The spirit of rejection (Personal Testimony)

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  • @FastLearners.
    @FastLearners. ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Thank you so much Shawna for so wonderful and heat-touching, an overwhelming testimony about the spirit of rejection. I am a 46 year old woman, rejected and abused by my narcissistic mother till now (she has reduced but not stopped yet after some confrontations), recently I realized that there is a generational curse and many other curses upon me. I struggled with low self-esteem and low confidence, always foght for approval of my mother and other people, had two broken marriages. I felt so ashamed of all that and isolated myself so much from society as I am a pastor's daughter and was raised in a very strict Christian environment. Recently, I started understanding all these things deeply, cried a lot for being so unfortunate to go through all the sufferings and abuses but your testimony has surely provided a great hope and support.

  • @FaithMwende-tu6ly
    @FaithMwende-tu6ly ปีที่แล้ว +23

    We pray that anyone who has been through the same thing will find peace and God will break the ties of rejection #one day we shall be genuinely happy

  • @88royalty88
    @88royalty88 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    Most of my relationships have been I would leave them before they can leave me so I wouldn't be hurt so this video was needed thank you. I have hear and also my mom has even said to me she wish she would have flushed me down the toilet all because I was late to school my heart was crushed but over the years she has said to other she wish she never had kids and never wanted them

    • @crisl9079
      @crisl9079 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Breaks my heart to hear that. You don’t deserve that, you are fearfully and wonderfully made and priceless in value. I pray God heals your heart of that. God wants & loves you.💜

    • @onawuma9178
      @onawuma9178 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      It takes lots of prayers
      I was rejected and was fired from every job for decades.
      Also went into that mode I started to fire myself before they did.
      Just found out prayers that have started working for me.
      ""Speak to the earth by Dr olikoya, and also Myles is good.)

    • @madj7152
      @madj7152 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Oh my God. This explains my behaviour for 3 decades. I left relationships and jobs before they leave and fire me. 😢

  • @KLoBM
    @KLoBM 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Thank you so much for this message. 🙏
    If anyone could pray for me, I am struggling to breakthrough and overcome this rejection that has made me feel so incredibly oppressed and helpless.
    I want to be free so that I can be a good wife and mother to my toddler.
    Any prayers would be so deeply appreciated.
    Thank you-God Bless,
    Katie

  • @ao4514
    @ao4514 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    TrueKingdomLiving:I agree with you to some extent but we can't open up to everybody because some of our churches have become places of endermic gossip and backbiting so we have to be guarded as to who we open up to!

  • @lizamena9124
    @lizamena9124 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Wow, this is 💯 me. I had to listen to this, like 3x. Thank you for putting words to the root of my problems. My upbringing was rough, and my mom was emotionally ditched. All I remember was her yelling, beatings, cuss words, and sleeping all the time. Now, years later, they diagnosed her with Schizophrenia and bipolar disorders.

    • @secktor677
      @secktor677 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Dat r demons after my newest research, pls watch derek prince.. A real teacher who has done all which was commanded. Here is a channel.. True Gospel.. Demon expelling.. Not like nowadays hollywood style. I believe u can discern.. He really got the ghost in him hich explains so greatly through him.. God bless u all everywhere n give u hope n strongness n show mercy on what he did 4 us. I really hope to se yall one day, after the last day when we get ressurectedcause we r in rev 13:7

    • @sayetazonen4995
      @sayetazonen4995 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Schizophrenia is the spirit of double mindedness. Pray for her deliverance

  • @randycryer1214
    @randycryer1214 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Sis thank you for the encouragement and you described me to the t.and I don’t want to live like that anymore I’m gonna breathe let go and trust that God will give me the victory over these hindrances in my life your beautiful and God bless you please pray for me as I will pray for you and I know God was speaking to me through this video so praise God that he loves us so much

  • @Onni_johnwickswife
    @Onni_johnwickswife ปีที่แล้ว +6

    My sister, all praises for your testimony!!! This hit home in so many levels. I almost aborted my son (even though I never step foot in the clinic. I was thinking it and changed my mind hours before going to the clinic)
    So I’m connecting that spirit of rejection to my son’s behavior, I have chills.
    Could you do a Part 2 about the spirit of rejection?

  • @ao4514
    @ao4514 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This is the reason why we have to educate ourselves with love and with wisdom!

  • @dorothykozlowski5124
    @dorothykozlowski5124 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Spirit of Rejection, LEAVE HER!

  • @lifetimeactor6789
    @lifetimeactor6789 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    You said some things I hadn't heard before that I needed to hear. About survival mode, to stop always protecting oneself, and to love we have to let go & trust. Thank you so much!

  • @deiontatebennett9022
    @deiontatebennett9022 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you Jesus for this message ❤if u see this keep faith and hope in Jesus

  • @johnmcateer4049
    @johnmcateer4049 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    There is freedom in love.

  • @GoodHeartedSoul
    @GoodHeartedSoul 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Being on guard at all time outside of the house and sometimes inside of the house I can testify is the most unhealthy place to be in. I never learned to trust HIM since I was a kid and the same thing you have laid out is exactly what it is. There is no fun living this way. It's like going to work......not to work but to put on mask all day and constantly be on guard of people. Always lowballing yourself, leaving places quickly, always being ready to exist....GOD I will trust in you to heal of the trauma.

  • @BritneyThomas-zr5yf
    @BritneyThomas-zr5yf หลายเดือนก่อน

    OMG this women understands me .. God bless you 🙏

  • @Freedomremoved
    @Freedomremoved ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wow! This is exactly were I am. Thank you Jesus for this precious daughter. It’s so sweet that the Lord can bring us together to help each other.

  • @vivianshitakha2023
    @vivianshitakha2023 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    AMEN AMEN 🙏
    You have really touched my heart

  • @trinaa2726
    @trinaa2726 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank You Sister for your testimony. You helped me see myself and understand how I picked up this Spirit. I now understand what I need to do to battle this Spirit. God bless You for allowing Him to use you.

  • @carolynallen5598
    @carolynallen5598 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing and bringing this to light.

  • @shilohnow
    @shilohnow ปีที่แล้ว +1

    WoW thank you. Words of deliverance indeed.

  • @aamorivital9173
    @aamorivital9173 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you I needed this ❤

  • @raimyD
    @raimyD ปีที่แล้ว

    This is wonderful, thanks for sharing!

  • @ashajaylaclerk4145
    @ashajaylaclerk4145 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your story was refreshing and relatable to me this morning. This was me in my adolescent years after experiencing rejection. Thank you for this. New Sub.

  • @marysanchez2981
    @marysanchez2981 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    So much truth here..

  • @VeraHull1966
    @VeraHull1966 ปีที่แล้ว

    THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS POST.
    This is a total gift from God. Wise, wise words sister. Thank you.
    I’m now subscribed and full bell notifications ON!
    God bless you and your ministry ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥🙏🏼

  • @R3D33M3DBYCHRIST
    @R3D33M3DBYCHRIST ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much for your testimony

  • @crisl9079
    @crisl9079 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You’re a beautiful person. I am so sorry for what you have had to suffer. So glad we are wanted and accepted in Christ, He loves us like no other and never lets us down. God bless you!💜✝️

  • @josephc.wright6841
    @josephc.wright6841 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This was so perfectly said. God bless you True Kingdom Living. Your message shed light on so many things in my life. If I could I would give you a hug. I hope all is well with you and your family. Keep fighting the good fight. ❤

  • @Catherinetatethefkingliberty
    @Catherinetatethefkingliberty ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thanks for sharing and explaining how the spirit of rejection operates. ❤

  • @klrr.3663
    @klrr.3663 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    You just said in your testimony my life story, I could never put the way I felt into words for other people to understand my life and why I am the way I am. Thank you woman of God for allowing God to use you to set me free today. 🙏🏾

    • @LindaMarchinke
      @LindaMarchinke 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      God Bless You. I can't take any more rejection

  • @chrisruth2040
    @chrisruth2040 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God Bless you. This help had spirit of rejection open eyes to pattern of behavior.

  • @georgeofori7
    @georgeofori7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is the word of the Lord to me. God bless you 🙏🏾

  • @mrsmc2612
    @mrsmc2612 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Amen 🔥 living in the harvest I have sown.. such a revelation

  • @amandahpasha6392
    @amandahpasha6392 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for this message

  • @deiontatebennett9022
    @deiontatebennett9022 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ms lady u a blessing too me 😊❤thank u so much for helping me this video made my morning

  • @valenciawalker6498
    @valenciawalker6498 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you , for sharing, I always wondered about this. God Bless🙏🏽🕊

  • @DanielOrtiz-oe9lw
    @DanielOrtiz-oe9lw ปีที่แล้ว

    This one was hard, because who you described was me. I just had a situation
    with this spirit . Please pray for my deliverance. Thank u so much for sharing. Sometimes u feel as if u are the only one. God Bless!

  • @lw1524
    @lw1524 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thanks for sharing!!! Just when you think you been delivered the walls go right back up in protection mode.

  • @k.b.edwards7071
    @k.b.edwards7071 ปีที่แล้ว

    What a good sound massage, thank you my sister love you God bless

  • @TeamJesus515
    @TeamJesus515 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Father we Thank You for wisdom and your Grace

  • @AbletonLiveTechs
    @AbletonLiveTechs ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow this was randomly recommended to me and this is exactly my life

  • @Angie_flores
    @Angie_flores ปีที่แล้ว

    My life story; thank you so much, blessings to you in Jesus name 🙏

  • @rickeetaylor1721
    @rickeetaylor1721 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank u

  • @deiontatebennett9022
    @deiontatebennett9022 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ve had the same problem 🤦🏽‍♂️💯‼️🗣🩸thank you for showing me how to deal with spirt of rejection 😢

  • @ahava2810
    @ahava2810 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It's very important to not self reject/ self abandon too

  • @lindenyork2947
    @lindenyork2947 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hi sister my first time on the channel The spirit of Rejection I hear you conformation thankyou lord ❤❤Thankyou venessa york SA

  • @emeldajochem3442
    @emeldajochem3442 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you

  • @tonyhill2744
    @tonyhill2744 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    i can relate being born with a deformed left eye,and being ridiculed as a child, the damage it does to u mentally, why i never married

  • @keishahekpo3466
    @keishahekpo3466 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    The Spirit of rejection and orphan Spirit tend to work hand in hand

    • @walkingbyfaith2885
      @walkingbyfaith2885 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Also spirit of jealousy ❤❤❤❤

  • @ShannonsBibleStudy
    @ShannonsBibleStudy ปีที่แล้ว

    Good video.

  • @user-sj1df6gf9o
    @user-sj1df6gf9o 15 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I desperately wish this lady can get straight to the point!!!!!!!😮😮😮

  • @naa-irahmiller1385
    @naa-irahmiller1385 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Amen ❤️💓💕♥️❣️

  • @strengthforyourjourney4238
    @strengthforyourjourney4238 หลายเดือนก่อน

    ❤❤❤

  • @hollikrebs
    @hollikrebs ปีที่แล้ว

    💛💛

  • @Carmelxbeauty
    @Carmelxbeauty ปีที่แล้ว

    Amen

  • @Gracewins1974
    @Gracewins1974 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Where can we go for deliverance? I was abandoned by my Mother and Father and was shipped to 6 different family member’s homes before the age of 8 and my Grandmother having taken me in at 8, by her and my step Grandfather, I was always made to feel like I was in the way. Starved, locked up, beaten and was asked and told on many occasions that they didn’t need me and I was just another mouth to feed. I work in ministry now at my church and I’m afraid to tell my pastors that I suffer from this. I worry they will remove me from the prayer ministry team. I am 50 years old and too dang old to still be struggling with this!!! I have tried to do deliverance on myself, and it seems just when I think I’m free, it comes back with a vengeance!

    • @TeamJesus515
      @TeamJesus515 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Go for Freedom in Christ Jesus and Keep moving forward. If they decide to remove you that would be a major red flag. Father you know this situation so I ask you Lord to intervene in Jesus mighty name ❤️

  • @Imcooolbro
    @Imcooolbro ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I’ve always been rejected and pick on since I was a kid and I’m 43 now😢

    • @onawuma9178
      @onawuma9178 ปีที่แล้ว

      Utube video for prayers, type in speak to the earth.

    • @onawuma9178
      @onawuma9178 ปีที่แล้ว

      Especially Dr olikoya explains it so beautifully.

    • @monasky6693
      @monasky6693 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Me too someone always wants to hit or fight me or betray me. From birth & I'm now 39. It seems there is nothing to fix this so I don't care to be alive. When I was a child I always hoped when I grew up things would get better but it never did

  • @marinachoban2607
    @marinachoban2607 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Note to self intro goes about 8:00 min

  • @Jsfreedom
    @Jsfreedom ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I INSTANTLY, THINK ABOUT THE STORY IN THE BIBLE, ABOUT JOSEPH, AND WHAT HIS BROTHERS DID TO HIM. GENESIS 37. IN SPITE OF WHAT HIS BROTHERS DID, JOSEPH LEARNED WHO HE WAS IN THE LIVING GOD, ELOHIM.....

  • @Trimmdeuns
    @Trimmdeuns 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Very informative video but you could not emphasize on the different operations of the spirit of rejection or the different ways in which that spirit shows up in someone's daily life. I was expecting you to say something about being denied career opportunities or being turned down by people around you. In what ways does that spirit work and specifically how to deal with it

  • @user-ty2sc6fw2z
    @user-ty2sc6fw2z 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Well witchcraft had tejected me thank god and jezebels satanuc dogs have too thsnk god

  • @EbkDot38
    @EbkDot38 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Good video. I'm going through this not just a spirit buts it's actually a real. In real life people reject me everywhere I go including at work . People at work will be friendly with others and not with me . Is there anyway to get rid of this ?

    • @shawnajackson4479
      @shawnajackson4479 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I lived it. It's certainly real. To look at it as a spirit can be out there if you don't understand. We have to understand that the spiritual is more real than the natural. Not all the time, but oftentimes, there is a spirit at work when we deal with these types of patterns or issues. If you're having an issue with rejection, you have to get to the root. "Cause and effect" I am praying for you.

    • @ao4514
      @ao4514 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hello SolitarySoldier, seek God in prayer. Fear not.!

    • @EbkDot38
      @EbkDot38 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Jayye I'm definitely cursed some things happened to me as a child and some people close to me passed away. People who are victims of abuse go through this I searched it up.

    • @EbkDot38
      @EbkDot38 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Jayye it's real tricky because only a few people will show me love but everybody else will hate me. Even my ex girl rejected me. Some people will hate me and then like me and then hate me again. At social gatherings only a few women speak to me everyone else ignores. It's real tricky I got videos taking about this.

    • @EbkDot38
      @EbkDot38 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @Jayye I'm surprised that I even got a girlfriend during my spirit of rejection she look just the way I wanted her to but she was a straight jezebel and yes it's always the good looking people who will reject you. Do you really think fasting and praying will work? I'm trying to find a wife and have a family. Lots of people are going through this I'm a soldier but I want a wife and kid .

  • @onawuma9178
    @onawuma9178 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh my God.
    I did this to my 2 nd born and I have problem to get love from her.
    How do I go about it to let her know about this.

  • @KingMike-un5vz
    @KingMike-un5vz ปีที่แล้ว

    I may need need to talk to you about this

  • @everitadave
    @everitadave ปีที่แล้ว

    strangely enough there is a link between watching pornography (death) and spirit of rejection, which is the rejection of love/life. many children of parents who watch pornography experience rejection....

  • @allenmcrae4333
    @allenmcrae4333 ปีที่แล้ว

    Do not adorn yourself outwardly

  • @Yet333
    @Yet333 ปีที่แล้ว

    You should be so very ashamed of joining the collection of false speakers liars and deceivers who use ✝️ for likes subscribers and face time. There is so much in the Bible about gods disdain for deceit. So sad

  • @KeenUpNow7002
    @KeenUpNow7002 19 วันที่ผ่านมา

    ❤❤❤