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Yes, very strange when you use to be non-confrontational and now the sword of the tongue comes and just speaks very directly. And saying “no” without even flinching. Incredibly free.
It's interesting how we feel the need to talk to others and be validated. When I mention things aligned with the nondual perspective, it's surprising just how many people have no idea what I'm talking about. They usually misunderstand it or interpret it in a different way. It's a solitary experience.
It’s sometimes very scary here. I appreciate your sharing. It makes me feel less alone. I’m recently retired and able now to just go on automatic and see what the body does. The mind is in the passenger seat now.
Hi Suzanne! Love your energy. Beautiful all in black ❤
Yes very beautiful inside and out
Thanks!
Not giving a shit is a wonderful way of life
Do your thing, I really appreciate it, I just enjoy every video, it's like meditation for me and it helped me a looot.
Hi Clee,
Lovely conversation.
For myself, I have found it helpful, perhaps even essential, to allow the expression of anger to go to a whole other level.
I think I heard you say something like, you never scream at another. I honor and understand the impulse not to harm others, but my experience has been different with this.
I have, to be blunt, found it impossible to not scream at others, to not let that anger express itself when it absolutely will.
In allowing this to happen for several years now, I have learned a few things:
First, that the repression of anger is no different than the repression of any other emotion. It causes great distortion and harm, not only to ourselves, but ultimately to others, even though we are usually repressing it in the name of saving others.
Second, it has become more and more clear to me how bizarre it is that we don’t consider the true expression of anger to be within the circle of love.
Where is it written that love is only kind and gentle and doesn’t trigger people’s feelings? Is that love, or is that just some bland, feckless deconstruction of love?
The people I love the most have experienced the sharpness and the ferocity of my anger. And in my most intimate relationships, this is led to a depth of connection that could not have been achieved otherwise. I can’t hope to explain this, but it’s absolutely clear to me that this is true.
In its truest form, I find anger to be an absolutely essential expression of truth. Often I find anger brings out truth that could have been buried for decades or eons, and could remain so without that forceful expression.
I honestly think that the repression of anger is a terrible blight on humanity, and a terrible impediment to the deep expression and reception of truth.
Of course we don’t wanna hurt each other, but do we really think we don’t hurt each other by repressing our anger?
I have found it useful and profoundly liberating to take this all the way to it’s so-called dangerous extreme.
Which I have not found to be anywhere near as dangerous as continuing to hold it in and to functionally lie to everyone in my life.
This may sound extreme, and to some I’m sure it will sound dangerous and even irresponsible, but I cannot begin to describe the benefits in my own life, and in the luves of those who are closest to me.
All the best to you…
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absolutely beautiful. thank you for sharing
i found this to be the case in my life as well. anger repression drove me to addictions and toxic relationships and narcissism. Throughout all of it was suffering. I suffered because I NEEDED to in order to stay safe from my buried anger.
@@jaching3456 beautiful to you as well.
This is really touching to me . All the best to you…
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Love your videos! And love the paradox that exists when using language to describe non-duality. Like when you talk about "forcing the body" - because that's what it feels like. But in truth, of course, there is no one to force anything. Nothing to force. No such thing as force!? Nope. Lol. Force is causality. Only a separate thing can apply force to another separate thing. Even when we experience the truth of non-separation, language is a story. There's always a story. But it's not personal. It just is. Whew! Yay! Lol. ❤🎉
I can so relate to the obsession over the body! Still loosening… it really does suck and I think a lot of people do live that way! Thank you Suzanne ❤
6:36 "Like, what the fuck are we doing?" that's the question EXACTLY 😂 It could be like a koan😊
תודה תודה ❤ thanks from Israel
6:37 this!!! I feel this so much!!! All of it!
Thank you dear. I love how you describe your process.
I relate with you so much ❤ thank you for sharing 😊. 💐💞
Before enlightenment chop wood carry water.
After enlightenment chop wood carry water.
Trying to fix insanity through a system based on insanity...
At the root of anger lies the belief that the separate self is real. As anything else that arises, it is an opportunity to examine deeply the reality of such separate existence.
The part at 50:00 about it being a story and dangerous and too much is so accurate...
Next episode: Suzanne from the Caribbean! 🌴
Lord knows I need a break ❤
In personal view, work is something this is operational. I am therefore I work. The balance comes as we have awareness. Is night for work or self care as well as day? Much Love! Everything is incredibly wonderful. So much joy with a splash of bliss!
Just thought about it...what a synchronicity.
Person: What do you do?
"Me": Nothing. If you require something a bit more then that okay. I am the busiest person who does nothing. That's what I do.
Me to 😊
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Hi Suzanne.
Yay
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Yes... To get to the level of understanding that you're trying to illustrate... Which is really difficult to say the least.... .. you pretty much die... It probably feels worse than just merely giving up the body because the mind makes it so ... And then once you make it out of the void you discover a level of freedom you've never ever ever experienced before... Which is all good and everything but it's been pretty lonely lol... Or so it seems... But then I see videos like this and I have hope because I know I'm not just here going crazy... Thank you for this
Not lonely, alone. Ironically nothing has changed as you're always alone. Can't not be. Will say the acceptance or swallowing the pill of "Oh crap...I don't exist." Is a big thing most will never even remotely come close.
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Thank you for sharing. Its hard to let go the need to be defined by a carrer or as a partner and not to have one. So i am really nothing... it seems i am always waiting something to happen so i can say something about who i am to others and be apreciated. Would it be just to feel i exist and have some value? Otherwise what is life?! Without any meaning its been a hard time...
Is there any meaning in any book? It's just mild amusement. Which is fine.
Thank God you feel uncomforttable sometimes too even though you're enlightened. Takes the pressure off the rest of us. I think that's all I needed to hear this week :) PS Hello fellow British Suzanne enjoyer :)
Not enlightened. That's just your perception
@@Ogxgcfu thank you :)
I have discovered a video, about very very large amounts of Asian gold. The U.S. owes this gold back to China. It's a very interesting video, and it points to the over abundance of gold in the larger picture. I can't stress it enough. I wish every Asian person knew about it. "Gold Is More Abundant Than You May Have Thought". 💛
@17:50 the body will finally be comfortable, when the atoms are separating into the next gen. I heard somewhere that you have a 95% chance of having atoms from Gangis Khan, Buddha, hitler, Jesus and anyone else you can remember that you were told existed 😂
This is my own take at this moment from this small moment of this awesome video. Has nothing to do with this amazing channel. Blurp-self doubt. Blurp-no self trust.
Blurp-excuses and explanation of how I feel I this mome😮nt
Thats 😮deep
Its like that ,,humanity or this play" is like a , hypnotic dream infusion" based on various believes, ideas etc.= like a mechanical wheel...until u change it 4 urself or wheel out somehow. Its called Samsara or Maya...they call it a drama...which really it is😮except u stream out of it.
If everyone woke up, the human story would be over. No more humans left. Would be interesting to see what new story would take it's place, we'd likely have sort of modern cavemen style story play out. Back to just being a part of nature like every other character, the same as fish, bugs, deer, so on...
🤣 pretty much some days can be rough. But lots of upgrades but with that comes the rollercoaster effects. Up for codes and then back down to anchor them a little rest and then repeat. Because it has to be done in increments. When the people are evolving and they can't tell but also it can go both directions depending on what they're choosing for their will of free will walking. And some of them have a hard time taking the upgrades incoming which causes them to want to implode internally plus the not feeling safe in this world in these bodies around a lot of these distorted spirits and people with spirits in people that they kind of guardrail is into interacting with whether we would really like to or not in some cases. They blame people expiring themselves on drugs but it's not the drugs it's the reality that's causing people to want to expire and they're using outlets utilizing whatever they can get their hands on sometimes the ones that aren't strong enough. In advanced level depending on how much ancestral baggage you have to try to figure out how to remove or no longer carry. And that's because you're told to think that stuff which solidifies the energy of that for all of you in a theory that I have about that. and it's hard to go against the grain of what you were forced to think and redirect and act and think in as a character of who You were meant to be instead of who everyone you morphed yourself into acting as and your little Shields that you made to put up to deal with being able to exist within the reality through those rougher moments being lived through by whichever and all beings. Because the messages that I write pertain to all of them. Some of them will choose not to want to understand that's okay some of them will choose to say that they are lost and they have no clue and they're just making each moment step by step and that's also all right as well. For most of everybody they're only told to think what they should think to think. 🤔 In their lies the true problem.
i kind of know what's going on;
but word labeling is fraught with land mines of ambiguouity and misinterpretation;
and fluctuation of emotional personal triggering;
not on/off triggering;
but momentum changes from every dimension;
some are anticipated;
others are blind-siding;
here come three right now;
i think i survived;
if insanity is surviving;
non-duality;
if Infinitii allows;
Too much hot yoga could make one dizzy!
I'm still not sure about this spiritual stuff. The back of my mind is convinced that most discomfort and disease is caused by our toixc environment and poor nutrition. And if that's the case, then soul work can't really be the cure. Or am I just being too logical? But the fact remains that healthy people would have a lot less problems than unhealthy ones... Maybe I'll go back to soul trap theory, since it seems to joing the most dots, and my health is unslavageable at this point.
I believe both: the logic and the spirit.
We are conscious and we are not our mind. Yet, we can use our mind to our advantage. The problem is people on this Earth have been so traumatized, that the mind takes over and goes to the worst scenario or people close in their little perception bubble where they only think about themselves (ignoring the collective consequences of that).
The biggest questions I am digesting are:
1) Do we have to create the world in which the majority of people suffer?
2) Why the system and our lives are running too fast?
3) Why we make simple things difficult? Land, shelter, food?
4) Why no one see the reductive and controlling effects of money?
5) Why we are creating systems that are not conscious of themselves and their wellbeing?
It’s all the same thing. It’s all interconnected / one system that some see from the soul perspective and some from the physical. It always ends up being both when all is seen
I made that comment with what sounded like a lot of certainty! I am not certain at all actually! 😂 but it seems clear here for some reason
@cleestacy I agree, it's a circular system of benefits, a healthy body is required for a healthy mind and both keep feeding back to each other. Add in a spiritual program, however that is manifested, is a full package.
This whole bodymind thing feels like a babysitter job...lol.
Actually the Real Self is just clear light...total bliss ...when u be in it...that is called world- body mind feels like heavy...like a burden...some unnaturel...like its 2 much...2day I just have one of this days 2= just so absurd...lol..futile.
Trying to fix insanity. Huh...never thought of it that way, just viewed it as the ego or desire to be some perfect self creating infinite attempts to validate itself, but it never can cause nothingness is nothingness. Humans do this because they were written to be a not so intelligent character. The asleep don't know they are dreaming till they wake up, then they go oh...that was all a dream, obviously...
Sometimes what comes 2 me is ...that this whole mind thing itself=exhausting...this whole play is called I ...me...others...a world= exhausting...lol.
When it feels 2 much...I feel like going in my own Nirvana...creating my own lill dreamreality...just small...free...limitless...beautyful...free from all this Matrix artificial drama with this limited or narritive consciousness play here on earth. Earth...nature itself is awsome...though all this rules and absurd...weirdo plays here are often tireding...so I keep my distance from. This dimension here is weird from the very beginning and u sense it since childhood...thats a lie...even 2 be a selfimage= all a lie= all phantasie stories...🎉
11:15 constant obsession. It was awful.
Yes it is
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On day 1172 of Semen Retention.
gj brother, make it to 10 years and you may enter the kingdom of heaven
Why you gotta announce it here of all places lol
Boy you’re gonna explode
😂😂😂 ridiculous
Are you by any chance female?
That story of money is false, money is your signature, learn to restrict your signature and find out!
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What Drama
I really do not care. About your words. And I do not understand why I have this scale and level of psychosis. I do not care about any of the things. I never did. Not that you have it in your mind any of the things I have done. Or anything I mean.