I've always said to myself that 1982 was Brian's darkest year and these recordings really show that. It's truly awful what he went through, but we are all thankful that he is still around...
@TTikTokHighlights Interestingly enough, on the day between their births the leaders of both the US and England sat down for a face to face meeting in New York, which is fairly close to half way between where each was born.
This first track gives me heavy Walking the Cow by Daniel Johnston - vibes . Both he and Brian Wilson were both intensely gifted musicians but that first track hit me in a weird and powerful way . Super cool upload thanks
When I was getting divorced and was still only separated and wound up being abandoned in an Atlanta apartment by my absent roommate, who left all the bills to me and the rent and the groceries I couldn't afford alone, all because he was gone and so was my ex-husband and I had a private nervous breakdown and had to take about two months off work, I was desperate to express myself. So, a new friend I'd met online coincidentally lived less than a mile from me and all he had was a bunch of 16x20 art paper, black paint, yellow paint, and large paintbrushes, like the kind you can imagine Van Gogh using. I attacked the canvas first with swirls and words and then with actual compositions over the course of a few weeks. This is what this album sounds like to me. Turmoil, hope, prayer, exhaustion, screaming to be understood, individuality, love, soul, human-ness. Who cares if it's really Brian? The impersonation itself is a testament to his immortality.
It's a shame Brian Wilson didn't get involved with the L.A Paisley Underground circa 1980's. Frontier Records could've paid for a proper indie studio session,and subsequent release. New Wavers finding their footing in the 80's indie pop scene would've toured with & loved Brian. It wasn't meant to be,which makes it more tragic.
I can picture that time and scene being positive for Brian if he would have participated in it. It was a fun and creative situation in LA. Seems like Dennis and his nurse were pulling him in one direction and Landy in the other.
Don't Let Her Know She's An Angel is one of the most beautiful BW I've heard and it never even made an official release. Shame that he went through what he went through. I can imagine if he'd been fortunate enough to go down a more positive path he'd have had a really great Randy Newman/Neil Sedaka/Elton John kinda 70s and 80s solo career. But through internal and external stimuli other plans were made for him. Thankful for these tapes and other Brian bootlegs and even happier he made it out of personal hell in the last 25 - 30 years. Absolute legend x
Don't Let Her Know She's an Angel was finally released on the "Gettin' In Over My Head" album in 2004 (but the "Sweet Insanity" version from 1991 is better).
He was diagnosed as schizoaffective and when he was about 2021 he had planned attack panic attacks in the early 60s and there after decided he would wasn't going to tour anymore and he was scared. There is a great movie out right now about Brian Wilson I believe it is called long promised Road. It has very intriguing commentary from Bruce Springsteen saying when he first heard surfer girl he listened to it about 1000 times over and over and over and over and then also Elton John comments. I'm looking forward to listening to this especially to the song don't let her know she's an angel which I had never heard yet and will soon one more thing to feast on and live for in the future. Brian Wilson. Inordinate genius!
@TS "It's a fake fan edit" - otherwise known as a bootleg, which we all knew anyway. "Not produced by Brian" - well, it clearly is Brian, so he did produce the performances. Do you mean to say that this 'Bootleg' wasn't produced by Brian in a studio and released by him? Yes, you're right. That's why it's a bootleg.
This cassette just left a trail of dead mainstream vinyls laying about. Peace and Love to the Wilsons (Not that fake Mike type of love, either) This kinda makes me think to get to that Dennis Wilson record. When these guys weren’t being messed with they were able to create a beautiful universe where the shores run forever. Summer is always brought to you by the good folks @ Wilson!
1982 in La Habra junior year, bands in OC. Didn't know Bri was going through such a deep dark time. Rusty was doing everything possible to get on KROQ. So happy about the death of disco. So happy to hear and be part of all the creative music coming out. Thought B Boys were just regurgitating the same old formulas. No idea the trash happening behind the scenes. Not your fault Bri.
I'd only known that demo of "Don't Let Her Know..." from the old Vigotone bootleg called Come Back, Brian! I had no idea it comes from this time -- I mean, Brian's voice sounds *significantly* better than it does on several of the other songs...
I thought sweetie was even earlier since it turned into the song Mona on Love You released 1977. His vocal range for sweetie is also much higher than it was city blues directly after, his lower range being partially a choice and the price to pay of the cocaine usage before and during the cocaine sessions (:
@@Fool3SufferingFools And "Why Don't You Tell Me Why" (Which I've always known as "You've Been Good"-either the actual names of these songs have been found, or newer bootleggers are renaming tracks) also sounds like the same chord progression and melody as "Love Ya".
@@RandomNonsense1985 That's one thing that bugs me about these, which names are the real confirmed ones? I've seen "Oh Yeah" labeled as "Take Me Home" for example. Wish it could definitively be sorted out.
I think at the six and a half minute mark there's something like a fancy casio and or linndrum from the time doing the rhythm comping and drum machine parts.
Big thanks for sharing! Some songs here seem to be a different takes, compared to what leaked before. Anyone has idea, which organ brian is playing here? we'd like to make a some fan cover for these songs, and we want to sound as close to original as we can. I have read somewhere, that he used Farfisa organ, but it does not sounds like that...
I've been there, in another world of crap like that, not exactly like his situation, but the same thing. This is when I wrote my book and created a new form of painting then threw it in a box and threw it away. Wrote pocketbooks and hid them in the backs of blank journals and left them places for people to find unsigned. Then went into the dark forever, it's been 13 years, 15? More?
I remember this period so well. You had the really bad MIU album in '78, the attempt at some quality with LA in '79 (pretty much with the Dennis Wilson tunes and Good Timin', a Brian Wilson tune in the can since '74), then the wretched '80 album Keeping the Summer Alive, then nothing until 1985. It as obvious Brian had little to do with any of these albums. He was the benefactor for the group, the goose that laid the golden egg, and all of the leech members (Love, Jardine, Johnston) with barely any talent, expected that goose to keep laying eggs to keep them earning. The man wanted out. He wanted out since the fights over and subsequent shelving of Smile in mid '67. Brian finally got out a long overdue solo album in '88, but again, his "washed up has been" perception never really was removed. By '98, he resumed his solo career, putting out the great Smile finally in 2004, plus That Lucky Old Sun in 2008. In 2012, The Beach Boys reassembled for a 50th reunion and put out That's Why God Made the Radio, which also shows the modern Brian Wilson at his best. I remember hearing Don’t Let Her Know She’s An Angel in 1999 and thinking that's so Brian straight from the second side of the Today album. I love it.
Is this real or a fan album? I'm finding nothing of this online except for a reddit post with the same info that seems to purport it being a altenrative history
What did they mean by "20 years of bullying" Brian got from the other Beach Boys? I'd never heard this, can someone give me a little rundown? The music? Transcendent, ethereal and sublime. I'm hearing overtones of Pet Sounds and Smile, for sure. Amazing what you could get from the old cassettes, I think its safe to say Brian Wilson is a good musician. 'Song within a Song' kind of reminds me of the vibe you get from Etienne Cherry. Oh, and does Brian Wilson use youtube?
Intriguing. Was this in-between a Landy period? Was this Brian with a group of non Beach Boy musicians? Was any attempt made to record this on studio grade equipment? I can’t imagine this just being done for just a cassette. Are we talking about a fairly long time to record? Surprised that a couple of these (ie Stevie)did not make the light of day.
It’s a fan mix, but part of the enjoyment comes from transporting yourself to a world where it is real. “Everyday Chemistry” by the Beatles is a decent example of how a good story behind a fan mix can creat a whole new experience. I say in the top of the description “In Another Life…” to allude to the fact this record isn’t from our timeline, but wouldn’t it be nice to believe in a world where Brian didn’t have to suffer under Eugene Landy. I hope this clears things up for you, and I hope you enjoyed the cassette..
@@Thump_Stuff yeah I enjoy it because I appreciate Brian - it was a big ambiguous in your rhetoric..but now I got it.. thanks for the reply and clarification and the effort you put into putting the elements together. Have a good night.
Had he been alright he could be up there with - and had had a solo career just like - Frank Sinatra, given the strength and beauty of his voice. Just listen to (not included here) Deep Purple, It's over now etc, you know what I mean. It's amazing he was capable of writing all these beautiful songs that hits your heart and punches you right in the stomach, even more than in the 60's. They're quite simple but at the same time complex, and it's a pity there are so many unreleased songs. Do we know who else is playing/singing on these songs? It's amazing, almost everyone thought Brian was lost forever, and then suddenly came his first solo album, followed by loads of amazing stuff, and most of all, something no-one thought would see the light of day: Smile!!! The stuff here, the Trinidad tapes, contains some of his best songs ever!! Thank you sooo much Brian for all this lovely music!!! ♥️👍🙏
@@SPINNINGMYWHEELS777 what was I even talking about? I think I was replying to another comment but then clicked this one and did not notice. Im even confused. Update: I found out I was replying to when they said: Do we know who else is playing/singing on these songs? It was denis some of these songs are from the cocaine sessions
Love to randomly scrub to a point in a Brian Wilson video and it’s the Shortnin’ Bread riff.
I've always said to myself that 1982 was Brian's darkest year and these recordings really show that. It's truly awful what he went through, but we are all thankful that he is still around...
I used to think Lennon and McCartney were the greatest now I realise it was Wilson
Brian and Paul actually. Look up their birthdays.
@TTikTokHighlights Interestingly enough, on the day between their births the leaders of both the US and England sat down for a face to face meeting in New York, which is fairly close to half way between where each was born.
Brian = greatest individual composer, John & Paul = greatest composing duo. Beatles over Beach Boys overall.
I like Lennons writing style. Seemed like he barely needed to try.
Man, I'm almost thinking the same recently since a year ago.
We all love Brian, don't we?
It’s a fake fan edit. Not produced by Brian.
This first track gives me heavy Walking the Cow by Daniel Johnston - vibes .
Both he and Brian Wilson were both intensely gifted musicians but that first track hit me in a weird and powerful way .
Super cool upload thanks
Brian's voice here is amazing. At that time, He had his toughest time, but it may have been the last time he showed his musicianship.
Oh I don't know about that...this 1995 album was pretty cool....th-cam.com/video/0qbQcmK72bo/w-d-xo.html
his 1988 album is great
He's showed his musicianship maaaaany times since this era.
When I was getting divorced and was still only separated and wound up being abandoned in an Atlanta apartment by my absent roommate, who left all the bills to me and the rent and the groceries I couldn't afford alone, all because he was gone and so was my ex-husband and I had a private nervous breakdown and had to take about two months off work, I was desperate to express myself. So, a new friend I'd met online coincidentally lived less than a mile from me and all he had was a bunch of 16x20 art paper, black paint, yellow paint, and large paintbrushes, like the kind you can imagine Van Gogh using. I attacked the canvas first with swirls and words and then with actual compositions over the course of a few weeks. This is what this album sounds like to me. Turmoil, hope, prayer, exhaustion, screaming to be understood, individuality, love, soul, human-ness. Who cares if it's really Brian? The impersonation itself is a testament to his immortality.
And...You pulled thru it with flying "Colors"......Peace!
It's a shame Brian Wilson didn't get involved with the L.A Paisley Underground circa 1980's. Frontier Records could've paid for a proper indie studio session,and subsequent release. New Wavers finding their footing in the 80's indie pop scene would've toured with & loved Brian. It wasn't meant to be,which makes it more tragic.
I can picture that time and scene being positive for Brian if he would have participated in it. It was a fun and creative situation in LA. Seems like Dennis and his nurse were pulling him in one direction and Landy in the other.
This is quite beautiful! The energy in Brian’s voice is amazing!
1st time I've heard this historic gem since I started loving Brian's music in 1961
Thanks
new favorite R. Stevie Moore album
Reminds me of his stuff! Nice reference
I’m 15 in Pretoria and still think this is the best thing on the radio and it’s 2018.
Wait til you hear Harry Nilsson.
It’s a fake fan edit. Not produced by Brian.
@@okieinthemix I am....aware.
i’ve never heard this! Unreal talent. The bio is so interesting, this definitely is very proto-outsider/lo-fi.
proto invokes the original of outsider but people were recording oustider records for decades. I wonder if this is even a real release .
It’s a fake fan edit. Not produced by Brian.
Thank you for posting this and including all the background information surrounding it.
It’s a fake fan edit. Not produced by Brian.
This is amazing!! The quality of Stevie is also the best I’ve heard. One of my favourite lost songs
It’s a fake fan edit. Not produced by Brian.
So is this not Brian’s voice, instruments, etc.?
@@MatthewChristianMurrayThis is %100 Brian, its a compilation of some of his unreleased songs, the album and the description are fictional
Amazing !! Thank you so much for this upload and the awesome story in the description. Huge Brian fan. Thanks for giving something new to me.
It’s a fake fan edit. Not produced by Brian.
Love this :) Great story to go with it aswell. Really makes it stand out among other custom mixes, albums and the like. Outstanding work!
What’s the story?
Don't Let Her Know She's An Angel is one of the most beautiful BW I've heard and it never even made an official release.
Shame that he went through what he went through. I can imagine if he'd been fortunate enough to go down a more positive path he'd have had a really great Randy Newman/Neil Sedaka/Elton John kinda 70s and 80s solo career. But through internal and external stimuli other plans were made for him.
Thankful for these tapes and other Brian bootlegs and even happier he made it out of personal hell in the last 25 - 30 years. Absolute legend x
Don't Let Her Know She's an Angel was finally released on the "Gettin' In Over My Head" album in 2004 (but the "Sweet Insanity" version from 1991 is better).
He was diagnosed as schizoaffective and when he was about 2021 he had planned attack panic attacks in the early 60s and there after decided he would wasn't going to tour anymore and he was scared. There is a great movie out right now about Brian Wilson I believe it is called long promised Road. It has very intriguing commentary from Bruce Springsteen saying when he first heard surfer girl he listened to it about 1000 times over and over and over and over and then also Elton John comments. I'm looking forward to listening to this especially to the song don't let her know she's an angel which I had never heard yet and will soon one more thing to feast on and live for in the future. Brian Wilson. Inordinate genius!
The influence of Billy Joel is very strong on this one. 'Piano Man' especially.
It’s a fake fan edit. Not produced by Brian.
@TS "It's a fake fan edit" - otherwise known as a bootleg, which we all knew anyway. "Not produced by Brian" - well, it clearly is Brian, so he did produce the performances. Do you mean to say that this 'Bootleg' wasn't produced by Brian in a studio and released by him? Yes, you're right. That's why it's a bootleg.
This is breathtaking, thanks so much for this and the context
It’s a fake fan edit. Not produced by Brian.
The intro to song within a song is from an earlier track recorded during the Sunflower and Surf's up sessions called "My Solution."
Song Within A Song would have been a great piece for his killer touring band. That fat fuzz bass is boss!
Now called My Solution
This cassette just left a trail of dead mainstream vinyls laying about.
Peace and Love to the Wilsons
(Not that fake Mike type of love, either)
This kinda makes me think to get to that Dennis Wilson record. When these guys weren’t being messed with they were able to create a beautiful universe where the shores run forever.
Summer is always brought to you by the good folks @ Wilson!
Love and Mercy!
Every time I hear the Shortenin’ Bread riff I keep thinking man, Brian “Shortenin Bread” Wilson has done it again!
Brian Wilson is the best!!!
The version of Heroes & Villains is funny for some reason... Brian will forever be THE #1 Greatest American composer. PERIOD • 💯
Brian tiene Melodías maravillosas en su cabeza
"Don’t Let Her Know She’s An Angel" is a beautiful song, well sung by Bri, with some hesitations on the piano.
1982 in La Habra junior year, bands in OC. Didn't know Bri was going through such a deep dark time. Rusty was doing everything possible to get on KROQ. So happy about the death of disco. So happy to hear and be part of all the creative music coming out. Thought B Boys were just regurgitating the same old formulas. No idea the trash happening behind the scenes. Not your fault Bri.
I'd only known that demo of "Don't Let Her Know..." from the old Vigotone bootleg called Come Back, Brian! I had no idea it comes from this time -- I mean, Brian's voice sounds *significantly* better than it does on several of the other songs...
It’s a fake fan edit. Not produced by Brian.
Amazing recording as a fragment of "Sweet Insanity"!
Wow. Thank you so much for posting this!
Song within a Song sounds like Shortnin Bread!
Please do this for every prolific artist you know!!!
I like the inventiveness of Song Within A Song.
Someone else on the first song playing organ or piano - are we sure that’s not from the cocaine sessions with Dennis
Oh Lord 2 is just so good
Thank you for putting this up.
really beautiful stuff as always, brian
Some of these were recorded in 1986, such as Sweetie, even though I know it was written much earlier.
I thought sweetie was even earlier since it turned into the song Mona on Love You released 1977. His vocal range for sweetie is also much higher than it was city blues directly after, his lower range being partially a choice and the price to pay of the cocaine usage before and during the cocaine sessions (:
Sweetie later became "Love Ya" on the ill-fated Sweet Insanity album.
@@Fool3SufferingFools And "Why Don't You Tell Me Why" (Which I've always known as "You've Been Good"-either the actual names of these songs have been found, or newer bootleggers are renaming tracks) also sounds like the same chord progression and melody as "Love Ya".
@@RandomNonsense1985 That's one thing that bugs me about these, which names are the real confirmed ones? I've seen "Oh Yeah" labeled as "Take Me Home" for example. Wish it could definitively be sorted out.
I think at the six and a half minute mark there's something like a fancy casio and or linndrum from the time doing the rhythm comping and drum machine parts.
I wonder if "Oh Lord" (which later became part of Rio Grande) is somehow related to the fabled "Song To God"...
Sounds like this is from an alternate reality.
This is his "Hi, How Are You?"
Can hear the "Shortenin bread" in the "Song within a song"
Was this ever recorded as an album? There's some really good material here to make a more than decent album!
No this was never an album. These are demos sporadically recorded across his dark years.
"Oh Lord" seems a bit like "Fix You" by Coldplay
Big thanks for sharing! Some songs here seem to be a different takes, compared to what leaked before. Anyone has idea, which organ brian is playing here? we'd like to make a some fan cover for these songs, and we want to sound as close to original as we can. I have read somewhere, that he used Farfisa organ, but it does not sounds like that...
It’s a fake fan edit. Not produced by Brian.
@@okieinthemix Seems like you're having troubles with understanding? :)
I've been there, in another world of crap like that, not exactly like his situation, but the same thing. This is when I wrote my book and created a new form of painting then threw it in a box and threw it away. Wrote pocketbooks and hid them in the backs of blank journals and left them places for people to find unsigned. Then went into the dark forever, it's been 13 years, 15? More?
My opinion, it’s Brian Wilson!
Song Within a Song seems to be the middle point between 1971's My Solution and 1998's Happy Days.
Song Within A Song sounds a lot like "Happy Days" from one of his later solo albums.
Daniel Johnston !
very good !!!!
I remember this period so well. You had the really bad MIU album in '78, the attempt at some quality with LA in '79 (pretty much with the Dennis Wilson tunes and Good Timin', a Brian Wilson tune in the can since '74), then the wretched '80 album Keeping the Summer Alive, then nothing until 1985. It as obvious Brian had little to do with any of these albums. He was the benefactor for the group, the goose that laid the golden egg, and all of the leech members (Love, Jardine, Johnston) with barely any talent, expected that goose to keep laying eggs to keep them earning. The man wanted out. He wanted out since the fights over and subsequent shelving of Smile in mid '67. Brian finally got out a long overdue solo album in '88, but again, his "washed up has been" perception never really was removed. By '98, he resumed his solo career, putting out the great Smile finally in 2004, plus That Lucky Old Sun in 2008. In 2012, The Beach Boys reassembled for a 50th reunion and put out That's Why God Made the Radio, which also shows the modern Brian Wilson at his best.
I remember hearing Don’t Let Her Know She’s An Angel in 1999 and thinking that's so Brian straight from the second side of the Today album. I love it.
Is this real or a fan album? I'm finding nothing of this online except for a reddit post with the same info that seems to purport it being a altenrative history
Pretty sure it's an alt-history fanmix thing. Still pretty cool, just wish these things were labeled as such more clearly.
Love him whatever hi is doing
You forgot ‘Shortnin’ Bread’ @7:35. 🤣
Isn’t Song Within A Song just the backing track to My Solution from 1970? Was it ever actually known by this name too?
It's more than likely the same backing track, it's really just a new version of Shortenin' Bread lol
9:10 proper starting point of Stevie
Btw, is it possible to download this in FLAC anywhere?
Excellent and touching mix. Is there any way to download?
Try a website called Dirpy.
Kinda painful.
'Song Within A Song'=🥦🔥🥦
I never knew about this. He sounds like the Brian from Love and Mercy
I like this - meanwile, IN ANOTHER LIFE…
What did they mean by "20 years of bullying" Brian got from the other Beach Boys? I'd never heard this, can someone give me a little rundown?
The music? Transcendent, ethereal and sublime. I'm hearing overtones of Pet Sounds and Smile, for sure. Amazing what you could get from the old cassettes, I think its safe to say Brian Wilson is a good musician. 'Song within a Song' kind of reminds me of the vibe you get from Etienne Cherry. Oh, and does Brian Wilson use youtube?
"the other Beach Boys" = Mike Love
@@spindlyspinster9332 Oh, is that the guy who, during an early tape recorded session, threatened to punch Brian so hard he wouldn't get up?
I think Brian Wilson does use Facebook and TH-cam and has other communications 😊
He was Lofi before Lofi…!
Value of Brian Willson🙂
“Sweetie” is very Buddy Holly. Sounds almost John Lennon.
Nice fanfiction in the description
Intriguing. Was this in-between a Landy period? Was this Brian with a group of non Beach Boy musicians? Was any attempt made to record this on studio grade equipment? I can’t imagine this just being done for just a cassette. Are we talking about a fairly long time to record? Surprised that a couple of these (ie Stevie)did not make the light of day.
@timothymoore Read the in depth description.
Why is this not mentioned anywhere else. ? I notice the owner of this channel does not participate in the comments.
It’s a fan mix, but part of the enjoyment comes from transporting yourself to a world where it is real. “Everyday Chemistry” by the Beatles is a decent example of how a good story behind a fan mix can creat a whole new experience. I say in the top of the description “In Another Life…” to allude to the fact this record isn’t from our timeline, but wouldn’t it be nice to believe in a world where Brian didn’t have to suffer under Eugene Landy. I hope this clears things up for you, and I hope you enjoyed the cassette..
@@Thump_Stuff yeah I enjoy it because I appreciate Brian - it was a big ambiguous in your rhetoric..but now I got it.. thanks for the reply and clarification and the effort you put into putting the elements together. Have a good night.
Im from Trinidad.
does anyone have the chords for these songs? thanks
9:10
Stevie
My favorite track on this “unreleased demo compilation,” or whatever you’d call it.
❤️❤️❤️
Wow. Ok. I’m from and live in Trinidad and Tobago 🇹🇹
How can you live in 2 locations simultaneously ?
@@SeamusMcGillicuddy0 haha. It’s “ Two Islands “ but “ One Country “. Very common in The Caribbean. Grazie Azzuri
Criied in my car
what are the original songs?
Demo’s, none got fully made.
@@luckykennedy7364 aw how sad
Sounds like the Cocaine Sessions with some later demos mixed in.
7:31 Shortenin Bread
meanwhile in our world brian was holed up smoking crack with that nurse
real shit
Fake fan edit.
That's the whole point, king ❤
Had he been alright he could be up there with - and had had a solo career just like - Frank Sinatra, given the strength and beauty of his voice. Just listen to (not included here) Deep Purple, It's over now etc, you know what I mean. It's amazing he was capable of writing all these beautiful songs that hits your heart and punches you right in the stomach, even more than in the 60's. They're quite simple but at the same time complex, and it's a pity there are so many unreleased songs.
Do we know who else is playing/singing on these songs?
It's amazing, almost everyone thought Brian was lost forever, and then suddenly came his first solo album, followed by loads of amazing stuff, and most of all, something no-one thought would see the light of day: Smile!!!
The stuff here, the Trinidad tapes, contains some of his best songs ever!!
Thank you sooo much Brian for all this lovely music!!! ♥️👍🙏
Denis and Brian worked on this.
@@ALittleBitCheesy how do you know - where are you coming up with information sources that even talk about this -
@@SPINNINGMYWHEELS777 what was I even talking about? I think I was replying to another comment but then clicked this one and did not notice. Im even confused.
Update: I found out I was replying to when they said:
Do we know who else is playing/singing on these songs?
It was denis some of these songs are from the cocaine sessions
It’s a fake fan edit. Not produced by Brian.
Love the more laid back version of ...Angel here. Brian's voice on top!!
It’s a fake fan edit. Not produced by Brian.
Brian didnt have what the beatles did. He outclassed the fabs.