I didn't mean to hurt you when I hurt myself It's just an empty voice screaming out for help No, I didn't mean to scare you But I couldn't see That when I went to hell I was taking you with me When I close my eyes I'm climbing in the dark Trying not to fall apart Sometimes I get so high Falling is the only out I see And I don't wanna take you down with me You're the love in my heart Only love in my heart Take you down Take you down with me (Don't wanna take you down) (Take you down) Down with me Down, you're down with me Down, you're down with me (You're the love in my heart) (Only love in my heart) (Take you down) This life is like a razor When it cuts, I bleed But it's in my hand and I'm doing it to me Sometimes it's like an ocean And it gets too deep And there's no way that now you could rescue me When I close my eyes I'm fighting in the dark Trying not to break your heart Sometimes I get so high Falling is the only out I see And I don't wanna take you down with me You need to let it go now Before you drown I know that you won't understand But you need to let go of this hand 'Cause I'm going down And I don't wanna take you down with me And I don't wanna take you down with me Take you down, down with me
This song made me realise that ...no matter what; people will never understand you 100%... I was filled with suicidal thoughts ...I was feeling almost nothing I started posting suicidal posts on my socials but people said am js looking for attention...this made me more hurt 😔...I died inside .Its a miracle that I'm here listening to this piece of music that changed my life and I'm still breathing because of this song ...IN THIS WORLD MENTAL HEALTH IS UNDERRATED.
@@geoffreynegrete2020 it's about nicks heroin addiction hurting his family..specifically his mom..who never gave up on him..this song was a plea of a though to get her to stop hurting herself by helping him..but she persisted..thank god
This is absolutely amazing.🥺 Nurko has been KILLING it lately and he hits me in feels I didn't know I had 😭 definitely hoping for an official illenium and Nurko collab sometime soon💙
Not something I normally ever talk about but this hits me at such a deep and powerful level. About ten years ago I was going through latest stages of bad relationship headed towards its end. I started taking pills and I knew the dangers but it just felt better to not hurt. What started off as weekends, turned into every day and that turned into multiple times a day and that turned into me getting fucked up at every possible moment I had at my disposal. I could see where I was heading and knew I was walking a razors edge. One misstep and over the edge I'd go. When finally sick of it all and wanting to stop, I realized I was now in the mits of a full blown physical addiction to pain n killers. Instead of trying to get fucked up every day, I was instead trying to just not feel sick and horrid. I'd lost a lot getting to where I was but fighting through that while trying to still exist in life was mad crazy. Ended up costing me my career at the time, many of social relationships, most importantly though, it cost me sense of self worth and confidence. During that entire time there was only a small few that knew what I was battling. As much as it was effecting me, I was still able to keep up the facade to most everyone that I was ok. People knew I was struggling with depression but assumed it was all a result of the terrible break up I had gone through. My mom, my current sig nif other, my brother and sister were all in the know though and I'm mad blessed for that looking back. Lyrics from this song encompass perfectly how I felt so often. It took me a couple years but I finally got myself off pills. I never slipped towards anything else like H but I can see and fully understand how a person does. If not for the physical addiction and withdrawal, I would of quit two years minimum before I did but they are insanely tough and hard to get passed. Every slip would start you back at one and that was just really tough. It took me an additional 5 to 6 years to finally reach the other side of this terrible dark and seemingly bottomless ocean of despair... But I made it. It's something almost no one will ever know or understand and I'm ok with that. I did some things I'll never not feel guilty about but I also got to the other side where almost no one else I know that found themselves in similar situations was able to do. I carry that as a major personal accomplishment and source of strength. The fact I carry it secretly, stuffed away in the most private stocks and places inside, serves as something no one else can take from me. Its been a little over a decade since all that and every day gets me a little farther away from that pit I dug. I still haven't bounced back professionally or even found a solid direction in that regard. It's like the entire experience changed everything about my being. I will find my way even with that at some point, meaning career and profession. Until then, whatever I can legit do to pay my way I'm OK with. When moment is right, a door or window will open and help usher in that next chapter. Crazy as this will most likely sound, I don't regret any of it happening. I regret some of my actions during but the entire experience? Not at all. Very few are ever forced to confront, learn, and ultimately accept the darkest and weakest parts of themselves. I turn 39 this coming weekend and feel I know myself on a level very few my age do. I don't even think many 20 years older could say the same. I believe this will help shape the second half of my story in a way, that without going through it all, wouldn't be possible. I'm excited for that. To anyone reading this going through their own struggles and hells. You can do this. Bite, scratch, claw, and fight with everything you've got if your wanting to win this battle. You're stronger than you know. The damage that those closest to you might recieve during is often something they'd never trade. Real love means they'd walk through hell with you if it meant finding an exit together. Let them. To Illenium, thank you. Your seriously mad talented and genuine. You really let your walls and defenses down to write this. From a stranger on the internet that might be lucky enough to catch a live show but beyond that may never have any direct interaction with you, You've helped in changing my life. I'm forever grateful for that.
ILLENIUM is my favorite artist of all time. Words can’t express my love for his music. However, Nurko absolutely nailed this. This is the only remix I prefer to the original. ❤
Reading the comments i thought there was no way it was as good as y'all said..then i got to the drop and instantly put this song on repeat. That was 4 hours ago...
Thank you so much for the opportunity Nick! Hope everyone enjoys!
Nurko amazing remix man!
Its awsm ❤️❤️❤️
Nurko 💯
Unreal.
Yeah... buddy you rocks 🤙
Great song here still powerful in 2025, who else is here?🎉❤
Best one on the album, easy.
Facts!
Yes
Nurko just won't slow down. Unstoppable.
hackjilton fax
Pearlessence. What’s your fax bro
Spawny_95 🤣
Can't stop won't stop
Barry Allen need your love is a good nurko song
during digital mirage everyone was saying Nurko should collab with Illenium, this just proves it needs to happen. absolute banger
We need more
I got you lol
Nurko, Illenium and Dabin are working in a collab
I think it's safe to say that this aged like fine wine.
@@dragonzyt5360 IKR Sideways is so good
Still remember the times when ILLENIUM used to remix other's songs, and now......
He makes remixes now again! Checkout his & Nurko's Remix of Golden Hour by JVKE and his epic remix of Anti Hero by Taylor Swift
Nurko next up
Bettt
Omg please remix take you down
full song finally. this is incredible.
Damn, Nurko is somebody who never disappoints, love his music!
Gotdang. When Illenium gets touched by Nurko the results are always amazing.
I didn't mean to hurt you when I hurt myself
It's just an empty voice screaming out for help
No, I didn't mean to scare you
But I couldn't see
That when I went to hell I was taking you with me
When I close my eyes
I'm climbing in the dark
Trying not to fall apart
Sometimes I get so high
Falling is the only out I see
And I don't wanna take you down with me
You're the love in my heart
Only love in my heart
Take you down
Take you down with me
(Don't wanna take you down)
(Take you down)
Down with me
Down, you're down with me
Down, you're down with me
(You're the love in my heart)
(Only love in my heart)
(Take you down)
This life is like a razor
When it cuts, I bleed
But it's in my hand and I'm doing it to me
Sometimes it's like an ocean
And it gets too deep
And there's no way that now you could rescue me
When I close my eyes
I'm fighting in the dark
Trying not to break your heart
Sometimes I get so high
Falling is the only out I see
And I don't wanna take you down with me
You need to let it go now
Before you drown
I know that you won't understand
But you need to let go of this hand
'Cause I'm going down
And I don't wanna take you down with me
And I don't wanna take you down with me
Take you down, down with me
Thank for your lyric
Thank you for sharing!
Anyone else hear this in Nurko’s digital mirage and has been hyped for this??
Holy shi....this is what I wanted!!😱.....Nurko and ILLENIUM you both the best ❤️❤️😘 and I'm blessed that I saw you together ♥️♥️😘
Believe in yourself where??
100% my favourite two artists together just insane
And I thought that the original couldn’t be better🤯 This is a masterpiece🙌🏽
I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
YAYYYYYY
better than the original imo
The best remix of this album
Yaaaaaasssss
Definitely 💙
I played this 100 times from his DM Set, but now that it's out in its entirety, it's even better. Nurko is SOMETHING ELSE.
1:05 - 1:15 always gets me especially emotional for some reason
Well, The song is a sea of emotions. ❤
That’s exactly how a drunk person says (You’re the love of my life).
NEVER thought I'd hear a remix that could top an Illenium original, especially one of his best... but Nurko pulled it off. Absolutely incredible!
the scream in the very beginning is genius. Literally a scream out for help giving chills and a proper introduction to this song.
Nurko and Illenium ❤️❤️❤️
This is one of the only songs that can make me cry. Big kudos to Nurko for what he has created with this remix. Incredible.
Hollllyyyy shhhhiii...
That melodic Dubstep is *perfect*
Nurko you freaking legend
This song goes super hard for no reason 😭 🔥
This song made me realise that ...no matter what; people will never understand you 100%...
I was filled with suicidal thoughts ...I was feeling almost nothing I started posting suicidal posts on my socials but people said am js looking for attention...this made me more hurt 😔...I died inside .Its a miracle that I'm here listening to this piece of music that changed my life and I'm still breathing because of this song ...IN THIS WORLD MENTAL HEALTH IS UNDERRATED.
sending hugs your way brother. stay strong
Vibrationgasms 😬
Nurko + Illenium
= Nurkonium
“I didn’t mean to hurt you, when I hurt myself” I’ve been listening to this song since it came out and I just now realized what those lyrics mean.
What does it mean
@@geoffreynegrete2020 you wouldnt understand
@@geoffreynegrete2020 It's about his heroin overdose, he posted the story about how he overcame that on IG when he dropped the song.
@@geoffreynegrete2020 it's about nicks heroin addiction hurting his family..specifically his mom..who never gave up on him..this song was a plea of a though to get her to stop hurting herself by helping him..but she persisted..thank god
This is absolutely amazing.🥺 Nurko has been KILLING it lately and he hits me in feels I didn't know I had 😭 definitely hoping for an official illenium and Nurko collab sometime soon💙
This aged well
Damn, Nurko just makes everything better. He’s like the other half of Illenium that kept this sound style alive without the pop rock influence.
Not something I normally ever talk about but this hits me at such a deep and powerful level. About ten years ago I was going through latest stages of bad relationship headed towards its end. I started taking pills and I knew the dangers but it just felt better to not hurt. What started off as weekends, turned into every day and that turned into multiple times a day and that turned into me getting fucked up at every possible moment I had at my disposal. I could see where I was heading and knew I was walking a razors edge. One misstep and over the edge I'd go. When finally sick of it all and wanting to stop, I realized I was now in the mits of a full blown physical addiction to pain n killers. Instead of trying to get fucked up every day, I was instead trying to just not feel sick and horrid. I'd lost a lot getting to where I was but fighting through that while trying to still exist in life was mad crazy. Ended up costing me my career at the time, many of social relationships, most importantly though, it cost me sense of self worth and confidence. During that entire time there was only a small few that knew what I was battling. As much as it was effecting me, I was still able to keep up the facade to most everyone that I was ok. People knew I was struggling with depression but assumed it was all a result of the terrible break up I had gone through. My mom, my current sig nif other, my brother and sister were all in the know though and I'm mad blessed for that looking back. Lyrics from this song encompass perfectly how I felt so often.
It took me a couple years but I finally got myself off pills. I never slipped towards anything else like H but I can see and fully understand how a person does. If not for the physical addiction and withdrawal, I would of quit two years minimum before I did but they are insanely tough and hard to get passed. Every slip would start you back at one and that was just really tough. It took me an additional 5 to 6 years to finally reach the other side of this terrible dark and seemingly bottomless ocean of despair... But I made it. It's something almost no one will ever know or understand and I'm ok with that. I did some things I'll never not feel guilty about but I also got to the other side where almost no one else I know that found themselves in similar situations was able to do. I carry that as a major personal accomplishment and source of strength. The fact I carry it secretly, stuffed away in the most private stocks and places inside, serves as something no one else can take from me.
Its been a little over a decade since all that and every day gets me a little farther away from that pit I dug. I still haven't bounced back professionally or even found a solid direction in that regard. It's like the entire experience changed everything about my being. I will find my way even with that at some point, meaning career and profession. Until then, whatever I can legit do to pay my way I'm OK with. When moment is right, a door or window will open and help usher in that next chapter. Crazy as this will most likely sound, I don't regret any of it happening. I regret some of my actions during but the entire experience? Not at all. Very few are ever forced to confront, learn, and ultimately accept the darkest and weakest parts of themselves. I turn 39 this coming weekend and feel I know myself on a level very few my age do. I don't even think many 20 years older could say the same. I believe this will help shape the second half of my story in a way, that without going through it all, wouldn't be possible. I'm excited for that.
To anyone reading this going through their own struggles and hells. You can do this. Bite, scratch, claw, and fight with everything you've got if your wanting to win this battle. You're stronger than you know. The damage that those closest to you might recieve during is often something they'd never trade. Real love means they'd walk through hell with you if it meant finding an exit together. Let them. To Illenium, thank you. Your seriously mad talented and genuine. You really let your walls and defenses down to write this. From a stranger on the internet that might be lucky enough to catch a live show but beyond that may never have any direct interaction with you, You've helped in changing my life. I'm forever grateful for that.
:(( Hope you get help
@@Stratlover Been sober from any and all of that for over 5 years now. Thank you though :)
@@SemiDivineOne I'm happy to hear that, only a soldier knows what other soldier is battling with.
Long rainy highway night drive & this track playing can heal your soul inside out.
The buildup's Just the same as Illenium and then it hits a Freakin Nurko Drop!!! Perfect collab example
Illenium = Magical
Nurko = Complete
I Just Literally Cry Without Any Reason After Hear This Remix , Im Speechless ❤️
finally🥺❤️
Truth and purity- most authentic and original..
The most beautiful song I ever heard. Love this version
Those two styles together, absolute 🔥
Big fan of nurko
ILLENIUM is my favorite artist of all time. Words can’t express my love for his music. However, Nurko absolutely nailed this. This is the only remix I prefer to the original. ❤
❤❤
The original is already sooooo sad and emotional, and the Nurko remix takes the melancholy 10 times farther 😭😭
Nurko should absolutely make a collab with Illenium
This remix is just as beautiful as the original. I ugly cry every time.
hands down best remix for thissong
Nurko/illenium is an unstoppable duo dawg
*I CAN'T GET ENOUGH FROM NURKO*
I hope someone else gets to experience chills for a minute straight. Amazing
Thank u nurko for making this more depressed...😎👌
On point bhai😂
This is crazy good. Can never get enough of Nurko!
If you see Nurko remix it...
You Already Know It's Gonna Be Good!
Sad song now sadder 💧🤯
This is fire!🔥
The Intro really matches the real song, GREAT WORK BY NURKO !!
This is literally the best song of 2020.
I love this remix way better! It fits the melody
definitely one of the best in this album!💙💙💙💙💙
Simply amazing! NURKO!! Next big DJ
Actually I Just need this for rest of my life
I cried listening to it
Nurko killed this
Best ever heard from illenium, love you guys🙂
This is the ILLENIUM we all know BABY 🦋
Thanks you so much ILLENIUM
I Like This New Remix Thanks Nurko for the new remix of "Take You Down" by Illenium
3 years later and this remix still gives me goosebumps
Nurko's Remixes are savage
Nurko is gonna go be huge very soon. Man has been killing it lately! I'm in love with this remix, thank you for this amazing gift :)
Amazing album, but this still remains the best remix without a doubt
Reading the comments i thought there was no way it was as good as y'all said..then i got to the drop and instantly put this song on repeat. That was 4 hours ago...
This is the best one among the futurebass/melodic dubstep ones.
When we will get.
ILLENIUM × NURKO - ??????
What do you guys think.
In proximity’s video of this song Nurko ask:”should I collab with Illenium?” And everyone was like YESSS... so maybe one day
@@Edo-fg9gb Yes
He answered me on Reddit saying “there may or may not be an Illenium collab talking on the works” :D
@@Nurkomusic of course we all want illenium and nurko collab one day.
Nurko is awesome too
this one has the first pray drop arrangement, i like it
holy shit, i just noticed this
@Michelino Guarda sending love, hang in there fam. life's worth living, believe me.
@Michelino Guarda If you need some positivity check out @garyvee on Instagram, his content changed my life and i truly recommend consuming it a ton ❤️
def the Best one on the remix tape
this is actually really great music for soundwave music
i cant stop replaying this
facts
This is how to do remixes,not broking original and making it more beautiful,Thanks Nurko,big remix of beautiful song🖤
NURKO The Best DROP Gun
Nurko’ style always give me eargasm
nurko and illemium my 2 favorite music makers !!! love it!
Omg i was bigger fan of original version!! But this oneee!!!! Changed my mind !!
Better Than Original!!! Prove me wrong
Goosebumps 🥺🔥
Needed to re-listen to this ! Made my day sooo much better.
Had goosebumps throughout the entire song. *Is it possible to learn this power?*
If anyone is interested, the singer is Tim James, with pitched vocals.
What a vibe
Nurko did an awesome job
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Well he always does
Support you bruda
i can feel the atmosphere 😻😌🔥
this song cured my depression
The clear winner, folks
I dont quite get it.....
HOW CAN YOU DISLIKE THIS MASTER PEICE!?!?!??!?!
Nurko🔥
NURKO WOWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!
2:30 - 3:09 is really sad makes me cry sometimes
One of my favourite songs from one of my favourite musicians remixed by my favourite musician OMG !!!
Thank you so much ..
Omg I love this song 😍
NURKOLLIUM 💥🎆🎇🎉
Somehow this song makes me HAPPY😊
I had to put it on Loop😍🥵