This is not only your story but the untold story of every innocent person who never get chance to express his emotions because he knows that no one cares..
This is similar to me but I can't say anything to any teacher as they will only think tumhare saath hi kyo krte kisi aur K saath kyo ni tumhari hi galti hogi
Me too I always help mine friends in every situation but if I deny for a single thing I am working with they starts irritating me saying that "yaar tu hamesha ese hi karti hai mujhe kabhi help nhi karti "even I help she never felt how would I feel they fights me say me I am selfish but at the same time they ask me for help and I am such a idiot I help I hate myself I help them I don't know why I do this but I do 😭
@@anjaliiampawsitive4426 Strangers can understand other but friends can't I only have one friend who understands me always or aaj bhi ladai ho gyi meri usse but this time I also told her how she is?
@@alfiyaquireshi6761 awwww don't worry if she is ur true friend n if ur bond is that strong then nothing will happen. soon you both will be together. n she will not mind ur words 😇
Being a very sensitive & caring person is actually a curse now a days. You try to understand everyone and their every situation, but when you need the same, you find that there is almost no one for you. And when your closet friends hurt you, (that too deliberately, coz they know where you will bleed most) it hurts the most, it shakes your soul.
I have soo many friends but no one to share my true feelings with ...used to feel depressed alone because I'm introvert and I didn't know how to talk ...then I made a diary and whenever I feel sad or want to share my feelings I write it really helps ..it feels sooo relatable to listen to ur story ..
Her words are so pure, literally she's me...I had the same incident in my school time which made me leave my so called best friends...They drew a snake on my school blazer and the whole class was... and then in the last period, I went to the washroom, cried cried and cried, unluckily a junior heard me crying, called the teacher and I narrated the incident and then the teacher tried to make them understand...but And after the meeting, they were like "bohot bnti h khud ko, mazak hi to kia tha bs, ja mrja kahi ja k" Those words really hit me hard And today I too have that same diary and inner me with me I still miss them a lot Dedicated to my dear Pratishtha and Simran...
i used to write dairy ..in class 9-10 ..for 10 happy months i wrote it ..i filled my each and every emotions in that dairy ..every word i feel about my friends ,family ,school, coaching ,and my girlfriend ..who was not gf back then ...but we have kind of mutual understanding that yeah we like each other .no no love each other but we will not tell each other ..so that we don't get distracted from boards/studies .... ... i was expecting this to happen someday ... but still i use to write .... i belong to a stereotypical BRAHMAN family... and the girl was SINGH ... __-u guessed it__- my mom read that dairy ..she invaded my privacy .. and she crashed over me ... my elder sister who has topped in 10th just a year ago and was in 11th at that time she crushed me too ..so did my dad ... of course after this i stopped talking to her .... but mom dad i want to ask a question from this platform ..what was my fault? she was not even my official gf ..and u guys added CASTEISM too in it ... after boards ended ... i started talking to her again .. but of course this time i am not gonna wrote it down in dairy ..at least not on a paper dairy ..but in dairy of my heart.. i know very few people will read this ..but i just wanted to share it ..(for those who are thinking about our percentage she got 96.6% i got 94.6% and my sister had got 98% in her boards-thanku)
People says nothing is impossible in this world but 1 thing is there that is impossible and that is this Indian society. We never ever changed this. Because here our own people can't understand us.🤍
*I've many people around me, who call themselves my friend, many acquaintes, but I don't see a single person I can open my heart to. I could relate with it*
"Zindagi mein dosto ka hona bohut zaruri hai, dosto ke bina zindagi mein kuch nhi hai, Magar yeh kisne keh diya ki woh dost bas insaan ke roop mein hi ho sakte hai" well said mam that line touch the bottom of my heart
I didn't like school and this just bring back those memories .I am glad I could survive that toxic immature environment . I just wish , I shouldn't have got affected the way I got back in school ..
I just really loved the line that zindagi mei ginti ke log hote hai jo hamse ye puchte hai ki kya hua aur usme ginti mei se bhi ginti ke log hmse uss question ka jawab jaana chahte hai....sooo true 100%
Same thing I did in my past ..bt I wipe my tears alone no counsilor came for me nor my frnds😂😂bt all those incidents made me strong and taught me how strong I am and can survive anyshit without anyone cmpny🙆
I don't know why but same this one happened with me in my past and now I am extremely happy in my life and strong also... Thanks to my special friends 🥰🥰😘😘
This was my story .. A diary from past 6 years . Who listened me when I was the happiest , when I was the saddest . Everything , still continues to be my best friend :)
Farida😊 even I m a girl n I had these same prblms in my school time n it's hard to be alone without friends 😊yah it's better if u write those feelings in ur dairy 💛 farida fakr se jio Daro mat .....NO❤
Mai dairy nhi likhi shayd mai tum sab say aged hun ge maire umidain logoun say tootiti hi nhi mai kuch jar loun mai itni EMTIONAL hun k bejan chizain mare ly share nhi ban saktin
When did I decide I was ugly? Was it when I first learnt the word pretty Or when someone called me petty What is when I was seven When I believed in hell and heaven Was it when I was nine And what was the first sign Was it when I was thirteen When I saw models on magazines Did this happen suddenly That I stopped feeling hungry Where did I decide I was ugly? Was it one evening in front of mirror Or in school where I was considered inferior Was it when I was always made tree in school play Or did the realization dawn on me little by little each passing day Was it when I dressed up and went to a party Or when a I returned and cried as friends called me dorky Was it when I first saw how I looked in pictures Or when relatives assured me 'honey you'll be fine with few fixtures' Why did I realize I was ugly? Was it because we live in a world with mirrors Or is it because we are judgemental creatures I wish I never realised I was ugly I wouldn't have felt this melancholy I wouldn't have wasted my time wondering all this It's true they say ignorance is a bliss I wrote this poem a couple of years ago. I've gained self esteem and body positivity in these years and I just want to help those in need.Don't let your mind bully your body and don't value your body over your being. Reach out to me. For you. For me. For us. Follow my Instagram handle UnapologeticallyU to talk to me.❤️
It really feels bad 🙁...when your bestfriend doesn't talks to you and u don't know the reason behind all.these things .. Seriously heart broken... After facing all...these things...i have stoped calling anyone my bestiie ..... because i know that once i will call...that person will left me alone very soon... And after that I became independent...which is more beautiful then depending on others ☺️
Meri dosto ne bhi mera sath chod diya kyoki class me inki story ki tarah hi meri bhi bohot insert ho chuki ha per mane itni mehnat ki.. ki aab vahi mujhe dost banane ko taras rahi ha 💝💝👍👍
Main ab tak yeh soch rahi thi ki mere hi dost nahi hai par ab pta chla ki duniya mein aur log bhi hai jinke dost nahi hai. I love this story. Thank you for sharing. Ab dil ka bojh kam ho gaya hai.
Falling in love with ourselves is the best thing we ever can get, i did. No one is perfect and no one is useless, just there are differences, so not to compare ever. Be greatful what you are ! Keep loving u 👍 and don't ever be sad specially not for yourself.
I cried I literally cried hearing you I have had similar experiences in my life too, wish I could tell that to u and let u help me out of that situation I need a sister like u badly
Its just same like jab family problems apko tod deti hai tab bhi apko smj nhi aata ki apko kya karna hai 🙌❤ Just amazing how Nidhi maam explained this 👏👏
Touched...I also hv this sensitive kind of nature where u dnt try to prove urself right but get hurt by ur own ppl .... eventually u start living away from everyone ppl think u r alone n weired ...but actually ur at better peaceful mindset ...staying away from wrong ppl and choosing to live with things u luv like Ur bike ,sketchbook ,music,gym is soooooo good that u can't express this to other and let them think ur sad,alone n weired ...chill they dsnt matter at the end of day ur happiness is imp
It's totally relatable, I have been bullied since the beginning of my school years, until Grade 9th when I decided to change myself, because I've had enough in the previous two years, sometimes I retaliated, and sometimes succumbed to the torturous belabours they used to give me, now I can fight for myself, give them the taste of your own medicine.
Actually I don't know the girl who was telling her story will read this comment or not but I really feel her voice inside me like this is happening and i am also the part of story.. Love that girl..
Sometimes we fail to gauge the intensity of our behaviour on others unintentionally. Nidhi's friends would have had no idea of the impact of their silliness on her personality in long term. It should be the responsibility of parents to make their children empathetic to others' feelings. Great presentation @nidhi Narwal. Next time don't hesitate to make eye contact while appreciating yourself. Stay blessed!
ur gr8 !! frndship with books is tough. meri toh kabhi nhi hua. mere liye toh books aise dost hai jaise gale padhe dost. my frnd is my bat and my ball.
@@NarutoUzumaki-vg1im keep in touch with your favourite books. Human beings are sometime selfish so if u like someone badly and finnaly left u alone so better to make friendship with non livings things, u can trust them. 🤷😊
This is what we are here for on youtube...feels good to listen to something like this, or firstly even to find something so unexpectedly touching like this...congratulations nidhi on having a new fan and a friend...
Ur just giving every peculiar detail I feel ...I feel humiliated by these so called friends everyday.....thankxx to be a grup of introvert and u became my mirror ☺️☺️☺️
Finally after 9 yrs since the school ended I know that someone has gone through the same struggles as I did. Aisa lag raha hai saalo se jo mann me daba hua tha, jo bhoolne ki koshish kr rhi thi, sab aansuo me nikal gaya. Cried throughout this video par aaj ek bada bojh utar gaya.
Yaa I too cried felt so relieved today. I had so many toxic friends, teachers and entire school. They were born only to mock others , there's no other purpose of their life. I hate being with such friends. I rather prefer to be alone than living with such toxic people.
This make me cry because I was like her. My heart was like her. I couldn’t stand up for myself. I was too vulnerable to have friends. Thought they are my everything but I was wrong. I myself is everything to me. NOBODY Else. But I am happy now I have changed a lot. Stronger and stand alone. 😊
madiha inam good this is how it should be. Create your own identity. Those people are just temporary. And most often they degrade us. When they mess with us everything is okay but if we do it then it’s a problem form them. To avoid all that YES stand for yourself! 😘 you will achieve more than you could imagine!
Ye baat to bilkul Sahi Kahi Aapne-"phli baat to mujhe Bhut ginti ke log mile h Jo mujhse ye puche ki kya hua? Aur usme v Bhut ginti ke log waise hote h Jo hamra ans. Schme janna.chahte h"meri life me v
@@nudratnayab1338 bt don't Yuh worry about it bcuz it's her fault that she couldn't understand you... and You always thanks to GOD that he saves you from selfish friend who leave you alone... 😐
Soo true... may b they never considered us as frnd..or had true feeling of being frnd..!! It is soo heart breaking when u call someone "best" n they ruin us the "best".. 😿😂😂
It's so true for me...while hearing this I just felt like she is talking abt my life story...bt tbh I even can't express my feeling to my parents then what abt frnds🙂
When i listen to uh , it feels lyk its my story that school tym when my frnds leave me just bcz of new frnds nobody notices my tears ,my pain.lyk uh i also started writing a diary sitting at the corner of the class when everyone was enjoying n suddenly my mam notices me n she appreciates me that it's so beautiful to share ur things with someone who don't judge uh but always gives uh relief . N yes this is me happy with me n myself 😊 but it's bitter truth that lyf can't see uh happy so there r still some persons who comes for few days n leaves a big strain in ur lyf
Yaar koun koun akele Mai roata aur logo ko aapni feelings ko show nahi karta ?? Yaar jinko feelings show karna nahi aata unko log selfish Kyu samjh lete hai 🤔 Diaries r like best frnd then human being . Page ( diary ) have more patience than human being . Aap ke Alva aap ka aur koi saccha dost nahi ho sakta Koi bhi kitna he accha best frnd ho but vo aap ke success se kahi na kahi Jalan karne lagte hai Vo khate hai na dost last aate to bhi Dukh hota hai aur 1 st aaye to bhi 😁 Acche dost mil sakte hai kuch but sacche dost milna aasan nahi hai It's good to live alone than surrounded by fake peoples . When u r alone u r more strong Thank you for reading and keep smiling 😊 Let ur smile to change the world not world to change ur smile 🙃🙂
The only remarkable difference between your and my back story is that, this happened to you when you were in 9th standard and all of this happened to me in the 6th grade. Actually from 5th standard till 8th standard. You brought back all those memories and lined them sequentially , tears rolled down my cheeks (I couldn't control them). Frankly, I don't want to share this poem, because I know that my fellow humans will never understand it's depth and our emotions. All is wanted to say is THANK YOU. And you are not selfish, you are one of those beautifully rare people I have seen on earth. With love, Anam
Exactly I face this situation in my 9th standard too . I also cried 🤣alone at home but when my mom asked I made another excuse bcs I don't want to tell my weak point .nw I don't have any friend n I don't care .feel hesitate to talk someone but God always help me kabhi na kabhi kahi na kahi jab akeli hoti hu humesha kisi girl ko mere pass bhej deta h meri help ke liye . really thanks to God 🙏
I still remember the day's of my school where my friends used to stick wrappers, paper n all in my hair just because my hair was curly. . .. They used to laugh at my voice as i used to talk slow.... They used to do pranks on me just because i was innocent..... Kehne ko to bohot dost the... But not even one was real... 🙂 Nobody understood the way i used to feel...
For a moment i thought it was my feelings screaming loud. So relatable. Nowadays its easy to be alone and be real then survive with fake friends in fake world where everyone is looking for a moment to stab a knife in your back. Here its all about likes money and fakeness.
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Very beautiful story..
Awesome, paggi sir
Ty and it is indeed the most prettiest right now✨
Its very relatable to me🙁😢
Thank you for the lovely story. God Bless.
This is not only your story but the untold story of every innocent person who never get chance to express his emotions because he knows that no one cares..
Yes you are wright
Sahi hai yrrr
That's true
Exactly.... You are right....
This is similar to me but I can't say anything to any teacher as they will only think tumhare saath hi kyo krte kisi aur K saath kyo ni tumhari hi galti hogi
"Bheed mein kisine Rona nahi seekhaya tha!"
Absolutely stunning! ❤
@@factbuddy7070 not same name, but same state 🙂
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i mean this was amazing
Yes
Very nice😗😗😗😗
@@ankitagarwal9343 😄
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same sis
Yes 👍
How
Mera toh hai hi nhi🙂
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I can completely relate with it. They called me selfish. They left me like i was a burden on my friends. Truely amazing
Me too I always help mine friends in every situation but if I deny for a single thing I am working with they starts irritating me saying that "yaar tu hamesha ese hi karti hai mujhe kabhi help nhi karti "even I help she never felt how would I feel they fights me say me I am selfish but at the same time they ask me for help and I am such a idiot I help I hate myself I help them I don't know why I do this but I do 😭
@@alfiyaquireshi6761 Understood. let them be. n be happy. 😇
@@anjaliiampawsitive4426 Strangers can understand other but friends can't I only have one friend who understands me always or aaj bhi ladai ho gyi meri usse but this time I also told her how she is?
@@alfiyaquireshi6761 awwww don't worry if she is ur true friend n if ur bond is that strong then nothing will happen. soon you both will be together. n she will not mind ur words 😇
It has happened with me in my entire school life... 🙂 never spoke about this to anyone
"Kuch ginti ke log h jo Mjhse ye sawal puchte h Mera jawab sunne ke liye" beautiful line
at what time?
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thanku
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Jinke dost nahi hote na....voh sabse acchi dosti nibhaate h 😣✌
Nidhi Narwal is the most innocent and talented story teller I've ever come across... let's protect Nidi and ppl like Nidhi.
Being a very sensitive & caring person is actually a curse now a days. You try to understand everyone and their every situation, but when you need the same, you find that there is almost no one for you. And when your closet friends hurt you, (that too deliberately, coz they know where you will bleed most) it hurts the most, it shakes your soul.
So relatable ❤
Relatable
Sacci bat hai
True
Really true...
The jeaulousy of best Friend with Best friend is World's best sadness...
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Jb aap apne best frnd ko kho dete ho vo bhi bina koi glti kiye kisi teesre ki vgh se that is the worst feeling
@@gunjanrawal4212 true 😊
Exactly!!
100% right
I have soo many friends but no one to share my true feelings with ...used to feel depressed alone because I'm introvert and I didn't know how to talk ...then I made a diary and whenever I feel sad or want to share my feelings I write it really helps ..it feels sooo relatable to listen to ur story ..
Same🙂
😭😭
exactly👍me too
Same... :)
Same
Her words are so pure, literally she's me...I had the same incident in my school time which made me leave my so called best friends...They drew a snake on my school blazer and the whole class was... and then in the last period, I went to the washroom, cried cried and cried, unluckily a junior heard me crying, called the teacher and I narrated the incident and then the teacher tried to make them understand...but
And after the meeting, they were like "bohot bnti h khud ko, mazak hi to kia tha bs, ja mrja kahi ja k"
Those words really hit me hard
And today I too have that same diary and inner me with me
I still miss them a lot
Dedicated to my dear Pratishtha and Simran...
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My story was like that only but little different
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My problem is I have friends but sometimes I feel like I don't have anyone to talk with.
You are not alone man.....
Same problem is mine
Haha! Exactly same here..
Hi
they are not your friends if you can't talk to them
""Kashh mene bhi sikha hota apne liye datt kar bolne.... wese me aaj bhi nai kar pati""... .... .. 💗💗💗💗💗soo true.. felt it😊
Exactly when she's saying this line at that time i am reading ur comment
same
Kya ye stories sch ho h
Me too same here
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Such a simple story but left tears in eyes ... losing friends hurt .. but losing friendships hurt worst .
i used to write dairy ..in class 9-10 ..for 10 happy months i wrote it ..i filled my each and every emotions in that dairy ..every word i feel about my friends ,family ,school, coaching ,and my girlfriend ..who was not gf back then ...but we have kind of mutual understanding that yeah we like each other .no no love each other but we will not tell each other ..so that we don't get distracted from boards/studies .... ... i was expecting this to happen someday ... but still i use to write .... i belong to a stereotypical BRAHMAN family... and the girl was SINGH ... __-u guessed it__- my mom read that dairy ..she invaded my privacy .. and she crashed over me ... my elder sister who has topped in 10th just a year ago and was in 11th at that time she crushed me too ..so did my dad ... of course after this i stopped talking to her .... but mom dad i want to ask a question from this platform ..what was my fault? she was not even my official gf ..and u guys added CASTEISM too in it ...
after boards ended ... i started talking to her again .. but of course this time i am not gonna wrote it down in dairy ..at least not on a paper dairy ..but in dairy of my heart.. i know very few people will read this ..but i just wanted to share it ..(for those who are thinking about our percentage she got 96.6% i got 94.6% and my sister had got 98% in her boards-thanku)
Even I belong to a typical BRAHMAN family 👨👩👦👦 and bro I feel you 💯
Very nice written style .
People says nothing is impossible in this world but 1 thing is there that is impossible and that is this Indian society. We never ever changed this. Because here our own people can't understand us.🤍
All the best for ur future buddy 💙
No words left dude to say on it..
"Khud ke liye datkar bat krna to muje bi nhi aata" so relatable...in love with your story nidhi....
@karishma mantoo can we become friends ?
exactly same here
Ditto..
Same here
"Life is nothing without friends ........ Can only be humans"
Yup
love and respect for this line..
*I've many people around me, who call themselves my friend, many acquaintes, but I don't see a single person I can open my heart to. I could relate with it*
Same feelings here
@@inshanisar1956 just hope it changes soon. Be positive 😊
@@aarkay3514 ya sure..
"Zindagi mein dosto ka hona bohut zaruri hai, dosto ke bina zindagi mein kuch nhi hai, Magar yeh kisne keh diya ki woh dost bas insaan ke roop mein hi ho sakte hai" well said mam that line touch the bottom of my heart
I didn't like school and this just bring back those memories .I am glad I could survive that toxic immature environment . I just wish , I shouldn't have got affected the way I got back in school ..
So true ...
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Well I hated school too. I guess we same situations.
So true 🙁
Hello fellow aghase 💚
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I feel like crying....this tale touches my heart
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Me too. Even I cried
Yes that's true, the feelings shown in the poetry is incredibly amazing
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Yes
Paper has more patience than people...by "Anne Frank"❣
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Class 10th. 😁👀
Right ✅
Class 10
I just really loved the line that zindagi mei ginti ke log hote hai jo hamse ye puchte hai ki kya hua aur usme ginti mei se bhi ginti ke log hmse uss question ka jawab jaana chahte hai....sooo true 100%
Same thing I did in my past ..bt I wipe my tears alone no counsilor came for me nor my frnds😂😂bt all those incidents made me strong and taught me how strong I am and can survive anyshit without anyone cmpny🙆
I don't know why but same this one happened with me in my past and now I am extremely happy in my life and strong also... Thanks to my special friends 🥰🥰😘😘
Same happened with me but today also I don't have any bestfriend 🥲 but it's okay that thing's make me stronger
It feels good to know that I'm not the only one who went through that shit.
You make me remember of my own childhood😅 Literally I cried over this all story❣️Thank you so much you made my day mam.....Thank you♥️
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I sit in class alone and I don't want to sit alone in class can anyone suggest me how I can handle the situation
This was my story ..
A diary from past 6 years .
Who listened me when I was the happiest , when I was the saddest .
Everything , still continues to be my best friend :)
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"noise of silence" I don't have anyone as my so called bestie....
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@@letsstudy4477 same here
Me too
I also write down my feelings to a diary.....bcs it is hard to share everything with a human being....dar lagta hai
Farida😊 even I m a girl n I had these same prblms in my school time n it's hard to be alone without friends 😊yah it's better if u write those feelings in ur dairy 💛 farida fakr se jio Daro mat .....NO❤
Same here yarr.... Dar lagta hai ki kahi woh bhi mera feelings ka mazak na bana de
Khuda say baat karo dar nhi lagy ga dairy faat sakti kise k hath aa sakti or apny dard bar bar parh k zakham taza karti h
Mai dairy nhi likhi shayd mai tum sab say aged hun ge maire umidain logoun say tootiti hi nhi mai kuch jar loun mai itni EMTIONAL hun k bejan chizain mare ly share nhi ban saktin
@@shruti0828 u r absolutely right dear..... !!
I m also felt this same thing 🙂
Tears roll down the eyes when she said " Vo bahut selfish hai, "mujhe bahut bura lga"...
When did I decide I was ugly?
Was it when I first learnt the word pretty
Or when someone called me petty
What is when I was seven
When I believed in hell and heaven
Was it when I was nine
And what was the first sign
Was it when I was thirteen
When I saw models on magazines
Did this happen suddenly
That I stopped feeling hungry
Where did I decide I was ugly?
Was it one evening in front of mirror
Or in school where I was considered inferior
Was it when I was always made tree in school play
Or did the realization dawn on me little by little each passing day
Was it when I dressed up and went to a party
Or when a I returned and cried as friends called me dorky
Was it when I first saw how I looked in pictures
Or when relatives assured me 'honey you'll be fine with few fixtures'
Why did I realize I was ugly?
Was it because we live in a world with mirrors
Or is it because we are judgemental creatures
I wish I never realised I was ugly
I wouldn't have felt this melancholy
I wouldn't have wasted my time wondering all this
It's true they say ignorance is a bliss
I wrote this poem a couple of years ago. I've gained self esteem and body positivity in these years and I just want to help those in need.Don't let your mind bully your body and don't value your body over your being. Reach out to me. For you. For me. For us.
Follow my Instagram handle UnapologeticallyU to talk to me.❤️
Such a beautiful poetry it is , Hats off🙌💕💟
@@rashmiranjan2004 Thanks ❤️❤️
True...related to me too😞
@@Mini_0714 No girl you are beautiful it's the societies expectation that's ugly❤️❤️
@@unapologeticallyu719 😊
I was bullied too..
A messedup childhood & lost that innocence as i grewup.
This StOry hit me HaRd .... I can feel the pain hidden inside this StOry....🥺
Same here
Who listening in 2024❤😌
😊😂
Yes 😊
Mai 😂
Me 😊
Brave girl. When she was telling her story I was felling connected with her. Amazing brave girl. Emotions comes out. Spilling everywhere.
Very true..!!
It really feels bad 🙁...when your bestfriend doesn't talks to you and u don't know the reason behind all.these things ..
Seriously heart broken...
After facing all...these things...i have stoped calling anyone my bestiie ..... because i know that once i will call...that person will left me alone very soon...
And after that I became independent...which is more beautiful then depending on others ☺️
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I also done.same thing. Because you re the only one who.can understand better yourself🙃
@@divyanshukumar1576 ys absolutely
@@VinitLavania 👍👍
Meri dosto ne bhi mera sath chod diya kyoki class me inki story ki tarah hi meri bhi bohot insert ho chuki ha per mane itni mehnat ki.. ki aab vahi mujhe dost banane ko taras rahi ha 💝💝👍👍
I not listen,
I not see,
I only feel this story
Lovely.....
I also feel this story
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Main ab tak yeh soch rahi thi ki mere hi dost nahi hai par ab pta chla ki duniya mein aur log bhi hai jinke dost nahi hai. I love this story. Thank you for sharing. Ab dil ka bojh kam ho gaya hai.
Something I can relate too 😭 and exactly same no.of best friends and "I wish I would have learnt to speak for myself & loved myself more"
I also can relate....n now I'll say one thing... always Love urself more than others
Falling in love with ourselves is the best thing we ever can get, i did. No one is perfect and no one is useless, just there are differences, so not to compare ever. Be greatful what you are ! Keep loving u 👍 and don't ever be sad specially not for yourself.
The pauses that you took while you were telling this story, it felt like we can hear the sound of the breathing of the words. 💖
Agree ✌🖤
Hey
Trying to control her emotions
Not letting herself to be weak😌😌😌
Strong girl
Very well said "Silence has the loudest noice."
Hi
@@divyabancal9833 hello
ryt , silence has the loudest noise
Yes
Not nice...
We are never taught to cry in public
And animal loves you more than any of your best friends soo true♥️
Exactly no one ask that " kya huwa"
Ya ryt
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Nahi.. meri hisab se to..
Kuch bhi hota hain or main udas hoti hoon to maa tabh tak yeh bat puch ti rehti hain jab tak Answer nahi pati.
I cried I literally cried hearing you
I have had similar experiences in my life too, wish I could tell that to u and let u help me out of that situation
I need a sister like u badly
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This is sooo relatable to me..it feels like she is expressing my life🥰
Same ha mari life 😥😥😥
Same
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same me bhi aise hi karti hu 😢😢
Touched and felt! 🌻 "Become your own best friend". 🙂
I've zero friends from childhood
And yes I'm introvert
I consider mirror as my bestfriend 😊
😊
Same here
Noone is true friend. They just pretend to be one
Same yrr
For me it's my phone
No words for this Nidhi......I'm just crying
@@SauravKumar-ht2kj why?
@@SauravKumar-ht2kj koi jarurat ni......
@@aspirant20 I love u. Jarurt hone pr ya mtlb ke liye to selfish log yaad krte hain
@@aspirant20 hello
ND my insecurity level is like" kbi na kbi to ye diary b koi pdh hi lega "😁😢
Exactly same
Same
Soo truee🤣🤣
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Its just same like jab family problems apko tod deti hai tab bhi apko smj nhi aata ki apko kya karna hai 🙌❤ Just amazing how Nidhi maam explained this 👏👏
Touched...I also hv this sensitive kind of nature where u dnt try to prove urself right but get hurt by ur own ppl .... eventually u start living away from everyone ppl think u r alone n weired ...but actually ur at better peaceful mindset ...staying away from wrong ppl and choosing to live with things u luv like Ur bike ,sketchbook ,music,gym is soooooo good that u can't express this to other and let them think ur sad,alone n weired ...chill they dsnt matter at the end of day ur happiness is imp
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It's totally relatable, I have been bullied since the beginning of my school years, until Grade 9th when I decided to change myself, because I've had enough in the previous two years, sometimes I retaliated, and sometimes succumbed to the torturous belabours they used to give me, now I can fight for myself, give them the taste of your own medicine.
Actually I don't know the girl who was telling her story will read this comment or not but I really feel her voice inside me like this is happening and i am also the part of story.. Love that girl..
bro 🙋 chckout
Di, you are the definition of an True Introvert..
Sometimes we fail to gauge the intensity of our behaviour on others unintentionally. Nidhi's friends would have had no idea of the impact of their silliness on her personality in long term. It should be the responsibility of parents to make their children empathetic to others' feelings.
Great presentation @nidhi Narwal. Next time don't hesitate to make eye contact while appreciating yourself. Stay blessed!
Usually I don't comment on videos but after hearing this, I couldn't stop myself.. This is so relateable.. Each word had a deep meaning...
Oho,u r right
I had tears in my eyes. Only introverts can relate to it. Our loneliness is our biggest strength.
Even i experience that feeling in my school life and trust me it's really hurts 💔💔
That's why my best friend is my books.. They never feel you alone.
@V-S-C Viral dOSE 😃😃
Yes...
@@pritam_nirmal12 👍👍
ur gr8 !! frndship with books is tough. meri toh kabhi nhi hua. mere liye toh books aise dost hai jaise gale padhe dost. my frnd is my bat and my ball.
@@NarutoUzumaki-vg1im keep in touch with your favourite books. Human beings are sometime selfish so if u like someone badly and finnaly left u alone so better to make friendship with non livings things, u can trust them. 🤷😊
This is what we are here for on youtube...feels good to listen to something like this, or firstly even to find something so unexpectedly touching like this...congratulations nidhi on having a new fan and a friend...
Ur just giving every peculiar detail I feel ...I feel humiliated by these so called friends everyday.....thankxx to be a grup of introvert and u became my mirror ☺️☺️☺️
Finally after 9 yrs since the school ended I know that someone has gone through the same struggles as I did.
Aisa lag raha hai saalo se jo mann me daba hua tha, jo bhoolne ki koshish kr rhi thi, sab aansuo me nikal gaya. Cried throughout this video par aaj ek bada bojh utar gaya.
Yaa I too cried felt so relieved today. I had so many toxic friends, teachers and entire school. They were born only to mock others , there's no other purpose of their life.
I hate being with such friends. I rather prefer to be alone than living with such toxic people.
I am going through it now.. Will I be able to survive?
This make me cry because I was like her. My heart was like her. I couldn’t stand up for myself. I was too vulnerable to have friends. Thought they are my everything but I was wrong. I myself is everything to me. NOBODY Else. But I am happy now I have changed a lot. Stronger and stand alone. 😊
Kalpana Phogat thank you 🙏🏻
Same story with me.But now I leave all afraid of losing someone , I stands for myself ,stands for my identity.
madiha inam good this is how it should be. Create your own identity. Those people are just temporary. And most often they degrade us. When they mess with us everything is okay but if we do it then it’s a problem form them. To avoid all that YES stand for yourself! 😘 you will achieve more than you could imagine!
@@yusrakhan3 thank you 🙏
Same dear..I was also just like dat..now I am too happy with my self❤
I don't need a best friend but I need a true friend....... who understand my feeling without my explanation.!😑
And that's you... You have yourself... Be you own bestfriend... All the best...
True
I was seriously crying because something like this is also happening with me.
Be brave....
Same thing happens to me
Mee too😢😢😢
Me too :)
Same
Seriously it touched the deep of my heart. 🙂She is so thoughtful and sensitive. ❤️
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I just closed my eyes and I was sobbing by listening it, all of the incidents were highlighted during this........
Can relate, when they stopped talking to you, without any reason. Those scars are still with me.
Nidhi SurMiT i don't have any frnd
So ........
Same situation
Ye baat to bilkul Sahi Kahi Aapne-"phli baat to mujhe Bhut ginti ke log mile h Jo mujhse ye puche ki kya hua? Aur usme v Bhut ginti ke log waise hote h Jo hamra ans. Schme janna.chahte h"meri life me v
It's really true koi nhi puchta kya hua
Aapki story dil ko chub gyi... ❤️Loved a lot
We all have that moment in life: "why me"?
Why me
Your should say try me ✊✊✊
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That's very Toughest Situation When Someone called You "Selfish" AnD You aRe Not At ALL..... 😐😐
Mere sath b aysa huwa,my friend also called me selfish and she left me alone.
@@nudratnayab1338 bt don't Yuh worry about it bcuz it's her fault that she couldn't understand you... and You always thanks to GOD that he saves you from selfish friend who leave you alone... 😐
Yaaa.....n it's really hard....
Kya kare jindgi ji kar bi jab koi apna hi nahi ha jo apna wo bi nahi samajta ha hmae
I hate the people who stop talking to others on a small thing.. They never think about others
I completely agree...n spcly our best friend...when she stop talking on a small things...thn it's break everything inside a human
Completely Agree with you
Soo true... may b they never considered us as frnd..or had true feeling of being frnd..!! It is soo heart breaking when u call someone "best" n they ruin us the "best".. 😿😂😂
Exactly.....!!!!
Right 😭😭
My friends hurted me so badly that day i never forgot in life and now i know that the world is so selfish 😭😭
💔
Love the Way u described ur feelings... Even everyone felt ur feelings and emotions behind your Faded smile...
It makes me crying 😭😭..
My all emotions comes out.
But no one can hold me.. Ever.
It is best forever....this story is also related to me.....I feel too good after listening it.....thanks to tape a tale😊😊😊😊😊
Yes..
U are right 😊😊
Cannot be more happy that this came into my recommendation..!!
This is strong ,relateble, and hope after hearing this i can uplift myself.
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A very kind and humble heart of nidhi mam.
5:10 I can feel it ...jab hamare andar ek toofan chal raha ho aur koi aisa Puch le...u will literally burst into tears 😭
It's so true for me...while hearing this I just felt like she is talking abt my life story...bt tbh I even can't express my feeling to my parents then what abt frnds🙂
When i listen to uh , it feels lyk its my story that school tym when my frnds leave me just bcz of new frnds nobody notices my tears ,my pain.lyk uh i also started writing a diary sitting at the corner of the class when everyone was enjoying n suddenly my mam notices me n she appreciates me that it's so beautiful to share ur things with someone who don't judge uh but always gives uh relief . N yes this is me happy with me n myself 😊 but it's bitter truth that lyf can't see uh happy so there r still some persons who comes for few days n leaves a big strain in ur lyf
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Yaar koun koun akele Mai roata aur logo ko aapni feelings ko show nahi karta ??
Yaar jinko feelings show karna nahi aata unko log selfish Kyu samjh lete hai 🤔
Diaries r like best frnd then human being .
Page ( diary ) have more patience than human being .
Aap ke Alva aap ka aur koi saccha dost nahi ho sakta
Koi bhi kitna he accha best frnd ho but vo aap ke success se kahi na kahi Jalan karne lagte hai
Vo khate hai na dost last aate to bhi Dukh hota hai aur 1 st aaye to bhi 😁
Acche dost mil sakte hai kuch but sacche dost milna aasan nahi hai
It's good to live alone than surrounded by fake peoples .
When u r alone u r more strong
Thank you for reading and keep smiling 😊
Let ur smile to change the world not world to change ur smile 🙃🙂
M bhi nu e hu
Mujhe bhi log ajeeb smjhte hai
Jisko apni feelings share krna achha nhi lgta ushe log azeeb Or selfish kehte h 🙂🙃
@@nisharajput6171 same story with me
Same too u
every time when i get depressed i hear you ❤ you help me uplift myself ❤
Thank you tape a tale❤
The one who are less expressive can easily relate to it and they may get the path to overcome their loneliness after listening this tale...😊😊
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Every introvert people's hidden story.can relate this story.
So true, but I am a extrovert, I can show my emotions but 70% I hide😊, so extroverts also hide their emotions.
Yes
I swear yes.
@@jerushajanetp8306 maybe you are an ambivert,that's why you are in the middle of an introvert & extrovert
@@jerushajanetp8306 you are right
You can't even imagine that what kind of tragedy happens with sooo many people specially with girls but can't say anything to anyone 😢😢😢
I cant control my tears after listening to this story, seems like an unheralded chapter of life came front of me. You are amazing
Everyone has such a moment in their 😔😔😭
The only remarkable difference between your and my back story is that, this happened to you when you were in 9th standard and all of this happened to me in the 6th grade. Actually from 5th standard till 8th standard. You brought back all those memories and lined them sequentially , tears rolled down my cheeks (I couldn't control them). Frankly, I don't want to share this poem, because I know that my fellow humans will never understand it's depth and our emotions. All is wanted to say is THANK YOU. And you are not selfish, you are one of those beautifully rare people I have seen on earth.
With love,
Anam
That's really true
Exactly I face this situation in my 9th standard too . I also cried 🤣alone at home but when my mom asked I made another excuse bcs I don't want to tell my weak point .nw I don't have any friend n I don't care .feel hesitate to talk someone but God always help me kabhi na kabhi kahi na kahi jab akeli hoti hu humesha kisi girl ko mere pass bhej deta h meri help ke liye . really thanks to God 🙏
Yes it happens behan
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I still remember the day's of my school where my friends used to stick wrappers, paper n all in my hair just because my hair was curly. . .. They used to laugh at my voice as i used to talk slow.... They used to do pranks on me just because i was innocent.....
Kehne ko to bohot dost the... But not even one was real... 🙂
Nobody understood the way i used to feel...
A true friend never give up what ever going on
Mind-boggling ,amezing, ❤️❤️ heart touching
For a moment i thought it was my feelings screaming loud.
So relatable.
Nowadays its easy to be alone and be real then survive with fake friends in fake world where everyone is looking for a moment to stab a knife in your back.
Here its all about likes money and fakeness.
My eyes shed in tears🥺🥺jst bcoz it was reletable🤐