17:23 to skip ads (replay after) × 0:01On the street- Good Morning 3:20 Televisions- Current Joys 5:50 YKWIM- The Yot Club 9:20 Freaks- Surf Curse 11:44 Warned You- Good Morning 13:55 Telephone- Vacations × please, to anyone who reads this. Talk to someone, its for the best of yourself. Make sure you're feel comfortable. Just make sure.
I know perfectly how you feel, sometimes I feel like I want to disappear but they are just bad days not bad life, sometimes it feels horrible but be strong and everything will improve and if you feel bad talk to someone close, say how you feel. I don't know if it has served lol
imagine running away to a place with no toxic friends, no depression,no dysphoria, no eating disorders. imagine being able to get up and leave everything behind. i just want to float away.
I don't wanna live like this. I don't wanna waste my entire life away being bored of everything. I wanna run away, I wanna do something exciting, I wanna live.
Same. The only person holding me back is my mom. I'm starting to have panic attacks every night because I think of how I can't do anything, how I can't run away, how I have to wait. I just can't anymore.
@@eelboy I'm not good at encouraging or making others feel better.... But just know that it CAN and WILL get better with time if you want and work towards it to be. Because I know how you feel. It's very hard and even harder if someone is stopping you. I just wish you the best of luck for you and your future. Have a nice day/afternoon/or night🤍🖤❤️
Trying so hard not to cry while being so overwhelmed by school life family and work 😒☠️ Edit: thank you guys for the support and I hope all you guys are doing well but also thank you guys for the likes that’s cool🧍♀️🍩
Relatable 🥲I love my family , but everyone needs a little time alone ..and I HAVE EXAMS AFTER FEW DAYS I NEED TO STUDY PLEASE STOP BEING NOISY 😭😭😭😭(crying in a corner)
Im starting to think they are annoyed by me or just sick of me talking. They arent really replying whenever i send something in the groupchat. Any other friends aside from my best friends I had started to distance themselves once they got to know me a bit more. I feel as if I was born to just be here but nothing more.
Remember this : You cant lean onto your friends, hoping that they will catch you. You need to stand your own ground (Not saying that friends are useless, they're not but, they're not ALWAYS the key to success)
Yeah, I do. It gets really hard sometimes. But hey, we can do this, right ? Maybe not right now, but we will. Just need a break. So we can like, not sleep for a couple of nights, to get some real alone time, and then we'll be good to go for a few days again!
Oh crap that’s exactly what I feel like. I’ve been through so much terrible stuff in my past and I think I’m healing but it definitely affected me in my head. I feel like one more big thing and I’m gonna lose my mind and either become kind of like an empty shell, or become like one of those characters in movies who says stuff like, “Hey kiddo, or Gee whiz or just laughs to themselves in a corner in a thousand dollar suit. You know, one of those characters that are super weird and eccentric and funny but risky af because they had some mind-snapping event happen to them as a kid and they periodically lose control and snap out of their weird charisma and fall into a crippling hole of the comfort of insanity and depression. Bruhhh and I legit named my channel after the fact that I love to laugh to myself for fun sometimes alone in my room and I already have a screw or two loose 🙃😔😔
Kinda sad to see how many people feel lonely, frustrated, sad, stressed, lost and downright defeated. It makes me wonder if people were really meant to turn out like this.
here I am , sitting at a party I’m not enjoying. While my parents stare at me worryingly because the little girl they knew isn’t here anymore. sorry mom. sorry dad.
Hey I am not very good at like encouraging people, but there is something I just wanted to tell you. I just want you to know that there is and will be a future. And even if you feel like losing yourself, feel like floating away from yourself. It will get better. I dont want you to think that is the end. If you are driving and focus on not hitting a tree, saying dont hit the tree dont hit the tree. Thats all ur gonna focus on. But if u focus on the street saying drive through that drive through that you are gonna make it. So i want you to focus on the good things, even if they are just very little. And if you cant think of one just create it, you will find something. You gotta keep going and I promise you it will get better. Dont be scared of what comes after that, because you deserve happiness, and once you start believing it yourself you will see the changes coming. Everything you have been through, you have survived, you gotta have some respect for yourself. Keep on going, acknowledge the past, accept it learn and continue, im on your side:) cool pfp btw
I wanna run away from my town. Just disappear off into some city. Become some sort of cryptic, have people go “oh that girl? Yeah she ran away from here.” Nothings really holding me back, I’m just scared to leave, even though I know I’m not doing myself any favors by staying.
It's 5am and I'm just there lying in my bed actually questioning why the fuck do i have friends who ignore me and jokes on my personality when I'm with them but are concerned when I'm not there.
just some unsolicited advice: ask them to cut it out, explaining how it's making you feel. if they respect your boundaries, then they care about you more than they care about making jokes at your expense. if not - they weren't your friends to begin with, and you're genuinely better off without them. it's scary, but it will bring you peace.
@@beastlywater3421 I know that the idea of being alone is scary, but u prefer that and never change of friends or having those friends that make u feel bad and make worse your mental stability? You deserve better ;(
I just wanna be able to go out and have fun without constantly feeling like I'm suffocating, I want to stop overthinking every thing I say and do, I just want to be able to enjoy what little time I have left as a teenager. I don't want to miss out anymore. I want to be able to open up to my friends without thinking they hate me or that I'm annoying them.
hey, take a breath inhale for 1 2 3 seconds hold it for 4 5 6 exhale for 7 8 9 10 seconds do it again if you feel like you need to. don't rush yourself with this. though I dont think I know what exactly you're going through or how you feel about whatever it is, I know that things can get tough sometimes but like everything else you've felt before, it will also pass. breathe. its okay to.
this is why I like the internet, when I feel lonely but nervous around people at the same time just talk online lol ＼(º □ º l|l)/ ＼(º □ º l|l)/ ＼(º □ º l|l)/
I like to imagine that one day I will live on my own without worries of parents yelling or arguing, I can be myself no more hiding, I can sing as loud as I want, and I get to plan my own things, take myself to therapy without anyone canceling it, I don’t get to worry as much anymore, basically my little happy life in my head. So if any family that I know is reading this, I still love you it’s just that I can’t handle the way you guys are used to living anymore.
God.. I don't know anymore. Everyone is leaving me, everyone I ever loved is leaving me. I never wanted this, I've tried my best to not hurt them but I always end up doing something wrong. Why me? I'm sorry.. I never meant to hurt all of you. I just want you to be proud of me.. This is all I want. I want you to be happy but with me here that's not possible. All I ever do is make you angry, sad, ruin your day. I just hurt you. I never wanted it to be like this. I try my best to be there and to make you proud but I can't. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Please.
Hey, we are all here for a reason somehow, find that reason, no matter how small or stupid it might be, hold on to that and never let go, you will be a better person and things will change somehow, it will, one day. I hope for the best for you, if Im there I would really hug u ;-; take care! Lots of love :]
remember. every human being here on earth is having a fucking hard time, i can't even contact my bestfriend because my hws kept on rubbing my face, also i'm stressing over my art works and my creativity, my future, sometimes fixing my insecurities cost a lot of money like clothes, make up, gadgets. buying them do make me happy but not on the long run. what I'm saying is, life isn't supposed to be painless, joy and suffering dance together long into the night. don't ever hide from them. I live through every minute of my struggle, with a heart that never quavered and with a spirit that is undaunted. In the end, hardwork came as a friend.
Hey yall we got a discount on hugs, blankets, warmth, and love, and it's 100% free. Here take some of these too ❤️❤️ you looked like you needed it, well goodbye now, I hope to see you again :D - take care...I love you-
imagine running down the street at night with your comfort character, and the weather is cold, but not too cold. and you both just ran away from your families. even if your comfort character isnt alive, just imagine it. it helps
Just got rid of all my friends today. I realized that nobody is actually ever there for you and never actually want to be your "friend" They either want something or just owe you a favor.
I'm sorry that you had to go through this no one deserves to be lonely, we all need some sort of support. I also gotta say everyone isn't that bad, yes there are lots actually but there are those people who support you no matter what, they stick with you cause you have caught their attention, these people can be those who have been hurt so much that sometimes they don't get that happiness from themselves like a project, video game, any activity that is done lonely. They want to see others laugh and smile because they have grown to care because they feel they can't have that happiness back, but they don't owe you anything nor they want something, they just want for you to know you aren't lonely and that they care. These people are not always broken and sad some can be happy and still they want to help and support you. I feel its kinda dumb for me to say this but this is what I think I never had those great friends they all owed me something or wanted something, but I found someone who actually cared and I wanted to say that I hope you find a friend that cares, sorry if this whole um paragraph thing is kinda useless and much help >,
I almost did that last time, and for some reason, i was seen as the bad guy to them. Sometimes i just want to cut myself off from everything but they won’t let me. Whatever happens, I hope we will get better each passing day.
i've been thinking about my 5 year crush and how it's killing me to not be liked back and me overthinking that i was probably never meant to be happy cause he's so sweet, caring, funny, pretty. his wonderful laugh, his beautiful smile, his dark eyes but i can't tell him how i feel anymore cause he kinda already rejected me ahaha update: i’m over him and it feels great 😭🌸💕
sorry it's hard for you dude. pls take all the time you need to rest and take care of yourself. ur health comes first. pls keep going tho, it gets better. sendin hugs
PLS THIS IS THE PERF PLAYLIST TO COME TO AFTER UR ENTIRE FAMILY ACTS LIKE A CACA ONCE AGAIN HSGGSHGSH the way i ascended when i saw u added warned u by good morning-
This feels like a warm hug after a hard day of stressful work and there were no words exchanged as you two hugged but it also feels like a melancholy moment where you sit on a curb under a streetlight after the worst conversation of your life
I’ve been struggling with depression for a few years now and I’ve been looking for a way to cope and I found music was a coping mechanism Your playlist helps me a lot and I hope you continue, keep up the good work, and thanks 💕
You ever had that one person who you felt it was just you and them, vs the world? That one person you felt at home and completely safe with? and then you find out they didn't care about you as much as you thought... Change hurts, I'm hurting.
i used to love being alone and told my dad that its better than being with people and i like being alone, he told me that in the end its not that fun being alone. i never understood what he meant till now.
Crying in my room wondering what I could’ve done that was enough for her. 6 years seem so easy for her to leave. Why can’t it be easy for me? Why do I have to have these emotions? Why do I have to be anxious? Why can’t I be enough?
My relationship has been getting worse and worse everyday. When we first met 4 years ago he was a different person from what he is now. I actually felt like I was special to someone and someone I could depend on. I loved him for seeing who I am. I used to imagine a future. We had a long break after that cause he had school work to finish. I slowly lost myself letting people use me cutting feeling suicidal. I came back to him thinking it would get better. It did for awhile after he said something that brought me into alot shock. My heart was pounding out of my chest. Tears rolling down my face. He didn't know that though. I apologized for the actions that hurt me. I told him things he would brush it off and treat me like everyone else. Now he's losing everyone. I said you still have me. He was like yea but I don't have any friends. I wasn't even thinking of the thought of useless until he said "I'm not trying to say your useless or anything" I went into shock again. The more I thought about the more sad I got. He also hid me from his friends for the longest time cause he didn't want to be bullied by them. I am a sensitive person which causes my emotions to be extreme. I can't stop crying every day. I tell him I'm fine but in reality I'm scared to lose him to lose the fact I wasted 4 years of my life. I just want it to stop.
Hello @pretty_bl00m, if you know what you have to do, try it, try to be more honest with yourself it's difficult, this isn't easy but just listen to yourself and you will know(Sorry I suck for encouragement and all of that but I just wanted to say something) Just remember that you've done nothing wrong, I'm sure you are someone amazing just by the way you were with this person and your little text but even without these I'm sure of the fact that you deserve happiness I hope you the best and wish you happiness!
Same, I have a pretty good life but I still feel bored and kinda depressive...I’m not depressed or anything, I just feel kinda empty when I literally have no reason to
Hey, I was recommended this playlist. I just woke up, I find it hard to get out of bed in the morning and this is just helping me wake up rn, thanks. It's not too big but hey, I'll listen to this if I'm really feeling down- I'll come back to this comment. :) Edit: Hey, I needed this goddamn playlist for my thoughts. Thanks. Edit 2: I guess I'm back. This seems to have become some kinda diary, I guess, lol. I clicked back onto this playlist, and it started to make me feel better, thanks again. I sometimes need stuff like this.
i realized that for as long as this playlist has been out, I've been in my room the entire time. i've been basically NEET for 2 years now, and i just sometimes lay on my floor and look at the ceiling while listening to this. thankyou.
I can't believe this playlist is 3 yrs old...I used to hear it a lot during the pandemic and helped me a lot to cope with the stress and depression I was having, tysm
I was also having a lil mental break down bc of my dad when TH-cam said : heyyy look at this 👁️〰️👁️ Sometimes it feels good to have those musics in these moments I guess? Hope it made you felt better (btw here u are is fucking good you have good taste)
Man reading the comments under these kinds of playlists genuinely motivates me to keep going. Everyone's so wholesome. So to everyone here and to you too stranger, thanks
It's 1 am and I'm having a smoke break, well, more like a breakdown while deciding whether to or not confess that I almost attempted suicide to my family. It's been half an hour now. Still not sure. Thank you for the music playlist, it's nice to think to.
hey, take all the time you need to get ready. im so sorry you had to go through this, but whatever it is- i promise, its gonna be ok. it gets better. kaji from NGE said: "the truth is with you, move forward without hesitation". i love u man, take care
Hey everyone, returning or new - it's clear that most that will read this are having a hard time right now, but I'm here to tell you that people care and that you're not alone. It's crazy to think otherwise when you're in a negative headspace, or when there's enough evidence to think that nothing will ever get better. But I can assure you that people care, they may not be showing you properly right now, though everyone is special and deserves to feel okay and content with their lives. Some advice, don't focus on what is lacking, try to look ahead and be grateful for what you have. If you're lonely, become your own best friend, hype yourself, go on adventures and don't wait on anyone else. You'll realise the greatest investment you'll ever make is befriending and becoming content with yourself first. And sure, having friends is cool but everything in life is temporary, phase, and transition. The only constant is you, so invest in that
I used to get yelled at so bad in gym.. the teacher jokingly gave the option to sit out during class and I did that for like a good 6 classes. I was then yelled at again by classmates for sitting out because “they needed me” sorry for venting just thought I should say that :P
they always throw the ball at me and rlly hard like for what (dodgeball) and yea they also never pass it to me since im considered “bad” and “weird” when i dont do anything i just dont talk ok :c
i can tell it’s getting better. a lot better. but for some reason I’m scared because i don’t want to be like i was when i was okay. i would rather stay where I’m comfortable even if i am sad. it doesn’t make any sense. i should want to feel better but i don’t. feeling better seems like the scariest thing in the world. i want control.
Initially this was my comfort playlist whenever I was sad when studying, but I’ve cried too many times during this playlist this became my cry playlist
I impulsively went to the store a week ago and bought a bunch of camping stuff. If my mom and brother weren’t home all week, I probably would have left and just said “be back on Thursday.” I didn’t. I’m scared of doing this because life is now to the point where mistakes are never allowed and there’s a path everyone is supposed to follow. I went on that path, but it’s different for everyone. I’ve had a lot more freedom than most people, but my fear of even slightly disappointing anyone constantly holds me back. I want to leave and become a completely new person, because what I have isn’t doing any good for me, but hurting people isn’t what I want. I have to wait a bit, until I’m 18 and have a car, but I’m so ready to move somewhere no one knows me. I’ve had this happen before, but being tethered by my family makes it so I have to conform to them regardless of the freedom I have, because that’s all I’ve known. That’s been my path. I’m ready to explore.
I just wish i was just a little but more precious to him. Whenever he’s with his friends he seems more happier than when he’s with me. It reminds me that im always the second choice in people’s lives.
listening to playliists I and II while doing overdue assignments at 2am,,,, yeah this is basically the only thing keeping me going rn. v chill, 10/10, the vibe is immaculate
Ok but this was seriously what I needed, school has been really hard these past few months and I have too many exams midst a pandemic. The pressure is slowly killing me and I feel like the only thing I do is studying. But hey! It's almost summer vacation, until we have to do it all over again...
why am i so boring, i dont feel like i can accomplish anything at all. what do they have that i dont? am i just scared? its this constant spiral of feeling everything that ive ever done doesnt matter, im never a good memory. when i die ill never be a person you would think of and smile, missing me. i have no one that would miss me, this is such a stupid thing to ponder with since im so young. but i feel like im invalidating my own feelings, i wanna be special, but im just, not. i try my hardest and my best at everything but my best is just 50% at max. im so tired of not being able to do anything, not being able to discover a talent, to discover a heart, to discover a core. now im feeling like im just faking all of this and i dont know it yet, i feel like im just fake depressed middle schooler seeking for attention. i wont matter, ill never matter. im disappointing everyone, ill never fulfill their needs without betraying myself. i feel so selfish for only focusing on the negative parts of myself and i feel like im not greatful for anything, i dont even have anything to be sad for. if there was a day where i wouldn't curl up in a ball and hold my head up so i wont completely collapse while crying a pool of tears because my head is so heavy, i want it to be everyday.
everything bores me. i don't wanna die but all of this is so boring, i can't even talk to my friends because i'm getting tired of them but i feel so guilty... they are such good people....
i want to run away, and live in a magical forest, where ill never be left alone, ignored, and sad, where i wont be left on read, where i wont cry because my friends never let me talk, where ill never be yelled at by my family, where i wont have schoolwork that doesnt help me, where ill finally be free
This playlist is really fricking good man it kinda has like psychedelic vibes mixed with indie if that makes sense? Gosh I'm gonna listen to this for a couple weeks on repeat I can feel it
I’m bored. It’s the same thing over and over again, sleep, wake up, eat, and sleep again. I hate it. I hate it’s so much. I wanna be alive. I wanna live, but I can’t, I’m stuck here in this house. Alone. People feel bad but do nothing. I just wanna feel exited. Even if it is only for an hour. I just wanna be alive again.
"You have to suffer together with me or else I can't settle down!" is the text in the image, I think. I just felt like I needed to say it- (-v -- ✿) P.S. Really was the playlist I needed(?)!! :D
my life is not even so bad, my family loves me, I have many friends, we have a good economy, so what is the problem with me? why everything is so boring and why I get more and more tired of my life. Sometimes I feel like I'm so selfish and ungrateful because I don't appreciate what life gives me. But I am so tired and I cant enjoy my life as I should. (sorry for venting in the comments, but i needed it)
I’m so tired thank you I needed this. Everything has recently gone to absolute shit and I cant control my emotions anymore. I really needed this, thank you so so much
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please, to anyone who reads this. Talk to someone, its for the best of yourself. Make sure you're feel comfortable. Just make sure.
Thysm for the playlisy
which is the manga of the image?
@@user-jshdkauducbkqkw I've no idea if i said it or not, but the manga is niichan by Harada
@@strangrdanger :))))
Thank you :)
sometimes i just want to drown, not die. but you know?
just drown.
totally understand what you mean
Take care of yourself! love ya stranger
Yeah. Understandable, just please stay safe and take care
I know how you feel
Stay safe and stay healthy stranger👉🏽👉🏽
It’s jumping off a roof for me
Have a great day/night/afternoon
I know perfectly how you feel, sometimes I feel like I want to disappear but they are just bad days not bad life, sometimes it feels horrible but be strong and everything will improve and if you feel bad talk to someone close, say how you feel. I don't know if it has served lol
imagine running away to a place with no toxic friends, no depression,no dysphoria, no eating disorders. imagine being able to get up and leave everything behind. i just want to float away.
That sounds wonderful
And no botanophobia 😻🙌
Please?😩😭😭
Exactly what I want but its life, theres no pause button.
what is dysphoria? like i know what it is i just dont know like the meaning meaning and how does it feel like?
this is a playlist for when you realise that everything sucks and you just laugh and realise this is reality
Nah sum things are nice tho. like ur smile
same
Bruhv I mean, like, weird puns that shouldn’t be funny but are, and cute but not so smooth pickup lines don’t suck
Got real Eren Yeagar vibes from here 👀
@@jellibeans4440 you seriously did make me feel better ty
I don't wanna live like this. I don't wanna waste my entire life away being bored of everything. I wanna run away, I wanna do something exciting, I wanna live.
exactly
Same. The only person holding me back is my mom. I'm starting to have panic attacks every night because I think of how I can't do anything, how I can't run away, how I have to wait. I just can't anymore.
@@eelboy Same, I feel like I'm carrying their problems on my shoulder.
@@edawn7615 Exactly! I just want it to stop
@@eelboy I'm not good at encouraging or making others feel better.... But just know that it CAN and WILL get better with time if you want and work towards it to be. Because I know how you feel. It's very hard and even harder if someone is stopping you. I just wish you the best of luck for you and your future. Have a nice day/afternoon/or night🤍🖤❤️
recommendations : "the playlist you needed"
me : ok ig i trust the youtube algorithm more than myself at this point
*clicks*
me rn
Same ,this is the first vid that I got recommended.
Me rn lol
333 likes.....3 comments..plus me..noice ;'3
@@raon940 plus 3 weeks ago and 3 hours ago
Trying so hard not to cry while being so overwhelmed by school life family and work 😒☠️
Edit: thank you guys for the support and I hope all you guys are doing well but also thank you guys for the likes that’s cool🧍♀️🍩
same i feel you
Can relate
Yeah
I knoww Shit sucks but keep your guys heads up.
Relatable 🥲I love my family , but everyone needs a little time alone ..and I HAVE EXAMS AFTER FEW DAYS I NEED TO STUDY PLEASE STOP BEING NOISY 😭😭😭😭(crying in a corner)
All of my friends have been ignoring me and this is just what I needed. Thanks.
Same here and it really sucks, I hope your friends talk to you again soon ♡
Im starting to think they are annoyed by me or just sick of me talking. They arent really replying whenever i send something in the groupchat. Any other friends aside from my best friends I had started to distance themselves once they got to know me a bit more. I feel as if I was born to just be here but nothing more.
Remember this :
You cant lean onto your friends, hoping that they will catch you. You need to stand your own ground
(Not saying that friends are useless, they're not but, they're not ALWAYS the key to success)
same, they always kick me out of their conversation, i've been the 3rd wheeler they literally dont give a shit on how i feel
😄then we’re best friends now
Do you ever feel like if one more bad thing happens you'll just fall apart?
Yeah, I do. It gets really hard sometimes. But hey, we can do this, right ? Maybe not right now, but we will. Just need a break. So we can like, not sleep for a couple of nights, to get some real alone time, and then we'll be good to go for a few days again!
And then the thing happens and now we're here,,,
Yeah i can feel my mental health falling apart slowly and there’s nothing i can do about it
Well today that one bad thing happened and here I am, listening to this👌🏻
Oh crap that’s exactly what I feel like. I’ve been through so much terrible stuff in my past and I think I’m healing but it definitely affected me in my head. I feel like one more big thing and I’m gonna lose my mind and either become kind of like an empty shell, or become like one of those characters in movies who says stuff like, “Hey kiddo, or Gee whiz or just laughs to themselves in a corner in a thousand dollar suit. You know, one of those characters that are super weird and eccentric and funny but risky af because they had some mind-snapping event happen to them as a kid and they periodically lose control and snap out of their weird charisma and fall into a crippling hole of the comfort of insanity and depression. Bruhhh and I legit named my channel after the fact that I love to laugh to myself for fun sometimes alone in my room and I already have a screw or two loose 🙃😔😔
Kinda sad to see how many people feel lonely, frustrated, sad, stressed, lost and downright defeated. It makes me wonder if people were really meant to turn out like this.
so here i am again lonely like always.... is this gonna end once?
I hope you find peace being alone time to time. Some day it'll end.
here I am , sitting at a party I’m not enjoying. While my parents stare at me worryingly because the little girl they knew isn’t here anymore. sorry mom. sorry dad.
the same.
Hey I am not very good at like encouraging people, but there is something I just wanted to tell you. I just want you to know that there is and will be a future. And even if you feel like losing yourself, feel like floating away from yourself. It will get better. I dont want you to think that is the end. If you are driving and focus on not hitting a tree, saying dont hit the tree dont hit the tree. Thats all ur gonna focus on. But if u focus on the street saying drive through that drive through that you are gonna make it. So i want you to focus on the good things, even if they are just very little. And if you cant think of one just create it, you will find something. You gotta keep going and I promise you it will get better. Dont be scared of what comes after that, because you deserve happiness, and once you start believing it yourself you will see the changes coming. Everything you have been through, you have survived, you gotta have some respect for yourself. Keep on going, acknowledge the past, accept it learn and continue, im on your side:) cool pfp btw
Yes
I wanna run away from my town. Just disappear off into some city. Become some sort of cryptic, have people go “oh that girl? Yeah she ran away from here.” Nothings really holding me back, I’m just scared to leave, even though I know I’m not doing myself any favors by staying.
Yeah same as soon as I become a legall adult I'm leaving my 'home' with my sister she's been here with me for a long time so I won't leave her behind
do it
It's 5am and I'm just there lying in my bed actually questioning why the fuck do i have friends who ignore me and jokes on my personality when I'm with them but are concerned when I'm not there.
just some unsolicited advice: ask them to cut it out, explaining how it's making you feel. if they respect your boundaries, then they care about you more than they care about making jokes at your expense. if not - they weren't your friends to begin with, and you're genuinely better off without them. it's scary, but it will bring you peace.
@@iWindBlade i'm kinda afraid of staying alone but i'll try to do that thanks
@@beastlywater3421 I know that the idea of being alone is scary, but u prefer that and never change of friends or having those friends that make u feel bad and make worse your mental stability? You deserve better ;(
@@beastlywater3421 It's something that may sound bs, but sometimes it's better to be alone instead of staying with bad company. :c
Its 1:19 in the morning and im texting all my friends sorry
I just wanna be able to go out and have fun without constantly feeling like I'm suffocating, I want to stop overthinking every thing I say and do, I just want to be able to enjoy what little time I have left as a teenager. I don't want to miss out anymore. I want to be able to open up to my friends without thinking they hate me or that I'm annoying them.
damn, i feel the exact same as you, still cant believe i'll be 15 in 2 days, time really does fly
god damn same
Your never a side character. You are a main character in your own story, the world is just as much yours as it is mine.
-Maybe ranboo?
Yup I'm pretty sure ranboo said that
@@lemdem yeah he did I just didn't know if it was a direct quote
hey,
take a breath
inhale for 1 2 3 seconds
hold it for 4 5 6
exhale for 7 8 9 10 seconds
do it again if you feel like you need to.
don't rush yourself with this.
though I dont think I know what exactly you're going through
or how you feel about whatever it is,
I know that things can get tough sometimes
but like everything else you've felt before, it will also pass.
breathe.
its okay to.
thank you
Thank You. I needed.
Man, I hate being alone but i want friends, but i hate people who exists to me or look at me. I can't even make friends now.
hey
this is why I like the internet, when I feel lonely but nervous around people at the same time just talk online lol
＼(º □ º l|l)/ ＼(º □ º l|l)/ ＼(º □ º l|l)/
Yeah..
I am listening to this playlist alone in my classroom .
by japanese high school student
me listening to this while i farm for stuff in genshin:
how did this get so many likes- also any of y'all wanna play together i;m on asia server
absolutely
same tho ;-;
I’ve found my people
same :')
yes it's so sad to beat cubes while this playlist playing
i love that this playlist captures the feelings of just, *sad*, but knowing where the image is from makes it sadder
@• stariimilk • it’s from the manga nii chan made by harada
@@expiredmilk9962 OH NO NOT TGIS THING
@@loevoe7500 ikkkkkkkk
@@expiredmilk9962 OH FUCK WHAT I didn't notice it until you said it 😭😭😭
Jesus that manga fucked me up. one of my favourites tho
there are so many people in the world, but why are we still so alone?
Hippity hoppity boom, you're less alone ! We are friends now :>
@@eloweez8798 omg it's so cute, thank you, my new friend 🥺
@@Рінако you're welcome! And thank u for accepting hehe
I like to imagine that one day I will live on my own without worries of parents yelling or arguing, I can be myself no more hiding, I can sing as loud as I want, and I get to plan my own things, take myself to therapy without anyone canceling it, I don’t get to worry as much anymore, basically my little happy life in my head. So if any family that I know is reading this, I still love you it’s just that I can’t handle the way you guys are used to living anymore.
Roommates?
God.. I don't know anymore. Everyone is leaving me, everyone I ever loved is leaving me. I never wanted this, I've tried my best to not hurt them but I always end up doing something wrong. Why me? I'm sorry.. I never meant to hurt all of you. I just want you to be proud of me.. This is all I want. I want you to be happy but with me here that's not possible. All I ever do is make you angry, sad, ruin your day. I just hurt you. I never wanted it to be like this. I try my best to be there and to make you proud but I can't. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Please.
Waw I related so much to this. Pal we are together lmao
Stay strong, just look up and think of how there is always gonna be someone else who would hug you, like me
Hey, we are all here for a reason somehow, find that reason, no matter how small or stupid it might be, hold on to that and never let go, you will be a better person and things will change somehow, it will, one day. I hope for the best for you, if Im there I would really hug u ;-; take care! Lots of love :]
Same just same
I'm so sorry but it will work out, I promise you ❤️ You are a beautiful person who deserves better
i wish i could stay here forever but at the same time I don’t want too.
remember. every human being here on earth is having a fucking hard time, i can't even contact my bestfriend because my hws kept on rubbing my face, also i'm stressing over my art works and my creativity, my future, sometimes fixing my insecurities cost a lot of money like clothes, make up, gadgets. buying them do make me happy but not on the long run. what I'm saying is, life isn't supposed to be painless,
joy and suffering dance together long into the night. don't ever hide from them.
I live through every minute of my struggle, with a heart that never quavered and with a spirit that is undaunted. In the end, hardwork came as a friend.
you worded this so beautifully :,)
You always need to feel it first if you want to move past it. Here have some affection ❤️❤️
Hey yall we got a discount on hugs, blankets, warmth, and love, and it's 100% free. Here take some of these too ❤️❤️ you looked like you needed it, well goodbye now, I hope to see you again :D
- take care...I love you-
ily too
Thank you! I love you too, here have some affection ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
@@eloweez8798 thanks, I will hold this close to my heart. I’ll never forget you kind stranger! :D
@@LONELYòvó I'll never forgot you either, you're the one who started it after all!
💖
imagine running down the street at night with your comfort character, and the weather is cold, but not too cold. and you both just ran away from your families. even if your comfort character isnt alive, just imagine it. it helps
Im crying rn lol
Just got rid of all my friends today. I realized that nobody is actually ever there for you and never actually want to be your "friend" They either want something or just owe you a favor.
I'm sorry that happened to you, you probably deserved better :(
I'm sorry that you had to go through this no one deserves to be lonely, we all need some sort of support. I also gotta say everyone isn't that bad, yes there are lots actually but there are those people who support you no matter what, they stick with you cause you have caught their attention, these people can be those who have been hurt so much that sometimes they don't get that happiness from themselves like a project, video game, any activity that is done lonely. They want to see others laugh and smile because they have grown to care because they feel they can't have that happiness back, but they don't owe you anything nor they want something, they just want for you to know you aren't lonely and that they care. These people are not always broken and sad some can be happy and still they want to help and support you. I feel its kinda dumb for me to say this but this is what I think I never had those great friends they all owed me something or wanted something, but I found someone who actually cared and I wanted to say that I hope you find a friend that cares, sorry if this whole um paragraph thing is kinda useless and much help >,
I almost did that last time, and for some reason, i was seen as the bad guy to them. Sometimes i just want to cut myself off from everything but they won’t let me. Whatever happens, I hope we will get better each passing day.
I felt that... That's the exact thing I've been through
@@kiu2087 EXACTLY ME TOO
I felt a sudden emptiness in my stomach, I really needed this playlist, everything sucks but, this makes things better.
i've been thinking about my 5 year crush and how it's killing me to not be liked back and me overthinking that i was probably never meant to be happy cause he's so sweet, caring, funny, pretty. his wonderful laugh, his beautiful smile, his dark eyes but i can't tell him how i feel anymore cause he kinda already rejected me ahaha
update: i’m over him and it feels great 😭🌸💕
Things have been so hard to cope with, and its only getting worse. Thank you for calming my nerves even if its just for a short while
No problem, as long as it's for awhile, relief does really relieve
sorry it's hard for you dude. pls take all the time you need to rest and take care of yourself. ur health comes first. pls keep going tho, it gets better. sendin hugs
Since the school year ended none of my friends are talking to our gc... i feel like im in a void when im not talking to them...
PLS THIS IS THE PERF PLAYLIST TO COME TO AFTER UR ENTIRE FAMILY ACTS LIKE A CACA ONCE AGAIN HSGGSHGSH the way i ascended when i saw u added warned u by good morning-
i hope ur well man, take care. sendin luv
ME RN LMAO
This feels like a warm hug after a hard day of stressful work and there were no words exchanged as you two hugged but it also feels like a melancholy moment where you sit on a curb under a streetlight after the worst conversation of your life
I’ve been struggling with depression for a few years now and I’ve been looking for a way to cope and I found music was a coping mechanism
Your playlist helps me a lot and I hope you continue, keep up the good work,
and thanks 💕
You ever had that one person who you felt it was just you and them, vs the world? That one person you felt at home and completely safe with? and then you find out they didn't care about you as much as you thought... Change hurts, I'm hurting.
no, I've never felt that way about anyone. Does that ever actually happen or is it just in the movies?
@@quantumleap7964 maybe it is only a movie thing. A person can only dream.
This is literally the reason I’m here you summarized it so well omg
i used to love being alone and told my dad that its better than being with people and i like being alone, he told me that in the end its not that fun being alone. i never understood what he meant till now.
I read the manga this image was from and now I regret my life choices.
Where uhm.. where can you read it? DonT bE ShY
@@futabasakura4480 nii-chan by harada on mangago.me
I have literally no words
@@jesjes7084 pls don't mention these sites they can get taken down and kindly delete your comment
NEVERMIND I READ WHAT IT IS ABOUT poor boy.
Spoilers please? I wanna know lmao just put a warning before hand so people dont go crazy
...the TH-cam Algorithm wants to tell me something, doesnt it
Crying in my room wondering what I could’ve done that was enough for her. 6 years seem so easy for her to leave. Why can’t it be easy for me? Why do I have to have these emotions? Why do I have to be anxious? Why can’t I be enough?
My relationship has been getting worse and worse everyday. When we first met 4 years ago he was a different person from what he is now. I actually felt like I was special to someone and someone I could depend on. I loved him for seeing who I am. I used to imagine a future. We had a long break after that cause he had school work to finish. I slowly lost myself letting people use me cutting feeling suicidal. I came back to him thinking it would get better. It did for awhile after he said something that brought me into alot shock. My heart was pounding out of my chest. Tears rolling down my face. He didn't know that though. I apologized for the actions that hurt me. I told him things he would brush it off and treat me like everyone else. Now he's losing everyone. I said you still have me. He was like yea but I don't have any friends. I wasn't even thinking of the thought of useless until he said "I'm not trying to say your useless or anything" I went into shock again. The more I thought about the more sad I got. He also hid me from his friends for the longest time cause he didn't want to be bullied by them. I am a sensitive person which causes my emotions to be extreme. I can't stop crying every day. I tell him I'm fine but in reality I'm scared to lose him to lose the fact I wasted 4 years of my life. I just want it to stop.
Hello @pretty_bl00m, if you know what you have to do, try it, try to be more honest with yourself it's difficult, this isn't easy but just listen to yourself and you will know(Sorry I suck for encouragement and all of that but I just wanted to say something) Just remember that you've done nothing wrong, I'm sure you are someone amazing just by the way you were with this person and your little text but even without these I'm sure of the fact that you deserve happiness
I hope you the best and wish you happiness!
Me:
I'm littrally the happiest person alive
Also me:
**listens on repeat**
Same, I have a pretty good life but I still feel bored and kinda depressive...I’m not depressed or anything, I just feel kinda empty when I literally have no reason to
Hey, I was recommended this playlist. I just woke up, I find it hard to get out of bed in the morning and this is just helping me wake up rn, thanks. It's not too big but hey, I'll listen to this if I'm really feeling down- I'll come back to this comment. :)
Edit: Hey, I needed this goddamn playlist for my thoughts. Thanks.
Edit 2: I guess I'm back. This seems to have become some kinda diary, I guess, lol. I clicked back onto this playlist, and it started to make me feel better, thanks again. I sometimes need stuff like this.
I'm happy you were able to get outta bed!
keep pushin dude, it gets easier. take care
@@jellibeans4440 Heh, thanks...
They said that teenage years were supposed to be fun but here I am all alone with this heavy sadness, losing friends and my will to live.
this is really the best 17 minutes in my life
i realized that for as long as this playlist has been out, I've been in my room the entire time. i've been basically NEET for 2 years now, and i just sometimes lay on my floor and look at the ceiling while listening to this. thankyou.
This video said I needed. So I clicked, can't argue with title
I can't believe this playlist is 3 yrs old...I used to hear it a lot during the pandemic and helped me a lot to cope with the stress and depression I was having, tysm
"you have to suffer together with me or else I can't settle down"
"You have to suffer together with me or else I can't settle down" is what the text says.
That one dislike must be thinking it was the like button cause they were crying so much
that one dislike was from someone after reading the manga at the thumbnail
@@awts..7954 WAIT SAUCE PLS
@@sleepy3992 niichan by harada
@@awts..7954 uhhhh that was traumatizing and weird 🧍♀️
i wish i was in a forest running away from my family as this playlist plays
omg thank you sm i was just having a breakdown because my dad yelled at me again and its like 3am
@@germyratboy3076 ahh thank u
I was also having a lil mental break down bc of my dad when TH-cam said : heyyy look at this 👁️〰️👁️
Sometimes it feels good to have those musics in these moments I guess? Hope it made you felt better
(btw here u are is fucking good you have good taste)
@@melotea7262 aww your really nice and I hope your feeling better as well
lmfao u have great taste too since your here
@@froyo4440 Hehe people with great taste attract each other xD Thanks u ( ✧Д✧)you are also really sweet aaaaaa
l like this playlist ashes death from banana fish hit me hard so here l am l guess
Ikr, it reminds me of shorter in a way too, maybe its just banana fish brainrot but thats the vibes yk
I- Spoilers man-
@@Sunny-wq9hi ash really said “I’m gonna turn into ash”
dude, pls put a spoiler warning?
Freaks reminds me of banana fish
Man reading the comments under these kinds of playlists genuinely motivates me to keep going. Everyone's so wholesome. So to everyone here and to you too stranger, thanks
wasnt the playlist i asked for, but the playlist i needed
man,, harada’s mangas always make me feel an indescribable feeling after reading...
My fave one is Yatamomo
It's 1 am and I'm having a smoke break, well, more like a breakdown while deciding whether to or not confess that I almost attempted suicide to my family. It's been half an hour now. Still not sure.
Thank you for the music playlist, it's nice to think to.
i hope ur doing better cheif
hang in there.. talk to someone if you need to. That goes for anyone reading this as well
hey, take all the time you need to get ready. im so sorry you had to go through this, but whatever it is- i promise, its gonna be ok. it gets better. kaji from NGE said: "the truth is with you, move forward without hesitation". i love u man, take care
if anything see it as empowering. All of human fear ultimately stems from the fear of death, you're not suicidal you're just fearless.
These type of playlists make me just sit n close my eyes and forget. even if it' for a little bit, nothing matters and I'm at peace
It feels good to be sad and this playlist proves it
listening to this playlist while my days fade into blackness, when i suddenly realize none of my friends actually care about me
Hey everyone, returning or new - it's clear that most that will read this are having a hard time right now, but I'm here to tell you that people care and that you're not alone. It's crazy to think otherwise when you're in a negative headspace, or when there's enough evidence to think that nothing will ever get better. But I can assure you that people care, they may not be showing you properly right now, though everyone is special and deserves to feel okay and content with their lives. Some advice, don't focus on what is lacking, try to look ahead and be grateful for what you have. If you're lonely, become your own best friend, hype yourself, go on adventures and don't wait on anyone else. You'll realise the greatest investment you'll ever make is befriending and becoming content with yourself first. And sure, having friends is cool but everything in life is temporary, phase, and transition. The only constant is you, so invest in that
ily that helped me sm
@@kevitamaster-brewkombucha5472 I'm glad, I hope you have a lovely week ahead :)
I'm simple person: seeing Harada's manga in the playlist video - open, knowing that it probably will break me, but in a the way which I needed
need read the others haradas manga
I dont understand, my life is great. I have a lil friends, a loving family, and a roof under my head. But why do I feel so lonely?
do you speak to them about how you feel?
i used to hide in the gym change room after someone didnt pass me the ball for the 10th time in a day and listen to this type of music.
I used to get yelled at so bad in gym.. the teacher jokingly gave the option to sit out during class and I did that for like a good 6 classes. I was then yelled at again by classmates for sitting out because “they needed me” sorry for venting just thought I should say that :P
@@potatorcat that sucks
they always throw the ball at me and rlly hard like for what (dodgeball) and yea they also never pass it to me since im considered “bad” and “weird” when i dont do anything i just dont talk ok :c
i was lonely before around family but now it’s really just me. i miss my brothers yo.
I want to cry everytime, especially in my college. But I have to be strong there,because I don't want to be pathetic out of my flat
Bestie wish u best
@@oh3685 oh.. thank you so much 😥💕
i can tell it’s getting better. a lot better. but for some reason I’m scared because i don’t want to be like i was when i was okay. i would rather stay where I’m comfortable even if i am sad. it doesn’t make any sense. i should want to feel better but i don’t. feeling better seems like the scariest thing in the world. i want control.
it’s been now 3 months since i’ve gotten a hug, i literally just want a real physical hug
Initially this was my comfort playlist whenever I was sad when studying, but I’ve cried too many times during this playlist this became my cry playlist
the text says "you have to suffer together with me or else I can't settle down."
I impulsively went to the store a week ago and bought a bunch of camping stuff. If my mom and brother weren’t home all week, I probably would have left and just said “be back on Thursday.” I didn’t. I’m scared of doing this because life is now to the point where mistakes are never allowed and there’s a path everyone is supposed to follow. I went on that path, but it’s different for everyone. I’ve had a lot more freedom than most people, but my fear of even slightly disappointing anyone constantly holds me back. I want to leave and become a completely new person, because what I have isn’t doing any good for me, but hurting people isn’t what I want. I have to wait a bit, until I’m 18 and have a car, but I’m so ready to move somewhere no one knows me. I’ve had this happen before, but being tethered by my family makes it so I have to conform to them regardless of the freedom I have, because that’s all I’ve known. That’s been my path. I’m ready to explore.
I love song playlists that help me cry. I keep blocking out my feelings because nobody wants to hear me out.
I just wish i was just a little but more precious to him. Whenever he’s with his friends he seems more happier than when he’s with me. It reminds me that im always the second choice in people’s lives.
*Thank you so much for this, I fr needed this as how much i’ve been thinking lately*
listening to playliists I and II while doing overdue assignments at 2am,,,,
yeah this is basically the only thing keeping me going rn. v chill, 10/10, the vibe is immaculate
i cried last night- i might start listen to this playlist when i need to cry- tysm for this
Ok but this was seriously what I needed, school has been really hard these past few months and I have too many exams midst a pandemic. The pressure is slowly killing me and I feel like the only thing I do is studying. But hey! It's almost summer vacation, until we have to do it all over again...
Very much needed indeed 👁💧👄💧👁
help I keep playing this playlist while I reread niichan for the 100th time.. its so addicting doing this please.
i just misclicked but damn, i really needed this
why am i so boring, i dont feel like i can accomplish anything at all. what do they have that i dont? am i just scared? its this constant spiral of feeling everything that ive ever done doesnt matter, im never a good memory. when i die ill never be a person you would think of and smile, missing me. i have no one that would miss me, this is such a stupid thing to ponder with since im so young. but i feel like im invalidating my own feelings, i wanna be special, but im just, not. i try my hardest and my best at everything but my best is just 50% at max. im so tired of not being able to do anything, not being able to discover a talent, to discover a heart, to discover a core. now im feeling like im just faking all of this and i dont know it yet, i feel like im just fake depressed middle schooler seeking for attention. i wont matter, ill never matter. im disappointing everyone, ill never fulfill their needs without betraying myself. i feel so selfish for only focusing on the negative parts of myself and i feel like im not greatful for anything, i dont even have anything to be sad for. if there was a day where i wouldn't curl up in a ball and hold my head up so i wont completely collapse while crying a pool of tears because my head is so heavy, i want it to be everyday.
This truly is something I needed... Thanks for that!
this is oddly comforting..
I LOVE THIS PLAYLIST SO MUCH THANK YOU
everything bores me. i don't wanna die but all of this is so boring, i can't even talk to my friends because i'm getting tired of them but i feel so guilty... they are such good people....
I just want to live in my dreamland with a person that doesn't even exist, but I know that they will love me for who I am
The fact i know every single of these songs, makes me happy for some reason. Thank you for this :)
i want to run away, and live in a magical forest, where ill never be left alone, ignored, and sad, where i wont be left on read, where i wont cry because my friends never let me talk, where ill never be yelled at by my family, where i wont have schoolwork that doesnt help me, where ill finally be free
This playlist is really fricking good man it kinda has like psychedelic vibes mixed with indie if that makes sense? Gosh I'm gonna listen to this for a couple weeks on repeat I can feel it
That’s really good 🫀 thank you so much!!
I’m bored. It’s the same thing over and over again, sleep, wake up, eat, and sleep again. I hate it. I hate it’s so much. I wanna be alive. I wanna live, but I can’t, I’m stuck here in this house. Alone. People feel bad but do nothing. I just wanna feel exited. Even if it is only for an hour. I just wanna be alive again.
"You have to suffer together with me or else I can't settle down!" is the text in the image, I think.
I just felt like I needed to say it- (-v -- ✿)
P.S. Really was the playlist I needed(?)!! :D
PLSS, you read my mind, it's exactly what I needed in life.
my life is not even so bad, my family loves me, I have many friends, we have a good economy, so what is the problem with me? why everything is so boring and why I get more and more tired of my life. Sometimes I feel like I'm so selfish and ungrateful because I don't appreciate what life gives me. But I am so tired and I cant enjoy my life as I should.
(sorry for venting in the comments, but i needed it)
i’ve been looking for a new set of songs and this one easily makes it to the top of the list of songs i’ll play 24/7, ty
I rlly needed this....
10/10 reccommended to listen to during aeroplane flights (not with data but downloaeded by whatever means ofc) 💓💯💯
this playlist is very beautiful. im just thinking in my head of whats happening in my life
I’m so tired thank you I needed this. Everything has recently gone to absolute shit and I cant control my emotions anymore. I really needed this, thank you so so much