you wouldn't need me to tell you. Anytime someones texting style changes, I notice. (e.x. ok instead of the usual good.) I notice and never hesitate to tell my concerns. This has left me feeling unheard. So if your like me, and need advice on how to solve this. Smile through the pain, stick to those who do notice the little things, and don't do for them anything they haven't for you. I also find writing it down helps a lot, especially if you're unable to word your emotions. Play music on blast and just write, don't worry about what you're putting down. Trust me, your emotions will be worded perfectly making things much easier. :) it gets better my friend, I promise. You just have to get through the storm first.
I write my feelings down but bc off how many times I've tryed to kill myself nobody trusted wht I write down but I just want space sometimes yk, I want someone that understands me and doesn't go and tell my parents all the things I write down. Their not my real parents but when I was with my mom she wouldn't go throught my journal, I just miss my mom yk
@@daddychillyourbeautifulify567 I get it, I do. If you ever need anyone to talk to I’m always here. I don’t mind trying to help to the best of my abilities, even if you just want to get it off your chest. I love you :)
My brother came to my room and gave me a hug. He said: "Stop crying, ily" I love him..he is the only one who understand me, and my mum..
When i ask myself "if i died just now,who missed me? Obviusly no one."
I ask myself this questions a least 5 times a day
No no, Please be strong and take away bad thoughts from your head. Please❤️❤️
i love you babe.
keep on scrolling
i promise its worth it
almost there!
little bit more
your here!
i did this instead of homework oh right one more thing!
YOU ARE WORTH IT!!! dont let them lead your life or tell you what you are or look like cause all i see is a beautiful/handsome prince/princess you are beautiful on the inside and outside! no matter who tells you what .
Thank you..
i was like "it's fine, i'm not gonna cry"
me the second i hear harry cause i was not expecting him:😭🤧
Same
im a 13 year old that has been trying to fight my battle sense i was 5 and thats just sad
I'm 13 too...ahaha idek when it started
hey look how far you’ve come.. :)
“I don’t wanna die, I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all” - Freddie Mercury
I wish I could just cry into my moms arms feel her warmth and her love but In reality she’s the reason for most of my problems she created everything bad about me. If I even open up to her she would make it about herself she would make herself the victim. So me in my room holding in every emotions bc at the end of the day I’m the only person that has my back.
One of the worst parts about hiding your sadness is when no one even notices how much you are really hurting
I try to be happy towards my parents and siblings, but they always yell at me and look at me like I'm a bad person, and everything I do is wrong. They way I am lazy because I feel like I'm falling and cannot continue to be like this. Also, the way I'm lazy is because I no longer have the confidence to do anything and don't feel like to do anything anymore but just sleep all year and till the universe keeps moving forever. I try to be a good person, but they made me turn into a villain with a broken heart who doesn't know what love feels like anymore, that's why I am the way I am now, I don't know how to change...💔💔😞😞
I can literally feel the music going through my ears and filling up my entire body, music is the reason I know I’m not numb and can still feel. Music gives me hope, I depend on music
Me wanting to die right now is just because I don't want to leave my family again and again like I always do. The night before I leave them I cry and cry. This always happens and I can't do anything about it because I need to go to school and I need to go back home but I can't help but just want to die because I feel so horrible and I can't talk to anyone because I have no one close to me that I trust. I don't know if people have bigger reasons for wanting to die or if my comment or reason for wanting to die is important but I just want to express my feelings.
It’s weird. I feel like crying. I want to cry. I can cry. But I stop myself just incase someone comes to my room. But it hurts.😅
It does, it really hurts
POV: you're laying on your back in bed desperately wanting to cry but you've been conditioned to not show emotions so you can't
00:00 | Sign of the times - Harry Styles
07:09 | Take me to church - Hozier
12:13 | Somebody else - Flora Cash
16:53 | When I look at you - Miley Cyrus
22:06 | Falling - Harry Styles
27:06 | Sign of the times - Harry Styles (repeated)
34:13 | Take me to church - Hozier (repeated)
39:17 | Somebody else - Flora Cash (repeated)
43:56 | When I look at you - Miley Cyrus (repeated)
49:11 | Falling - Harry Styles (repeated)
54:10 | Sign of the times - Harry Styles (repeated x2)
1:01:17 | Take me to church - Hozier (repeated x2)
1:06:21 | Somebody else - Flora Cash (repeated x2)
1:11:01 | When I look at you - Miley Cyrus (repeated x2)
1:16:15 | Falling - Harry Styles (repeated x2)
Thanks Noelle!!
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thank you
we need more ppl like u
@@notiayd this made my day omg- 🥺😖
I once opened my arms at night hoping someone would just hug me but no one did then I just cried my self all night feeling like everything I do is my fault I felt so numb and said I couldn’t take it i even had to cover my mouth, you probably read this :) not knowing this was me 10 minutes ago :) it’s fine no cares about me but I care about YOU pls don’t die pls don’t leave me I’m begging you don’t...
but we all here care also about you, we love you, no matter what happens, pls never give up- ur such a beautiful person on this ugly earth
Hey, if your reading this...
I’m proud of you. And I want you to know it. Because if your still here and fighting. Then you have every right to have pride. In everything about yourself. I know it’s hard but please keep fighting. For me and for everyone who is counting on you. Even if it seems no one cares. Someone will eventually. We just have to be patient. Me and you. Let’s keep fighting. Ok?🖤
today i told my friends i found out i was depressed they don't care haha ... one more reason i never tell them anything
damn girl, can I help you?
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Listen to this.... This song made me tear up😭😭❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
bby those are not friends... REAL friends are people who will stay by your side when you're at your lowest and support you at your highest, real friends are people who you can trust with anything without them snitching, real friends will make you feel better about yourself, not bring your self-esteem low. Please cut them off, there are more people out there that will love you for who you are, God will bring the right people to you (:
"they told me the end is near" time for the pills, keep going luvs, i wont be much longer on this earth but its okay.. because you'll be okay
I wish I I felt sad, at least then I’d feel something, I don’t even know why I’m still here...
We all just want to feel seen, loved, hugged, heard, understood. 💔
Never forget there is always someone who loves you! And I'm one of these people. I love you! You are perfect💫
so NUMB i cant feel anything
I don't know who's gonna see this but
For those struggling with school for whatever reason it may be: it's alright, everything is gonna be okay. Grades aren't everything, and you're mental and physical state are more important. Listen, take a quick break, breathe, maybe watch an episode or video that comforts you, and slowly get back into working. I believe in you, now go catch up with your work love ❤
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For those in a low point:
I'm sorry you're going through it bby, I'm sure you're tired :( But that's okay, it's normal and nothing to invalidate nor feel bad about. Maybe it's the pressure of keeping up with school, maybe it's anxiety or depression or something else, but whatever the case may be, please know that everything will go back to normal. It may be a bumpy road back to normal, but it's a road nonetheless. Also, please stay. No matter how hard things get, please stay. 💜
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For those procrastinating:
Babes, it's alright. There's most likely a reason as to you doing so, and it's alright. If works stressing ya out, you should take a quick break, maybe get some snacks and definitely water, play some music or comfort videos and get back to work. You got this. 💖
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For those who are tired and need sleep:
Go to bed. I don't care, go to bed. If there's a really important assignment due in like an hour, do the bare minimum babes, you need rest. If you wanna binge something, go to bed so you can wake up and watch early in the morning. Just tired because of life? Ik bby, but I got you. Here, have some snacks 🧃🧁🥯, now let's wait a bit and go to bed, alright? 💛
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For those who just need a buddy to talk to or a new friend:
Hey, I'm here :) I hear you, I love you, you're problems are valid and I wanna hear all about you. You're lovely I'm sure. Let's talk in the replies, I wanna make new friends too 💕
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And thank you stranger for being here, reading this long comment and being alive.
I hope you have a wonderful day/night luv
Thank you for this
@@bkgsimp9647 yesss anytime my dear i'm always here if u need anything
you are loved and you are enough.
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Listen to this.... This song made me tear up😭😭❤❤❤❤😭
Hii to anyone reading this...
I hope your mornings are full of sunshine
I hope your nights are lit up by stars
You are worthy and beautiful and you deserve nothing but a lifetime of happiness. ❤❤❤❤
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Listen to this.... This song made me tear up😭😭❤❤❤❤😭
i’m more secure to talk about my problems or watever here, confess my feelings to strangers, than with people i know since so long.
thanks you. so much
its okay to cry, for me crying gives me a way to release my emotions when i dont have ppl around to talk to. And its ok to greif, its normal. And if you get told to stop crying over "nonsense" or something, set them straight and let them know how you feel. ily.
what have you become? from a small child who tries to learn, the pride of parents, a ray of sunshine . you've turned into a depressed teenager with trembling hands who has suicidal thoughts, withdrawn, friendless . who did it? After all, tell the truth this is not you, this is society, other people did not understand you, did not understand your inner world. listen to me you are what you are and no one can break you or spoil you, you are the best person on the planet, you are unique .
i feel like me and my bestfriend are falling off .i feel like i annoy her but sometimes all i want is to feel that she still cares just as much as she did in the beginning of our friendship but i sometimes think that she’s getting tired of me .i feel like she’s not really there as much as she used to and i feel like i’m loosing bond with my friends it sucks dude .