Hey about 3 months ago I had a dream I was walking with God right before daybreak like Dawn there's just enough light and you see the autumn colors and he's walking on a country road and there's a open filled with mountains in the background. And we're walking we were talking about creation he's like so what are you going to do with yours? Your creation is superb and I feel like I'm going to fail you? Whith reassuring words he says. I seen your artistry! You're going to do great you'll be fine. Any list me off my knees. And the sun came over the mountains. And we continue to walk Town & country road. I woke up crying it was a beautiful dream I've had prophetic dreams. Pretty much all my life some things I know? Will blow your mind 💥💥💥
Finally yes I've realized how powerful a seer I am Will never let anybody make me doubt my intuition - i learned the hardway through a relationship with a narcissistic egomaniac who always shut me down - this phoenix is never going down again - thank you San for your beautifuly woven intricacies of insight
Yes that invisible energy is with me helping me all the way since he left my life. I always pray for him. I am going through a court case for my farm, where I invested a lot of money and now his step brother wants it all.
My dad, who passed 40 years ago, taught me a strong work ethic. He would say to me, if you’re going to do a job, do the best you can or don’t bother. That has been with me my entire life. Also, back in 1995, I woke up early one morning and sitting on the corner of my bed was a Native American, a very big man, watching me sleep. When I awakened, he was looking at me, but never said a word. I felt he was an ancient one from my lineage many life times ago. It’s as if he was letting me know he’d always be there to protect me. And, perhaps we was sending me a Spiritual gift(s) that were intrinsic to him. In the recent past, I moved and escape from a bad situation where my ex, his family, a neighborhood, and a high standing couple were attacking me. In the last 5 months my life has made a 360 degree turnaround. Yes, I am intuitively aware of all the BS. I’m so grateful to be me, where I am, and where I’m going g. I’m ready to continue my purpose, my mission that was unfolding beautifully before all this bafoolery began. Thanks Dear❤
Beautiful as ever San. I lost my dear mother 18 months ago. Certain individuals have tried and succeeded in getting my support then vanishing.. so now I lean back on my mother's education. Best they don't call on me again. For real. Many thanks.
Hi San , good to see you post again I am Aqua sun libra moon cancer rising and I see why I am subscribed, you are the most amazing reader , you just tapped in to exactly what is going on right now in my life . What a confirmation I’ve prayed for, you just blew my mind in such a good way . Thank you so much for this . 🙏😊🌹
Wowser. Lots of circles. Portals? Gonna go outside & create a space above me... a big circle in the clouds. Fun exercise lol. Be blessed, my dear San. Things to ponder.
what this means for me today (to use the lingo) is that i was conditioned to act like an "alpha guy or compete with the guys as a girl in western civilization in the 90s" but thank goodness after a ton of confusion for decades i realize that the label "sigma girl" feels so secure and safe and sane that when i conceptualize myself like this, i don't feel defensive, i feel calm and able
From one sigma empath woman to another… never look back to become immortalized as a pillar of salt. So carbonated now only good for animals of thirst. Namaste
Love this reading San thank you. I've watched dozens of your videos and today your energy seems different to me, like more elusive in a sense or mysterious? Idk how to describe it but I kept thinking that while watching 😮
6:42 to 7:27 very interesting. more than interesting but don't have the perfect word. and i am really wanting to open up and find it thus. right now... only one thing comes to mind - and it could be the "ace of pentacles, but i feel there MIGHT be something else - and that is something I "heard" (voiceless, soundless), or received or saw when I was in the forest... way back around 2000. it was as if the forest was giving me something about Life or Reality: "If it is a part of the forest, it has a place and purpose, a position and a role; AND, there's nothing that's a 'waste' in Nature (if something appears as a waste, it becomes a trigger for an 'evolution' - of a physical form or process) which came with a silent translation: "If it exists, it's a part of Life and thus is good, or 'right' (if it exists, it can't be bad or wrong). This became a background (if not a clear context) of my new journey phase that had started during that time. and it still influences me, even if it may not guide me consciously. i wonder if the reading refers to this. or something else. 🤔
Oh goodness this has really triggered a memory. I took ayahuasca years ago and I saw myself in a cave surrounded by hundreds of women all naked and birthing. I was given a little flute and was told it was a hummingbird flute but I never really understood the meaning of it. It felt like it was something very meaningful at the time
25:27 to 25:37 i am still trying to digest and make sense of it but this 👇🏽is what came up... showed up... inside: an elder's 'job' is to be a holder of wisdom... about how/what Life is. but when s(he) has to "pass on the baton", they can't... don't... pass on how Life is, but what Life will be. The elder, while "holds" the wisdom and thus Reality of "what Life is", they silently hold-build the Consciousness of the future that's wanting-waiting to arrive. fascinating!
Yes to all this. And still, thank you for the confirmations as I’m developing my confidence with each rapidly growing step of my ‘me’. Side note: Aquarius is in my natal 8th house too. The house of “what is owed”, inheritance and accountability in all directions. Also, my transitioned sister was an Aquarius sun sign and has come through your Aquarius readings a number of times. She passed when I was 11 and I knew I had been given a torch/burden/contract that was at least partially hers. So that’s on point as well. 💜 I expect to hear of my father’s recent or upcoming transition soon. Holding steady in my work and doing my best to move through my wounds (and others’ akin) around this. P.S. I Love your new plant friends!! Is that fuchsia trained upwards into a tree shape?!?! So cool.
These past relationships walked away, or left my life, not realizing that I was their form of stability, until I am no longer in their lives, then they realize the benefit of having me in their life when I walk away, and they have to work to catch up to me! I was the one holding everything together, but they obviously couldn't see it!
Yeah. Someone passed a torch. Someone else is taking the reigns. No one in my 3d life knows about my secret 5d life. They're buzzing around here! Kat's outta the bag now! 😂I'm not sure what is going on exactly...but I am going to take a nap first. Thanks 🙏❤ Love you 😘❤️🫂 Happy Birthday, 🎂 🎈 Mama 🕊️🧓 hey! There's a 'my mom' emoji! Classic Debbie! 🤣😺
This resonates A LOT thank you for this message I really needed some help depicting what’s going on over here…the “muse” stepping down is what I was leaning on, I was depending on the answers from my pendulum and tarot…but they’ve been comprised…this sounds insane 😮💨 but they’re no longer giving me the answer and assistance as they used to and I’m having to make changes in my mindset and heart to move forward now…had to get MORE shadow work done to even do that…so yes very much working away while this drama is going on (the person I’m connected to is not only a player and has MANY women upset that he’s pursuing me but he has 10 brothers and sisters whom are very jealous by this connection or mad he’s leaving the bachelor life…) anyway it’s been a lot of pressure as his family has been on my a** while my person and I are separated at this time…but that “depending” energy has been a lot it’s as if they’re watching my every move and I don’t really know why bc my nose is in my shadow work but….wow it’s a lot. Thanks for this reading San!! ❤❤❤
I pray you are right, san. That this heirophant like, constant and permanent sun kind of thing stepd down... and says goodbye. it would be an answer to my work and prayers - both - where i have been sort of isolatedly focussed... on my "work" which includes prayers... as if not looking at the heirophant like entity-energy-being... that the others of the human collection, crowd are seeing and not looking at as it is taken for granted. if what you say happens (and it is what i think-feel you are talking about)... that heirophant like 'thing' is the god-idea we have... things - especially 'higher' - that we see-feel-live as outside of us... that illusion which is no illusion for us because we live INSIDE that reality bubble - a construct of mind and spirit. By the god-idea (spirit, higher self, spirit guides, alien-beings, etc, etc - everything that even for a moment feels outside of us - as individuals or a collection) stepping down, what's POSSIBLY going to be clear - to all of us - is that the reality is that we ARE god. That we are the forest and the forest/god is the "we" of an inseparable connected reality... and what seems like you and me... something that mind creates and sees standing by itself without the irremovable connectedness... is an imaginary construct of mind, an illusion (ironically something that was necessary, required and valuable - but that's a whole another... topic?). it's like... we will have new eyes (Consciousness), where - imagine this - the skin we have which seems to outline and "boundary" us into you and me... will become translucent... non-solid... as if you, i and everything is edgelessly bleeding out and blending into each other. I wish... and pray... this collective tower happens... soon. or maybe it's already happening. at some level, some aspects... of our individual, collecion and collective psche, mind and consciousness. Amen!😊
@@maydagonzalez8018 sometimes this happens to me and if I go out and come back in it fixes itself. I usually leave the video and check the volume on a different video, and if that one works, the one I want will also work.
EVERYTHING RESONATES AND IM NOT VERY HAPPY HERE WHY IS THIS HAPPENING THIS ISNT FAIR AT ALL THIS WAS LEFT TO ME AND I HAVE TO FIGHT TO GET IT IF IT WAS YOURS YOU WOULD GET IT SO WHY CAN'T I
This story sucks, makes NO SENSE and NEVER comes true. The one that is loved so hard is ignored, gets a back turned to them and is left behind unappreciated. At least it seems the common thread to me. She's always left in grief, rejection, loneliness, unappreciation and left with agonizing unrequited love from his paralyzing fear of what everyone else thinks of him or his situation. OR MONEY HOARDING. Like he's afraid of the window to his soul, like she's somehow so much more than less then, and God forbid the rest of the world see into his private. not quite "beautiful" space. Lest he be left feeling like a fraud. She is so different to the point of shame to everyone including him.
I love this post. Sounds to me like it’s his turn for transformation? And it’s her time to claim her power, beauty, worth and rise like a phoenix from the ashes for the world to witness. Or I suppose she could stay where she is and try to convince everyone as she’s always done in the past? How did the past work out for her? Time for a new decision. This is where I’m currently at. So ready for my new decision so I can have new experiences and outcomes. Best of luck to all and safe passage to each and all.
So stressful... I have mild PTSD and watching these videos triggers me... I've gotten SO traumatized over the past 4 years! ... I don't know what to do.
I am so sorry you are going through that, have you tried doing DBT therapy. I work in the psychology field and it is a really great form of therapy. It's a more Mindfulness based therapy which is amazing for PTSD. I also have PTSD. I am sending love through the phone for your pain and suffering. You are so much more than your trauma and I know its incredibly painful to separate the trauma from self but I believe in you!!
Spot on. My Mom was an artist , she passed away. Just started to carry her artistic legacy. ❤ I feel her channeling through art ❤
Hey about 3 months ago I had a dream I was walking with God right before daybreak like Dawn there's just enough light and you see the autumn colors and he's walking on a country road and there's a open filled with mountains in the background. And we're walking we were talking about creation he's like so what are you going to do with yours? Your creation is superb and I feel like I'm going to fail you? Whith reassuring words he says. I seen your artistry! You're going to do great you'll be fine. Any list me off my knees. And the sun came over the mountains. And we continue to walk Town & country road. I woke up crying it was a beautiful dream I've had prophetic dreams. Pretty much all my life some things I know? Will blow your mind 💥💥💥
Finally yes I've realized how powerful a seer I am Will never let anybody make me doubt my intuition - i learned the hardway through a relationship with a narcissistic egomaniac who always shut me down - this phoenix is never going down again - thank you San for your beautifuly woven intricacies of insight
This*** 😂
Moon in Aquarius here
Ditto
@@KahinaKebiche sweet, we feel it :D
Venus for me
@@Jillady I love that, the way you love and the type of partners you attract.
@@soul_food_fitness :)
Yes that invisible energy is with me helping me all the way since he left my life. I always pray for him. I am going through a court case for my farm, where I invested a lot of money and now his step brother wants it all.
Yes a seer (seidr), 100% guided by ancestors (magicians),the great work is the goal. Thank you!
I hope to continue with my guided drawings. I need a muse there!!!
My dad, who passed 40 years ago, taught me a strong work ethic. He would say to me, if you’re going to do a job, do the best you can or don’t bother. That has been with me my entire life. Also, back in 1995, I woke up early one morning and sitting on the corner of my bed was a Native American, a very big man, watching me sleep. When I awakened, he was looking at me, but never said a word. I felt he was an ancient one from my lineage many life times ago. It’s as if he was letting me know he’d always be there to protect me. And, perhaps we was sending me a Spiritual gift(s) that were intrinsic to him. In the recent past, I moved and escape from a bad situation where my ex, his family, a neighborhood, and a high standing couple were attacking me. In the last 5 months my life has made a 360 degree turnaround. Yes, I am intuitively aware of all the BS. I’m so grateful to be me, where I am, and where I’m going g. I’m ready to continue my purpose, my mission that was unfolding beautifully before all this bafoolery began. Thanks Dear❤
Beautiful as ever San. I lost my dear mother 18 months ago. Certain individuals have tried and succeeded in getting my support then vanishing.. so now I lean back on my mother's education. Best they don't call on me again. For real. Many thanks.
Hi San , good to see you post again I am Aqua sun libra moon cancer rising and I see why I am subscribed, you are the most amazing reader , you just tapped in to exactly what is going on right now in my life . What a confirmation I’ve prayed for, you just blew my mind in such a good way . Thank you so much for this . 🙏😊🌹
Wowser. Lots of circles. Portals? Gonna go outside & create a space above me... a big circle in the clouds. Fun exercise lol. Be blessed, my dear San. Things to ponder.
WOW! It’s happening in real time for me😮 Thank you!🙏🏻
Thanks,San. Spot on.
Your right On many points, Thank you for your effort and developing your skills to transmit these messiges.
Always enjoy and look forward to your insights, San.
The auawaska did you well. You are more grounded than ever.
Namaste
Your plants are looking beautiful and healthy, as are you, San
what this means for me today (to use the lingo) is that i was conditioned to act like an "alpha guy or compete with the guys as a girl in western civilization in the 90s" but thank goodness after a ton of confusion for decades i realize that the label "sigma girl" feels so secure and safe and sane that when i conceptualize myself like this, i don't feel defensive, i feel calm and able
From one sigma empath woman to another… never look back to become immortalized as a pillar of salt. So carbonated now only good for animals of thirst.
Namaste
@@elizabethzeee thanks! I sure wont
Thank you San.
Thank you so much 🙏🧡🎉
Wow! Im a Libra Sun, Aquarius rising…and these last 2 readings were POWERFUL 🤯 They really resonated with me! Thanks San! 🙏🏼💜💜💜
Love this reading San thank you. I've watched dozens of your videos and today your energy seems different to me, like more elusive in a sense or mysterious? Idk how to describe it but I kept thinking that while watching 😮
100% accurate for me 😅
Let everyone have all the resources that are meant for them, that they are owed. Especially, me.
Thank you 😊
Sun & Venus in Aquarius. 🙂
6:42 to 7:27 very interesting. more than interesting but don't have the perfect word. and i am really wanting to open up and find it thus.
right now... only one thing comes to mind - and it could be the "ace of pentacles, but i feel there MIGHT be something else - and that is something I "heard" (voiceless, soundless), or received or saw when I was in the forest... way back around 2000.
it was as if the forest was giving me something about Life or Reality: "If it is a part of the forest, it has a place and purpose, a position and a role; AND, there's nothing that's a 'waste' in Nature (if something appears as a waste, it becomes a trigger for an 'evolution' - of a physical form or process)
which came with a silent translation: "If it exists, it's a part of Life and thus is good, or 'right' (if it exists, it can't be bad or wrong).
This became a background (if not a clear context) of my new journey phase that had started during that time. and it still influences me, even if it may not guide me consciously.
i wonder if the reading refers to this. or something else.
🤔
Oh goodness this has really triggered a memory. I took ayahuasca years ago and I saw myself in a cave surrounded by hundreds of women all naked and birthing. I was given a little flute and was told it was a hummingbird flute but I never really understood the meaning of it. It felt like it was something very meaningful at the time
I'm a new person to your channel it found me the video lets seeee Sam nice meeting you ❤😊😊😊😊😊 I'm Aquarius moon with cancer sun and Leo rising
25:27 to 25:37
i am still trying to digest and make sense of it but this 👇🏽is what came up... showed up... inside:
an elder's 'job' is to be a holder of wisdom... about how/what Life is.
but when s(he) has to "pass on the baton", they can't... don't... pass on how Life is, but what Life will be. The elder, while "holds" the wisdom and thus Reality of "what Life is", they silently hold-build the Consciousness of the future that's wanting-waiting to arrive.
fascinating!
Thank you, San 🙏💕
Thanks so much. So grateful 🌈💜🌻🕊️♾️
Thank you San…❤️🌷🙏
Very interesting...
Yes to all this. And still, thank you for the confirmations as I’m developing my confidence with each rapidly growing step of my ‘me’.
Side note: Aquarius is in my natal 8th house too. The house of “what is owed”, inheritance and accountability in all directions.
Also, my transitioned sister was an Aquarius sun sign and has come through your Aquarius readings a number of times. She passed when I was 11 and I knew I had been given a torch/burden/contract that was at least partially hers.
So that’s on point as well. 💜
I expect to hear of my father’s recent or upcoming transition soon. Holding steady in my work and doing my best to move through my wounds (and others’ akin) around this.
P.S. I Love your new plant friends!! Is that fuchsia trained upwards into a tree shape?!?! So cool.
Much love to you and your father through his transition. 🙏💗
Capricorn Aquarius Pisces hello and grand rising San. From Saint Louis Mo hope y'all having a great day . Violet Flame frfr
These past relationships walked away, or left my life, not realizing that I was their form of stability, until I am no longer in their lives, then they realize the benefit of having me in their life when I walk away, and they have to work to catch up to me! I was the one holding everything together, but they obviously couldn't see it!
Thanks so much,very helpful
Thank you ❤🧚♀️💪
Thank you 🙏 ☀️
Bullseye🎯
Thank you!
Good morning beautiful 😘!!! ❤❤❤
Yeah. Someone passed a torch. Someone else is taking the reigns. No one in my 3d life knows about my secret 5d life. They're buzzing around here! Kat's outta the bag now! 😂I'm not sure what is going on exactly...but I am going to take a nap first. Thanks 🙏❤ Love you 😘❤️🫂 Happy Birthday, 🎂 🎈 Mama 🕊️🧓 hey! There's a 'my mom' emoji! Classic Debbie! 🤣😺
I am at the core of the system. Right. But i can leave any time.
This resonates A LOT thank you for this message I really needed some help depicting what’s going on over here…the “muse” stepping down is what I was leaning on, I was depending on the answers from my pendulum and tarot…but they’ve been comprised…this sounds insane 😮💨 but they’re no longer giving me the answer and assistance as they used to and I’m having to make changes in my mindset and heart to move forward now…had to get MORE shadow work done to even do that…so yes very much working away while this drama is going on (the person I’m connected to is not only a player and has MANY women upset that he’s pursuing me but he has 10 brothers and sisters whom are very jealous by this connection or mad he’s leaving the bachelor life…) anyway it’s been a lot of pressure as his family has been on my a** while my person and I are separated at this time…but that “depending” energy has been a lot it’s as if they’re watching my every move and I don’t really know why bc my nose is in my shadow work but….wow it’s a lot. Thanks for this reading San!! ❤❤❤
Wowww!❤❤❤
What happens when the scapegoat leaves?
I claim it!!!!❤
Is borderline a superpower?
Tapped in
I pray you are right, san. That this heirophant like, constant and permanent sun kind of thing stepd down... and says goodbye.
it would be an answer to my work and prayers - both - where i have been sort of isolatedly focussed... on my "work" which includes prayers... as if not looking at the heirophant like entity-energy-being... that the others of the human collection, crowd are seeing and not looking at as it is taken for granted.
if what you say happens (and it is what i think-feel you are talking about)... that heirophant like 'thing' is the god-idea we have... things - especially 'higher' - that we see-feel-live as outside of us... that illusion which is no illusion for us because we live INSIDE that reality bubble - a construct of mind and spirit.
By the god-idea (spirit, higher self, spirit guides, alien-beings, etc, etc - everything that even for a moment feels outside of us - as individuals or a collection) stepping down, what's POSSIBLY going to be clear - to all of us - is that the reality is that we ARE god. That we are the forest and the forest/god is the "we" of an inseparable connected reality... and what seems like you and me... something that mind creates and sees standing by itself without the irremovable connectedness... is an imaginary construct of mind, an illusion (ironically something that was necessary, required and valuable - but that's a whole another... topic?).
it's like... we will have new eyes (Consciousness), where - imagine this - the skin we have which seems to outline and "boundary" us into you and me... will become translucent... non-solid... as if you, i and everything is edgelessly bleeding out and blending into each other.
I wish... and pray... this collective tower happens... soon.
or maybe it's already happening. at some level, some aspects... of our individual, collecion and collective psche, mind and consciousness.
Amen!😊
Love ❤️ San 😊😘
Is that a bleeding heart plant?
Fuchsia, yes.
@@SanTarotdidn't you use to have a Bougainvillea on that table?
I cannot hear this....
My volume is all the way up... could not get volume.
@@maydagonzalez8018 sometimes this happens to me and if I go out and come back in it fixes itself. I usually leave the video and check the volume on a different video, and if that one works, the one I want will also work.
Hi San. 💚 💚💚💚💚🩵
If they weren't here anymore... would I care?
🤍🤍🤍✨⭐ 🙏 thank you San
nothing in aqua , but like all readings
Now got it. Lol it me.
EVERYTHING RESONATES AND IM NOT VERY HAPPY HERE WHY IS THIS HAPPENING THIS ISNT FAIR AT ALL THIS WAS LEFT TO ME AND I HAVE TO FIGHT TO GET IT IF IT WAS YOURS YOU WOULD GET IT SO WHY CAN'T I
✨️🌞🌟💓🙏💓🌟🌞✨️
✨🙌🏽✨
Venus in Aquarius. I see this as a curse... A generational curse.
The family lives great and yet I suffer. Story of my life. I want a refund!!!
That might be my 19 year old cat transitioning soon 😢
In Probate with my Vulture Estranged half brother who isn't even apart of My Family
❤❤❤
Okay, scary...I don't know where this is going to come from.
Pffftt! 😂 3D nonsense.. 🙄
Love ya beautiful ✌️😊🕊️💞
❤
we not get any inheritance.
🙏✨💜🍀💐
💗🥰💗
This story sucks, makes NO SENSE and NEVER comes true. The one that is loved so hard is ignored, gets a back turned to them and is left behind unappreciated. At least it seems the common thread to me. She's always left in grief, rejection, loneliness, unappreciation and left with agonizing unrequited love from his paralyzing fear of what everyone else thinks of him or his situation. OR MONEY HOARDING. Like he's afraid of the window to his soul, like she's somehow so much more than less then, and God forbid the rest of the world see into his private. not quite "beautiful" space. Lest he be left feeling like a fraud. She is so different to the point of shame to everyone including him.
His shame is his own, but he will try to inject it into you. Run away!
I love this post. Sounds to me like it’s his turn for transformation? And it’s her time to claim her power, beauty, worth and rise like a phoenix from the ashes for the world to witness.
Or I suppose she could stay where she is and try to convince everyone as she’s always done in the past? How did the past work out for her? Time for a new decision.
This is where I’m currently at. So ready for my new decision so I can have new experiences and outcomes.
Best of luck to all and safe passage to each and all.
@@jenn7421 Thanks so much
Thanks so much
It's because the teachers were his deamons it's how she became wise enough for the next step of her journey alone.
Again 🧐 i don’t understand anything
But I guess this reading is not for you
So stressful... I have mild PTSD and watching these videos triggers me... I've gotten SO traumatized over the past 4 years! ... I don't know what to do.
I am so sorry you are going through that, have you tried doing DBT therapy. I work in the psychology field and it is a really great form of therapy. It's a more Mindfulness based therapy which is amazing for PTSD. I also have PTSD. I am sending love through the phone for your pain and suffering. You are so much more than your trauma and I know its incredibly painful to separate the trauma from self but I believe in you!!
Thank you 🙏
Thank you🎉
Thank you 🙏🏼