SEVDALIZA - MARILYN MONROE

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  • @Sevdaliza
    @Sevdaliza  4 ปีที่แล้ว +296

    Thank You For All Your Support.
    Latest release: 'Oh My God': th-cam.com/video/COx7NEy09t8/w-d-xo.html
    Stream: 'Oh My God': smarturl.it/SevdalizaOMG

  • @sheiklucas
    @sheiklucas 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1297

    her voice is so powerful and fragile at the same time.

    • @marilynne6898
      @marilynne6898 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes

    • @barakbrakofrempong9740
      @barakbrakofrempong9740 5 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Just like a shard of glass, you can cut somebody with it, _but when it drops it breaks..._

    • @Syca033
      @Syca033 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@barakbrakofrempong9740 🔥🔥💯

    • @castortwonetwo3258
      @castortwonetwo3258 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      delicate & destructive

  • @notyet3dna
    @notyet3dna 8 ปีที่แล้ว +317

    everything is so deeply beautiful about this , the title the bass the beat her voice the visuals , i'm glad I found HER

  • @danvarg
    @danvarg 8 ปีที่แล้ว +383

    this woman is saying so much and so interestingly. current, beautiful, deep, personal and addictive

  • @TheNovaSosa
    @TheNovaSosa 8 ปีที่แล้ว +549

    sevdaliza is serving us cybertron realness in this video

    • @kathrynbertley2401
      @kathrynbertley2401 8 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      giving you tentacle porn realness 😂

    • @TheNovaSosa
      @TheNovaSosa 8 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Kathryn Bertley giving me life while doing it

    • @kathrynbertley2401
      @kathrynbertley2401 8 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      😂😂😂yes hunty

  • @RodrigoSouzaReal
    @RodrigoSouzaReal ปีที่แล้ว +125

    Adoro que essa obra prima, virou trilha sonora da novela da Globo, Terra e Paixão

    • @guiialbertini8872
      @guiialbertini8872 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Ouvi essa música a uns 4/5 anos atrás num vídeo de carro que estava vendo achei ela muito top mas infelizmente nunca consegui descobrir o nome e também não sabia explicar pras pessoas como ela era, até que ouvi na novela e usei o app Shazam pra descobrir o nome, cá estou.

    • @miguelguimar1331
      @miguelguimar1331 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Vi hoje pelo tiktok uma cena da novela, fiquei muito feliz 🥹

    • @cassianoavelino6980
      @cassianoavelino6980 ปีที่แล้ว

      @RodrigoSouzaReal tema de quem na novela Lucinda ou Irene?

    • @RodrigoSouzaReal
      @RodrigoSouzaReal ปีที่แล้ว

      @@cassianoavelino6980 Irene

    • @gabybaroni6156
      @gabybaroni6156 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@cassianoavelino6980Irene

  • @Helixid
    @Helixid 8 ปีที่แล้ว +411

    Cant stress enough how visually stunning this is.

    • @atlguera564
      @atlguera564 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Hilltop Vibes I think all of her videos really are

  • @EriveltonFranciscoGarcia
    @EriveltonFranciscoGarcia 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +33

    Terra e Paixão Já está na reta final e ainda não vou superar essa música tema da Irene amo

    • @EriveltonFranciscoGarcia
      @EriveltonFranciscoGarcia 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Eu também não vou superar amo essa música Irene amo

  • @littlemonsterL
    @littlemonsterL 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1078

    It’s true
    In this life
    I’ve never been the one
    In your eyes
    I’ve never been the truth
    All you saw
    Was a broken mirror
    And they told
    Me to care
    When tryin’ to fix your heart
    It’s unfair
    I’m tryin’ to fix myself
    And not care
    Too much about you
    It’s true
    In this life
    I’ve never been the one
    In your eyes
    I’ve never been the truth
    All you saw
    Was a broken mirror
    And they told
    Me to care
    When tryin’ to fix your heart
    It’s unfair
    I’m tryin’ to fix myself
    And not care
    Too much about you
    He never really wanted me to be his wife
    I was nothing more than a trophy
    It was incredibly suffocating
    I’d find myself wanting him
    Rather dead then alive

    • @cece1065
      @cece1065 7 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      My heart hurts so much right now and this song has been on repeat. It everything I feel. I hope it gets better....

    • @shandianderson6796
      @shandianderson6796 7 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      yes it will get better with time ...find another way to express your love for yourself and humanity it is hard to get heart broken and believe in love or worthy of better but you will find your way and smile again

    • @jammon8956
      @jammon8956 7 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Where’s the, he never really wanted me to be his wife, part. I didn’t hear that at all

    • @sagetran3256
      @sagetran3256 7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Its in the album version :)

    • @brachio8695
      @brachio8695 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Luis Zambrano thanks!

  • @Riahkim-g4r
    @Riahkim-g4r 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

    Lembrei da Irene❤ De terra e paixão❤

  • @arnoldles858
    @arnoldles858 8 ปีที่แล้ว +186

    This is a masterpiece

  • @ib_reel
    @ib_reel 6 ปีที่แล้ว +298

    This song tells about how one sees her/himself in relation to perfectness. One cannot accept her/himself the way she/he truly is. All one can see is her/his imperferfection, coz thats whats the society is all about now -superficial beauty-. Fyi in beauty industry, Marilyn Monroe is seen as the ideal beauty despite her fucked up state of life. “All you saw was a broken mirror.”

    • @emanuelcarvalho8510
      @emanuelcarvalho8510 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      and do you know if in the end is it really Marilyn speaking?? sounds really like her... but I never hear that phrase from her

    • @SammiieeSam
      @SammiieeSam 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@emanuelcarvalho8510 calm down. That’s not what the comment is about

    • @niellalien
      @niellalien 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@emanuelcarvalho8510 That actually sounds like Sevdaliza to me.

    • @andeleon6838
      @andeleon6838 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@SammiieeSam what are you mad about, the guy wasnt even being rude 😂 he was just asking if the voice in the end (of the original audio) was Marilyn's. That part wasnt in this video though. It never crossed my mind that it was Marilyn which makes sense cos of the song's title and message. I just realized it when he commented.

    • @andeleon6838
      @andeleon6838 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@niellalien it could be, just distorted to sound like hers.

  • @Furple
    @Furple 8 ปีที่แล้ว +207

    these visual are just unreal... im so impressed rn

  • @Nachtmusiks
    @Nachtmusiks 8 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Why is this song not popular? This song deserve a trophy.

  • @laurenk.7325
    @laurenk.7325 7 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    God knows I love this woman's voice..poetry and art all in motion.

  • @Ughwhatever3201
    @Ughwhatever3201 6 ปีที่แล้ว +526

    I love how there is like zero hate in the comments cuz we're all United in our obsession 😂

    • @gracie99999
      @gracie99999 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      what are you talking about you have zero to say and even zero should be proud distanced !!!!!!! I hate you!!!
      🤬🤬🤬🤬 🔥 has always happened he can’t stop 🙄👀🔨💜💜💜💜💜☮️🧢

  • @rashidiuriel
    @rashidiuriel 7 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    im just learning more and more about this woman each video i click... at 3 AM & can't sleep.
    × Frickin Art omg

  • @LauraLegille
    @LauraLegille 8 ปีที่แล้ว +661

    Oh thank god that thumbnail was so interesting, this song and video are a fucking gem

  • @danjhl
    @danjhl 8 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Omg this song is so good, i can listen to this all day all night

  • @RandomGuy-zx6ou
    @RandomGuy-zx6ou 8 ปีที่แล้ว +286

    Perfection!
    BRAZIL LOVES YAH!

    • @vitorstina9335
      @vitorstina9335 8 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      quem n consegue amar essa deusa

    • @RandomGuy-zx6ou
      @RandomGuy-zx6ou 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Vitor Hugo VERDADE.

    • @stephersoncosta2787
      @stephersoncosta2787 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +Thiago Matos dona né

    • @melonebox4636
      @melonebox4636 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +Thiago Matos eu estou aqui e adoro demais!

    • @hugolara4067
      @hugolara4067 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      +Thiago Matos Não vou mentir

  • @abumzbum1869
    @abumzbum1869 8 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This producer should be getting all the credits. Mucky is a genius.

  • @Wanderlust
    @Wanderlust 8 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Mesmerizing

  • @YasminZbari
    @YasminZbari 8 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    wow, im so glad i discovered u

  • @BBrunnel
    @BBrunnel 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2551

    I'm casually waiting for a Sevdaliza and FKA twigs collab...

  • @nicoleb3629
    @nicoleb3629 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Love her style, love her mind. Beautiful, creative, love all her songs. Even live she is amazing. Genuine talent.

  • @jasonscott8265
    @jasonscott8265 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Of all your songs...this song....this song!!! The beat...the lyrics...the message!

  • @yo2beo
    @yo2beo 7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This video is everything that the rest of the music industry will never be. Sevdaliza raised all existing standards to new heights.

  • @andeleon6838
    @andeleon6838 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This is probably her best song imo

  • @ZodiaKittyKat
    @ZodiaKittyKat 8 ปีที่แล้ว +101

    so, this woman is gloriously hypnotizing, i just found her today! amazing videos as well...so happy to see an ethnic beauty producing such sensual and profound music 😍😍😍

    • @unknownperson8527
      @unknownperson8527 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Cici Qu me rn

    • @gracie99999
      @gracie99999 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      idk i thought she white [well cause she is] girl then surprising she sang in persian!
      and i at this point was like “waw now she’s a real white one that’s open to others!” and gained more respect for her and work!
      then I find was song all along and she’s actually you guessed it from Afghanistan yip
      ;)

  • @cierraperrera9312
    @cierraperrera9312 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    It's funny how we come across songs and artist who touch us at the right time, exactly when we needed it.

  • @stinkypigeon3287
    @stinkypigeon3287 8 ปีที่แล้ว +127

    She reminds me of FKA Twigs. Both phenomenal artists with true vision and understanding of beauty

  • @paytonhx7488
    @paytonhx7488 8 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    More people should know about you,
    You are unreal.
    Thank you

    • @liplock9272
      @liplock9272 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Payton H X duhhhh because this is an Illuminati experiment duhhh

    • @swift-rk1fx
      @swift-rk1fx 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Penelope Harvey get outta here dumbass

    • @liplock9272
      @liplock9272 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      swift 1989 ya mother

  • @MariaDosocorro-xi8nt
    @MariaDosocorro-xi8nt 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Como não lembrar da Irene?💜💜💜

  • @drkex
    @drkex 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Woke up with this song in my head.

  • @zygote234
    @zygote234 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm so glad you are here on this earth, creating musical perfection. Thank you for these beautiful gifts!

  • @riansilva3983
    @riansilva3983 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    Terra e paixão 🤡👍🏻

  • @shogun0716
    @shogun0716 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    The hair on my arms stand up whenever i listen to this song again and again 😩💥

  • @BbyKae
    @BbyKae 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    The violins in here remind me of the series Dexter 😍 killer vibes.

  • @mandolaa
    @mandolaa 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    She is so underrated, amazing voice and songs!! Needs more recognition

  • @musics4me
    @musics4me 8 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Idk what this art style is and I can't explain how much I love it

    • @crossvizannuff
      @crossvizannuff 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It's a concept created by Swiss artists HR Giger, on which movies like "alien" among others are based. www.vice.com/en_au/article/taschen-monograph-the-magnum-opus-of-hr-giger

  • @witherton8340
    @witherton8340 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This song scratches my brain, thanks Sevdaliza!

  • @rhearaab7192
    @rhearaab7192 8 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I find this somewhat eery and I quite like it.

  • @lav_in_der
    @lav_in_der 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Absolutely beautiful, original, and I am so glad that I watched this video. New fan💜💜

  • @markozivanovic117
    @markozivanovic117 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The music is awesome, the audio production is crazy good, congrats to the engineers and producers.

  • @nityanunna8828
    @nityanunna8828 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Her voice is so crisp

  • @김민희-m8x
    @김민희-m8x 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    시몬스침대 광고노래 너무조아

  • @elleward715
    @elleward715 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The visuals are always mind blowing 🤯

  • @NikZvi
    @NikZvi 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i've opened that video, listened for a while and thought: "not bad, what else", and than that "ho-ho-ho-ho-ho" came, and my head just expoloded...
    masterpiece.

  • @anaheath
    @anaheath 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This women is just out of tjis world....i'm in love... her mind.. the voice... loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

  • @Lucas1Marques
    @Lucas1Marques ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Nunca pensei que ia ouvir Sevdaliza numa novela rural da Globo.

    • @emiliocalandula5700
      @emiliocalandula5700 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Descobri ela por causa do folhetim. 🤦🏽‍♂️

  • @Netosilvagames
    @Netosilvagames ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The video? Pretty cool!
    The instrumental is a pure art!, the voice is truly addicting to hear, the entire music is just, awesome and soft.
    But the letters.. the letters is really deep, and it's a thing that really happens. Some men treat women like they're some kind of trophies.

  • @piecesontheground1347
    @piecesontheground1347 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm so in love with her music my heart is going to burst

  • @Andres-ch6sm
    @Andres-ch6sm 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    FKA twigz and Sevdalizas collab would make me the shookest WE NEED THAT COLLAB PLS

  • @ChaeAmando
    @ChaeAmando 8 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I love her more and more each creation 😊

  • @invadercem2
    @invadercem2 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The hands reaching out is what my angel looks like.

  • @suelleneye7680
    @suelleneye7680 8 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    incredibly deep

  • @Asik444100
    @Asik444100 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song is just perfect. Voice, music, bass, basically everything

  • @bagelbites4668
    @bagelbites4668 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’ve just found her today and I’ve listened to her Ison album all the way through three times. It’s so good😩

  • @veraressurreicao7223
    @veraressurreicao7223 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm addicted to her music at the moment. So so good.

  • @eggsandtunafishcake
    @eggsandtunafishcake 8 ปีที่แล้ว +432

    That "Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha" Part Sounds Like She's Going Thru The Worst Pain Ever! Q.Q

    • @izzybee2705
      @izzybee2705 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Helplessshi pretty agree with your opinion.

    • @tirarose
      @tirarose 7 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Helplessshi That's because she is. She is moving on from "him".

    • @jeanakatherine9369
      @jeanakatherine9369 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I love that part

    • @annadumbadze8691
      @annadumbadze8691 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes

  • @darkDARKmusic
    @darkDARKmusic ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is crazzzzzy. Love it

  • @Od5212
    @Od5212 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    waouh this music is perfect in every little detail !! its cosmic and roots in the same time !!! love it !!!

  • @RLBevi-ke3wd
    @RLBevi-ke3wd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I discovered this song on spotify trpping once and I just *had* to listen to the whole album. I'll tell you what, that was one of the most mind melting experiences I've had and I'd gladly do it again

  • @atlsdnh2798
    @atlsdnh2798 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your visuals are always so PURE, this is insane gurl

  • @natt.casttro5618
    @natt.casttro5618 8 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    My new addiction ♥

  • @DonLambJr
    @DonLambJr 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    First off, congratulations on the album.
    Secondly, phenomenal artistry.
    Music far too amazing to have only 1.2M views...
    Congrats on the success, and I pray the best for you going forward.

  • @amoreeu1272
    @amoreeu1272 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    Vim por causa da Irene kkk personagem da Glória pires de terra e paixão passando agora na Globo kk super combina com a personagem que é misteriosa e sexy.❤🔥

  • @louisecoelho5665
    @louisecoelho5665 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You’re so talented, and not only talented, but is visible the hard work present in your songs/videos. Thank you for sharing this with the world ♥️
    I also sing, so I know how unique is the feeling to love and work with music. Thank you again, you inspire me and a lot more people ♥️

  • @indigo6485
    @indigo6485 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    my aesthetic radar is off the charts right now

  • @ninalinu8591
    @ninalinu8591 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Been a while since i checked up on this song and WOAH looks like a lot of people checked this song too! Glad its getting the attention this was one of my personal favorites from sevdaliza

  • @hyacynth
    @hyacynth 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This might be weird, but I heard a good 6 seconds of this song from a vlog of my current favorite Kpop boy right now and I'm so glad that Google is so good with finding a song from just a single line, I was able to find this. God, I can't explain it. I've quietly listened to this song about 5 times on repeat while sitting so still. Didn't even realize I was holding my breath. It's _so_ good. Gonna listen to more of her, I need it. Hui, thank you for this.
    Ps. If anybody would be curious, the video where I heard this from can be found by searching "Pentory #146." It's a vlog by Kpop group Pentagon's leader Hui, who is also a music composer and producer. He was listening to this song before he had to work on arranging another song. Sorry for babbling, it's just.. His taste in music... Wow.

    • @v1olante
      @v1olante 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Never been into kpop but I'm so happy they also listen to sevda

  • @kittendream6564
    @kittendream6564 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I have spent countless hours crying my soul out listening to this song, and I don't even know why...

  • @xa8312
    @xa8312 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for your music, you with all involved make great art. You make a fan out of me.

  • @jaitorin9553
    @jaitorin9553 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    amazing...... I've already lost count on how many times I've replayed this.

  • @alexisthalia6114
    @alexisthalia6114 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    god blowing a little of heaven into my ears

  • @thirsb4990
    @thirsb4990 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    every song is magical

  • @zinkpluto7366
    @zinkpluto7366 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm 14 and her music hits me hard bro

  • @anderson767
    @anderson767 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this is so sad and beautiful. I'm in love

  • @NicoleSchmidt9257
    @NicoleSchmidt9257 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Vim pela Irene da Novela Terra e Paixão. Acho a atriz Glória Pires maravilhosa, está fazendo um papel incrível. Lembro dela com o bonitão Vinicius.

  • @e10110001
    @e10110001 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Goose bumps everywhere!! Nice work

  • @AnthonyAikenJr
    @AnthonyAikenJr 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Came here right after the Hotdamnirock video. Now, this is going to be on repeat forever. It's so good.

    • @swaveon9509
      @swaveon9509 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Anthony Aiken Jr facts

  • @chandra2911
    @chandra2911 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Why have I only heard of Sevdalza tonight? This is amazing everything🌸

  • @zhanxavier8951
    @zhanxavier8951 8 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    IVE NEVER CLICK ED ON A NOTIFICATION THIS FAST

    • @jaitorin9553
      @jaitorin9553 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      so serious

    • @franka100
      @franka100 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same. I was first comment and I freaked

    • @vitorstina9335
      @vitorstina9335 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      me tooooooooooooooo

    • @mnm4609
      @mnm4609 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      +Bobby Grant same

  • @corpuscallosum1357
    @corpuscallosum1357 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I see you Sev. I love you. Can not wait to see what you do next. Incredible

  • @LiveIyCadaver
    @LiveIyCadaver 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This song is about being in love while trying to love yourself it’s hard....

  • @shellzaj835
    @shellzaj835 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Waiting for a Svedaliza and BANKS collab - that would be epic.

  • @rachanajay1730
    @rachanajay1730 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    How the fuck can an artist's each and every song be a grand masterpiece! It blows my mind away❤️

  • @HaRdBaSsMiKe
    @HaRdBaSsMiKe 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Even my goosebumps are haveing goosebumps. Thank you!

  • @solminety4402
    @solminety4402 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Se siente tan terápeutico

  • @blini_kot
    @blini_kot 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for giving the world your amazing music and your creative videos. Love ya!

  • @JulianHarris-qu1fk
    @JulianHarris-qu1fk 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    my tears are this color...

  • @alexisstaley7283
    @alexisstaley7283 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This song truely makes me feel understood

  • @Awusa
    @Awusa 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Whenever this song comes to mind, it makes me kinda sad...

  • @NaatF292
    @NaatF292 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Just imagine how it feels to be intelligent at the point you're able to understand all the magnificence in this woman's art

  • @riventown9583
    @riventown9583 7 ปีที่แล้ว +197

    after listening to the song about a 100 times I'm still trying to find those woke ass people in the comment section who can find the meaning behind this song

    • @guera_901_
      @guera_901_ 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too😭

    • @Ciogos
      @Ciogos 5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      It's not jsut a song, it's part of an album; listen to it from the begining and reflect. To me this is about a woman delivering a message to her ex that didn't love her properly but that's just biased by my previous experiences. I used to be this guy she sings about but I changed my ways upon losing someone and this album helps me retain that essence. To you this song might aswell be about icecream and I'd have no argument that the song is infact about icecream.

    • @alfiecalle660
      @alfiecalle660 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      The meaning I get from this song is also biased to my own experience but I feel as tho sevdaliza wrote the lyrics from the same place that I was at emotionally during that experience. The first person I ever loved was someone who used me. She was in love with someone else and every time she broke up with him, I would always b the one to break her fall because I was in love with her. I could never make her fall in love with me instead and commit to only me (it's true, in this life I've never been the one, in your eyes, I've never been the truth). We went on and off for 2 years. Part of the reason for my being in love with her was her tragic past, I could relate to her pain, and she could only relate to the things about me that she didn't like within herself so in a way she detested me for acknowledging the weaknesses that we both had (all u saw, was a broken mirror). Telling her story to someone I trusted with advice would immediately cause sympathy (they told me to care). In some ways or another I wanted to help and heal her from her past but that was unfair to me because I was hurting myself by trying to help her (I'm tryna fix your heart). She was toxic, never truly making up her mind about what she wanted, but keeping me around for her own comfort whenever she wanted to. She never even realized the hurt she was causing me but regardless I tried to comfort her and shake my own feelings of jealousy, vengeance and betrayal off for her sake, cuz I didn't want to give her any reason as to y she shouldn't confide in me with her own thoughts of suicide but then again, I knew I shouldn't care enough to ask her to be only mine because I just knew that it would never b possible. The thought of it not being possible made me feel unworthy and it completely fucked with my self esteem even tho I was already trying my hardest to believe in myself (it's unfair, I'm tryna fix myself and not care too much about u)

    • @MatrixMaster777
      @MatrixMaster777 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      We Are Only Just Figuring It Out As At February 15, 2021^^

  • @joshuapires2304
    @joshuapires2304 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    absolute perfection.

  • @shylahsalas2760
    @shylahsalas2760 8 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    SUCH Spiritual Essence in her asthetics!!

  • @juliacamposfrasao1048
    @juliacamposfrasao1048 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    amo

  • @Slurm_Daddy92
    @Slurm_Daddy92 8 ปีที่แล้ว +176

    never heard of this woman before.. but I can definitely cruise to this sober and this song makes me feel high fuck! lol

  • @merdasvil
    @merdasvil 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this was my favorite song! I'm so happy you made a vid for it