As long as that idea touches the ground they walk on and taps on their heart and mind clear as day, it is very real and likely perceptible even to another's stray glance.
I want to reject this statement with my whole heart, but can't deny there's some truth in it. Nevertheless, it is only really love if it can persist with the hate that naturally arises with seeing someone so wholly for who they are, dark parts included. There is no one on this earth you will find whom you will not find some aspect, small as it might be, despicable. Only loving the idea of them is to toss aside the reality of their being when you see these parts of them, but to love purely is to accept this, and still chose to find love in your heart for them. We may never be able to truly know someone, or even ourselves, but to try to do so with an open mind and an open heart is love enough.
Falling in love with someone you can't have is like admiring a star that shines brightly in a distant galaxy, beautiful yet forever out of reach. It's a bittersweet dance between the heart's desires and the reality of circumstance, where longing becomes a silent melody echoing in the depths of the soul.
Negli infiniti universi contenuti nella nostra mente , brillano , distinte e singole; le isole felici create in attimi di felicita' indimenticabile. Nell'assopirsi e nel risvegliarsi a volte ti vedo!
I can tell you right now, there's nothing "sweet" about this bitter. As your feelings for this person are turned against you, you sit there wondering how you could've been so stupid to hope. How you thought you even had a chance. How you could've written entire libraries about this person in your head, while you were barely a half formed sentence in theirs. How you could let someone occupy so much of your being. Give someone so much power over your wellbeing. As these thoughts fester all those feelings you had for them turn sour. To the point where you can't even look at them without feeling discomfort and sadness. Yet you still want to be around them at the same time. Its awful. Love is just awful. Repeat the cycle a few more times and you'll see that there's no poetic beauty to any of this. Its just pain
Had my first girlfriend ever at 29. We were together for six months. I fell madly in love. She broke up with me because she didn't fall in love. This was two years ago and I'm still devastated. Nobody will read this but I still wanted to get it out of my system. I wish the best to all of you.
Few years ago I've been in my first relationship, head over heels in this feeling but you know... it doesn't last forever. We broke up after almost a year spent together, the memories come back whenever I am alone with my thoughts, still I am pretty traumatised. Even though it might sound corny, I want you to know that you are not alone, please remember that your kindness and love given towards the others will eventually come back. For sure it is tough to fight with your trauma everyday, I am very sorry for every heartbroken soul like you, but we will for sure learn how to feel okay again. Everyday I'm trying to take more little steps forward, and it does give me hope for a better future life. Hope you find your peace❤️
@fred just so you know the grass isn’t greener. I’m somewhat of a serial dater. I have had many girlfriends and only once did I feel that real true love. I let my habits get in the way and ruined it. She left. No arguments. No yelling. Nothing. I just woke up one day and she was gone. I think of her everyday. But each day it gets easier to accept it was the right person wrong time. Keep ya head up dude. There is 8billion people in the world. If you had $8b would you lose sleep over losing a dollar. There’s somebody of everybody.
Me at 19, we lasted 6 years. I’m now 27 and havent been in another since. Literally not a day goes by where I don’t think of her. Shits insane, my heart is always heavy.
I am a sixty-eight-year-old woman. Everyone has their heart broken, and the first time is the hardest. I hope you will be resilient and love again. I wish you happiness.
I may be out of line in saying this, but at this point, I don’t really care- that person doesn’t deserve you. You were beautiful before they decided to look you. Scream, cry, curse the world. Write a poem. Tape it to the bathroom mirror. Look at yourself. You’re beautiful. You always were. This realisation is the only victory you’ll ever need.
I'm a fiction writer and I created a magnificent character when I was 25. He is what I've wanted all my life, through all my long and short term relationships, but never found him. Now that I am in the autumn of my years, I know I will never find him in real life. Being in love with your own fictional character is beautiful, but extremely sad. And pathetic.
It's everything but pathetic. It's incredibly sad but incredibly beautiful too, I think. Always together and apart at the same time. Maybe never seen or physically in contact, but he'll always be with you
I don't think it's pathetic at all. I meet the love of my life when I was 13 .... he killed himself 5 years ago and though he is gone I still feel him and I'm still in love with him. I feel like he is in some ways a fictional character since he is no longer here ...... I'm content with this whole thing I belive that sorta scares me about myself but yet I'm at peace . Life is funny like that . I believe your fictional character your in love with is beautiful in a way almost hauntingly beautiful.
Im on a bulldozer pushing dirt and grading a lot for construction. I have my headphones on and all i hear is this beautiful music. Im a hopeless romantic just like the rest of you.
I love to read the comments than to listen to the music. It's like I'm watching a thousand love stories in my vision. To all the people who have shared their stories, thanks for sharing ❤
It was about 2013, me and all my buddies would hang around watching movies. We ate and just made each other laugh. It was good times. I sat next to my best friend at the time. She and I would do everything together. I would take her to school, we would shop for presents for all our friends since we both had jobs. We would joke and make each other laugh. This one night we were both on a couch. She fell asleep next to me, not wearing shoes. She layed there tired, after working all day. I had the weirdest thought. "You should cover her up with a blanket, and give her a hug." I thought she might be cold, in fact, she was cuddling up on her own, with no one to hold. But i did nothing. On the other couch her boyfriend was just sitting there. One of my best friends, around 10 years. I have no clue what movie we were watching, but my mind went blank entirely for the rest of the movie. I had no other thoughts other than. What was that... why did I think that. That night I drove home and it was raining. Its always raining in moments like this. I realized I was in love with her. But it simply could not be. She was my best friend for so long and... I was just sitting there. I don't know what happened. The moment those words came into my mind, "I'm in love with her." I broke down, I held my chest. "No, no, no... what are you doing, stop...." But it happened. I fell in love. And the only thought I had was. I can never have her. My heart felt so heavy, i could barely pick up my head to look straight at the road. My eyes full of tears. I'm never going to have her... I'm never going to hold her.... In the next few days I could not sleep, I could not speak to my friends, especially not her... I saw my friends rarely. And when they would see me they would say, "Dude... are you ok?" And i couldn't even tell them. Because it would ruin everything. And it would change everything, and everyone would hate me. All I did was listen to music night and day. My father even took me out to eat. First time in my life, it was odd. I didn't bother telling him why I couldn't function. But at least he cared. I was at work, and I have no idea what but I suddenly was reminded of her again. I went to my car, and again it was raining. It just reminded me of that night. My manager came to me and I just said I'm sorry I just can't. I quit my job and apologized. But I didn't really care. It got worse. I told myself everyday, just forget it, it will go away. Forget her, stop being such a drama queen, stop being so selfish. She has someone, and you don't matter. I won't lie, I started to get extremely angry... I had anger pent up and didn't want to see anyone, I cursed the world... I hated him... and I felt guilty for having those feelings. But I know I was in love, and I told myself. If she is happy, that is all that matters. Shut up already. Shes happy. One night we were hanging out, I was sort of recovering. There was a meteor shower. She was there, but not next to me... They said the meteor shower was about to start, and I didn't really care for it. But we looked, and it was underwhelming. But I closed my eyes after seeing one, and made a wish. I wished that she would be happy for the rest of her life. And I feel like I let her go that day. Anyone going through this pain, I feel for you friend.
Your situation is like mine, we were colleague and so close. We have a deep conversation about life, philosophy, family, love and relationship so I catch a feeling for him but one day he told me that he has a girlfriend who he is going to marry her soon. I felt heart broken feeling to vomit out every time I saw them together. Due to my sadness and stress, I drink alcohol and smoking a lot to forget my painful but it wasn’t go away easily. I still thinking of him everyday because we are in the same workplace. I want to leave my job for not seeing him anymore but I can’t because I just started working here for only a month. I try to tell myself I’ll going to find someone that is better than him. In this lifetime I can only be his friend I met him in a wrong time wrong place so we’re not destine together I have to accept it.
Emotions are powerful things in us. I've learnt that all emotions are valid, but you get to choose what to do with them. I wish I knew it was OK to fall in love, too feel envy, to feel jealousy, but instead I felt bad for what I saw as 'bad' feelings. It's a vicious cycle to break, but it can be done. I hope you can tell your past self that it's OK to have those feelings; the love, the sadness and pain over not being able to have that love, all of it. It's OK to feel.
The worst part about loving someone you can't have is that you still carry their shadow with you. In every woman you look for something of hers subconsciously. And all i can think of now is how smile grew on her face and wish that she's happy wherever she is.
Why not tell her how you feel ? You might be surprised. The ending of a story can always be rewritten. ❤ Part of loving someone is letting them show you their anger if they hurt you. The man I will always love, I went crazy with at the end but something that I can die with is that I gave it my all to be with him. He can't say that because he didn't give it his all to be with his true love and I think it affects him deeply. No other woman can take her place. Give it your all if you ever see her again 😊
You know they say, love is never enough, it is more than just loving someone that sustains a relationship. If the reasons to stay in a relationship are much stronger and valuable than just love, I feel that’s what will make it work in the end."
I just got dumped from a one-year long distance relationship, and I put on this playlist to try and heal my mind. But these comments are almost a therapy reading from all of those who understand the hurt.
In whispered words, a silent plea, The right touch, yet we couldn't be. The right promise, the wrong time to stay, In each goodbye, a piece of us fades away
This music is the perfect reminder that life is worth living. I wish everyone who clicked on this video the most love, peace and abundance. You’re so much closer than you realize. I love you
To the person reading this, Good Luck! Don't stress, everything will be fine. No matter what difficulty you are facing right now, you can overcome it! You are strong and brave.
A couple of months ago my girlfriend moved across the globe with her parents. We had tried long distance, spoke for hours everyday trying to fight the time zones. Sometimes I would go days without sleep just so i could hear her voice. We had tried to keep our relationship a secret due to her parents being highly religious. One day they find out about us. I wake up to a missed call, a message telling me that she loves me, and all her social media accounts deleted. I have not heard from her since. If you are out there somewhere, i hope you are happy living your best life and i love you with all my heart.
What does her parents being religious have anything to do with you guys hiding your relationship??, Are you same sex couple or her parents just super religious to the point they only believe in marriage
@@alsimanche they forbid her from having any intimate relationships while she lived under their roof. And they did not approve of me either, since I am of different belief than them.
as a fellow religious person, unless she and you were of a drastically different age, YUCK. I'm sorry that happened. It's sad they would use their religion to justify that kind of thing. @@not_gustaf1399
Yes, exhausted after putting love in all the wrong places, after making home in all the places I was not supposed to make... Exhausted and out of supply of love...
(Translate pls) Posso lhe garantir que você não é o único, pessoas em diferentes lugares do mundo também sentem a mesma coisa, todos temos uma cruz a carregar e só depende de de nós mesmos sermos fortes para continuar
Same. Though this isn't the first time I've gone through it. With time the pain numbs. It'll never go away completely but it does get better. So just toughen it out for now. Take it a day at a time. Keep busy with meaningful activities. It gets better. Lastly, think twice next time before giving your heart away so callously to someone who doesn't even want it. You'll only repeat this cycle again
@@Bohemianfitness4 It's good like an addictive drug. Artificial, and eventually makes you feel like you can't live without it, conveniently making you forget the time that you _did_ live without it.
The old kind of love I’ve always known - unrequited love. It comes back once in a while, to mess up the little stability I have in my life. And then goes away, taking with it a little piece of hope every time. No one will love me back. I guess some people don’t deserve to be loved.
Dear friend, Jesus Christ loves you. If it wasn't so, He wouldn't have died for us to pay for our sins. My friend, a girl whom i loved and wanted to marry left me , and i felt broken and i still don't feel like i'm how i used to be. But the Lord had compassion on me, and comforted me in my troubles and deep sorrow. He's always there...sticks closer than a brother. Seek Him my dear friend, and you will finally find that love you've been searching for...God bless you.
Everyone deserves to be loved and just reading how you feel about love shows something so deep about you that is worth loving. Because especially people that value love so much, deserve it. Don‘t give up, im sure you will find real love one day and someone that stays with you forever
Falling in love with someone you can't have is like the feeling of having the unexplainable urge to kiss them on their lips, to mingle your tongues in a soft tango, and melt into a warm embrace, forgetting that you were in a crowded room and that you were just conversing. That in a split second, realizing that it was all in your head and you can't help but lean away from that person you were whispering to and averting your gaze to the farthest object in the room just so you can forget that you even saw how kissable they were at that moment, showing an explicit amount of restraint even if you cannot bear it for the rest of the night.
5 months ago I met the girl I had always dreamed of meeting. It was like the moments in movies where you see the girl across the room and suddenly nothing else matters. Somehow I ended up getting her number and we spoke every single day since.. until yesterday when I finally had to let her go. I drowned myself in the thought of one day having her as mine. Loving her the way she always wanted to be loved and seeing her in the light she always deserved to be seen. Turns out she had recently gotten out of 4 year relationship with the man who fathered her first child. She loves him and wishes he'd come back with every fiber of her being. In her eyes that is her soulmate.. in her eyes he's the one that will hold her.. in her eyes he's the man of her dreams. I sit alone at night wondering God why would you allow me to be so close to everything I desire without ever being able to taste the fruit. He said to me.. The love you wish to give is precious but it is not hers. I sat with myself through the night constantly replaying the memories the conversations and the emotions but I still can't understand. Why did I meet her? Why doesn't she see the vision I have? Why am I not the one? and the sad truth is.. I'll never truly know. But a piece of me will always hold on to the memory of a love not experienced.. a love so close but so far away as I leave this message so will I leave her and all the pain this brings me. She will forever live here and so will the version of me that doesn't understand. To feel this pain is to once have felt love. & that my friend is beautiful. - If you ever stumble and see this Le. It may have never been what I wanted. But in my mind and in my heart... it was amazing.
I can't believe what i just read! I'm going 90% similar to your situation... I'm shocked. For me it happened 1 and half month ago. As an illustration to what I’m going thru right now. Imagine you have a preferable person type in your mind the way you like and desire. And you carry this idea with you for years. You haven’t meet nobody to match that idea and even if you closely thought you would, it only led to disappointment. You started to forget that idea, give up on it’s preferences and just “ride the wind” with whoever you can connect with. Time pass and none was there. Not yesterday not today not tomorrow. Unexpectedly one day of normal living this person comes in your circle. You felt something when you first looked at it. Your inner living is pushing you to know it and you start to. Small introduction small talk big attach. That idea you had in your mind slowly seems like coming into a form of reality, and you’re surprised cause you thought it never will. Her face, her hair, her body, her voice, her eyes, her approach, her gestures, close to your age (a few months apart) everything is delightful in harmony with the idea. Cherry on top, she likes you too and sees you as something else. You think you scored even though you didn’t do anything. As with every beginning comes an end and with each sun rise comes a sundown so it does with your idea. You discovered there is something that is against your core values, your own principles. And its major. That person is still married, in divorcing process and has 2 little children. You’re against in having to take care of someone’s else result, you’ve seen to many real cases. You wanted to start something from the bottom with that idea, something unique and your own not someone’s else rushed choice. It pierces through you, It strangulates you the fact that you want it and you can’t have it. If you go further you are acting against your principles and when someone is acting against their own principles, curse begins. I’ve seen it. Sitting empty thinking about it. An old idea come to life just to hurt you more... Feels like your heart is falling without a stop. The battle in your mind begins, the “I want” vs “I need” hammering each other non-stop just like two rams head-to-head fighting. Person A tells you “go for it who knows what will happen, maybe she’s the one and everyone has flaws” , Person B tells you “You can choose any girl but her children cannot choose any mother”. Do I need this? I like it but there is a huge responsibility and im not ready for it + it’s not mine, it’s someone’s else. Do I want it? There is no right person, I always knew. If it were then the whole universe would walk in perfect match aim without a missing inch mistake. What would you do? Would you step back and continue your living, chasing your plans as you already did or would you risk it all even though deep inside you, you know it isn’t right but you want it... Such a weird feeling and my heart is screaming inside..
Wow… that was exactly the same thought I had, why did God bring this into my life only to cause me pain not get what I’ve been dreaming about for so long.. what was the point as nothing came out of it other than pain? So close yet ultimately nothing. Feels like it would’ve been kinder and less cruel to not even give me a bit of hope as ultimately nothing was going to happen anyway. Just dangling a bit of hope then snatching it away.
I usually never comment but i just wanted to say that i really like this playlist. Falling in love with someone you can never be with can make you go through an emotional rollercoaster. At some moments you feel happiness and comfort, thinking only of the good memories with that person or romanticizing your interactions and seeing only the best parts. But at some moments, when reality hits you and you realize that none of the things that you dream of can happen because of various reasons, you start feeling sad, hopeless and mentally or physically in pain...your heart hurts and the only thing you can do is try to get over it. And yet, you still find yourself going back and forth, constantly thinking of that person and going from daydreaming and making up scenarious with them to wishing you never fell for them or not knowing what to do to make things better. Longing for someone you can't have really is heartbreaking. I wish that no one gets to experience that pain. And yet, in my case at least, i find beauty in that pain sometimes. And i don't think i would change things even if i could turn back time. That is because of the good memories that i got from this experience and because i believe that loving someone is never a waste. As bad as it was and is, i don't think i could let go of certain things that happened if i could change the past and the present. While listening to this playlist, i also went through an emotional rollercoaster, having the same emotions that i described above so the title hits close to my heart and the music chosen goes well with the situation. I am really glad i discovered it. Thank you for making it!!
Thank you so much for all the kind words and such a beautifully written comment. Whomever you may be, I hope you have a wonderful future ahead of you ❤️
This just explained my situation. I’m so tired from trying so hard for someone who doesn’t want me back. I keep finding myself running back and forth! Thank you for showing me I’m not alone ❤
i was an amateur boxer up until about a month ago, when I was diagnosed with epilepsy, meaning that I can never fight again. I can never do what I love ever again
Hi @evawxart5024 ❤, Im a new boxer too. I dont know how is your level on Epilepsia but you can train yet. Trust God my brother and never surrender please, keep strong and healthy. Keep training with out head damage if u can . But brother please keep your head up. Sometimes this live is hard but trust God because he is the almighty. Good luck brother 🍀
keto diet will fix your epilepsy my friend, look up video's about it on youtube. I hope this comment is read by you and it changes your life as well as others for the better.
We met on the internet nearly ten years ago. We eventually fell deeply in love with one another, and the bond that developed between us was unlike anything else I've ever shared with any other person to this day. She touched me in ways that no one else had ever touched me before. She helped me see parts of myself that I didn't even know were there, and I did the same in return for her. I connected with her more strongly than anyone else I knew in real life at the time. I had feelings for her that I never thought possible for me to feel. Even while there was so much physical distance between us, I've never felt closer to any other living soul than her's. For years we remained apart, until one day we planned to finally meet face to face. Seeing her stand before me at that airport and embracing her for the very first time was a dream come true in every way, and the ten days we spent together was nothing short of pure magic. On the final morning, we would then say our goodbyes as she gave me one last kiss at that airport before returning home. We spoke of seeing one another once more as the years went on, but as time and life would have it, this would simply not come to be. She no longer returns my messages. Until the day I met her, I never truly believed in such a thing as meeting that "special someone" you come across only once in a lifetime who totally transforms your understanding of love as you know it... and now I have become acutely aware of the sheer unlikelyhood that I will ever experience anything like that with another person ever again. There is simply no one else like her. No one. There is plenty of room in my heart for me to welcome other loving relationships of all different types, but the space that she has occupied there will remain untouched and irreplaceable by any other. She has ruined me... beautifully and completely.
This is exactly my story, vut the problem in our relationship was not only distance, but different nationalities and mentalities. I felt like my parents and her would never feel comfortable around each other. They don't even speak the same language. We understood that and decided to stop our relationship. It was mutual, but I'm still not ok. After so much time it still hurts. Thinking about what we could've been in under different circumstances. Loving in this life is painful
I found this last year when I was crushing on my English teacher. He was so charismatic, intellectual and the way he spoke about literature with such passion, he had me. What could I do, though? It was actually painful. I never met someone so handsome and funny. People with a good sense of humor are rare. I came back after the summer, and my feelings came back too. I dreamt about him, and in my dreams, I had him. Eventually, I got over it and was relieved. He probably saw me as every other student. He may have noticed my potential in writing, but nothing more. Being so young and dealing with these feelings is tough, it's like your whole world. He was older, and I was young. Bad timing.
I will never forget when I was 17 I had a teacher who was 23, handsome and funny and interesting. He moved after my school year ended, and we became fb friends, but he was states away. He never did anything inappropriate but I remember feeling thoroughly that had we met elsewhere, a few years later, we might've had a shot. Anyway, now he's 40 and married a woman who is 33. yes, a bigger gap than us! But I think he always saw me as "young", as his former student. he met her as the friend-of-a-friend. Timing is everything.
Im currently falling fast for my new English teacher- I just hope he doesn’t find out and I can graduate and move on without making a fool of myself. I never choose to have these attachments (I have two other teacher crushes atm), and it hurts so bad to know that they’ll never love me, but also I know I’m supposed to be grateful for that because I’m only 17 and if they DID like me that would be gross, but I just can’t bring myself to hate the idea of it… I wish I didn’t have these feelings and thoughts.
Love can be weird sometimes... Had a crush for almost an entire year. I loved her so dearly, and although I was openly friendzoned, I couldn't stop being in love with her. After that year, she moved on with my best friend. Two precious friendships were lost that night. That was an amount of pain I never thought I would feel. All my attempts for an honest apology were rejected by them (which I cannot blame them for), so my life goes on without them. I'm okay now, after three years, but there's still some broken shards inside my heart that cannot be removed.
Well when we can’t remove broken shards, we glue them together and make something new. Look up the Japanese art of Kintsugi. It’s actually inspiring. Hope you heal and be happy someday
There was this beautiful girl in my year. We did drama class together, she always looked pretty and I found myself thinking of her a lot, obsessing really. But at the time I truly believed she would not like me as a boyfriend. It was heart wrenching, almost literally I felt a huge pain in my chest thinking on how I couldn't have her. I lacked the confidence to ask her out, or even speak to her, outside of class we were basically strangers. ...then one night, I called her (we exchanged numbers for a class project or something I don't remember). Graduation was coming soon and I was going to move state. So I called her, and through a shake y voice, I told her how I felt. I asked if we could go out a bit before I leave, she said no, understandably. I wished her good night, hung up the phone, collapsed to my knees crying. I felt sad/relieved/hurt, so many emotions, but the pain... I'll never forget that pain in my chest. I haven't felt that way in a very long time. But...i hope I do one day. I hope to love someone and them reciprocate that love to me. One day...
That was so incredibly brave of you, Im a shy person too but throughout all my years of having crushes I haven't yet had the courage to tell any of them that I like them I hope in the meantime that you're able to find happiness in other things, and know that one day you will find someone❤
Falling in love with someone "you can't have" is actually not a bug but the chief feature of this vale of blood, sweat, and tears we call "live on Earth." Such experiences are given to remind us that these body-minds are not the true Self, and that we've only been temporarily clothed in these "rags of light" (as Leonard Cohen so aptly puts it) in order to learn how to suffer and sacrifice our ego desires for the sake of those who are not so lovable, attractive, or even good. That is the game that we agreed to play when we were still united to our true Beloved - to whom we shall return when this life is over - Who waits for us Above.
This playlist is kind of comforting in a way; it reassured me that I haven't actually been in love yet. I am more than familiar with feeling platonic love for people, and I know how I have always been in love with the idea of love, and lately in love with myself, but I haven't had my "first love" experience yet. I didn't have anyone come to mind when I listened to this playlist, it simply reminded me of my *capacity* to love, which is a beautiful thing. Sending love to all the lovers in the comments
You never really know who you’ll meet on a winter morning in early January, when the snow is knee high and the early morning sunshine as mesmerizing as it had always been.
I’m in love with someone who’s recently died. He wasn’t originally what I wanted but as we got to know each other I realised how many of his characteristics I loved. He graduated and moved back to his home country and was murdered. Since that I can’t help but see all the ways other men who are interested in me seem to be lacking in comparison to him. I think anyone I date next will always be standing in his shadow.
You're looking for the things you experienced at first, and you missed all those memories you shared with that amazing person. It's not bad at all for humans to look for themselves. I am pretty sure that person also wanted that for your own greatness.
I had a dream that he died, and it made me realize just how important he is to me. How, even in a dream, my life was sucked out of me, leaving just a hollow pit behind, an agonizing realization of his death. I can’t imagine what that would be like to actually experience; I’m truly sorry.
Man i miss him so much. He is one of the best things that has ever happened to me. He felt like home. Falling in love with him was like a scene from a movie...it just happened. I just woke up one day and realised I was in love but we never got together because we weren't meant to be at the first place. Now its been almost 3 months since the last time I saw him. I cry almost every night. I hope he is happy and at least thinks about me once in a while.
I loved her. I never told her, like a damn fool, but I loved her a lot. Unfortunately, there’s nothing either of us can do to make me stop loving her. She’s been gone for 2 and a half months now, and it still feels fresh. I think I will always love her. But it’s too late now. I miss her like no other and no woman will ever replace her, and the fact that I messed it up will always haunt me.
Its really hard brother, I feel the same now but in my story my queen still here but I know that she will go one day and am really not ready to that moment and will never ever could be ready for that💔.
Just imagine they all going to be dirty old hags one day haha beauty only last so long.. so you not only have to love her body but who she is deep down.. kind of scary ha cheers everyone gl out there in the wild
Sometimes people just need to vent. Whether its to a close friend, a therapist, or just screaming into the void of the internet. Try not to give it too much thought.
Me too. I never thought I’d like someone like him, but as I got to know him better, I truly became enamored with him. For who he is, in and out, all of him; even outside of the fact that I am in love with him, I admire and respect him as a person. My first crush. Is love always going to be this crushing?
To those who need this message: eventually the right person will come along. It’s not always who you’re longing for or looking for. You may not even be looking. But someday they’ll be there. I hope you’re ready.
and the saddest thing is that its been so long since I last saw him, I'm scared i won't like his laugh if I hear it one more time. I'm scared that I may like it too much..
It fades away a little every single day, sometimes you think about them a lot, sometimes you don't. But their small quirks stay with you as a sweet memory.
It's hard when your whole world slowly becomes a single person. You chase dreams and passions, all mltivated by that one person. But no matter how hard you chase, you can never reach them. Drowning in hopeless hope you continue to throw yourself into that resentless madness. But the pain only gets bigger the more you fall...
When you realize, slowly with time, he was a song, and you a rhyme. When you feel the pain, standing in the rain, everything lost, nothing to gain. When you dream of your love, but not your lover, when you try to hide, when you try to cover. That is how we fall in love, and this love is the purest- white as a dove. Endless like the sky, making you soar so high. Making you laugh and making you cry. Makes us feel and leaves us alone- staring at the sky, memories there; but our love gone. You realize, in the dead of the night, there was nothing to win for there was no fight. You were grey and he the colors; you dream of a world where you could be lovers. Or perhaps, my darling, you were the light- but he was the dark- the dark that did not like bright.
I had a dream about a random girl I've never met about 8 years ago. In the dream, our parents introduced us to each other in hopes we would fall in love, and we did. I married this mystery woman and was madly in love with her. The dream ended in the middle of our wedding. When I awoke, I remembered every detail about the dream and found myself still deeply in love with this figment of my imagination. I still think of her till this day and hope she's really out there. Im not a spiritual or "mystical" person, but the way that dream has stuck with me years later makes me question alot of what I think dreams and reality really are. To my mystery imagined wife, I hope you're out there.
There is so much pain in the world. And there’s even more pain that we can’t see. I’m wishing for the comfort and happiness of everyone who has found this playlist. You are not alone. I’m sending love to you and your hidden heart from my own 💜
I am in love with someone who does not and will never even know me. All I can do is just sitting in my room, listening to the music, thinking about him endlessly, writing some stories about how things would be if me and him were in different universe, and end up wacthing him living in so much happiness and wonder on his own
I'm glad I found this literally feels like all of you in comments are giving me a soft corner and somewhat like "it's ok you can cry as much as you want we are here!" Indeed it's extremely gloomy to fall for someone you can never ever have but the other side of this is, it makes you more calm and beautiful from inside🍂🍁😊❤️
1 The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing. 2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, 3 he refreshes my soul. He guides me along the right paths for his name’s sake. 4 Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. 5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. 6 Surely your goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever. Psalm 23
Nothing will ever be more disappointing than liking a girl you know does not have the ability to like you in the same way, ever. she will always see you as a friend and you just have to smile and be her friend.
I'm sorry about that experience.. You don't have to be her friend it's only going to hurt you even more when she starts dating someone else in front of you trust me you don't want that type of heartache. It's better for you to simply move on with life and find a girl who genuinely likes you. Be Optimistic ❤Stay Safe and Stay Awesome ❤ Good luck I'm rooting for you
This has happened to me so many times with different people. I’ll fall in love with a friend who is already taken and I’ll just suffer in silence, it always drains the energy and joy right out of me. No one will ever look at me the way I look at you.
A moon's reflection on an ocean of stars, a tear from an eye, and a star falling with tears and blood. A sound of lightning with a demon walking by, a man and a woman eye to eye, and the laughter sound far, far. You can smell the flowers, like a thousand hugs from one of a kind.
There's a girl I have immense feelings for. She's cute and adorable in her own way. I'm now across the entire country away from her. I'm homesick right now, and whenever I think of her my whole being forgets everything and I feel an assuring warmth, then I long for her all the more.
I fell in love with one of my childhood friends, the problem is that he’s extremely homophobic. I never told him how I felt but when he found out I was gay he stopped talking to me. Life is cruel sometimes.
Isn't it beautiful that we all have the ability to love someone? I am listening to this music and feeling very calm and relaxed. As if all hatred is washed away from me and this world. This music is like a cold but refreshing breeze in the dusk of the spring. It has it's ups and downs, like a life which is mundane but has slow curves of changes. I was lately feeling very stressed and anxious about my future and it's difficulties. It really breaks my heart when people hate each other for no reason. I never had any real life crush and no first love. It's hard to find a kind soul. So, right now i am not thinking about anyone. It's peace. I may never fall in love so music is all I have in my heart. Nice playlist.
Oh, this is so beautifully written, the last sentence makes me cry, in a sad but truly beautiful and expanding way. I can relate to the gentle peace that is coming through the music and lands in the soul that only desires love, maybe soon or never, but it makes you humble as a human being. It's as if the music purifies the soul and the only thing that's left is true love.
I am listening to this because I deeply long after being with someone, but recently I've had to come to terms with the fact that I can almost guarantee my continuing loneliness. It fits in a weird way
It’s pretty hurtful to admit that ur in love with a person who impossibly can be had 😢, however, I love this music and believe it can reduce my brokenness…
I'm really happy that this playlist could help you feel a little better at least and I hope things get better for you soon and that you will have a wonderful future!❤
In college now and in the study abroad dorm. I’ve made such amazing friends, but this one guy just lights up my day with a simple smile. He’s from China and is my type on paper. He always checks with me to make sure I’m comfortable and happy. He’s always willing to do things with friends. But he has a girlfriend… finding that out was heart wrenching
I understand your feelings… I have a colleague who is friendly, kind, gentlemen. He help me a lot to accommodate to a new workplace so I started to fall for him but he already have a girlfriend and planned to marry her soon. The right person comes at a wrong time wrong place. 😢
I am in the dark, with a BRAND new book about murder and possibly romance, snuggled up in my favorite blanket, cuddling with my favorite stuffed animal, with the heater on, and listening to this. I am truly living the life.
I met someone at work... The first moment we both looked at each other and paused for a second.. I knew exactly who this person was without them saying a word. As if I had known them from a previous life... We got on great, talked endlessly.. felt like time warped any time they were around. Also motivated me to be a better person. More responsible at work, better attitude. A lot of self reflection came from this meeting. They're involved with another though and I was ultimately left having to accept that I'd never have them in my life the way I wanted. Thoughts of them and the moment we met haunt me sometimes still. Just all the questions.. was it just a feeling, am I crazy, was it true love.. was it a lover from past life. Not sure
To everyone dealing with unrequited love and feeling misunderstood, you are not alone. People around you may be advising you to move on, telling you that you should stop loving because it is unhealthy for you. Don't listen to them! Don't question the validity of your feelings, even if they are unrequited. You are on the path to understanding your mistakes, needs, childhood traumas. From now you can see how complex and beautiful is the world we got to live in. The truth we seek often lies in uncertainty, and only by navigating through the mist can we find a better place. It is during our lowest points that we are most likely to make significant changes in our lives. So keep asking questions, continue searching for answers, learn about love, engage in conversations with strangers, and try new things. Though it may be a challenging time in your life, remember this: You are not alone! I love you all!
Thank you so much! I try to take my time to curate these pieces so that the music can in some way symbolise similar emotions and atmospheres to finally create one playlist that can hopefully allow others to create these certain atmospheres and ambiance in their own minds as well
We spent all week together. We laughed and conversed ignoring all that was around us. It was like we were the only people in the world. We drew something out of each other and enjoyed it. We acted as if we grazed arms by accident or that our nearness was merely a coincidence. We loved our quips, our inside jokes we would never let anyone in on because they belonged to us. We found comfort in each other. We didn't need anyone else because you were safe in my arms and I in yours. You didn't want me to know of your untold longing because of your fear of rejection. Your brother noticed and teased you for it. Your face became stone cold, like the queens guards, unmoving and refusing to show a sliver of emotion. But I knew what you were so adamant on concealing because I felt it too. I loved being around you and hearing your voice. You were like tea on a cold day and rest on a stressful one. I unlocked the doors that you worked tirelessly to keep closed. But you hated that I caused you to feel this way and faded away from me. You left me so empty after days of overflowing my cup. You abandoned me because you allowed fear to consume you. Was our time together nothing to you? Would allow your conscious to narrate your choices instead of asking me for reassurance. I would hand it to you like it was yours in the first place my beautiful boy. You deserve the reassurance. I wish to return to those days where you laughed as if I were the funniest person in the world. I want you to rest your head on my shoulder and to allow yourself to feel solace when with me. I want to wait for you. I want the boy you were those seven days. Until then I will be there in your corner if you ever need me. I want my joyous boy to return to me.
*In the melancholic strains of sad, sentimental music, I find solace in the shared experience of human fragility, as each chord resonates with the universal ache of the soul*
I have fallen in love exactly once. With a harsh eye, I examined the way I felt about her for months before coming to the conclusion that I had truly came to love her. We were close friends and I didn’t want my feeling to be a secret as that seems to be a sure fire way of creating undue suffering in me. Once I was damn sure I wasn’t fooling myself, I told her how I felt and, to no surprise, my love was unreciprocated. She was equally sure of her feelings and I have the greatest admiration for her willingness to be forthright with me. We continued to be friends after that for almost a year before it became unbearable for me. Eventually I had the courage to tell her of my continued pain and to tell her that I didn’t want to be friends anymore. I have not seen her or spoken to her for over a year now and, thankfully, have gotten over my love for her. Many people at that time told me that I would find another. Some even told me that women like her were not a rare as I supposed. It has been a year of searching and I have found no one like her. I know I am truly over her personally; however, I fear I am doomed to never love a woman again. Perhaps one day I will meet another woman who I can love, and perhaps she will even love me. Stranger things have happened.
She was just a summer, but in that moment she was everything I could ever want. Then our plot line ended, she said that I had to move on because we were in two different parts of life, but I didn't want to. I still don't want to. But she has now stopped talking to me and so all I may do is recall our great adventures, and treasure my fond memories with that person. I've learned that you may do everything right and things may simply not occur how you wish. To the person that I love, thank you, as I now know that it's okay to not have the things we want, and "us" was truly a small blissful fragment in my life, in which I may regale in memories of true happiness. I love you, but for this life, I'll let you go. Thank you my dear, for being everything when I had no hope in anything, From, A changed stranger
I fell in love with my best friend’s girlfriend, after they broke up we we’re still friends and became closer. I was hopelessly in love with her and she used that to her advantage. I was convinced we were dating for three months, so I leaned in to kiss her and she told me she didn’t like me that way. A few weeks later she told me that I was just and experiment and that she wanted to know if she liked girls, she doesn’t. And now two years later she doesn’t remember any of it, but I do, in painstaking detail. I relive it every time I look at her and I know she thinks nothing of it. So the only way I’m coping is writing it out like it’s happening to some fictional character, it’s all true but while I’m writing I can pretend it’s not. You never forget your first true heartbreak
similar situation with me, but at the same time not at all. Was drunk at a party, kissed a guy to see if I could be bi or something, and then proceeded to throw up everything I ingested that night.
I’ve confessed to her twice already about my feelings and she didn’t really push me away nor did she discourage my feelings for her. And she always had this smile, a smile that makes my heart flutter with excitement. I’ve never really felt for someone as deeply as I feel for her and I’m afraid. I’m afraid that I will never talk to her again. I’m afraid that I’ll never see that smile again.
[ Empty happiness ] In the hidden corners of my heart, I'm caught in a mix of sweet and sad feelings, falling for someone who's no longer mine. We used to be close, sharing laughs and making memories, but time has pulled us apart. As I wander through the pieces of our faded connection, the warmth of our past stays with me, kind of like a beautiful ghost. It's a love that was alive once but now exists in the quiet spaces between what happened and what might have been. Their smile pops up in my memories, and I miss the comfort we had. But the truth is, we're growing apart, and that realization puts a shadow on the new feelings I'm starting to have. In this mix of loving and losing, I find comfort in the enduring beauty of a silent love, living quietly in my heart. "Was it ever real to him?" thanks for reading :)
Sometimes I want to tell you that I like you but I bring myself back to reality and I rather not ruin what we have so I keep it balled up inside like everything else. Thank you for being breathtaking 🤌
Auch eso dolió... , espero que haya valido la pena o se vuelvan a encontrar , si es así no vuelvan a separarse eso si la vida te da el chance. Suerte !
I have a huge crush on a girl that I went to school with. It comes and goes, but she continues to haunt my dreams. 15 years later and she still doesn't know.
I fell in love when I was 8 with the most beautiful and funny girl I’ve ever met. She loved me too. We grew up together watching the sunsets in the beach. My parents decided to move to another country. I haven’t loved nor liked anybody in 8 years. Never got to tell her, even though it was obvious and she once asked me about it. That moment still haunts me. The way I cared for her, her not-so-beautiful laugh, her wavy chestnut hair and her thin figure standing on that bridge in the butterfly-house, surrounded by those flying wonders. She has a partner. She is 9000 km away from me, but when I look at the stars, I always smile and think about how she will look at the exact same shiny dots in approximately 8 hours…
*There's an enchanting beauty in sad, sentimental music that speaks directly to the soul, evoking a bittersweet longing for something intangible yet deeply felt*
i like someone i shouldnt even want, but i know its out of desperation and loneliness. if i were to get into a relationship with them, it'd fail horribly. long distance, family disapproval, etc. feels like i cant have anyone
Oh wow. Was listening to the music while doing my makeup. Now I'm finished and started reading the comments. I'm nearly crying 😭. So many sad stories. I have a huge-massive-he-is-the-one crush on a person I only know from the Internet and he doesn't even know that I exist. I'm trying to make contact but that is really difficult. I want to know if he is really the one or if everything is just in my head. It is so sad that so many here feel like me and also reassuring that I'm not the only one. Sending you all love and may the future bring us all loving and fulfilling romantic relationships ❤
Love is a mysterious thing that very few seem to truly find, and many of those who find it won't immediately realize what they have until closer inspection. Searching for love often doesn't work, rather love will find you when you aren't expecting it. The next part is how do you handle it. What do you do with it? Will you let the opportunity pass you by? There will be many chances if the love is genuine to respond, but the choice to reciprocate that love in full still remains with you.
Thank you for this beautiful playlist! I read the comments and felt like I had to add something, too. Once you truly love yourself, fully accept yourself you realize, that this is the most important love in the world. I am not talking in a narcissitic way where you are in love with your appearence and think you are the best flawless person in the world, but in a healthy way that you love your soul, your heart, your shadow, your dark sides. And you are able to spend time with yourself, by yourself, being there just happy, enjoing your own company. I believe, once you get to this state, you relalize that relationships are nice but the most important one is the one you have with yourself. Lots of love to all of you out there!
It brings me no small amount of joy to see playlists such as this bringing out the inner poet of all who pause for just moment, to ruminate and spill their heartbroken thoughts into the comment section with words of love tainted melancholy. May the familiarity of one's sadness to another bring you all peace, for you do not walk alone
I was looking for something to listen to and came across this video, the title grabbed me right away. As much as it hurts, I fell in love with someone, he noticed me a few times, those are precious, there are so many people after him... When I looked at him, I felt that he was the love of my life, it wasn't like he was a hyperfixation, or just a passing admiration, he was the man I had been looking for all my life. Beautiful, charismatic, an impressive voice, intelligent, we are in the same age group, I love him so much, however, it hurts to know that I can't have him, not now, I suffer a lot but I keep the hope of one day looking into those beautiful brown eyes
I fell in love with my wife’s best friend. It was the most intense, soul filling love I have ever known. Nearly 12 months on from last speaking to her, the pain of losing that connection we had had nearly destroyed me. I still think about her every single day, and wonder if I’m even a fleeting thought in her mind. The not knowing is bad enough, but the knowing I wasn’t enough is like death by a thousand cuts
You don’t understand how much I love this woman. She’s a ray of sunshine in my everyday life even though I barely see her these days. Does she’s even know my name ? I think so. I love talking about her so much that her name is the first thing suggested by my keyboard when I open it. I’m in love with her tattoos, her hair, her freckles, her deep blue eyes, her voice, her humor, her laugh... She’s everything to me. I’m just a random student she sometimes bumps into.
I loved this girl for years, still love her. She loved me, but I was too much of a coward to express my love to her, she moved on and found love.. Always express yourself, even if you're scared shitless.
I was born in ukraine and it was like literally a poetic dream. Flowery meadows with cloudy skies. And now i live in a cloudless parking lot called California. Oh how i miss my true home😔.
At this moment I can say that I'm not even in love with someone for a long time.....I realized that now.. after all the pain I've experience in the past. All of them are unrequited love, my heart just took a big step on avoiding such disappointments. So now I'm just waiting for the right kind of love to come. I don't rush and I don't mind the opinion of others, I just live.
sometimes you fall in love with what you see in someone else that still has to come from potential to manifestation in you. In other words; you fall in love with yourself through the other person and then you find out whether it was true love. and if it was true love, then just get through the pain "quickly".. let it all fade.
Привет мир , этот плейлист нечто, такая музыка затрагивает самые потайные чувства, блаженство - написанное людьми ,чьи способности чувствовать невероятны, дар и проклятие. Да будет мир везде , любите друг-друга , творите , не бойтесь.
I have had this crush on someone in college who is knowledgeable and full of chivalrous for almost a year. I am one of his friends who would have dinner once a week. I enjoyed the dinner time that we could eat and talk about various things for an hour or two. He always makes me laugh and says things about philosophy or swords. It doesn't matter to him whether I understand or not. It doesn't matter to me either, I just like to hear him talk. I don't know if he'll ever know how I feel about him. I've already decided to hide my feelings since I know he won't feel the same.
He gave me warm shelter without even asking for but maybe he was never meant to be my favourite warm cozy blanket for the rest of my life. Maybe it was just me who misunderstood his kindness for something else.
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Feels!
That’s rough, buddy.
'I have suffered the punishment of an attachment without enjoying its advantages' -Sense and Sensibility
Damn what a quote.. so applicable unfortunately
That wayyyyyyyyyy too deepppppp Man🤕
That's okay, but not as a permanent residence, @larakr9. How could love be wrong, though?
The Nice Guy effect lmao
@@Glubbdubdrib Hahaha.
How many times can you be told "you don't love them, you love the idea of them?" before you realize that's all love ever really was?
Jesus dude, don't do that to me, but also.. very smart comment, indeed
why you gotta break me like that,
As long as the idea is consistent, I see no issue with that.
As long as that idea touches the ground they walk on and taps on their heart and mind clear as day, it is very real and likely perceptible even to another's stray glance.
I want to reject this statement with my whole heart, but can't deny there's some truth in it. Nevertheless, it is only really love if it can persist with the hate that naturally arises with seeing someone so wholly for who they are, dark parts included. There is no one on this earth you will find whom you will not find some aspect, small as it might be, despicable.
Only loving the idea of them is to toss aside the reality of their being when you see these parts of them, but to love purely is to accept this, and still chose to find love in your heart for them.
We may never be able to truly know someone, or even ourselves, but to try to do so with an open mind and an open heart is love enough.
Here's to all the love stories that never begun.
to think what could’ve been..
Freaking sucks
And here’s to the ones that have yet to start
Falling in love with someone you can't have is like admiring a star that shines brightly in a distant galaxy, beautiful yet forever out of reach. It's a bittersweet dance between the heart's desires and the reality of circumstance, where longing becomes a silent melody echoing in the depths of the soul.
Reading this gave me goosebumps. Such poetry in the frail souls that we are!
@@neeldeshpande3559 think its ChatGPT
Negli infiniti universi contenuti nella nostra mente , brillano , distinte e singole;
le isole felici create in attimi di felicita' indimenticabile.
Nell'assopirsi e nel risvegliarsi a volte ti vedo!
I can tell you right now, there's nothing "sweet" about this bitter. As your feelings for this person are turned against you, you sit there wondering how you could've been so stupid to hope. How you thought you even had a chance. How you could've written entire libraries about this person in your head, while you were barely a half formed sentence in theirs. How you could let someone occupy so much of your being. Give someone so much power over your wellbeing.
As these thoughts fester all those feelings you had for them turn sour. To the point where you can't even look at them without feeling discomfort and sadness. Yet you still want to be around them at the same time. Its awful. Love is just awful.
Repeat the cycle a few more times and you'll see that there's no poetic beauty to any of this. Its just pain
@@neeldeshpande3559I bet you ChatGPT wrote this
Had my first girlfriend ever at 29. We were together for six months. I fell madly in love. She broke up with me because she didn't fall in love. This was two years ago and I'm still devastated. Nobody will read this but I still wanted to get it out of my system. I wish the best to all of you.
Few years ago I've been in my first relationship, head over heels in this feeling but you know... it doesn't last forever. We broke up after almost a year spent together, the memories come back whenever I am alone with my thoughts, still I am pretty traumatised. Even though it might sound corny, I want you to know that you are not alone, please remember that your kindness and love given towards the others will eventually come back. For sure it is tough to fight with your trauma everyday, I am very sorry for every heartbroken soul like you, but we will for sure learn how to feel okay again. Everyday I'm trying to take more little steps forward, and it does give me hope for a better future life. Hope you find your peace❤️
@fred just so you know the grass isn’t greener. I’m somewhat of a serial dater. I have had many girlfriends and only once did I feel that real true love. I let my habits get in the way and ruined it. She left. No arguments. No yelling. Nothing. I just woke up one day and she was gone. I think of her everyday. But each day it gets easier to accept it was the right person wrong time. Keep ya head up dude. There is 8billion people in the world. If you had $8b would you lose sleep over losing a dollar. There’s somebody of everybody.
Hey, i'm on the other side of the planet, but I read your comment and I hope you're okay. It will get better, i promise (:
Me at 19, we lasted 6 years. I’m now 27 and havent been in another since. Literally not a day goes by where I don’t think of her. Shits insane, my heart is always heavy.
I am a sixty-eight-year-old woman. Everyone has their heart broken, and the first time is the hardest. I hope you will be resilient and love again. I wish you happiness.
I may be out of line in saying this, but at this point, I don’t really care- that person doesn’t deserve you. You were beautiful before they decided to look you. Scream, cry, curse the world. Write a poem. Tape it to the bathroom mirror. Look at yourself. You’re beautiful. You always were. This realisation is the only victory you’ll ever need.
You are not out of line. 👍
When you’re in love with someone who is someone else’s the only loving option is to love that person enough to leave him/her alone.
Its really hard 💔.
No, its love yourself enough to walk away from them.
The alpha doesn’t do that. The alpha gets what he wants.
@@ericyoutube77 What a pathetic way to think about love.
Yes, and that's what I've had to do in my situation, I knew that if you truly love someone/something you have to let it go.
I'm a fiction writer and I created a magnificent character when I was 25. He is what I've wanted all my life, through all my long and short term relationships, but never found him. Now that I am in the autumn of my years, I know I will never find him in real life. Being in love with your own fictional character is beautiful, but extremely sad.
And pathetic.
The true sadness of being a writer… I hope this playlist could help you feel a little bit better at least ❤️
who says you can’t find him? who says that a man similar to that fiction character isn’t out there?!
Have you ever considered that since you created him.. He is You?
It's everything but pathetic. It's incredibly sad but incredibly beautiful too, I think. Always together and apart at the same time. Maybe never seen or physically in contact, but he'll always be with you
I don't think it's pathetic at all. I meet the love of my life when I was 13 .... he killed himself 5 years ago and though he is gone I still feel him and I'm still in love with him. I feel like he is in some ways a fictional character since he is no longer here ...... I'm content with this whole thing I belive that sorta scares me about myself but yet I'm at peace . Life is funny like that . I believe your fictional character your in love with is beautiful in a way almost hauntingly beautiful.
Im on a bulldozer pushing dirt and grading a lot for construction. I have my headphones on and all i hear is this beautiful music. Im a hopeless romantic just like the rest of you.
Ain't no way! I'm not kidding im doing the same frikin thing
I'm lying in the dirt patching a rusted fuel line on my truck.
EL HOPANESS ROMTIC
" hopeless romantic "... these words ❤
i love that
I love to read the comments than to listen to the music. It's like I'm watching a thousand love stories in my vision. To all the people who have shared their stories, thanks for sharing ❤
It was about 2013, me and all my buddies would hang around watching movies. We ate and just made each other laugh. It was good times. I sat next to my best friend at the time. She and I would do everything together. I would take her to school, we would shop for presents for all our friends since we both had jobs. We would joke and make each other laugh. This one night we were both on a couch. She fell asleep next to me, not wearing shoes. She layed there tired, after working all day. I had the weirdest thought. "You should cover her up with a blanket, and give her a hug." I thought she might be cold, in fact, she was cuddling up on her own, with no one to hold.
But i did nothing. On the other couch her boyfriend was just sitting there. One of my best friends, around 10 years. I have no clue what movie we were watching, but my mind went blank entirely for the rest of the movie. I had no other thoughts other than. What was that... why did I think that.
That night I drove home and it was raining. Its always raining in moments like this. I realized I was in love with her. But it simply could not be. She was my best friend for so long and... I was just sitting there. I don't know what happened. The moment those words came into my mind, "I'm in love with her." I broke down, I held my chest. "No, no, no... what are you doing, stop...." But it happened. I fell in love. And the only thought I had was. I can never have her. My heart felt so heavy, i could barely pick up my head to look straight at the road. My eyes full of tears. I'm never going to have her... I'm never going to hold her....
In the next few days I could not sleep, I could not speak to my friends, especially not her... I saw my friends rarely. And when they would see me they would say, "Dude... are you ok?" And i couldn't even tell them. Because it would ruin everything. And it would change everything, and everyone would hate me. All I did was listen to music night and day. My father even took me out to eat. First time in my life, it was odd. I didn't bother telling him why I couldn't function. But at least he cared. I was at work, and I have no idea what but I suddenly was reminded of her again. I went to my car, and again it was raining. It just reminded me of that night. My manager came to me and I just said I'm sorry I just can't. I quit my job and apologized.
But I didn't really care. It got worse. I told myself everyday, just forget it, it will go away. Forget her, stop being such a drama queen, stop being so selfish. She has someone, and you don't matter. I won't lie, I started to get extremely angry... I had anger pent up and didn't want to see anyone, I cursed the world... I hated him... and I felt guilty for having those feelings. But I know I was in love, and I told myself. If she is happy, that is all that matters. Shut up already. Shes happy.
One night we were hanging out, I was sort of recovering. There was a meteor shower. She was there, but not next to me... They said the meteor shower was about to start, and I didn't really care for it. But we looked, and it was underwhelming. But I closed my eyes after seeing one, and made a wish. I wished that she would be happy for the rest of her life. And I feel like I let her go that day.
Anyone going through this pain, I feel for you friend.
That was beautiful, thank you so much for sharing this story. I hope that everything will go well for you in the future ❤️
thank you for sharing
Your situation is like mine, we were colleague and so close. We have a deep conversation about life, philosophy, family, love and relationship so I catch a feeling for him but one day he told me that he has a girlfriend who he is going to marry her soon. I felt heart broken feeling to vomit out every time I saw them together. Due to my sadness and stress, I drink alcohol and smoking a lot to forget my painful but it wasn’t go away easily. I still thinking of him everyday because we are in the same workplace. I want to leave my job for not seeing him anymore but I can’t because I just started working here for only a month. I try to tell myself I’ll going to find someone that is better than him. In this lifetime I can only be his friend I met him in a wrong time wrong place so we’re not destine together I have to accept it.
Emotions are powerful things in us. I've learnt that all emotions are valid, but you get to choose what to do with them. I wish I knew it was OK to fall in love, too feel envy, to feel jealousy, but instead I felt bad for what I saw as 'bad' feelings. It's a vicious cycle to break, but it can be done. I hope you can tell your past self that it's OK to have those feelings; the love, the sadness and pain over not being able to have that love, all of it. It's OK to feel.
My frikin hell that hit hard
I have a crush on someone on the other side of the planet.
then you should listen to the song 'Far side of the world' by Holden Miller
I have a crush on someone who doesn’t exist in the real world.
Wow - that is quite something 💖
I'm in love with someone who doesn't even know I exist
Same
The worst part about loving someone you can't have is that you still carry their shadow with you. In every woman you look for something of hers subconsciously. And all i can think of now is how smile grew on her face and wish that she's happy wherever she is.
Why not tell her how you feel ? You might be surprised. The ending of a story can always be rewritten. ❤
Part of loving someone is letting them show you their anger if they hurt you. The man I will always love, I went crazy with at the end but something that I can die with is that I gave it my all to be with him. He can't say that because he didn't give it his all to be with his true love and I think it affects him deeply. No other woman can take her place. Give it your all if you ever see her again 😊
You know they say, love is never enough, it is more than just loving someone that sustains a relationship.
If the reasons to stay in a relationship are much stronger and valuable than just love, I feel that’s what will make it work in the end."
I just got dumped from a one-year long distance relationship, and I put on this playlist to try and heal my mind. But these comments are almost a therapy reading from all of those who understand the hurt.
In whispered words, a silent plea,
The right touch, yet we couldn't be.
The right promise, the wrong time to stay,
In each goodbye, a piece of us fades away
Nice chat GPT poem
“To love someone is nothing, to be loved by someone is something, but to be loved by the one you love is everything” - Bill Russell
This music is the perfect reminder that life is worth living. I wish everyone who clicked on this video the most love, peace and abundance. You’re so much closer than you realize. I love you
Love u too.thank u☺️
What's worth it, if you never find love?
I love you too, may you have a life worth living, with plenty of happiness and progress
Thank you, what a beautiful sentiment. I love you too!
Thx
To the person reading this, Good Luck! Don't stress, everything will be fine. No matter what difficulty you are facing right now, you can overcome it! You are strong and brave.
Thank you for the kind words and positivity ❤
I'm not brave at all, but overcoming things its a must. Success may come to you, too.
Man, I'm completly happy, but it's very painful in the same time.
thank you
ily
@@ancientferret can you not?
A couple of months ago my girlfriend moved across the globe with her parents. We had tried long distance, spoke for hours everyday trying to fight the time zones. Sometimes I would go days without sleep just so i could hear her voice. We had tried to keep our relationship a secret due to her parents being highly religious. One day they find out about us. I wake up to a missed call, a message telling me that she loves me, and all her social media accounts deleted. I have not heard from her since. If you are out there somewhere, i hope you are happy living your best life and i love you with all my heart.
Damn that sucks bro, i hope one day youll find her again..
What does her parents being religious have anything to do with you guys hiding your relationship??, Are you same sex couple or her parents just super religious to the point they only believe in marriage
@@alsimanche they forbid her from having any intimate relationships while she lived under their roof. And they did not approve of me either, since I am of different belief than them.
Some usually give up at the 1 yard line and it's so sad....
as a fellow religious person, unless she and you were of a drastically different age, YUCK. I'm sorry that happened. It's sad they would use their religion to justify that kind of thing. @@not_gustaf1399
Am I the only 1 just exhausted? Exhausted from rejection, exhausted from trying, just exhausted from feeling. I'm done.
Im exhausted from the fear of being rejected
Oh come on you are not alone really
Same bro
Yes, exhausted after putting love in all the wrong places, after making home in all the places I was not supposed to make...
Exhausted and out of supply of love...
(Translate pls) Posso lhe garantir que você não é o único, pessoas em diferentes lugares do mundo também sentem a mesma coisa, todos temos uma cruz a carregar e só depende de de nós mesmos sermos fortes para continuar
I was in love with someone I thought I couldn't have. Now we're together and I cannot be happier.
living my dream
I’m so happy for you, whoever you are.
Lucky
manifesting so it could happens for me too :)
Same...
This sound is so wonderful. The person who is reading this comment , i wish you great success , health, love and happiness
Thank you so much for the kind words, I hope the same for you in your future ❤️
I hope the same for u stranger!! hehe have the best life
same❤
❤thank you, and you too
Thank u 💚 You too 🍀
Experiencing this situation right now...
It's so painful.
I feel it too...
I’m with you. I’ve been going thru it for three months and it feels like there’s no escape and no way to accept it. Wish you the best.
Thank you@@haroldniver. I am doing better several months later. Wish all the best for you as well
Same. Though this isn't the first time I've gone through it. With time the pain numbs. It'll never go away completely but it does get better.
So just toughen it out for now. Take it a day at a time. Keep busy with meaningful activities. It gets better.
Lastly, think twice next time before giving your heart away so callously to someone who doesn't even want it. You'll only repeat this cycle again
how r u now
I am in love with the idea of someone who doesn’t even exist
@@Bohemianfitness4 It's good like an addictive drug.
Artificial, and eventually makes you feel like you can't live without it, conveniently making you forget the time that you _did_ live without it.
Isn’t all love that? Even when you do have that someone?
i am JUST someone who doesnt exist.
The old kind of love I’ve always known - unrequited love. It comes back once in a while, to mess up the little stability I have in my life. And then goes away, taking with it a little piece of hope every time.
No one will love me back. I guess some people don’t deserve to be loved.
I hope you find peace
Dear friend, Jesus Christ loves you.
If it wasn't so, He wouldn't have died for us to pay for our sins.
My friend, a girl whom i loved and wanted to marry left me , and i felt broken and i still don't feel like i'm how i used to be.
But the Lord had compassion on me, and comforted me in my troubles and deep sorrow.
He's always there...sticks closer than a brother.
Seek Him my dear friend, and you will finally find that love you've been searching for...God bless you.
Everyone deserves to be loved and just reading how you feel about love shows something so deep about you that is worth loving. Because especially people that value love so much, deserve it. Don‘t give up, im sure you will find real love one day and someone that stays with you forever
Falling in love with someone you can't have is like the feeling of having the unexplainable urge to kiss them on their lips, to mingle your tongues in a soft tango, and melt into a warm embrace, forgetting that you were in a crowded room and that you were just conversing. That in a split second, realizing that it was all in your head and you can't help but lean away from that person you were whispering to and averting your gaze to the farthest object in the room just so you can forget that you even saw how kissable they were at that moment, showing an explicit amount of restraint even if you cannot bear it for the rest of the night.
5 months ago I met the girl I had always dreamed of meeting. It was like the moments in movies where you see the girl across the room and suddenly nothing else matters. Somehow I ended up getting her number and we spoke every single day since.. until yesterday when I finally had to let her go. I drowned myself in the thought of one day having her as mine. Loving her the way she always wanted to be loved and seeing her in the light she always deserved to be seen. Turns out she had recently gotten out of 4 year relationship with the man who fathered her first child.
She loves him and wishes he'd come back with every fiber of her being. In her eyes that is her soulmate.. in her eyes he's the one that will hold her.. in her eyes he's the man of her dreams. I sit alone at night wondering God why would you allow me to be so close to everything I desire without ever being able to taste the fruit. He said to me.. The love you wish to give is precious but it is not hers. I sat with myself through the night constantly replaying the memories the conversations and the emotions but I still can't understand.
Why did I meet her?
Why doesn't she see the vision I have?
Why am I not the one?
and the sad truth is.. I'll never truly know.
But a piece of me will always hold on to the memory of a love not experienced.. a love so close but so far away
as I leave this message so will I leave her and all the pain this brings me. She will forever live here and so will the version of me that doesn't understand.
To feel this pain is to once have felt love.
& that my friend is beautiful. - If you ever stumble and see this Le. It may have never been what I wanted. But in my mind and in my heart... it was amazing.
I can't believe what i just read! I'm going 90% similar to your situation... I'm shocked. For me it happened 1 and half month ago.
As an illustration to what I’m going thru right now. Imagine you have a preferable person type in your mind the way you like and desire. And you carry this idea with you for years. You haven’t meet nobody to match that idea and even if you closely thought you would, it only led to disappointment. You started to forget that idea, give up on it’s preferences and just “ride the wind” with whoever you can connect with. Time pass and none was there. Not yesterday not today not tomorrow. Unexpectedly one day of normal living this person comes in your circle. You felt something when you first looked at it. Your inner living is pushing you to know it and you start to. Small introduction small talk big attach. That idea you had in your mind slowly seems like coming into a form of reality, and you’re surprised cause you thought it never will. Her face, her hair, her body, her voice, her eyes, her approach, her gestures, close to your age (a few months apart) everything is delightful in harmony with the idea. Cherry on top, she likes you too and sees you as something else. You think you scored even though you didn’t do anything.
As with every beginning comes an end and with each sun rise comes a sundown so it does with your idea. You discovered there is something that is against your core values, your own principles. And its major. That person is still married, in divorcing process and has 2 little children. You’re against in having to take care of someone’s else result, you’ve seen to many real cases. You wanted to start something from the bottom with that idea, something unique and your own not someone’s else rushed choice. It pierces through you, It strangulates you the fact that you want it and you can’t have it. If you go further you are acting against your principles and when someone is acting against their own principles, curse begins. I’ve seen it.
Sitting empty thinking about it. An old idea come to life just to hurt you more... Feels like your heart is falling without a stop. The battle in your mind begins, the “I want” vs “I need” hammering each other non-stop just like two rams head-to-head fighting. Person A tells you “go for it who knows what will happen, maybe she’s the one and everyone has flaws” , Person B tells you “You can choose any girl but her children cannot choose any mother”. Do I need this? I like it but there is a huge responsibility and im not ready for it + it’s not mine, it’s someone’s else. Do I want it?
There is no right person, I always knew. If it were then the whole universe would walk in perfect match aim without a missing inch mistake. What would you do? Would you step back and continue your living, chasing your plans as you already did or would you risk it all even though deep inside you, you know it isn’t right but you want it...
Such a weird feeling and my heart is screaming inside..
Only until you get thru to the other side of your grief will you understand why this happened the way it did.
So tragically beautiful
@@FLASHING9 nail right on the head buddy. Sorry I just saw this but I feel you.. I really do
Wow… that was exactly the same thought I had, why did God bring this into my life only to cause me pain not get what I’ve been dreaming about for so long.. what was the point as nothing came out of it other than pain? So close yet ultimately nothing. Feels like it would’ve been kinder and less cruel to not even give me a bit of hope as ultimately nothing was going to happen anyway. Just dangling a bit of hope then snatching it away.
even if it's painful, at least she's happy and that's what matters to me
You’re a strong soul
I usually never comment but i just wanted to say that i really like this playlist.
Falling in love with someone you can never be with can make you go through an emotional rollercoaster. At some moments you feel happiness and comfort, thinking only of the good memories with that person or romanticizing your interactions and seeing only the best parts. But at some moments, when reality hits you and you realize that none of the things that you dream of can happen because of various reasons, you start feeling sad, hopeless and mentally or physically in pain...your heart hurts and the only thing you can do is try to get over it. And yet, you still find yourself going back and forth, constantly thinking of that person and going from daydreaming and making up scenarious with them to wishing you never fell for them or not knowing what to do to make things better.
Longing for someone you can't have really is heartbreaking. I wish that no one gets to experience that pain. And yet, in my case at least, i find beauty in that pain sometimes. And i don't think i would change things even if i could turn back time. That is because of the good memories that i got from this experience and because i believe that loving someone is never a waste. As bad as it was and is, i don't think i could let go of certain things that happened if i could change the past and the present.
While listening to this playlist, i also went through an emotional rollercoaster, having the same emotions that i described above so the title hits close to my heart and the music chosen goes well with the situation. I am really glad i discovered it. Thank you for making it!!
Thank you so much for all the kind words and such a beautifully written comment. Whomever you may be, I hope you have a wonderful future ahead of you ❤️
@@helderboutens Thanks a lot. I hope the same for you ❤️
Thank you for sharing this 🙏 Gives me some hope of having a new outlook 🙏
This just explained my situation. I’m so tired from trying so hard for someone who doesn’t want me back. I keep finding myself running back and forth! Thank you for showing me I’m not alone ❤
NVM GUYS I CONFESSED AND HE LOVES ME ASWEL 😭😭 GOD BLESS YOU ALL I LOVE U ALL SO MUCH
i was an amateur boxer up until about a month ago, when I was diagnosed with epilepsy, meaning that I can never fight again. I can never do what I love ever again
❤🩹
Hi @evawxart5024 ❤, Im a new boxer too. I dont know how is your level on Epilepsia but you can train yet. Trust God my brother and never surrender please, keep strong and healthy. Keep training with out head damage if u can . But brother please keep your head up. Sometimes this live is hard but trust God because he is the almighty. Good luck brother 🍀
i appreciate you brother, may god bless you@@pufma9
I pray that the Lord will bless you and give you strength to carry on and get though this. No matter how difficult. You got this 🙏🏽🥹🥰
keto diet will fix your epilepsy my friend, look up video's about it on youtube. I hope this comment is read by you and it changes your life as well as others for the better.
Unrequited Love is a special kind of hell yet beautiful at the same time. A feeling that I wouldn't wish it even to my worst enemies.
We met on the internet nearly ten years ago. We eventually fell deeply in love with one another, and the bond that developed between us was unlike anything else I've ever shared with any other person to this day. She touched me in ways that no one else had ever touched me before. She helped me see parts of myself that I didn't even know were there, and I did the same in return for her. I connected with her more strongly than anyone else I knew in real life at the time. I had feelings for her that I never thought possible for me to feel. Even while there was so much physical distance between us, I've never felt closer to any other living soul than her's.
For years we remained apart, until one day we planned to finally meet face to face. Seeing her stand before me at that airport and embracing her for the very first time was a dream come true in every way, and the ten days we spent together was nothing short of pure magic. On the final morning, we would then say our goodbyes as she gave me one last kiss at that airport before returning home. We spoke of seeing one another once more as the years went on, but as time and life would have it, this would simply not come to be. She no longer returns my messages.
Until the day I met her, I never truly believed in such a thing as meeting that "special someone" you come across only once in a lifetime who totally transforms your understanding of love as you know it... and now I have become acutely aware of the sheer unlikelyhood that I will ever experience anything like that with another person ever again. There is simply no one else like her. No one. There is plenty of room in my heart for me to welcome other loving relationships of all different types, but the space that she has occupied there will remain untouched and irreplaceable by any other. She has ruined me... beautifully and completely.
I can't express how much this hit home for me
I feel you bro, someone can only love one time in life and that person ruin your love emotion.
This is exactly my story, vut the problem in our relationship was not only distance, but different nationalities and mentalities. I felt like my parents and her would never feel comfortable around each other. They don't even speak the same language. We understood that and decided to stop our relationship. It was mutual, but I'm still not ok. After so much time it still hurts. Thinking about what we could've been in under different circumstances. Loving in this life is painful
bro this is cringe asl
Im sorry 😢 I pray one day you will meet the right one for you
Realizing I love him so much that I destroyed my ability to love at all so that I could simply be with him.
I found this last year when I was crushing on my English teacher. He was so charismatic, intellectual and the way he spoke about literature with such passion, he had me. What could I do, though? It was actually painful. I never met someone so handsome and funny. People with a good sense of humor are rare. I came back after the summer, and my feelings came back too. I dreamt about him, and in my dreams, I had him. Eventually, I got over it and was relieved. He probably saw me as every other student. He may have noticed my potential in writing, but nothing more. Being so young and dealing with these feelings is tough, it's like your whole world. He was older, and I was young. Bad timing.
It happens so often where you meet the right person at the wrong time. It’s a heartbreaking but beautiful story truly. Thank you for sharing ❤️
the stuff for a great story, write writer
I will never forget when I was 17 I had a teacher who was 23, handsome and funny and interesting. He moved after my school year ended, and we became fb friends, but he was states away. He never did anything inappropriate but I remember feeling thoroughly that had we met elsewhere, a few years later, we might've had a shot. Anyway, now he's 40 and married a woman who is 33. yes, a bigger gap than us! But I think he always saw me as "young", as his former student. he met her as the friend-of-a-friend. Timing is everything.
I know how hurt when u meet the right person in the wrong timing and someone you desperately want and you will never get
Im currently falling fast for my new English teacher- I just hope he doesn’t find out and I can graduate and move on without making a fool of myself. I never choose to have these attachments (I have two other teacher crushes atm), and it hurts so bad to know that they’ll never love me, but also I know I’m supposed to be grateful for that because I’m only 17 and if they DID like me that would be gross, but I just can’t bring myself to hate the idea of it… I wish I didn’t have these feelings and thoughts.
I think this music works for anyone who has felt deep loss. The kind of sorrow that no words can convey, only music can console the sadness.
Love can be weird sometimes...
Had a crush for almost an entire year. I loved her so dearly, and although I was openly friendzoned, I couldn't stop being in love with her.
After that year, she moved on with my best friend.
Two precious friendships were lost that night. That was an amount of pain I never thought I would feel.
All my attempts for an honest apology were rejected by them (which I cannot blame them for), so my life goes on without them.
I'm okay now, after three years, but there's still some broken shards inside my heart that cannot be removed.
real
Well when we can’t remove broken shards, we glue them together and make something new. Look up the Japanese art of Kintsugi. It’s actually inspiring.
Hope you heal and be happy someday
There was this beautiful girl in my year. We did drama class together, she always looked pretty and I found myself thinking of her a lot, obsessing really. But at the time I truly believed she would not like me as a boyfriend. It was heart wrenching, almost literally I felt a huge pain in my chest thinking on how I couldn't have her. I lacked the confidence to ask her out, or even speak to her, outside of class we were basically strangers.
...then one night, I called her (we exchanged numbers for a class project or something I don't remember). Graduation was coming soon and I was going to move state. So I called her, and through a shake y voice, I told her how I felt. I asked if we could go out a bit before I leave, she said no, understandably. I wished her good night, hung up the phone, collapsed to my knees crying. I felt sad/relieved/hurt, so many emotions, but the pain...
I'll never forget that pain in my chest. I haven't felt that way in a very long time. But...i hope I do one day. I hope to love someone and them reciprocate that love to me. One day...
One day.....
That was so incredibly brave of you, Im a shy person too but throughout all my years of having crushes I haven't yet had the courage to tell any of them that I like them
I hope in the meantime that you're able to find happiness in other things, and know that one day you will find someone❤
Hey my guy, most people can’t even do what you did, myself included. You braver then you know!
Falling in love with someone "you can't have" is actually not a bug but the chief feature of this vale of blood, sweat, and tears we call "live on Earth." Such experiences are given to remind us that these body-minds are not the true Self, and that we've only been temporarily clothed in these "rags of light" (as Leonard Cohen so aptly puts it) in order to learn how to suffer and sacrifice our ego desires for the sake of those who are not so lovable, attractive, or even good. That is the game that we agreed to play when we were still united to our true Beloved - to whom we shall return when this life is over - Who waits for us Above.
This playlist is kind of comforting in a way; it reassured me that I haven't actually been in love yet. I am more than familiar with feeling platonic love for people, and I know how I have always been in love with the idea of love, and lately in love with myself, but I haven't had my "first love" experience yet. I didn't have anyone come to mind when I listened to this playlist, it simply reminded me of my *capacity* to love, which is a beautiful thing. Sending love to all the lovers in the comments
Hoping your first love is yours to keep forever more. With or without though, I hope you continue to live happily
You never really know who you’ll meet on a winter morning in early January, when the snow is knee high and the early morning sunshine as mesmerizing as it had always been.
I’m in love with someone who’s recently died. He wasn’t originally what I wanted but as we got to know each other I realised how many of his characteristics I loved. He graduated and moved back to his home country and was murdered. Since that I can’t help but see all the ways other men who are interested in me seem to be lacking in comparison to him. I think anyone I date next will always be standing in his shadow.
I’m in this exact situation. He died, and I don’t know what to do with the pain. No one will ever be him.
You're looking for the things you experienced at first, and you missed all those memories you shared with that amazing person. It's not bad at all for humans to look for themselves. I am pretty sure that person also wanted that for your own greatness.
I had a dream that he died, and it made me realize just how important he is to me. How, even in a dream, my life was sucked out of me, leaving just a hollow pit behind, an agonizing realization of his death. I can’t imagine what that would be like to actually experience; I’m truly sorry.
Man i miss him so much. He is one of the best things that has ever happened to me. He felt like home. Falling in love with him was like a scene from a movie...it just happened. I just woke up one day and realised I was in love but we never got together because we weren't meant to be at the first place.
Now its been almost 3 months since the last time I saw him. I cry almost every night. I hope he is happy and at least thinks about me once in a while.
Going through the same thing. It hurts🥺
@@Anna99-g1e We gotta stay strong sis♥️
not reading that essay
ur fine chill
It gets better over time, now I cry every other week. :)
I loved her. I never told her, like a damn fool, but I loved her a lot. Unfortunately, there’s nothing either of us can do to make me stop loving her. She’s been gone for 2 and a half months now, and it still feels fresh. I think I will always love her. But it’s too late now. I miss her like no other and no woman will ever replace her, and the fact that I messed it up will always haunt me.
Its really hard brother, I feel the same now but in my story my queen still here but I know that she will go one day and am really not ready to that moment and will never ever could be ready for that💔.
same here, i feel you
Just imagine they all going to be dirty old hags one day haha beauty only last so long.. so you not only have to love her body but who she is deep down.. kind of scary ha cheers everyone gl out there in the wild
The comments are all very melancholic and wistful. I feel out of place. I'm doodling stupid monsters, just happy I found a dope ass, chill playlist.
Lol it's ok, welcome
no keep doodling it lightens the mood lol.
Sometimes people just need to vent. Whether its to a close friend, a therapist, or just screaming into the void of the internet. Try not to give it too much thought.
“This is not your grave, but you are welcome in it.”
@@IsRickIV that's pretty good
I'm in love with someone, and he's perfect and all I've ever wanted, but I don't think I can have him. He's like a dream, there but unreachable.
Me too. I never thought I’d like someone like him, but as I got to know him better, I truly became enamored with him. For who he is, in and out, all of him; even outside of the fact that I am in love with him, I admire and respect him as a person. My first crush. Is love always going to be this crushing?
@@kmelons Sometimes I feel that way 😭
To those who need this message: eventually the right person will come along. It’s not always who you’re longing for or looking for. You may not even be looking. But someday they’ll be there. I hope you’re ready.
all i want is to hear her voice and her laugh one last time.
😢
and the saddest thing is that its been so long since I last saw him, I'm scared i won't like his laugh if I hear it one more time. I'm scared that I may like it too much..
💔💔.
It fades away a little every single day, sometimes you think about them a lot, sometimes you don't. But their small quirks stay with you as a sweet memory.
Exactly ❤
It's hard when your whole world slowly becomes a single person. You chase dreams and passions, all mltivated by that one person. But no matter how hard you chase, you can never reach them. Drowning in hopeless hope you continue to throw yourself into that resentless madness. But the pain only gets bigger the more you fall...
😢
When you realize, slowly with time, he was a song, and you a rhyme. When you feel the pain, standing in the rain, everything lost, nothing to gain. When you dream of your love, but not your lover, when you try to hide, when you try to cover. That is how we fall in love, and this love is the purest- white as a dove. Endless like the sky, making you soar so high. Making you laugh and making you cry. Makes us feel and leaves us alone- staring at the sky, memories there; but our love gone.
You realize, in the dead of the night, there was nothing to win for there was no fight. You were grey and he the colors; you dream of a world where you could be lovers. Or perhaps, my darling, you were the light- but he was the dark- the dark that did not like bright.
This is beautiful.
Wow...
gorgeous
Hi, i like, how you built up the structure of the rimes. Good work 🙂
@@samsmigla okay..
I had a dream about a random girl I've never met about 8 years ago. In the dream, our parents introduced us to each other in hopes we would fall in love, and we did. I married this mystery woman and was madly in love with her. The dream ended in the middle of our wedding. When I awoke, I remembered every detail about the dream and found myself still deeply in love with this figment of my imagination. I still think of her till this day and hope she's really out there. Im not a spiritual or "mystical" person, but the way that dream has stuck with me years later makes me question alot of what I think dreams and reality really are. To my mystery imagined wife, I hope you're out there.
There is so much pain in the world. And there’s even more pain that we can’t see. I’m wishing for the comfort and happiness of everyone who has found this playlist. You are not alone. I’m sending love to you and your hidden heart from my own 💜
Thank you for the kind words, I wish the same towards you!
@@helderboutens Thank you 🥹💕
I am in love with someone who does not and will never even know me. All I can do is just sitting in my room, listening to the music, thinking about him endlessly, writing some stories about how things would be if me and him were in different universe, and end up wacthing him living in so much happiness and wonder on his own
Thank you so much for sharing this, I hope you can enjoy this playlist in the meantime❤
Who knows? Maybe he notices you too
I’m sure you’re tall in another dimension!
I'm glad I found this literally feels like all of you in comments are giving me a soft corner and somewhat like "it's ok you can cry as much as you want we are here!" Indeed it's extremely gloomy to fall for someone you can never ever have but the other side of this is, it makes you more calm and beautiful from inside🍂🍁😊❤️
Thank you for your lovely comment! That's all I've wanted this comment section to be as well, so I'm truly happy that you feel at peace here!!
1 The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
3 he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths
for his name’s sake.
4 Even though I walk
through the darkest valley,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
6 Surely your goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord
forever.
Psalm 23
Nothing will ever be more disappointing than liking a girl you know does not have the ability to like you in the same way, ever. she will always see you as a friend and you just have to smile and be her friend.
And sometimes you can’t even smile and be her friend. Ultimately…sometimes you have to say goodbye in order to be free of that pain. I am so sorry.
I'm sorry about that experience.. You don't have to be her friend it's only going to hurt you even more when she starts dating someone else in front of you trust me you don't want that type of heartache. It's better for you to simply move on with life and find a girl who genuinely likes you. Be Optimistic ❤Stay Safe and Stay Awesome ❤ Good luck I'm rooting for you
Beta males life always simping lol while the chad comes there and BANG the beta watchs and records it in their minds 😂
I’m the girl in a similar situation and I feel horrible ):
@@opheliasrue7 SAME and I feel awful omfg
Am I the only one scared to try to talk to someone you deeply admire, thinking about the ways you could be together.
Why you admire him/her/them thou...? Won't you be afraid of being disrespected corrupted and heartbreak ?
Won't you be afraid if they just Will use you for their own benefit ?
Then i realize i shall not even watch or admire ones that don't deserve my admiration...
This has happened to me so many times with different people. I’ll fall in love with a friend who is already taken and I’ll just suffer in silence, it always drains the energy and joy right out of me.
No one will ever look at me the way I look at you.
A moon's reflection on an ocean of stars, a tear from an eye, and a star falling with tears and blood. A sound of lightning with a demon walking by, a man and a woman eye to eye, and the laughter sound far, far. You can smell the flowers, like a thousand hugs from one of a kind.
There's a girl I have immense feelings for. She's cute and adorable in her own way. I'm now across the entire country away from her. I'm homesick right now, and whenever I think of her my whole being forgets everything and I feel an assuring warmth, then I long for her all the more.
I truly hope you will see her again soon, thank you for sharing ❤️
I fell in love with one of my childhood friends, the problem is that he’s extremely homophobic. I never told him how I felt but when he found out I was gay he stopped talking to me. Life is cruel sometimes.
Isn't it beautiful that we all have the ability to love someone? I am listening to this music and feeling very calm and relaxed. As if all hatred is washed away from me and this world. This music is like a cold but refreshing breeze in the dusk of the spring. It has it's ups and downs, like a life which is mundane but has slow curves of changes. I was lately feeling very stressed and anxious about my future and it's difficulties. It really breaks my heart when people hate each other for no reason. I never had any real life crush and no first love. It's hard to find a kind soul. So, right now i am not thinking about anyone. It's peace. I may never fall in love so music is all I have in my heart. Nice playlist.
You are not alone.
Oh, this is so beautifully written, the last sentence makes me cry, in a sad but truly beautiful and expanding way. I can relate to the gentle peace that is coming through the music and lands in the soul that only desires love, maybe soon or never, but it makes you humble as a human being. It's as if the music purifies the soul and the only thing that's left is true love.
I am listening to this because I deeply long after being with someone, but recently I've had to come to terms with the fact that I can almost guarantee my continuing loneliness. It fits in a weird way
I hope the playlist makes you feel a little bit better at least! ❤️
@@helderboutens Thank you, it does :)
Exactly how i feel right now. 🖤
❤
You can find someone, its not that hard
It’s pretty hurtful to admit that ur in love with a person who impossibly can be had 😢, however, I love this music and believe it can reduce my brokenness…
I'm really happy that this playlist could help you feel a little better at least and I hope things get better for you soon and that you will have a wonderful future!❤
El Amor ..nunca Daña...Amese así mismo tanto como a esta Hermosa Música...🗝️🎶✨no se pierda...,
In college now and in the study abroad dorm. I’ve made such amazing friends, but this one guy just lights up my day with a simple smile. He’s from China and is my type on paper. He always checks with me to make sure I’m comfortable and happy. He’s always willing to do things with friends. But he has a girlfriend… finding that out was heart wrenching
I understand your feelings… I have a colleague who is friendly, kind, gentlemen. He help me a lot to accommodate to a new workplace so I started to fall for him but he already have a girlfriend and planned to marry her soon. The right person comes at a wrong time wrong place. 😢
I am in the dark, with a BRAND new book about murder and possibly romance, snuggled up in my favorite blanket, cuddling with my favorite stuffed animal, with the heater on, and listening to this.
I am truly living the life.
I met someone at work... The first moment we both looked at each other and paused for a second.. I knew exactly who this person was without them saying a word. As if I had known them from a previous life... We got on great, talked endlessly.. felt like time warped any time they were around. Also motivated me to be a better person. More responsible at work, better attitude. A lot of self reflection came from this meeting. They're involved with another though and I was ultimately left having to accept that I'd never have them in my life the way I wanted. Thoughts of them and the moment we met haunt me sometimes still. Just all the questions.. was it just a feeling, am I crazy, was it true love.. was it a lover from past life. Not sure
To everyone dealing with unrequited love and feeling misunderstood, you are not alone. People around you may be advising you to move on, telling you that you should stop loving because it is unhealthy for you. Don't listen to them! Don't question the validity of your feelings, even if they are unrequited.
You are on the path to understanding your mistakes, needs, childhood traumas. From now you can see how complex and beautiful is the world we got to live in. The truth we seek often lies in uncertainty, and only by navigating through the mist can we find a better place. It is during our lowest points that we are most likely to make significant changes in our lives. So keep asking questions, continue searching for answers, learn about love, engage in conversations with strangers, and try new things.
Though it may be a challenging time in your life, remember this: You are not alone! I love you all!
Love this. Romantic, but also atmospheric and soothing mix of tunes, with a hint of darkness. Big like here.
Thank you so much! I try to take my time to curate these pieces so that the music can in some way symbolise similar emotions and atmospheres to finally create one playlist that can hopefully allow others to create these certain atmospheres and ambiance in their own minds as well
Congrats on your work, dude. I really love it, keep up the good work, it managed to reach a random Romanian's heart and ears.
Peace!
@@helderboutenswow you really made these yourself ?? You’re incredibly talented
We spent all week together. We laughed and conversed ignoring all that was around us. It was like we were the only people in the world. We drew something out of each other and enjoyed it. We acted as if we grazed arms by accident or that our nearness was merely a coincidence. We loved our quips, our inside jokes we would never let anyone in on because they belonged to us. We found comfort in each other. We didn't need anyone else because you were safe in my arms and I in yours. You didn't want me to know of your untold longing because of your fear of rejection. Your brother noticed and teased you for it. Your face became stone cold, like the queens guards, unmoving and refusing to show a sliver of emotion. But I knew what you were so adamant on concealing because I felt it too. I loved being around you and hearing your voice. You were like tea on a cold day and rest on a stressful one. I unlocked the doors that you worked tirelessly to keep closed. But you hated that I caused you to feel this way and faded away from me. You left me so empty after days of overflowing my cup. You abandoned me because you allowed fear to consume you. Was our time together nothing to you? Would allow your conscious to narrate your choices instead of asking me for reassurance. I would hand it to you like it was yours in the first place my beautiful boy. You deserve the reassurance. I wish to return to those days where you laughed as if I were the funniest person in the world. I want you to rest your head on my shoulder and to allow yourself to feel solace when with me. I want to wait for you. I want the boy you were those seven days. Until then I will be there in your corner if you ever need me. I want my joyous boy to return to me.
*In the melancholic strains of sad, sentimental music, I find solace in the shared experience of human fragility, as each chord resonates with the universal ache of the soul*
I have fallen in love exactly once. With a harsh eye, I examined the way I felt about her for months before coming to the conclusion that I had truly came to love her. We were close friends and I didn’t want my feeling to be a secret as that seems to be a sure fire way of creating undue suffering in me. Once I was damn sure I wasn’t fooling myself, I told her how I felt and, to no surprise, my love was unreciprocated. She was equally sure of her feelings and I have the greatest admiration for her willingness to be forthright with me.
We continued to be friends after that for almost a year before it became unbearable for me. Eventually I had the courage to tell her of my continued pain and to tell her that I didn’t want to be friends anymore. I have not seen her or spoken to her for over a year now and, thankfully, have gotten over my love for her.
Many people at that time told me that I would find another. Some even told me that women like her were not a rare as I supposed. It has been a year of searching and I have found no one like her. I know I am truly over her personally; however, I fear I am doomed to never love a woman again. Perhaps one day I will meet another woman who I can love, and perhaps she will even love me. Stranger things have happened.
She was just a summer, but in that moment she was everything I could ever want. Then our plot line ended, she said that I had to move on because we were in two different parts of life, but I didn't want to. I still don't want to. But she has now stopped talking to me and so all I may do is recall our great adventures, and treasure my fond memories with that person. I've learned that you may do everything right and things may simply not occur how you wish. To the person that I love, thank you, as I now know that it's okay to not have the things we want, and "us" was truly a small blissful fragment in my life, in which I may regale in memories of true happiness. I love you, but for this life, I'll let you go.
Thank you my dear,
for being everything when I had no hope in anything,
From,
A changed stranger
It was never about how much i loved you. It was always about how many laws I was willing to break for me to mean something to you
"A hero would sacrifice you to save the world but a villain would sacrifice the world to save you"
I fell in love with my best friend’s girlfriend, after they broke up we we’re still friends and became closer. I was hopelessly in love with her and she used that to her advantage. I was convinced we were dating for three months, so I leaned in to kiss her and she told me she didn’t like me that way. A few weeks later she told me that I was just and experiment and that she wanted to know if she liked girls, she doesn’t. And now two years later she doesn’t remember any of it, but I do, in painstaking detail. I relive it every time I look at her and I know she thinks nothing of it. So the only way I’m coping is writing it out like it’s happening to some fictional character, it’s all true but while I’m writing I can pretend it’s not. You never forget your first true heartbreak
I truly hope that you’re doing better now, thank you for sharing this story ❤️
similar situation with me, but at the same time not at all. Was drunk at a party, kissed a guy to see if I could be bi or something, and then proceeded to throw up everything I ingested that night.
I’ve confessed to her twice already about my feelings and she didn’t really push me away nor did she discourage my feelings for her. And she always had this smile, a smile that makes my heart flutter with excitement. I’ve never really felt for someone as deeply as I feel for her and I’m afraid. I’m afraid that I will never talk to her again. I’m afraid that I’ll never see that smile again.
[ Empty happiness ]
In the hidden corners of my heart, I'm caught in a mix of sweet and sad feelings, falling for someone who's no longer mine. We used to be close, sharing laughs and making memories, but time has pulled us apart.
As I wander through the pieces of our faded connection, the warmth of our past stays with me, kind of like a beautiful ghost. It's a love that was alive once but now exists in the quiet spaces between what happened and what might have been.
Their smile pops up in my memories, and I miss the comfort we had. But the truth is, we're growing apart, and that realization puts a shadow on the new feelings I'm starting to have. In this mix of loving and losing, I find comfort in the enduring beauty of a silent love, living quietly in my heart.
"Was it ever real to him?"
thanks for reading :)
Sometimes I want to tell you that I like you but I bring myself back to reality and I rather not ruin what we have so I keep it balled up inside like everything else. Thank you for being breathtaking 🤌
Exact feeling
My long distance boyfriend just got on a plane to go back home. The emptiness I feel can’t even be put into words.
I hope you’ll be able to see each other soon and I hope that this playlist could offer any sense of comfort in the meantime ❤️
Auch eso dolió... , espero que haya valido la pena o se vuelvan a encontrar , si es así no vuelvan a separarse eso si la vida te da el chance. Suerte !
I have a huge crush on a girl that I went to school with. It comes and goes, but she continues to haunt my dreams.
15 years later and she still doesn't know.
I hope things get better and that only good things will unfold in the future for you❤️
@@helderboutens You're the best
Same as my experience. Now she’s dating other guys😢😢
I fell in love when I was 8 with the most beautiful and funny girl I’ve ever met. She loved me too. We grew up together watching the sunsets in the beach.
My parents decided to move to another country. I haven’t loved nor liked anybody in 8 years. Never got to tell her, even though it was obvious and she once asked me about it. That moment still haunts me. The way I cared for her, her not-so-beautiful laugh, her wavy chestnut hair and her thin figure standing on that bridge in the butterfly-house, surrounded by those flying wonders. She has a partner. She is 9000 km away from me, but when I look at the stars, I always smile and think about how she will look at the exact same shiny dots in approximately 8 hours…
*There's an enchanting beauty in sad, sentimental music that speaks directly to the soul, evoking a bittersweet longing for something intangible yet deeply felt*
i like someone i shouldnt even want, but i know its out of desperation and loneliness. if i were to get into a relationship with them, it'd fail horribly. long distance, family disapproval, etc. feels like i cant have anyone
Oh wow. Was listening to the music while doing my makeup. Now I'm finished and started reading the comments. I'm nearly crying 😭. So many sad stories. I have a huge-massive-he-is-the-one crush on a person I only know from the Internet and he doesn't even know that I exist. I'm trying to make contact but that is really difficult. I want to know if he is really the one or if everything is just in my head.
It is so sad that so many here feel like me and also reassuring that I'm not the only one.
Sending you all love and may the future bring us all loving and fulfilling romantic relationships ❤
Love is a mysterious thing that very few seem to truly find, and many of those who find it won't immediately realize what they have until closer inspection. Searching for love often doesn't work, rather love will find you when you aren't expecting it. The next part is how do you handle it. What do you do with it? Will you let the opportunity pass you by? There will be many chances if the love is genuine to respond, but the choice to reciprocate that love in full still remains with you.
Thank you for this beautiful playlist! I read the comments and felt like I had to add something, too.
Once you truly love yourself, fully accept yourself you realize, that this is the most important love in the world. I am not talking in a narcissitic way where you are in love with your appearence and think you are the best flawless person in the world, but in a healthy way that you love your soul, your heart, your shadow, your dark sides. And you are able to spend time with yourself, by yourself, being there just happy, enjoing your own company. I believe, once you get to this state, you relalize that relationships are nice but the most important one is the one you have with yourself. Lots of love to all of you out there!
I cannot tell you how much comfort this brings to me.
Thank you for the kind words!
It brings me no small amount of joy to see playlists such as this bringing out the inner poet of all who pause for just moment, to ruminate and spill their heartbroken thoughts into the comment section with words of love tainted melancholy. May the familiarity of one's sadness to another bring you all peace, for you do not walk alone
I was looking for something to listen to and came across this video, the title grabbed me right away. As much as it hurts, I fell in love with someone, he noticed me a few times, those are precious, there are so many people after him... When I looked at him, I felt that he was the love of my life, it wasn't like he was a hyperfixation, or just a passing admiration, he was the man I had been looking for all my life. Beautiful, charismatic, an impressive voice, intelligent, we are in the same age group, I love him so much, however, it hurts to know that I can't have him, not now, I suffer a lot but I keep the hope of one day looking into those beautiful brown eyes
Thank you for sharing such a beautiful story, I hope things turn out well for the both of you❤️
@@helderboutens thank you for this wonderful playlist and for the attention ❤️❤️❤️
Beautifully written ❤
@@Heavnelythank you bae ❤
I fell in love with my wife’s best friend. It was the most intense, soul filling love I have ever known. Nearly 12 months on from last speaking to her, the pain of losing that connection we had had nearly destroyed me. I still think about her every single day, and wonder if I’m even a fleeting thought in her mind. The not knowing is bad enough, but the knowing I wasn’t enough is like death by a thousand cuts
You don’t understand how much I love this woman. She’s a ray of sunshine in my everyday life even though I barely see her these days. Does she’s even know my name ? I think so. I love talking about her so much that her name is the first thing suggested by my keyboard when I open it. I’m in love with her tattoos, her hair, her freckles, her deep blue eyes, her voice, her humor, her laugh... She’s everything to me. I’m just a random student she sometimes bumps into.
I don't really know how to explain this but, i'm finding this playlist way more calming than every other, just thanks to you.
Thank you so much, I’m really glad you enjoyed it!’
I loved this girl for years, still love her. She loved me, but I was too much of a coward to express my love to her, she moved on and found love.. Always express yourself, even if you're scared shitless.
respect
She’s happy. That’s all that matters
It is.
we must be men and suffer while someone else is making her happier than you could
I was born in ukraine and it was like literally a poetic dream. Flowery meadows with cloudy skies. And now i live in a cloudless parking lot called California. Oh how i miss my true home😔.
At this moment I can say that I'm not even in love with someone for a long time.....I realized that now.. after all the pain I've experience in the past. All of them are unrequited love, my heart just took a big step on avoiding such disappointments. So now I'm just waiting for the right kind of love to come. I don't rush and I don't mind the opinion of others, I just live.
Me too💖
this comment section is so comforting
More like heart wrenching😖
sometimes you fall in love with what you see in someone else that still has to come from potential to manifestation in you. In other words; you fall in love with yourself through the other person and then you find out whether it was true love. and if it was true love, then just get through the pain "quickly".. let it all fade.
Привет мир , этот плейлист нечто, такая музыка затрагивает самые потайные чувства, блаженство - написанное людьми ,чьи способности чувствовать невероятны, дар и проклятие. Да будет мир везде , любите друг-друга , творите , не бойтесь.
“written by people whose ability to feel is incredible - a blessing and a curse.” Wow, that is beautifully put.
I have had this crush on someone in college who is knowledgeable and full of chivalrous for almost a year. I am one of his friends who would have dinner once a week. I enjoyed the dinner time that we could eat and talk about various things for an hour or two. He always makes me laugh and says things about philosophy or swords. It doesn't matter to him whether I understand or not. It doesn't matter to me either, I just like to hear him talk. I don't know if he'll ever know how I feel about him. I've already decided to hide my feelings since I know he won't feel the same.
He gave me warm shelter without even asking for but maybe he was never meant to be my favourite warm cozy blanket for the rest of my life. Maybe it was just me who misunderstood his kindness for something else.