ASMR Voice: Comfort for a suicidal significant other [M4A] [Trigger warning: Depression/Suicide]

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  • @crimcrim1987
    @crimcrim1987 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4321

    "pUT THAT KNIFE DOWN goD DAMMIT-"
    Jesus Christ that gave me a heart attack haha

    • @annefiction2273
      @annefiction2273 4 ปีที่แล้ว +223

      Same here. I was shaking... 😂😂😂

    • @lottie7457
      @lottie7457 4 ปีที่แล้ว +228

      He actually got me scared for a second he shouted but he normally whispers or just talks calmly

    • @annefiction2273
      @annefiction2273 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      Siimply Lottie
      I know right!? o-o

    • @scaledandginger
      @scaledandginger 4 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      luckily i was reading the comments before so i knew it was coming lmao

    • @Sophie-xt8mq
      @Sophie-xt8mq 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      Same my heart JUMPED

  • @TheTommy747
    @TheTommy747 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4505

    It's weird when fictional character is more human that humans.

    • @noneyabusness357
      @noneyabusness357 5 ปีที่แล้ว +152

      But cardilin is human..

    • @unknown-pr1of
      @unknown-pr1of 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Agreed

    • @vanessajensen9156
      @vanessajensen9156 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      antho, i guess. EXACTLY

    • @upionstallion
      @upionstallion 5 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      I mean... That's why I fall in love with fictional characters... Am I the only one?...

    • @xultra_violetx
      @xultra_violetx 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      IKRRRRR

  • @textsfornothing
    @textsfornothing 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4770

    My real bf would’ve just said “don’t be depressed or suicidal, get better”. Yeah man, don’t be paralyzed in a wheelchair, get up and walk.

    • @justme-hc5yc
      @justme-hc5yc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +212

      i hope it gets better for you, you deserve so much better than that kind of response. i may not know you personally, but i understand what that’s like to be told that. nobody deserves being denied what they feel inside. i'm here if you'd like to respond to this reply or you might just read it over, but i'm here, regardless ♡

    • @lnnoch7186
      @lnnoch7186 4 ปีที่แล้ว +110

      Yk there is something called ‘walking away bc they are dumb’😌 just a little advice for ya

    • @bunbun3.332
      @bunbun3.332 4 ปีที่แล้ว +83

      @@lnnoch7186 it isnt always that easy, y'know.

    • @lnnoch7186
      @lnnoch7186 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      Yumi Chan i know and I understand, but if someone is just saying something that you should do but not helping you achieve the goal or place you want to be at, you should let them go. If they aren’t helping you reach your goal it won’t help to stay with someone who is just saying instead of doing

    • @bunbun3.332
      @bunbun3.332 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      @@lnnoch7186 yeah, i agree with you, sometimes tho they wont let you put of the relationship, so yeah, its best to leave at the first red flag

  • @limestorm8015
    @limestorm8015 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2642

    I’m such a bad person
    “PUT THAT KNIFE DOWN GOD DAMMIT”
    I JUST WANTED TO MAKE A SANDWICH IM SORRY

  • @vinhyuu91740
    @vinhyuu91740 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3822

    "I cant imagine the corner of the kitchen is very comfortable" Well it is, trust me.

    • @taylorcoleman1164
      @taylorcoleman1164 4 ปีที่แล้ว +195

      Really it is very comfortable. I sit there in the middle of the night and just watch anime

    • @teddyaed3219
      @teddyaed3219 4 ปีที่แล้ว +127

      RIGHT IS COLD BUT IT FEELS GOOD!

    • @marcyisbored536
      @marcyisbored536 4 ปีที่แล้ว +96

      **me sitting in my wardrobe cackling**

    • @WompWompCentral
      @WompWompCentral 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      @@taylorcoleman1164
      Oh, yes! 👌😂

    • @s0GgY_.
      @s0GgY_. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      its so GOOD
      IT'S V COMFY
      A+++++ 👌👌👌👌👌👌👌👌

  • @hiidrawstuff4534
    @hiidrawstuff4534 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4896

    Cardlin: Let me see what you have!
    Me: A knife!!!
    Cardlin: *N O ! ! !*

  • @secretrose5439
    @secretrose5439 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4594

    who else got scared when cardlin yelled?

    • @kalinin._
      @kalinin._ 7 ปีที่แล้ว +80

      secret rose me🙈🙈🙊🙊

    • @unknownuser-chanasmr9867
      @unknownuser-chanasmr9867 6 ปีที่แล้ว +228

      secret rose F***ING MEEEE!!!...i had a mother f***ing heart attack!!!...and survived!!!...anyone else???

    • @ivanbraginsky7394
      @ivanbraginsky7394 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      No

    • @unknown-pr1of
      @unknown-pr1of 6 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      I jumped 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

    • @markus2.032
      @markus2.032 6 ปีที่แล้ว +81

      I shat a brick! XD

  • @marigoldbells9581
    @marigoldbells9581 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1681

    the scariest thing about depression is not necessarily that you feel sad constantly, it's that you don't feel anything at all. You end up being completely void of any emotion and feeling, everything loses its significance, everything in your life so far can feel like it means nothing. And so, sometimes you don't really feel like your lack of presence would hurt the world, or change things, or have any impact. You feel so numb and dead inside that you don't feel like there literally is any point to life. On my worst days, this is how it can feel. But I just want to say that I'm on medication and getting professional help and trust me if you're struggling, it IS worth every single day. It is always worth the fight, it's always worth the struggle, when you see how much better you can feel. I really do recommend this audio to those whom are struggling, you give a ton of great advice here cardlin, thanks so much :) and sorry for the essay!

    • @taffytoffe7083
      @taffytoffe7083 8 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      True~

    • @senpaimoist1517
      @senpaimoist1517 7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      marcie pan yeah....
      exactly

    • @mikip282
      @mikip282 7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      marcie pan this is literally the story of my life.

    • @melonpeachyjelly
      @melonpeachyjelly 7 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Very much so true. You feel so distant and empty and you don't know how to feel things again. You can't enjoy things anymore like you used to and you have to fake emotions a lot of the time. It's really sad.

    • @swoosh3684
      @swoosh3684 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      marcie pan death doesn't even scare you anymore.

  • @toniiix4647
    @toniiix4647 4 ปีที่แล้ว +729

    when he yelled i was like “well that’s new...”
    lowkey started crying oops lmao...

    • @Ur_local_frog16
      @Ur_local_frog16 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Wait I thought I was the only one that wanted to cry when he yelled.

    • @Rottinginglitter
      @Rottinginglitter 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@Ur_local_frog16 your not alone I cry when people yell at me 😎🤏🕶😃

    • @iquestionmyself9678
      @iquestionmyself9678 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      i cry when people yell too, and that's on family issues 😃

    • @miyumin4290
      @miyumin4290 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I just started listening to this audio and i got so scared that i dropped the phone, fell on the ground and started crying, pls i'm just 13 yo i just want to be happier :(

    • @theelementalssystem2063
      @theelementalssystem2063 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

  • @BeautyCookies13
    @BeautyCookies13 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3613

    am I the only one who answers him? and watches almost all of these? and lies down with a pillow beside me and my phone on the pillow? I need help

  • @vinhyuu91740
    @vinhyuu91740 6 ปีที่แล้ว +861

    Everyone calls him "Cardi" and heres me thinking of Cardi-B

  • @Quickiest_Trip
    @Quickiest_Trip 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3020

    Cardlin: WHAT DO YOU HAVE!?!
    Us: A KNIFE!
    Cardlin: *Le gasp* GIVE THAT BACK!
    Us: NO!

  • @SammyTheWrecker
    @SammyTheWrecker 4 ปีที่แล้ว +464

    I was just trying to see if I was cake

    • @FIZZY-l5b
      @FIZZY-l5b 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      👁👄👁

    • @SammyTheWrecker
      @SammyTheWrecker 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@FIZZY-l5b 👀👄👀

    • @vedrana9190
      @vedrana9190 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      🎶Now i know what is real and what is cake tuturutututuruuuu and now Ik what's real and what is cake tuturututurutu🎶

    • @SammyTheWrecker
      @SammyTheWrecker 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@vedrana9190 uwu 👁👅👁

    • @overgrownminds4603
      @overgrownminds4603 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I just wanted to be a perfectly sliced cake. CMON CARDLIN LET ME BE A *CAAKKEE*

  • @MayMagnolia06
    @MayMagnolia06 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2727

    "Is that a knife?"
    No, its a Body PIllow
    We were having a conversation
    How *dare you* interrupt us

  • @Deeeeeeee33333
    @Deeeeeeee33333 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2014

    Cardlin:"is that a knife?"
    Me:"the pizza cutter is in the dishwasher"

    • @ohnoourtableitsbroken4415
      @ohnoourtableitsbroken4415 4 ปีที่แล้ว +88

      *i- i mean... its there so....*
      im sorry i deal with depression and i use humor as my main coping mechanism and probably use it really inappropriately i dont want anyone to hurt thenselves, well other that myself

    • @imsorry2113
      @imsorry2113 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      BAHAHAHAHAHA!! That made my day

    • @katalynahogge2181
      @katalynahogge2181 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      todoroki shoto awww i’m sorry so do i

    • @ohnoourtableitsbroken4415
      @ohnoourtableitsbroken4415 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Katalyna Hogge nahh dont apologize it's not your fault i wanna kill myself on a daily basis

    • @M0ldyBubbles
      @M0ldyBubbles 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@ohnoourtableitsbroken4415 Hey incase nobody told you today, you look good :3

  • @kpopfeg7210
    @kpopfeg7210 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2081

    When you yelled I fell off my bed ...;n; I hurt my knee dood

    • @taffytoffe7083
      @taffytoffe7083 8 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Kpop Feg XD

    • @kpopfeg7210
      @kpopfeg7210 8 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      c;

    • @coochieman7688
      @coochieman7688 8 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Kpop Feg 😂😂😂

    • @nenapabon6614
      @nenapabon6614 8 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Kpop Feg when he i died of laughter

    • @detrimentalbeanie2883
      @detrimentalbeanie2883 7 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      Got to this comment right before he yelled and I was so confused. Ended up being so freaked I fell off mine too 😂

  • @skaiste8924
    @skaiste8924 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1180

    Me: *eating a chocolate realistic knife*
    Him: w-what is that? Is that a knife?
    Me: yeah it's really good wanna try it?
    Him: *throws the knife across the kitchen*
    Me: if you don't want it doesn't mean you have to throw it like that.

    • @arsonthepan4802
      @arsonthepan4802 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      My Lord I love those realistic chocolates

    • @virgilsanders2400
      @virgilsanders2400 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Omg thank you XD

    • @canvoviile
      @canvoviile 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Lol I need this

    • @iris_1.029
      @iris_1.029 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      700th like! 💖💖💖

    • @littlegayboyfr
      @littlegayboyfr ปีที่แล้ว +1

      CRYING THIS IS THE FUNNIEST THING IVE SEEN

  • @creamixxes4026
    @creamixxes4026 5 ปีที่แล้ว +905

    Cardlin: Cry as long as you need
    Me: *ugly sobbing

  • @Smellystoner
    @Smellystoner 8 ปีที่แล้ว +946

    not even a few minutes into this and I'm crying my eyes out this made me realize how alone I feel

    • @ladyluvaduckakamrsedemephr2147
      @ladyluvaduckakamrsedemephr2147 7 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      When he shouted and threw the knife away....crying like a baby....

    • @kalinin._
      @kalinin._ 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      I am Mrs Edem Ephraim Purpleduck me too

    • @hopez.5532
      @hopez.5532 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I am Mrs Edem Ephraim Purpleduck same lol

    • @oliviajovanka7032
      @oliviajovanka7032 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      sasha Scott samee

    • @lailai4836
      @lailai4836 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      333rd like

  • @Mtired3
    @Mtired3 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1253

    Hey, Cardi... I'm not good at making a comment, but as a suicidal person who thinks that nobody cares about them, this audio makes me cry... I know that a lot of people comment like this and... I don't want to bother you...but I want to say that, Thank you for making these audios, your voice makes me happy and calms down from my violent thoughts... Even though, you're not near me, as I close my eyes, I can feel like someone is actually comforting me as I cry myself to sleep. Uh, this too long, huh? I'm sorry, but thank you ;u;

    • @CardlinAudio
      @CardlinAudio  8 ปีที่แล้ว +238

      +SkullGirl Strawb3ry You're welcome. :) Thank you for still being here

    • @kalayahharshaw6872
      @kalayahharshaw6872 8 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      +CardlinAudio I started to cry because my friend had knife in her hand I save her life I'm glad I did

    • @oliviajovanka7032
      @oliviajovanka7032 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Kookie Bunny me too

    • @shadowrose5733
      @shadowrose5733 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Kookie Bunny there are people out there, stay strong kookie

    • @trashraccoon582
      @trashraccoon582 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Be strong *cri*

  • @nagitokomeada1178
    @nagitokomeada1178 4 ปีที่แล้ว +913

    My senseitive self bursted out crying when he yelled-

    • @secretaccount6117
      @secretaccount6117 3 ปีที่แล้ว +67

      i was already crying and when he yelled i got so scared... it kinda tapped into a younger me and now i can’t stop crying

    • @ariwithwings4080
      @ariwithwings4080 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same 😭

    • @melodyferrer7704
      @melodyferrer7704 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      same

    • @Nezumi99
      @Nezumi99 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      yeaaah i cried the whole time, not because he yelled, but the fact he yells because he cares but my own parents keep telling me i should kill myslef

    • @Nezumi99
      @Nezumi99 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@secretaccount6117 honey, it will okey. im sorry

  • @whathuhwhuh
    @whathuhwhuh 7 ปีที่แล้ว +866

    More trigger warnings
    (Brief) Yelling
    Sound of knife clattering
    Just for anyone that needed. I understand the situation, but yelling happens to be one of my triggers though, so I thought I'd list it in the comments for anyone else. :/

    • @Connorwhatever
      @Connorwhatever 5 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      Oof same... Or anger directed at me in general.

    • @milo1493
      @milo1493 4 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      Yeah.. The yelling scared me, I have traumas of people yelling. It made me cry again.

    • @abunchofpossumsinatrenchco6652
      @abunchofpossumsinatrenchco6652 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      I just wanted to let you know that you are now one of my new favorite people.

    • @thiscommentisrelevant7911
      @thiscommentisrelevant7911 4 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      I saw this comment too late :( yelling is my second worst trigger i think I kinda just sat there mortified n scared the rest of the time I legit couldn’t hear anything else he was saying for the rest of the video lol😰

    • @lucerix6033
      @lucerix6033 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@thiscommentisrelevant7911 me too :((((

  • @hannahthomas5676
    @hannahthomas5676 4 ปีที่แล้ว +338

    When u asked "is everything ok" and when he yelled I started breaking down

    • @teddyaed3219
      @teddyaed3219 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      (Out of character) time stamp?

    • @challengingarmadillo8472
      @challengingarmadillo8472 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      0:33
      That’s when it starts

    • @jt_animates
      @jt_animates 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same Im done crying now T^T...this hit me hard I'm glad we have Cardybear in out lives

    • @tamakiamajiki3463
      @tamakiamajiki3463 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I know this has nothing to do with this but it’s Anger Pomeranian

    • @Fun-K-Board
      @Fun-K-Board 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      When he yelled I nearly had a full blown panic attack, it was so unexpected and I can't handle yelling, especially not when I was feeling as awful as I was clicking on this.

  • @mr.invisible6190
    @mr.invisible6190 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1453

    "is that a knife?"
    no it's a fucking bible. of course it's a knife
    and this is how i deal with feelings

  • @irenetseung
    @irenetseung 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1183

    To every one out there who is listening to this
    just wanna let u know.. Even if you fall, you got me :) everyone is here for ya, Love u!
    - Floor :)

    • @ahmedli5400
      @ahmedli5400 9 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      hahahaha😂😂

    • @thatscandigirl5189
      @thatscandigirl5189 9 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Gotta love >.

    • @kalinin._
      @kalinin._ 7 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      tseung fk Gotta love your floor XD😭😂😂😂

    • @sultanafai6643
      @sultanafai6643 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      tseung fk awe

    • @happyyoungseo
      @happyyoungseo 7 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Floor-senpai... >///

  • @ichangemynametomuch1119
    @ichangemynametomuch1119 4 ปีที่แล้ว +757

    "Hey hey what do you got there?"
    Me: "A KNIFE!"
    "NO!"

    • @Cordeila
      @Cordeila 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      😹😹

    • @aaliyahetc.6687
      @aaliyahetc.6687 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      wнy doeѕ нe нave a noιғ

    • @amiekko
      @amiekko 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@aaliyahetc.6687 **chattering noises*

    • @vedrana9190
      @vedrana9190 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@aaliyahetc.6687 ис тхат чирилища ор руссиан

    • @ErrynMcgilvery
      @ErrynMcgilvery 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      ur name💀

  • @myrthe7615
    @myrthe7615 9 ปีที่แล้ว +234

    I love how your description consists of all the suicide hotlines. I love you.

  • @emotrashcan_5055
    @emotrashcan_5055 6 ปีที่แล้ว +780

    I admire the fact that you don't avoid sensitive topics like mental illnesses because I deal with them and have been dealing with them since I was about 7 and these things that you put out help me and alot of people thank you and keep doing what you're doing :)

    • @TWILA649
      @TWILA649 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hey I'm really sorry you've felt that way for so long , sorry I'm not really good at this but I hope you get better soon and if you ever need to vent I'll always be here

  • @BirdyGore
    @BirdyGore 4 ปีที่แล้ว +546

    It’s sad to think that this is the only comfort I can get with these thoughts. My family won’t listen. And my friends don’t understand. I’m truly alone in this, nobody else in my life understands it. Oh well.

    • @BirdyGore
      @BirdyGore 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @Mystical Luna Melody It really is

    • @arsonthepan4802
      @arsonthepan4802 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      This is one of the reasons why I don't talk to my mother's side of the family. I know they really don't care, and make me feel like crap when I talk to them, so I cut them out of my life. And honestly it's one of the best decisions ever.

    • @tealwashablemarker8886
      @tealwashablemarker8886 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      hold on to that comfort dude, it will get better. you’ll get through the other side of this. you got this bro

    • @BirdyGore
      @BirdyGore 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@tealwashablemarker8886 thanks, that actually really sweet

    • @editismyacctualname9265
      @editismyacctualname9265 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I feel u , everytime I have a fight with my mom Im begging her to get me a therapist, before Covid was around shed igore every sign I wode give her , or when Id tell her how I almost commited(sorry if I didnt spell it correctly .Im crying while writing this).And now she blaims it on Covid like "Just shut the fuck up , we will see after theres no more covid". And when I tell her that you can do it online she just tells me "GOD DAMMIT **** ITS EVEN MORE EXPENSIVE ONLINE , DO YOU THINK I GOT MONEY FOR YOUR STUPID THERAIPIST" .So I honestly gave up and now im triing to be my own therapist(sorry for any grammar mistakes,also sorry for blabering about my problems bere , I just neded to vent a little,If the comment bpthers u I can always delet it)

  • @etyyquebis3138
    @etyyquebis3138 6 ปีที่แล้ว +848

    Okay I don't know if you'll read this but anyway.
    I'm struggling with depression and I sometimes think about killing myself so this hits me hard, I think I never cried like that for an audio before. I know this is gonna be weird for you but I'm 14, although I listened to almost every audio you posted, this one will always be one of my favorite. I wanted to thanks you for making me feel a bit better, you're very good at this to be honest. I wish someone could have done the same thing for me in reality...
    Again, thank you. ✨💜

    • @AuntKiki81
      @AuntKiki81 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Etyyque Bis please don’t ever give in. You. Are. Loved. And this world would not be the same without you. You do matter.

    • @vanessajensen9156
      @vanessajensen9156 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Etyyque Bis same...

    • @c.k7439
      @c.k7439 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Awww, same here except even worse, I am 12😭😭😭😭😭

    • @shane_justice6217
      @shane_justice6217 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Etyyque bis same

    • @dilliahappy8324
      @dilliahappy8324 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@c.k7439 ha Losers I'm 10 (I didn't actually mean you guys were Losers)

  • @Urfav-vm4iv
    @Urfav-vm4iv 4 ปีที่แล้ว +187

    Him: PUT THAT KNIFE DOWN THIS GOD INSTANT!
    Me: *Starts crying like a baby because I got scared*

    • @pcplumx4367
      @pcplumx4367 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yh that was a lot

  • @cookedricee
    @cookedricee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +388

    No one:
    My mind every time someone mentions a knife:
    "What's in your hand?!"
    *"A KNIFE!!!!"*
    **"NO!!!"**
    (it's a vine btw sorry guys I'm high I love y'all tho)

    • @ImazuKyoko
      @ImazuKyoko 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Thank you so much because I'm in the same situation AND IT GETS ME EVERYTIME

    • @cookedricee
      @cookedricee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@ImazuKyoko vines have basically raised me to this point and it's no longer just a habit to say it, it's a whole section of my personality

    • @micah5641
      @micah5641 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Lucky 😔😂

    • @tarastreet3204
      @tarastreet3204 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bruh puff puff pass

    • @a.cnugget0323
      @a.cnugget0323 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm 17 & My parent's let me try weed ice cream to help me,it's gross but it's bitter so i keep eating it
      *DaMn*

  • @juliareut7635
    @juliareut7635 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3176

    When u realize how alone you are 👍👍👍👍👍👍

    • @medusa4062
      @medusa4062 8 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      sad :/

    • @sillygirl2033
      @sillygirl2033 8 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      ahhhhhhhh😢💔💔

    • @mackaleekuntz6565
      @mackaleekuntz6565 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Julia Reutelhuber same

    • @jalanie
      @jalanie 8 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Julia Reutelhuber ❤

    • @alisisoe3471
      @alisisoe3471 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Jalanie ASMR h eyy baby

  • @hopevalentine7155
    @hopevalentine7155 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3921

    *is cutting a cake sitting on the ground*
    Me: Hi honey!
    "What...what is that?"
    Me: Oh? It's a chocolate cake!
    "Is...is that a knife?"
    Me: well...yeah. I gotta cut the cake-
    Him: PUT THAT KNIFE DOWN! *throws it across the room*
    Me: B-W-WHAT ;-;.
    Hope I cheered anyone up

    • @amandaammari5999
      @amandaammari5999 7 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      Hope Valentine 😂😂😂😂

    • @Popotease
      @Popotease 7 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      thanks :)

    • @lyca9630
      @lyca9630 6 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Hope Valentine you did 😊 thank you

    • @shanesqueeen207
      @shanesqueeen207 6 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      HAHAHA

    • @bexyocs4485
      @bexyocs4485 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Hope Valentine aw

  • @doeart9942
    @doeart9942 4 ปีที่แล้ว +139

    Cardlin: what is that..?
    Me(remembers the meme): A knife!
    Also me: NO!!!!

  • @marleenajohnson5483
    @marleenajohnson5483 8 ปีที่แล้ว +222

    I wish someone loved me like this.

    • @eepysaint
      @eepysaint 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Marleena Johnson Someone always does whether you believe in god where he loves you or just someone loves you enough to pray for you but someone loves you in is world just know that

    • @dianaflannery7245
      @dianaflannery7245 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Marleena Johnson me too I wish that too for me I try to kill myself onces and I need someone like that

    • @_sleepyblossomsaway_7601
      @_sleepyblossomsaway_7601 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Marleena Johnson same ;(

    • @joemama-ti1jj
      @joemama-ti1jj 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I love you 😊😊

  • @charlottebockstael
    @charlottebockstael 7 ปีที่แล้ว +105

    You actually took the time to look up the suicide hotlines from every single country. That's amazing and why I admire you

  • @caley522
    @caley522 5 ปีที่แล้ว +356

    Him: "I can't imagine the corner of the kitchen is very comfortable"
    Me: definitely don't know me then, I can get comfortable anywhere that isn't meant to be comfortable like a hard metal or wooden floor

    • @GT-uz9wm
      @GT-uz9wm 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Caley Keast-Jones me too. once i fell asleep under my bed.

    • @caley522
      @caley522 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@GT-uz9wm OMG SAME!! It was comfortable and my family struggled so much to find me

    • @GT-uz9wm
      @GT-uz9wm 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Caley Keast-Jones you are one of culture i see, ✊

    • @elizabethschuyler-hamilton7722
      @elizabethschuyler-hamilton7722 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same

    • @emmarosaline6469
      @emmarosaline6469 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I just wanna ask really quick and I might be stupid but do metal floors exist? I was just confused. I'm sorry

  • @asmrgirl6416
    @asmrgirl6416 8 ปีที่แล้ว +575

    "Look at me"
    Me; nobody's here 👀💀
    "That's true"

    • @asmrgirl6416
      @asmrgirl6416 8 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      But The video helpen me a lot anyway

    • @Chubbymango
      @Chubbymango 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      WE ARE SO LONELY

    • @cronahorizon9314
      @cronahorizon9314 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Gurl he said "That's through"

    • @ava2113
      @ava2113 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      He said “that’s through”

  • @whoknows3409
    @whoknows3409 6 ปีที่แล้ว +682

    Am I the only one who jumped and started crying when he screamed?? Just me?? Understandable, whenever anyone says anything I'll cry
    I thought the sound of the knife was behind me and I ran

    • @keiramarie3058
      @keiramarie3058 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      I cried...

    • @bribridraws443
      @bribridraws443 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      I cried too and as a reflex I put my hands over my face- I honestly don't know why I have that reflex- I just do (shrugs)

    • @Cheyennethebiartist75
      @Cheyennethebiartist75 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I'm crying too

    • @autumnjanssen4088
      @autumnjanssen4088 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ❤️
      ( /^ω^)/♪♪

    • @Tadashichigo
      @Tadashichigo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I had to use my inhaler like 12 times

  • @bingus1762
    @bingus1762 4 ปีที่แล้ว +350

    Me: *Falling asleep*
    Cardlin: PUT THIS KNIFE DOWN THIS INSTANT GODDAMMIT
    also me: WHY?

    • @angelicluv7259
      @angelicluv7259 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Like I’m trying to make a sandwich 😕

    • @sillyphyllic
      @sillyphyllic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@angelicluv7259 I'm tryna cut my inari sushi leave me aloneee-

    • @TiredChild24
      @TiredChild24 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It was so loud😭

    • @Poison._.Appl3
      @Poison._.Appl3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m just trying to use the knife to shave my pencil since I lost my sharpener, I got homework to do

  • @pineapplebanananananana6869
    @pineapplebanananananana6869 8 ปีที่แล้ว +206

    Can you make one like this, but you walk in on them self harming? Please? It would mean a lot to those of us who do.

    • @polarized1179
      @polarized1179 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Pineapple Banananananana just to let you know, he has done that before, and it’s called bandaid

  • @madib3356
    @madib3356 6 ปีที่แล้ว +140

    when he said “is that a knife?” i automatically thought of the vine “what is that?” “A knife!” “No!”

    • @ilithi0
      @ilithi0 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This got me cracking up at 2 o'clock in the morning XD

  • @maccheese2509
    @maccheese2509 4 ปีที่แล้ว +122

    I jumped like crazy when Cardin yelled cause my volume was high and I was wearing headphones. I almost fell off my bed

    • @musiccontrol000
      @musiccontrol000 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same 👉🏻👈🏻

    • @yangchengfang7960
      @yangchengfang7960 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Sameee i was on a chair and just fell instantly

    • @madz_spmm
      @madz_spmm 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I shit myself

    • @maccheese2509
      @maccheese2509 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@c0ppipopp170 yes

  • @pinacoladaofficial
    @pinacoladaofficial 8 ปีที่แล้ว +655

    I swear. best boyfriend ever. whether is just a recording or not. the only person who makes me smile, genuinely laugh, cry, blush like crazy and fall in love all over again all under an hour. Cardi... massive props for making so many girls (and guys. no judge) feel so loved and adored. Thank you so much. we love you 😊💖💖💖

    • @oddone_
      @oddone_ 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      you ever try talking to a man

    • @junojess4102
      @junojess4102 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      An Odd One shots fired

    • @pinacoladaofficial
      @pinacoladaofficial 7 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      An Odd One Guys see me more as a "one of the guys "than a girlfriend.

    • @adrianamenda682
      @adrianamenda682 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Piña Colada yeah oh my god I feel the same way if it wasn't for him I never would have been able to cope with being raped

    • @sheaintnodivaaa
      @sheaintnodivaaa 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Adrian Amenda You definitely didn't deserve to go through that.😔

  • @aracelionline
    @aracelionline 9 ปีที่แล้ว +158

    Ok when I heard the knife noise I like squealed and fell off of my bed 😂😂

    • @Blue_Mist
      @Blue_Mist 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sophia Araceli Oof

  • @chloecee1386
    @chloecee1386 5 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    *me and my childish self*
    Cardlin:is that a knife
    Me: No it's a skateboard
    Cardlin: PUT THAT KNIFE DOWN GOD DAMNIT
    *watch your profanity*

  • @JiggyWiggyASMR
    @JiggyWiggyASMR 9 ปีที่แล้ว +149

    Thank you for making these.

    • @CardlinAudio
      @CardlinAudio  9 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      +Jiggy Wiggy ASMR Cheers, buddy. =] Thanks for listening!

    • @sheila6172
      @sheila6172 9 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      +CardlinAudio +Jiggy Wiggy ASMR I love you both ❣❣❣

    • @irenetseung
      @irenetseung 9 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Please be okay :'(!

    • @JesseColton
      @JesseColton 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I didn't expect to see you here. Jiggly! I hope you're feeling okay

  • @CountessChuchoteur
    @CountessChuchoteur 9 ปีที่แล้ว +148

    You know, it really amazes me how you seem to know exactly what I need when I need it. Stahp, dude. Get out of my head.
    But in all seriousness, I needed this, so thank you.

  • @gummyd465
    @gummyd465 4 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    Cardlin:PuT tHaT kNiFE dOwN!!
    Me:MAMA MÍA MY PIZZA!
    ( vįbĕ Çhéčķ. )

  • @aniszakri4956
    @aniszakri4956 8 ปีที่แล้ว +287

    Every night I always have suicidal thoughts and thinking about killing myself. But then I found Cardy I feel safe. His comfort is so nice. Made me forget about the whole killing myself.
    Thank you so much Cardlin.

    • @angelsamnesia7361
      @angelsamnesia7361 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Anis Hemmings ❤❤

    • @multifandomfaneditor5554
      @multifandomfaneditor5554 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I wish I had that... but in reality I just look at the mirror and tell myself I'm worthless, like I'm way too depressed.

    • @angelsamnesia7361
      @angelsamnesia7361 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Multi fandom Fan Editor ❤❤youre worth something dear

    • @evynriney7620
      @evynriney7620 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Anis Hemmings hey!! i’m here for you. all of us are in this together. please dm me on instagram if you’re ever wanting to talk, or you just wanna be friends! i’m going through depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts too. been going through this for years. i promise that i am always here, and i truly care about you.
      same goes for anyone reading this. dm me. i will talk to you forever, if you need it. please. i care about what you’re going through.
      my instagram is @undone._.howell

  • @jojopopo0440
    @jojopopo0440 9 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    You know papa bear, when we talked about this sensitive topic, i knew you were going to do a great job, but this.....this made me SPEECHLESS! You can't even imagine how many people you helped today! I am so so so so so so proud of you :) and I am absolutely sure that someone somewhere decided to NOT GIVE UP after listening to you! may God bless you :) thank you

  • @aylissaakamattsleftthigh8686
    @aylissaakamattsleftthigh8686 4 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    Wow this hits different when you're depressed, have lots of stress, anxiety, are suicidal, and when your life is actually shit

    • @beyonceumah5616
      @beyonceumah5616 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      sending you love positivity and hugs remember to smile think positive thoughts okay LOVE YOU💗💝💖💘💕💞💞💗💝💕✨🥺

    • @aylissaakamattsleftthigh8686
      @aylissaakamattsleftthigh8686 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@beyonceumah5616 I can't think positive anymore

    • @beyonceumah5616
      @beyonceumah5616 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ItsmeCutiePie ʕ ́•ᴥ•`ʔ FML I am so sorry ❤️

    • @aylissaakamattsleftthigh8686
      @aylissaakamattsleftthigh8686 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@beyonceumah5616 mhm..... 😔💔

    • @beyonceumah5616
      @beyonceumah5616 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ItsmeCutiePie ʕ ́•ᴥ•`ʔ FML I’m here if you need anyone *hugs*

  • @stephanie-ge6fr
    @stephanie-ge6fr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +143

    "How did we get here"
    Me: its gonna sound silly
    "Nothing you could say right now is gonna sound silly"
    Me: taco bell messed up my order!!

    • @akilahsade
      @akilahsade 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      i got told i have a fat ass

    • @acidbabe4788
      @acidbabe4788 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Literally me. “A mild inconvenience happened to me, I must die”

    • @indigo_edits5840
      @indigo_edits5840 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sue.

    • @axehead45
      @axehead45 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@acidbabe4788 I feel attacked

    • @djkitkat1868
      @djkitkat1868 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ok…. Lol… fair

  • @ghostmutt4684
    @ghostmutt4684 9 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    I loved this video so much, as someone who suffers from depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts. It made me cry. Like you were actually comforting me. It was so genuine and nice. Thank you so much!

  • @whewchile8646
    @whewchile8646 4 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    him: tell me all of it, everything
    me: **laughs** we're gonna be here a while

  • @hinatahyugashy1
    @hinatahyugashy1 9 ปีที่แล้ว +107

    Oh geez the first minute or so when you raised your voice I was kinda locked in some bad memories for a bit there but then the rest of the video managed to calm me down.. Actually I came out of that experience grateful that i did come across this.. Thanks. I needed this to bring me back to reality.

    • @athenaatwar475
      @athenaatwar475 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same

    • @ryeleigh173
      @ryeleigh173 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same. I started shaking. Then calmed down.

  • @elidvohan
    @elidvohan 6 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    It's here. I'm getting flashback of me, home alone, sitting in the corner of my room with a kitchen knife in my hand... I wish I had someone who would hold me at that time, because everyone was ignoring what was happening to me. But now, I'm fine, I'm ok.

    • @challengingarmadillo8472
      @challengingarmadillo8472 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Darling, I’m here for you. I’m not going to say any of the stereotypical, “Everything’s ok!” type advice because not only would I be a hypocrite, but I know it doesn’t help at all for me. I also know that no, not everything’s ok when your depressed and cutting. But.....the only thing you can do is fight. When you can’t, you just need to fall. Fall into the arms of someone who can hold you till the storm passes. Know that you are a beautiful and amazing person and no one can take that away from you

    • @elidvohan
      @elidvohan 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@challengingarmadillo8472 it's been more than two years since i commented that and i'm still here, fighting. looking back at that comment made me realize, how i changed and grew as a person and was able to overcome all of this. even tho this feeling still can sometimes get to me, i realized: "i am greater than my depression, i can get tru it" and i probably did.
      still, i'm really grateful for your comment. it made me tear up

  • @aoaoli
    @aoaoli 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    When you yelled I said "Sweet Jesus on a stick!" and threw my hands up. I mean daaamn, that's throwing any suicide plans I had far back into my mind. Then I started crying and that made it even worse. Good job.

  • @symphony_in_plaid4592
    @symphony_in_plaid4592 9 ปีที่แล้ว +122

    (mumbles) gosh-darn tingles making my eyes water...frickin eye sweat...

    • @symphony_in_plaid4592
      @symphony_in_plaid4592 9 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      In all seriousness, though, this was an amazing job. The tears are real, man.

    • @CardlinAudio
      @CardlinAudio  9 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      +Lotrfangirl14 Those gosh-darn tingles, they get me every time.

    • @symphony_in_plaid4592
      @symphony_in_plaid4592 9 ปีที่แล้ว

      Heh. That first comment was also from back when I thought these were meant to be ASMR videos...

  • @rebeccarussell2921
    @rebeccarussell2921 6 ปีที่แล้ว +233

    Oh my god his yelling scared the shiddidles outta me
    EDIT: I laughed out loud because I imagined my profile picture saying that

    • @caley522
      @caley522 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Omg yes I mean he has said "OH MAN HOLY SHIT"

    • @hanakoskokeshidoll
      @hanakoskokeshidoll 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      plz deku saying “that scared the shiddidles out of me” has me crying

  • @ew.goaway7577
    @ew.goaway7577 4 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    My heart Dropped when he yelled I went
    •👄•
    And started crying 😔✋

    • @mochatoass
      @mochatoass 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      😔✋

    • @Freddy-xu6ur
      @Freddy-xu6ur 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      So like this? •💧👄💧•

  • @teddyaed3219
    @teddyaed3219 4 ปีที่แล้ว +92

    Cardlin: W-what’s that? Me: it’s my iPod. HEY DONT THROW IT I WAS LISTENING TO SHAWTYS LIKE A MELODY!?

    • @KillingLonliness
      @KillingLonliness 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      *shawdy like a melody in mah head*

    • @summer2483
      @summer2483 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Na na na na EVERYDAY

    • @yangchengfang7960
      @yangchengfang7960 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      In mah head that i cant keep out got meh singibg like nananananna everyday

    • @ashlynnlol3048
      @ashlynnlol3048 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      IM CRYING LMFAO 😭

    • @madz_spmm
      @madz_spmm 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      💖💖

  • @あきなっち
    @あきなっち 8 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    I already messages twice, but I'm not thankful enough for you saved my life.
    This audio had an immediate effect on me more than any other Words, Books or Meds. My life and thoughts almost chenged In a good way.
    THANK YOU SO SO MUCH AGAIN. I'm going to keep listening your every audios.

    • @CardlinAudio
      @CardlinAudio  8 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Thank YOU for listening to my audios ^_^

  • @Remmy_Swag
    @Remmy_Swag 5 ปีที่แล้ว +168

    "How did we get here"
    Me: "Do you have 90 minutes?"
    "What?"
    "No, nothing you say will sound silly right now"
    Wow. That worked well

    • @helena8110
      @helena8110 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Oh my god I’m so late but I LOVE YOU

    • @Remmy_Swag
      @Remmy_Swag 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Helena Hi Hehe it's fine. I still listen to these 24/7. Love you too lol

    • @lminiminl
      @lminiminl 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I nearly screamed that when he said that 😂😂

  • @nightdemnasmr9091
    @nightdemnasmr9091 6 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    I know you probably won’t see this....but thank you. Thank you for making these. I struggle with depression, suicidal thoughts and tendencies and a couple more things but these make it slightly more bearable. I’m sorry if this sounds weird but I actually reply to these.....sorry.....I hope you have a weird and wonderful day! 🖤

  • @dillonhornberger6096
    @dillonhornberger6096 8 ปีที่แล้ว +150

    i hope i can be this person for someone one day

  • @bo0zl0o_
    @bo0zl0o_ 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I keeo returning to this specific video nearly every year. There is something extremely comforting in someone being so understanding in a terrifying situation.

  • @causeimgettingcooler
    @causeimgettingcooler 6 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    The line ‘don’t you look away’ made me realize that so many people have to deal with this and now I’m crying because I do have someone like this in my life right now but they live far away 😔

  • @edv42069
    @edv42069 8 ปีที่แล้ว +372

    I actually listen to these and respond to them...is that a bad thing..? they are actually really comforting because these kind of things happen to me- not neccesaraly physically doing these things- but if I think about it, your videos are very helpful. please keep up the good work!!! and since im not very good with making people feel better ive actually quoted you multiple times to help my friends. so thank you for helping me and my family and friends

    • @CardlinAudio
      @CardlinAudio  8 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Me? I'm alright, thank you very much. ^_^ Very sweet of you. I'm glad I was able to help you, though!

    • @edv42069
      @edv42069 8 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      CardlinAudio its a new thanking cycle now! XD and your welcome. i was only asking because there are some more "sad" videos and i was just worried ;3;

    • @Emily1xox
      @Emily1xox 8 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      same

    • @adrian_kpop_gamer7656
      @adrian_kpop_gamer7656 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I dont think it's weird. I do the same thing too

    • @adrian_kpop_gamer7656
      @adrian_kpop_gamer7656 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      I picture it in my head too

  • @-enn-6228
    @-enn-6228 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Him: "why do you have a knife"
    Me:it's for cosplay and I'm William Afto-
    Him: *throws knife*
    Me: BISH I SAID I WAS COSPLAYING AS WILLIAM AFTON!

  • @kaitlynnichole476
    @kaitlynnichole476 8 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    This totally broke my heart. Your so kind and sweet to make these. Thanks 🙂

    • @kalinin._
      @kalinin._ 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Kaitlyn Nichole This broke my heart too😭😭😭

  • @crazyaoifangirl7691
    @crazyaoifangirl7691 8 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    *sigh* Listening to this makes me realize how alone and unloved I am... No one was there the several other times to help... no one is here now... no one will ever be there to help...
    Frankly I'm done...

    • @cyberoyal
      @cyberoyal 8 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Believe me, you are very much loved. Stay strong, okay? (:
      c: Sending my best regards to you.

    • @anachkabanana
      @anachkabanana 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I love you

    • @Yume2oo5
      @Yume2oo5 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      crazyaoifangirl I love you too. Your are not alone.

    • @jenniferstijfs5188
      @jenniferstijfs5188 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      crazyaoifangirl Hey hey hey hey. I know I'm reacting late to this. I know. But really, don't worry. Please don't. Yeah it may seem like it is the worst time in your life and maybe it is. But that only.meens one thing. It can only get better. And that's a fact. It will get better. And if not. You're not alone. Never. There are so many people that care about you. Maybe you don't know that or notice it. But believe me. They do. Just hold on. It is going to get better. I prommise

    • @sarahtaylor7226
      @sarahtaylor7226 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      1year ago... damn I hope I’m not too late. Plz don’t do anything I love u so much and I promise things will get better if they haven’t already. I have bipolar depression and I want to kill myself sometimes too but I stop myself by thinking of how much better life will be in maybe just an hour. You don’t always have to wait long to stop feeling suicidal at the moment especially when you’ve got Cardlin to go to

  • @_Wing_Dings_
    @_Wing_Dings_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Normally I don't really feel anything with these, but when you yelled at the listener I actually started crying and started apologising before I realized it was just an audio... I've done these things before and no one's ever said anything like you have that actually makes me feel something, and I'd like to thank you for it...

  • @adiecrest1944
    @adiecrest1944 7 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Im suicidal...and ..im sorry..is it weird that this helped..im crying so much while listening to this..and still am..

  • @candykraze5652
    @candykraze5652 8 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    As a girl who has wanted to end her life roughly five times, I came to realize that taking your own life will not nor will it EVER solve one's problems. if you are reading this, and are thinking of commiting suicide, please I urge you to stop and think. You think your not good enough or no one loves you, trust me when I say this, I believe in you and you are perfect just the way you are. and if nobody says they love you, then I love you and you are too important to take your beautiful soul away. I know life seems hard but, there is a reason to live and all you have to do is find that reason. ^//^

    • @theALLIEwallie101
      @theALLIEwallie101 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Candy Kraze damn thank you for this. You're the bestest

    • @candykraze5652
      @candykraze5652 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      Jasey Rae Awww, thanks I just wanted to bring a little light to people.

    • @berry_farm
      @berry_farm 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      This talks to me so much, thank you so much.

    • @bondiibluu
      @bondiibluu 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      It's definitely hard when all you've heard from friends and family is how worthless or useless you are, it really is.

  • @nene-jz6ce
    @nene-jz6ce 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    1:06-1:20 wow i actually love this part it sounded like a real reaction someone would have. i love it very much~
    edit: wow i can’t believe ive only seen this video today. so realistic, especially the part about getting help. a lot comfort audios simply give a pep talk and end it at that. i liked this very much~going in my favorites playlist.

  • @juanitamua1479
    @juanitamua1479 9 ปีที่แล้ว +97

    ive Been Suicidal Lately And Listening to this Makes Me Feel Like Someone Cares even tho it not infrount of me i still hear caring word i don't usually hear. so thank you ...

  • @thatkitkatvlogs5566
    @thatkitkatvlogs5566 9 ปีที่แล้ว +297

    how about one where the boyfriend finds out the girl self harms?

  • @morteire
    @morteire 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    "and that's most of my truama, that I could fit within this time"
    'y I k e s'
    "yikes indeed*
    the there's more killed me because I was just like
    "blah blah blah and-"
    'theres more?'
    "haha ye ah"
    in all seriousness though, thank you. I really needed this.

    • @arsonthepan4802
      @arsonthepan4802 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ahahaha hey fellow buttload of trama fam.

    • @djkitkat1868
      @djkitkat1868 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I needed to listen to this 50 times to spill it all… so hello my traumatized friend

  • @briannanagy6164
    @briannanagy6164 8 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    I just sometimes want to say I'm done with life...but I know I got to stay strong no matter what

  • @amanicastro2711
    @amanicastro2711 9 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    This is so important. I remember going through this and eventually coming to terms with the idea that I was hurting the people that cared. I had to listen to my girlfriend and my favourite teacher cry as they found out what was happening. (I'm still in shock with my teacher being so upset but I think that's what hit me the most). The idea that this man only knew certain details about me, sometimes made me smile once or twice made me realize that people really care , even if they don't know you all that well. It's what made me realise how selfish I was being. My girlfriend was in bits and my poor teacher suffered day in and day out trying to help me feel better. until I got help. Thanks so much for making this. I hope it can help some people come to terms with what will happen to the people around them. Thank you :)

    • @CardlinAudio
      @CardlinAudio  9 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      +Amani Castro I'm glad you for the help you needed. =] Yours is a beautiful story, because there ARE always people who care, regardless of what we may have tricked ourselves into thinking. Stay up!

  • @haeleighmoore1038
    @haeleighmoore1038 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Years ago I found this video for the first time, before I even had the words for what I was going through. When I felt alone, I knew I could come to this channel and for a moment I had a sense of belonging and comfort. I think I was 13 when I first saw this, and now I'm 19. This video still warms my heart, but even more so than before after some real life experiences like this.. it hasn't gotten easier for me yet. But I'm still going. Cardlin, if you ever see this, thank you for this video and the many others that helped me to get here. You have made a real difference. You're seen, appreciated, and loved (in a strange through-the-internet-platonic kind of way). You've encouraged me to never give up, so please hear me when I say to never give up either. Thank you for everything :)

  • @elleroque9902
    @elleroque9902 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    When I heard him say, “It’s okay, I’m here. I’m here.. I love you.. I love you..” rapid tears start falling down on my cheeks. I didn’t know I was this depressed.. I didn’t know I have this problem in me.. I thought hurting yourself is normal when experiencing sadness, but it’s not.. I hope that other people understands what I’m feeling.. It really hurts like hell..

  • @Jay-hn6bo
    @Jay-hn6bo 8 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    (This is probably the 10th time I commented to ur videos but I'm okay with that since u r amazing) I wanted to hear this from my mother when I told her that I self harmed. She called me crazy and everything and my school didn't help me. I want to thank you so much Cardlin for making this and for talking to people like me. As a new listener, I actually respond to u, i know I sound crazy but I do, thank u and u r amazing and u just made my night a little easier, 💖💖💖

  • @depressedwatersign4176
    @depressedwatersign4176 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    well this video is from 6 years ago but if you ever see this comment, thank you❤️ the way your audios have actually gotten me through really rough spots is crazy, no other channel even comes close. I've sobbed, laughed, and smiled through your videos and I'm never going to forget them. thank you.

  • @NickZephyr
    @NickZephyr 8 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This really spoke to me, especially when you were talking about being strong. I was very suicidal and depressed when I was 16 to the point where, I would hurt myself. Physically. The part with throwing the knife down made me cover my eyes and tense up. It hit close to home.
    This is a very great video. At some points, it made me cry and I'm not kidding. You're an amazing person for making this. I can imagine how many people you've helped, and how much this would've helped me 3 years ago.
    Thank you for this, seriously.

    • @NickZephyr
      @NickZephyr 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      Oh and btw, say hello to your newest subscriber :)

    • @CardlinAudio
      @CardlinAudio  8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +LaceeLasers HELLO! Thanks for finding me! I'm glad I was able to help you out when things were rough. Stay up!

    • @katmiller6993
      @katmiller6993 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      I tenses too it hit so close to home...I cried so hard

    • @Moon_child444
      @Moon_child444 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      +CardlinAudio damn This was deep

  • @irisprincessneko733
    @irisprincessneko733 8 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    You know Cardlin... I'm like that a lot but... I have problems too. But now you helped me and anyone with your help to stop suicide. Thank you Cardlin. I'll try to be strong

    • @theALLIEwallie101
      @theALLIEwallie101 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Princess Iris hey I just wanted to say I love you and care about you and I hope you keep your chin up! I know it's hard but you're strong and brave and resilient and you can do anything! Even if it doesn't seem like it, things will turn up, even if it does take some time. You got this.

    • @irisprincessneko733
      @irisprincessneko733 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jasey Rae
      Thank you so much~! That was so sweet of you~!! ❤❤❤

    • @irisprincessneko733
      @irisprincessneko733 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sehsb sehsb
      Awwwww~ Thank you so Much~!!

  • @Rav3nly
    @Rav3nly 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You have no idea how many times I have rewatched this. It's very comforting

  • @markparker453
    @markparker453 8 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    This audio has helped me so much in the past almost year. my depression has been through the roof and this and your other audios have saved me so many times. thank you so much

    • @markparker453
      @markparker453 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      update: this audio is 1 year old today and i needed it now more than ever. its been 10 months since one of my best friends died and i've slipped into this downward spiral of suicidal thoughts and you couldn't have done a better job helping me through this with this audio. love you and your audios

    • @theALLIEwallie101
      @theALLIEwallie101 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      mark parker aw man I'm so sorry about your friend. I wish I could just give you a big hug. I'm super glad you've stuck around though... You are very strong.. Remember time heals everything so just hang in there and I promise things will turn up. You've made it this far

  • @heathermoment
    @heathermoment 9 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Great job! Sent this to my sister and she called me telling me that she was signing up for treatment right then. You really helped her, so thank you!

    • @CardlinAudio
      @CardlinAudio  9 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Wow, that's amazing... I'm so happy your sister is getting the help she needs! It's a truly brave move.

  • @alinymph
    @alinymph 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Him: oh yikes
    Me: *sniffles wipping tears* nu its yikeadoodles

  • @roxysvanempel
    @roxysvanempel 8 ปีที่แล้ว +177

    This was me like a couple days ago.. but no one helped me. and now i'am sitting here, listening to this and crying.. Can someone help me, please?

    • @CardlinAudio
      @CardlinAudio  8 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      There is help and you can find it. In the description of the video you'll find several hotlines you can call for free to talk to a professional who can hear you out. Stay strong.

    • @roxysvanempel
      @roxysvanempel 8 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      CardlinAudio thank you so, so much. I've been going through a dark place these months and your audio's help me.. they really do. And now i'am crying again..i font even know why, thank you so much

    • @leah49810
      @leah49810 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      "if you're homeless buy a house, and live in it :)"
      don't think its that simple.

    • @kaitlynnichole476
      @kaitlynnichole476 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      If you ever need to talk I'm willing. Glad your still here. :)

    • @alexbarbro1241
      @alexbarbro1241 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Suicide makes things worse. I have you. Even if you don't think so. We all feel alone you just over think it. And so do I. But I know it will end up okay.

  • @cupcake101
    @cupcake101 9 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    You tackled this beautifully for a heavy subject! I remember losing my "brother" to suicide a year ago because he was depressed but too young. My family loved him like a friend, brother and son. To this day, I still miss him! These kind of subjects are no laughing matter so Cardlin, I thank you 100% for making this, it really shows that people DO care.

    • @CardlinAudio
      @CardlinAudio  9 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      +cupcake101 Sorry about your friend, Cupcake, and thank you for your kind words. I truly hope I can help people with this.

  • @TrexSeven
    @TrexSeven 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ever cry so hard you feel like theres no way out of this? like your eyes hurt so bad it feels like it's gonna burst out of their place? i was so close to doing it but idk since i needed someone or something to calm me down but I'm all alone, and i cant even call for help, i came here and i cried out more but this , literally helped me his voice sounded like he actually cares and it calmed me down, thank you so much, you're my savior and I'll never forget this video

  • @kerenza8949
    @kerenza8949 8 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    i know everyone comments like this, but as someone whos suffered from depression/suicidal thoughts for years and years, this audio is very special to me. ty 💓

  • @sarahs-adventure
    @sarahs-adventure 8 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Today.. Today I needed this. Everything went to shit today.

    • @alexseymour2626
      @alexseymour2626 8 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I don't know you but I love you and it will all be okay I promise. I'm a girl that knows what you're going through

  • @Bixbitten
    @Bixbitten 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I felt this, but also, I lighter side of my head, said
    "what do you have?"
    *child runs by* A KNIFE
    NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

  • @dreenabee5632
    @dreenabee5632 9 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    This was really good, I wish that it was up last night so I could have listened to it then. It would of helped a lot, but listening to it this morning, I had a hard time holding back the tears. This was beautiful, you attacked a sensitive subject beautifully and softly. Cardlin I just wanna say thank you, having this is really gonna help me so much, thank you thank you thank you.

    • @CardlinAudio
      @CardlinAudio  9 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      +Dreena Bee Glad I'm able to help you out during a tough time, Dreena. =] Stay up!

  • @axina_0
    @axina_0 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    This gets me crying so easily. I have been to that point and literally no one was there for me. Luckily I’m not dead yet