This is exactly what has been on my mind lately as well. All the self comparisons we do to others is not good either. Seek first the Kingdom of God, all else will follow.
Awww I and we love you so much too! Man, watching this made me cry a bit cuz I’ve been goin through similar things and having a hard time with just about everything for over a month and feeling really frustrated and disappointed in myself.. feeling shame and a lot of warfare and honestly it’s been really hard to smile or feel joy at all for over a month. The enemy has been attacking me back to back to back.. I haven’t been wanting to be around people cuz of my social anxiety, feeling depression and shame for the dumb lies the devil tells me. I dont like to really openly announce this and I try not to tell people about my gifts cuz I get attacked mentally emotionally spiritually physically and financially big time for the fact that God has anointed me as a Seer, a prophet and it’s one of many gifts I have that Satan attacks the most wether I’m being obedient to my assignment or not. A lot of people say they wish they had these spiritual gifts… but if they did have them they’d probably end up in the psych ward for how hard it is to see and hear the things most people don’t. I wish I didn’t have these gifts, I wish I could take a break or at least turn them off like a switch when I need some peace… but it doesn’t work like that.. so yeah I’ve been going through a lot of betrayal and persecution and spiritual attacks.. Now I’m rambling but dude SOOOO many times God has been consistently showing you to me in the spiritual realm, like I haven’t even really been keeping up with TH-cam notifications for over a month and so I really didn’t know that you haven’t been uploading lately. Bruh, the amount of times God shows me what you’re going through with a sense of urgency and so many times I had no idea God was doing it on purpose to warn me to pray for you- yet I was going through my own stuff very similar to you, that I wasn’t catching the revelation from God as to WHY God kept showing you to me over n over in so many different ways.. until like maybe last week God was really waking me up and shaking me up and then I saw another Crystal clear vision and revelation of you and so long story short I was like OH MY GOSH HE NEEDS PRAYER!! Normally it wouldn’t take me this long to catch the revelation but… I just want you to know that I’ve been praying for you, I love you, Jesus loves you, I relate with what you’re going through so much.. like seeing you in this video barely smiling, yet being so open and honest and vulnerable brings me to tears cuz God has been calling me to do the same thing according to the assessments He gives me but I keep hanging up the phone when God calls. And when I do what God asks of me, it really makes the demons in people manifest and I get attacked either way. I knowwww it’s no excuse but I I’m struggling too and just want you to know that neither you or I are alone in these trials. Satan and the kingdom of darkness has AMPED UP even more over the past couple months.. I say this to say that God has been waking me up n shaking me up. He’s had me watch video of people sharing their testimonies about near death experiences or out of body experiences, and full on visions of people going to hell. Dude, it’s been a wake up call for me cuz God is trying to save His lost sheep and Jesus is coming back soon. I even had an open eye vision, well more like a tangible supernatural visitation from Jesus and His light was sooooo bright and pure all I could do was speak in tongues to Him as He spoke back to me and it was sooo powerful that I cried for what seemed like hours…… Bruh you gotta check out the TH-cam channels called : Touching The Afterlife Delafè Testimonies And Last Days !! God knew that would put the fear of God in me and help snap me out of my laziness and running from what God has been trying to tell and command me to do… I know this comment is super long but after hearing all you said, it totally confirms why God kept showing you to me in the spiritual realm to pray for you. Bruh imma say it again- I love you and KEEP GOING!! Put that joyful smile that we all love back on your face. Oh and I’d love to hear more of your testimony. You are an inspiration to me! I wish I could give you a big hug right meow! Thanks for all you do and for being such a blessing in my life. Thank you for being so real raw transparent and vulnerable about what you’ve been struggling with. Shedding light on it will help you overcome all this. God has your back and so do I!! P.s. please keep me in your prayers so I can fight all I’m going through and endure. I’m needing extra strength to get the basics done and extra protection and peace and guidance. Prayers are beyond appreciated. Thank you and God bless brooooo ❤❤❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🔥🔥🔥✝️✝️✝️🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼
thank you very much for this video. praise to our heavenly Father, glory to our Lord Jesus Christ for dying for us and thanks to the Holy Spirit for helping us. I had my journey, since December last year I was passionate for the Lord, but I have been struggling for the last 2-3 months. Alone with myself. I am annoyed by the fact that, despite everything God showed me during that time, I became disgusted with sin, I began to see clearly... So now I am fully experiencing the verse Romans *7:15** I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.* I realize that I am not doing the right things, that I am returning to my old ways, and I have little strength to renounce it. It annoys me a lot. Spirit and flesh fight against each other. And i'm fully aware of that. Please pray for me to surrender to the Lord Jesus and to learn to die to myself. Because I want to serve the Lord (and I don't) but I do according to myself most of the time (and I don't want to). You are not alone and thanks again for this video. Don't stop. I prayed for you, may you be blessed and protected from the Evil One. in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen. I hope it makes sense and sorry for my English.
The Lord is speaking through your message as i'm also in the same boat, kinda wandered off doing my own thing but constantly thinking about the consequences of my actions.
This is hard to do but definitely possible when we pray and ask help from our heavenly father. Dying to self is all possible with the Holy Spirit, he transforms us. Keep fighting for the kingdom of God, in Jesus name!❤ Praying for you for more strength and motivation.
Dude getting to a rank in league won't make you feel fulfilled! League was my life and I would play 14 hours a day normally. The first season I played I got to gold in season 2 and then in season 3 I got to diamond rank. Eventually I got to master rank in season 5 and the moment I hit master rank was the moment I had this deep emptiness. I reached my goals and it was like okay now what do I do? It didn't really feel that great once I finally got there and it was just another empty accomplishment that meant nothing in the bigger picture.
Matthew 4:17 “Repent for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.” • Hebrews 10:26 says: “For if we sin willfully after we have received the knowledge of the truth, there no longer remains a sacrifice for sins,” • If you’re a Christian and you’re still living in sin repent and ask God for forgiveness of your sins. - Stop playing, stop bowing down to the enemy and start living for Jesus Christ 24/7… • Being a Christian (follower of Christ) is hard, we suffer, we get persecuted, tempted, shamed & mocked, the world is against us, etc… - but we must stand firm in our faith and not lose hope. • The bible says: “those who endure to the end shall be saved.” - endure through temptation, suffering & persecution and do not be shaken because Christ has overcame the world. • I love you all and I pray that each and everyone of you repent of your sins and stop being lukewarm. For our Lord Jesus Christ said, “go and sin no more”. Stay blessed family❤️.
We are all doing the best we can in this wicked world The Lord knows…. It is a lonely walk to holiness. The straight and narrow way. We are all righteous (tzadik) by The Blood of The Lamb but The Heavenly YHWH has called us to Holiness (kedoshim) (Leviticus 19:2) because The Lord wants a close relationship with us…. However the closer you get to The Lord of Hosts, King of The Universe, the more you will be slandered, misrepresented, judged and condemned, used and abused, ignored, rejected, persecuted and attacked…but count it all joy for so it was with The Son of God on this earth. The Lord said He Wants us to do 3 things: 1)pray more instead of complaining, 2)suffer joyfully for His glory and 3)share The Love of God wherever we go not just in Word but in deeds until The day of The Lord! May The Lord Bless you and keep you, The Lord cause His face to shine upon you and be gracious to you, The Lord lift up His face upon you and give you Shalom! Numbers 6:24-26 💙🙏💙
My brother, I too have difficulty with controlling myself when playing video games. I'm telling you this out of love, playing video games is a sin. It is idleness which can easily lead to slothfulness. If you think about it, videogames produce nothing. I pray that you realize this and find something honoring to God to replace videogames with. I would ask that you pray the same for me. Also you should focus on the matters of God and the life to come, not video games and this life. I want to emphasize that I'm in the same boat as you in this regard, so I tell you this in love.
Ohhh my goodness this was really sobering 🥲. Thinking that I have the option to say no to God. It’s like viewing his commandments as a suggestion. This is literally the 3rd or 4th time I’m hearing someone teach on this topic in the past 7 days so now I really see what God is setting up. I reaaaaally relate to using gaming as a way to escape a calling. I could fr go on but I just recently came to terms with a heavyyy calling God gave me. Prior to that resolution I escaped away in an mmorpg that I improved tremendously in by pouring hours into it but frankly mostly ignoring God in the process. It really happens to the best of us ig, but we thank God for sobering moments like this. And either way, God turns it around for good and we get back up again. One of my mentors recently said you should be the first partaker of whatever you teach. Ik you def did, so thank you for pushing past self and posting this!! Keep going!
@@HolyInstinctt Yess & ty for real! I played an old & kind of niche game created in 2004 called “Mabinogi”. After 20 years it still has a great player base! By far my fav of all time
@@HolyInstincttYess and thank you too! The mmo is called “Mabinogi”, idk if you’ve heard of it but its very niche and kind of old, running for 20 years now!! Still very fun and great players too, I’ve just had to be more disciplined to not spend TOO much time on it bcus of responsibilities outside of the game
@@HolyInstinctt Yess and thank you too!! Idk if you’ve heard of it, but the mmo is called “Mabinogi”! It’s pretty old, made in 2004 but still has a very niche and great community. I def made it into an idol so God told me to take some time and step back from it. It’s super fun 10/10 recommend :v
We praise God fr and thank you too! Idk if you've heard of it, but the mmo is called "Mabinogi"! It's pretty old, made in 2004 but still has a very niche and great community. I def made it into an idol so God told me to take some time and step back from it. It's super fun tho 10/10 recommend :v
Also playing sports in real life would be better than playing video games. In my opinion. You are playing a game and exercising you're gaining real-world skills rather than some fictional world with points. I used to be a gamer btw now I try my best to avoid it unless it's some sort of job training or something.
This is exactly what has been on my mind lately as well. All the self comparisons we do to others is not good either. Seek first the Kingdom of God, all else will follow.
We all fall sometimes, but what matters is how we get back up and get back on the path God has made for us, So glad to have you back Holy!
Awww I and we love you so much too! Man, watching this made me cry a bit cuz I’ve been goin through similar things and having a hard time with just about everything for over a month and feeling really frustrated and disappointed in myself.. feeling shame and a lot of warfare and honestly it’s been really hard to smile or feel joy at all for over a month. The enemy has been attacking me back to back to back.. I haven’t been wanting to be around people cuz of my social anxiety, feeling depression and shame for the dumb lies the devil tells me. I dont like to really openly announce this and I try not to tell people about my gifts cuz I get attacked mentally emotionally spiritually physically and financially big time for the fact that God has anointed me as a Seer, a prophet and it’s one of many gifts I have that Satan attacks the most wether I’m being obedient to my assignment or not. A lot of people say they wish they had these spiritual gifts… but if they did have them they’d probably end up in the psych ward for how hard it is to see and hear the things most people don’t. I wish I didn’t have these gifts, I wish I could take a break or at least turn them off like a switch when I need some peace… but it doesn’t work like that.. so yeah I’ve been going through a lot of betrayal and persecution and spiritual attacks..
Now I’m rambling but dude SOOOO many times God has been consistently showing you to me in the spiritual realm, like I haven’t even really been keeping up with TH-cam notifications for over a month and so I really didn’t know that you haven’t been uploading lately. Bruh, the amount of times God shows me what you’re going through with a sense of urgency and so many times I had no idea God was doing it on purpose to warn me to pray for you- yet I was going through my own stuff very similar to you, that I wasn’t catching the revelation from God as to WHY God kept showing you to me over n over in so many different ways.. until like maybe last week God was really waking me up and shaking me up and then I saw another Crystal clear vision and revelation of you and so long story short I was like OH MY GOSH HE NEEDS PRAYER!! Normally it wouldn’t take me this long to catch the revelation but… I just want you to know that I’ve been praying for you, I love you, Jesus loves you, I relate with what you’re going through so much.. like seeing you in this video barely smiling, yet being so open and honest and vulnerable brings me to tears cuz God has been calling me to do the same thing according to the assessments He gives me but I keep hanging up the phone when God calls. And when I do what God asks of me, it really makes the demons in people manifest and I get attacked either way. I knowwww it’s no excuse but I I’m struggling too and just want you to know that neither you or I are alone in these trials. Satan and the kingdom of darkness has AMPED UP even more over the past couple months..
I say this to say that God has been waking me up n shaking me up. He’s had me watch video of people sharing their testimonies about near death experiences or out of body experiences, and full on visions of people going to hell. Dude, it’s been a wake up call for me cuz God is trying to save His lost sheep and Jesus is coming back soon. I even had an open eye vision, well more like a tangible supernatural visitation from Jesus and His light was sooooo bright and pure all I could do was speak in tongues to Him as He spoke back to me and it was sooo powerful that I cried for what seemed like hours……
Bruh you gotta check out the TH-cam channels called :
Touching The Afterlife
Delafè Testimonies
And Last Days !!
God knew that would put the fear of God in me and help snap me out of my laziness and running from what God has been trying to tell and command me to do…
I know this comment is super long but after hearing all you said, it totally confirms why God kept showing you to me in the spiritual realm to pray for you. Bruh imma say it again- I love you and KEEP GOING!! Put that joyful smile that we all love back on your face. Oh and I’d love to hear more of your testimony. You are an inspiration to me! I wish I could give you a big hug right meow! Thanks for all you do and for being such a blessing in my life. Thank you for being so real raw transparent and vulnerable about what you’ve been struggling with. Shedding light on it will help you overcome all this. God has your back and so do I!!
P.s. please keep me in your prayers so I can fight all I’m going through and endure. I’m needing extra strength to get the basics done and extra protection and peace and guidance. Prayers are beyond appreciated. Thank you and God bless brooooo ❤❤❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🔥🔥🔥✝️✝️✝️🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼
Wow, thank you for the amazing message and update. Your prayers helped me so thank you. Till next time :)
@@HolyInstinctt 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🙌🏼✝️
thank you very much for this video. praise to our heavenly Father, glory to our Lord Jesus Christ for dying for us and thanks to the Holy Spirit for helping us.
I had my journey, since December last year I was passionate for the Lord, but I have been struggling for the last 2-3 months. Alone with myself. I am annoyed by the fact that, despite everything God showed me during that time, I became disgusted with sin, I began to see clearly... So now I am fully experiencing the verse Romans *7:15** I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.* I realize that I am not doing the right things, that I am returning to my old ways, and I have little strength to renounce it. It annoys me a lot. Spirit and flesh fight against each other. And i'm fully aware of that.
Please pray for me to surrender to the Lord Jesus and to learn to die to myself. Because I want to serve the Lord (and I don't) but I do according to myself most of the time (and I don't want to).
You are not alone and thanks again for this video. Don't stop. I prayed for you, may you be blessed and protected from the Evil One. in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
I hope it makes sense and sorry for my English.
Thanks for your testimony, God bless you too!
I think God really wants to use you to reach your generation for his glory. You are perfectly placed with this channel to do so.
The Lord is speaking through your message as i'm also in the same boat, kinda wandered off doing my own thing but constantly thinking about the consequences of my actions.
Come back more often 😊
I was praying for you Holy instinct and I’m so glad you’re back!
Praying for you! May the Lord continue to strengthen and establish you.🙏
❤
Bless you
This is hard to do but definitely possible when we pray and ask help from our heavenly father. Dying to self is all possible with the Holy Spirit, he transforms us. Keep fighting for the kingdom of God, in Jesus name!❤ Praying for you for more strength and motivation.
TKY brother 🙏
Dude getting to a rank in league won't make you feel fulfilled! League was my life and I would play 14 hours a day normally. The first season I played I got to gold in season 2 and then in season 3 I got to diamond rank. Eventually I got to master rank in season 5 and the moment I hit master rank was the moment I had this deep emptiness. I reached my goals and it was like okay now what do I do? It didn't really feel that great once I finally got there and it was just another empty accomplishment that meant nothing in the bigger picture.
Matthew 4:17
“Repent for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.”
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Hebrews 10:26 says: “For if we sin willfully after we have received the knowledge of the truth, there no longer remains a sacrifice for sins,”
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If you’re a Christian and you’re still living in sin repent and ask God for forgiveness of your sins.
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Stop playing, stop bowing down to the enemy and start living for Jesus Christ 24/7…
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Being a Christian (follower of Christ) is hard, we suffer, we get persecuted, tempted, shamed & mocked, the world is against us, etc… - but we must stand firm in our faith and not lose hope.
•
The bible says: “those who endure to the end shall be saved.” - endure through temptation, suffering & persecution and do not be shaken because Christ has overcame the world.
•
I love you all and I pray that each and everyone of you repent of your sins and stop being lukewarm. For our Lord Jesus Christ said, “go and sin no more”. Stay blessed family❤️.
🙏
Praying for you and your family…I need to die to self.❤️🙏
We are all doing the best we can in this wicked world The Lord knows…. It is a lonely walk to holiness. The straight and narrow way.
We are all righteous (tzadik) by The Blood of The Lamb but The Heavenly YHWH has called us to Holiness (kedoshim)
(Leviticus 19:2)
because The Lord wants a close relationship with us….
However the closer you get to The Lord of Hosts, King of The Universe, the more you will be slandered, misrepresented, judged and condemned, used and abused, ignored, rejected, persecuted and attacked…but count it all joy for so it was with The Son of God on this earth.
The Lord said He Wants us to do 3 things: 1)pray more instead of complaining, 2)suffer joyfully for His glory and 3)share The Love of God wherever we go not just in Word but in deeds until The day of The Lord!
May The Lord Bless you and keep you, The Lord cause His face to shine upon you and be gracious to you, The Lord lift up His face upon you and give you Shalom! Numbers 6:24-26 💙🙏💙
What is League?
It’s a video games called league of legends
My brother, I too have difficulty with controlling myself when playing video games. I'm telling you this out of love, playing video games is a sin. It is idleness which can easily lead to slothfulness. If you think about it, videogames produce nothing. I pray that you realize this and find something honoring to God to replace videogames with. I would ask that you pray the same for me.
Also you should focus on the matters of God and the life to come, not video games and this life. I want to emphasize that I'm in the same boat as you in this regard, so I tell you this in love.
Ohhh my goodness this was really sobering 🥲. Thinking that I have the option to say no to God. It’s like viewing his commandments as a suggestion. This is literally the 3rd or 4th time I’m hearing someone teach on this topic in the past 7 days so now I really see what God is setting up.
I reaaaaally relate to using gaming as a way to escape a calling. I could fr go on but I just recently came to terms with a heavyyy calling God gave me. Prior to that resolution I escaped away in an mmorpg that I improved tremendously in by pouring hours into it but frankly mostly ignoring God in the process.
It really happens to the best of us ig, but we thank God for sobering moments like this. And either way, God turns it around for good and we get back up again. One of my mentors recently said you should be the first partaker of whatever you teach. Ik you def did, so thank you for pushing past self and posting this!! Keep going!
Thanks for your testimony, what mmo did you play?
@@HolyInstinctt Yess & ty for real! I played an old & kind of niche game created in 2004 called “Mabinogi”. After 20 years it still has a great player base! By far my fav of all time
@@HolyInstincttYess and thank you too!
The mmo is called “Mabinogi”, idk if you’ve heard of it but its very niche and kind of old, running for 20 years now!! Still very fun and great players too, I’ve just had to be more disciplined to not spend TOO much time on it bcus of responsibilities outside of the game
@@HolyInstinctt Yess and thank you too!! Idk if you’ve heard of it, but the mmo is called “Mabinogi”! It’s pretty old, made in 2004 but still has a very niche and great community. I def made it into an idol so God told me to take some time and step back from it. It’s super fun 10/10 recommend :v
We praise God fr and thank you too! Idk if you've heard of it, but the mmo is called "Mabinogi"! It's pretty old, made in 2004 but still has a very niche and great community. I def made it into an idol so God told me to take some time and step back from it. It's super fun tho 10/10 recommend :v
I dont know who this message is for but
JJJJJJJJJJJJEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSUUUUUUUUUSSSSS
Forgive me Lord for my in action
Wouldn't use the word magic for Gods power.
Also playing sports in real life would be better than playing video games. In my opinion. You are playing a game and exercising you're gaining real-world skills rather than some fictional world with points. I used to be a gamer btw now I try my best to avoid it unless it's some sort of job training or something.