Leah good to see you doing so many positive things. Glad you are starting a schedule. Really proud of your exam going well. The little video Lucas' mom did showed some of the music. Yall did celebrate him well. Very proud of 4 yrs in recovery. I have been off prescription opiates over 3 yrs. But i still take anxiety med. Sending love and prayers. 💜🙏
Thank you ❤️ It has been so hard to get back into a healthy routine but I’m slowly getting there. School has helped me stay on track for sure. Gives me something to look forward. Glad to hear you were able to get off opiates! Thanks amazing and I’m sure it wasn’t easy. It’s crazy the things we can accomplish when we put our all into it.
I'm sooo proud of you for doing your speech at the Celebration for Luke!! Im just proud of you Leah for being self aware, trying to get thru this and getting your school work done. Ik its not easy and somedays will be easier or harder than others. What your going thru is normal, not that it makes it easier, it doesn't but what I hope it does give you is some peace that there's nothing wrong with you. I hope that makes sense bc I'm not trying to minimize what your feeling. Eating is crucial it helps in more areas than you realize. Protein shakes, protein bars hell a chocolate cake as long as your getting some food in. Don't stress so much about what your eating rn just eat or drink something. Yoga helps balance your mind too. Don't feel bad for asking for help. I wish more people did ask bc many feel like a burden or why can't I do this myself etc. I agree focusing on a routine with your animals is really important for you and them. I really admire your determination to figure out how to move thru grieving and talking about it. Getting those racing or continuous thoughts out vocally or by journaling is healing. You may not feel that yet but I promise it is❤❤❤
So glad you are doing well in school! It may help to remember that obstacles will make you stronger and more victorious. They are helping to shape your character, which can’t be done when everything is easy. The obstacles are shaping you into the person you need to be later on. You are a sweet person and will do great things in life. Rooting for you always!
I wanted to give up with school, work, everything the day I found out 🥺 it took everything in me to make it to class and keep moving forward. It’s been really hard but I’m proud of myself for not giving up. Thanks for the support and encouragement 🤍
Happy Happy Bday early Leah! If you can do something new for your bday. Maybe something you have wanted to do or something you and Luke talked about doing. I'm praying for you daily💜🎉💜🙏
Yay! Congrats on passing your exam. And happy birthday (a couple days early - lol)!! I hear you on projecting to others that everything is okay when inside, things are super off. It's a challenging place to be. I'm sending you lots of love and support, Leah. Also - I think your pineapple is beautiful. And one more thing - my Grandpa LOVED pickle-ball, so this part made me smile. Thank you for sharing with us.
Thanks Tara! I’m so proud of myself! Passed both of my classes now off to my externship 🤍 I’ve always wanted to get into pickle ball! We played it in treatment and have always wanted to give it a try. Might be a good hobby to pick up 😊
Sorry I missed your live. You’re taking things day by day sweetie and talking about your days. Feeling numb is normal. You got your animals with you that I feel are very comforting and congrats on passing your exam. Happy early Birthday. Stay strong. Sending hugs 🫂🫶
So sorry i missed the live. You are looking well and that is a great thing. Congrats on passing the exam. Happy bday to you and i hope you have a great day that is all about you.
Sorry I missed your stream but watching now. I feel pets help so much in our lives esp the hard times❤
They definitely do. Grateful to have them in my life 🤍
Leah good to see you doing so many positive things. Glad you are starting a schedule. Really proud of your exam going well. The little video Lucas' mom did showed some of the music. Yall did celebrate him well. Very proud of 4 yrs in recovery. I have been off prescription opiates over 3 yrs. But i still take anxiety med. Sending love and prayers. 💜🙏
Thank you ❤️ It has been so hard to get back into a healthy routine but I’m slowly getting there. School has helped me stay on track for sure. Gives me something to look forward. Glad to hear you were able to get off opiates! Thanks amazing and I’m sure it wasn’t easy. It’s crazy the things we can accomplish when we put our all into it.
4:46 Too sweet ✨🥰💕✨ Your animals adore you & it melts my heart seeing them team up to love on you 💖💖💖
Not sure what I’d do without them. They follow me everywhere I go. Even to the bathroom …
I'm sooo proud of you for doing your speech at the Celebration for Luke!! Im just proud of you Leah for being self aware, trying to get thru this and getting your school work done. Ik its not easy and somedays will be easier or harder than others. What your going thru is normal, not that it makes it easier, it doesn't but what I hope it does give you is some peace that there's nothing wrong with you. I hope that makes sense bc I'm not trying to minimize what your feeling. Eating is crucial it helps in more areas than you realize. Protein shakes, protein bars hell a chocolate cake as long as your getting some food in. Don't stress so much about what your eating rn just eat or drink something. Yoga helps balance your mind too. Don't feel bad for asking for help. I wish more people did ask bc many feel like a burden or why can't I do this myself etc. I agree focusing on a routine with your animals is really important for you and them. I really admire your determination to figure out how to move thru grieving and talking about it. Getting those racing or continuous thoughts out vocally or by journaling is healing. You may not feel that yet but I promise it is❤❤❤
So glad you are doing well in school! It may help to remember that obstacles will make you stronger and more victorious. They are helping to shape your character, which can’t be done when everything is easy. The obstacles are shaping you into the person you need to be later on. You are a sweet person and will do great things in life. Rooting for you always!
I wanted to give up with school, work, everything the day I found out 🥺 it took everything in me to make it to class and keep moving forward. It’s been really hard but I’m proud of myself for not giving up. Thanks for the support and encouragement 🤍
You look so healthy Leah ❤️ . I'm so happy for you for passing your exam in your class! :)
Thanks Amanda 💕💕💕
Happy Happy Bday early Leah! If you can do something new for your bday. Maybe something you have wanted to do or something you and Luke talked about doing. I'm praying for you daily💜🎉💜🙏
Thank you 🤍🥰
Darn! Just missed you!
Sending big hugs 🫂 🥰💜✨
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Yay! Congrats on passing your exam. And happy birthday (a couple days early - lol)!! I hear you on projecting to others that everything is okay when inside, things are super off. It's a challenging place to be. I'm sending you lots of love and support, Leah. Also - I think your pineapple is beautiful. And one more thing - my Grandpa LOVED pickle-ball, so this part made me smile. Thank you for sharing with us.
Thanks Tara! I’m so proud of myself! Passed both of my classes now off to my externship 🤍 I’ve always wanted to get into pickle ball! We played it in treatment and have always wanted to give it a try. Might be a good hobby to pick up 😊
Sorry I missed your live. You’re taking things day by day sweetie and talking about your days. Feeling numb is normal. You got your animals with you that I feel are very comforting and congrats on passing your exam. Happy early Birthday. Stay strong. Sending hugs 🫂🫶
Thanks for the extra support and birthday wishes 🤍I still have no idea how I passed that exam..
No pressure but would love to hear your addiction story with the ice & ghb..but no rush. Much love ❤
Just made a video today explaining a bit of my story. Still so much more to tell tho!
Aww I missed your live. Hello rue!!
Congrats on your exam too!
Hope you catch the next one and thank you! Didn’t think I was going to pass!
Do you have any more footage from the second celebration of life. Would love to see that
I do. Just a video that I made for people to watch. I will eventually upload it.
So sorry i missed the live. You are looking well and that is a great thing. Congrats on passing the exam. Happy bday to you and i hope you have a great day that is all about you.
Thank you so much! I had a pretty good birthday!
Hi! I missed most of it.
Hope you can make it to the next one!
Hey lea hope u are OK sending love to you and rue ❤
I’m doing ok today. Trying to find healthy distractions which has been helpful.
Sorry I had to leave the live. I was driving ☹️
No worries! Glad you got to join for a bit!
43:58 the kitty was worried about u🥺🥺🥺
Just rewatched that part and it did look like he was worried 🥺