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I Survived Sensory Deprivation

  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 17 มี.ค. 2022
  • i’m not scared YOU’RE SCARED
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  • @A.Mere.Creator
    @A.Mere.Creator 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3703

    Tom: "Being glued to a screen increases your suffering"
    Me glued to this video: 👁👄👁

  • @MrNewbieYT
    @MrNewbieYT 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22501

    There's nothing to be ashamed about crying over a loss. I lost my brother in a car accident and I cry about it all the time. I know what it feels like.

    • @nesto200
      @nesto200 2 ปีที่แล้ว +466

      You ok? Hope your doing ok

    • @spongederp160
      @spongederp160 2 ปีที่แล้ว +341

      Lost my grandmother last year. It hurts.😔

    • @Kubz0n
      @Kubz0n 2 ปีที่แล้ว +166

      @@spongederp160 me too 😔it hurts

    • @spongederp160
      @spongederp160 2 ปีที่แล้ว +141

      @@Kubz0n I'm sorry for your loss

    • @marusampath
      @marusampath 2 ปีที่แล้ว +120

      Everyone sorry for your loss hope your doping well

  • @killingtimeineternity6637
    @killingtimeineternity6637 หลายเดือนก่อน +199

    "I don't have an ex" Man is so perfect and genuine he's only had one relationship that has held like super glue you are an inspiration in many ways. I look forward to the day your video brings you to Wisconsin totally hit me up I'll show you the best and worst spots for everything.

  • @MashroomyShermana
    @MashroomyShermana 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +151

    Ngl I started crying and now I can’t stop, Ryan is the sweetest most beautiful and amazing person on TH-cam.and I’m grateful to see that TH-cam still has its sweet hearts.we love you Ryan and rest in peace for your grandma you’re the best

  • @JonDenton
    @JonDenton 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29608

    That wasn't embarrassing that was amazing

  • @11.49pmasa
    @11.49pmasa 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4121

    “Don’t judge me for this” Ryan I used to do the same thing, it’s hard thinking about someone you love completely gone. We’re here for you!

    • @enderdude5000
      @enderdude5000 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4


    • @dart8198
      @dart8198 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      ENDER DUDE fr

    • @DoorTo57
      @DoorTo57 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I was the 420 like. And also yeah 👍

    • @theweirdyt8903
      @theweirdyt8903 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes :)

    • @lupddup
      @lupddup 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      🧠 it hurts there

  • @Ch4rlie_IsAwesome
    @Ch4rlie_IsAwesome หลายเดือนก่อน +43

    That wasn’t embarrassing at all. That was absolutely beautiful Ryan.

  • @Sky_The_Youtuber
    @Sky_The_Youtuber 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +58

    5:44 It's okay Ryan. Everyone cries. No one can stay strong forever. I could have cry when just right when there is no light. Your stonger than me. Good job Ryan.

  • @Bilalfadili
    @Bilalfadili 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13933

    I love how ryan managed to made us feel like we're watching a documentary but in youtube style !

    • @salikaikram1575
      @salikaikram1575 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Lmao I agree

    • @Guardian_Guy
      @Guardian_Guy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      If I was in a special tub thingy like that I would want no gravity and hot steamy water.

    • @Guardian_Guy
      @Guardian_Guy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Feel like paradise

    • @lilacandstitch1852
      @lilacandstitch1852 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It's not embarrassing to cry it's amazing

    • @Guardian_Guy
      @Guardian_Guy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      None of us even said the word cry

  • @FeMelch
    @FeMelch 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16711

    The memory with your grandmother is really special-don’t be embarrassed over shed tears. She obviously means a great deal to you. Thank you for choosing to share that moment with us.
    Edit: It’s really encouraging to see so many other people who have hearts for their families (and for humanity in general). I hope this conversation (minus the bots) has encouraged some of you as well!

    • @smilestud8188
      @smilestud8188 2 ปีที่แล้ว +82

      I feel his pain though...

    • @tacodogg9473
      @tacodogg9473 2 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      It’s so sad

    • @DefeaterMann
      @DefeaterMann 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8


    • @DefeaterMann
      @DefeaterMann 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4


    • @DefeaterMann
      @DefeaterMann 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3


  • @razashahid4931
    @razashahid4931 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +11


  • @SmizzyProductions
    @SmizzyProductions 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    When you see Ryan happy and just having a good time, you know it’s gonna be a normal day
    But once you see Ryan crying……
    Oh yeah…..
    That’s when you should cry too…

  • @NiftyMissi
    @NiftyMissi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7044

    When he cried over his grandma, I cried too. No weakness or embarrassment there. Strength. Strength and love.

    • @-Katetastrophe-
      @-Katetastrophe- 2 ปีที่แล้ว +103

      I did too, at 5:43, as soon as his face fell, I cried for him, I'm not sure why it hit me so hard, I felt so deeply for him

    • @itzjason3251
      @itzjason3251 2 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      A strong person can cry because they're being strong too long

    • @MrsCutieeCake
      @MrsCutieeCake 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I thought he cried because he got water in his eyes. But yeah, that honestly makes sense and it was sweet to watch.

    • @seosan9708
      @seosan9708 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I cried too cause I was also like that with my grandma when I was a kid. She's now gone, just a month after my other lovely grandma passed away last year. Still hurts..

    • @phoenixgirl70
      @phoenixgirl70 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Yes we’ve really got to stop raising boys or being influenced by someone else that it’s weak or embarrassing to show any emotion besides love and anger. Even guys still rip on other guys who express or talk about caring for their partner etc. It’s a terrible way to live. We’re all human beings and this gender traits shit enforced is man made. “Women are caretakers” yeah because for so long they had no control over their reproductive system they gave birth to a large amount of children. I thought it was beautiful. A memory of the woman who stepped up and raised him. She may have passed away. The psychological toll of not letting certain feelings show, I can’t imagine. I think the results are pretty clear with some men and usually people get hurt or unalived. It’s so sad, it’s gotta stop.

  • @digisparkoldacc
    @digisparkoldacc 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7008

    dude I almost teared up when you were talking about your grandmother. that’s such a warm memory, you don’t have to feel embarrassed of it.

    • @moodisa
      @moodisa 2 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      Almost? Your a stronger person than me lol

    • @Bacon00024
      @Bacon00024 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@moodisa I felt nothing

    • @patrickblake123
      @patrickblake123 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      *I* teared up when he started crying

    • @Yeezus_2
      @Yeezus_2 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@victoriajohnson279 what, why tho

    • @Dollsstrangecorner
      @Dollsstrangecorner 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@victoriajohnson279 What do you mean by that?

  • @rob_odd
    @rob_odd 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

    It’s not embarrassing, it was needed. It's a good thing to let these emotions come up and out.
    Thank you for sharing this experience! I want to try one of those sens dep tanks myself some day.

  • @Niffty1HH
    @Niffty1HH หลายเดือนก่อน +51

    "Why are there so many ducks?"
    Me being addicted to hazbin hotel: *lucifer's house.*

    • @Zayumaycy
      @Zayumaycy 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      I thought the same thing lol

    • @rachelf8538
      @rachelf8538 21 วันที่ผ่านมา +2


    • @TinyRaptor24
      @TinyRaptor24 20 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      I heard the word DUCK and thought it was hilarious

  • @undercover_idiot
    @undercover_idiot 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19885

    Can we please normalize not being embarrassed about tears? That was such a beautiful memory you shared with us and I love the direction your content is going. Absolutely top tier.
    Edit: Seems a lot of people are finding humour in the "normalize" term, we get it💀 but the fact that there are also replies with people stating that they're not comfortable crying proves my point lol. We're not obligated to share how we're feeling but trust me, letting go and crying every once in a while can make you feel so much lighter. I think if we try as a collective to be less judgemental of people around us who cry (especially men), you'll find it easier to comfortably grieve or laugh or reminisce with tears. Watch a video of cute puppies, or soldiers coming home, or a sappy movie every now and then if you find it hard to let it out. Try and find time even if it's for 5 minutes to scream into a pillow or bawl your eyes out😂, don't be too hard on yourself, you're loved. It's going to be ok. ❤️

    • @PrinceofPeaceisKingofKings
      @PrinceofPeaceisKingofKings 2 ปีที่แล้ว +165


    • @42o45
      @42o45 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@godly_red fortnite x Twitter virgin

    • @edsheeransleftball
      @edsheeransleftball 2 ปีที่แล้ว +342


    • @theshellcollector
      @theshellcollector 2 ปีที่แล้ว +148

      I get embarrassed about crying bc every time I cry it’s ugly crying

    • @Homestuckfan413
      @Homestuckfan413 2 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      @@godly_red W Ryan L you L life L existence

  • @omen
    @omen 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24721

    this feels like a literal documentary, insane work ryan!

    • @the3fellas753
      @the3fellas753 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Dude you’re a bot

    • @Shredder55_Official
      @Shredder55_Official 2 ปีที่แล้ว +37


    • @omen
      @omen 2 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      @@Shredder55_Official just not a bot lol

    • @omen
      @omen 2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      @@the3fellas753 just not

    • @Ayman-su4vs
      @Ayman-su4vs 2 ปีที่แล้ว +65

      @@omen hmmmm sounds like something a bot would say🧐

  • @Zenvian
    @Zenvian 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Tom's brain: Relaxing.
    Random Rubber Duckie: *"I'm about to end this man's entire peace"*

  • @elianadsshorts
    @elianadsshorts 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Dont worry no one(hopefully) is going to judge you of that. Its so heartwarming!❤

  • @SportSync_official
    @SportSync_official 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4387

    Respect for showing that crying is actually okay. Even as a man.

    • @Jonathan-qf2ow
      @Jonathan-qf2ow 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      He's still a boy

    • @craftingtablegaming6311
      @craftingtablegaming6311 2 ปีที่แล้ว +125

      It’s about the mentality, Jonathan. An adult is 18 years old. A man is someone who can act like a mature guy.

    • @Jonathan-qf2ow
      @Jonathan-qf2ow 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@craftingtablegaming6311 if we're going by mentality then he is definitely still a boy

    • @calgoulden8223
      @calgoulden8223 2 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      @@Jonathan-qf2ow why?

    • @Jonathan-qf2ow
      @Jonathan-qf2ow 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@calgoulden8223 did you grow up without a father? Do i really have to point out how this guy is pretty childish?

  • @Music4life1821
    @Music4life1821 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5397

    I love how you trust us to talk to us about your memory about your grandmother. It's obvious that she meant alot to you. You don't have to be embarrassed, we all have that one person who has had a huge impact in our lives.

    • @MikezDoesThat
      @MikezDoesThat 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14


    • @l3arner
      @l3arner 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18


    • @jade_carp
      @jade_carp 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2


    • @ravaellanimations3314
      @ravaellanimations3314 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @☺ χσχσ кєαg ☺ Im so sorry for your loss
      Losing a family member might take forever to get off your mind i wish you the best of luck for your future.

    • @DefeaterMann
      @DefeaterMann 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      READ MY NAME!!!!

  • @alpacarevolution
    @alpacarevolution 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    I lost my grandma too, I feel u man, it ain’t embarrassing, it’s happy to have someone to have the same feeling as me. Sometimes we will have to move on.

  • @goofylemon3227
    @goofylemon3227 22 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    I’m sure your grandma was a lovely woman hod bless her soul and god bless you❤❤❤😊

  • @yeatsu3696
    @yeatsu3696 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15315

    Ryan can literally make floating in a pool entertaining lol. He has some of the best storytelling on the platform.

    • @DefeaterMann
      @DefeaterMann 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3


    • @KC.801
      @KC.801 2 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      @26 Mic no

    • @Katter_.
      @Katter_. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @thegoodyeast even if your a bot, i agree.

    • @hilohalo4100
      @hilohalo4100 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      jake paul is supposed to be a boxer and he just bein weird smh

    • @KC.801
      @KC.801 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@hilohalo4100 bruh what are you talking about

  • @MJcello15
    @MJcello15 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2627

    5:43 NOT embarrassing. This is a beautiful moment of sentiment and vulnerability. Thank you for keeping this in the video.

    • @bluntforcetrauma8240
      @bluntforcetrauma8240 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2


    • @artsyair5400
      @artsyair5400 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      what happened?

    • @bluntforcetrauma8240
      @bluntforcetrauma8240 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@artsyair5400 he cried

    • @artsyair5400
      @artsyair5400 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@bluntforcetrauma8240 oh ty i was so confused 💗

    • @robertl9086
      @robertl9086 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wow crazy how your mind can do that to you. that is amazing and so brave for you to share that with everyone

  • @HendrixNotyourbissnes-hg3jv
    @HendrixNotyourbissnes-hg3jv 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I almost cried when you told me about how your grandma raised you and how you miss her I could really feel your pain and love for her

  • @melanieg8064
    @melanieg8064 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Im so sorry for your loss dude, there is nothing wrong eith being sad about losing a loved one, like im still sad about my dad who died 4 years ago and i almost cried when i heard you getting upset About her not being there for you😭😭😭😭

    • @elin_
      @elin_ หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm still sad about my mom, and that was 6 years ago.. It's easier to deal with now, yes.. but the grief will never go away. I'm sorry for your loss.

  • @OneBiasedOpinion
    @OneBiasedOpinion 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4096

    Honestly this sounds so relaxing. No noise, no visual, no gravity. Only issue is I would get bored rather quickly with no way to write down what goes down in my head and likely would sleep through most of it.

    • @X-26YT
      @X-26YT 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5


    • @AmySkribble
      @AmySkribble 2 ปีที่แล้ว +90

      I'd lose my mind. I'm already schizophrenic. I feel this would worsen it.

    • @xd_Unravel
      @xd_Unravel 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      this is exactly what my thought process was

    • @astropheluwu
      @astropheluwu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      I absolutely need some sort of music, being inside my brain just kinda scares me, but I would love this place, I’d probably just daydream the entire time though lmao

    • @VenTGM09
      @VenTGM09 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      you're not gonna know where you are at all.

  • @xd_teodorh1356
    @xd_teodorh1356 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4187

    It’s not embarrassing it’s beautiful. and the fact that you kept it in the video shows how brave you are, and now you have motivated me to try this for my self to connect with my memories both good and bad

    • @Thawhid
      @Thawhid 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I'm definitely doing this, on my bucket list. I already have an issue with overthinking so going through this outdated possibly stop it or if not it'll still be an experience. My guess is its expensive tho so InshaAllah I still get the chance

    • @Thawhid
      @Thawhid 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1


    • @Masemase2410
      @Masemase2410 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yep I just have a pool in my house and am and expert scientist who went to Harvard and was the A+ Student in everything

    • @CIoudy_music
      @CIoudy_music 2 ปีที่แล้ว


    • @nolanfrazier3482
      @nolanfrazier3482 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Lol not really that Brave, he wasn't kicking in doors in Iraq.

  • @Cpontes
    @Cpontes 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Me and my granddaughter were watching this video and we can totally relate to your grandmaa experience. 😅
    Sienna is my granddaughter’s name and we love your videos. God bless. ❤️

  • @user-je8hh4ok6p
    @user-je8hh4ok6p 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Ryan is one of my favorite TH-camrs keep it up you make amazing content

  • @ejoumaandfriendsofficial4471
    @ejoumaandfriendsofficial4471 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3969

    Ryan, that moment was amazing, not embarrassing. We as men must embrace that we, too, can and should feel without shame. It was great to see you visit such a distant memory through a genuine experience.

    • @xDeadlyWarriorX
      @xDeadlyWarriorX 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Yes. That was beautiful.

    • @Yours707
      @Yours707 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5


    • @dawizard5275
      @dawizard5275 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      2 weeks ago???????????????

    • @cutetubeonscratch5190
      @cutetubeonscratch5190 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I support him!

    • @bambampewpew32
      @bambampewpew32 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      so relatable too but actually I can totally understand randomly remembering something so long ago but fondly

  • @CosmoWasHere
    @CosmoWasHere 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3661

    I really want to try this now... Looks oddly relaxing

    • @Mereaux
      @Mereaux 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16


    • @volshebnik8976
      @volshebnik8976 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2


    • @Mereaux
      @Mereaux 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16


    • @volshebnik8976
      @volshebnik8976 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3


    • @Klinton12
      @Klinton12 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Ryan is my inspiration, my parents said if I get 60k subscribers they'd definitely by me a better camera for recording... Please I'm literally begging you Guy's...

  • @connortait7646
    @connortait7646 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +2


  • @user-mv2cc6un7w
    @user-mv2cc6un7w 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Dude I'm sorry about your grandma I felt that before❤

  • @jsharik2466
    @jsharik2466 ปีที่แล้ว +4627

    The beautiful story of your grandma touches me. No need to be embarrassed for the tears. It shows the human side.

  • @Micr0wave876
    @Micr0wave876 ปีที่แล้ว +4435

    No need to feel embarrassed about your emotions Ryan. We all have people we miss 👊

    • @Ouch_Mypaws..
      @Ouch_Mypaws.. ปีที่แล้ว +15

      yup 👍

    • @micah407
      @micah407 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Same but my moms mom and my sister

    • @VeerainsaiChada
      @VeerainsaiChada ปีที่แล้ว +7

      In my case my younger sis

    • @kylie_spamzzz8824
      @kylie_spamzzz8824 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      @@VeerainsaiChadaI’m sorry to hear that

    • @kylie_spamzzz8824
      @kylie_spamzzz8824 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      @@micah407I’m sorry to hear that

  • @candynesijohn1154
    @candynesijohn1154 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    “Why so many ducks.” My immediate thought was is this Lucifer’s house from hazbin hotel yep that’s all goooood bye

  • @nightlypiano4116
    @nightlypiano4116 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1585

    Dude, don't be embarrased. That was perfectly normal and incredibly heartwarming. If i'll be honest i'm tearing up myself, heheh.

    • @studdie1347
      @studdie1347 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      nice pfp

    • @studdie1347
      @studdie1347 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      name looks xbox generated too W xd

    • @JaiDoesVideos
      @JaiDoesVideos 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Oml your pfp and username gives me nostalgia of when I used to play on my Xbox 360 when I was little.

    • @DeletedDevilDeletedAngel
      @DeletedDevilDeletedAngel 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@JaiDoesVideos same

    • @calebwaszaj44
      @calebwaszaj44 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      omg i feel so honored to be ur 1000th like lol

  • @LSgrimm91
    @LSgrimm91 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5582

    Man that's not embarrassing, it's relatable. I lost my grandmother about 3 months ago and memories are really all I have. Being able to tap into them and experience moments with loved ones who are gone is a gift.

    • @SamMito28
      @SamMito28 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      I'm sorry for your loss

    • @kaylamullins2410
      @kaylamullins2410 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Me too😭😭😭

    • @kaylamullins2410
      @kaylamullins2410 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      May all our grandma's rest in peace 🕊️☮️💗🥺

    • @SamMito28
      @SamMito28 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@kaylamullins2410 amen 🙏❤️

    • @lucindasims1424
      @lucindasims1424 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I lost my dad I don’t know my mom my grandpa died I live with my grandma

  • @arjjive582
    @arjjive582 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1642

    you shouldn’t be embarrassed to show us your emotions, you’re human too and we totally understand that you have experiences and memories of your own! thank you for telling us about your grandma and your moment with her

    • @croutons9590
      @croutons9590 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      What if I’m not human 🤨

    • @xcmmm
      @xcmmm 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@croutons9590 What if bird

    • @wans2883
      @wans2883 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@xcmmm what if im the monsteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer

    • @xcmmm
      @xcmmm 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@wans2883 what if we dinosaurrrRrrRrrRtTTrTrRrrR

    • @AggeAnimations
      @AggeAnimations 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@croutons9590 What if me MONKE 🦧

  • @cocob0l0
    @cocob0l0 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2279

    I was watching this with my family and when you started talking about your grandmother, we all fell silent. Just listening to your words. Thinking about our own grandma, and how we would fair if we were to do this ourselves. Great content dude!

  • @luna-san9974
    @luna-san9974 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1530

    When he talked about his grandma.. I literally started to tears up a bit.
    Im very scared to loose my grandmother, I love her so much bc she always loved me and helped me...

    • @alexstuarttt
      @alexstuarttt 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Same bro same

    • @escapetherace1943
      @escapetherace1943 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      mine died last year
      I didn't expect to cry from this video
      like, at all
      life goes on though God bless you guys

    • @luna-san9974
      @luna-san9974 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@escapetherace1943 im very very sorry for you then :/ all my love 🕊️

    • @errorsant2054
      @errorsant2054 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i wish i had mine:(

    • @VizakMC
      @VizakMC 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same, and my grandma is pretty close to dying of age

  • @EmmanuelGarcia403
    @EmmanuelGarcia403 ปีที่แล้ว +1636

    Watching him progressively get sadder and try to fight it then just breaking down was so sad to watch

    • @yanetlerebours6695
      @yanetlerebours6695 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You’re very soft alexis garcia

    • @Taha_A
      @Taha_A ปีที่แล้ว +27

      @@yanetlerebours6695your name is ironic

    • @himaririku5289
      @himaririku5289 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Taha_A why

    • @Taha_A
      @Taha_A ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@himaririku5289 his name says superhero yet he is basically being the opposite.

    • @DiaNne31
      @DiaNne31 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Wrinkledwaterbottle 🤓

  • @Raven_Black_252
    @Raven_Black_252 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2616

    That memory of his grandma made me feel such pure and innocent things I haven't felt since my own childhood. Crying is the most normal thing, man! It's what it means to be human!

    • @jcw_is_back
      @jcw_is_back 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Check my about page link Bruh I get you’re a bot but pick any other comment except for one talking about a dead grandmother piece of f**k

    • @Redman9000
      @Redman9000 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @Check my about page link I can’t read

    • @Beluga-df8kr
      @Beluga-df8kr 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Redman9000 same, that’s why I can’t write

    • @kitsu._.
      @kitsu._. 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Beluga-df8kr and i cant type

    • @elmolovesyou2320
      @elmolovesyou2320 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@kitsu._. how does this app work

  • @bradleytaylor5612
    @bradleytaylor5612 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2689

    Naw man, nothing to be ashamed of. Glad you were able to remember something that was formative in your life. I'm sure if I did this I would be sobbing remembering crazy shit my Mom and I did, or my friends who took their lives. We all have things we need to process. No shame, thank you for sharing this.

    • @hughson9229
      @hughson9229 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      "Crazy shit my mom and i did, My friends who took their lives" 😟

    • @callistoarmy5576
      @callistoarmy5576 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Because I'm not famous like other singers that's why no one see my music videos. Pls see once and then decide ❤️..,,,,,

    • @daley5186
      @daley5186 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@callistoarmy5576 actually shut up

    • @markdeming1903
      @markdeming1903 2 ปีที่แล้ว


    • @maxread5234
      @maxread5234 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Oh I hope you're okay Bro, keep strong, but it'd okay to cry. Love You bro 🙏

  • @ignitice
    @ignitice 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3595

    This is quality content. Even if he is trying to joke around or anything, he is making us laugh even when he is scared. This man deserves an award.

    • @roxensoul8680
      @roxensoul8680 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Give this man a FAT cookie.

    • @ignitice
      @ignitice 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @SimilarSouls he would deserve it for sure!

    • @sharifullahmohseni9851
      @sharifullahmohseni9851 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm 1k like

    • @ignitice
      @ignitice 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Lets go! Thanks @Sharifullah Mohseni and everyone who got me to 1K likes!

    • @seekhimwithallyourheartand3358
      @seekhimwithallyourheartand3358 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Repent to Jesus Christ
      ““For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the Lord. “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.”
      ‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭55:8-9‬ ‭NIV‬‬

  • @StardomSeeker
    @StardomSeeker 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1811

    I honestly would love to try something like this. Just absolutely disconnected from the physical world, feeling like I’m literally inside of my own thoughts

    • @saegetek1268
      @saegetek1268 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      You can acually do this, its called meditation ;)

    • @blizzard9397
      @blizzard9397 2 ปีที่แล้ว +65

      @@saegetek1268 I feel like this will have a bigger impact on you. Just letting your body go, not caring about anything, and just going over old memories

    • @no.8443
      @no.8443 2 ปีที่แล้ว


    • @no.8443
      @no.8443 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      But I think I would be scared being alone

    • @NamelessTheHater
      @NamelessTheHater 2 ปีที่แล้ว


  • @Aries_TheBull
    @Aries_TheBull 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Don’t be embarrassed about reliving moments of your past Ryan you have every right to cry

  • @MyLife-hh9uc
    @MyLife-hh9uc 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I love your edit of salt good job

  • @temureveiw
    @temureveiw 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2869

    Right I’m just gonna flat out say this. Ryan you say “don’t judge me” but no we won’t because there is no issue in bringing back memories from the past and being upset about it, society has made it so men shouldn’t cry or show emotions, but you can! We should all be able to show and express our emotions freely without being embarrassed. 🥰

    • @duckdudeyt
      @duckdudeyt 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      thats soo true

    • @elhacker8775
      @elhacker8775 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      That is true

    • @mr.penguin0204
      @mr.penguin0204 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9


    • @neptune_darkk3100
      @neptune_darkk3100 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      That’s true I feel like I can’t express myself just because of my gender

    • @dimaggiophilip7223
      @dimaggiophilip7223 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1


  • @Apoplectic_Spock
    @Apoplectic_Spock 2 ปีที่แล้ว +800

    5:50 Not at all embarrassing, bro. This world we've built, with all of its sound/light pollution, has majorly disconnected us from what's actually going on inside of us. We are rarely in-touch with our authentic and internal selves, which is why you feel embarrassment for crying in the first place. This is a beautiful moment and I really hope you have a million more authentic moments like this to connect with the deeper parts of yourself.

    • @llamaglitter
      @llamaglitter 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I loved this take on that moment! Thanks for sharing

    • @DefeaterMann
      @DefeaterMann 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      READ MY NAME!!!!!

    • @Unity_05
      @Unity_05 2 ปีที่แล้ว


    • @haiguys2601
      @haiguys2601 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      did he do susu aka pee in tub and salt

    • @UpkiXD
      @UpkiXD 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@haiguys2601 wtf

  • @obsidianjamlol4546
    @obsidianjamlol4546 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I lost my grandpa and Cried 😢 sooo it’s. Not embarrassing and I cried to when you talked about your grandma hope she is in peace

  • @quandale69696
    @quandale69696 4 หลายเดือนก่อน


  • @fshs6187
    @fshs6187 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1327

    Do not be embarrassed at all about your memory! That was beautiful! Your emotions were so raw! It made me stop and think about my grandparents who practically raised me as well! It’s a lot of feelings !

    • @Lolcat1
      @Lolcat1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @26 Mic Get some help

    • @majdhasproblems2308
      @majdhasproblems2308 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      He has no grandparents yet

    • @breadguy3993
      @breadguy3993 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      when i was born only grandpa was alive and hes in another country

    • @Nite.Z.
      @Nite.Z. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@majdhasproblems2308 no he had a grandma but not a grandpa

    • @majdhasproblems2308
      @majdhasproblems2308 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Nite.Z. gud to know

  • @naillil1003
    @naillil1003 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2971

    As someone who has trouble with sensory overload, this looks like heaven (currently sitting in a dark room with noise-canceling headphones on so that I can't hear anything but my own heartbeat). But it also looks like straight up torture because any sort of stagnation causes me anxiety.
    I'm just now realizing I might have some issues.

    • @gkiita
      @gkiita 2 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      i feel the same way

    • @KyKyKooks
      @KyKyKooks 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9


    • @jjju3
      @jjju3 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      hey bestie it is just slightly possible you have adhd or autism lmfao

    • @daniraekay
      @daniraekay 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Wanna hear nothing, do nothing, think nothing, see nothing, peace for three hours, a dream!...but it's unfamiliar btw, new territory, sooo do yaaa thooo? Hashtag-relatable

    • @worldtrademark_
      @worldtrademark_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21


  • @CocoNutJames
    @CocoNutJames 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I feel u bro:(😢 when u remember The most saddest memory on ur life Its just sad bro i mean its like sad :( i feel u:( and i cry because of your story😢:(

  • @cecelyclark6587
    @cecelyclark6587 หลายเดือนก่อน

    We can cry dude ❤ Loss is something that does that.

  • @ToastedMarsh.
    @ToastedMarsh. ปีที่แล้ว +8879

    Nobody should make fun of you for having emotional nostalgia sometimes it's unavoidable

    • @mrducky2941
      @mrducky2941 ปีที่แล้ว +26


    • @XD_yt4453
      @XD_yt4453 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      unavoidable for everyone except me

    • @user-bk2gn4do6y
      @user-bk2gn4do6y ปีที่แล้ว +80

      @@XD_yt4453 so quirky

    • @comicarts1667
      @comicarts1667 ปีที่แล้ว +2


    • @radicalaps9230
      @radicalaps9230 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      @@XD_yt4453 I know for a fact you've felt vulnerable at one point in your life.

  • @petaryordanov1317
    @petaryordanov1317 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2100

    That was really thought provoking Ryan, extremely interesting to see how you reacted to your senses being taken away. I bet it could be a really good memory trigger for people, don’t be embarrassed about which ones come up and how you feel about them, the story about your grandma was really powerful. I would love to try this - but I worry about how I would react to it, I think my anxiety might get too bad unfortunately! surely!

    • @bootymuncher7649
      @bootymuncher7649 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      why did you repost a comment???

    • @aetimes2
      @aetimes2 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@bootymuncher7649 TH-cam sometimes glitches where it says it hasn't posted a comment but it actually has

    • @youssefomar6254
      @youssefomar6254 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Damn stolen

    • @seekhimwithallyourheartand3358
      @seekhimwithallyourheartand3358 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Repent to Jesus Christ
      ““For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the Lord. “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.”
      ‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭55:8-9‬ ‭NIV‬‬

    • @atp8108
      @atp8108 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@seekhimwithallyourheartand3358 Stop it. Get some help.

  • @SubhodipRoy-gl6tc
    @SubhodipRoy-gl6tc 10 วันที่ผ่านมา


  • @Cat-Cake
    @Cat-Cake 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Omg that presentation was so good!!

  • @kaidenhang908
    @kaidenhang908 ปีที่แล้ว +3263

    It's alright man I cry over my grandma and she's not even dead yet it's just the thought of it that makes me cry it's okay we understand what it's like you don't have to be embarrassed or ashamed of it

    • @Narble_is_unavailable
      @Narble_is_unavailable ปีที่แล้ว +46

      I know. Sometimes I think of my grandad dying, and I break down. I dread the day… 😢

    • @dan-qi6ed
      @dan-qi6ed ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Think the same and i cant even get sad in the slightest even for someone i like so much

    • @flowers-2671
      @flowers-2671 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Same 😢

    • @Raptor_N
      @Raptor_N ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I think about it more than I like to admit, and I always get so worried about it, and Ryan’s memory made me tear up

    • @Banksplayz
      @Banksplayz ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Its a scary thought

  • @mistercowboy202
    @mistercowboy202 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1726

    When I went to prison on my first go around, they have a place called, " the box" which is basically the "hole" or solitaire confinement. It's horrible little messed up cell. The brick walls, no window, a big intimidating metal door, a metal framed bed bolted to the ground, a metal toilet with a sink on it. One light on the ceiling that stays on all day, all night. I was sent to the box the first time for a fight, that actually never really happened, with someone that I didn't even know, it's too long of a story but there I was in the cell next to his in the box and the only way to speak to each other was through a heating vent on the ground that ran through both of our cells. We would talk, because other than writing or reading that was the only thing to do. We talked for hours, for days, then weeks, we got pretty close without even ever seeing each other.
    The box will do something to weird to your mind. The first few days are probably the worst. Time is slow, the light will give you a headache and you'll spend a lot of time just walking back and forth but something happens to a lot of people in there after awhile, time starts passing. You forget all about it and it just kinda speeds up without you noticing it, at this point of being in there, what the hell is time anyways? It doesn't matter. You'll forget what day it is. Then forget the date all together and sometimes when your up really late talking you'll go to bed late, or early depending on how long you talked and then there goes your normal sleeping cycle and if it wasn't for the kind of shit food your getting you wouldn't know if it was day or night and usually at this point you couldn't give less of a fuck. When I said that the box does weird shit to your head I meant that it really twists your shit up because before they we're going to put me back in general population I decided I was just going to refuse. I was going to stay in that little cell for as long as I could or until I paroled and that's what I did. I spent three years in that box. Obviously my neighbor left and over the next few years many came and left and I enjoyed talking to them, getting to know them, getting close to a human with just conversation knowing that I would most likely never see them again, that was a special feeling. I liked the books I read and I got really good at drawing. Increased my drawing skills up to portrait level using covers of books and the occasional magazine.
    That cell changed me in more ways to count. Some good things and some not. Sorry for rambling it's just that this video reminded me of my little cell in the box.

    • @lordeddardstark9124
      @lordeddardstark9124 2 ปีที่แล้ว +179

      Woah man... Glad to see you got through all that.

    • @spyro2608
      @spyro2608 2 ปีที่แล้ว +91

      Very interesting story 🙏

    • @RemoveHandles750
      @RemoveHandles750 2 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      What’d you go for? To jail I mean

    • @mistercowboy202
      @mistercowboy202 2 ปีที่แล้ว +206

      @@RemoveHandles750 back when I was a teenager and pot was illegal I got into a lot of legal trouble because I smoked, I spent almost my entire teenage years in a home for boys. A boys home which was a lot more like its own neighborhood for delinquent children, at age sixteen they didn't know what to do with me since I had spent so much time there that pretty much all of my family either hadn't cared or washed there hands of me so they put me in a studio apartment in a much larger city than I've ever lived in at the point and I had grown up in the backwoods till then so it was quite the culture shock to me and I was only 16, enrolled in a school but no way to pay for anything so that's when my adult criminal career began. I went to prison the first time at 17 for home invasions and a safe breaking with a whole slew of misdemeanors. I don't ever want to blame that boys home for my actions but I've always found it quite ironic that they spent years working on my "delinquency" of being a pothead that when they finally washed their hands of me they decided to drop me off in a city, with absolutely no resources and something I couldn't even pay for.

    • @RemoveHandles750
      @RemoveHandles750 2 ปีที่แล้ว +75

      @@mistercowboy202 well, hope you’re doing better now, be safe out there man

  • @BrandonMontalvo-db5qv
    @BrandonMontalvo-db5qv หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Ryan suffering: “I feel like a butterfly 🦋 😊” caught me off guard bro😂

  • @oliversimpkins1207
    @oliversimpkins1207 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The grandma part hits more than ever for me now, I lost mine recently but I had to stay busy and one day on the bus home from school I just broke down and started to cry a bit, it was dumb

  • @Glarses
    @Glarses 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6606

    this man is up next. every video is soo good

    • @luvv909
      @luvv909 2 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      next video is gonna be spending hours in space or some shit

    • @KronixAmv
      @KronixAmv 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3


    • @buttercroissant5018
      @buttercroissant5018 2 ปีที่แล้ว +66

      Glarses is gonna make a sensory deprivation keyboard

    • @robotninjago
      @robotninjago 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Oh hey Glarses :D

    • @crunchywaterisnotice172
      @crunchywaterisnotice172 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I survived Extreme Brown Switchsory Accumulation

  • @ZynFooo
    @ZynFooo 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1290

    I was almost about to cry when you cried while talking about your memory with your grandma. It’s not embarrassing, you showed your emotions like that is incredible. I don’t know how it feels, because i never stayed a long time with my grandma, and i barely know her much. But, to those who loved theirs, im sorry for your loss. I

    • @ScarletSheldon-pr3iq
      @ScarletSheldon-pr3iq 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      i balled my eyes out before he elaborated more.-0.

    • @gameboyplayzyt
      @gameboyplayzyt 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      bro its the exact same thing that happened to me but with my brother...

    • @TheodoreLetsPlay-AllGames
      @TheodoreLetsPlay-AllGames 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Dude why am I actually crying 🤧😢😢

    • @MantoHazra
      @MantoHazra 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2


    • @MirwaisGaming342
      @MirwaisGaming342 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      My grandma isn't dead

  • @AllAndMore849
    @AllAndMore849 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Don't be embarrassed, not at all infact if anything be proud that you love your family. ❤

  • @egonzalez2917
    @egonzalez2917 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    5:43 its alright ryan were sorry about your memories giving you emotions. We all been through it before. your not the only one. We love your content, You're not alone..

  • @ItsNicolau
    @ItsNicolau 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1376

    I had never heard of this before, it looks so scary, I would 100% freak out after 15min, can't imagine doing 3 hours lol. I have to try this one day and conquer some fears.
    Nice video Ryan, and don't be ashamed that you cryed.

    • @Roseatta22
      @Roseatta22 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Not to be that person but cried

    • @hamburber1683
      @hamburber1683 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I guess you haven't seen √π√$ @ππ√$

    • @hamburber1683
      @hamburber1683 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @Don't read profile photo ok I wont

    • @_lc
      @_lc 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @26 Mic bro hrs not u

    • @gloomy_gal
      @gloomy_gal 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yeah I would love to do that it would be so scary though.

  • @mrspumpkin6298
    @mrspumpkin6298 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1589

    That was really thought provoking Ryan, extremely interesting to see how you reacted to your senses being taken away. I bet it could be a really good memory trigger for people, don’t be embarrassed about which ones come up and how you feel about them, the story about your grandma was really powerful. I would love to try this - but I worry about how I would react to it, I think my anxiety might get too bad unfortunately!

    • @codbus7651
      @codbus7651 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I would be unable to breathe if i did that ): Seems cool though but not being able to hear, see and experience gravity would choke me

    • @puikwanchan6369
      @puikwanchan6369 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      The fact that I was hallucinating strings in there too is creepy

    • @DefeaterMann
      @DefeaterMann 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      READ MY NAME!!!!

  • @ItsMeFacu
    @ItsMeFacu 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    GREAT job on the floaty salty water visuals Ryan

  • @TommyLott-my2zr
    @TommyLott-my2zr หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    5:47 that is not embarrassing, I feel generally bad for you. Don’t worry and nobody is else is thinking anything of it. Crying is a natural sensation and it’s ok!

  • @luzmieadalin3684
    @luzmieadalin3684 ปีที่แล้ว +1799

    Crying is not embarrassing Ryan remember that. I've lost my grandma about 2 years ago and every time I think about all those memories I had with her makes me cry like a baby. Remember we're here with you!

    • @manthe3711
      @manthe3711 ปีที่แล้ว

      No, it's embarrassing. It's weak, pathetic, and it would get you killed in the wild.

    • @luzmieadalin3684
      @luzmieadalin3684 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@manthe3711 is he on the wild?

    • @manthe3711
      @manthe3711 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@luzmieadalin3684 Not with that attitude.

    • @luzmieadalin3684
      @luzmieadalin3684 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@manthe3711 with what attitude?

    • @yeetionary
      @yeetionary ปีที่แล้ว +5

      whenever i hear stories of people with loved ones that passed away, i always feel sad and feel grateful for the people i still have
      i'm one of those people as well.

  • @kuromiscreaming7420
    @kuromiscreaming7420 2 ปีที่แล้ว +676

    We need more men like you. you got so openly vulnerable, and my heart broke when you asked me not to judge you :( its not embarassing, its human, and its stronger than anything to show these parts of ourselves, let alone to this many other people. i appreciate when men are vulnerable. i appreciate when men arent afraid to cry. i appreciate when men are brave enough to be emotional in a world where its so easy for them to bottle up their shit and not talk about it. its what differentiates boys from men. well done

    • @breakingames7772
      @breakingames7772 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      We have to many people like that now, telling everyone every feeling every minute of every day.

    • @why_awesome
      @why_awesome 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@breakingames7772 is that a bad thing?

    • @why_awesome
      @why_awesome 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@breakingames7772 also i think you're overexagerating

    • @Gogetaa
      @Gogetaa 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@breakingames7772 cry about it

    • @emmahollow8898
      @emmahollow8898 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Stop trying to turn men into women

  • @ilikethebandnirvana88
    @ilikethebandnirvana88 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1


  • @kittysuncatcher4848
    @kittysuncatcher4848 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Wow Ryan nice job since I haven’t seen anyone else do it😊

  • @sylvieonyoutube.
    @sylvieonyoutube. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1108

    Ryan, my guy it's totally fine to cry and let out your emotions out !
    It's not embarrassing that you cried on camera.
    Just stay positive ! Live in the moment !

    • @DefeaterMann
      @DefeaterMann 2 ปีที่แล้ว


    • @Llama_RL
      @Llama_RL 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Stop bot

    • @sylvieonyoutube.
      @sylvieonyoutube. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Llama_RL I'm not a bot !

    • @Temerityofficial21201
      @Temerityofficial21201 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      U don’t need to use space between letters and exclamatory mark .-.

    • @thehypericecube
      @thehypericecube 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@sylvieonyoutube.he meant the comment that said “READ MY NAME!!!” Not yiu

  • @vickiscrt
    @vickiscrt ปีที่แล้ว +2453

    no where near embarrassing, i lost my grandma 5 years ago and still cry about it, we r all here with you

  • @user-td5kf3ri9w
    @user-td5kf3ri9w 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I think Tom is actually the master of ducks

  • @LilahAva
    @LilahAva 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Its ok to cry even when your an adult your not the only one who miss people I also have someone that is dead it's my grandpa his was the best

  • @shelbs2603
    @shelbs2603 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7049

    It’s so sad that the world has recognized crying as “embarrassing”! Ryan, never feel embarrassed about feeling that way! 💗

  • @littleprincess-dm1ne
    @littleprincess-dm1ne 2 ปีที่แล้ว +758

    Can we appreciate what Ryan is doing for us? The happiness, sadness, feelings, all of these emotions mixed into one video? This is the best that you have done, I love it so much

    • @WladylawGomulka
      @WladylawGomulka 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      one word: money

    • @Sakkaz
      @Sakkaz 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Jonathan-yr3so 😶

  • @truongngocbaoanhtv4968
    @truongngocbaoanhtv4968 29 วันที่ผ่านมา

    love ur video,ur always so fun

  • @stitchloverxclxuds
    @stitchloverxclxuds 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1


  • @MacElMasMancoDeTodos
    @MacElMasMancoDeTodos 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4753

    This. This is science. Not boring science, but practical science. *And he's testing it out with himself*
    That's worth to see

    • @christopheryazbeck3035
      @christopheryazbeck3035 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4


    • @rammycanales3784
      @rammycanales3784 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      There is no boring science.

    • @rammycanales3784
      @rammycanales3784 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      There is also no unpractical science.

    • @MacElMasMancoDeTodos
      @MacElMasMancoDeTodos 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@rammycanales3784 Yeah, it was pretty funny and interesting learning all variants of polynomial equations that I never used before, not even in university learning aero-spacial Engineering. I know they teach us things to help us understand the rest, but you need to admit that the 1800's educational system still being the same with more content, and so there's boring science, as there's boring videogames and even boring hobbies, just created to systematically dose the "Things you should know" into our brains to vomit it afterwards in an exam. I love science, man, don't think I'm a Karen or something explaining why the Earth is flat and scientists are unreliable people trying to kill you, just saying that as everything in this universe is imperfect, science CAN be boring. =D

    • @rammycanales3784
      @rammycanales3784 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@MacElMasMancoDeTodos I actually kind of think the same. More often than not, schools are very shitty at teaching the basics, and then kids become hesitant to continue STEM stuff. Yet, you are saying Science by itself is boring in your first comment, which is different from THE WAY SCIENCE IS THAUGHT IN SCHOOL is boring. Although, I argue for me any science concept is automatically not boring, but yeah, I get that for a majority of people this is not the same.
      I am just picking up to the fact that no science concept is inherently boring.

  • @ToadTWE
    @ToadTWE 2 ปีที่แล้ว +662

    You know, this is one of the only challenges I would actually be willing to lose. It feels more like a reward rather than a punishment

    • @volshebnik6995
      @volshebnik6995 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1


    • @hosterYT
      @hosterYT 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@volshebnik6995 Even if it was , literally no one cares or asked so please do something better with your life

    • @AnthonyRea2011
      @AnthonyRea2011 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      This guy is amazing. (I’m talking about Ryan love him) I’m subbed

      @EEEEEEEE 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1


    • @DefeaterMann
      @DefeaterMann 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1


  • @Sky_The_Youtuber
    @Sky_The_Youtuber 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    2:15 Nice job with the edit Ryan!!

  • @mineleague360
    @mineleague360 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Hey man, don't feel bad because you cried. Everybody cries. Showing emotion is strength, not weakness. I'm sorry about your grandma. I remember when my uncle died, I thought it was my fault, that if I had just talked to him more often he wouldn't have had that heart attack.

  • @NotVeryNormal259
    @NotVeryNormal259 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1127

    When he talked about his grandma, I almost cried, I had a grandpa who was there for me, even miles away. Back in 2014, he passed away. I was told a story, my grandpa Alec, after he passed, my family saw him on the beach, waving. My grandma wanted to hug him one last time.
    Edit: It’s okay to be sad, just remember people always love you.

    • @myherobeaste7
      @myherobeaste7 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      I have two well living grandmas and that when he was talking about naps it was- I was thinking about death, thinking about if I died in my nap or more terrifying that both my grandmas died while napping….shit the sounds in the video was so well edited that while watching I felt floaty. Cool video

    • @liongames8776
      @liongames8776 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I hope he’s doing well in heaven

    • @thomasjhvplays
      @thomasjhvplays 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @Check my about page link no comment bot

    • @charleeemmerich7364
      @charleeemmerich7364 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I cried too, I once had a grandma when I was 8 and I am still missing her

    • @Fishy346
      @Fishy346 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      i only got 1 grandma and 0 grandpas

  • @stan8479
    @stan8479 2 ปีที่แล้ว +375

    Don’t worry about needing to cry. I teared up watching this. I have OCD, so the thought of doing something like this - surrendering myself to nothing but my thoughts - sounds like a hell, I can’t imagine how you must’ve been feeling.

    • @neckbackcripplinganxietyattack
      @neckbackcripplinganxietyattack 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Same, I’m autistic and would definitely have a meltdown lol

    • @joeyrony2887
      @joeyrony2887 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I'm autistic and have PTSD and OCD I would be crying for all 3 hours remembering all the trauma in my life

    • @stan8479
      @stan8479 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @Joeyrony 1 Yeah same, I have the unfortunate autism+OCD combo too. It’d be straight suffering.

    • @PretzelConnoisseur
      @PretzelConnoisseur 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I would start sobbing as soon as the lights turn off. My anxiety and all my phobias just rush in when I'm in a dark room.

    • @euclodies1719
      @euclodies1719 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sauce pfp?

  • @Bmasterboi
    @Bmasterboi 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    this is my favorite ryan trahan video idk why

  • @kej_pi
    @kej_pi 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    That was TOTALLY NOT embarassing. It's great that U shared that memory with your viewers :)

  • @LonelySandwich
    @LonelySandwich 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1782

    ryan's dedication to his videos is so amazing

    • @thyconq.
      @thyconq. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes for sure

    • @amogus7482
      @amogus7482 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      You have to get more creative with comments

    • @krytex5729
      @krytex5729 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@amogus7482 as creative as you are with that username?

    • @amogus7482
      @amogus7482 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@krytex5729 i forgot

    • @amogus7482
      @amogus7482 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@krytex5729 i think i need to go to the vet😅

  • @RedNovaMedia
    @RedNovaMedia 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2952

    Congrats... you had your first non-drug induced psychedelic experience, and in the process of the lack of input stimuli, your mind purged several emotions and thoughts that needed to come out. Some of the experiences shown here are traditionally triggered by psychedelic substances. When the mind has no input stimuli (no sight, sound and other things such as touch), it creates its own visuals based on the sum total of a person's lifetime experiences. The imagery seen can be metaphorical, with shapes, visuals and 3D & 4D space "representing different meaningful memories". This explanation is simplistic at best, but basically what is happening here. Well done on completing the challenge. It would be interesting to see your Dad go through the same experience, and see what comes out from his mental library.

    • @tocman5463
      @tocman5463 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      To be honest I don’t understand half of the words you said but it’s looking good so yea I hope it’s good or else.

    • @Theukrainereal422
      @Theukrainereal422 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      “Read my name”

    • @advikperuka1567
      @advikperuka1567 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You interesting are

    • @strawberrybluee
      @strawberrybluee ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I can’t tell if this is a hate, or just a simple joke. (No hate on you tho)

    • @tocman5463
      @tocman5463 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@RedNovaMedia umm yea ok even though I didn’t understand anything it’s alright I get it Kida of

  • @ActuallyQosmio
    @ActuallyQosmio 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Nice job with the demonstration of salt making you float

  • @thatonedude-tf3vj
    @thatonedude-tf3vj 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    When Ryan said "well I can't float either" I felt that

  • @ijustwanttosleepnow
    @ijustwanttosleepnow 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +435

    Ryan don’t be embarrassed, you showing your emotions like that was incredible! It also shows to other guys that it’s okay to go through what you’re feeling and actually feel it.