“People speak of hope as if it’s this delicate, ephemeral thing made of whispers and spider’s webs. It’s not. Hope has dirt on her face, blood on her knuckles, the grit of cobblestone in her hair, and just spat out a tooth as she rises for another go.” This year may have beaten many of us down, but it’s not over.
The phrase "stay a little longer" stuck me harder then a freaking truck, it made me think about what comfort is suppose to be. It's not something that is supposed to be forced into, but it's welcoming and accepting and loving. It doesn't judge you for what you've done more condemn you it just wants you home. To embrace you in its beautiful arms and squeeze you in a wonderful blanket as you sit in the soft grass and smell the fresh air looking over the beautiful world and all of its color. It loves you and it wants you to realize that.
Sometimes when I look out the window, into the distance, past the roads and storefronts, behind the fields and towering trees, through the valleys and stream, past desolate farms and derailed trains, I can make out the faintest inkling of the little boy I left behind, still wandering in the overgrowth outside the schoolhouse, searching for something I was meant to find. This boy loved me more than anything, and I exiled him and tore up his wishes. I wish I could find this boy and hug him, and reconnect, but he is long gone, and so I wish I could forget the boy, for he still stands upfront, in front of the tall grasses, casting his shadow on the vibrant gardens.
But you have found him. He's just in the shadow. Go into the shadow and just be with him. He has never stopped loving you. And he understands you. He's just waiting for you to join him in the dark. Together you can help each other find the Light...it is never lost and never too late. I am speaking from my own painful process. It is a process, just like every healthy relationship ❤
Bring the little boy in. Embrace him with open arms and let him know it's safe when he is in your care. At a distance he will seem lost and out of reach, but by your side... when life gives you those short moments to take a breath and look around, you can take that time to share it with him. Never lose him, for he is the light of your world, keeping you young and curious on this journey we all bare.
These songs make me feel something so different and nostalgic. Its hard to explain. But it made me cry so much. I'm not in a good place rn and consider suicide. My anxiety is so high. But hopefully it's gonna be ok. I will just imagine the memories when they did stay.
It will get better, don't give up now. I've been there too, depressed, feeling really anxious, having daily panic attacks, starting to have bad thoughts, but I did not give up, not that easily, and you shouldn't either. Then, one day, I woke up, and I didn't have panic attacks anymore, and at that moment I realized how stupid it would have been to end my life, because it gets better, trust me, it will get better. Sometimes life throws shit like this at us, and that's why you have to show it that you are stronger than that. You just have to try. Stay hard 💪
I pray you understand just how special and important you are to this world, your purpose on this earth may not be fulfilled yet. Please reach out for help! And forget to breathe. ❤
"Can you still remember how beautiful the past was? You have learned to be respectful, polite, accommodating and patient. Now you're just a person who no longer has that completely, but at least half of it, and it's okay to be like that. Everyone makes mistakes. We are flawed." "And if you lose someone or leave each other, stay strong. Nobody should be in despair, hope is stronger and remains strong. You have to believe yourself." These are true words from a person who doesn't know what to do but knows how to do it.
i always feel hopeless. but its not over yet. for those who are all sad or have a sad life, remember, everything will be okay. the good days will eventually come to us all.
I definitely don't want to be a kid forever, but that doesn't mean i cant talk about how growing up is and always will be scary to me. It's first the little things you notice like you don't have to lie about your age to get cool apps or games, then it gets to the things like your mother dosent hide from you when she cries. I love my Mother and I'm definitely not saying she should hide herself away from showing basic human emotions, i just now see what she sheltered from me as a kid. sorry got a bit to real at the end there, if you read this far i hope you have a genuinely nice day.
that's deep man, thanks. Don't worry about growing up, it is very scary and you see the real world but there is also beauty and freedom in it. Good luck
I’m 48 this Fall, lost my soul at 39 when my husband died suddenly. Life has been……I don’t even have a word man. I can say this, please PLEASE stay away from illegal substances, they will make you feel great but before you’ve even realized you’re addicted and that tunnel is long, dark n alone. I been clean for 18 years but those years I spent living hard n not taking care of me has took a toll on my body, it makes you feel incomplete. Take care of yourself, love your important ppl around you and don’t forget to breathe. ❤
Why does this give me such a calmness while everyone feels like it's sad? It's so comforting even though I couldn't be happier in life. :) I'm addicted to this type of music. ^^
I feel like this is that type of music that makes everyone comforted but in different way depending on how they feel, crying as much as just vibing with the song is nothing else but expressing how we feel at the moment. I like this a lot too, I have a small insomnia and it also helps me sleep
Listening to this has helped me to stay focus and write a story that was stuck in my head for some days, but just couldn't write. Thanks a lot for this
I wish he said that despite that we both knew we couldnt be togather anymore . Thanks for this wonderful music , it brings back the memory when me and him were holding each other in our arms ...as if we were never gonna let go .
Keep believing. Never give up. The life and the person that you have drawn in your mind would disappear forever without realizing that you could have achieved it no matter how dark everything was. KEEP GOING.
It emanates a profound sense of peace and relaxation. The soothing vibes encapsulated in this experience create a tranquil haven, offering a much-needed respite. 😌💤
Am trying to find my younger self who's still wandering the woods, where I left him years ago. I am sure he'd lend me some of his joy, and show me the forgotten sky, the forgotten trees, the forgotten grass where he would still be asleep. He would show me the forgotten smile...
“You see. No shock. No engulfment. No tearing asunder. What you feared would come like an explosion is like a whisper. What you thought was the end is the beginning.” "There was an old woman who lived in a room. And, like all of us, was frightened of the dark. But who discovered in a minute last fragment of her life that there was nothing in the dark that wasn't there when the lights were on..." Adding to the cringey pseudo-deep quotes under these vids is actually pretty fun
When paths obscure, your steps astray, No guiding light to mark the way, And chilling shadows paint the ground, Where warmth and comfort can't be found. When home feels distant, cold and dark, And loneliness leaves its aching mark, The silent world can't bear the pain, A spark ignites, hope starts to rain. The touch of heartbeats whispers near, Loneliness cracks, dissolves your fear, And flickers spark, a flame takes hold, A world transformed, a story told. With eyes renewed, each step reveals, A strength within, a spirit heals, The path unfolds, the journey won, You've found you, you've reached home...!
Yes you can ❤🥹Every minute you get through is another battle WON! Please don’t give up. You are never completely alone, not here, there’s always someone who will talk to you. ❤
dont lose hope in the face of adversity. even if almost everything sucks, there is still good in this world. try look for it more instead of being stuck in negativity and the past. love you all 🖤
I suppose most of people don’t care. And I don’t condemn anyone, because if I read this earlier, I would probably like and skip. In case you are interested, thank you for reading. For past seven years, since I lost my parent, I feel like I lost the sense of life. It feels pathetic, but I struggle to make any long-term connections. I don’t have any real friends, didn’t have any relationships. Once I tried to visit kick-boxing club I panicked and didn’t have enough bravery to come directly to trainer, because there were too many people, and I didn’t want to look like that weird person who interrupts an ongoing training. I keep fighting the suicidal thoughts, but nothing actually happens. Everything I’m trying to do just collapses and I am loosing belief in the future and myself. Is there anything I could do to feel at least less pathetic? I really don’t want to waste my life at home at loneliness. I’m 20 and I really need some advice..
hey this might not be the best advice but i believe u need professional help....if thats not possible its understandable n so i would say try focusing on ur self ur not alone in this pain maybe give journaling a try or even stretching or yoga is really good n if u need someone to talk to i can be there to listen if u wanna lmk ill be here only but just k ur amazing n ull b able to do this n best wishes!
Stay? Stay where!!!!! How about a safe heaven!!!! I will stay for sure and no more false labels and abuse! Hope is a 4 letter word for the sake of poor comments!
Egyedül. 4 betű a nevem, Annyit jelent, egyedül, A vállamon a magány csak unottan hegedűl, Dallama a panel 4 falába beleelegyűl, De ha rímelek úgy érzem az beleszűl, Egy olyan világba ahol nem vagyok Annyira egyedül.
I don't know who I am and who knows me anymore. I found a void within myself that I can take solace in the new persona Aeon I desire to take on. If it's not me I know like my other mental states I'll learn it's wrong anyway when I need to discard it. I'm nothing more tonight than you would like to see. But tonight everything feels in the proper place. And like the story is clearly ahead of me. A toast, to be, and not to being, as I learn from you and me.
Do not overstay your welcome. When the moment arrives, float freely over the void threshold, and do not look back. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." --A.B. (DD1) 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
@@sonikgogofaster спасибо, но уже всё хорошо :) Я поработала над собой, и всё стало лучше, отпустила человека, который тянул меня ко дну, и не одного, поэтому я счастлива
Please, if you're reading this write down something nice. I am so tired. Recently got a traumatic brain injury and it's hurts. every. day. I don't know how I'll get through this. I'm losing hope each day.
God has forsaken me God has forsaken me I'm in hell my soul is raped my soul is raped my soul is raped rage and grief consume me homicidal rage suicidal grief I'm in hell there's no escape he raped me he raped me he raped me I thought he was my best friend he raped my soul I'm in hell and there's no escape PTSD flashbacks rape me My soul is raped The past tortures and torments and haunts me Homicidal rage Suicidal grief I wish only for death I want to die I want to die I want to die I am raped Raped my whole life 44 years of hell and suffering and darkness God has forsaken me The man I revered as my best friend... Raped me I want to die I want to die I want to die How the fuck is this my life at 44 years old? Failure. Poverty. Friend-less. Child-less. Single. Alone. Forever always perpetually alone. Rage and grief consume me I'm in hell and there's no escape Terror is the only constant
Matthew 5 verse 8-12: "Happy are people who have pure hearts, because they will see God. • Happy are people who make peace, because they will be called God's children. 10 "Happy are people whose lives are harassed because they are righteous, because the kingdom of heaven is theirs. " "Happy are you when people insult you and harass you and speak all kinds of bad and false things about you, all because of me. Be full of joy and be glad, because you have a great reward in heaven. In the same way, people harassed the prophets who came before you.
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How can you pitch to be in a playlist?
“People speak of hope as if it’s this delicate, ephemeral thing made of whispers and spider’s webs. It’s not. Hope has dirt on her face, blood on her knuckles, the grit of cobblestone in her hair, and just spat out a tooth as she rises for another go.” This year may have beaten many of us down, but it’s not over.
You make life what you want it too be
Needed this
That's really beautiful ❤️
That's beautiful. I'm gonna write that down.
Thus why I intentionally wish ;)
The phrase "stay a little longer" stuck me harder then a freaking truck, it made me think about what comfort is suppose to be. It's not something that is supposed to be forced into, but it's welcoming and accepting and loving. It doesn't judge you for what you've done more condemn you it just wants you home. To embrace you in its beautiful arms and squeeze you in a wonderful blanket as you sit in the soft grass and smell the fresh air looking over the beautiful world and all of its color. It loves you and it wants you to realize that.
Sometimes when I look out the window, into the distance, past the roads and storefronts, behind the fields and towering trees, through the valleys and stream, past desolate farms and derailed trains, I can make out the faintest inkling of the little boy I left behind, still wandering in the overgrowth outside the schoolhouse, searching for something I was meant to find. This boy loved me more than anything, and I exiled him and tore up his wishes. I wish I could find this boy and hug him, and reconnect, but he is long gone, and so I wish I could forget the boy, for he still stands upfront, in front of the tall grasses, casting his shadow on the vibrant gardens.
i hate the way your comment makes my soul ache.
☹️😔
But you have found him. He's just in the shadow. Go into the shadow and just be with him. He has never stopped loving you. And he understands you. He's just waiting for you to join him in the dark. Together you can help each other find the Light...it is never lost and never too late. I am speaking from my own painful process. It is a process, just like every healthy relationship ❤
Fuck this world
Bring the little boy in. Embrace him with open arms and let him know it's safe when he is in your care. At a distance he will seem lost and out of reach, but by your side... when life gives you those short moments to take a breath and look around, you can take that time to share it with him. Never lose him, for he is the light of your world, keeping you young and curious on this journey we all bare.
These songs make me feel something so different and nostalgic. Its hard to explain. But it made me cry so much. I'm not in a good place rn and consider suicide. My anxiety is so high. But hopefully it's gonna be ok.
I will just imagine the memories when they did stay.
We are all here for you!❤
be strong and focus on your self
It will get better, don't give up now. I've been there too, depressed, feeling really anxious, having daily panic attacks, starting to have bad thoughts, but I did not give up, not that easily, and you shouldn't either. Then, one day, I woke up, and I didn't have panic attacks anymore, and at that moment I realized how stupid it would have been to end my life, because it gets better, trust me, it will get better. Sometimes life throws shit like this at us, and that's why you have to show it that you are stronger than that. You just have to try. Stay hard 💪
how are you now ?
I pray you understand just how special and important you are to this world, your purpose on this earth may not be fulfilled yet. Please reach out for help! And forget to breathe. ❤
"Can you still remember how beautiful the past was? You have learned to be respectful, polite, accommodating and patient. Now you're just a person who no longer has that completely, but at least half of it, and it's okay to be like that. Everyone makes mistakes. We are flawed."
"And if you lose someone or leave each other, stay strong. Nobody should be in despair, hope is stronger and remains strong. You have to believe yourself."
These are true words from a person who doesn't know what to do but knows how to do it.
These songs have such a unique and nostalgic vibe, the feeling you get while listening to them is bittersweet in a way.
i always feel hopeless. but its not over yet. for those who are all sad or have a sad life, remember, everything will be okay. the good days will eventually come to us all.
Hey. I hope you are doing fine and even if not, thats okay. You deserve love, happiness all that good stuff. Keep you head up, it will be okay🧡
They will, just gotta stay strong❤ i believe in you
man, you 2 are really kind. God bless you both
@@gingrkt You too! Thanks
@@gingrkt thank you so much!
I definitely don't want to be a kid forever, but that doesn't mean i cant talk about how growing up is and always will be scary to me. It's first the little things you notice like you don't have to lie about your age to get cool apps or games, then it gets to the things like your mother dosent hide from you when she cries. I love my Mother and I'm definitely not saying she should hide herself away from showing basic human emotions, i just now see what she sheltered from me as a kid. sorry got a bit to real at the end there, if you read this far i hope you have a genuinely nice day.
this is the most genuine comment i have read in a while, wow
also good day to you as well
that's deep man, thanks. Don't worry about growing up, it is very scary and you see the real world but there is also beauty and freedom in it. Good luck
interesting. all i ever wanted in life was to grow up. being a kid is something i’d never want to go back to.
I am 32 my dude. All I can say is - same.
I’m 48 this Fall, lost my soul at 39 when my husband died suddenly. Life has been……I don’t even have a word man. I can say this, please PLEASE stay away from illegal substances, they will make you feel great but before you’ve even realized you’re addicted and that tunnel is long, dark n alone. I been clean for 18 years but those years I spent living hard n not taking care of me has took a toll on my body, it makes you feel incomplete. Take care of yourself, love your important ppl around you and don’t forget to breathe. ❤
THIS GIVES ME PURE NOSTALGIA!!
Congratulations on the 90k! You really deserve it. You have a great channel with beautiful atmospheric music! Keep it up🖤
Why does this give me such a calmness while everyone feels like it's sad? It's so comforting even though I couldn't be happier in life. :)
I'm addicted to this type of music. ^^
I feel like this is that type of music that makes everyone comforted but in different way depending on how they feel, crying as much as just vibing with the song is nothing else but expressing how we feel at the moment. I like this a lot too, I have a small insomnia and it also helps me sleep
@@fanta_lonii Beautifully said!
@@atreeager thank you!
Listening to this has helped me to stay focus and write a story that was stuck in my head for some days, but just couldn't write. Thanks a lot for this
What was the story about? If you don’t mind my asking
I wish he said that despite that we both knew we couldnt be togather anymore . Thanks for this wonderful music , it brings back the memory when me and him were holding each other in our arms ...as if we were never gonna let go .
Keep believing. Never give up. The life and the person that you have drawn in your mind would disappear forever without realizing that you could have achieved it no matter how dark everything was.
KEEP GOING.
It gives such a good feeling of peace and relaxation 😌💤
It emanates a profound sense of peace and relaxation. The soothing vibes encapsulated in this experience create a tranquil haven, offering a much-needed respite. 😌💤
This sent chills down my spine, thank you
MASTERPIECE!!! Love your work so much! Thank you! 💚🔥👍
growing up really is scary , i wish i could just appreciate the simple things of life like i used to
I broke down crying when I read the title, I just want to be loved once....
I love you 💙
i love this playlist 😄
thank you💕
I feel that the picture is my heart.
Amazing mix 💙💙💙💙
i wish he could stay just a little longer
Am trying to find my younger self who's still wandering the woods, where I left him years ago. I am sure he'd lend me some of his joy, and show me the forgotten sky, the forgotten trees, the forgotten grass where he would still be asleep. He would show me the forgotten smile...
Thanks for the therapy
Thank you
“You see. No shock. No engulfment. No tearing asunder. What you feared would come like an explosion is like a whisper. What you thought was the end is the beginning.”
"There was an old woman who lived in a room. And, like all of us, was frightened of the dark. But who discovered in a minute last fragment of her life that there was nothing in the dark that wasn't there when the lights were on..."
Adding to the cringey pseudo-deep quotes under these vids is actually pretty fun
What is this ?
peace!
i wish she stayed a little longer
Congrats :)
struggling in school, but will graduate next year. the title gave me a little hope
19:13 makes me feel sad and happy about how life has been for me.. memories
Very nice!!
nice vibe
Why is life tasteless while not coated with music?
Fantástico para tomar un relax con una 🍷y mi esposa ❤.
Far away 😢
When paths obscure, your steps astray,
No guiding light to mark the way,
And chilling shadows paint the ground,
Where warmth and comfort can't be found.
When home feels distant, cold and dark,
And loneliness leaves its aching mark,
The silent world can't bear the pain,
A spark ignites, hope starts to rain.
The touch of heartbeats whispers near,
Loneliness cracks, dissolves your fear,
And flickers spark, a flame takes hold,
A world transformed, a story told.
With eyes renewed, each step reveals,
A strength within, a spirit heals,
The path unfolds, the journey won,
You've found you, you've reached home...!
Beautiful poem
Great to write some love angst. I am not feeling good
100K 👀
Stay Jules, please stay, dont go...
I miss you so much
🖤🌌
I just pressed "new comments first" I read a little bit and thought hey I'm not that fucked up
Wish i wanted to stay... But i don't
I can't
stay with us
@@mfs.... I can't anymore
"stay a little longer.". Why? I wast everything,everything i love, everyone. Im tired of everything.I cant...just..cant...
Yes you can ❤🥹Every minute you get through is another battle WON! Please don’t give up. You are never completely alone, not here, there’s always someone who will talk to you. ❤
@@Deliveredfromevil thanks.
dont lose hope in the face of adversity. even if almost everything sucks, there is still good in this world. try look for it more instead of being stuck in negativity and the past. love you all 🖤
I’ve stayed long enough
I suppose most of people don’t care. And I don’t condemn anyone, because if I read this earlier, I would probably like and skip. In case you are interested, thank you for reading.
For past seven years, since I lost my parent, I feel like I lost the sense of life.
It feels pathetic, but I struggle to make any long-term connections. I don’t have any real friends, didn’t have any relationships. Once I tried to visit kick-boxing club I panicked and didn’t have enough bravery to come directly to trainer, because there were too many people, and I didn’t want to look like that weird person who interrupts an ongoing training.
I keep fighting the suicidal thoughts, but nothing actually happens. Everything I’m trying to do just collapses and I am loosing belief in the future and myself. Is there anything I could do to feel at least less pathetic? I really don’t want to waste my life at home at loneliness.
I’m 20 and I really need some advice..
hey this might not be the best advice but i believe u need professional help....if thats not possible its understandable n so i would say try focusing on ur self ur not alone in this pain maybe give journaling a try or even stretching or yoga is really good n if u need someone to talk to i can be there to listen if u wanna lmk ill be here only but just k ur amazing n ull b able to do this n best wishes!
read Sanatan Dharma. Ramayana, Mahabharata, Bhagavad Gita.... YOU HAVE YOUR ANSWERS IN THERE
hello
thank you for writing me
I found my love and new people, so I guess nothing is bad as I thought 🫣
Thank you!
But there is nothing here for me anymore, I try to distract myself... but that doesn't change anything... I have to go
Stay a little longer buddy...just a ittle
its always when you go that you realize that you shouldnt have
Too 😔
"""If you're feeling tired,learn to rest not to quit""
-unknown"
💚
7:04 💙💙💙💙
Okay. I'll stay a little longer. But just a little.
Stay? Stay where!!!!! How about a safe heaven!!!! I will stay for sure and no more false labels and abuse! Hope is a 4 letter word for the sake of poor comments!
"Heaven".. a place I don't belong unfortunately
Egyedül.
4 betű a nevem,
Annyit jelent, egyedül,
A vállamon a magány csak unottan hegedűl,
Dallama a panel 4 falába beleelegyűl,
De ha rímelek úgy érzem az beleszűl,
Egy olyan világba ahol nem vagyok
Annyira egyedül.
I don't know who I am and who knows me anymore. I found a void within myself that I can take solace in the new persona Aeon I desire to take on. If it's not me I know like my other mental states I'll learn it's wrong anyway when I need to discard it. I'm nothing more tonight than you would like to see. But tonight everything feels in the proper place. And like the story is clearly ahead of me. A toast, to be, and not to being, as I learn from you and me.
Do not overstay your welcome. When the moment arrives, float freely over the void threshold, and do not look back.
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." --A.B. (DD1)
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
Я слишком сильно устала. Я ощущаю свою слабость и бессилие. Я полностью разбита
Хотите поделиться этим?
@@sonikgogofaster спасибо, но уже всё хорошо :)
Я поработала над собой, и всё стало лучше, отпустила человека, который тянул меня ко дну, и не одного, поэтому я счастлива
@@sv_angeline рада, что за месяц у вас получилось ) вселяет в меня надежду
Please, if you're reading this write down something nice.
I am so tired. Recently got a traumatic brain injury and it's hurts. every. day. I don't know how I'll get through this. I'm losing hope each day.
Life amazingly pushes through all obstacles. Problems seem unsolvable, but tomorrow will be better than yesterday.
@@loverbil2862 Thank you so much 💗
@@toshifollow Just be okay
@@loverbil2862 I'll try my best 🥹
11:00
Nothing else l am mad as hell i🤬😡
That’s the whole point of the video 😭
O
Give me the music dammit
Listening to music because murder is wrong
BELIEVE IN JESUS CHRIST AND REPENT FOR SINS MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN CHRIST JESUS LOVES YOU IN JESUS NAME AMEN✝❤
God has forsaken me
God has forsaken me
I'm in hell
my soul is raped my soul is raped my soul is raped
rage and grief consume me
homicidal rage
suicidal grief
I'm in hell
there's no escape
he raped me he raped me he raped me
I thought he was my best friend
he raped my soul
I'm in hell and there's no escape
PTSD flashbacks rape me
My soul is raped
The past tortures and torments and haunts me
Homicidal rage
Suicidal grief
I wish only for death
I want to die I want to die I want to die
I am raped
Raped my whole life
44 years of hell and suffering and darkness
God has forsaken me
The man I revered as my best friend...
Raped me
I want to die I want to die I want to die
How the fuck is this my life at 44 years old?
Failure.
Poverty.
Friend-less.
Child-less.
Single.
Alone.
Forever always perpetually alone.
Rage and grief consume me
I'm in hell and there's no escape
Terror is the only constant
What you gonna choose?.. if I may ask
Matthew 5 verse 8-12:
"Happy are people who have pure hearts, because they will see God.
• Happy are people who make peace, because they will be called God's children.
10 "Happy are people whose lives are harassed because they are righteous, because the kingdom of heaven is theirs.
" "Happy are you when people insult you and harass you and speak all kinds of bad and false things about you, all because of me. Be full of joy and be glad, because you have a great reward in heaven. In the same way, people harassed the prophets who came before you.
Too slow and depressing 😪
That’s the point it’s suppose to be calming
Not impressed