In my situation, It's not my ego holding me back from just calling. It's a dead number lol it's the fact that while I was really at my lowest I acted so far out of my true character that I feel it's inappropriate to reach out. All the signs I have so far are encouraging me to WAIT. Now having said that, I am a person who acts only when felt moved to do so. That call to action comes from my own Interpretation of the signs given to me. I cannot make ANY moves until I get the right sign to do so. I will stand firm....my door has been presented as OPEN TO HER AT ANYTIME. I believe there is a reason to reconnect...I've been making my "internal garden " as beautiful as possible so that If that ONE BUTTERFLY I desire happens to pass by...she might stop and smell the flowers I've prepared for myself were actually for her. ❤ until then..I'm staying in my garden.
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@@Einheitsbewusstsein welcome to the 144 tribe!!
In my situation, It's not my ego holding me back from just calling. It's a dead number lol it's the fact that while I was really at my lowest I acted so far out of my true character that I feel it's inappropriate to reach out. All the signs I have so far are encouraging me to WAIT.
Now having said that, I am a person who acts only when felt moved to do so. That call to action comes from my own Interpretation of the signs given to me. I cannot make ANY moves until I get the right sign to do so. I will stand firm....my door has been presented as OPEN TO HER AT ANYTIME. I believe there is a reason to reconnect...I've been making my "internal garden " as beautiful as possible so that If that ONE BUTTERFLY I desire happens to pass by...she might stop and smell the flowers I've prepared for myself were actually for her. ❤ until then..I'm staying in my garden.
@@VerbalUSAssault omg that’s beautiful! I pray all of the Devine Masculines are sitting in such a beautiful place!
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The background noise is too loud. I was over-stimulated!
@@AnselSf1 I might assume that could be a sign it wasn’t your message