_(her): ..what have I done_ *(him): you've lost nothing..* _(her): ..I lost ..myself_ *(him): you used more of my 'mana' than your mind was used to..* _(her): ..so I feel strange, because my mind is only used to my own?_ *(him): habit gives us comfort.. safety.. yours was not to have an unknown element in your world..* _(her): why do I like it?_ *(him): why do you like food? because it nurtures your body and balances it..* _(her): your mana ..balances me?_ *(him): it gives you a new sense of feeling.. a second dimension to grow into..* _(her): that is why I feel unusual, and surrounded by unfamiliar ..everything?_ *(him): you are finding balance in my world, that was opened to you..* _(her): ..how do I anchor myself, to feel 'in control' ..again?_ *(him): your instinct is to use my mana as a comfort blanket..* _(her): to make it 'familiar' to my senses? so I can feel.. right, again?_ *(him): any mana too different than yours would feel the same..* _(her): the more i use it, the more natural and 'close' it feels.._ *(him): it's not 'addiction'.. it's grabbing out of the fear of falling..* _(her, to herself): (..but I've already fallen)_ *(him): to want to hold on, isn't weakness.. it's anchoring to a metaphoric 'ladder', for balance* _(her): so it is natural to ..not want to let go?_ *(him): once you find balance.. you will learn to feel free, without 'holding on'* _(her): I will get so used to it, that I won't feel the same need as much.._ *(him): ..your 'need' is an initial impulse to not lose something 'stable'..* _(her): like stepping to avoid slipping on ice.. and falling hard_ *(him): the more you hold on, the less chances of.. falling* _(her): the real risk is losing you.. that is what would cause true addiction.._ *(him): ..and suffering* _(her): ..you are keeping that pain from touching me_ *(him): don't focus on fear of that pain.. focus on the joy of not having to fall into it* _(her): that pain is our only enemy.._ *(him): only you can defeat it, by ignoring it ..until it dies* _(her): so the only fear is.. fear itself?_ *(him): love and fear are opposites.. you can't feel both, or your heart will lose balance* _(her): by choosing to feel fear.. I lose sight of the love I can feel.._ *(him): even if your heart choses love, you may still feel drawn or 'taken' by fear..* _(her): possessed by evil.. by weakness of despair and nihilism_ *(him): or if you choose Love, and your heart falls to fear..* _(her): both are possibilities that scare me.._ *(him): because you haven't separated that love from the fear that surrounds it..* _(her): are they not one and the same..?_ *(him): what you fear is the 'Unknown'.. not love* _(her): that's why I'm holding unto your love.. to you.._ *(him): because you need love to protect you from this unknown.. that makes you fearful* _(her): love ..conquers fear_ *(him): together.. we can win against any unknown threat..* _(her): together.. in ..Love_ *(him): together..*
![Mania - Aaryan Shah [𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 + 𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙗]](/img/n.gif)
Amazing
Anotha one 👌🏻
Sorry for late 😓
Wow 🤩
Nice✨
ONG THIS SOUNDS SO GOOD
_(her): ..what have I done_
*(him): you've lost nothing..*
_(her): ..I lost ..myself_
*(him): you used more of my 'mana' than your mind was used to..*
_(her): ..so I feel strange, because my mind is only used to my own?_
*(him): habit gives us comfort.. safety.. yours was not to have an unknown element in your world..*
_(her): why do I like it?_
*(him): why do you like food? because it nurtures your body and balances it..*
_(her): your mana ..balances me?_
*(him): it gives you a new sense of feeling.. a second dimension to grow into..*
_(her): that is why I feel unusual, and surrounded by unfamiliar ..everything?_
*(him): you are finding balance in my world, that was opened to you..*
_(her): ..how do I anchor myself, to feel 'in control' ..again?_
*(him): your instinct is to use my mana as a comfort blanket..*
_(her): to make it 'familiar' to my senses? so I can feel.. right, again?_
*(him): any mana too different than yours would feel the same..*
_(her): the more i use it, the more natural and 'close' it feels.._
*(him): it's not 'addiction'.. it's grabbing out of the fear of falling..*
_(her, to herself): (..but I've already fallen)_
*(him): to want to hold on, isn't weakness.. it's anchoring to a metaphoric 'ladder', for balance*
_(her): so it is natural to ..not want to let go?_
*(him): once you find balance.. you will learn to feel free, without 'holding on'*
_(her): I will get so used to it, that I won't feel the same need as much.._
*(him): ..your 'need' is an initial impulse to not lose something 'stable'..*
_(her): like stepping to avoid slipping on ice.. and falling hard_
*(him): the more you hold on, the less chances of.. falling*
_(her): the real risk is losing you.. that is what would cause true addiction.._
*(him): ..and suffering*
_(her): ..you are keeping that pain from touching me_
*(him): don't focus on fear of that pain.. focus on the joy of not having to fall into it*
_(her): that pain is our only enemy.._
*(him): only you can defeat it, by ignoring it ..until it dies*
_(her): so the only fear is.. fear itself?_
*(him): love and fear are opposites.. you can't feel both, or your heart will lose balance*
_(her): by choosing to feel fear.. I lose sight of the love I can feel.._
*(him): even if your heart choses love, you may still feel drawn or 'taken' by fear..*
_(her): possessed by evil.. by weakness of despair and nihilism_
*(him): or if you choose Love, and your heart falls to fear..*
_(her): both are possibilities that scare me.._
*(him): because you haven't separated that love from the fear that surrounds it..*
_(her): are they not one and the same..?_
*(him): what you fear is the 'Unknown'.. not love*
_(her): that's why I'm holding unto your love.. to you.._
*(him): because you need love to protect you from this unknown.. that makes you fearful*
_(her): love ..conquers fear_
*(him): together.. we can win against any unknown threat..*
_(her): together.. in ..Love_
*(him): together..*
Woah
what is that sht lmfaooo 😭😭are you guys fanficting over a song now