Don't say that, Things don't go as planned and as what we want it to be and have but don't think that you're hard to love. It's not you who's the problem it's this unromantic and sad world, okay?
This is what ruining some people's relationship, they get obsessed with the imaginary point of view that they're disappointed when the expectation is not caught up with the person you're actually with. Don't have this mindset girl
A double edged sword, but I wouldn’t take it back for anything. Simply going to mourn the life we both desperately wanted and couldn’t have. Maybe in the next one.
I hate that ever since I was young I thought love would be something so happy to share with someone special. Two people being madly in love with one another, practically sharing 1 soul with each other and the level of understanding being greater than earth. I always thought soulmates were true, until I experience love myself. Ik love isnt perfect but isnt it worth trying for? I never thought love could be so fake, limited, or confusing. I think I broke a part of myself after all the realization, that love isn’t something like a fairytale. I admit I was romanticizing love but I didn’t think it’ll be this painful. It lowkey honestly made me think I’m just not for love.
“It will be okay, don’t worry so much. everything happens for a reason. We will get through it, like people that give the same amount of energy as you “ -what I wish someone would tell me.
I understand the people here all of you the hurt of loving someone who will never be there for you and the hurt of being used or abused by someone you love I will forever be here for everyone no matter what you are struggling with just know I'll love you all because that's what we need to hear sometimes is we are loved ❤
After she left I was almost unable to love anyone else anymore. Like the feeling of loving romantically was impossible. I started getting bad episodes and bad urges to sh after 4 months of being clean. I want to live but I don't at the same time, idk what to do with my life anymore it feels like nothing is worth it.
I’ve liked him since November. For 7 months. I only thought about him, us, and I was happy. I didn’t even like him at the start I just told myself “this class is boring I’ll find a crush”. He’d always look for my attention and included me, asked me who I liked, went obviously jealous, loved talking to me and was often looking for conversations with me. He’s not even handsome or perfect, even everyone says he’s ugly. He can be mean and doesn’t have any music taste or clothing taste. I guess I just really was blind with him and started obsessing over him and telling myself « I don’t even like him he doesn’t deserve me ». I had fun with him until today, he’s really mean to just end up with this girl. I mean aren’t I better than her? What don’t I have that she does? They don’t even talk often they’re not even in the same class? I was even so nice to him why her? I hope I’ll never like someone like him again. I feel bad for myself for being heartbroken over him when he doesn’t even deserve me. I had fun, time to turn this page.
I love him but he loves her why me.... why do i have such a big forehead, why do i have acne, why do i have stretch marks, why do i have small eyes, i hate everything about myself but oh how he loves her.... how i wish i was her so much it hurts my mental state hope one day he'll wake up and realize I'm all he needs
honeeey don’t say like that!! you’re gorgeous, because it’s you! you deserve all the love which you can give others! and right person will be found in right time, who’ll really value you and you’ll be a priority, not just an option💗
Awhh girly i know its prob late cuz u writed this a long time ago, and i hope ur feeling much better now, idk if ur Muslim or not, but in the Islam they say that if u rlly love him, Allah (God) will test u so hes gonna break ur heart first and if u didnt give up on him then hes prob the right man, just now Gods plan is much better then any plans u made, this is just a world, a test for us, the life after this life is so many times better, let the world be the world cuz the life after this life is gonna be the life u want, trust God and He will do whats right for u ❤❤
I thought I had healed my trauma but I turns out I had just forgot about it with time, I realized this when I finally got with a emotionally available person who communicates and I was feeling anxious bc of I was afraid that it was all going to be over one day and that he’d just leave like everyone else. So maybe I am the problem after all…
one of my good friends just told me and everyone she likes the guy that i secretly liked for 2 years and feel like such a horrible person for feeling sad... i dont even know how im supposed to feel anymore... i will obviously support her because she didnt know but it kinda tore something in my heart
Not exactly the same but my friend has liked this guy I've known almost my whole life for almost a year now, and I've only recently realized that I like him. It kind of hurts to think that I can't ever be with him because if she gets rejected then she'll be heartbroken and I can do nothing but comfort her, but if they get together all I can do is sit there and watch. She plans on confessing soon, and I feel horrible for hoping she loses feelings for him. Sorry for ranting, I hope that you have nothing but peace :)
@@ink9924 I'm sorry I hope you ok And why dint you guys it diwn and talk about it and not ruin ur friendship over a boy coz that happened to me its so sad to see ppl going through the same thing
@@NajmaYusuf-ys2fp My friend isn't in a great state of mind at the moment, if I had told her I started liking the same guy as her, I feel like she'd become defensive. I'm constantly worried about her wellbeing and it once got to a point where I was extremely stressed over her even though she wasn't entirely bothered improving herself. As much as I love my best friend, I know she isn't exactly the understanding type, she can sometimes only want to hear what she wants to. The guy we like rejected her though, he found the chocolate rose she gave him and threw it away without a second glance, which is pretty cold but he's a lot nicer than I'm wording him. I don't plan on telling my friend, and she hasn't really said anything about his rejection, since she didn't exactly expect a yes anyway.
When you fall in love with someone who you're not on the same wavelength with... and all the love you gave results in fights and a break up... but still, you love that person, and that person loves you. Sometimes two people are just not meant for each other, no matter how much love they have in their hearts... It's best to let go.
Listening to this when you’re on your first solo picnic hits different in a good way. It feels good to reflect and enjoy your own company. It’s okay to do things alone instead depending on someone else to do them with. 💚 this is just how I feel when I listen to this music
why do I have to be overly complicated? anyone have this issue?... lol. thanks for this playlist its calming, sad, and filled with loved. im glad I found it these songs are just amazing
No girl, remember Adriana lima also got cheated? Her lover cheat on her and left her? Ur beautiful honey💗 He was blind and will regret leaving a diamond like you. You're pretty just the way you are 💗🎀
same.. i dont know how to live without their love... like, just month ago everything was perfect, and now they "uncomfortable" with me. I did nothing wrong and i dont know if i can handle it///
she blocks me randomly on messenger, instagram, tiktok, and discord without saying anything, we didn't have any access or contact to each other and i didn't even do anything to make her upset or block me, am i that a bad lover? i cry every night everytime i remember our old memories it just hurts so much.
I'm going to high school next year, I've never held hands with someone, I've never hugged with more meaning and care than any other hug, I've never had the chance to say what I mean to a special someone, I want what everyone else has, their other half💔🙏
En octubre el me escribió de un grupo grande que teníamos con más amigos de amigos asi que yo no lo conocía, me dijo que le parecía muy amable y linda y yo realmente me costaba entrar en confianza con cualquiera y el lo comprendía, le tomó 4 meses que yo le llegará a considerar un amigo.. a el se le había roto el telefono asi que usaba el de alguien más.. y cuando lo usaba yo no siempre estaba disponible asi que me dejaba muchos mensajitos, de verdad era muy cariñoso, bueno, realmente me prometía de todo, ambos sentíamos lo mismo más allá de ser amigos asi que intentamos ser algo a partir de junio, realmente lo amaba como nunca y el tambien siempre me lo demostraba, a eso de finales julio tuve que estar sin celular una semana.. y realmente senti que aun que era cariñoso había algo raro, luego.. el 8 de agosto, ese maldito 8 de agosto me fui a un evento deportivo al que sabía que el iría, luego lo vi y lo abracé.. pero el parecía asustado, luego le dije que ya me iría pero me quedé.. y ahí vi que se besó con otra chica.. me acerque a el como si nada y el estaba aterrado, luego de eso no le hablé hasta ayer.. le escribí para arreglar todo y resulta que estuvo hablando cn esa chica desde esa semana que no tuve teléfono.. y que fue su culpa.. yo realmente lo amaba, pero no lo perdoné ya que el se arrepentía solo por que la chica lo dejó. Lo amo, lo extraño, pero no lo voy a perdonar
when I wanna listen to this playlist because he broke my heart but nearly a month ago we both slept throughout the day taking turns to look at each other with this playlist playing so now I'll never not think of him when these songs play.
I spent over a year madly in love with him. I didn't want to admit it, but the talks started turning into late night calls. Weird pet names. Then after awhile I confessed and so did he. We never made it official because we wanted to take our time. We both had a lot going on. Then he told me he loved me for the first time. I felt so alive. But even after everything he just stopped out of the blue. Nothing at all. I've had a few relationships, but I've never loved anyone like how I loved him. I keep telling myself that it doesn't matter anymore, but everyday I keep thinking of why. Why did he leave.? Did he get bored.? Was I too much for him or maybe not enough? I don't wanna do this anymore. He never should have said he loved me and I never should have let myself fall in love with him in the first place.
for those who need to hear this.. I know you don't know me but I care about you so much, I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tried to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind want to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is, you make me feel happy by your presence, and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story, not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today.
why does everyone lead me one ? why have i never had a relationship when i’m 20 .? why have i never had my first kiss yet ? why am i jealous of my friends for being in relationships? it’s literally all i want and i always get played and guys always want someone for their body …. they just want one thing and i’m not ready . i try so hard to connect w guys but they only want one thing. maybe it’s my fault …. maybe i’m not meant to have someone to love in life…. maybe i’m destined to always be alone and be a bystander watching my friends with their happy lives… maybe i’m the problem why can i not love my body why can i not love myself i’ve been trying and i can’t i hate myself
Sweetheart, I had my first boyfriend at 25, i am way older now, and believe me, a lot of girls that have been in realtionships since very young, get into their 25's alrady traumatized and toxic, and guess what?, at this age (which is the actual important one to start to formalize leading to adult life) guys will run away, cause they just messed up theirselves into shitty nonsense relationships. Do not let yourself down by your feelings right now, remember that time is different for everyone, and early-does not mean -good-, focus on yourself, put yourself in the right place (go to the activities you really really enjoy; art, sports, nature, volunteering) and you will see you will find a lot of people that is also into your interest, instead of chasing random guys who might lead just to more randomness...
Honestly, I am not even sad or nothing. I am in a very loving and happy relationship and I love him sm, but I js wanted to listen to some gloomy music bc I like it.
i dont understand how you flirted w me for MONTHS WITHOUT END and even when i confessed you still talked to me, why waste both of our time?? js say that you didnt like me and be over it srsly..
why are they such hypocrites? why are they so used to me doing good that they get mad at the smallest mistakes? why do I wish I had different parents?why am I scared of my parents? why can’t my parents listen? why can’t they just listen and try to understand me?
I just wish i made things different, I wish i could be with you more time, i wanted to see you smile and laught and be as Happy as you deserve It, i wish i could at least say goodbye, just to let you know how much i would miss you
Why did he pretend like they were madly in love with me and just leave me after everything we were trying to make together.....why were they just a chapter in my book.
There was a boy I liked. He was cute, bubbly, nice, sporty, academic, and well mannered. I never told anyone since I thought it was just a passing crush, I was wrong. I liked him more as I watched him. When I thought about confessing to him I gave up since im not exactly pretty and I'm the one who acts mean, sarcastic, and ignores their crush overall so I didn't think he'd like me. A week later, my best friend confessed her love to him. That she had liked him since ___ and so. I gave up. She prettier, slim, nice, smart and suited him. I was happy for them since he was happy and she was too. I thought it (❤) was gone. I acted more mean to him. I still liked him then, but now I have given up completely. I wish him and her the best. 😊 I think I just liked how similar he was to me, and found it cool how he was. Maybe it was only admiration and not love, I get those confused a lot because they are boys and think it's love.. I never told my best friend about him, since she had many crushes on guys so I didn't want to be made fun of.
I liked him for 2 years and I don't really approach someone I like because I'm socially awkward and I don't know if he's single or taken but yesterday I heard from my friend that he's courting his crush soo there's that but I'm just glad he found someone.
he was such a great boyfriend, always giving me gifts, kissing me, aleays knew how to comfort me on a bad day. then i didnt see him for the rest of the school year in 7th grade because he went to a mental hospital. fast-forward to 8th grade (now) its been 2 weeks since i've seen my beautiful boyfriend. but he left me yesterday. the sun in my life left and now im just a weeping moon. maybe in another life he can be the beetle to my ladybug. i miss my Ryan. my pretty boy who knew how to make his boy smile :(. maybe in another life he'll make me smile *in another life..*
We were in different parts of the world, with different cultures and backgrounds, but still... I love you so much my dear, after all these years, I still fall in love with you every day, why couldn't we work...
i hv a friend and we were so close that i just realized that i hv feelings for him. then one day i confessed to him, turns out he only seeing me as his good friend. he told me that if we still can be friends and this relationship doesnt turn to be strangers. and i keep the promises bcs i want to keep being his friend like we hv back then. i thought this is only a flings but 3 years passing by and my feelings doesnt change a bit.. idk if this what ppl called love but i dont rlly care what this feeling should be called with. the thing that i only understand is that this is my first time having such a beautiful feelings for someone, that im so proud of them, wishing good things for them, wanting to tell them how precious they are. but in this scenario, i am the only one who carried this feelings and cant be shared with the one that i wished to be. now he already hv a girlfriend and he told me that he start living better, eat better, sleep better, and finally feels like hving home. at that point i dont understand why i felt proud of that.. maybe bcs at the first point when i confessed to him, i only exspressing my feelings not asking him to be my bf. i do understand the boundaries, and i never envy with his gf. but still sometimes i feel hurt and cried alone after i met him at school. this is just my feelings, i hope one day i would find someone that would love me as much as i love them. but this feelings are so precious that i dont want to be erased. hv a nice day ppl out there who stepping in this video and reading this long comment. i hope you can heal from things that you keep alone, and find someone that suit you best. love you ♡
Is it me, thou I say, “am I the problem? Should I fix it?” If I choose the touch the depth of self reflection. “Is it my face. My skin, attitude or personality. As far as I alter myself nothing comes into play. Nothing aligns with the way I want to be perceived. As a person appearance lies with in them. Whether decided by faith or altercations. As my physical features are as if do be displayed on my face as to heinous self doubt hurts the most, If I was to glance at myself from afar I’d too blame the parents. But the parents are not to blame its if the child given to them from above. As a bountiful amount of insecurities I face and have none can be fixed. But within me and the never ending thoughts fill my mind. Dear I say nonetheless is it me or thou mind that’s is making me feel this way?
he was like paper he was in pieces so i became his glue poured patience and love and time into him held it all together. held him together and what did give me in return paper cuts...
Was it all just a lie? Did you make me trust you to leave me Did you have fun? Was I bad to you Why won’t you try for me like I try for you I won’t ever find someone like you I don’t want to find somebody like you I want you You’re perfect for me You were so important for me I never lived anyone that much I thought we clicked like puzzles I thought we were so alike I never wanted this I don’t think I can heal from this What did I do tho Can’t we fight and fix it Are you really tired of me You don’t care about me anymore Were all of those promises even real I was willing to do a lot for you I feel lost And hurt I don’t know what to feel anymore I miss you So much Why did it become like this Is it really my fault Shouldve I waited a little How can you go days without talking with me Didn’t you encourage me to communicate whenever we fight Now you’re the one that doesn’t want to communicate You made me a lover girl I trusted you Please don’t fail me Don’t leave me Don’t ignore me Stay with me I don’t want you to leave We can fix things I just wanna be sure you love me And everything will be okay Don’t be my demise Don’t be my betrayal and heartbreak Be my safe place Be mine Didn’t you say that we won’t leave each other even if we fight You said you won’t let me go You said you couldn’t eat or sleep without me Were you lying in all of that What did you get Did you have fun Am I a game Are my feelings just games to you I can’t believe someone like that ever exists Of course it wasn’t a lie Please tell me: i’m sorry please comeback I’ve made a mistake I shouldn’t have let you go I will change I can’t live without you I won’t ever do it again I love you Why why why won’t you say that Why why why Why should I be the one that tries I don’t know what to do without you I don’t want you to know that i’m this desperate because maybe i’m showing my vulnerable and weak side to someone who will just use it someone who doesn’t really care Please baby prove my overthinking wrong say you regret this and comeback I feel pathetic and broken also scared What if you’re something else I want you Will you come back Or will I be just a number to you Your crazy stupid ex who ruined everything like how you talked about your last ex like she was nothing important and you immediately moved on from Will I be just an ex You made me lower my guard and made me trust you even when I have trust issues just to make it even worse I know this isn’t right I shouldn’t try I should stop loving you will I ever heal from this? You will die alone if you do that I don’t want me heart to be broken again Please don’t Break my heart again You made me cry and I’ve never been like this never have I ever been this broken by someone I just want you to be honest Was I just something trivial I thought you were my one I can’t stop thinking about you I love uou
i hate love…. a guy i dated for about 3 days was head over heels over me and this isn’t the first time we dated… i loved him so much.. im gonna miss him
For once I want to be loved and not get lusted over. For once I want someone to keep loving me. For once I dont want to be too much. For once I wanted to be wanted. For once I want to be loved for me and not what all things I can do. For once I dont want someone to get tired of me. For once I dont want to be get rid of. Just for once.
dating a guy who i trusted and cared was the beat thing i love him im happy im good.. oh wait.. he left me and ruined my life.. he was confident enough to say “i never cared about you lol” wow.. i can never recall the pain.. my family now complains why i dont have a heart.. guess i lost it..? if someone ever comments or likes i cant believe it you guys are better than my real friends making promises then leaving me behind after.. :D
He was different, a million times I've felt like whoever I was with was different, but this time I know I'm right. And yet, we just weren't meant to be, I thought I did everything right but he just won't reach out to me again. Maybe I don't deserve love at all.
I swear I love him sm. But he doesn’t give me any effort. No asking out for hoco, no posting him, idk what to do I love him but he just makes me cry sm.
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0:00 - My Love Mine All Mine ~ Mitski
2:13 - Lovers Rock ~ TV Girl
5:28 - seasons ~ wave to earth
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thank you so muchh!!
Sometimes I ask myself if I’m just to hard to love.
Don't say that, Things don't go as planned and as what we want it to be and have but don't think that you're hard to love. It's not you who's the problem it's this unromantic and sad world, okay?
@@XoxoElle04you are soo pretty ❤
@@jennyx3256 that's so nice of you to say, I'm sure your pretty too
True
Nope but the other person is so focus on yourself
maybe i don't really like him? maybe i just like the version of him in my dream?
frrr
stop im months late but this is so real 💀💀
This is what ruining some people's relationship, they get obsessed with the imaginary point of view that they're disappointed when the expectation is not caught up with the person you're actually with. Don't have this mindset girl
this so real damn I wanna cry 😭
Stop real
Sometimes I wish I never found out what love is like
YES.
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Don’t we all
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A double edged sword, but I wouldn’t take it back for anything. Simply going to mourn the life we both desperately wanted and couldn’t have.
Maybe in the next one.
I hate that ever since I was young I thought love would be something so happy to share with someone special. Two people being madly in love with one another, practically sharing 1 soul with each other and the level of understanding being greater than earth. I always thought soulmates were true, until I experience love myself. Ik love isnt perfect but isnt it worth trying for? I never thought love could be so fake, limited, or confusing. I think I broke a part of myself after all the realization, that love isn’t something like a fairytale. I admit I was romanticizing love but I didn’t think it’ll be this painful. It lowkey honestly made me think I’m just not for love.
that...actually describes my love life-- love is...painfully confusing..i hate it and love it at the same time, just like him
yap
:c
This describes me right now.. I’m so numb
Why would he make me think he likes me back when he like them and not me
because the person he likes doesn't like him, so he comes to you for his attention. i hope you're ok
@@swekhayedinachanu1558 aww ty and yes I am doing okay 🤗
im so sorry u had to desl with that mi amor, u didnt deserve that, u WILL find better 💗, dont doubt that okay?
i love u xoxo💗 💋
@@ykitsmee ty smm❤
boys will be bugs 🦅🦅
in my heartbreak eraaa 😍
so reallll
I hope you'll heal, that prescious heart of yours deserve true happiness
@@XoxoElle04thank u ❤️
Twinnss
i liked him so much but he gave me mixed signals, I had to distance myself and block him. I don’t think i’ll ever feel that way about someone again. 😚
I am in this situation right now
ooh lana fan spotted
how come I'll be so deep in the moment crying my eyes out and then a commercial starts blaring in my ears with no warning
Lol same, also I hope ur okay
@@emmagoldblatt9261 im okay now lmao ty boo
“It will be okay, don’t worry so much. everything happens for a reason. We will get through it, like people that give the same amount of energy as you “ -what I wish someone would tell me.
I hope your okay :/
I understand the people here all of you the hurt of loving someone who will never be there for you and the hurt of being used or abused by someone you love I will forever be here for everyone no matter what you are struggling with just know I'll love you all because that's what we need to hear sometimes is we are loved ❤
I love you
I love You
i love yahh
After she left I was almost unable to love anyone else anymore. Like the feeling of loving romantically was impossible. I started getting bad episodes and bad urges to sh after 4 months of being clean. I want to live but I don't at the same time, idk what to do with my life anymore it feels like nothing is worth it.
find something worth fighting for and never let go
Why would he give me tell me he loved me when in reality he was unsure about me? I loved him sm :
I’ve liked him since November. For 7 months. I only thought about him, us, and I was happy. I didn’t even like him at the start I just told myself “this class is boring I’ll find a crush”. He’d always look for my attention and included me, asked me who I liked, went obviously jealous, loved talking to me and was often looking for conversations with me. He’s not even handsome or perfect, even everyone says he’s ugly. He can be mean and doesn’t have any music taste or clothing taste. I guess I just really was blind with him and started obsessing over him and telling myself « I don’t even like him he doesn’t deserve me ». I had fun with him until today, he’s really mean to just end up with this girl. I mean aren’t I better than her? What don’t I have that she does? They don’t even talk often they’re not even in the same class? I was even so nice to him why her? I hope I’ll never like someone like him again. I feel bad for myself for being heartbroken over him when he doesn’t even deserve me. I had fun, time to turn this page.
I love him but he loves her why me.... why do i have such a big forehead, why do i have acne, why do i have stretch marks, why do i have small eyes, i hate everything about myself but oh how he loves her.... how i wish i was her so much it hurts my mental state hope one day he'll wake up and realize I'm all he needs
honeeey don’t say like that!! you’re gorgeous, because it’s you! you deserve all the love which you can give others! and right person will be found in right time, who’ll really value you and you’ll be a priority, not just an option💗
@@ifeelthelight thanks that helps but I've been trying for years already but i wanna give up on liking people but i can't i always find someone
@@I.l0v3.niffl3rsgood luck, i hope you’ll really find your person asap
@@I.l0v3.niffl3rslove finds you at the most unrecorded times, for now focus all your heart and passion into yourself because you deserve it ❤
Awhh girly i know its prob late cuz u writed this a long time ago, and i hope ur feeling much better now, idk if ur Muslim or not, but in the Islam they say that if u rlly love him, Allah (God) will test u so hes gonna break ur heart first and if u didnt give up on him then hes prob the right man, just now Gods plan is much better then any plans u made, this is just a world, a test for us, the life after this life is so many times better, let the world be the world cuz the life after this life is gonna be the life u want, trust God and He will do whats right for u ❤❤
I’m learning how to love but it hurts that he can’t be by my side I wanna be able to hug him give him affection but my heart hurts I miss him so much
i love him but he doesnt feel the same nor will he ever im afraid and he is so perfect...i just wish.. but we would never work...
I thought I had healed my trauma but I turns out I had just forgot about it with time, I realized this when I finally got with a emotionally available person who communicates and I was feeling anxious bc of I was afraid that it was all going to be over one day and that he’d just leave like everyone else. So maybe I am the problem after all…
im here for u ml
one of my good friends just told me and everyone she likes the guy that i secretly liked for 2 years and feel like such a horrible person for feeling sad... i dont even know how im supposed to feel anymore... i will obviously support her because she didnt know but it kinda tore something in my heart
Not exactly the same but my friend has liked this guy I've known almost my whole life for almost a year now, and I've only recently realized that I like him.
It kind of hurts to think that I can't ever be with him because if she gets rejected then she'll be heartbroken and I can do nothing but comfort her, but if they get together all I can do is sit there and watch.
She plans on confessing soon, and I feel horrible for hoping she loses feelings for him.
Sorry for ranting, I hope that you have nothing but peace :)
@@ink9924 I'm sorry I hope you ok
And why dint you guys it diwn and talk about it and not ruin ur friendship over a boy coz that happened to me its so sad to see ppl going through the same thing
@@NajmaYusuf-ys2fp
My friend isn't in a great state of mind at the moment, if I had told her I started liking the same guy as her, I feel like she'd become defensive.
I'm constantly worried about her wellbeing and it once got to a point where I was extremely stressed over her even though she wasn't entirely bothered improving herself.
As much as I love my best friend, I know she isn't exactly the understanding type, she can sometimes only want to hear what she wants to.
The guy we like rejected her though, he found the chocolate rose she gave him and threw it away without a second glance, which is pretty cold but he's a lot nicer than I'm wording him.
I don't plan on telling my friend, and she hasn't really said anything about his rejection, since she didn't exactly expect a yes anyway.
Tell her. You liked him first. He's yours
@@ink9924how did things go?
I listened to this after my fav character died in a show 😭 best therapy ever ❤️
He really made it look like he liked me then said he is gonna tell me on the last day of school he dont like me back to my friend
When you fall in love with someone who you're not on the same wavelength with... and all the love you gave results in fights and a break up... but still, you love that person, and that person loves you. Sometimes two people are just not meant for each other, no matter how much love they have in their hearts... It's best to let go.
Listening to this when you’re on your first solo picnic hits different in a good way. It feels good to reflect and enjoy your own company. It’s okay to do things alone instead depending on someone else to do them with. 💚 this is just how I feel when I listen to this music
Forcing myself to like him at this point.
Everyday and everynight, im thinking about her...
Well maybe you can ask her out❤️
why do I have to be overly complicated? anyone have this issue?... lol. thanks for this playlist its calming, sad, and filled with loved. im glad I found it these songs are just amazing
I see look at her with love in his eyes the love that I longed for but never got I guess I am just really ugly.
No girl, remember Adriana lima also got cheated? Her lover cheat on her and left her? Ur beautiful honey💗 He was blind and will regret leaving a diamond like you. You're pretty just the way you are 💗🎀
@@SparkelJen3 exactly and so did miley, shakira, robert pattinson, beyonce, jennifer aniston, etcc. Men dont care
How could he just randomly lose feelings after everything we’ve been through together. I did nothing wrong :(
same.. i dont know how to live without their love... like, just month ago everything was perfect, and now they "uncomfortable" with me. I did nothing wrong and i dont know if i can handle it///
@@КатеринаМельникова-н1э exactly you get it😭
She didn't care about me :
she blocks me randomly on messenger, instagram, tiktok, and discord without saying anything, we didn't have any access or contact to each other and i didn't even do anything to make her upset or block me, am i that a bad lover? i cry every night everytime i remember our old memories it just hurts so much.
i know hes never gonna change but i just cant let him go
I still have the flowers he drew me as my wallpaper I don't want to let go
I'm going to high school next year, I've never held hands with someone, I've never hugged with more meaning and care than any other hug, I've never had the chance to say what I mean to a special someone, I want what everyone else has, their other half💔🙏
En octubre el me escribió de un grupo grande que teníamos con más amigos de amigos asi que yo no lo conocía, me dijo que le parecía muy amable y linda y yo realmente me costaba entrar en confianza con cualquiera y el lo comprendía, le tomó 4 meses que yo le llegará a considerar un amigo.. a el se le había roto el telefono asi que usaba el de alguien más.. y cuando lo usaba yo no siempre estaba disponible asi que me dejaba muchos mensajitos, de verdad era muy cariñoso, bueno, realmente me prometía de todo, ambos sentíamos lo mismo más allá de ser amigos asi que intentamos ser algo a partir de junio, realmente lo amaba como nunca y el tambien siempre me lo demostraba, a eso de finales julio tuve que estar sin celular una semana.. y realmente senti que aun que era cariñoso había algo raro, luego.. el 8 de agosto, ese maldito 8 de agosto me fui a un evento deportivo al que sabía que el iría, luego lo vi y lo abracé.. pero el parecía asustado, luego le dije que ya me iría pero me quedé.. y ahí vi que se besó con otra chica.. me acerque a el como si nada y el estaba aterrado, luego de eso no le hablé hasta ayer.. le escribí para arreglar todo y resulta que estuvo hablando cn esa chica desde esa semana que no tuve teléfono.. y que fue su culpa.. yo realmente lo amaba, pero no lo perdoné ya que el se arrepentía solo por que la chica lo dejó. Lo amo, lo extraño, pero no lo voy a perdonar
when I wanna listen to this playlist because he broke my heart but nearly a month ago we both slept throughout the day taking turns to look at each other with this playlist playing so now I'll never not think of him when these songs play.
If he loved me sm like he says, why does he hurt me? 🙇🏻♀️
"You were a whole chapter in my book, but I was just a few lines in yours"
Damn not heartbroken at all just enjoy this type of music
you'd like lana del rey then
Shiiiiitttt when these artists are together I sob like a baby
I spent over a year madly in love with him. I didn't want to admit it, but the talks started turning into late night calls. Weird pet names. Then after awhile I confessed and so did he. We never made it official because we wanted to take our time. We both had a lot going on. Then he told me he loved me for the first time. I felt so alive. But even after everything he just stopped out of the blue. Nothing at all. I've had a few relationships, but I've never loved anyone like how I loved him. I keep telling myself that it doesn't matter anymore, but everyday I keep thinking of why. Why did he leave.? Did he get bored.? Was I too much for him or maybe not enough? I don't wanna do this anymore. He never should have said he loved me and I never should have let myself fall in love with him in the first place.
I feel u i went through smth similar
for those who need to hear this..
I know you don't know me but I care about you so much, I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tried to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind want to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is, you make me feel happy by your presence, and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story, not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today.
i needed this
This helped me remember that I’m so fucking lonely that I go on to character ai and chat with bits that love me and need me.
I’m unworthy and incapable of being happy and pouring all my love to a girl
Awh. I wish you feel better and that she loves you back :)
Under rated
TWEEK
why does everyone lead me one ? why have i never had a relationship when i’m 20 .? why have i never had my first kiss yet ? why am i jealous of my friends for being in relationships? it’s literally all i want and i always get played and guys always want someone for their body …. they just want one thing and i’m not ready . i try so hard to connect w guys but they only want one thing. maybe it’s my fault …. maybe i’m not meant to have someone to love in life…. maybe i’m destined to always be alone and be a bystander watching my friends with their happy lives… maybe i’m the problem why can i not love my body why can i not love myself i’ve been trying and i can’t i hate myself
Sweetheart, I had my first boyfriend at 25, i am way older now, and believe me, a lot of girls that have been in realtionships since very young, get into their 25's alrady traumatized and toxic, and guess what?, at this age (which is the actual important one to start to formalize leading to adult life) guys will run away, cause they just messed up theirselves into shitty nonsense relationships. Do not let yourself down by your feelings right now, remember that time is different for everyone, and early-does not mean -good-, focus on yourself, put yourself in the right place (go to the activities you really really enjoy; art, sports, nature, volunteering) and you will see you will find a lot of people that is also into your interest, instead of chasing random guys who might lead just to more randomness...
FINALLY MY DREAM PLAYLIST!!! T-T
Nah when he's in love with your best friend...
Honestly, I am not even sad or nothing. I am in a very loving and happy relationship and I love him sm, but I js wanted to listen to some gloomy music bc I like it.
It's been a year and it still hurts as hell
i dont understand how you flirted w me for MONTHS WITHOUT END and even when i confessed you still talked to me, why waste both of our time?? js say that you didnt like me and be over it srsly..
why are they such hypocrites? why are they so used to me doing good that they get mad at the smallest mistakes? why do I wish I had different parents?why am I scared of my parents? why can’t my parents listen? why can’t they just listen and try to understand me?
in my “ just got cheated on eraaa” 😻
I'm sorry :(( you didn't deserve that (｡•́︿•̀｡)
the perfect playlist
I cried today too
Just thinking of him kinda hurts now
can someone please just like love me...??
dw there's for sure someone out there that loves you deeply
I love you :3
@@Silent-hill-y4k xx
Can i get ur ig
i love you
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t that hard to be loved
I just wish i made things different, I wish i could be with you more time, i wanted to see you smile and laught and be as Happy as you deserve It, i wish i could at least say goodbye, just to let you know how much i would miss you
Why did he pretend like they were madly in love with me and just leave me after everything we were trying to make together.....why were they just a chapter in my book.
Without chapters, a book is nothing. But just as a reader would do, turn the pages and continue with your life or write your own story!
what a wonderful playlist, combined so well with my thoughts ! xoxo
There was a boy I liked.
He was cute, bubbly, nice, sporty, academic, and well mannered.
I never told anyone since I thought it was just a passing crush, I was wrong.
I liked him more as I watched him.
When I thought about confessing to him I gave up since im not exactly pretty and I'm the one who acts mean, sarcastic, and ignores their crush overall so I didn't think he'd like me.
A week later, my best friend confessed her love to him. That she had liked him since ___ and so.
I gave up.
She prettier, slim, nice, smart and suited him.
I was happy for them since he was happy and she was too. I thought it (❤) was gone. I acted more mean to him.
I still liked him then, but now I have given up completely. I wish him and her the best.
😊 I think I just liked how similar he was to me, and found it cool how he was. Maybe it was only admiration and not love, I get those confused a lot because they are boys and think it's love..
I never told my best friend about him, since she had many crushes on guys so I didn't want to be made fun of.
A little part of me will always love him
Didn't you deny that you have a crush on me, now you are making me feel that you like me.
i lost her, i had it all and now i have nothing.
ahh so refreshing ! love these songs so much
I liked him for 2 years and I don't really approach someone I like because I'm socially awkward and I don't know if he's single or taken but yesterday I heard from my friend that he's courting his crush soo there's that but I'm just glad he found someone.
he was such a great boyfriend, always giving me gifts, kissing me, aleays knew how to comfort me on a bad day. then i didnt see him for the rest of the school year in 7th grade because he went to a mental hospital.
fast-forward to 8th grade (now) its been 2 weeks since i've seen my beautiful boyfriend. but he left me yesterday. the sun in my life left and now im just a weeping moon. maybe in another life he can be the beetle to my ladybug. i miss my Ryan. my pretty boy who knew how to make his boy smile :(.
maybe in another life he'll make me smile
*in another life..*
He said Let's grow up first and I will come for you and I gave him a hand shake saying "nice to know you"💔🙃🫠
We were in different parts of the world, with different cultures and backgrounds, but still... I love you so much my dear, after all these years, I still fall in love with you every day, why couldn't we work...
AYY MIS ARTISTAS FAVS🥰❤😢
crying myself to sleep with this playlist
Love is a trap.
Yea🙁
i hv a friend and we were so close that i just realized that i hv feelings for him. then one day i confessed to him, turns out he only seeing me as his good friend. he told me that if we still can be friends and this relationship doesnt turn to be strangers. and i keep the promises bcs i want to keep being his friend like we hv back then.
i thought this is only a flings but 3 years passing by and my feelings doesnt change a bit.. idk if this what ppl called love but i dont rlly care what this feeling should be called with. the thing that i only understand is that this is my first time having such a beautiful feelings for someone, that im so proud of them, wishing good things for them, wanting to tell them how precious they are. but in this scenario, i am the only one who carried this feelings and cant be shared with the one that i wished to be.
now he already hv a girlfriend and he told me that he start living better, eat better, sleep better, and finally feels like hving home. at that point i dont understand why i felt proud of that..
maybe bcs at the first point when i confessed to him, i only exspressing my feelings not asking him to be my bf. i do understand the boundaries, and i never envy with his gf. but still sometimes i feel hurt and cried alone after i met him at school.
this is just my feelings, i hope one day i would find someone that would love me as much as i love them. but this feelings are so precious that i dont want to be erased.
hv a nice day ppl out there who stepping in this video and reading this long comment. i hope you can heal from things that you keep alone, and find someone that suit you best. love you ♡
Is it me, thou I say, “am I the problem? Should I fix it?” If I choose the touch the depth of self reflection. “Is it my face. My skin, attitude or personality. As far as I alter myself nothing comes into play. Nothing aligns with the way I want to be perceived. As a person appearance lies with in them. Whether decided by faith or altercations. As my physical features are as if do be displayed on my face as to heinous self doubt hurts the most, If I was to glance at myself from afar I’d too blame the parents. But the parents are not to blame its if the child given to them from above. As a bountiful amount of insecurities I face and have none can be fixed. But within me and the never ending thoughts fill my mind. Dear I say nonetheless is it me or thou mind that’s is making me feel this way?
I already miss him
he was like paper he was in pieces so i became his glue poured patience and love and time into him held it all together. held him together and what did give me in return paper cuts...
Now I think about leaving love aside but you know it hurts but I will do whatever it takes to forget about it....
Just... PERFECTIONNN!!
Was it all just a lie?
Did you make me trust you to leave me
Did you have fun?
Was I bad to you
Why won’t you try for me like I try for you
I won’t ever find someone like you
I don’t want to find somebody like you
I want you
You’re perfect for me
You were so important for me
I never lived anyone that much
I thought we clicked like puzzles
I thought we were so alike
I never wanted this
I don’t think I can heal from this
What did I do tho
Can’t we fight and fix it
Are you really tired of me
You don’t care about me anymore
Were all of those promises even real
I was willing to do a lot for you
I feel lost
And hurt
I don’t know what to feel anymore
I miss you
So much
Why did it become like this
Is it really my fault
Shouldve I waited a little
How can you go days without talking with me
Didn’t you encourage me to communicate whenever we fight
Now you’re the one that doesn’t want to communicate
You made me a lover girl
I trusted you
Please don’t fail me
Don’t leave me
Don’t ignore me
Stay with me
I don’t want you to leave
We can fix things
I just wanna be sure you love me
And everything will be okay
Don’t be my demise
Don’t be my betrayal and heartbreak
Be my safe place
Be mine
Didn’t you say that we won’t leave each other even if we fight
You said you won’t let me go
You said you couldn’t eat or sleep without me
Were you lying in all of that
What did you get
Did you have fun
Am I a game
Are my feelings just games to you
I can’t believe someone like that ever exists
Of course it wasn’t a lie
Please tell me: i’m sorry please comeback I’ve made a mistake I shouldn’t have let you go I will change I can’t live without you I won’t ever do it again I love you
Why why why won’t you say that
Why why why
Why should I be the one that tries
I don’t know what to do without you
I don’t want you to know that i’m this desperate because maybe i’m showing my vulnerable and weak side to someone who will just use it someone who doesn’t really care
Please baby prove my overthinking wrong say you regret this and comeback
I feel pathetic and broken also scared
What if you’re something else
I want you
Will you come back
Or will I be just a number to you
Your crazy stupid ex who ruined everything like how you talked about your last ex like she was nothing important and you immediately moved on from
Will I be just an ex
You made me lower my guard and made me trust you even when I have trust issues just to make it even worse I know this isn’t right I shouldn’t try I should stop loving you will I ever heal from this? You will die alone if you do that I don’t want me heart to be broken again
Please don’t
Break my heart again
You made me cry and I’ve never been like this never have I ever been this broken by someone I just want you to be honest
Was I just something trivial
I thought you were my one
I can’t stop thinking about you
I love uou
Mixed signals.........
I wish i never liked him
I wish I never fell for him.
i hate love…. a guy i dated for about 3 days was head over heels over me and this isn’t the first time we dated… i loved him so much.. im gonna miss him
never thought he’d leave me high and dry in my darkest moments. I thought love & marriage & pregnancy was supposed to be magical..
i love him
0:00 i love mitski
They haven't called me in a week... I hope they're not ignoring me...
He just wanted to be friends and family. And he asked if I was fine with it. After I poured my heart out to him.
Love can hurt
sometimes i wish he never made me believe he liked me.
it's suck, I'm here listening to this makes me drawing and i just keeping hurting myself
I know it's time, but I still can't let you go
love this video 💗
🫶
Why am i still thinking about it even it happens a year ago and he's already with others?
For once I want to be loved and not get lusted over. For once I want someone to keep loving me. For once I dont want to be too much. For once I wanted to be wanted. For once I want to be loved for me and not what all things I can do. For once I dont want someone to get tired of me. For once I dont want to be get rid of. Just for once.
dating a guy who i trusted and cared was the beat thing i love him im happy im good.. oh wait.. he left me and ruined my life.. he was confident enough to say “i never cared about you lol” wow.. i can never recall the pain.. my family now complains why i dont have a heart.. guess i lost it..?
if someone ever comments or likes i cant believe it you guys are better than my real friends making promises then leaving me behind after.. :D
He was different, a million times I've felt like whoever I was with was different, but this time I know I'm right. And yet, we just weren't meant to be, I thought I did everything right but he just won't reach out to me again. Maybe I don't deserve love at all.
I love this sm 😭
there are two types or heartbreak,,
broken
and
villain arc.
Why did he love me when he knew he wasnt supposed too and then in the end knew he had to break my heart..?
misss u again again againnnnnnn he
I swear I love him sm. But he doesn’t give me any effort. No asking out for hoco, no posting him, idk what to do I love him but he just makes me cry sm.