All Systems Go | There Is A Cloud | Pastor Steven Furtick

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  • @Ashelicious35
    @Ashelicious35 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    Almost two years since this was posted and yet it is exactly what I need to hear in this moment! Truly his word will last forever! Glory to our faithful, mighty and everlasting God!!!!!

  • @ginabizzarosghosts7831
    @ginabizzarosghosts7831 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    So glad I found this church!!

  • @michaelasus4858
    @michaelasus4858 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    "God is using your confusion" hits me hard. I was just praying this week that God should guide me through this confusing phase of my career. I receive grace to conceive this word.

  • @mikedavis1084
    @mikedavis1084 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you Jesus for great speakers such as these. You can feel the energy beautiful

  • @juliejohn83
    @juliejohn83 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    God is guiding my life ◄► That means EVERYTHING that comes against me is working FOR ME🙌

  • @kathyhorton4100
    @kathyhorton4100 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Pastor Steven~I have yet to hear a sermon that dOesn't apply to me. Your style is unique, engaging, and thorough. Thank you for the work you put into your sermons! The bible stories have come alive for me and your ability to make it all relatable to today is sO helpful. Thank yOu, Holly, your children and all who operate your church(es) for your hard work.👑🎈

  • @HeavenLinksTCG
    @HeavenLinksTCG 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    At night, in the morning, in the challenges, in the blessings HE is with us! Let our Holy God be our GPS. He knows where we started, He will be our guide to our destiny when we follow HIM

  • @lisag1829
    @lisag1829 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    for me today...it's better to know He's with me than where I'm going! I even prayed this week God, I need a sign? show me... I got it! my gps... The Lord is my Sheppard! 😇

  • @katsflair5096
    @katsflair5096 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This video was posted 2 year ago and I needed it right now more then ever for the challenges that i'm facing . Only GOD ! Thank you.

  • @shelliwoolley5857
    @shelliwoolley5857 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    the Lord is my shepard, there is a cloud over my life, and I need you

  • @Brandon-jc7cf
    @Brandon-jc7cf 6 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Wow I cried to this just saying. If walked three the shadow of death....
    Addiction but now I'm walking beside still water today !
    AMEN ! GREAT SERMON!

  • @lisaedgett8714
    @lisaedgett8714 6 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Was eating cereal when he said the "I am baaaa-d" part (the sheep sheppard tie in) and I swear cereal fell outta my mouth I laughed so hard. Good one Pastor Furtick!

  • @iprefersporks
    @iprefersporks 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    “The ultimate destination is always connected to your current location”

  • @roselynnkaratsi5024
    @roselynnkaratsi5024 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Because He is worthy, I keep walking , living and doing my work. This is a great msg. Elevation has changed my life.

  • @Shanna777
    @Shanna777 7 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    I have been lost for months now, so confused with the decisions I made and I will make..
    But Pastor is right, God is in it and I believe He uses my confusions to build
    My confidence in Him. Thank you Pastor for delivering God's message..

  • @yeyamusic
    @yeyamusic 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I thought it was strange that God led me to a new church today. This brings some clarity!

  • @_born84
    @_born84 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    My country Kenya needs God's guidance during this season of uncertainty .

  • @Amani715
    @Amani715 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i have been living lost so much and felt like i have no sense of direction anymore but this message is just God talking to me. Thank You God.

  • @portiamaramba7791
    @portiamaramba7791 7 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    Oooh yes. He gave us the Holy Spirit our Guide and Helper. I don't have to worry about where Iam going because I know WHO is going with me. Love it

    • @justink.3576
      @justink.3576 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes true bless jesus chirst for his glory

  • @mr.murrman3300
    @mr.murrman3300 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    God bless you all! Men and women, regardless of race, God bless you all :)

  • @wearesaltlight
    @wearesaltlight 7 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    I had a troubling morning with my son and this message is actually what I needed to hear. Thank you Jesus for always guiding me and preparing me for your future for me.

  • @kibringoytayesus1374
    @kibringoytayesus1374 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    It was just for me 😭😭😭 Thankyou father for being my GPS ❤️

  • @doinkydeano2226
    @doinkydeano2226 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    See, this is how God works with me. i think, "Lets go on youtube for abit", oh look another Steven Furtick video. I go watch one or to other videos then i go watch that first video i saw. As i watch it i stop it now and again because God has shown me things through it. My God is good and loves me.

  • @natashakhinds7
    @natashakhinds7 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    If only he knew how much I needed to hear this right now(2018)!!! I thank GOD for using him and I thank Pastor Steven Furtick for being obedient to the Holy Spirit and preaching this WORD.

  • @TreasuredChildoftheLivingGod
    @TreasuredChildoftheLivingGod 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Another wonderful message, courtesy of God with the obedience of an anointed man such as you, Pastor Furtick! I really liked the part where you discussed how in order for our faith to increase, we need to be more reliant on the SOURCE of our guidance (God) rather than the SYSTEM our guidance comes in. I also agree that it's more important to know WHO is with us on the paths of our lives (God again) than it is to know WHERE we're going.

  • @kestill
    @kestill 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Elevation Church would be a great experience for someone like me from out here inOregon who found god almost a year ago, Had many ups and downs went from having No
    faith, to wanting my life to be over and kept trying to end it.... but i watched a lot of sermons from elevation Church, and really needed
    people like this in my life? I am blessed to say, i found a church that listened to my troubles guided me, I have taken Classes needed for
    membership and been baptized, I have a different outlook on life and when i start feeling down I just watch Elevation Church Videos and Sermons.

    • @tinawinstead1841
      @tinawinstead1841 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Demon Hellion you don't need him or that church to find God can do it without them

  • @chakalisawarona3063
    @chakalisawarona3063 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    life changing Sermon real blessed by this My tears just fallen i know my God will never let me down. i love The GPS slogan God is with all the time Appreciated to You Sir

  • @shannonpulley1601
    @shannonpulley1601 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This guy is a blessing for me and my husband...he takes Gods Word and shows us where it applies in our lives..its a real gift hes got..God talks to me thru these sermons..thank you Steven and Holly for your blessings..God bless both of you and all who help bring his sermon to all who hear it..and Thank You JESUS

  • @eyasutesfaye9208
    @eyasutesfaye9208 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Just this morning, after a few days of fasting, I thought and prayed about ‘the cloud’.
    This was a great message for me!!! Hallelujah!!!!

  • @emima1727
    @emima1727 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    praise u God for using pas.steven as cloud for this season of my life....thank u God

  • @lalasBubble
    @lalasBubble 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Well well needed and on time .

  • @davidwright8134
    @davidwright8134 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Powerful Word from God's Word!!

  • @Star10864
    @Star10864 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Finally!! Finally I got my one of the most important question answered .. Thank you. I can feel, I know you speak the truth!!!

  • @zandilezikalala697
    @zandilezikalala697 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Greetings from South Africa Thank you for the message. You just raise my spirits every time iam listening to your teachings. God bless you and your family. In Jesus name amen.

  • @KiwiKirsty1983
    @KiwiKirsty1983 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love this church, I love Jesus. Through my church (Ignite) in Moorhead, going to AA (stopping my drinking) and keeping my two jobs. I tend to flake out when it gets difficult. Just started shooting again. Its NEVER too late to achieve your dreams (if they are God given dreams). God gives you the desires of your heart for a reason, time and season. There is a lot of pain in life, push through it, push through disbelief. Believe in yourself, pray and trust god. He's got you!

  • @bessierios644
    @bessierios644 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for the preaching on Why God likes to do it the hard way. It made an impact in my 10 year old grandson to welcome difficulties in doing things.

  • @lalina1304
    @lalina1304 7 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    Just the other day I had asked why the Israelites took so long to get to the promised land. I also feel like I'm going round in circles sometimes. This answer was so good. I think God wanted me to question it. It really opened up my mind. Thank you :)

    • @davidmuhs4590
      @davidmuhs4590 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i think you mean away from egypt and to the promise land starting with jerico but hey close enough. have a good day.

    • @lalina1304
      @lalina1304 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      David Muhs yep, thanks 👍have a good one too.

    • @mr.murrman3300
      @mr.murrman3300 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Nonhlanhla M God bless you!!!

  • @rosecar9490
    @rosecar9490 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The Lord is my Shepherd

  • @EmbracingLife49
    @EmbracingLife49 7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Thank you Lord and Pastor Steven Furtick for this message; it was right on point in my life!!! I'm terrible with directions....BUT GOD...is now my GPS in ALL aspects of my life!!! Thank you JESUS for your Guidance!!! I no longer feel lost or insecure about where I'm going!!! God Bless!!!

  • @witniciamira3934
    @witniciamira3934 7 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    The Lord is my Sheppard.

  • @juanieseali5856
    @juanieseali5856 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I SO NEEDED THIS RIGHT NOW. THANK YOU SO MUCH. THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD.!!!

  • @paulagildersleeve5888
    @paulagildersleeve5888 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Great Sermon Pastor Steven! On Sermon #4 this morning while working from home! Elevation Worship, you are next! You too, Mack Brock! Love all of you!

  • @christinsarah1
    @christinsarah1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Truly fantastic. So much of encouragement is packed into such short messages. It can be nothing but God. Only He can lift a person with so little. Praise God for His GPS.

  • @walkinginhopedoulaphotographer
    @walkinginhopedoulaphotographer 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just wrote in my prayer this morning about confusion I'm dealing with. I finished writing my prayer, opened YT, and the shortened version of this sermon came up on my feed. How God Uses Your Confusion...I decided to watch the whole message and very fitting for my life right now.

  • @cathrinadejonghgeldenhuys4633
    @cathrinadejonghgeldenhuys4633 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    WOW!! What a word... I listened to part of the sermon live and listened to it again today... very powerful and relevant in my life right now. I have been in transition in Jordan for the past 6 months and have been trusting God for breakthrough. Praise God I am moving forward as the cloud continues to lead me. My journey with the cloud had started in 2012 when I moved to Jordan and this is the first time that I am in transition in a country other than my own. I give God all the glory and continue to trust Him as He guides me forward.

  • @BrandanHewitt
    @BrandanHewitt 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    The Lord has changed my life. He changed my perspective to focus on the positive and the blessings in my life. Since doing that I cannot explain how gracious God has been.

  • @delongsean117
    @delongsean117 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    when your saved for me all i can say is wow god is great and he is there for me.

  • @natalieeverett2057
    @natalieeverett2057 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This sermon has been such a blessing to me!

  • @Lolllie13
    @Lolllie13 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    What a blessing you are to God’s people! What a gift to this generation! I appreciate how real you are even. If it means the uptight are going to send you hate mail! God has me camping out on your teachings and I’m just so grateful for the meat, the nuggets, the stretching, the molding and the shaping and the “pull”! I pray you are blessed in abundance, filled with His strength, that you remain in His will and covered by His love... in Jesus name Amen!

  • @sarahdean333
    @sarahdean333 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    The Lord IS MY shepherd....I might feel lost, but if I just look up....and readjust to THE CENTER, I WILL come through!!!🙏💗💗🙏right where HE wants me to, when HE wants me to.....Holy Spirit, plant this in the garden of my heart💗
    Praise you, ABBA, Father💗
    Thank you, Pastor Furtick.... every time I watch a message, it is RIGHT NOW, what I need to hear from God.... thank you for following HIM and allowing HIS lovelight to shine through you🌞💗🙏🌞

  • @racheldama7666
    @racheldama7666 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Praise be to God in the highest! You have spoken to me in my time of need! You have answered my prayers and shown me your faith. Thank you God on the highest for giving me guidance, I pray that I will trust in you to lead me to whatever college you would have me go to. You may not have me go to CSU but it's okay God. I trust that no matter what college I go to, near or far, it is the one ordained for me. Thank you Lord.

  • @nicolebillups6436
    @nicolebillups6436 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is JUST what I needed to hear! I can't have certainty and God confidence at the same time!! THANK YOU Pastor Furtick!!

  • @jennydine8782
    @jennydine8782 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    thank you for your dedication to God and preaching to the world. You are always a blessing to me here in little Clifton springs N.Y. without you and your ministry I would not have the relationship I have with God today. Your sermons make me grow and make me closer to God.

  • @eddiewalker7252
    @eddiewalker7252 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you Elevation media team, whenever i am lost in the cloud I only need to ask TH-cam for Furtick + Keyword and up pops 8 hours of Holy Spirit conversation for my soul! Thank you Lord for going ahead of me in the algorithm "cloud"! Now bring your all consuming Fire by night in the form of an All consuming Fire. #MoreFruit #BethelRedding #GrahamCooke

  • @nivabreezeetheiconic1257
    @nivabreezeetheiconic1257 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    God is good❤

  • @tiffanybabez4473
    @tiffanybabez4473 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    that was an awesome sermon Steven. I needed to hear that this morning. GOD really just spoke through you. im in tears... God bless you. 🤗😇🤓✋👍👏👏👏👏👂🖒

  • @alyshebaanavavad2278
    @alyshebaanavavad2278 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Amazing! Very much needed!

    • @justink.3576
      @justink.3576 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes very needed i catch stop watching steven furtick sermons help me out alot thank you lord, thank you pastor steven

  • @normayvonnemartinez3518
    @normayvonnemartinez3518 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God is faithful God, amen amen

  • @jenithanguma7310
    @jenithanguma7310 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Amen thanks Jehovah for this wonderful sermon it's so beautiful and wonderful it's because of you am here listening to this this is your message for me Thanks for Your presence in my life and the lives of my loved ones ,it's done, sealed and delivered in the Mighty name of Jesus Christ .
    Amen

  • @augustspeer5958
    @augustspeer5958 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Needed this today all the way to being lost to the 15years of marriage

  • @3m3rrald
    @3m3rrald 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you God for guiding me to this message. I needed to hear this while living in my confusion. The Lord is my sheperd!! And thank you Pastor Furtick. God bless...❤🙏❤

  • @valentinabondar2889
    @valentinabondar2889 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God bless you Steven, wonderful message. Thank you for all you do!

  • @PawanSingh-qp9ez
    @PawanSingh-qp9ez 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Praise God good morning to all hallelujah JESUS Name 🙏Amen 🙏

  • @doyinokeowo6950
    @doyinokeowo6950 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    God bless you Pastor Steven I needed this.

  • @kapsy7382
    @kapsy7382 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    God is guiding us to where he needs to take us and we need to get some experiences along the way. 💓💓💓

  • @abbys8515
    @abbys8515 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I've been struggling with everything lately, and this message God planned for me to hear. I pray God continues to use you for his Glory, and you continue to fulfill his anointing on your life Pastor Furtick.
    Prayers and blessings,
    Abigail (SC)

  • @xochilthcardoza2910
    @xochilthcardoza2910 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    My God … u were a body delivering a message to my lost soul .. may HIM … continue blessing you n yours

  • @charlottekmaddy
    @charlottekmaddy 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm so thankful for this ministry! It's changed my life!

  • @dustinwhitesell4860
    @dustinwhitesell4860 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    God has it all planned out and he’s gonna guide me. I’ll walk with him

  • @ljaysperspective1775
    @ljaysperspective1775 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    4 yrs later and God is teaching how to prioritize his presence today 2021. God doesn't believe in coming in 2nd place! Praise God!!! 🙏

  • @jakob136
    @jakob136 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Just watched this now and I thank God for this message. This is what I needed today ! Praise God and God bless you Elevation ! 🙏

  • @shajuansimmons1178
    @shajuansimmons1178 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Awesome 👏🏽 word!!! This was a timely and immediate answer to my prayers this morning!!! Thanks 🙏🏽 for allowing God to GPS your way!!! He is a GOOD GOOD GUIDE😌😌😌😌

  • @wifidi6035
    @wifidi6035 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Such an awesome confirmation Pastor... Praise God. Thank you for teaching this Word. I was blessed listening this morning before going to work. What a blessing the cloud is... Trusting the Lord wherever He takes us. Amen.

  • @DaleBaird1
    @DaleBaird1 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    A very anointed sermon. One that we all need to hear over and over again! Thank you!

  • @olivianatwick7603
    @olivianatwick7603 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Before the Lord can be the guide of your life you have to make him the center of your life.

  • @merrilspender
    @merrilspender 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    God bless you Pastor Steven. I love your sermons.

  • @Julieshairextension
    @Julieshairextension 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God is my guide. Amen

  • @jasonthegreat777
    @jasonthegreat777 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    My dad use to listen to a song by Keith Green “The Lord is my Sheppard”.
    Brought back some good memories
    Thanks what a great Sevice

  • @KirbFly
    @KirbFly 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wonderful message, thank you Lord for being our G.p.s.

  • @sandradeejayme68
    @sandradeejayme68 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank GOD for the gps system, LOL GOD first, always

  • @mohnjayer
    @mohnjayer 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Furtick is such an incredibly gifted speaker and deliverer of The Word. I just wish the way he operates his church wasn't so shady.

  • @denaledit6563
    @denaledit6563 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    i am so glad that you can explain Gods words so well,keep doing what you are doing thank you for the awsome work or our father.AMEN.Mme dena .

  • @javon8082
    @javon8082 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    We as believers have been given a license to live in the fullness of the promise of God but dont trust our sense of direction. Trust our direction if God is leading us. Dont be led by how you feel but by your priorities. Dont become more dependent on the system rather than the source which is God. Only after you have been through the confusion and valley in life can you say The Lord Is My Shepard. God will allow us to be in circumstances that make us uncomfortable in order to rely on and have faith in Him!🙏

  • @Yonnie68
    @Yonnie68 7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Thank you Pastor Steven for your passion. Lord stoke up, increase this servants fire.Through you and this message God has explained to me He knows where I am at. He understands my paralysis, confusion, inabilities, and He is in control. I am so very comforted and strengthened. I have been unable to explain my present stuck-ness to anyone (even myself) as crystal clear as God has just done back to me. Hearing this I have spent time with the GREATEST Counsellor and he understands how to help me through ... G P S ... I found you by accident (NOT) a few months ago and couldn't let go. Thank you Jesus I AM on your radar. Allllll of Psalm 23 .. love peace and blessings be with you from the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Love from New Zealand

  • @litj982
    @litj982 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I think it's so profound that the cloud wasn't in front of them but in the mist of them. That way they couldn't try to look past God to where they were going but had to look to him at their center for his guidance. I think too often we get focused on where we think God is taking us and forget that the whole journey is really about communion with him and trusting in him.

  • @katieh6849
    @katieh6849 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This was for me! Thank you for being obedient😄 Love this church! God is awesome!!!!!!!

  • @garciamcnally5714
    @garciamcnally5714 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I lift my hands Lord because you are worthy from Jamaica

  • @dawnshively6731
    @dawnshively6731 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can relate how u preach. It teaches me comforts me and somtimes shows me im wrong in my way or thinking. Thank u. May Jesus be with ur marriage. And family

  • @mphronesis1596
    @mphronesis1596 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    The word of God is fresh always

  • @michaelsalais5879
    @michaelsalais5879 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    That was awesome!!!!!!! I needed to hear that thank you brother .

  • @Rachel017
    @Rachel017 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amen I'm going to get my license praise the Lord Halleluja. Give me Your cloud Lord. Everything works for me, glory to God.

  • @michellecabral5436
    @michellecabral5436 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you father God AMEN❤️🙌🙏

  • @kcheerc29
    @kcheerc29 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    this one is severely underrated. such an amazing word.

  • @Rodrigoarrais
    @Rodrigoarrais 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you, pastor Steven. Great word and revelation.

  • @ghhgggg7660
    @ghhgggg7660 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God bless all of you

  • @TheWatcherofGod
    @TheWatcherofGod 6 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    God Promises Salvation
    God Promises he Saves
    God Prevails in all Situations
    God Prevents Sin
    G.P.S. G.P.S. G.P.S. G.P.S.

    • @virginashaffer172
      @virginashaffer172 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That's cool!

    • @sanramoncali
      @sanramoncali 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Awesome!!

    • @elaineedwards8125
      @elaineedwards8125 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      AWESOME~LOVE~♡♡♡GOD'S POSITIONING SYSTEM~Leads us to~GOD'S PRECIOUS SON~GOD'S PERFECT SON~etc....

    • @justink.3576
      @justink.3576 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Amen i got write that down and put it on my wall thank you The Watcher

  • @paulagildersleeve5888
    @paulagildersleeve5888 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    OK, GOTTA SAY IT AGAIN IN CAPS! REALLY, REALLY GOOD SERMON PASTOR STEVEN! HAD TO SEND IT TO MY HUSBAND, GROWN KIDS AND SHARE TO FACEBOOK! GOSH HOW I WISH I COULD HEAR YOUR SERMON'S IN PERSON.

  • @denisebay5800
    @denisebay5800 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    God is my Guide! Amen

  • @christianskull1059
    @christianskull1059 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you Lord Jesus I need this

  • @charlessmith4954
    @charlessmith4954 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    In 1993 i was going through some hard times as our marriage was going south, looking down the road i was in the alley looking at it and i could see it going wrong. Before i knew it i was single and alone.since then i have gone through wanting to sit and talk and discuss what was happening. I have not been able to move on in my life because i have not had the chance to sit and talk about where it went wrong. i have lived a life alone. put everything into work and just bulldozed through life, a stroke, head trauma where i had surgery to take a blood clot out of my head. cancer,diabetes and i still just bulldozed on.