Judaai - Arijit Singh, Rekha Bhardwaj (Badlapur) [slowed + reverb)
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Slowing down masterpieces really makes you understand how nuanced the production is and helps you dissect every single note and instrument, and creates a vibe nothing short of psychedelic. Here's my take on it!
slowed + reverb
Bollywood but Aesthetic Ep. 22
Song: Judaai
Singer: Rekha Bhardwaj, Arijit Singh
Music: Sachin-Jigar
Movie: Badlapur (2015)
Directed by: Sriram Raghavan
Starring: Varun Dhawan, Nawazuddin Siddiqui, Yami Gautam, Huma Qureshi
Thumbnail by Rutvi Sheth
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Kya hi btaye
Sometimes it's not only about love, it's about our career, our parents' expectations, our dream of becoming smthng nd having the fear of failure..It hurts man it really hurts 💔
My words🥺
yeah it is very true i am fail today at exam 🙂felling so sad there're 6 period at school every day we all friends play dance very entertainment but today i was totally silence 🙂🙂 i am loser🙂🙂i agree it🙂🙂
Ho chuka ha 😭
@@sanchitshinde722 plz yr ase mtt socho koi looser nhii h ....agr apke frnds bhi fail hue h to smjh jao kii vo apke real frnd h nai to ....aap smjh hi gye honge🙂
@@gujjari2634 are koi na bro ab thik ho gya hoon main ab unka bandobast kar lunga😂😂but ab 2sem 80%plus lane h😈target hi h jo hua jane do isa bolke😉😉batao sahi h na wahi dosto ne muze phir se normal bhi kiya h😉😉so...
Still remember the days, when we used to talk till 4am and saying good bye's, sleeping peacefully, knowing that someone is mine. Those expectations, those mistakes we did in our young age love, our first love is 𝙉𝙊𝙏 forgettable, And pain of losing that person 🔥 still burn my heart and will always. 🙂🖤
Right 😌🔥
Bruh , I relate to this at another level.
❤️
😢💔
Reading your coment lines again and again... seems like someone wrote my feelings before me ...♥️
"Phirse mujhe jina,tujhpe hain maarna" this line hits different😌
🙌🥀
She wanted A live once more for him And Wanto dies Once again for his love
Difficult in real ilfe not possible 😖😖😣
Yeh
😔👊😔
I love how this comment section has so much stories to tell 🥺🥺I don't need to tell my story, coz someone already posted it one time or many. Aren't we all having some sort of same story?🥺
Yes brother u r ryt😭
Kahani vahi hai bs kirdaar alag hain
Yea we all go through go struggles in some sort 💔but diff diff stories!
Hello
Yes , but for sure we will get over and be happy with/without them :) good luck to us
1 months has passed but I remember I can't forget my Dad am missing you always 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Rip 💔.. Dont worry he's always there with u ans ur family,stay strong and i can feel ur pain of losing someone most important person of life 💔🙂
sorry for you loss ❤🙏
On last month l also lost my father it's very hard to expect the truth I can understand very well...........
😣🥺🥺😰😰😰💔
💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔😶😶😶😶💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
Journey from IMPRESSION to DEPRESSION is called LOVE💔
If you are here We're already friends....
:-)💔
😔
Yess we are !!
💔
(◍•ᴗ•◍)
OMGG GUYSSSS I HAVE READ ALL YOUR COMMENTS SO STRONG YOU GUYSS AREEE ♥️🙂WOWO STAYYY STRONGGGGG!❤️AANA JAANA LAGA REHTA HAI ZINDAGI MEI😌💗
Bahi kahna aasan hota haiii......
@@mrhunteryt8119 right bro main ek larki se 5 sall se pyar krta tha wo krti magar us ki maaa ki wajha se hum alag ho gaye this Sunday us ki magni ho gaye main ne 5 sall intzar Kya magar kuch NHi hua ,😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
Right👍💯🙂
💯💯💯💯💯💯
For loyal boy this is not easy sis 🙂
Years has been passed now! This music, these lines, these words still hurts the same
💔
After having drink I used to listen this song every time 💔 don't know y always cry 💔
🥰
Yess
Yaar
Just want to go somewhere where nobody knows me I just want to go somewhere away from here somewhere where there is silence and peace where there is no one to disturb me nobody to distract me nobody to shout on me .....really missing those days where I used to laugh a lot and then me and my friends was never had a fight I was not even arguing with my parents that time I used to stay with everybody and now loneliness is my bestfriend....
It's okay dude we change , change is law of nature . It's natural to have arguments , it's better , to know depth of relations .
There will be time when you will understand yourself , and find ur fun and ur friend circle . Just give some lone time to urself .
🙌🖤🥀🥺
😭😭
You r right bro💔 I need peace
that's so me🙂💔
Heartbroken people felt this song too intensely 🙃
🙃💔
🙌🥀💔
🙂💔
It's true 😭😭😭😭
True, for me this was lAst movie I watched with my first ex , one n only serious relationship till now.
Pyaar nahi rulata bs uski yaadein rulati hai aur uski addatein rulati hai 🥺🥀
Ha
Shi kha ap nai bilkul 😣😞
Ture
Wahi pyar hai bro
PYAAR NAHI RULATA PYAR KARNA WALA RULATA
Behind every fav song there is an untold story 🖤
um
@@roman2.097 😂😂😂
Songs are actually real euphoria nothg hits at the movement then a song with same vibe energy and only thing brings a vibe back and some stories are as short as song but lives like an melody...
Hmm 🙂🥺
Humm🙂😔😅
0:57 feel the tune 🙃💔💔💔😭
Inside = broken,crying,dying,shouting
Outside= just smiling💔💔💔🙃
Waah🥵
Yes....true
3:14
Jaan nikal deti hai ye line
This song will forever attach to the time when me and my ex had a bad fight in the car, it was at night and raining and this song was playing in radio... That silent moment where we knew we can't keep up with the toxic relationship... This song always hits that spot.
sorry 😔
😊
:,-) I can feel you
Uf
Yaar
This doesn't have to talk about separations and break ups. It hits the same way for a long distance relationship as well.
Sometimes you don't have any way to express how much you miss a person or love a person. And those times this song becomes a soothing masterpiece.
Your comment hits differently 🥰
My situation rn🥺💔
Itna sach 🥺
I thought She has Ego That's why She's not accepting me
But she has a Heart Desease !
And I am broken again !!!!
😭😭
😔 Don't worry! Everything will be fine
@@iamlazy4886 👍
Have faith🤞 everything will be all right just believe in God💯
I can literally hear this song rest of my life because this song always reminding me what I did mistake 💔💔
same
Don't make that mistake again!:-)💔
True words💔
The violin hits so hard in this song ....
Its almost as if word violence itself has been derived from "violin".
Love spares no one man! It's a bed of slow death.
💔
:,-)
Can't agree more girl💔
True
This song never fails to match my mood :)
God Help you
Bro ❤️
Same 💔💔🥺
Loser
;-)❤🥀🥀🥀😟😟😟🌻🌻💞💞💞💞💞❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
At 3:00, in the dark alone room when I relate every line of this song with my life, I can't control my tears💔🙂
😁
Be happy bro one day u will be alright 🙂😄keep patience 💔😄
🥺 didn't get any freedom
3:15-3:51 everyone's strong until this part of this part is played :)
True 💔
We are all strong!
Only few can feel that animated person..
Alone on the rooftop, bottle of wine, staring at the stars, because stars remind me of her,
and this song....!
I am crying yaar...! 🥺❤️
Everything will be ok king👑👑
@@abhangbhowate9155 Thank you so much... It means a lot...!💜
I'm only without any freaking love story or breakup,just love slow and smooth music that's why here🙄🙄
I was thinking the same yrr 🙄😃
Me too 😂
I'm here
Me tooo🙂❤️
Mee too🥺❤️❤️❤️
Where did i go wrong,i had just loved u
It's not your only problem ma'am. It happens with most of people like us. 💔
Huh yehi hota hai it's a part of nature
I can feel you yaar!💔
I pray the Almighty to fill your precious life with all sorts of happiness in coming years. Please stay strong. It happened with many of us.
We never go wrong buddy. It's the people whom we love, stops loving us. It's heartbreaking but it's true.
Heartbroken peoples will connect to this song dammm yaar this song is life when ever I listen to song my eyes are filled with tear 😭❤️ losing someone is not easy
Forever doesn't exist
We can't always be with the one whom we love. That'll just make things easy and we might never know their value until and unless we SUFFER without them.
Can you sprinkle the same magic for KUCH ISS TARAH by atif😁
Much love ❤❤
idk why but this song brings tears on my eyes but why??♥🥺😊 by reading all this beautiful comments i konw that no one is happy in there life everyone have some problems close eyes and be happy we passed our challanges where we are in this earth to bear lot of pain and also we are here to enjoy our life we are so strong we bear the pains and also lucky because we get chance to try it just think posotively you will never fell bad and you will love your life ♥😊
i did everything that was in my control to keep you with me . i tolerate every pain and trauma you gave me i put you my first priority but still that's wasn't enough for you the pain you put me through isn't something i deserve i gave love but i received pain and that broke me to that point i lost myself i will never ever find myself happy again And that's the saddest thing for me cause the unseen wound hurts more than seen wounds
I can understand ur pain bruhhh just be strong u will overcome this I know bruhh 🖤🖤🖤🖤
It's not always about love it's also loosing bestfriend it really hurts 🙂
🖤
song doesn't make me depressed, the comment section does😪
Correct...😣
This song never fails to make me cry as hell!💔🙂
When they say "Jigran wich agan lgake raaba,Lakira vich likhty judai" Hits different part of heart which hurts the same everytime💔🪦🥺
This song always makes me emotional because when we love someone and then when we cannot be together at any cost ..from that situation I have been passed through and I literally cry listening this song allah kare jo kiski kismat mein hai wo use mil jaye kyuki bohot rulati hai ye adhoori mohabbat..miss you
Study, Future tension, parents expectations, Dippression, + Earphone + Similar songs = BROKEN MEN
It virtually takes me to heaven.These lines and the tune is so eternal and soulful.Feels like my heart is itself singing❤️.
Arijit's voice is on another level in this song💫
In real life he actually never comes back he moves on, he becomes a memory.
0:56 me entering a new dimmension🤤
Sadhguru , real ID se aa.
I still listen to the song every day, I have listened to it since the day of my lover's wedding, when I hear the song, I get lost in my lover. I will never forget her. It's all over.
That shit is real... When u r ready to take 1 step back .. back to friendship ..
But u r not ready to give up on them..
When this happens from both sides.. then it's real man . It's real
If my tears Were colorful then my pillow is the best painting in the world 💔
Thanks for letting me cry non-stop
This song never gets older...as it becomes elder, the more I like this song
Yeah...but as you're getting older, you need to write english better...Like this sentence you just said... It should be written like this:
"This song never gets old...The more I become older, the more i like this song.
I remember when she had some misunderstandings and she texted me aaj ke contact karne ki koshish mat karna without even giving me the chance to clarify. That day i played this song and cried out of all sorrow. I still miss her a lot , i wish we could meet again
Ohhh so sadd yrrr😢😢
this is pure gold.
Jaane kaise koi sehtha judayiya!!😊💔.... I'm just feeling sad for my boyfriend where he got cheated in his past relationship.. And just can't imagine anyone goin through such breakups.. Please don't cheat on someone,if u are losing feelings den be honest don't just use dem and play with their feelings... And am so happy dat she left him cuz she don't deserve him.. I'll give him all d love Wat he deserves..
Thnks friend he needs love always love him and fix his brocken heart
9 month ago u commented but today u feel alone 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
Wow🤩
@@arpitshivhare217 yess woww🤡
Same yr i can understand your emotions 😢
Dear broken hearts, don't worry. Everything gonna be okay one day❤
Don't worry beautiful people, don't be sad and depressed.you are not useless You are unique , wait for the right person, who need you. Wait for that person. Love urself. some.one in the world needs you
Rip feelings ❤️
3:15 "Gair sa hua khud se bhi na koi mera , dard se krle chal yaari Dil yeah kaeh rha " this lines really hits 💓💓🔥🔥
"Gair sa hua khud se bhi na koi mera,
Dard se karle chal yaari dil yeh keh raha,
Kholu jo baahein bas gam yeh simat rahe hain" hit hard honestly. :)
💔 after listening this I'm literally crying 😭😭😭 I loved my ex but she cheated on me
Don't cry bro 🙃
your mother didn't gave birth to a fool who cry over girls
She gave birth to a warrior 😎🔥
bro 🤜🤛 bro
Feeling hurt gor you but move on bro
@@thejoker5206 ohh Bhai mere mere parents ko b koi frk nhi padta hai okay sab ko dek liye hai or ye sab faltu bate hai don't do this loda lassan
@@shreyashreya3577 kabka kr Diya hai move on but memories nhi jati kisi b we are boys we feelings too
@@rutikparmar174 I know, those moments are the things that catch us back
the worst kind of pain is when you see the person you love most is happy with someone else💔
𝑯𝒐𝒐....𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒓 𝒔𝒂 𝒉𝒖𝒂 𝒌𝒉𝒖𝒅 𝒔𝒆 𝒗
𝒏𝒂 𝒌𝒐𝒊 𝒎𝒆𝒓𝒂....𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒔𝒆 𝒌𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒆 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒍 𝒚𝒂𝒂𝒓𝒊
𝒅𝒊𝒍 𝒚𝒆𝒉 𝒌𝒆𝒉𝒓𝒂𝒉𝒂𝒂👈this lines really hit 😌😑🥺
Just can't forget those days when i used to write my feelings in my copy with tears flowing through my eyes and this song playing in the background... 🙂😢
Saddest person has a brightest smile 😊
You’re special for someone for sometimes not always 💔🌙💯
And sometimes its not about love, its about our LIFE!....its about our dreams,parents,family,pressure,distractions, expectation, the slipping time,our mistakes,our learning,dealing with death, disappointment with ourselves, and the stubborness to do something big and much more...all together
Sometimes it feels like to just stop the time for a second and RELAX...then, RESTART, this time not from scratch,but from all the experience and learning you'd took from your worst phase..i know its difficult,but you know that's life, its gonna be more difficult!
Exactly My words 💔
to whoever reading this, iloveyou! dont worry, everything's gonna be fine once again. ! If you went thru that pain and suffering, then this is nothing! YOU ARE STRONGER THAN THIS! I BELIEVE IN YOU ❤
🥺💔😭
Thanku so much
Every time I need to cry to calm down my soul then I prefer to listen this song!!❤️🩹
Yeah bro
2:38 this line reminds me of someone very badly 😭❤️
I can't able to move on from this damn song ever❤️
The most hurtful part is when you know you can't get her but still you want her so badly that you start imagining a new destiny....oh dear.. If my tears were colorful then my pillow would have been one of the most vibrantly colored portraits..
Broken heart + dark room + this song + earphone + alone......
Perfect....❤️
Days passed🤧 week passed😭 month passed🙃 but the 🙂memories😌 with u can't passed away from my mind💔💔
When you want to cry desperately..but tears don't come out...🖤
bhool jao jinhe tum maaf nhi kar sakte, maaf kardo jinhe tum bhool nhi sakte.
when he says ghaer sa hua khudse bhi na koi mera it felt really hard on me😔😔❤️
Remember the days,when my lover called me my honey 🥀💔i never forget you,you always in my heart like a candle 💔
Some time silence is good but nobody take care about inside of this silence. There is an unbearable heart breaking sound that nobody notice .After all in the end there is a fake smile on face and remain silent ☺☺☺
Thanks for relifing my pain😖🥺🥺❤
Imagine having a Crush on someone who can't be yours..... And listening this song in his memories....
sometimes... its better to leave than to stay... toxic relationships teach you a lot but... after few months you start to feel the pain... because you miss the good moments... but never forget the wrong they did to you... lying cheating hiding abusive etc...
p.s..Stop crying🙃
P.s sorry to deny it 🙂
you know when there is an invisible wall between you and the person you love, and you're scared to communicate for fear of sabotaging everything and wishing everything would go back to the way it was, or just ends. And you hear this song after years and start to cry, both at the loss of your youthful innocence and the realization that you can't save everything, sometimes its better to let go...
I have always lost the person I have love most ...my dad..my wife ...this feeling is so painful...phir se muje jina tuj pe hai marna....
I wish there were my one person who listen to my sad feeling..😭🥺
A letter from the book 'IN THE TIMES OF LOVE AND LONGING'
~AMRITA AND IMROZ
from imroz
Your expression is simply beautiful! And your thoughts are out of this world. Fears and apprehensions do not go well with you. I can't bear to see you like that. You can never be afraid of anything. And then I am always there with you. Listen to me and you will realise that the more you broaden your trust, the smaller your fears shall become. Do not measure your age in units of time please! Why can't you measure it with my desires. Embrace my intensity and the beating of my heart. My desires, my longings are your age and my intensity your health.
You are trying to leave your past behind. You are in pain, I
know. This pain is temporary, Come into the future! The future is
smiling at you and waiting at its threshold with open arms and a
throbbing heart.
Waiting for destiny.
Bombay, 2nd October, 1959
Your future Jeeti
Amrita & Imroz...
गीत पहले से ही इतना सुंदर है...और ये remix से और भी सुंदर !!! THe first drop just lift you up.... खो गया and booom you reached heaven
Misunderstanding destroyed everything 😭😞
❤️❤️❤️
Kaisa chalra bhai Game ?
Big fan bro love your all montages❤️🇳🇵
Aur bhai jii kaise ho? ☺️
Bhai aap yaha😂
Bahi ik montage as song py hona chiyaa 🙄😔
Jaane kaise koi sehta hai judayiyaan 💔
Sahi hai Bhai pata nhe kesa seh lata hai judayiyaan
Year passed,
But I still miss the day we meet🥺
I Did Everything...Still Wasn’t Enough For You💔
I am here just to read the comments along with this song that makes me cry every single time....after reading these cmnts it feels better that all of us have passed our difficult times or are still passing through them in the most possible way they can...this time will pass too❤
Iam also broo
Each and every line give me goosebumps, especially the violin part and i love her every second every minute every hour every day
GF makes me cry every night, then I have to listen to this song, I feel very relieved by listening to it.
2:14🥺this bgm.. Hits mere❤🩹🫀👀🥺
amazing modification;0 intensifies the whole depth of the song, hits more harder, makes the abstract feel more real. Love it
I never fell in love with someone.
But I always have a crush on someone.
Idk why I m listening to this song.
I'm just doing procrastination for 📝 study.
All time my best song
My age is 12
I have so much problem in my life is not matter I am small I have big problems
we never forget memories...chahe hum life mai kitni bhi aage badd jaye..😪❤️miss u...i know family is important thats why hum dono alag hai..😪❤️
😔
I am here to recall a beautiful love story I witnessed.
Back then when I was in 5th standard I knew a bhaiyya who was in 10th, he was cute, whole school's crush and sweet!
Lets call him Sahil.
In 11th standard a new girl joined in his class who just took his heart into her hands, making him dream of her 24/7.
Lets call her Anjali.
His cute ways to express his love and her innocent smile was the talk of school, soon he proposed and she accepted it.
Those beautiful days when they were together, laughing, smiling, talking non stop. I still remember how she used to look similar to Preity zinta.
Everything was going smooth until one day when she came to his home for group study and they sneaked out for a drive.
She wanted to use washroom, but he got some call and asked her to go alone as the call was really important for him.
While crossing road, she was hit by a speeding car, right infront of his eyes, dying on spot.
His other friend told us how Sahil screamed while crying trying to make her talk but she was laying dead in his arms.
Worse? Her parents never new about them, she was their only child, blaming him for the mishap, cursing him.
Sahil was diagnosed with depression and locked himself away from everyone for sometime after 12th boards.
Gladly he is fine now, doing engineering in a prestigious college, but still lost somewhere with her.
People take advantage of love, ruin the true meaning of that beautiful feeling, while there are souls who couldn't stay together just because the destiny said no, unable to complete there beautiful tale.
Hope Sahil and Anjali would meet in next lifetime 🥺❤️
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Nobody can imagine how he feel 💔💔💔💔💔💔that broken heart 😭😭😭
This song hits my heart
That's very deep 😔
I can't control my tears while listening to this song...miss you shruti #Jaan 😭
Expectation always hurt brother..😔
Someone truly said......!
Sometimes it's easier to let go than hold on but hard to bear