Why Try

The never ending repeating question of Why Try, sometimes all ya have to do to fight it, is say i'll try.
#ai #aimusic #music #depression #inspiration
Lyrics:
(Intro)
Ive got this voice in the back of my head,
Whispers softly are you better off dead,
My heart is shattered, by words left unsaid,
My body trembles, overwhelmed with dread.
(Verse 1)
They scream at me, the voices deep within,
Forcing the memories, replaying every sin,
No glimpse of the good ive done, only pain Ive wrought,
Torment myself until i break, with every single thought,
I Cannot Win, there is no hope, the voices all repeat,
But in their eyes a fire grows, i will not take defeat,
I look inside and see a man, one i am no more,
But that wont stop these wings of mine, Burning to soar~
(Chorus)
Why Try?!
When it always ends the same!
Why Try?!
When im left with all my shame!~
Why Try?!
When its a never ending Game!
Why Try?!
When theres nothing to my Name!!!~~
(Verse 2)
These doubts of mine, they are a burden, that I cannot share,
Ive tried before, so many times, and no one seemed to care,
I Raise my guard, I hide away, but im lost in this nowhere,
Internalize to shield myself, But the voice is always there...
(Chorus 2)
Why Try?!
When the battles always lost?!
Why Try?!
When its a never ending Cost?!~
Why Try?!
When its a line I cannot Cross?!
Why Try?!
When its a life filled with Loss?!!~~
(Bridge)
Why Try.....
The question i must face,
The hate i cant erase,
Illusive light within this place,
The things ive said, The things ive done,
The games ive played, The Triumphs won,
A life was lost, Before it ever begun...
I'll Try.......
(Outro)
I'll try for them, I'll try for you,
To see myself, a man renewed,
Silence the thoughts, Push past the doubt,
Find a place, Where my hopes can sprout,
I wont give up, wont fall today,
Find strength in you, a place to stay~~