Iv been crying for 2 months. I have not gone out unless I have too. Im not ready to social yet. Its fine with me. Once im out im out. All good. I'll just get use to dating myself all over again. i will never ever be the same. Im good with that
@@marharytabahovich1185 How did that go for you? I had never dated before. I got married very young at 18. Separated in 2019. I finally got use to dating myself. Then this guy came out of nowhere. End of 2021 I started to date. Got in a this serious relationship. So I thought it was serious. I walked away in June, heartbroken. On the plus side, I'm officially divorced. I already had a ring from the guy I walked away from. Strange how things happen. Iv been trying to get divorced for a long time and there was always something wrong. Always an issues with the paperwork. I was trying to have a future with this person but legally I couldn't because I was still married. My ex was getting upset because my device was talking a long time. Fast forward. My divorce finalized 2 months after the break up. Imagine he wanted to get married the first year we met. Fate would not let me get divorced for the 2 1/2 years that I was with him. Until after the break up. Strange. I'm definitely not good at dating. I'm old school. LAUGH OF THE DAY. In 2021 a man came up to me and asked for my number. I told myself why not. He called me within 15 min. Asked if I wanted to hang out. I told him I could be because I'm going to meet my daughter. Then he text me and asked if I wanted to Netflix and chill. This was me at 38 yrs old. I told my daughter about it. She was 20 at the time. She said, " mom do you know what that means"?I said yes. To hangout, watching a movie, pizza🍕 and wings(yummy). She laughed. I was shocked 😮😵🥴. It does not entitled anything near what I was thinking. Dating myself it is ☺️.
My whole life has been filled with struggle and the past two years have been even worse than normal. I wish I would truly be done with it and on the other side, maybe know what joy is for the first time in my life, but I'm thinking that is never going to happen. It's hard to keep trying when decades of trying hasn't helped. Wish spirit would give me a break for once. Whenever I think I am turning a corner, it turns out I'm heading into a worse situation. Health, money, and relationships are always a struggle. Try new things all the time and it's always a failure. TMI, I know, but I keep trying to interact with others so I don't turn recluse.
Thank you so much for the clear reading. I'm my own worst enemy much of the time as I refuse to change and or release that which is toxic for me. I've struggled with mental illness from a very early age as well as addiction consequently I have certain deficits learning and such. I'm a dependent person in many ways but I also realize that I'm fortunate to have what I have. Many people disapprove of me and they don't make an effort to disguise it I'm not always sure why? Like the Dali Lama says " If you can't help someone at least don't hurt them". I don't go out of my way to hurt others.
I've been on my own for too long now, I'm longing to go out and change my life, live it to the fullest and meet new people...I still have guiet cosy days and nights in and I've got my craft projects to do. I'm looking forward to doing more now though, spot on with the expectations Austin, now I don't have any, just letting it all flow to me now, thanks Austin 🙏❤
I feel like the past readings you have had a lot on your mind. You are looking more at ease 😊☺️ don't mind me some times I just say random thing that just pop in my head
Ik what the death card is going to be. I’m ready for it to be over bc then I can move on. I have new beginnings after the death card. Thank you and blessings!
Lmfaooooo yes when you need peace and quiet it’s always some shit that gotta be going on! Like on my only day off, my building’s landscape company outside of my window at 7:00am making the most ridiculously loud and unnecessary noise for a frkn hour! Cut the fkn grass and move it along bro 😩😩😩😩😩
![SAFEPLANET - ดาวเคราะห์ [ THE PLANET ]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/4X1XL3I_k3c/mqdefault.jpg)
Iv been crying for 2 months. I have not gone out unless I have too. Im not ready to social yet. Its fine with me. Once im out im out. All good. I'll just get use to dating myself all over again. i will never ever be the same. Im good with that
🫂I did that for 1 month
@@marharytabahovich1185 How did that go for you? I had never dated before. I got married very young at 18. Separated in 2019. I finally got use to dating myself. Then this guy came out of nowhere. End of 2021 I started to date. Got in a this serious relationship. So I thought it was serious. I walked away in June, heartbroken. On the plus side, I'm officially divorced. I already had a ring from the guy I walked away from. Strange how things happen. Iv been trying to get divorced for a long time and there was always something wrong. Always an issues with the paperwork. I was trying to have a future with this person but legally I couldn't because I was still married. My ex was getting upset because my device was talking a long time. Fast forward. My divorce finalized 2 months after the break up. Imagine he wanted to get married the first year we met. Fate would not let me get divorced for the 2 1/2 years that I was with him. Until after the break up. Strange. I'm definitely not good at dating. I'm old school. LAUGH OF THE DAY. In 2021 a man came up to me and asked for my number. I told myself why not. He called me within 15 min. Asked if I wanted to hang out. I told him I could be because I'm going to meet my daughter. Then he text me and asked if I wanted to Netflix and chill. This was me at 38 yrs old. I told my daughter about it. She was 20 at the time. She said, " mom do you know what that means"?I said yes. To
hangout, watching a movie, pizza🍕 and wings(yummy). She laughed. I was shocked 😮😵🥴. It does not entitled anything near what I was thinking. Dating myself it is ☺️.
My whole life has been filled with struggle and the past two years have been even worse than normal. I wish I would truly be done with it and on the other side, maybe know what joy is for the first time in my life, but I'm thinking that is never going to happen. It's hard to keep trying when decades of trying hasn't helped. Wish spirit would give me a break for once. Whenever I think I am turning a corner, it turns out I'm heading into a worse situation. Health, money, and relationships are always a struggle. Try new things all the time and it's always a failure. TMI, I know, but I keep trying to interact with others so I don't turn recluse.
Spot on; taking this year to heal at all levels. Appreciate this reading💫💞🙏🏼
Thank you so much for the clear reading. I'm my own worst enemy much of the time as I refuse to change and or release that which is toxic for me. I've struggled with mental illness from a very early age as well as addiction consequently I have certain deficits learning and such. I'm a dependent person in many ways but I also realize that I'm fortunate to have what I have. Many people disapprove of me and they don't make an effort to disguise it I'm not always sure why? Like the Dali Lama says " If you can't help someone at least don't hurt them". I don't go out of my way to hurt others.
Thank you Austin 👍🏻xx
I’m in my I just wanna be alone phase ❤
Me too. Big time!
@@allinthemind2006I third this 😊
Me four, I am just speak positive affirmation and prayers . Sending good vibes your way
Me too yo'❤💚❤️💚
Doing my thing right 😊
You're awesome. Thank you❤
I've been on my own for too long now, I'm longing to go out and change my life, live it to the fullest and meet new people...I still have guiet cosy days and nights in and I've got my craft projects to do. I'm looking forward to doing more now though, spot on with the expectations Austin, now I don't have any, just letting it all flow to me now, thanks Austin 🙏❤
You are exactly ON POINT, AUSTIN! As always ❤
Yes I can relate. Sometimes you want peace and quiet 🤫 and you can't get it. 😂
am indeed overcoming a three of swords heartbreak 💔 ... thank you for this candid insight and encouragement to accept the changes afoot ❤
Terrific reading 🎉
Thank you ... GOD ... , IN JESUS NAME ... , ALLELUYA ... Aammeennn ...
I feel like the past readings you have had a lot on your mind. You are looking more at ease 😊☺️ don't mind me some times I just say random thing that just pop in my head
Fabulous reading, resonated for me🙏🏻😊
Thank you.
thank you❤
Ty. Definitely resonates
Thank you bro! Insightful & resonant!
Thankyou
Thank you, Austin! Really appreciate you!
Thank you 🙏 ❤
Thank you 🦋🦋
Thank you from Germany 🇩🇪🙏🏽
Thank you!💚💙🥳🫶🙏🏼🩵💕
Austin thank you for sharing your insights ❤
Ik what the death card is going to be.
I’m ready for it to be over bc then I can move on. I have new beginnings after the death card.
Thank you and blessings!
Universe, please see my persistent. I am working hard and am trying to get a new job.
Lmfaooooo yes when you need peace and quiet it’s always some shit that gotta be going on! Like on my only day off, my building’s landscape company outside of my window at 7:00am making the most ridiculously loud and unnecessary noise for a frkn hour! Cut the fkn grass and move it along bro
😩😩😩😩😩
Thank you ❤️