Depression can kill you. It’s incredibly dangerous and many people still don’t understand this. There’s so much stigma. I support the hell out of Kendra
I've struggled with depression and anxiety my whole life. In fact just a few hours ago tonight, I had a panic attack where I was choking and couldn't breathe, and I was scared that I was gonna die. I prayed to God, please let me live, and my mother prayed along with me. Mental health is just as important as physical health, and I'm really glad that we're finally really starting to talk about it. I'm sending love and prayers to Kendra. ❤🙏🏽🔮✨
Sending Big Hugs, Many Prayers, and Lotsa LUV Over to You from Arizona Tonight☆♡☆~Please Always Remember JESUS Loves YOU SO Very Much All the Time...Blessings, Holly:)
I have suffered from anxiety attacks, too. Get professional help so you can understand how to cope. The more you know about that condition, the better prepared you are to see yourself through it, with or without the help of God.
Poor girl she’s gone through so much, from all the drama at the playboy mansion, to what happened with her ex husband and now the pressure of being a single working mother juggling work and kids. praying she finds the strength to get through this 🙏🏻
who told you that? it is NOT treatment resistant..Orthomolecular Psychiatrists treat patients through NUTRITION.. they take a stool sample/urine sample and test for candida in bloodstream/bowel.. test thyroid function as that can cause depression.. food allergies .. nutritional deficiencies.. heavy metal detox..also test for parasites.. we are human animals so to speak.. when a person is stressed out they are depleted of vitamins, minerals, enzymes, might have malabsorption issues which require enzymes.. lots to learn and knowledge is power.. Dr. Abram Hoffer is the Godfather of Orthomolecular Psychiatry and he helped many people - schizophrenics functioning normally.. they need to get off gluten/dairy especially, take niacin, etc.. Nutrition is a SCIENCE.. people tend to think it's a MENTAL disease.. it is not.. they are MENTAL SYMPTOMS caused by immune system breakdown..therefore underlying issues must be treated.. sometimes it is also a past life issue.. but always start with NUTRITION.. and finding the correct Dr. Nothing to be ashamed about.. but our medical system uses drugs NOT NUTRITIONAL SCIENCE... & stigmatizes people by calling it Mental Illness..which is very wrong...
No it's not. God can heal anything. If you just let him. He can mend the broken heart, fill the void, give you joy, hope, peace and more love than you ever felt in your entire life. He can give reason to live. ❤
You have no idea what you are talking about. Don't make less of a person's depression or think that a person can get thru' depression solely by their belief in God. I've listened to pastors in the poorest countries yap on to those who have nothing, telling them to believe and their existence will change. If it doesn't then they don't believe enough. It doesn't matter how much you believe, if you are born into a Third World Country, living in sh*t, no belief in God is going to magically change that. The same rule applies to clinical depression. Depression isn't feeling a little sad or blue. There is more to it. Educate yourself. @@Sunshine-yl4vx
She absolutely has been let down by everybody important in her life. My father was emotionally abusive my entire life. He made no secret about the fact he never wanted me unless I would have been a boy. I have 3 older sisters that he “accepted”. He was raised in a toxic environment, became a ladies man and alcoholic while serving in the navy during the Korean War. He never went to counseling to deal with his issues. To him, everyone around him was the problem. He truly never knew how to Love and be Loved. Of course this affected me and my life choices. I was a mess in my teens and very early 20s. I started counseling at age 19. I’ve been in/out of counseling since, I’m now 52. That all being said, my mom was not perfect, but I never doubted her unconditional Love and support for me. She was always a tender and kind woman, to everyone. She always said, do not judge people because you never know what they’re going through. Having the support and unconditional Love from your mother makes such an enormous difference when it comes to how girls and boys turn out after they’ve left home. Regarding Kendra, clearly her mom is not a warm, fuzzy, loving person. I have a daughter and I will never ever turn my back on her. She knows I will love her through anything, yet I will hold her accountable if she takes a path in her life that leads to spiritual death. I will tell her the truth always and I will always lift her back up if she falls. I would love to take younger Kendra in and demonstrate what the unconditional Love of a mother feels like. Clearly, she is now dealing with the fallout of growing up with inadequate guidance, Love and support, which leads to bad choices in our teen and early 20s. I made so many mistakes from age 16-21, so many. Kendra displays classic reaction and fallout of growing up in an unstable environment. There’s NOTHING wrong with her, deep down, she’s a beautiful soul that needs a Loving, guiding light in her life. I pray she finds Jesus. It truly is that simple. Truly. Call out to Jesus, invite Him, His Holy Spirit into your heart and soul, ask Him for forgiveness. Then place every last problem you’re facing at the foot of His cross. Imagine yourself unloading the bag full of all of your heartache at the bottom of His cross. Look up at Him and ask Him to take it, do away with it all and help you move forward. Tell Him, “Your Will be done.” Then allow His Holy Spirit to lift you up and lead you. Peace and God’s Love, always be with everyone that reads this. God bless you.
@@angelica4885 I don’t know if what you claim is true, but if it is, if there is breath in her lungs and her heart is still beating, she is not lost to satan. Jesus is ALWAYS waiting, ready and willing to rescue any human from his clutches. Rather than make a quick statement like yours, let’s lift anyone that has fallen up and help them back to Christ. God bless you. Let us never kick anyone when they are down.
Kendra, you have been through a lot. You are brave and strong for telling your story. You are helping a lot of people. You are helping to remove the stigma surrounding mental illness. Thank you for sharing your story.
I’ve always loved her personality. Praying she is getting the healing needed. I can attest to anxiety & depression is nothing to play with. Each day is literally a battle. I am going to keep her in my prayers. ❤❤❤
Psychedelics saved me from years of uncontrollable depression, anxiety, smoking, and illicit pills addiction. Imagine carving heavy chains for over a decade and then all of a sudden that burden is gone. Believe it or not, in a couple of years they'll be all over for treatment of mental health related issues.
To be honest, mushrooms are one of the most amazing things on the planet and it is natural, they serve in many ways not only for mental related issues.
Can you help me with a reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. It is very hard to get a reliable source here in New Zealand. Really need!
Yes, Sporeville. I had the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD, and addiction... Mushrooms definitely made a huge difference to why I'm clean today.
I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He's 59 & has many mental health issues plus probably CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD knows if it is common for an obsession with violence.
I suffered for years with depression, anxiety and panic attacks. I was put on so many antidepressants. Not fun... my new doctor did blood work on me and she found out i was suffering from vitamin d deficiency and magnesium deficiency. Wow once i started taking vitamin d3 and magnesium i was able to go off all meds. No more depression, anxiety or panic attacks. My doctor said 90% of her patients were suffering like me...all because of a vitamin deficiency.
Such a beautiful person. I respect her. Living.. just living is hard enough in the world but to try and do it under the scrutiny of the public eye with a microscope is unimaginable. It takes courage to step out and do what she has done, not only for her babies but for herself. You got this girl. ❤
Many people are dying of depression. I for one. When a celebrity is having mental issues it’s a big deal. More focus needs to be brought to surface about the silent battles more of us non celebrities and celebrities alike deal with each day. The silent thinking on how to end our lives what it would do to our loved one or if we in fact care at all. I don’t have children just a husband. My baby twin sister just passed Dec 20 2023 she was my life. 3/4 of me died with her. I became now 95% depressed due to the circumstances that led up to her death from a stroke after a hip fracture operation. This is very deep for me. Iv been watching kendra for years and I absolutely adore her. I wanted so much to reach out to her but we live so far from each other. I think I would’ve been someone who she could rely on and vice versa. Be well suga. Be strong I’m trying hard not working too well ❤️❤️❤️💔💔💔
God is life!!! Do you think this is what your sister would want for you? I don't think so… Celebrities are human. Stop putting them on Pedestal. Also, I am sorry for the loss of your Sister. Honor her by being as strong as you can be!
You don't heal in one day. Sometimes it feels like right back at step 1 all over again with fresh wounds. It's not easy. Sending love and support to Kendra ❤
i feel this in my soul. I feel for her so much. Being a Mom is SO hard in general and i can't imagine being in that spotlight. I commend her for her transparency
Anxiety and panic attacks are no joke. When you go through so many things your body and mind just break down. I recently had a big time panic attack where I was shaking like I was going to seizure. Kendra I hope you are feeling better! Please take care of yourself everyone. It’s okay to take medication if you need it don’t let others judge you for it. Do what’s best for you.
How eerie that this popped up in my feed today. Not 24 hours ago, I was thinking about her and wondering what became of her show (about her new career in real estate). I think I saw just one or two episodes. I can't imagine juggling motherhood alone while working on a career. Regarding her mental health, I hope she gives herself some grace. Having mental health issues are no more our fault than having cancer. I watched the show she had when she and Hank were married, and she seemed like the sweetest woman..
You see, no one speak of Hugh Hefner having all these parties with young women in the play Boy mansion . Double standard. She needs to sue Hug Hefner estate. Ubleivable
I've always admired her. She's always seemed so humble. She became a Playmate at such a young age. I'm sure there was a lot of grooming that went on and now being away from that life and living in reality but now having to protect her young kids from similar lifestyles is probably so much to think about.
Thank you Kendra for helping to remove the stigma from depression and mental illness - talking about your struggles really helps those of us going thru it also.
Normal people go thru this and it’s unfortunate that actors have to do all this in front of people and have no privacy. Seems wrong to have to talk about such private matters to the world! Social media is intrusive to actors
How is she a single mom if the father is in the children’s lives? She’s a mother AND her relationship status is single. That’s not fair to Hank to make it seem like she’s solely caring for their children. People should stop saying that.
Despite the the fact that the term "single parent" causes many to make assumptions that this parent has all parental responsibilities on his/her shoulders due to the other parent not being involved at all in helping to raise their children but both terms " solo or lone parent" means raising children without co-parenting. In a broad sense, a person who is a parent of a child and is not married is a “single parent,” regardless of whether custody is shared, joint, sole, or something else. Is a co parent a single parent? In a broad sense, a person who is a parent of a child and is not married is a “single parent,” regardless of whether custody is shared, joint, sole, or something else.
If the kids live with her most of the time & visit their dad who pays child support, it counts. There’s a huge difference in the amount of parenting required between the two.
She’s a single mother bc she is single. If she was in a romantic relationship she would not be “single” or be a “single mother”. Y’all wildin for this.
After years of avoiding happy smiling Christians and the opposite - uptight overly judgmental Christians, I finally decided to read about Jesus in the Bible. One day in a very depressed state, I called out to Him to see if He existed. Best decision I EVER made. From that moment on, I never felt all alone again. Now, decades later, I still call out to Him and thank Him for letting me STAY AS CLOSE to Him as He will let me. I talk to Him all day long about EVERYTHING. I keep my conversation quiet when out in public. At home alone, I talk out loud to Him. His energy is life-giving. He is ALIVE as He ever was. Smoking, alcohol, hot romances, pills, you name it, DID NOT solve my mental problems. JESUS did and DOES. He has taught me WHAT to eat, HOW MUCH sleep I need, the IMPORTANCE of EXERCISE, WHO to socialize with and WHAT to work at. Basically, He has taught me how to be a functional human being. What has one got to lose by reaching out to Him?! He is funny, hot and understands humans.🥰🥰🥰
Who are you outside of the Playboy mansion persona?? ... I feel like that's what she's dealing with more than the "my career... & the stress of x,y,z" other than writing tell-all's, doing interviews and making appearances.. what exactly do you do ? ... I'd have more respect for her if she just said ..." i struggle with my past as I was not always good to people, I didn't understand the long lasting impact it would have on me or them ... and as I get older I struggle with my identity beyond that as the role I played was woven into my everyday life ..perhaps a lot of that introspection is overwhelming. " but no .... she just comes up as washed up celebrity using mental illness (real life issue) to thrust herself back into relevance.. instead of working on making peace with the past which realistically is a life long endeavor & not to be cheapened or exploited
Deep respect to you for not giving up and speaking out. The stigma surrounding mental health is cruel. I am praying for you to find a path free of pain. Your children love you and that is good enough. Northern Canadian Comfort. Peace to the World.
I pray she's doing better. I never remember hearing bad things about her character in the media. Yeah she's an ex playboi bunny, so what? Im glad she had the courage to take care of her mental health
I feel a lot of sympathy for Kendra and her struggles. Mental health issues are very personal and if caught early, therapy and meds work. I pray that she never gives up on herself and has good support from family and friends.
Kendra I so can relate... not fun. I suffered for years with depression, anxiety and panic attacks. I was put on so many antidepressants. I swear i thought i was having a nervous breakdown. My new doctor did blood work on me and she found out i was suffering from vitamin d deficiency and magnesium deficiency and she told me thats why i was suffering. Wow once i started taking vitamin d3 and magnesium i was able to go off all meds. No more depression, anxiety or panic attacks. My doctor said 90% of her patients were suffering like me...all because of a vitamin deficiency. I feel normal again... thank god
Wishing Kendra health and happiness!! She looks great and she's strong to be speaking out about her struggle...but it will help those with struggles of their own. This is a time in our life like no other, we have to be strong together... our lives may depend on it. Hoping all people find strength to be healthy, mentally and physically. Wishing happiness to all!!
I always wondered if being the Elain Maxwell of the Playboy mansion would eventually eat away at her soul ... or if she ever reconciled with the fact that she made of lifestyle out of tricking girls into doing things she never wanted to or was willing to... I've met females like her in my lifetime ... and some that go deeper in the Matrix have therapists that have therapists... but the others that try to just go out like that chapter was some sort of blimp in her radar .. meanwhile she changed the lives of other females for the worst.. to the point where they can no longer have healthy Normal relationships...like the Shannon Twins ... I can see how these series of events could conjure up a restless spirit... eventually, you have to come to terms with the fact that you hurt people.
I have mental health and one of them is depression. It's hard but as long as you loved ones around you and you seek medical help, you'll feel better but just know that it will not go away. Stay strong Kendra and everyone with depression and other mental health issues, we got this. God bless. 🙏🙌
Kendra, I wish you well. You are 1 of the rare people who havnt been corrupted by fame. I admire your strength and honesty regarding mental health issues.
I’m glad she’s on medication. It is hard to accept that you need medication. Mine started 24 years ago. My son was 3. Later on in life, I have an amazing almost 16 year old daughter. It’s hard to “live” sometimes. But even though my one son is grown, and she’s not far from college, they will always need me. I’m so glad she’s getting the help she deserves. She’s been through a lot.❤
Kendra through the years watching you from the girls' next door you have really grown into an amazing beautiful woman and as far as what I've seen a good mom too.❤
If these people with plenty of money and access to the best healthcare, medications, therapy, etc are suffering from depression and anxiety in this capacity, what chance do I have?
I think she's stronger than she even realizes, she's been through a lot and still puts a lot of pressure on herself, hopefully she'll be able to find a sense of fun and enjoyment while she fulfills her dreams and duties as a mom.
Join the club.u are no different than the rest of us....u are in great company...it's common and nothing to be ashamed of. All the best to u and your kids❤🙏
I have always loved Kendra. Her spirit rises above all of the rumors and nasty things that people say. My love goes out to her and her family. She has been through so much trauma but always has remained honest and kind, caring for her children first. I love her sense of humor and her down to earth personality. I wish for her nothing but the best in moving forward in her new life path. Unfortunately, I truly understand Kendra, her pain runs deep and I commend her on all of the hard work that she has done on herself. It is not easy, Kendra, but you got this!! ❤ Sending love and strength to her and wishing her all the goodness and happiness that she so deserves!! ❤❤❤
I hope she get the help she needs, but I don't have a lot of sympathy for her because she treated her ex-husband like crap when he was going through a hard time with depression. Also I'm sure her ex helps with the kids.
Good for you Kendra. Im glad you got help and are healing. A wise woman once told me " You know how you know you're a good mother?...When you worry about it , you know.". You seem to be a wonderful mother. Try not to think about whatever the rest of the world thinks. Just pray 🙏 for guidance, then leave it in Gods hands hon. He will never let you down 😉. God bless your beautiful little family 🙏.
I always liked Kendra the best from The girls next door,i can relate about the mental health struggles.💙Best of luck to you girlie!💖and thanks for talking about mental illnesses and helping to destigmatize them more
I have never heard any bad things said about you, Kendra. Everyone loves you because you own who you are and your spirit and soul are so very Beautiful. Stay strong and believe. Love you...🫂
Why not just get a normal job, get out of the spotlight and take care of your kids. No one needs you to do interviews or even be on TV. If you're dealing with such mental anguish and depression then just focus on yourself and kids and you wouldn't even be aware of any rumors or gossip.
I thought I was hearing her talk about myself. I felt her pain & I know what that is like to feel like you’re not strong enough for not just this world, but yourself. I feel like I’m in a daze sometimes where my reality feels distorted & doesn’t match what I’m feeling… I’m really happy for her & like she said it’s one step at a time. I’ve often been told When you have kids that takes precedent over everything else, but if you aren’t also taking care of yourself then how can you expect to take care of anyone else? It’s hard to come to the realization that you need help. It’s even harder when you have a moment of self awareness & you have to convince yourself that you’re worth it.
You have so much love and support from all your fans Kendra! Just keep doing the best you can and being the wonderful mother that you are! I hope things get easier for you. Depression and anxiety are very difficult to deal with so just take it day by day ❤️ things will get better
I have compassion for Kendra. However, it's interesting to hear her talk about how living at the Mansion impacted her when all she has done is bash specifically Holly for speaking about her experience and how traumatic it was. And how she has lied about Bridget and their friendship. She has constantly said she did not have a negative experience at the Mansion and Holly is lying
Depression can kill you. It’s incredibly dangerous and many people still don’t understand this. There’s so much stigma. I support the hell out of Kendra
I've struggled with depression and anxiety my whole life. In fact just a few hours ago tonight, I had a panic attack where I was choking and couldn't breathe, and I was scared that I was gonna die. I prayed to God, please let me live, and my mother prayed along with me.
Mental health is just as important as physical health, and I'm really glad that we're finally really starting to talk about it. I'm sending love and prayers to Kendra. ❤🙏🏽🔮✨
Sending Big Hugs, Many Prayers, and Lotsa LUV Over to You from Arizona Tonight☆♡☆~Please Always Remember JESUS Loves YOU SO Very Much All the Time...Blessings, Holly:)
Your prayers are a placebo.
I have suffered from anxiety attacks, too. Get professional help so you can understand how to cope. The more you know about that condition, the better prepared you are to see yourself through it, with or without the help of God.
Most people have depression because of some physical; undiagnosed problem.
@@Blackheathenly Stop being an ass, if it works for her, don't be a frustrated person to come here and spit your poison...
Poor girl she’s gone through so much, from all the drama at the playboy mansion, to what happened with her ex husband and now the pressure of being a single working mother juggling work and kids. praying she finds the strength to get through this 🙏🏻
So is her ex husband a pansexual or what?
😂😂😂 yeah, been through the men… 🙄
@@Demshavenobrains ahhhh Men! 😤😭🙄
@@Cas648 what?🙄
@@Demshavenobrains 🤣
Depression is awful, mines treatment resistant,
She’s done so well for herself, beautiful woman right there
who told you that? it is NOT treatment resistant..Orthomolecular Psychiatrists treat patients through NUTRITION.. they take a stool sample/urine sample and test for candida in bloodstream/bowel.. test thyroid function as that can cause depression.. food allergies .. nutritional deficiencies.. heavy metal detox..also test for parasites.. we are human animals so to speak.. when a person is stressed out they are depleted of vitamins, minerals, enzymes, might have malabsorption issues which require enzymes.. lots to learn and knowledge is power.. Dr. Abram Hoffer is the Godfather of Orthomolecular Psychiatry and he helped many people - schizophrenics functioning normally.. they need to get off gluten/dairy especially, take niacin, etc.. Nutrition is a SCIENCE.. people tend to think it's a MENTAL disease.. it is not.. they are MENTAL SYMPTOMS caused by immune system breakdown..therefore underlying issues must be treated.. sometimes it is also a past life issue.. but always start with NUTRITION.. and finding the correct Dr. Nothing to be ashamed about.. but our medical system uses drugs NOT NUTRITIONAL SCIENCE... & stigmatizes people by calling it Mental Illness..which is very wrong...
Try rtms
No it's not. God can heal anything. If you just let him. He can mend the broken heart, fill the void, give you joy, hope, peace and more love than you ever felt in your entire life. He can give reason to live. ❤
St John 3:16! ❤
You have no idea what you are talking about. Don't make less of a person's depression or think that a person can get thru' depression solely by their belief in God. I've listened to pastors in the poorest countries yap on to those who have nothing, telling them to believe and their existence will change. If it doesn't then they don't believe enough. It doesn't matter how much you believe, if you are born into a Third World Country, living in sh*t, no belief in God is going to magically change that. The same rule applies to clinical depression. Depression isn't feeling a little sad or blue. There is more to it. Educate yourself. @@Sunshine-yl4vx
Her mental illness stems from being let down by everybody. She is a real and genuine person, too good for this world ❤
I’m sure selling her soul to the devil has a lot to do with it.
She absolutely has been let down by everybody important in her life. My father was emotionally abusive my entire life. He made no secret about the fact he never wanted me unless I would have been a boy. I have 3 older sisters that he “accepted”. He was raised in a toxic environment, became a ladies man and alcoholic while serving in the navy during the Korean War. He never went to counseling to deal with his issues. To him, everyone around him was the problem. He truly never knew how to Love and be Loved. Of course this affected me and my life choices. I was a mess in my teens and very early 20s. I started counseling at age 19. I’ve been in/out of counseling since, I’m now 52. That all being said, my mom was not perfect, but I never doubted her unconditional Love and support for me. She was always a tender and kind woman, to everyone. She always said, do not judge people because you never know what they’re going through. Having the support and unconditional Love from your mother makes such an enormous difference when it comes to how girls and boys turn out after they’ve left home.
Regarding Kendra, clearly her mom is not a warm, fuzzy, loving person. I have a daughter and I will never ever turn my back on her. She knows I will love her through anything, yet I will hold her accountable if she takes a path in her life that leads to spiritual death. I will tell her the truth always and I will always lift her back up if she falls. I would love to take younger Kendra in and demonstrate what the unconditional Love of a mother feels like. Clearly, she is now dealing with the fallout of growing up with inadequate guidance, Love and support, which leads to bad choices in our teen and early 20s. I made so many mistakes from age 16-21, so many. Kendra displays classic reaction and fallout of growing up in an unstable environment. There’s NOTHING wrong with her, deep down, she’s a beautiful soul that needs a Loving, guiding light in her life. I pray she finds Jesus. It truly is that simple. Truly. Call out to Jesus, invite Him, His Holy Spirit into your heart and soul, ask Him for forgiveness. Then place every last problem you’re facing at the foot of His cross. Imagine yourself unloading the bag full of all of your heartache at the bottom of His cross. Look up at Him and ask Him to take it, do away with it all and help you move forward. Tell Him, “Your Will be done.” Then allow His Holy Spirit to lift you up and lead you. Peace and God’s Love, always be with everyone that reads this. God bless you.
@@angelica4885 I don’t know if what you claim is true, but if it is, if there is breath in her lungs and her heart is still beating, she is not lost to satan. Jesus is ALWAYS waiting, ready and willing to rescue any human from his clutches. Rather than make a quick statement like yours, let’s lift anyone that has fallen up and help them back to Christ. God bless you. Let us never kick anyone when they are down.
Yes but she and Holly and bridget prostitutes themselves to high heffner for money
She acted so different on the show. It’s really weird bc that’s not the Kendra from show. She seems mean & selfish too
Kendra, you have been through a lot. You are brave and strong for telling your story. You are helping a lot of people. You are helping to remove the stigma surrounding mental illness. Thank you for sharing your story.
I’ve always loved her personality. Praying she is getting the healing needed. I can attest to anxiety & depression is nothing to play with. Each day is literally a battle. I am going to keep her in my prayers. ❤❤❤
Psychedelics saved me from years of uncontrollable depression, anxiety, smoking, and illicit pills addiction. Imagine carving heavy chains for over a decade and then all of a sudden that burden is gone. Believe it or not, in a couple of years they'll be all over for treatment of mental health related issues.
To be honest, mushrooms are one of the most amazing things on the planet and it is natural, they serve in many ways not only for mental related issues.
Can you help me with a reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. It is very hard to get a reliable source here in New Zealand. Really need!
Yes, Sporeville. I had the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD, and addiction... Mushrooms definitely made a huge difference to why I'm clean today.
I wish they were readily available in my place.
Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He's 59 & has many mental health issues plus probably CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone.
He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD knows if it is common for an obsession with violence.
Is he on Instagram?
I just wish she knew how many of us are rooting for her
hope she finds her peace and happiness again❤
Depression is real i deal with it everyday and it really breaks you down to where you wanna give up on life
Ditto
JESUS IS LIFE!
ST JOHN 3:16! ❤
LOVE JESUS AND RECEIVE JOY UNSPEAKABLE, AND FULL OF GLORY! HALLELUJAH! ❤️✝️❤️
Did you make blood tests for mineral and vitamin deficiencies? Also, did u test ur thyroid?
I suffered for years with depression, anxiety and panic attacks. I was put on so many antidepressants. Not fun... my new doctor did blood work on me and she found out i was suffering from vitamin d deficiency and magnesium deficiency. Wow once i started taking vitamin d3 and magnesium i was able to go off all meds. No more depression, anxiety or panic attacks. My doctor said 90% of her patients were suffering like me...all because of a vitamin deficiency.
You’re worth it 🩷 please don’t give up
Thoughts and prayers going out to her and her loved ones. ♥️🙏🏻
Kendra you’re so strong talking to us and sharing. I appreciate you xx
Such a beautiful person. I respect her. Living.. just living is hard enough in the world but to try and do it under the scrutiny of the public eye with a microscope is unimaginable. It takes courage to step out and do what she has done, not only for her babies but for herself. You got this girl. ❤
Many people are dying of depression. I for one. When a celebrity is having mental issues it’s a big deal. More focus needs to be brought to surface about the silent battles more of us non celebrities and celebrities alike deal with each day. The silent thinking on how to end our lives what it would do to our loved one or if we in fact care at all. I don’t have children just a husband. My baby twin sister just passed Dec 20 2023 she was my life. 3/4 of me died with her. I became now 95% depressed due to the circumstances that led up to her death from a stroke after a hip fracture operation. This is very deep for me. Iv been watching kendra for years and I absolutely adore her. I wanted so much to reach out to her but we live so far from each other. I think I would’ve been someone who she could rely on and vice versa. Be well suga. Be strong I’m trying hard not working too well ❤️❤️❤️💔💔💔
So sorry for your loss.. suggestion: grief counselling..perhaps that will help you..
God is life!!! Do you think this is what your sister would want for you?
I don't think so…
Celebrities are human. Stop putting them on Pedestal.
Also, I am sorry for the loss of your Sister. Honor her by being as strong as you can be!
#FahadAnjum
I’m sorry for what you’re going through! Honor your sister by fighting to overcome this. Prayers for you and your family 🙏🏻
Good for you, Kendra. You're a star!!!
You don't heal in one day. Sometimes it feels like right back at step 1 all over again with fresh wounds. It's not easy. Sending love and support to Kendra ❤
i feel this in my soul. I feel for her so much. Being a Mom is SO hard in general and i can't imagine being in that spotlight. I commend her for her transparency
She is amazing. You are doing great Kendra🙏🏻
I'm proud of you, Kendra! Thank you for sharing. 🥰
Anxiety and panic attacks are no joke. When you go through so many things your body and mind just break down. I recently had a big time panic attack where I was shaking like I was going to seizure. Kendra I hope you are feeling better! Please take care of yourself everyone. It’s okay to take medication if you need it don’t let others judge you for it. Do what’s best for you.
How eerie that this popped up in my feed today. Not 24 hours ago, I was thinking about her and wondering what became of her show (about her new career in real estate). I think I saw just one or two episodes. I can't imagine juggling motherhood alone while working on a career. Regarding her mental health, I hope she gives herself some grace. Having mental health issues are no more our fault than having cancer. I watched the show she had when she and Hank were married, and she seemed like the sweetest woman..
You see, no one speak of Hugh Hefner having all these parties with young women in the play Boy mansion . Double standard. She needs to sue Hug Hefner estate. Ubleivable
I've always admired her. She's always seemed so humble. She became a Playmate at such a young age. I'm sure there was a lot of grooming that went on and now being away from that life and living in reality but now having to protect her young kids from similar lifestyles is probably so much to think about.
Thank you Kendra for helping to remove the stigma from depression and mental illness - talking about your struggles really helps those of us going thru it also.
Normal people go thru this and it’s unfortunate that actors have to do all this in front of people and have no privacy. Seems wrong to have to talk about such private matters to the world! Social media is intrusive to actors
She doesn’t want privacy! Did you know she was there??? She needs attention…😂😂😂😂🙄🙄🙄
@@Demshavenobrainsoh shut up
ST JOHN 3:16!❤
LOVE JESUS! RECEIVE THE MIND OF CHRIST! GLORY! JOY UNSPEAKABLE AND FULL OF GLORY! HALLELUJAH! ❤️✝️❤️
but she can use her celebrity to help others and show that even people who seem to have it all they are human too
@@Demshavenobrains I think you have Kendra confused with Holly Madison
How is she a single mom if the father is in the children’s lives? She’s a mother AND her relationship status is single. That’s not fair to Hank to make it seem like she’s solely caring for their children. People should stop saying that.
Despite the the fact that the term "single parent" causes many to make assumptions that this parent has all parental responsibilities on his/her shoulders due to the other parent not being involved at all in helping to raise their children but both terms " solo or lone parent" means raising children without co-parenting.
In a broad sense, a person who is a parent of a child and is not married is a “single parent,” regardless of whether custody is shared, joint, sole, or something else.
Is a co parent a single parent?
In a broad sense, a person who is a parent of a child and is not married is a “single parent,” regardless of whether custody is shared, joint, sole, or something else.
Not a single mom. Hank is in their lives and helps support them
If the kids live with her most of the time & visit their dad who pays child support, it counts. There’s a huge difference in the amount of parenting required between the two.
My thoughts exactly . I doubt she struggles like
“ real single moms “ plus she’s RICH ! Like what ?? Lol
She’s a single mother bc she is single. If she was in a romantic relationship she would not be “single” or be a “single mother”.
Y’all wildin for this.
After years of avoiding happy smiling Christians and the opposite - uptight overly judgmental Christians, I finally decided to read about Jesus in the Bible. One day in a very depressed state, I called out to Him to see if He existed. Best decision I EVER made. From that moment on, I never felt all alone again. Now, decades later, I still call out to Him and thank Him for letting me STAY AS CLOSE to Him as He will let me. I talk to Him all day long about EVERYTHING. I keep my conversation quiet when out in public. At home alone, I talk out loud to Him. His energy is life-giving. He is ALIVE as He ever was. Smoking, alcohol, hot romances, pills, you name it, DID NOT solve my mental problems. JESUS did and DOES. He has taught me WHAT to eat, HOW MUCH sleep I need, the IMPORTANCE of EXERCISE, WHO to socialize with and WHAT to work at. Basically, He has taught me how to be a functional human being. What has one got to lose by reaching out to Him?! He is funny, hot and understands humans.🥰🥰🥰
I’ve been there.. it’s not fun. I came through it without medication thank god.
You got it Kendra ❤
I have always loved Kenda🥰❤️🙏🙏🙏
Stay strong kendra we are supporting you.❤
How you support her? What exactly you do for that?
Who are you outside of the Playboy mansion persona?? ... I feel like that's what she's dealing with more than the "my career... & the stress of x,y,z" other than writing tell-all's, doing interviews and making appearances.. what exactly do you do ? ...
I'd have more respect for her if she just said ..." i struggle with my past as I was not always good to people, I didn't understand the long lasting impact it would have on me or them ... and as I get older I struggle with my identity beyond that as the role I played was woven into my everyday life ..perhaps a lot of that introspection is overwhelming. " but no .... she just comes up as washed up celebrity using mental illness (real life issue) to thrust herself back into relevance.. instead of working on making peace with the past which realistically is a life long endeavor & not to be cheapened or exploited
Yepo
Hi Kendra l still love you it's you former teacher. Mrs. Watson from high school. Always wishing and praying for the best for you. ❤
Deep respect to you for not giving up and speaking out. The stigma surrounding mental health is cruel. I am praying for you to find a path free of pain. Your children love you and that is good enough. Northern Canadian Comfort. Peace to the World.
Ur not a single mother! Ur children have a father, stop disrespecting him.
Never give up Kendra!!!
I love Kendra. I have had depression for as long as I can remember. I manage it with meds but it is still a struggle sometimes
I pray she's doing better. I never remember hearing bad things about her character in the media. Yeah she's an ex playboi bunny, so what? Im glad she had the courage to take care of her mental health
I can relate Kendra.....
Many a Hospital ER trips...in ambulances, panic attacks.....hope today is a good day 🙏🙏🙏🫂🫂🫂💔💔
Been living with this for over 20 years. It's a horrible way to live. Wishing her peace.
I feel a lot of sympathy for Kendra and her struggles. Mental health issues are very personal and if caught early, therapy and meds work. I pray that she never gives up on herself and has good support from family and friends.
Kendra I so can relate... not fun. I suffered for years with depression, anxiety and panic attacks. I was put on so many antidepressants. I swear i thought i was having a nervous breakdown. My new doctor did blood work on me and she found out i was suffering from vitamin d deficiency and magnesium deficiency and she told me thats why i was suffering. Wow once i started taking vitamin d3 and magnesium i was able to go off all meds. No more depression, anxiety or panic attacks. My doctor said 90% of her patients were suffering like me...all because of a vitamin deficiency. I feel normal again... thank god
Kendra wasn't fair to Holly and Bridget and said some things that were mean hurtful and dishonest. She should apologize. I wish her the best.
A good mother. Always honest, always real!
Wishing Kendra health and happiness!! She looks great and she's strong to be speaking out about her struggle...but it will help those with struggles of their own.
This is a time in our life like no other, we have to be strong together... our lives may depend on it. Hoping all people find strength to be healthy, mentally and physically. Wishing happiness to all!!
I can relate Kendra. ❤ I will have you in my prayers. Get close to god, that’s what I did to get through life.
I always wondered if being the Elain Maxwell of the Playboy mansion would eventually eat away at her soul ... or if she ever reconciled with the fact that she made of lifestyle out of tricking girls into doing things she never wanted to or was willing to... I've met females like her in my lifetime ... and some that go deeper in the Matrix have therapists that have therapists... but the others that try to just go out like that chapter was some sort of blimp in her radar .. meanwhile she changed the lives of other females for the worst.. to the point where they can no longer have healthy Normal relationships...like the Shannon Twins ... I can see how these series of events could conjure up a restless spirit... eventually, you have to come to terms with the fact that you hurt people.
I have mental health and one of them is depression. It's hard but as long as you loved ones around you and you seek medical help, you'll feel better but just know that it will not go away. Stay strong Kendra and everyone with depression and other mental health issues, we got this. God bless. 🙏🙌
You're not alone. This time of year with almost zero sun doesn't help
@@lorihoop3831 🤗
Working full time and being a single mom is no joke, I’ve been there so I know 😢 . Women make it look easy on social media but don’t believe them
Love & respect this woman for her honesty & openess ❄️
She has come so far
Wishing her full recovery. Her kids need her❤
Kendra is a strong person and seems like a great mama! Hope she is doing well! ❤
Kendra, I wish you well. You are 1 of the rare people who havnt been corrupted by fame. I admire your strength and honesty regarding mental health issues.
I just love her and wish her the best. She always seems like she would be a great friend. I wish her the best.
Kendra you have been through a lot. Hang in there, you are an inspiration to us all💪🏼Good luck 🥰
Thank you for telling your story. I feels you. I get really overwhelmed , i see where you come from.
I’m glad she’s on medication. It is hard to accept that you need medication. Mine started 24 years ago. My son was 3. Later on in life, I have an amazing almost 16 year old daughter. It’s hard to “live” sometimes. But even though my one son is grown, and she’s not far from college, they will always need me. I’m so glad she’s getting the help she deserves. She’s been through a lot.❤
Sooo proud of her speaking the REAL. The pressure is unneccessary and harmful. So glad she made it through to her solutions
Sometimes life is just too damn much sometimes. ❤ She will be okay, you can't keep a strong woman down for long
Good for her for getting help 👍 👏 😊
I’ve always respected your hustle K, keep pushing life is a journey,
Kendra through the years watching you from the girls' next door you have really grown into an amazing beautiful woman and as far as what I've seen a good mom too.❤
Bless her ❤
I like Kendra so much.. I’m wishing her the best. Your fans are rooting for you Kendra !!!!!💐
Being a single mom is tough 😞 It sucks when the other parent does want to be a parent!
🩷 Wishing Kendra the best & happier + healthier days ahead ... 🙏
I hope she finds some happiness and peace.
If these people with plenty of money and access to the best healthcare, medications, therapy, etc are suffering from depression and anxiety in this capacity, what chance do I have?
I think she's stronger than she even realizes, she's been through a lot and still puts a lot of pressure on herself, hopefully she'll be able to find a sense of fun and enjoyment while she fulfills her dreams and duties as a mom.
Y'all it's hard to be famous! We need to acknowledge this- it takes a big toll on mental health to have the world watch you
Join the club.u are no different than the rest of us....u are in great company...it's common and nothing to be ashamed of. All the best to u and your kids❤🙏
I have always loved Kendra. Her spirit rises above all of the rumors and nasty things that people say. My love goes out to her and her family. She has been through so much trauma but always has remained honest and kind, caring for her children first. I love her sense of humor and her down to earth personality. I wish for her nothing but the best in moving forward in her new life path. Unfortunately, I truly understand Kendra, her pain runs deep and I commend her on all of the hard work that she has done on herself. It is not easy, Kendra, but you got this!! ❤ Sending love and strength to her and wishing her all the goodness and happiness that she so deserves!! ❤❤❤
Depression is no joke hang in there kendra stay💪Blessings 🙏✝️❤
She is very brave to talk about this in public ❤
God bless you Kendra.❤ Thank you for sharing your story. You are not alone.
Kendra, babe you're a strong woman you can overcome the pain and difficult obstacles never ever give up ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I love that she's so honest and transparent
Bless her heart. WE are somewhat going through something. I've always loved her shows.
It's a lot. Sending positive vibes
You are so strong for sharing this! I know this will help someone else to not feel the stigma that comes from a mental diagnosis ♥️
I hope she get the help she needs, but I don't have a lot of sympathy for her because she treated her ex-husband like crap when he was going through a hard time with depression. Also I'm sure her ex helps with the kids.
You are a amazing mother. So proud of you getting help!!! Remember one day at a time.❤❤❤
I met her in 2007 at South Beach, she’s so sweet. I wish her all the best.
Good for you Kendra. Im glad you got help and are healing. A wise woman once told me " You know how you know you're a good mother?...When you worry about it , you know.". You seem to be a wonderful mother. Try not to think about whatever the rest of the world thinks. Just pray 🙏 for guidance, then leave it in Gods hands hon. He will never let you down 😉. God bless your beautiful little family 🙏.
I always liked Kendra the best from The girls next door,i can relate about the mental health struggles.💙Best of luck to you girlie!💖and thanks for talking about mental illnesses and helping to destigmatize them more
Keep going Kendra! Thank you for honestly sharing this.
I’m so proud of you. God bless you and your kids
She deserves a lot of forgiveness and peace. She’s doing good in this world, being a mother and honest in your journey is not easy, sending love.
May prayers goes out to you and your family 🙏 stay positive and focus on yourself
This is not the official TH-cam channel of ET I noticed the automated voice on here?
I just love Kendra I use to watch her and her family faithfully.
I have never heard any bad things said about you, Kendra. Everyone loves you because you own who you are and your spirit and soul are so very Beautiful. Stay strong and believe. Love you...🫂
Why not just get a normal job, get out of the spotlight and take care of your kids. No one needs you to do interviews or even be on TV. If you're dealing with such mental anguish and depression then just focus on yourself and kids and you wouldn't even be aware of any rumors or gossip.
Brave to come forward wish her all the best. Definitely not easy dealing with depression and being a single mom
I thought I was hearing her talk about myself. I felt her pain & I know what that is like to feel like you’re not strong enough for not just this world, but yourself. I feel like I’m in a daze sometimes where my reality feels distorted & doesn’t match what I’m feeling… I’m really happy for her & like she said it’s one step at a time. I’ve often been told When you have kids that takes precedent over everything else, but if you aren’t also taking care of yourself then how can you expect to take care of anyone else? It’s hard to come to the realization that you need help. It’s even harder when you have a moment of self awareness & you have to convince yourself that you’re worth it.
I understand her stress. She loved her husband so hard. She did everything right. What a great woman.
I've always loved her because she is honest and so kind. ❤ praying for ❤.
You're not alone girl I understand I hear you and your fans love you God bless and stay strong you got this 💪🙏❤
You have so much love and support from all your fans Kendra! Just keep doing the best you can and being the wonderful mother that you are! I hope things get easier for you. Depression and anxiety are very difficult to deal with so just take it day by day ❤️ things will get better
I have compassion for Kendra. However, it's interesting to hear her talk about how living at the Mansion impacted her when all she has done is bash specifically Holly for speaking about her experience and how traumatic it was. And how she has lied about Bridget and their friendship. She has constantly said she did not have a negative experience at the Mansion and Holly is lying