My wife left me mainly because of my fault and each line in this song hits so hard. I had to lose her to learn. To whoever reading this, live in the moment, be content. It’s the little things that matter.
LYRICS: [Chorus] Yeah, I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you 'Cause in those moments, I desert you And I realize I don't deserve you, no, I don't deserve you, but I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me But you can do so much better, please, believe me (Yeah) So, I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me 'cause I [Verse 1] I made a promise on the day wе said vows I swore to love you and to nevеr let you down I told your father I'd protect you from the pain I told your mother I would shelter you from rain You were the only one that I have ever dreamed of My perfect truth that I've hidden with every lie If only I was less concerned about our future I might've noticed you needed me by your side [Verse 2] And after all of those days, you kept it inside Don't know how I missed every tear that you cried I love you enough to let you be free So, I can't blame you, baby, it started with me 'Cause I loved you but left you in moments of need We broke like a promise, too heavy to keep And baby, it kills me lately 'Cause maybe I'm the reason why [Chorus] I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you 'Cause in those moments I desert you And I realize I don't deserve you, no, I don't deserve you, but I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me But you can do so much better, please, believe me So, I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me 'cause I [Verse 3] I'm so sorry for the way things went down You deserve a king and I'm not wearing no crown There's tears welling up in your eyes And I'd be lying through my teeth if I told you I was surprised What did I think would happen after all of this time? It's like you blink, and seven years just passes you by I wish that I could run it back, and right my wrongs Maybe you wouldn't be gone if I wasn't chasing these songs And I spent my energy tryna actually be a better man Lost my centerpiece, and I don't think you understand What you meant to me, our love was deeper than ration But never loved you enough to set you free from my passion, I [Chorus] I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you 'Cause in those moments I desert you And I realize I don't deserve you, no, I don't deserve you, but I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me But you can do so much better, please, believe me So, I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me 'cause I [Bridge] But maybe we had to break to grow Maybe I had to lose to learn But when I hear your name, I feel the pain In my heart still burns Maybe this is my sacrifice Maybe I'll love you my whole life But I'll lay down my pride And hope you find me on the other side [Chorus] I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you 'Cause in those moments I desert you And I realize I don't deserve you, no, I don't deserve you, but I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me But you can do so much better, please, believe me So, I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me 'cause I
you are so not alone. it's so natural & normal to have ups and downs in love. love is the totality of it all while still remaining committed to each other.
My wife left almost 2 years ago and this song makes me think of her so much. Every line hits so hard. Crazy that we were married for 7 years also 😔 I’ve been single and lonely since 😢 literally cried tears listening to this thinking of her ❤ she was the light of my life and I was too blind to see that. Now she’s gone and there is nothing I can do about it. I just pray that she’s happy and continues to be the beautiful angel she is 🫶🏾
That's meaningful. Believe that even if it hurts, she would want to see you as the best version of yourself. Be the man she wanted you to be and more. Even if you two are no longer together. Hope you are well.
As a woman who listens to this , it brought me to tears After 3 children 9 years of nothing but grief , hurt and pain I feel like he’s never gonna get it time to leave and be a queen without a consort
My sentiments but i got up and left Im doing better on my own no pain no hurt no tears with my children🙏 but i sometimes miss him and then i dont cuz looking back even when he was there it still felt he wasnt.
You go and live your life u do deserve it you gave him children and he not grateful is time fa you to make a choice it’s gonna hurt but within in time you will heal 🙏
I’m sorry, you’re experiencing the pain & trauma of being let down by your significant other… but, I promise he will learn and sometimes that means we have to leave in order for them to see.
This is some real king shit right here. Fessing up to messing up in a relationship asking for forgiveness, but also realizing she deserves better and stating so and letting her know, like hey, i get it. That's some adult shit right there. Mad respect.
I've had mine for 12 years, we had kids very young and grew up together while raising them. I made every mistake possible and the past 6 years my off and on substance abuse has ruined her. We're still together but things aren't the same and never will be. This song is an anthem to everyone like me out there. Don't ever take a one of a kind woman for granted, and from beginning to end make her feel like she's one of a kind.
“But maybe we had to break to grow, maybe I had to lose to learn” really makes you humble yourself, sit back and think about the mistakes you made in life
As a Christian Husband of 2 years, this song seriously convicts me. Jesus calls me to Love my wife the way he loves the Church, and I got to be honest. I just consistently fall short... I pray everyday that God helps me knock down the walls around my heart restricting my ability to love my wife, others and myself, the way He loves me... So Babe, I just want you to know that I love you, and I promise that no matter how impossible it may seem, I will never cease to work on myself so that one day, you will not know the difference between My Love and Gods. 😔 Thank you for the reminder Anees, God bless 🙏
this is beautiful. that's what love is: getting back up and always resolving to get better for the one you love. no matter how weak or insufficient you feel, it's the refusal to quit on each other that makes love so special.
Can you not say stuff like this? I hate when I get cold chills. I’m just kidding. I think we all struggle with that a little bit first step is realizing it you’re doing great she loves you.
@anees it's not the initial infatuation it's the journey over years and years of love. The fact that after all the turmoil you still wanna be there no matter what. The good the bad the ugly. The cost of love includes you're whole self, your whole heart, your whole being. Love is worth the cost. Thought it may be hard, it's worth it. Right?
My wife played this song for me the other day its been a few months from her confessing her faults and breaking my heart completely and when i say this song gave me chills, and made me break, but also heals me in a way that is just unexplainable. You have such a beautiful voice, and i love how you put all your emotions in words to a song. You're unique and one of a kind. I absolutely love your music. Especially this song, on repeat. ❤
God bless anyone going through emotional pain. I was there not to long ago & it toke a awhile to get back up. Find someone who will lift your spirits, support you and make sure you are always good. I’m still looking but I know he is out there♥️♥️♥️
Your song saved my relationship thank you bro. You helped me see my selfishness self-centered self. I was caught up in my passion as well but hearing this made me realize what i was doing. Im forever grateful 🙏
But it doesn't change the fact that he stole this song ,the concept and lyrics from three young boys from Africa... on their song " nighttime thoughts" Anees is a tsotsi these days but God knows where it all ends
"Maybe I had to lose to learn. But when I hear your name, I feel the pain and my heart still burns.." The fact that almost anybody can relate to the lyrics in this song just hits different. Damn.
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Man, this song is awesome! The melody, the lyrics, your voice, everything. Congratulations and thank you.
anees Lyrics "leave me" I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you Cause in those moments I desert you And I realise I don't deserve you No I don't deserve you but I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me But you can do so much better please believe me So I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I I made a promise on the day we said vows I swore to love you and I'd never let you down I told your father I'd protect you from the pain I told your mother I would shelter you from rain You were the only one that I have ever dreamed of My perfect truth that I've hidden with every lie If only I was less than certain bout our future I might of noticed you needed me by your side And after all of those days, you kept it inside Don't know how I missed every tear that you cried I love you enough to let you be free So I can't blame you baby it started with me I loved you but left you in moments of need We broke like the promise you helped me to keep And baby, it kills me lately Cause maybe I'm the reason why... I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you Cause in those moments I desert you And I realise I don't deserve you No I don't deserve you but I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me But you can do so much better please believe me So I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I And I'm so sorry for the way things went down You deserve a king and I'm not wearing no crown These tears welling up in your eyes I'd be lying through my teeth if I told you I was suprised What did I think what happened after all of this time It's like you blink and 7 years is passing you by I wish that I, could run it back and write my wrongs Maybe You wouldn't be gone if I wasn't chasing these songs I spent my energy tryna act "be a better man" Lost my centre piece I don't think you understand what you meant to me [?] I sent you free from my past and I I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you Cause in those moments I desert you And I realise I don't deserve you No I don't deserve you but I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me But you can do so much better please believe me So I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I But maybe we had to break to grow Maybe I had to lose to learn But when I hear you name I feel the pain, and my heart still burns Maybe this is my sacrifice Maybe I'll love you my whole life I lay down my pride and hope you find me on the other side I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you Cause in those moments I desert you And I realise I don't deserve you No I don't deserve you but I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me But you can do so much better please believe me So I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I
Amen 💯🙏🏽 God this song thank you Father God for giving Anees the words to this song because Lord Love is You all we can do is get on our Knees & pray to when we’re feeling this 🙏🏽 Definitely his Soul & pain in this ❤🙌🏽
This song hit me so hard man I love all your music what’s even better is that you sound this good in person too keep it up man your songs change peoples life’s 🙏
Dude your voice is so powerful. So much layers to your voice it's crazy. Don't stop singing my guy. Your song writing is just as good as your voice too bro.
"but I'll lay down my pride and hope you find me on the other side" hits hard. Especially if you know deep down that the person you wish would say this never will.
Absolutely love this song and am so happy for whomever this song was written for, this is probably the most pure and clear apology song. I couldn't help but feel at peace.
Ugh my God man!!! It. Just. Hits. Every. Single. Time!!! It’s so freaking captivating to watch him perform! I get lost watching this video. The rawness and emotion you see and hear is beyond. I freaking love you Anees!!! My man!!!!
I don’t like the person that I am when I hurt you Cause in those moments I desert you and I realize I don’t deserve you No I don’t deserve you but I’m praying on my knees Begging that you won’t leave me I Love your songs I hope keep your journey going
Im prayin on my knees beggin that you wont leave me. But you can do so much better please believe me. So I wont blame you if you leave me.. 🙌 Anees i wanna say thank you personally. Your music has been helping me cope with my divorce
It’s hard to keep a song stuck in my head for this long. I still feel the pain and angelic feelings this song gave me since I heard the snippet back in April. I don’t think I’ll ever stop listening.
The amount of emotions that want to burst out of my chest right now…hurts but grateful to hear another voice singing my pain. Please don’t stop. The world needs more music like this. Thank you 🙏🏽
I just found this song sadly at the most painful moments in my life. Currently on the brink of my wife leaving me after 10 years of my shit. For anyone that sees this message please take my experience to heart so that it may help you. Be honest, communication is key to everything (even when its weird, awkward, embarrassing, and down right dumb), pay attention to each others needs, do NOT be quick to anger, be quick to forgive and remember that there can be two truths to a story. Choose your partner everyday, even in moments you don't feel like it. Trust in these pieces of advice and may God bless you and whomever you are with.
I lost my wife in 2015 and I have alot of regret in life as to how I treated her! My young selfish childish ways got in the way of me loving her n treating her the way she should have been treated! don’t mess up true permanent love for temporary lust! I pray to God n her for forgiveness everyday! This song hits hard for me!!
*Lyrics:* 🤝🏻🤗🎶 I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you Cause in those moments I desert you And I realize I don't deserve you, no I don't deserve you but I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me But you can do so much better please believe me So I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I I made a promise on the day we said vows I swore to love you and to never let you down I told your father I'd protect you from the pain I told your mother I would shelter you from rain You were the only one that I have ever dreamed of My perfect truth that I've hidden with every lie If only I was less concerned about our future I might have noticed you needed me by your side And after all of those days, you kept it inside Don't know how I missed every tear that you cried I love you enough to let you be free So I can't blame you baby, it started with me Cause I loved you, but left you in moments of need We broke like a promise to heavy to keep And baby, it kills me lately Cause maybe I'm the reason why I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you Cause in those moments I desert you And I realize I don't deserve you, no I don't deserve you but I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me But you can do so much better please believe me So I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I I'm so sorry for the way things went down You deserve a king and I'm not wearing no crown There's tears welling up in your eyes And I'd be lying through my teeth if I told you I was surprised What did I think? Would happen after all of this time It's like you blink and seven years just passes you by I wish that I could run it back and right my wrongs Maybe you wouldn't be gone if I wasn't chasing these songs And I spent my energy trying to actually be a better man Lost my centerpiece, and I don't think you understand What you meant to me, our love was deeper than ration But never loved you enough to set you free from my passion, I I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you Cause in those moments I desert you And I realize I don't deserve you, no I don't deserve you but I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me But you can do so much better please believe me So I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I But maybe we had to break to grow Maybe I had to lose to learn But when I hear your name I feel the pain In my heart still burns Maybe this is my sacrifice Maybe I'll love you my whole life But I'll lay down my pride And hope you find me on the other side I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you Cause in those moments I desert you And I realize I don't deserve you, no I don't deserve you but I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me But you can do so much better please believe me So I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I...
Aneeeeees!!!! YOU DID THIS!! 👏🏼 YOU made all these people come together and absolutely LOVE this song! You made us FEEL this song! I really can't get enough of the final product, as well as the video! I just love it! BEST DAY EVERRRR! 🙌🏼 Thank you ❤️
Felt this song so much it inspired me to start back writing poetry and music after years of not knowing what or how to say it , Thank you Anees , these are the words i wanted to express, but didnt know how to but youre speaking for all men that knows what love really is and the pain and sacrifices we have to make in those moments of relationships. The hardest thing is loving a woman and not giving your all and realizing what you couldve done before she walked away. I play this song on repeat to feel the passion that i should've given to my heart and soul before she left with my heart and soul. For all men if you have a woman that you don't want to go nowhere give it your all with all your passion and love!
Jazz When I lost my fiancé in november 19 of 2022 I just basically sat, drank, and cried to this song and I can wait forever everyday Spent a lot of time working 15-18 hour days 6 days a week to have something to focus on. I basically pleaded with my employer to allow it and left and found somewhere that would when they wouldn’t. I drank every waking moment I was home, 6-7am to 12am on my days off and from the moment I walked in the door until about 3 hours before work on every work day. In the end I used to buy yogurt to keep in my fridge so in the morning when I couldn’t hold the whiskey down I could eat a few spoonfuls of it so it would stay down. The amount of loathing and self hatred I experienced is otherworldly. I used to have no good days, just bad days and worse days. The sheer amount of alcohol I drank would be enough to get everyone in this comment section drunk twice over for a week. Still surprised I’m not dead. I know it’s cliché as fuck when they say “music saved my life” but many many nights I probably wouldn’t have made it without simple plan/my chemical romance and liquor. Shits rough sometimes. I don’t know if I’m any less broken or if I just figured out how to control it better. I spent a lot of time waking up in a sweat and having panic attacks in the middle of the night, so I just started keeping a bottle of whiskey on my nightstand and would wake up in the middle of the night to drink more so I could have a shred of hope of sleeping. It will be seven years in a few short weeks. The amount of letters/journals I’ve written you now fill a small bookshelf. Dunno if it helps anymore if it’s just a routine at this point. Jaira Reige Tiangco - I’ll love you for the rest of my life. I’m genuinely sorry with all of my heart and soul. November 19 2022, started the worst time of my life I love you all, I hope whatever/whoever you’re thinking of while listening to this, that it gets better for you Imissyousomuch Jaira..~
I love you I know I don’t know u but I genuinely do bro. That resonated with me more than u understand. And I forget I’m not the only one out there hurting more than they say. But I got love for u bro and if u ever need someone to talk to like I do we can exchange information
I'm also on the twin flame journey and I sincerely appreciate the words that you speak that connect to my soul and my divine masculines. From the deepest parts of me Anees, thank you🙏❤💫
Found that new artist. This a total Banger. Specially when he speaks facts makes me think of my Ride or die. Still with her thank god. Keep loving your day 1 kings! All the arguing and fighting will eventually fade away. Don’t ever give up on your day 1 ❤
I love this song. It reminds me so much of my honey. He feels shame when he hurts me, he pains when he feels he's disappointed me, and he absolutely breaks when he hears me cry. In those moments he feels he is not good enough for me and that I deserve better than him, but he never stops fighting to be a better man for me. I wish he would realize my love is never ending for him and it’s the fact he fights and tries to be better and actually does it, that just proves he is deserving of the love I give him. He is my king, even if his crown falls off sometimes and he says isn’t good enough to be the king to his queen, I’ll always be there to lift his head and put his crown back on. He is a broken man but he is still a magnificent man nonetheless. This song just reminds me of him so much and I tear up listening to it…💚🖤💚
Yo, I'm still playing that fire mix where everyone put their own verses in with this song. The entire mix is fire until it gets to that guy who starts with "I ain't got no confidence", yeah that negative energy is not my style. But I respect, everyone has their own taste. Blessings from our father Yah.
Favorite line? That’s a tough one…I love the transparency & authenticity of this song….”I don’t like the person that I am when I hurt you, cause in those moments I desert you & I realize I don’t deserve you. I’m praying on my knees begging that you won’t leave me.”….it takes a lot of inner work for a man to get to that point of being a boy to a man & recognizing these things. This hits home for me I guess because I wish someone would have said these things to me. Since there isn’t any change, I’m forced to set boundaries & walk away. Unfortunately. It’s hard when you have to do that & you still love that person but I’ve finally gotten to the point that I love myself more! 💞 it’s the 3rd time I walked away & will be my last.
I LOVE that you sound just as amazing without studio help while singing live! It’s such a gift and I cannot WAIT to see you in Berkeley in a few short weeks!!
My ex he just sent me this song and this was deep fr a man's side I know he's hurting but I know my worth and someday he'll see I had to leave him for him and me to be better person Amazing song brotha🙏♥️
Just discovered this song an hour ago and I’ve listened to it at least 10 times. I’ve already sent the video to my girlfriend and told her to listen to it. I hope this song blows up
We learn from mistakes, we don't realise when have we crossed the lines and do more than enough damage p our loved once and when we realise it all. Guilt feels up from inside out and drown us all
anees, i remember following you when you had hair above your ears and a LESS dark mustache lol i would leave your instagram videos on repeat hoping you’d release those songs but in all seriousness i’m glad you’re getting the recognition you WELL deserve
Dont be afraid to show them emotions bro!! It dosent make you any less of a man being open and getting it off your chest, your pride dosent define you, always be humble 💚💙💜
Don't take the one you love for granted because you never know when they will leave this earth, I'm so glad I was able to tell her how much she ment to me and was able to show her she was the only person I wanted to be with for the rest of my life before she died. As much as her loss has broken me knowing I have 3 beautiful kids with her will keep me strong till the day I die.
23yrs yung and it’s been almost 2 years since the ending of my 7yr relationship with my M/HS sweetheart and mother of my child. This song is amazing and seeing everyone sharing their stories makes me feel so much better, I found a lot of peace in seeking god But a piece of me still just can’t let go 💔💔
Wow. Very few can write words that can carry such weight. I feel personally targeted here 😶😶😶. Thank you to anees for writing something that actually speaks from the soul. To everyone reading these comments, listening to this song on repeat, with tears in your eyes and a heavy heart full of memories. Remember what you have learned and don't ever take the small moments for granted. Take your time. Be happy. You're not alone. You're just learning and some lessons are more painful than others.
Totally love this, but nothing beats the live one with all the passion! I see the passion here but this is produced and the live is my preferred 💗 much love
This Guy is so under rated it’s ridiculous. I should be hearing his songs on the radio daily. I don’t get it. Got my support. Hope you get the recognition deserved
WHATS YOUR FAVORITE LINE FROM LEAVE ME?!
But you can do so much better please believe meeeee😭🔥🔥
I swore to love u and ta neva let u down
I don’t like the person that I am when I hurt you
“Maybe I had to lose to learn.” I felt that to the core 🥹❤️
the chorus hits hard... I dont like the person I am when I hurt you
When u man up an own up to your mistakes that's when u spiritually grow 💯
So for real.
Facts
It's so fucking hard to
# facts
💯
My wife left me mainly because of my fault and each line in this song hits so hard. I had to lose her to learn. To whoever reading this, live in the moment, be content. It’s the little things that matter.
I'm going throught the same thing right now
Damn y’all it’s sucks but it’s better on the other side lonely but peaceful
I know the feeling it hurt the most when you gotta lose someone you love to notice how much you really loved and needed then
Dude same boat ….. I sucked
Fuck. We’re all in the same boat huh? Even down to the years going by of seven. Every line is a fucking truth to my life right now
LYRICS:
[Chorus]
Yeah, I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you
'Cause in those moments, I desert you
And I realize I don't deserve you, no, I don't deserve you, but
I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me
But you can do so much better, please, believe me (Yeah)
So, I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me 'cause I
[Verse 1]
I made a promise on the day wе said vows
I swore to love you and to nevеr let you down
I told your father I'd protect you from the pain
I told your mother I would shelter you from rain
You were the only one that I have ever dreamed of
My perfect truth that I've hidden with every lie
If only I was less concerned about our future
I might've noticed you needed me by your side
[Verse 2]
And after all of those days, you kept it inside
Don't know how I missed every tear that you cried
I love you enough to let you be free
So, I can't blame you, baby, it started with me
'Cause I loved you but left you in moments of need
We broke like a promise, too heavy to keep
And baby, it kills me lately
'Cause maybe I'm the reason why
[Chorus]
I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you
'Cause in those moments I desert you
And I realize I don't deserve you, no, I don't deserve you, but
I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me
But you can do so much better, please, believe me
So, I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me 'cause I
[Verse 3]
I'm so sorry for the way things went down
You deserve a king and I'm not wearing no crown
There's tears welling up in your eyes
And I'd be lying through my teeth if I told you I was surprised
What did I think would happen after all of this time?
It's like you blink, and seven years just passes you by
I wish that I could run it back, and right my wrongs
Maybe you wouldn't be gone if I wasn't chasing these songs
And I spent my energy tryna actually be a better man
Lost my centerpiece, and I don't think you understand
What you meant to me, our love was deeper than ration
But never loved you enough to set you free from my passion, I
[Chorus]
I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you
'Cause in those moments I desert you
And I realize I don't deserve you, no, I don't deserve you, but
I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me
But you can do so much better, please, believe me
So, I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me 'cause I
[Bridge]
But maybe we had to break to grow
Maybe I had to lose to learn
But when I hear your name, I feel the pain
In my heart still burns
Maybe this is my sacrifice
Maybe I'll love you my whole life
But I'll lay down my pride
And hope you find me on the other side
[Chorus]
I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you
'Cause in those moments I desert you
And I realize I don't deserve you, no, I don't deserve you, but
I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me
But you can do so much better, please, believe me
So, I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me 'cause I
Yes
❤❤
Truth
Thank You❤❤
As a young married couple that feels the pressure of life this song shows we are not alone in feeling the good and bad moments. Thank you Anees
I need this comment. Thank you
Divorce
This comment entirely ! The timing is impeccable ....
you are so not alone. it's so natural & normal to have ups and downs in love. love is the totality of it all while still remaining committed to each other.
Nice Aness replied
My wife left almost 2 years ago and this song makes me think of her so much. Every line hits so hard. Crazy that we were married for 7 years also 😔 I’ve been single and lonely since 😢 literally cried tears listening to this thinking of her ❤ she was the light of my life and I was too blind to see that. Now she’s gone and there is nothing I can do about it. I just pray that she’s happy and continues to be the beautiful angel she is 🫶🏾
Man up G, there’s plenty of women out here.
That's my lady now
Boss up bro Yu owning up to your mistakes that's the 1s step to redemption brother!
Head up bro, everything will be okay in the end my man, keep your love and faith strong. You got this , 💯
That's meaningful. Believe that even if it hurts, she would want to see you as the best version of yourself. Be the man she wanted you to be and more. Even if you two are no longer together. Hope you are well.
As a woman who listens to this , it brought me to tears
After 3 children 9 years of nothing but grief , hurt and pain I feel like he’s never gonna get it time to leave and be a queen without a consort
My sentiments but i got up and left
Im doing better on my own no pain no hurt no tears with my children🙏 but i sometimes miss him and then i dont cuz looking back even when he was there it still felt he wasnt.
You go and live your life u do deserve it you gave him children and he not grateful is time fa you to make a choice it’s gonna hurt but within in time you will heal 🙏
It's okie bro I hope your doing good I'm 14 years 4 kids
I’m sorry, you’re experiencing the pain & trauma of being let down by your significant other… but, I promise he will learn and sometimes that means we have to leave in order for them to see.
Goes both ways. Don’t beat yourself up over it….
This dude has a powerful sound . Lots of emotions in his voice. Your very talented sir. Wish u nothing but happiness.
This is some real king shit right here. Fessing up to messing up in a relationship asking for forgiveness, but also realizing she deserves better and stating so and letting her know, like hey, i get it. That's some adult shit right there. Mad respect.
I've had mine for 12 years, we had kids very young and grew up together while raising them. I made every mistake possible and the past 6 years my off and on substance abuse has ruined her. We're still together but things aren't the same and never will be. This song is an anthem to everyone like me out there. Don't ever take a one of a kind woman for granted, and from beginning to end make her feel like she's one of a kind.
I needed to read this thank you
I needed this today thank u hope u guys grow
“But maybe we had to break to grow, maybe I had to lose to learn” really makes you humble yourself, sit back and think about the mistakes you made in life
As a Christian Husband of 2 years, this song seriously convicts me. Jesus calls me to Love my wife the way he loves the Church, and I got to be honest. I just consistently fall short... I pray everyday that God helps me knock down the walls around my heart restricting my ability to love my wife, others and myself, the way He loves me... So Babe, I just want you to know that I love you, and I promise that no matter how impossible it may seem, I will never cease to work on myself so that one day, you will not know the difference between My Love and Gods. 😔 Thank you for the reminder Anees, God bless 🙏
this is beautiful. that's what love is: getting back up and always resolving to get better for the one you love. no matter how weak or insufficient you feel, it's the refusal to quit on each other that makes love so special.
Hallelujah Glory to God! Bless you brother on your healing journey! Please take of “YOUR WIFE AND SHOW HER LOVE”God Will grant your his “FAVOR”! 🙏🏽😇
Can you not say stuff like this? I hate when I get cold chills. I’m just kidding. I think we all struggle with that a little bit first step is realizing it you’re doing great she loves you.
Man I’m trying to go back to work without crying this hit me in the heart strings
@anees it's not the initial infatuation it's the journey over years and years of love. The fact that after all the turmoil you still wanna be there no matter what. The good the bad the ugly. The cost of love includes you're whole self, your whole heart, your whole being. Love is worth the cost. Thought it may be hard, it's worth it. Right?
My wife played this song for me the other day its been a few months from her confessing her faults and breaking my heart completely and when i say this song gave me chills, and made me break, but also heals me in a way that is just unexplainable. You have such a beautiful voice, and i love how you put all your emotions in words to a song. You're unique and one of a kind. I absolutely love your music. Especially this song, on repeat. ❤
This song is an ENTIRE vibe. It gave me chills! 🥶🥶 I'm in love with the lyrics. 💙💙 I'm hella eager for his next EP or complete album.
I appreciate you so much
This man never miss
Anees is taking over my Playlist 😁😁😁 soon he wil take over the radio stations aswell 🔥🔥🔥🙌🙌🙌
radio is the final domino, and it's falling for this song. guaranteed.
October 2024 checking in
God bless anyone going through emotional pain. I was there not to long ago & it toke a awhile to get back up. Find someone who will lift your spirits, support you and make sure you are always good. I’m still looking but I know he is out there♥️♥️♥️
Your song saved my relationship thank you bro. You helped me see my selfishness self-centered self. I was caught up in my passion as well but hearing this made me realize what i was doing. Im forever grateful 🙏
Only if I would of done the same, I wouldn’t be in regret like I’ve been for the last couple years. I just hope and pray she is happy🥺
Saved mine too, so crazy that a song is what it took for me to realize what I have been doing
Im about to lose the woman for my dreams this song make me realize what Iam loseing opened my eyes 100%
Bro,just saved my life. Wild! I gotta do better for her.
Real
Taking. Accountability is so important. This song speaks volumes about you.
Your music touches the soul on a whole different level.... I really can't get enough of your vibe bro
much love to you daniel. our souls are interconnected & music helps us feel that in a tangible way.
But it doesn't change the fact that he stole this song ,the concept and lyrics from three young boys from Africa... on their song " nighttime thoughts"
Anees is a tsotsi these days but God knows where it all ends
@@tsholotheophillus2885can you tell me the name of the song ?
"Maybe I had to lose to learn. But when I hear your name, I feel the pain and my heart still burns.." The fact that almost anybody can relate to the lyrics in this song just hits different. Damn.
Man, this song is awesome! The melody, the lyrics, your voice, everything. Congratulations and thank you.
anees Lyrics
"leave me"
I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you
Cause in those moments I desert you
And I realise I don't deserve you
No I don't deserve you but
I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me
But you can do so much better please believe me
So I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I
I made a promise on the day we said vows
I swore to love you and I'd never let you down
I told your father I'd protect you from the pain
I told your mother I would shelter you from rain
You were the only one that I have ever dreamed of
My perfect truth that I've hidden with every lie
If only I was less than certain bout our future
I might of noticed you needed me by your side
And after all of those days, you kept it inside
Don't know how I missed every tear that you cried
I love you enough to let you be free
So I can't blame you baby it started with me
I loved you but left you in moments of need
We broke like the promise you helped me to keep
And baby, it kills me lately
Cause maybe I'm the reason why...
I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you
Cause in those moments I desert you
And I realise I don't deserve you
No I don't deserve you but
I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me
But you can do so much better please believe me
So I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I
And I'm so sorry for the way things went down
You deserve a king and I'm not wearing no crown
These tears welling up in your eyes
I'd be lying through my teeth if I told you I was suprised
What did I think what happened after all of this time
It's like you blink and 7 years is passing you by
I wish that I, could run it back and write my wrongs
Maybe You wouldn't be gone if I wasn't chasing these songs
I spent my energy tryna act "be a better man"
Lost my centre piece
I don't think you understand what you meant to me
[?]
I sent you free from my past and I
I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you
Cause in those moments I desert you
And I realise I don't deserve you
No I don't deserve you but
I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me
But you can do so much better please believe me
So I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I
But maybe we had to break to grow
Maybe I had to lose to learn
But when I hear you name
I feel the pain, and my heart still burns
Maybe this is my sacrifice
Maybe I'll love you my whole life
I lay down my pride and hope you find me on the other side
I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you
Cause in those moments I desert you
And I realise I don't deserve you
No I don't deserve you but
I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me
But you can do so much better please believe me
So I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I
these lyrics mean a lot to me.
@@anees you should be more famous, Just heard this a minute ago and I'm a fan
Thank you
The heart and soul put into this song is so LOUD. You did absolutely amazing! Im proud to be your supporter!! This gon hit the charts HARD!! 💯
@Raymond Sims I’m posting it everywhere! It’s a vibe 2022 needed
i love and appreciate you so much. this song is gonna smash the charts because of people like you who amplify with the soul in my music.
@@anees Always happy to do my part! Thank you for the music!! ❤️
Amen 💯🙏🏽 God this song thank you Father God for giving Anees the words to this song because Lord Love is You all we can do is get on our Knees & pray to when we’re feeling this 🙏🏽
Definitely his Soul & pain in this ❤🙌🏽
This song hit me so hard man I love all your music what’s even better is that you sound this good in person too keep it up man your songs change peoples life’s 🙏
I honestly sing this song to myself to remind me that I deserve to treat myself better.
This song hits so deep. It's amazing that someone found the words to articulate what most like myself have a hard time doing. Thank you Anees! Salute
❤
Yup it’s going to get Crazy! Going to have it on repeat. 😂
You’re a real one
Dude your voice is so powerful. So much layers to your voice it's crazy. Don't stop singing my guy. Your song writing is just as good as your voice too bro.
"I DON'T LIKE THE PERSON THAT I AM WHEN I HURT YOU.. cause in those moments I desert you.." I sing this out loud all the time and my gf loves it
i can't wait to sing it for y'all in person. i'm going on tour next month!!
"this song never gets old," yeah as if this was released 69 years ago
"but I'll lay down my pride and hope you find me on the other side" hits hard. Especially if you know deep down that the person you wish would say this never will.
“No one who conceals transgressions will prosper, but one who confesses and forsakes them will obtain mercy.” Proverbs 28:13
I spent almost half a decade with her.. Live in every moment like it’s your last. Don’t ever stop changing, don’t ever stop trying .
Thank for the words
EVERY LINE HITS THE HEART AND SOUL! LOVE IT ! ANEES OUT HERE MAKING FIRE!!
YALL ARE THE FIRE.
This song hit different when u need to let go of somebody that u truely love but there’s nothing u can do or change 🫂🥲
Your songs remind me of how real love can be.
this comment touched my heart in a very real way.
@@anees Thank you for your art! I haven’t felt so addicted to listening to an artists songs in a long time.
Absolutely love this song and am so happy for whomever this song was written for, this is probably the most pure and clear apology song. I couldn't help but feel at peace.
Ugh my God man!!! It. Just. Hits. Every. Single. Time!!! It’s so freaking captivating to watch him perform! I get lost watching this video. The rawness and emotion you see and hear is beyond. I freaking love you Anees!!! My man!!!!
Came here from Facebook. So glad I did. You know it's a good song when you bring emotion out, I cried 😥 but even so, very good song 💜
this song hits my soul in a way I wish I could explain.
Life goes on 🌹
Takes a real man to admit his wrongs. Props to you my friend.
Every single line in this song just goes together. Not 1 word in the song is out of place ♥️🔥
Its my first time hearing this song and i couldn't do anything but fall to my knees and cry...i love this song
God the voice , the mustache , the presence I'm in love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I don’t like the person that
I am when I hurt you
Cause in those moments
I desert you and I realize
I don’t deserve you
No I don’t deserve you but
I’m praying on my knees
Begging that you won’t leave me
I Love your songs
I hope keep your journey going
Im prayin on my knees beggin that you wont leave me. But you can do so much better please believe me. So I wont blame you if you leave me.. 🙌 Anees i wanna say thank you personally. Your music has been helping me cope with my divorce
It’s hard to keep a song stuck in my head for this long. I still feel the pain and angelic feelings this song gave me since I heard the snippet back in April. I don’t think I’ll ever stop listening.
that means so much to me. you're the realest.
The amount of emotions that want to burst out of my chest right now…hurts but grateful to hear another voice singing my pain.
Please don’t stop. The world needs more music like this.
Thank you 🙏🏽
This song hits different when you really lost someone you love 😢
Real talk ❤️🩹 especially a good woman
100%
Bruh I felt that😐
Facts
Wish I did better , now I’m tryna find me after being with someone who I felt like was my soul
been listening to your music since before he hot famous. loyal and humble bro love your music !
your loyalty means the world to me
I just found this song sadly at the most painful moments in my life. Currently on the brink of my wife leaving me after 10 years of my shit. For anyone that sees this message please take my experience to heart so that it may help you. Be honest, communication is key to everything (even when its weird, awkward, embarrassing, and down right dumb), pay attention to each others needs, do NOT be quick to anger, be quick to forgive and remember that there can be two truths to a story. Choose your partner everyday, even in moments you don't feel like it. Trust in these pieces of advice and may God bless you and whomever you are with.
Facts 💯
Reading this opened my mind and made me realize love is hard to find and you need to keep what u have before its too late. Thankyou for this.
I lost my wife in 2015 and I have alot of regret in life as to how I treated her! My young selfish childish ways got in the way of me loving her n treating her the way she should have been treated! don’t mess up true permanent love for temporary lust! I pray to God n her for forgiveness everyday! This song hits hard for me!!
I can't get this song out of my head it's so good 😩
All part of my master plan lol
*Lyrics:* 🤝🏻🤗🎶
I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you
Cause in those moments I desert you
And I realize I don't deserve you, no I don't deserve you but
I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me
But you can do so much better please believe me
So I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I
I made a promise on the day we said vows
I swore to love you and to never let you down
I told your father I'd protect you from the pain
I told your mother I would shelter you from rain
You were the only one that I have ever dreamed of
My perfect truth that I've hidden with every lie
If only I was less concerned about our future
I might have noticed you needed me by your side
And after all of those days, you kept it inside
Don't know how I missed every tear that you cried
I love you enough to let you be free
So I can't blame you baby, it started with me
Cause I loved you, but left you in moments of need
We broke like a promise to heavy to keep
And baby, it kills me lately
Cause maybe I'm the reason why
I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you
Cause in those moments I desert you
And I realize I don't deserve you, no I don't deserve you but
I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me
But you can do so much better please believe me
So I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I
I'm so sorry for the way things went down
You deserve a king and I'm not wearing no crown
There's tears welling up in your eyes
And I'd be lying through my teeth if I told you I was surprised
What did I think?
Would happen after all of this time
It's like you blink and seven years just passes you by
I wish that I could run it back and right my wrongs
Maybe you wouldn't be gone if I wasn't chasing these songs
And I spent my energy trying to actually be a better man
Lost my centerpiece, and I don't think you understand
What you meant to me, our love was deeper than ration
But never loved you enough to set you free from my passion, I
I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you
Cause in those moments I desert you
And I realize I don't deserve you, no I don't deserve you but
I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me
But you can do so much better please believe me
So I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I
But maybe we had to break to grow
Maybe I had to lose to learn
But when I hear your name I feel the pain
In my heart still burns
Maybe this is my sacrifice
Maybe I'll love you my whole life
But I'll lay down my pride
And hope you find me on the other side
I don't like the person that I am when I hurt you
Cause in those moments I desert you
And I realize I don't deserve you, no I don't deserve you but
I'm praying on my knees begging that you won't leave me
But you can do so much better please believe me
So I won't blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I...
thanks bruh now i can sing along😁🤞🏼
❤️
First time hearing him and I have on repeat.. tears falling down my face … very powerful GOD BLESS YOU I FELT IT IN MY SOUL
Aneeeeees!!!! YOU DID THIS!! 👏🏼 YOU made all these people come together and absolutely LOVE this song! You made us FEEL this song! I really can't get enough of the final product, as well as the video! I just love it! BEST DAY EVERRRR! 🙌🏼
Thank you ❤️
Felt this song so much it inspired me to start back writing poetry and music after years of not knowing what or how to say it , Thank you Anees , these are the words i wanted to express, but didnt know how to but youre speaking for all men that knows what love really is and the pain and sacrifices we have to make in those moments of relationships. The hardest thing is loving a woman and not giving your all and realizing what you couldve done before she walked away. I play this song on repeat to feel the passion that i should've given to my heart and soul before she left with my heart and soul. For all men if you have a woman that you don't want to go nowhere give it your all with all your passion and love!
Jazz
When I lost my fiancé in november 19 of 2022 I just basically sat, drank, and cried to this song and I can wait forever everyday Spent a lot of time working 15-18 hour days 6 days a week to have something to focus on. I basically pleaded with my employer to allow it and left and found somewhere that would when they wouldn’t. I drank every waking moment I was home, 6-7am to 12am on my days off and from the moment I walked in the door until about 3 hours before work on every work day. In the end I used to buy yogurt to keep in my fridge so in the morning when I couldn’t hold the whiskey down I could eat a few spoonfuls of it so it would stay down. The amount of loathing and self hatred I experienced is otherworldly. I used to have no good days, just bad days and worse days. The sheer amount of alcohol I drank would be enough to get everyone in this comment section drunk twice over for a week. Still surprised I’m not dead. I know it’s cliché as fuck when they say “music saved my life” but many many nights I probably wouldn’t have made it without simple plan/my chemical romance and liquor. Shits rough sometimes. I don’t know if I’m any less broken or if I just figured out how to control it better. I spent a lot of time waking up in a sweat and having panic attacks in the middle of the night, so I just started keeping a bottle of whiskey on my nightstand and would wake up in the middle of the night to drink more so I could have a shred of hope of sleeping. It will be seven years in a few short weeks. The amount of letters/journals I’ve written you now fill a small bookshelf. Dunno if it helps anymore if it’s just a routine at this point. Jaira Reige Tiangco - I’ll love you for the rest of my life. I’m genuinely sorry with all of my heart and soul. November 19 2022, started the worst time of my life
I love you all, I hope whatever/whoever you’re thinking of while listening to this, that it gets better for you
Imissyousomuch Jaira..~
I love you I know I don’t know u but I genuinely do bro. That resonated with me more than u understand. And I forget I’m not the only one out there hurting more than they say. But I got love for u bro and if u ever need someone to talk to like I do we can exchange information
You are a blessing and a winner. Success follows you. Good luck to you and your dreams
Literally listen to this when I am feeling so down . Definitely a soul filled song
Im not sure who needs to see this. But, we are all human. None of us are perfect and we are all in this together. ❤ Stay strong!
I'm also on the twin flame journey and I sincerely appreciate the words that you speak that connect to my soul and my divine masculines. From the deepest parts of me Anees, thank you🙏❤💫
from the deepest parts of me, you're welcome and THANK YOU. love you.
Loving you back always❤💫and never slipping on you💯💪👑keep em coming🥰
It’s crazy how words can give you chills.
I listened to this song and noticed I have released and healed from my past married and broken relationships. Thank you 🙏 this song is so beautiful
Found that new artist. This a total Banger. Specially when he speaks facts makes me think of my Ride or die. Still with her thank god. Keep loving your day 1 kings! All the arguing and fighting will eventually fade away. Don’t ever give up on your day 1 ❤
Just came across this song today and it's been years since I've felt so much emotion from a song... truly a masterpiece
I love this song. It reminds me so much of my honey. He feels shame when he hurts me, he pains when he feels he's disappointed me, and he absolutely breaks when he hears me cry. In those moments he feels he is not good enough for me and that I deserve better than him, but he never stops fighting to be a better man for me. I wish he would realize my love is never ending for him and it’s the fact he fights and tries to be better and actually does it, that just proves he is deserving of the love I give him. He is my king, even if his crown falls off sometimes and he says isn’t good enough to be the king to his queen, I’ll always be there to lift his head and put his crown back on. He is a broken man but he is still a magnificent man nonetheless. This song just reminds me of him so much and I tear up listening to it…💚🖤💚
This song pretty much saved my relationship of 6 years. What a banger and relatable to most. 🙏🏽. Thank you for making this 😌
saving mine right now. it was almost over. Had this on repeat this week.
Beautiful ❤
Yo, I'm still playing that fire mix where everyone put their own verses in with this song. The entire mix is fire until it gets to that guy who starts with "I ain't got no confidence", yeah that negative energy is not my style. But I respect, everyone has their own taste. Blessings from our father Yah.
The open verses are so dope. I’m gonna pick a winner from the bunch & bring them onto the TH-cam remix of “leave me”
@@anees Dope! May the force be with you for the best decision, cause I wouldn’t know who to pick lmao
Link?
@@River5652 th-cam.com/video/5_K4ko4WntQ/w-d-xo.html
Favorite line? That’s a tough one…I love the transparency & authenticity of this song….”I don’t like the person that I am when I hurt you, cause in those moments I desert you & I realize I don’t deserve you. I’m praying on my knees begging that you won’t leave me.”….it takes a lot of inner work for a man to get to that point of being a boy to a man & recognizing these things. This hits home for me I guess because I wish someone would have said these things to me. Since there isn’t any change, I’m forced to set boundaries & walk away. Unfortunately. It’s hard when you have to do that & you still love that person but I’ve finally gotten to the point that I love myself more! 💞 it’s the 3rd time I walked away & will be my last.
For all the grown men admitting theirs wrongs your Kings at heart we all just made mistakes as we feared something we didn't know
Worth the wait! i love the pov of this song the person that did the hurting not the usual songs about getting hurt. pure talent
accepting that you are not 100% innocent in conflict is a huge step in the right direction. keep going.
This song is for those reaching the acceptance level of grief. Stay strong ♥️
Amen! It's almost a release on both ends that okay we can walk away now.
Is it just me or he's underrated. This dude songs always hit different🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I LOVE that you sound just as amazing without studio help while singing live! It’s such a gift and I cannot WAIT to see you in Berkeley in a few short weeks!!
Crazy how a song can say everything you've ever felt. 💯
My ex he just sent me this song and this was deep fr a man's side I know he's hurting but I know my worth and someday he'll see I had to leave him for him and me to be better person Amazing song brotha🙏♥️
This song literally gave me chills, I'm just sitting at work vibing...damn
I've never waited for a song to come out to the extents of setting a reminder. Worth it 👌
Why this don’t have 20mil views yet, this is a masterpiece!!🔥🔥
My new favourite song!! Amazing 🫶🏽
Just discovered this song an hour ago and I’ve listened to it at least 10 times. I’ve already sent the video to my girlfriend and told her to listen to it. I hope this song blows up
We learn from mistakes, we don't realise when have we crossed the lines and do more than enough damage p our loved once and when we realise it all. Guilt feels up from inside out and drown us all
anees, i remember following you when you had hair above your ears and a LESS dark mustache lol
i would leave your instagram videos on repeat hoping you’d release those songs
but in all seriousness i’m glad you’re getting the recognition you WELL deserve
i can't even tell you how much it means to me that you believed from day one. you made this possible.
I've definitely found a new favorite artist to ad to my list ❤️
Dont be afraid to show them emotions bro!! It dosent make you any less of a man being open and getting it off your chest, your pride dosent define you, always be humble 💚💙💜
this song is just too good deserves to go #1
So much soul in his voice
Don't take the one you love for granted because you never know when they will leave this earth, I'm so glad I was able to tell her how much she ment to me and was able to show her she was the only person I wanted to be with for the rest of my life before she died. As much as her loss has broken me knowing I have 3 beautiful kids with her will keep me strong till the day I die.
This song gave me chills from my face to my arms it’s crazy
Listening this song gives me constant flash back...but unfortunately sometimes it feels good feeling hurt ☹️
Damn the talent in that voice is unreal
Cant wait to hear this on the radio and everywhere else, keeping doing your thing. Love from the UK 💪
23yrs yung and it’s been almost 2 years since the ending of my 7yr relationship with my M/HS sweetheart and mother of my child. This song is amazing and seeing everyone sharing their stories makes me feel so much better, I found a lot of peace in seeking god But a piece of me still just can’t let go 💔💔
This song stuck in my head during the time we laid my grandmother to rest. Thanks Anees truly gifted
Wow. Very few can write words that can carry such weight. I feel personally targeted here 😶😶😶. Thank you to anees for writing something that actually speaks from the soul. To everyone reading these comments, listening to this song on repeat, with tears in your eyes and a heavy heart full of memories. Remember what you have learned and don't ever take the small moments for granted. Take your time. Be happy. You're not alone. You're just learning and some lessons are more painful than others.
Totally love this, but nothing beats the live one with all the passion! I see the passion here but this is produced and the live is my preferred 💗 much love
The aggression,is what makes the most of the song. Remember it's all about conviction.
I'm just waitin on the day Anees and Jessie Reyez make a song together
Thisssssss
I’m waiting for him and Russ to make a song
Omg yessssss
PLEASE❤
@@carolinedimitry4172PLEASE❤
This Guy is so under rated it’s ridiculous. I should be hearing his songs on the radio daily. I don’t get it. Got my support. Hope you get the recognition deserved
I hate that it’s not about how good you are, but who you know. 🤦🏽♂️