to my dear ash | 𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚 𝐟𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

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  • Dear Ash
    Ash -
    I’m worried to death because I haven’t been able to see you doing well.
    You said we live in different worlds. But is that true?
    We have different colored skin and eyes. We were born in different countries.
    But we’re friends. Isn’t that what counts?
    I’m really glad I came to America. I met lots of people.
    And more than anything, I met you.
    You asked me over and over if you scared me. But I never feared you, not once.
    What’s more is you’re hurt much more than me. I couldn’t help feeling that way.
    Funny, huh?
    You’re way smarter, bigger, and stronger than me. But I always felt like I had to protect you. I wonder what it is I wanted to protect you from.
    I wanted to protect you from fate.
    The fate that tries to carry you away, drifting futher and futher.
    You told me once about a leopard you read in a book. How you believed that leopard knew that it couldn’t go back.
    And I said you weren’t a leopard, that you could change your destiny.
    You’re not alone. I’m by your side.
    My soul is always with you.
    - Eiji Okumura
    anime: banana fish
    ▫️ig: @blossom.blisss
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  • @hayamime
    @hayamime  2 ปีที่แล้ว +179

    𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
    00:01 je te laisserai des mots by patrick watson
    02:40 another love by tom odell
    07:42 I love you by billie eilish
    12:31 ykwim by yot club
    16:28 the beach by the neighbourhood
    20:32 idfc x soap
    26:08 i can’t handle change by roar
    30:08 black out days by phantogram
    34:30 moondust by jaymes young

    • @Potat_chip
      @Potat_chip 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      omg you know what i just thought about, "The Night We Met" by Lord Huron. I don't know.... just a suggestion? I still really love this playlist and Banana Fish and think it adds up! Great Job! :D

  • @peanut4673
    @peanut4673 2 ปีที่แล้ว +297

    "Sayonara, America… Sayonara, New York… But I'm not saying “sayonara” to you, Ash. Because this isn't good-bye. I know we'll see each other again someday. You are my best friend, Ash"

    • @ashlynxgun8177
      @ashlynxgun8177 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      That was so fucking sad cause of ash I’m saying that cuz if someone see’s this without watching the ending they’ll prob not get it

    • @savoyvincent2225
      @savoyvincent2225 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      istg i couldn't fucking breathe on that scene i was bawling.

    • @fischxl_
      @fischxl_ ปีที่แล้ว +7

      STOPPP IM ALREADY CRYING 😭

    • @jeky
      @jeky ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Simple but meaningfull :)

  • @pooisreading
    @pooisreading ปีที่แล้ว +73

    I can see in Aslan's eyes how tired he is, how afraid and hurt he was and how he felt that finally someone made him feel loved and important at least once in his life...
    damn it i just can stop crying---..

  • @screamingcrying1178
    @screamingcrying1178 2 ปีที่แล้ว +237

    I guess we never move on from banana fish. It's just gonna stay as a beautiful scar in our hearts forever :)

    • @jmlvrr09
      @jmlvrr09 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Zstill not over it

  • @decayinsilence
    @decayinsilence 2 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    Till the death of me this story will always be on my mind

  • @cassroberts383
    @cassroberts383 2 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    watched it in 2020 still cry about it

  • @mu1yth812
    @mu1yth812 2 ปีที่แล้ว +300

    Ash-
    I know that you've passed and yet, I still feel your presence everywhere I go. Like you've been staying by my side all this time. I've been waiting for so long, thinking that maybe one day, you'll come back to me. Blinded by this fake hope, selfishly clinging on, not letting you go.
    All the memories of you still flashes before my eyes, memories so fresh as if it was yesterday. Your touch, breath and scent still lingers somewhere in my heart, something that I will never be able to get rid of. Do you still remember the leopard that you've told me in that Hemmingway book?
    Even though your fate and leopard's was the same. Your destiny, goal and even feelings changed. The Ash that was once so fierce, fighting for his life, now as tamed as a cat. Smiling, finally at peace.
    Now, I think that I've come to realize and accept that.. you're gone. Although I am moving on, I will never, ever forget you Ash. Forcing one to move on, tearing away the cherished moments is as painful as tearing away your own skin. Your scent that stayed in your clothes, drenched in your own blood, washing and drowning away that scent. As if it was like your body was trying to make me leave you, trying to push me away, trying to make me forget.
    This is something that I regret, when I should have helped you, when I should have not stayed, when I should have said this a long time ago but, I love you, and nothing will change that. So, Sayonara, Ash. May we meet again, in another life.
    -Eiji

    • @virginiegerbi4437
      @virginiegerbi4437 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Omg you make me cry... Its so beautiful 😭

    • @gabby9931
      @gabby9931 2 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      If Ash had a letter to Eiji:
      Eiji-
      As I lay here, bleeding to my death, I want you to know. You made my life better. You know things about me no one else does. When I'm with you, I feel a sense of joy, peace, and most importantly, love. My whole life, I felt this void, this emptiness, this regret, then I met you.
      The things I would do for you is un-imaginable. The amount of love I have for you is un-imaginable. Eiji, because of you, I got to experience something I never have, I felt like I could fly when I was with you.
      I would do anything to spend another minute with you. To tell you my true feelings. I love you, Eiji. I never wanted to hurt you. It kills me, knowing the pain you went through because of me. Your scent, your touch. I never forgot it. Every minute of everyday, you are what I think about, hoping the best.
      I'm glad you are in Japan, you'll be safe there. You still owe me that trip to Japan, okay?
      I can't wait to see you in the next life, Eiji. Me, Shorter, and Skipper are waiting for you
      -Ash Lynx

    • @virginiegerbi4437
      @virginiegerbi4437 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@gabby9931 Omg its so beautiful 😭😭❤

    • @eenvy_
      @eenvy_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Bro i just cried

    • @gabby9931
      @gabby9931 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@virginiegerbi4437 Ty

  • @kimkai_ren4968
    @kimkai_ren4968 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    The journey may be over with Banana Fish but it gave us so many beautiful moments to look back on. Cherish them and be glad you were able to experience them. That's all you can do. The same goes for real life. I'll never forget you Ash.

  • @1wferfwgwtr744
    @1wferfwgwtr744 2 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    why I love this story with all of myself, I don't know, but maybe because it's touching to see the real effects of love, even on being the coolest but most impatient of all, falling in love with a boy so common but so special, so simple and moving that you cannot forget this guys.

  • @monkeymesko
    @monkeymesko ปีที่แล้ว +9

    DON'T YOU DARE. why do i do this to myself. i literally watched this 2 years ago and all the memories come flooding back. literally sobbing.

  • @gru8177
    @gru8177 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Dear Ash
    Ash -
    I'm worried to death because I haven't been able to see you doing well.
    You said we live in different worlds. But is that true?
    We have different colored skin and eyes. We were born in different countries.
    But we're friends. Isn't that what counts?
    I'm really glad I came to America. I met lots of people.
    And more than anything, I met you.
    You asked me over and over if you scared me. But I never feared you, not once.
    What's more is you're hurt much more than me. I couldn't help feeling that way.
    Funny, huh?
    You're way smarter, bigger, and stronger than me. But I always felt like I had to protect you. I wonder what it is I wanted to protect you from.
    I wanted to protect you from fate.
    The fate that tries to carry you away, drifting futher and futher.
    You told me once about a leopard you read in a book. How you believed that leopard knew that it couldn't go back.
    And I said you weren't a leopard, that you could change your destiny.
    You're not alone. I'm by your side.
    My soul is always with you.
    - Eiji Okumura

  • @mel-xx1of
    @mel-xx1of 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    watched banana fish back in 2020 i still cry about it till this day 😭

  • @nachamm1506
    @nachamm1506 2 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    feeling the melody so deep that can't help the pain- banana fish gonna be always in my soul, tattoed

  • @keniagochez5979
    @keniagochez5979 2 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Amé esto. Desde donde estés Ash, no olvides que mi alma siempre está contigo
    ~Eiji

  • @neptunez3739
    @neptunez3739 2 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    Sa - Yo - Na - Ra

    • @kerllyarletth5224
      @kerllyarletth5224 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      NoOooOo 😭😭

    • @ioana2211
      @ioana2211 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Don't do this to me

    • @shims6518
      @shims6518 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ENOUGH

    • @neptunez3739
      @neptunez3739 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@shims6518 IF I CRY, IM TAKING YOU GUYS DOWN WITH ME

  • @cigkiftecikaanusta
    @cigkiftecikaanusta ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Omg, i never cried while watching banana fish and i had first seen banan fish in 2019 or 2020's first months. And im in banana fish fandom. But i was crying in inside. I was had a very weird feeling that mixed with nostalgia and sadness when i see banana fish everytime. But i cried at this playlist and i cried while laughing. It's the first time i cried at a anime like- 🕳🚶‍♀️

    • @hayamime
      @hayamime  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      hope, u feel better now

    • @cigkiftecikaanusta
      @cigkiftecikaanusta ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@hayamime i feel so so much better this playlist is my therapy now

  • @Cat_XD618
    @Cat_XD618 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    The first song broke me... 😭

  • @joshtindedios8574
    @joshtindedios8574 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    my soul is always with you.
    -eiji

  • @JourneyReader
    @JourneyReader 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I dont know if anyone will read this but this anime had no reason to be so fucking traumatizingly sad that it hits me with the flashbacks even tho I've watched it 3 years ago

  • @hirosyi4815
    @hirosyi4815 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I still can't get over it
    :((((

  • @Calimaaa___
    @Calimaaa___ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    is time to cry

  • @diwmi
    @diwmi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    please dont make me cry again

  • @ashyy8137
    @ashyy8137 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Banana fish is The Who what when where and why of my depression bro I swear to god.

  • @custardkream5124
    @custardkream5124 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Sa-yo-na-ra

  • @aiden7005
    @aiden7005 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    this is underrated

  • @hanazaatri
    @hanazaatri ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i just finished watching banana fish and... i'm not ok :,(

  • @naomimoonli
    @naomimoonli 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    thanks !

  • @sofiamoreira6008
    @sofiamoreira6008 ปีที่แล้ว

    Perfect playlist! :)

  • @baneenrasid3583
    @baneenrasid3583 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    this was wayy too good

  • @anag9710
    @anag9710 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    "To my dearest, Ash Lynx."

  • @littleangel2238
    @littleangel2238 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Im gonna have to watch this for the third time, Istg banana fish never leaves my mind...

  • @nicolcarrasco15
    @nicolcarrasco15 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    ya es 20 de diciembre *bola azul llorando*

  • @graart6076
    @graart6076 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    good job 👍

  • @shims6518
    @shims6518 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    literal depression

  • @user-vb4di3mp5k
    @user-vb4di3mp5k 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    😍😍😍

  • @lucianacordoba892
    @lucianacordoba892 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Ya es 20 de diciembre :(((

  • @yohaaannn_14
    @yohaaannn_14 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Es hora llorar

  • @aruxani
    @aruxani ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Is the title a reference to Ymir's letter from Attack on Titan?

  • @jessicanov16
    @jessicanov16 ปีที่แล้ว

    7:42

  • @Phils_crow
    @Phils_crow 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    No, I'm not cring-

  • @Dvotedmon
    @Dvotedmon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Pagame la terapia....