My 2023 has been about who am I before people told me who I was supposed to be... So I actually started painting again after 20 years. So yeah I've been getting back to who I am at a soul level.
The expectation part is interesting because 1) I find this longing / pain to be present even without expectation, and 2) I find that the spiritual realm itself messes with us and seems to try to create expectation itself, through the inner knowing, spiritual sensations, telepathy, dreams, downloads, etc., through readings that resonate and keep saying they will reach out, through increases and changes in synchronicities, and so on. For a universe we are constantly told loves us and wants us not to have expectations, it sure puts a lot of its effort into causing suffering and trying to create those expectations in the first place. Then there are those who talk about living from a place of abundance and just acting in your head as if you are together, in order to manifest them, and believing you are already in union. You say yourself that we are already in union, that separation is an illusion, that you shouldn't think of each other as separate. This seems like a fairly intense degree of expectation to me (that the thing you expect already kind of is), and also the most attached you could possibly be (you can't be any more attached than being one, yet we are told to detach too). There is no end to the contradictions.
I feel synchronicities are to remind us to keep the faith in our inner knowing and the “feel as if already you’re in union” means to be happy while still physically apart and trust they will show up in divine timing. Expectations to me means that things have to play out in a certain way and trusting one’s knowing just means they’ll play out - with no attachment to to when or how . ❤
Ohh so beautiful message. Light is action after the dark. I am just starting to understand it.. and action for ourselves is healthy masculinity. The restart is necessary - having a new home, having a new car and continue to follow your passion😊 exactly❤
I feel the opposite.. the DF feels defeated at the beginning of the journey..later on when she makes the conscious choice to put herself first everything shifts.. that's when you see the light! Today I went to the dentist and she didn't take any money!!!😁 Thank you Father, I see You, I hear You! 🙏😔
2023, dark night of the soul, separation from my DF has devastated me. It’s broken me down and I’m working on building myself back up. It’s the toughest thing I’ve ever endured but it seems like it’s worth it. I still miss her everyday and I don’t o ow if I’ll ever get over her.
Thank you so much for responding with this video so quickly and so personally. I cant tell you what it means... but a lot. I really felt your compassion and understanding what its like to be 'out in the desert' for what feels like too long. The part that most rang a bell with me was when you talked about expectations. This is a running theme in my life... where what i think i do is to reduce my expectations down to what seems to my logic to be a ridiculously low level. ... but then of course, this is not true unconditionality. To be honest i dont think i understand how to have no expectations. I keep tripping over my phyiscal conditions being too difficult etc, or the idea of how do you have a relationship with anyone with no expectations or energetic balance of reciprocity? My history is of getting taken advantage of financially A LOT. Like... a lot. And i look back and think the lesson was not enough boundaries and expectations. So yes... i admit i am really spiritually confused in that area. Thanks for bringing my attention to it. Think this time round it is truly about becoming actually unconditional. I need to work out what that looks and feels like in the 3D! Much love x cali
@@anelisa333 Right! Yes I think you've hit the exact point. I can think more in terms of a physical reality than a social theoretical. ! This actually makes sense to me.
Why would God bring this situation into our lives to feel ‘flat’ and unfeeling? This is why I have difficulty with some of the teachings about twin flames. I talk to my TF and although we are not in a relationship we do have a friendship and care about one another…
I have a good question. I have been trying to raise my vibration i had it up all day and when I am out in stores I get this spongebob feeling i get all energy. How do I handle that when i am out shopping? When I come home I call my energy back and ask mother gia and ask for energy clearing. I just need help when I am out. I wear necklaces and bracelets. I would appreciate it. Thank you 🙏🏼
@@anelisa333 So I went my usual nightly walk and I did say it outloud before I went and sure enough it really helped. I will let you know when I go out shopping or anything how it works. I truly appreciate it. 🙏🏼💜 Thank you 🙏🏼
So I was by a few people and definitely different it drained my energy fast. I have no idea what to do? I wear necklaces and bracelets and it grabs me fast.
No! not feeling defeated. Feeling disgusted by people thinking they know me. 😕 IAM INDIGOANGEL! Starseed Lighworker Prayer Warrior. myTwin flame journey is NOT about a divine or karmic man! It's about me knowing my whole self. My masculine energy my karmic self And my divine feminine mission on earth. Good luck to all looking for yourself in another person. #We are fractals.💙
Judge a tree by it's fruit. These TF scenarios are a disaster for anyone who considers themselves a DF. Pursuing someone who has no interest in you and blaming yourself.
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My 2023 has been about who am I before people told me who I was supposed to be... So I actually started painting again after 20 years. So yeah I've been getting back to who I am at a soul level.
Wonderful👏🧡
The expectation part is interesting because
1) I find this longing / pain to be present even without expectation, and
2) I find that the spiritual realm itself messes with us and seems to try to create expectation itself, through the inner knowing, spiritual sensations, telepathy, dreams, downloads, etc., through readings that resonate and keep saying they will reach out, through increases and changes in synchronicities, and so on.
For a universe we are constantly told loves us and wants us not to have expectations, it sure puts a lot of its effort into causing suffering and trying to create those expectations in the first place.
Then there are those who talk about living from a place of abundance and just acting in your head as if you are together, in order to manifest them, and believing you are already in union.
You say yourself that we are already in union, that separation is an illusion, that you shouldn't think of each other as separate.
This seems like a fairly intense degree of expectation to me (that the thing you expect already kind of is), and also the most attached you could possibly be (you can't be any more attached than being one, yet we are told to detach too).
There is no end to the contradictions.
There are many conflicting suggestions out there...take what resonates to you. 🧡
I feel synchronicities are to remind us to keep the faith in our inner knowing and the “feel as if already you’re in union” means to be happy while still physically apart and trust they will show up in divine timing. Expectations to me means that things have to play out in a certain way and trusting one’s knowing just means they’ll play out - with no attachment to to when or how . ❤
You’re not alone in your thinking…at all. Best to you💜
Ohh so beautiful message. Light is action after the dark. I am just starting to understand it.. and action for ourselves is healthy masculinity. The restart is necessary - having a new home, having a new car and continue to follow your passion😊 exactly❤
I feel the opposite.. the DF feels defeated at the beginning of the journey..later on when she makes the conscious choice to put herself first everything shifts.. that's when you see the light!
Today I went to the dentist and she didn't take any money!!!😁
Thank you Father, I see You, I hear You! 🙏😔
Beautiful 🧡
This is definitely a spiritual connection. What we feel we manifest. Love and gratitude are the highest frequency. Feeling is the conduit.
Thank you so much💐💐💐
This is a beautiful, loving and supportive message. Thank you ♥
You're welcome!🧡
2023, dark night of the soul, separation from my DF has devastated me. It’s broken me down and I’m working on building myself back up. It’s the toughest thing I’ve ever endured but it seems like it’s worth it. I still miss her everyday and I don’t o ow if I’ll ever get over her.
Thank you so much for responding with this video so quickly and so personally. I cant tell you what it means... but a lot. I really felt your compassion and understanding what its like to be 'out in the desert' for what feels like too long.
The part that most rang a bell with me was when you talked about expectations.
This is a running theme in my life... where what i think i do is to reduce my expectations down to what seems to my logic to be a ridiculously low level. ... but then of course, this is not true unconditionality.
To be honest i dont think i understand how to have no expectations. I keep tripping over my phyiscal conditions being too difficult etc, or the idea of how do you have a relationship with anyone with no expectations or energetic balance of reciprocity?
My history is of getting taken advantage of financially A LOT.
Like... a lot. And i look back and think the lesson was not enough boundaries and expectations.
So yes... i admit i am really spiritually confused in that area.
Thanks for bringing my attention to it.
Think this time round it is truly about becoming actually unconditional. I need to work out what that looks and feels like in the 3D!
Much love x cali
The connection is not a relationship. It's a connection of one soul, which is you. Refocus in you only🧡
@@anelisa333 Right! Yes I think you've hit the exact point.
I can think more in terms of a physical reality than a social theoretical.
! This actually makes sense to me.
May have to think about it for a while tho... ;]
Wonderfully explained....really ...thnk u....why cant i stop crying...? Purging is going on still...
Why would God bring this situation into our lives to feel ‘flat’ and unfeeling? This is why I have difficulty with some of the teachings about twin flames. I talk to my TF and although we are not in a relationship we do have a friendship and care about one another…
I have a good question. I have been trying to raise my vibration i had it up all day and when I am out in stores I get this spongebob feeling i get all energy. How do I handle that when i am out shopping?
When I come home I call my energy back and ask mother gia and ask for energy clearing. I just need help when I am out. I wear necklaces and bracelets.
I would appreciate it.
Thank you 🙏🏼
Make the intention prior to leaving to not accept energy of others when out ...see if that helps.💛🧡
@@anelisa333 Do I say it out loud. Sorry I am new to this any help I would appreciate it.
Thank you
@@Divine777Love No...you don't have to.💛
@@anelisa333 So I went my usual nightly walk and I did say it outloud before I went and sure enough it really helped. I will let you know when I go out shopping or anything how it works. I truly appreciate it. 🙏🏼💜
Thank you 🙏🏼
So I was by a few people and definitely different it drained my energy fast. I have no idea what to do? I wear necklaces and bracelets and it grabs me fast.
💗💗💗
I'm not sure if I'm feeling defeated but I did wake up yesterday with the feeling of just rejecting my twin flame. Like disgust almost.
I have been shining my light at work for years but I still get beaten down
Pl to book a sesstion wht r ur fees...im in india....cant pay in dollers...
inthehiddenkingdom.com/b/LArnW. Here you go.
No! not feeling defeated. Feeling disgusted by people thinking they know me. 😕 IAM INDIGOANGEL! Starseed Lighworker Prayer Warrior. myTwin flame journey is NOT about a divine or karmic man! It's about me knowing my whole self. My masculine energy my karmic self And my divine feminine mission on earth. Good luck to all looking for yourself in another person. #We are fractals.💙
Judge a tree by it's fruit. These TF scenarios are a disaster for anyone who considers themselves a DF. Pursuing someone who has no interest in you and blaming yourself.
You don’t understand the journey, unless you are on it. This is not blaming anyone, this journey is a spiritual awakening.
Exactly no blame just pain and feeling as she says defeated and beaten down
It's about you, not them. 🧡💛