This is the first time I have listened to this song and im finding it at a time where I am on the otherside of the breakup, loss of my best friend, and a heavy dope addiction with the intent of OD'ing and dying because I couldn't live without her in my life. Now it is a year later, yesterday I turned a year older, and lately I have been missing her and looked her up online. She is still with the guy she slept with while we were working things out and I know she loves him. I haven't been in active addiction since November of 2018 and went to treatment. Now I live in California and even though there are people everywhere I feel almost completely alone aside from the woman that is letting me rent a room from her. I am seeing a therapist 3x a week now (started 2 weeks ago) and trying to get a better handle on why I think and feel the way that I do because I feel as though my spark of life has fizzled out or is close to doing so. I can barely bring myself to wake up before 10am since I am currently unemployed and have no obligations, this in turn makes me feel as though getting up would be pointless since i'm happier when I dream, and my life stays relatively the same. I don't want to keep living this way. Even though I am clean and sober I have no idea how to meet new people and form relationships with others anymore. Looking at a few pictures of her let me feel a few different emotions but ultimately I have moved on and just need to realize there is no chance of us getting back together, let alone crossing paths. I am sorry for rambling...I just really really crave her and need to get laid as I am letting myself get way too uptight and have wandered without purpose for long enough.
That little four line segment hits so damn hard every time, because even though it seems almost nonsensical, we can all understand the emotion and feeling he was bringing up, the way certain things can take us straight back to a situation and cause those feelings to course through us… “I am the walls, the silent halls, my jacket at your sisters wedding, navy blue…”
The Story So Far is a great band in the wrong era. If they were around during the 90’s in the pop punk/alternative era they would be on the same level as Blink 182 and Green Day.
This hit me hard. I’m losing my best friend right now and she doesn’t want to be together anymore. I just saw her today and I asked her to write me a letter saying she doesn’t want me so that way I can read it whenever I start thinking I have a chance. What a gut check
I absolutely love TSSF and I love killedmyself and I didn't know until NOW that "I walked her home, for the last time" was a sample of this... I absolutely love both versions. This is an unexpected blessing to find to be honest in my whirlwind life right now... Things are bad but small stuff like this makes me feel better.
Tbh this reminds me of my last breakup I had and it literally put me on the path of self destructive behavior for almost a year straight and I finally am recovered from it all. she's off and happy (I think) and I'm working to getting my life back on the rails. but damn this song hits home very hard.
In the same boat right now with my ex, just want the feelings to go away and get on with life. I see now why people say sometimes it's harder to move on than you think
I just found out my husband and partner of five years has been addicted to suboxone for six years and doing meth for eight. We are closing out adoption on his nephew in july. His supplier is his sister and her boyfriend. I’m not sure what to do. I feel every single thing has been a lie. All while trying to see why he hid in shame. He’s treated me like shit for the last eight months. We also sold our house to care for his grandma. I’m so lost and this song hits harder than ever before. Clairvoyant also. Five years, two kids and you find out you never knew a person. The gaslighting, the manipulation, the pain of feeling like it’s your fault they’re isolating themselves just to find out they’ve had the worst secret and you’ve given every part of you to them, raw and real. I don’t even know what to think or feel. Tssf helps bring the emotions out and feel I’m not alone.
Can we have a Novo Amor and The story so far collab oh my god 😩 this song used to make me cry as a teenager, and then I just heard a song by novo amor called state lines and it made me think of this song, they both make me cry my eyes out
Depression kills first off and when those substances that you abuse become your life and the only thing that brings genuine happiness to your life but the one that thing that's killing you at the same time, then what do you do I'm ready to check out, and meet my maker some people are born mentally fucked and that doesn't mean u have to be crazy or slow, I heard a guy in California say he would much rather die, than suffer he whole life and I know all to well what he meant now I would much rather have physical pain than mental pain and I have had enough its only a matter of time
Do not ever end it. You matter bro, you may not realize it but you do. There’s people who care about you, there’s people who want you alive. Don’t give up my man.
Its really rare you hear someone actually pouring their soul out for everyone to hear. I wish I could articulate emotions this well
CoryBrothers I feel you on that.
Listen to 9tails he one of them on this level
Navy Blue and Clairvoyant make me shed tears
Me too, ngl already crying
So raw. It just hurts.
ong
FRFR
Lol, clairvoyant is next for me
When he said "Now i just abuse substance to drown out your accomplishments
However few.." i felt that
Jesus Navarro ME TOO
This is the first time I have listened to this song and im finding it at a time where I am on the otherside of the breakup, loss of my best friend, and a heavy dope addiction with the intent of OD'ing and dying because I couldn't live without her in my life. Now it is a year later, yesterday I turned a year older, and lately I have been missing her and looked her up online. She is still with the guy she slept with while we were working things out and I know she loves him. I haven't been in active addiction since November of 2018 and went to treatment. Now I live in California and even though there are people everywhere I feel almost completely alone aside from the woman that is letting me rent a room from her. I am seeing a therapist 3x a week now (started 2 weeks ago) and trying to get a better handle on why I think and feel the way that I do because I feel as though my spark of life has fizzled out or is close to doing so. I can barely bring myself to wake up before 10am since I am currently unemployed and have no obligations, this in turn makes me feel as though getting up would be pointless since i'm happier when I dream, and my life stays relatively the same. I don't want to keep living this way. Even though I am clean and sober I have no idea how to meet new people and form relationships with others anymore. Looking at a few pictures of her let me feel a few different emotions but ultimately I have moved on and just need to realize there is no chance of us getting back together, let alone crossing paths. I am sorry for rambling...I just really really crave her and need to get laid as I am letting myself get way too uptight and have wandered without purpose for long enough.
@@ostrider3500 How have you been since you commented this? Did the therapy help any?
:(
oStrider you’re not alone bro. god bless
That little four line segment hits so damn hard every time, because even though it seems almost nonsensical, we can all understand the emotion and feeling he was bringing up, the way certain things can take us straight back to a situation and cause those feelings to course through us…
“I am the walls, the silent halls, my jacket at your sisters wedding, navy blue…”
That Pikachu KILLED me for some reason. Why'd you hurt me like that?
i was hella in my feels listening to this song but when the sad pikachu popped up it made me laugh for some reason 😂 that’s my fav part of the song
The Story So Far is a great band in the wrong era. If they were around during the 90’s in the pop punk/alternative era they would be on the same level as Blink 182 and Green Day.
Mdbeastlyskills I know dude, just like you and me. Born in the wrong era.
So true my dude. Tell myself everyday that I was born in the wrong generation, always nice coming across someone who feels the same way.
Can't even lie though, my generation is filled with idiots. Sometimes I think I'm the only smart person I know.
And tbs, I'm known as the 90s punk kid at my school
Wrong
This hit me hard. I’m losing my best friend right now and she doesn’t want to be together anymore. I just saw her today and I asked her to write me a letter saying she doesn’t want me so that way I can read it whenever I start thinking I have a chance. What a gut check
That is so deep, hang in there ❤️
Anyone else find this because of "killedmyself - I walked her home for the last time"?
Josiyah Harrison yup, I did, also shinigami
me lol
Yup me
Josiyah Harrison yes me lol
Yeah I found story so far because of it and I love them dearly
will forever cry when i listen to this
GhostBarrel Imagine this playing durin the Ashley/Craig breakup...
Great song and a great lyric video.
“Damn it’s hard to find sustenance when all I had was love for this”
I absolutely love TSSF and I love killedmyself and I didn't know until NOW that "I walked her home, for the last time" was a sample of this... I absolutely love both versions. This is an unexpected blessing to find to be honest in my whirlwind life right now... Things are bad but small stuff like this makes me feel better.
This song is so pretty 💕
Tbh this reminds me of my last breakup I had and it literally put me on the path of self destructive behavior for almost a year straight and I finally am recovered from it all. she's off and happy (I think) and I'm working to getting my life back on the rails. but damn this song hits home very hard.
Scrub Warlord chin up pal
Which part is most touching for you probably?
In the same boat right now with my ex, just want the feelings to go away and get on with life. I see now why people say sometimes it's harder to move on than you think
that crying pikachu just crushed my heart
Let me tell you, that pikachu did make me sad
Great song and love the lyrics, keep up the good work buddy!
I really enjoy the sincerity in his voice.
the fucking pikachu had me dying
Random pikachu
was just about to comment that
Dude what is up what that pikachu... I do not know whether to laugh or hug the poor pokemon
malena perry that shit made me laugh my ass off trying to sadly drunken sing this song
fr
yet so fitting it is
I’m so love with this song ...
man ... it hurts
You ever just sing this at the top of your lungs when you're home alone
this is heartbreak
yea pretty much
100%
this song fucked me up. idk why
Mell S because you can tell it's genuine
Mell S Same
Always does girl, happy or sad
dude the pikachu in the middle deadass just ruined the vibe for me i was like crying n shit n then i just fucking died of laughter
I hope this makes you sad
"damn its hard to find sustenance when all i had was love for this and now you don't"
Just found my new favorite song
This band rocks.
listening after i found out my wedding in 5 months isnt happening...
Kristin Hardin im sorry for you :( if ever you need to talk to a stranger feel free to talk with me
Hard times come with life and sometimes the love we find isnt permanent... im sorry for your loss...
“Don’t think like that, it’s really not that bad”
Well it's been 3 years....how did everything turn out?
the fucking pikachu!
fuck that pikachu
tyler horner don't fuck that pikachu.
"I hope this makes you sad."
Man If I had heard this while going through a breakup I would be DONE.
Gets you a trip to the 7th floor lemme tell ya
Ooo I love the cello
I just found out my husband and partner of five years has been addicted to suboxone for six years and doing meth for eight. We are closing out adoption on his nephew in july. His supplier is his sister and her boyfriend. I’m not sure what to do. I feel every single thing has been a lie. All while trying to see why he hid in shame. He’s treated me like shit for the last eight months. We also sold our house to care for his grandma. I’m so lost and this song hits harder than ever before. Clairvoyant also. Five years, two kids and you find out you never knew a person. The gaslighting, the manipulation, the pain of feeling like it’s your fault they’re isolating themselves just to find out they’ve had the worst secret and you’ve given every part of you to them, raw and real. I don’t even know what to think or feel. Tssf helps bring the emotions out and feel I’m not alone.
aawww, im so sorry, girl! stay strong, you've got this mama!
love this song in 2024
I AM THE WALLS THE SILENT HALLS, MY JACKET AT YOUR SISTERS WEDDING. Navy blue 🥺
Can we have a Novo Amor and The story so far collab oh my god 😩 this song used to make me cry as a teenager, and then I just heard a song by novo amor called state lines and it made me think of this song, they both make me cry my eyes out
beautiful
sad pikachu
play this in 0.8x then it's perfect
6 months, and all of this frustrastes me bad...........
That crying pikachu picture... Damn
The blue in this video isn't navy... Other than that, good job.
+Alesia Rae Sorry.. Seemed Navy to me :D
Alesia Rae Contrast would've been an issue
Alesia Rae nothing gets past you. . .
@@rubenmaravilha2498 its a bit Cyan.. not Navy blue at all. Navy blue is a much darker blue. But somehow i still like it like this better. Great job
If it’s something serious.. then hit me up.. but until then, the door is shut. forget my room..🥺
Comic Sans makes this even sadder
I miss you Nathan..
Wanting to share this song with someone I Love😇🙏😘
NOT THE GOOFY AHH PIKACHO 💀💀💀
hey pikachu pic. i felt that too
Nice
Depression kills first off and when those substances that you abuse become your life and the only thing that brings genuine happiness to your life but the one that thing that's killing you at the same time, then what do you do I'm ready to check out, and meet my maker some people are born mentally fucked and that doesn't mean u have to be crazy or slow, I heard a guy in California say he would much rather die, than suffer he whole life and I know all to well what he meant now I would much rather have physical pain than mental pain and I have had enough its only a matter of time
Either end it or go get help. TH-cam comment sections have never been and never will be here to help you
Do not ever end it. You matter bro, you may not realize it but you do. There’s people who care about you, there’s people who want you alive. Don’t give up my man.
You can hear the influences for lil peeps music
Every one of my relationships
keep it up brother, fucking killing it. pika pika
I luv thus
Still here
the song: "navy blue"
the person that made this video: hmm how about baby blue
Juice wrld has to remix this
Lennon Hunt If you don't like the suggestion, you didn't have to say "die". You really killed the vibe of this song
he dead now tho rip
Pikachu just broke my mood wtf
y'all he's said " The Story So Far 1:29 - 1:41" aaaaaaaaaaaaaaawhat
the sad pikachu i'm fuckn deadddddddd
ok but the pikachu gOt me fuck😂😂
I know it's could outside but the last thing I wanna do is let you in =( [*]
i miss lil peep
david cross even tho this doesn’t have to do anything with the song I also miss him too. Amazing rapper and artist in general
@@jessenunez7205 Lil Peep sampled this song in one of his own tracks hence the original comment, the more you know :)
Kieran Potts oh shit. Well which song so I can listen to it
I miss him too
me too bro
who hurt you, parker?
fuck i miss her…
Please tell me what meaning this song :(
Fuck 😫 lol the feelings are real depression is a monster
how did they get that photo of me
♡
its really not THAT bad*
+Victoria Pauline Thank you, i guess :
+Rúben Maravilha they were just correcting a mistake in the lyrics not talking about your video!
Rúben Maravilha it's okay, everyone makes mistakes c:
Mell S true 🙋😭
Jaron Marie.
Triggerwarningrat anyone
Bruces song
Pikachu XD
Pretty sure he said "ill just abuse substances to drown out your accomplishments, ill have a few." Not however few.
you have wrong words
:(
cryingpikachu.png
I came here from amv
My ex dissapoint me, Fuck!
😑😑😑😑😑
Like the way navy blue was wrote in cyan as a little fuck you to the audience
menghapus tinta yang pernah kau lukis di kanvas hati ku....
ah shit wrong server...
I hate it here.
damnthatpikachu is mad cringe
Last thing I wanna do.
The sad Pikachu knos what’s up
:(