Mitski // Why Didn't You Stop Me Lyrics (Lyric Video)

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  • @radiotranslates2807
    @radiotranslates2807  3 ปีที่แล้ว +120

    you can also watch "Fireworks" by Mitski from here

  • @nopaintingsplease1575
    @nopaintingsplease1575 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1603

    This song hits hard when you ended your relationship because of mental health and they’re moving on while your still madly in love with them

    • @xshinex5789
      @xshinex5789 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Me rn ahahahahahhahahahahahaahajahahaah

    • @tasya3771
      @tasya3771 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Oof..

    • @JuneKhine
      @JuneKhine 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      shit how did u read my mind

    • @Green-zh7ui
      @Green-zh7ui 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      That hit way harder than it should’ve

    • @glitc4_945
      @glitc4_945 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me paso

  • @v3rmilli0n_stxrs222
    @v3rmilli0n_stxrs222 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1599

    “I know that I ended it but, why wont you chase after me?” why do I relate to that so much

    • @Kaylaisthekey
      @Kaylaisthekey 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      it's hurts

    • @langa8893
      @langa8893 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Im literally crying rn cuz my first girlfriend sent this to me and Idk how to respond now

    • @gissellegggarcia4543
      @gissellegggarcia4543 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Fr tho

    • @leonardobautista6165
      @leonardobautista6165 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Well i could say that this is a two way story the first one is a lovers story that one of the two ended the relationship and the second one is just friendship and in this one is just they Dont talk that much

    • @mattv.4089
      @mattv.4089 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Because you purposefully over complicate your life

  • @victoriasofiaappreciationc9918
    @victoriasofiaappreciationc9918 2 ปีที่แล้ว +853

    MOST UNDERRATED MITSKI SONG

    • @lilac7171
      @lilac7171 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I thinks it’s actually a horse named cold water but yeah

    • @lilac7171
      @lilac7171 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Cold air*

    • @hircinehowls6810
      @hircinehowls6810 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      its my fav

    • @ultravio.
      @ultravio. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      MADOKA SHINJI POSE

    • @bethcollihole577
      @bethcollihole577 ปีที่แล้ว

      hm

  • @ratcooney7138
    @ratcooney7138 2 ปีที่แล้ว +479

    This song has no right being short.

  • @milfseok3048
    @milfseok3048 3 ปีที่แล้ว +438

    this is what having bpd feels like

    • @anabelsolorzano6531
      @anabelsolorzano6531 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      so happy I'm not the only one

    • @milfseok3048
      @milfseok3048 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@anabelsolorzano6531 we can do this!❤️

    • @deancastro732
      @deancastro732 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Now I don't feel alone

    • @kritikasapkota6837
      @kritikasapkota6837 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I feeel soo understood.

    • @nemvral4186
      @nemvral4186 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      yessss that was my exact thought hearing this song

  • @haille1016
    @haille1016 2 ปีที่แล้ว +572

    How I depict this song is someone who was in a friendship/relationship and they ended the relationship to get their attention but the other person is drained and tired of chasing after them so they just let them go

    • @Fuckase
      @Fuckase ปีที่แล้ว +3

      This is basically me but no one ever cares about me and i have to do all this stupid shit to make anyone talk to me for a second

    • @GachaZ423
      @GachaZ423 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I fee like im the other person somehow but Im planning to use this audio for some kind of edit

  • @squirtel1983
    @squirtel1983 3 ปีที่แล้ว +653

    This song hits different when people knew about your first abuser and how you and him were hanging out but nobody stopped you, also when you can’t remember how he looks like for the life of you. Racking your brain to remember but you can’t do your just stuck .

    • @ainsleychadwick8747
      @ainsleychadwick8747 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      god i relate to this sm

    • @squirtel1983
      @squirtel1983 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@ainsleychadwick8747 man I’m so sorry

    • @coomer6599
      @coomer6599 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @nessa subliminals ❥ you should like mind ur business if ur gonna b rude Lol

    • @Frichilsasta08
      @Frichilsasta08 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It wasn't anyone's job to stop you though.

  • @Tell_meaboutit23
    @Tell_meaboutit23 2 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    I SCREAMED when she said "I look for a picture of you to keep in my pocket but I can't seem to find one where u look how I remember" i just relate SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHH

  • @mellowyellow4197
    @mellowyellow4197 2 ปีที่แล้ว +123

    "i look for a picture of you to keep in my pocket, but i cant seem to find one where you look how i remember"
    i interpret this as remembering only the best of somebody and only noticing the good things about them, but looking back after things are over and realizing how different they really were from how you saw them

  • @RCatStein
    @RCatStein 2 ปีที่แล้ว +238

    This song isnt talked about enough.

  • @thedudeisjake
    @thedudeisjake 2 ปีที่แล้ว +263

    this wasn't a relationship, it was a friend who i had held close to and i considered someone who i would trust with my life. They picked a fight at me because they were having an episode, they brought up things that they knew would hurt me, and their ass of a boyfriend only came to make it worse, i cried for days. I can remember, they brought me into a gc and told me to suck it up with other ppl in that friend group only egging me on. It was a day before my birthday, and i remember feeling so alone, my partners and a friend who wasn't apart of the earlier fight was the only one i really spent it with.
    i remember asking why they never chased after me, i remember having told them i don't want to be friends anymore because i knew itd be better for my health but struggling hard, so so hard to actually follow through, i remember crying a lot after it happening where i cried to songs that didn't even make sense to me because it reminded me of them in someway, why didn't he care enough to not hurt me? why did he decide my being was less important than his boyfriend's ego, why did he never consider how i would feel or how i struggled with it? why does he hurt me for fun? i thought i was his friend, we promised we would have each other's backs and now i feel like i lost my other half and im pouring out with blood

    • @poprocks7461
      @poprocks7461 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I'm so sorry that happened to you :( they weren't really you're friend if they did that and you deserve friends that actually care for you I hope UR doing better now :]

    • @tuxedocat4338
      @tuxedocat4338 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I know im late but I am sorry this happened to you, your 'friend's' emotions took the best of them and now you probably feel more alone. I know it isn't my business to care but I hope you're doing well

    • @RotheAlien
      @RotheAlien ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm going through the same experience, whenever we "fought" I would always be the one to apologise or else they wouldn't talk to me for days, or when the discussions would get too heated I'd be the one to always try to focus on different things so that it wouldn't develop into another fight. They never replied to my attempts at making conversation and often ignored them to talk about what happened to them. I'd always feel scared of sharing stuff I liked (that we didnt have in common) because they were very vocal about the stuff they hated (sometimes they hated something I liked and would never shut up about it). They would also try to one up me on weird things, like how we both grew up poor but for some reason they had to insist that they were "way poorer".
      They'd accuse me of stuff just because they read my tone in the wrong way, they told me I didn't have any empathy because I wasn't sad the queen of England d1ed and that was our last fight (such a dumb thing to end a friendship over). I never wrote to them again but looking back I was always too kind with the kind of way I would fight with them, always trying not to be too hard on them because of their mental health problems. I should have not given a frick and just told them off. I should have showed how much I really was angry and how much they really hurt me.
      The worst thing is seeing how little they cared about me and how easily they're moving on

    • @Zombiegrl3
      @Zombiegrl3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I relate to this sm, it isn't ur fault

    • @ihopeyougethitbyabus1736
      @ihopeyougethitbyabus1736 ปีที่แล้ว

      wow. f that monstrosity of a "friend" who has a boyfriend who has an ego bigger than jupiter and saturn combined

  • @bethanyserrano2722
    @bethanyserrano2722 2 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    the rest of 1:54 makes me feel something I can’t explain. I get chills.

  • @Youthfulchay
    @Youthfulchay 2 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    TW- venting
    I once had a good friend.
    And 3 days before we stopped being friends, we had a late night chat. She told me her favourite singer is Mitski.
    That was months ago.
    Yesterday, I opened Spotify and clicked on the Discover weekly playlist, only to find this song.
    So, I tried listening to it.
    I was only halfway through the song and i started crying. It describes so well what i feel.
    Is this what it feels like to get punched by fate or something?
    I'm confused, she wasn't a good person either, she started talking way more with others. And with me? Only when she needed help with something.
    But i feel like I'm the one at fault.

    • @huriazz2267
      @huriazz2267 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      dang, this represents my story...
      I'm so sorry but I need to get this off me.
      We were such good friends.I helped you when you had tough times.I gave you my friendship and you prefer him instead? just because yall liked the same thing? I helped you through everything and you just...pushed me away
      I do have some fault
      When we were friends I became popular and I forgot about him :( so when he became popular too we both forgot about each other, I guess I am the one to blame but it still hurts.

    • @Youthfulchay
      @Youthfulchay ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@huriazz2267 I'm so, so sorry to hear that buddy.
      I really hope u are feeling better now :')

    • @anonymousxoxo372
      @anonymousxoxo372 ปีที่แล้ว

      Relate :'

  • @lindsay1840
    @lindsay1840 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    as soon as i heard the first few lines i was like “damn i’m going to relate to this”

  • @ashley-pc7og
    @ashley-pc7og 2 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    "you know me better than is do" how much i can relate

  • @taxevasion5806
    @taxevasion5806 2 ปีที่แล้ว +149

    I love this song so much, I love Mitski and all her songs. All her songs are nothing but perfection :)

  • @aprilfaymark
    @aprilfaymark ปีที่แล้ว +14

    to me this song is missing an old relationship (romantic or friendship) and they chnaged a lot so you end it with them but you find yourself missing them a lot because of all the old memories and how they used to treat you so much better than before you ended it with them

  • @v3rmilli0n_stxrs222
    @v3rmilli0n_stxrs222 3 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    This song needs way more recognition 🕺🕺

  • @str4wb3rry_x28
    @str4wb3rry_x28 2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    This hits me harder than any other Mitski song.
    I'm really self destructive at times and my friends neither seem to care nor notice how bad my mental state really is. I even had teachers and multiple students come up to me in the past and ask me if i was okay, because it had gotten so far, that i looked exacly how i felt like inside. And all my friends did, was exclude me from the group and write me off as mean, which to be fair, i was sometimes. I have never been good at dealing with me sadness and anger, so naturally, i wasn't able to keep it down sometimes. I never did anything really bad. I never screamed and them or went for their weak spots, i just acted a little pissed off.
    I stopped eating and they knew it.
    I started self harming and they knew it.
    I stopped talking to everyone and they knew it.
    I was distancing myself from everyone and was lost in my thoughts all day and they knew it.
    I pretended to feel sick in class so i could go outside and cry and they knew it.
    And yet they never cared. I was friends with one of them for eight years and we basically grew up alongside each other and with the other one for four years.
    And yet they couldn't even ask if i was okay. They just constantly put more and more fuel into the fire no matter if it was intentional or not.
    They didn't care. They didn't stop me.
    (If anyone sees this, i'm sorry if there are any grammatical errors, i'm not native)

  • @vocodabaddest
    @vocodabaddest 3 ปีที่แล้ว +163

    he’s a horrible person but i’m not letting go

    • @brucewayne4336
      @brucewayne4336 2 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      You should let go for your own sake, some people aren't meant to be with someone but themselves because only then will you know how wonderful and precious you are.

    • @MEILISREALM
      @MEILISREALM 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      boo@@brucewayne4336

  • @skibidirizzgyatshaker
    @skibidirizzgyatshaker 2 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    this song is insanely good 🛐‼️

  • @Fuckase
    @Fuckase ปีที่แล้ว +79

    This song is basically my every friendship/relationship
    ,,I know i ended it but why won’t you chase after me?’’ I push people away and expect them to run after me like a puppy and show that they care and dont want me to leave them ,,So why didn’t you stop me?’’ Is me being mad that they did nothing so they basically dont care

    • @Fuckase
      @Fuckase ปีที่แล้ว

      Before u call me toxic or sum i have to do all this stupid shit to make people remember that i actually exist because no one fucking cares about me

    • @zalariahdevils7709
      @zalariahdevils7709 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It's not that they don't care, you just fail to look at yourself in the mirror. Nobody wants to be with a narcissist after all that. You really expect people to chase you? It looks like they have more self respect than you do.

    • @aahnarathore2065
      @aahnarathore2065 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i feel u :( but the problem is that if they care about you a lot, they will give you space because it seems that you want space. so if they leave you alone it also might be because they really care

    • @zalariahdevils7709
      @zalariahdevils7709 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Then they would tell you that before they leave. Because that's a normal thing I do when I want space and when other people want space, they tell me. They don't care if they don't tell you.

  • @Elucie7575
    @Elucie7575 2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    why wont anyone look at me like the way I look at them? I’m always so alone, and none of my friends notice. They’re great people, and I know they’re just busy but fuck, I specifically look and try to find them to walk together or talk about meaningless things but they’re always never looking my way. It’s like I don’t even exist when I’m not actively interacting with them. I think about them all the time when they’re gone, thinking about when I’d see them next, or how they’re feeling. I truly wonder if they ever think about me when I’m gone too. I was both invisible at home and at school but after a loud breakdown my mom was more careful about ,,, not ignoring me. I sound like a fucking brat. I know it’s not that deep or that serious but I just feel like I’m being rejected every time I try to reach out to someone. The literal highlight of my day today was one of my friends walking by my class and remembering me and turning to wave at me. I’m so pathetic.

  • @lisamujo287
    @lisamujo287 3 ปีที่แล้ว +212

    ugh this song is amazing! ✨

    • @radiotranslates2807
      @radiotranslates2807  3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      yess all mitski songs are!

    • @lisamujo287
      @lisamujo287 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@radiotranslates2807 yes indeed! she's an incredible artist

    • @naia9060
      @naia9060 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yep !!

  • @dashthatoneviewer
    @dashthatoneviewer 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Mitski make good break up songs whether is platonic or romantic

  • @z0mb1e.x_X
    @z0mb1e.x_X ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Dude I ended a relationship a couple months ago but i remember, i had very bad dependency and attachment issues (atp where i'd panic) and i remember crying and panicking whenever he left, i didn't blame him for leaving but he'd purposely stay away from me for longer than anticipated, like 11 hours or so just to "game". I constantly thought to myself, wishing he'd come and chase after me or if i was upset he'd come and apologize. i love this song sm, it truly is a jewel

  • @wons7416
    @wons7416 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    This hits hard. It's harder for me to move on when i ended it. It's harder because it was my fault. I feel so sorry for her. I could do better. It also hurts how quickly she moved on, like i was nothing to her, like her feelings towards me weren't real, but mine feelings were real, totally, now those same feelings hurt me. For anyone reading this, i hope you are ok

  • @uncannyvalll
    @uncannyvalll 3 ปีที่แล้ว +184

    This song is for the BPD girlies

  • @ThePinkDisasterrr
    @ThePinkDisasterrr 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    He was my best friend, but he wasn't a good person, he was really toxic but I was afraid to lose the person I loved most. He did horrible things to me, he manipulate my feelings but I loved him anyway.
    I remember the day that I blocked him from everywhere, he never spoke to me again but now I just feel like this song, I miss him so bad but I know I did the best. "I know that I ended it, but why won't you chase after me" that sentence hits me so hard.
    Now I'm fine, I have real friends and they worry about me. But he.. he was the person I loved most in the world, he was my first best friend for a long time. I think I should forgive him and live my life.

  • @gloriapisano7110
    @gloriapisano7110 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    i look for a picture of you to keep in my pocket but i cant seem to find one where you look how i remember :,)

  • @_k1llj0ys
    @_k1llj0ys 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Even though she ended things, I decided to stay away. She tried a few times to reason with me and say sorry for all she did to me, and yet I still stayed away and cried when she gave up after awhile because I was so hurt and unreachable that I never responded.

    • @snippymysty3879
      @snippymysty3879 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Even though he ended things, I tried to reason and say sorry to him for all that I did, yet he stayed away until I gave up after awhile. I don't know if he's hurt, I don't know if he actually cried, I don't even know what I did (apologized for the few things I could remember doing which were honestly silly outbursts over some political opinions). I still don't know what I did to this day or why he did it. He loved me. Or I thought he did.

  • @leah6286
    @leah6286 3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    this one hurts a little

  • @brain_rt1956
    @brain_rt1956 2 ปีที่แล้ว +107

    *I know that I ended it…but….*
    *WHY WONT YOU CHASE AFTER ME?*

  • @gabriel_555
    @gabriel_555 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I love this song sm its so underrated

  • @dysennn
    @dysennn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    1:38 oooooh i love this part, reminds me of sonic

    • @toolkit5209
      @toolkit5209 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      nah nah mario kart 🥶

  • @wintig24
    @wintig24 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This song reminds me of how I felt in the 6th grade when I victimized myself against the vicious bullying I had been putting my friend through. I was horrible to him, and now I can't even remember what his smile looks like.
    He still lives down the street.

  • @semidecent4395
    @semidecent4395 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    When you ask people if you’re being too much, and they always say ‘no’ or ‘you’re fine’. Only to get frustrated and angry at you when you try to be yourself. I would have stopped if I knew it was bothering you. I don’t want to upset you. But you didn’t say anything, I didn’t know. So why didn’t you stop me?

  • @arayaforliferrrr5536
    @arayaforliferrrr5536 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    WHY DIDN'T YOU STOP ME ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

  • @hiphoppopotamus6209
    @hiphoppopotamus6209 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    i cant do this anymore. i love em so much but we both need a break. right person wrong time.

    • @hiphoppopotamus6209
      @hiphoppopotamus6209 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      its still hurts so bad, they suck but i can’t control that

  • @Its_gettingLate
    @Its_gettingLate 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Nobody can fill the hole my ex best friend left me with when she left me... it happened almost two years ago. I miss her, i though we were going to last forever. But i suppose i was wrong, i have photos of when we were friends and happy and together but she looks different. Not how i remember her.

  • @onyxmoth383
    @onyxmoth383 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    currently sobbing and break dancing to this song

  • @ahjussi59
    @ahjussi59 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    never imagine I would relate so much to a song.

  • @heartu2660
    @heartu2660 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    Anybody else get min and ryan vibes from this song? (I saw an edit of them with it and now I can't listen to this song without thinking of them)

    • @goldenwater2916
      @goldenwater2916 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      exactly! (i also saw the edit lol)

    • @heartu2660
      @heartu2660 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@goldenwater2916 sbsjsj ayy I'm glad u know know what I'm talking abt I thought nobody would HA

    • @buneejohnson1384
      @buneejohnson1384 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      omg edit by who

    • @goldenwater2916
      @goldenwater2916 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@buneejohnson1384 this one th-cam.com/video/2cBREp4SYu8/w-d-xo.html (by Eli Ramos)

    • @radiotranslates2807
      @radiotranslates2807  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I didn't watch this show but it looks like this song was made for them!!

  • @misty8762
    @misty8762 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    New fear unlocked: if someone wanted to break our relationship and i let them go because if they want to break up then they will be satisfied with that decision and i only want to know they are doing well and satisfied with that, but what if they don't and so blame is on me because i let them go😭
    Sorry if i explained this wrong English is not my first language

  • @Carmen-gw6no
    @Carmen-gw6no 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I relate to this so much-

  • @rina_idk
    @rina_idk 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    the instruments r literally amazing

  • @stacelololol
    @stacelololol 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I look for a picture of you to keep in my pocket, but I can’t seem to find one where you look how I remember. :’)

  • @sitialifyahjasminejafar_0467
    @sitialifyahjasminejafar_0467 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song giving very much “the portrait of lady on fire” vibes ASJSJSJSJ 😩😭

  • @shekhs
    @shekhs ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I finally got a picture of them bc of the school booklet. I don't want them to leave my life but they will in a few months.

  • @stacelololol
    @stacelololol 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    0:45 best part 😩

  • @Fardmaster_2000
    @Fardmaster_2000 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This song hurts because when he broke up with me then afterwards we started talking again and then we started being all lovey-dovey again so then i fell even deeper in love with him, now i dont know if its because of distance but now were just acting like friends and i dont know what i did ever wrong to him its just on-off and he knows what the fuck hes doing, after all the lovey talk now hes just "headpatting" me on text and friendzoning the fuck out of me. Im so fucking angry and hurt i want to tell him how much its *draining* me but ill probably make him upset and i dont want to, i love him so so much and were long distance so it hurts but everytime we see eachother we cuddle, kiss, and love on eachother its just... I want to spend the rest of my life with him and it just hurts so much ive never cheated on him or put him down EVER. All ive did was be loyal im just so tired i feel like everything is draining right now.

  • @saturn608
    @saturn608 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    "I look for a picture of you to keep in my pocket, but I can't seem to find one where you look how I remember."

  • @sageasami
    @sageasami 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    best song ever

  • @_MADMAX..
    @_MADMAX.. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    guitar part reminds me of life is strange: before the storm title music lol

  • @ash4302_
    @ash4302_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love this song so much

  • @fayewebsterily
    @fayewebsterily 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    so goodd

  • @saiharaa
    @saiharaa หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This song reminds me of my favorite "crime" case, it didnt happen to me but this song makes me feel like if i was on the case felling everything while happening

  • @Salmanwali2009
    @Salmanwali2009 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    the ending of this song would make a great end for an episode of a show

  • @hircinehowls6810
    @hircinehowls6810 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    you knew i wasnt okay. you knew i wasnt in the right headspace. i was so close, and you didnt even try to stop me. i stopped myself, because you didnt care enough.

  • @zemzeminmutfag8929
    @zemzeminmutfag8929 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Emeğinize sağlık 👍

  • @undead.v4mpire
    @undead.v4mpire ปีที่แล้ว +2

    A year ago I met him and we were rlly in love but he didnt show interest in me anymore (after a while). I am mentally ill and ruined it even more instead of realising that it wont work and I thought there was hope for us but there wasnt, a while ago I found out he likes a girl. Today I found out he started talking to her in march, we kissed in mai, ik its just a kiss but why did he tell my friend that he doesnt know If he likes me or not when he was drunk. Ik that it could have been just the alcohol but yk drunk ppl say the truth. Back then he didnt tell me that he wasnt ready for an actual relationship, his best friend told me a few months after and I was just hurt, I would have waited for him. I was talking to some1 too in march, april and in mai (kinda) but I never liked them I always liked him. He still wants to be friends (kinda) and I kinda too (we have the same friend group) but again he doesnt care, I and my best friend want to go out with him but he always has something to do. Idk If its bc of me or bc he only wants to go out with his best friend but I'm just hurt and I hate him sm, I want to be friends but he doesnt care again, I hate him sm and most of my close friends still think I like him but I dont I hate him the only thing is I get jealous If he is close with any1. Idk If its bc I want to be close with him too (in a friend way) or if its in a romantic way. I want to get over him, I dont wanna like him, I dont want to hate him, I just want to be friends but he doesnt care and I cant stop hating him. If u had read this all wow, u now know alot
    Pls help me

  • @heisinmywalls
    @heisinmywalls 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    "i know that i ended it but why wont you chase after me?" RAHAHAHAHAGSHSGHSJHG DTSOPPP

  •  3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Emeğinize sağlık

  • @aiy.96
    @aiy.96 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    tw: venting ❕❕
    im so sorry for venting out like this, but its all i can do much haha, but really ♡ and im exhausted. I have friends, I have people who care about me. But I’m so selfish and I hate it. I don’t hate them, it’s never their fault but it’s me that can’t understand why I feel like this everyday. I hate their company. i wish I could just restart and disappear I hate everything. I’ve completely lost myself. Everything is so tiring and exhausting. I’m such a selfish disgusting person, I have many friends but I can’t keep up with them. It’s so exhausting to and I feel so bad. I’ve yearned for so long to have real friends, but now I just want to disappear and never talk to them again. I feel my worst when I’m with people I’m comfortable with. I just don’t want them to be annoyed by me. i want to tell them so badly how I just want to leave. I don’t understand why I do this, I’m awful. I’m so much better off alone but i can’t bear to tell them that, I love being around people but I hate it so much too, I try to change myself just so I can make them happy. I’m never myself, I’ve already seen it happen many times, why can’t I just stay the same and not hurt them, why do I have to do this. i never have vented to someone in my life and I’m so tired. I’ve been neglected for most of my entire life, people don’t seem to like my company very much and I’ve been judged by people around me, that made me feel the need to leave people so I don’t talk to them because it’s a bother. I really dislike affection, it makes me uncomfortable. I’m not used to things like that, so why now? why, just why do I feel like that. I hate being alone but I love it. I don’t know how I feel. I don’t know myself and I’m so sick of it. nothing has enjoyment in it anymore, I’m not bored I just don’t feel anything. I always act so differently to them so I can make them happy. I’ve been doing it for years. but, but I’m so exhausted of it now. in reality im so much different. i put on a fake self of me, so they will stay with me. But what’s the point? I’m the one who leaves them. I just cant, why do I do this? I was actually happy with my friends, they gave me so much that I’ve never had before. But Im too comfortable with them now. it hurts, i hold in everything I feel and fake my emotions. I just want to be alone but sometimes I don’t want to be alone. But I can’t please them if Im myself, why would they keep being friends with me if I didn’t help them, they wouldn’t be happy and they should be happy. I would just make them feel worse themselves if I was myself, so why do I even want to have friends. Please i wish everything I feel would stop. I wish i wasn’t like how I am. I’ve cried over being around people. Im not asocial, I just, I’m not sure. Because I actually like being around people at first, but then I just put on a fake act because, they will get bored of who I am if I stayed that way, and I, I just get sick of it and I have no motivation to do anything and I hate social interaction. I’m so scared when I get too attached to them, I just I just feel different, I hate it I hate it. I would never admit to them about this, I shouldn’t project my own problems to other people. It’s fine when other people do but not me. but, I just wish I could tell them to leave, all I want is to be alone, I don’t feel even like being alone, it’s just that talking to people is so draining. I always want to please people, but when they tell me that appreciate it, i want to stay away from them, I’m not deserving of someone’s validation and it just hurts to see when they do. I feel horrible, I don’t feel good about anything. I don’t want to fake my emotions anymore, because anytime I’m talking to someone that happens. I don’t understand why I want friends when it always turns out this way. I’m going to miss them so bad, i just distant myself away from them because, I’m tired, I don’t want to open up to them, I’m so scared getting close to people. I hate this, I hate everything, I hate my family I hate myself. but I’m so upset about it. I wish I could just act like I do alone. But if I do, they’ll judge me just like before. I want to be friends with people, but I can’t help them at all, I can’t act who I actually am, or actually stay with them. I make things so much worse because I can’t keep up. I get too tired talking to them. I’m so selfish, I just want people, but I’ll just leave them like I always do. I want to leave and be alone, please why can’t I just be alone anymore. but being alone hurts, it’s so excruciating. i feel horrible since there is nothing that I want to do. I’m not bored, it’s just I don’t feel fun in anything. I have many hobbies and things I like, it just. I don’t feel anything for them anymore. But I wish I could tell everyone about them. I have so much to offer and yet I can’t because it’s exhausting, mentally draining and I don’t want to be clingy or talk too much. I sleep a lot. It’s all I do and I wish I could just help myself. if I’m finally alone. I’ll once again wish for people. I always do this. I always want something when it’s gone, I want loneliness, but when I am alone, I’ll want people. I don’t know anymore. I don’t know anything. it hurts to alone when you’ve been for so long. But just talking to people, I’ve been slowly becoming even more sick of everyone. I wish I wouldn’t do that. I wish I would just be myself and people weren’t bored of me or that I can express who I actually am. I wish people just knew who I was and yet nobody understands and it hurts so badly. I’m so scared of them figuring out who I am, but at the same time I want them to. I don’t know what I want, I don’t know why I do this to myself. I wish that I could handle and have fun with people without faking everything and actually thinking things are fun. but when I leave them I will miss them dearly. I wish I enjoyed having people around when I do have them. because I love my friends so much.

  • @calvinleote4319
    @calvinleote4319 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    tyy

  • @yuarentlucky
    @yuarentlucky ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hits hard when your friend slowly turns into a major asshole, and so you leave and then suddenly regret it because he's the only person that really talked to you about things other people don't care about.
    So now I'm lonely, and have no one to talk to about my hyperfixations.

  • @ritsumaocanon
    @ritsumaocanon ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I hate my abuser so much, this song reminds me sm of me while i was still staying with him, i was so invulnerable and dumb, I'm definitely healing more and more but i just, i hate him..

  • @theo-nr6oe
    @theo-nr6oe 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    "I look for a picture of you in my pocket but I can't seem to find one where you look how I remember" I have never had a unique experience in my life huh?

  • @neslicehayat5929
    @neslicehayat5929 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Emeğinize sağlık komşum 👍☺️

  • @LanaDelMitski
    @LanaDelMitski 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    super cool

  • @ConfidentCrime
    @ConfidentCrime ปีที่แล้ว +2

    still wondering why nobody has ever chased after me

  • @cranberryjuiceisreal
    @cranberryjuiceisreal 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    mitski in the studio be like: yeah this is my best song ever
    make it 2 minutes long

  • @slanderjennie593
    @slanderjennie593 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    im crying so much rn why is this song so sad i can't even breathe

  • @PAPASINCORPORATED6535
    @PAPASINCORPORATED6535 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i liked and shared

  • @Haruki-zc6bw
    @Haruki-zc6bw หลายเดือนก่อน

    Gonna relate to this song in a few days. goodbye world.

  • @saturn7347
    @saturn7347 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i actually do keep a picture of what we used to be in my wallet at all times. i will no longer chase and beg for him however i will always be waiting for him to come back

  • @akdenizvideo
    @akdenizvideo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    emeğinize sağlık kolay gelsin 17 👌👌

  • @jackwilson6195
    @jackwilson6195 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song hits hard when you’re forced to regain traumatic memories of your family by playing a haunted arcade game

  • @aysenurdemir3484
    @aysenurdemir3484 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Müthiş

  • @ecrenyasar1326
    @ecrenyasar1326 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    ♥️♥️♥️

  • @drunkgeek3035
    @drunkgeek3035 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This would be a fantastic ost for a thriller

  • @ye3hawbusters
    @ye3hawbusters ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This audio and that one Narancia and Fugo edit.

  • @salemmarz3809
    @salemmarz3809 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    this song was made for basil from omori

    • @krowsnkai6194
      @krowsnkai6194 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      YEXS

    • @keeeeeeeeeeeith
      @keeeeeeeeeeeith 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Oooooo I never realized that im adding it to my omori playlist now

    • @una9906
      @una9906 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I WAS THINKING THIS

  • @uhmmmackshually
    @uhmmmackshually 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this is so underrated

  • @far-awaydarling.4816
    @far-awaydarling.4816 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    hits hard cos of not relating/understanding with ur faith 🧍‍♀️

  • @slagedik4402
    @slagedik4402 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    🤩🤭👏🏻

  • @hshshskosso3645
    @hshshskosso3645 ปีที่แล้ว

    this whole song basically sums up my bpd. 🤭

  • @elif-tq8jd
    @elif-tq8jd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    SUPPORT RADIOTRANSLATES 4 LIFE

  • @xshinex5789
    @xshinex5789 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I miss her so much

  • @llasssarag7460
    @llasssarag7460 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    oh my god

  • @ibrahimmertdemir5772
    @ibrahimmertdemir5772 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    🕺

  • @mohammadomarsharif1779
    @mohammadomarsharif1779 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is so perfect for my OC ship

  • @crouchingidiot
    @crouchingidiot ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Reminds me so heavily of Dabi and his dad

  • @marelymolina4710
    @marelymolina4710 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this song 🏡

  • @tojismassivemantiddies1484
    @tojismassivemantiddies1484 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Is hard to break up with somebody thinking that they would chase after you because it is something I would have done if they were the ones to break it up, but to see that it maybe wasn't worth to them fight for this... it just hurts.

  • @janeauryn7878
    @janeauryn7878 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    She's the one ended it but i like this song and it kinda reminds me so much of her lol

  • @spookyspeks1259
    @spookyspeks1259 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Cries in relationship ocd

  • @Duwaunacozad
    @Duwaunacozad ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Real

  • @kambreybrewer1595
    @kambreybrewer1595 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I relate to this song bc I’ve blocked my friend a thousand times to see if she’d try to reach out and she never does