I'm Not Doing Well...

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  • I talk about new music! I like to focus on heavier stuff (metalcore, deathcore, death metal and so on), but I'll talk about anything I like/dislike enough to talk about.
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  • @KeCk60
    @KeCk60  2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I didn't want this video to be super in depth, but I still wanted to be honest about how i'm doing because I feel like i owe you guys that...

  • @unnamed6716
    @unnamed6716 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Dude you have done so much for People when this community unfolded. And I'm so proud of how far you have come and I'm so happy I got to know you. Take care of yourself.

  • @adriiianaca
    @adriiianaca 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I can only speak for myself but, know that what you're doing matters. Thanks for your honesty, sending fortitude your way (commenters too) 🖤

  • @suicidesilence13
    @suicidesilence13 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Im 41,im dealing with this shit since 15 years old... It comes and goes, it gets better and worst... Eventually you learn to live with it... Some time pills might help, because its brain chemistry (serotonin) seek professional help, it might help. We are living in a fucked up era with the whole covid thing, it makes depression worst.

  • @angelamiller2577
    @angelamiller2577 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I deal with Depression, anyway (and have since I was at least 13,) but December is the hardest month of the year for me. I buried my baby girl nearly 19 years ago. My home life is chaotic, to say the least, and some days are good, but it just seems like, most of the time, it's a struggle to be genuinely happy, so I get it. I hope you're able to find a happy place soon.

  • @Katy-sh3ru
    @Katy-sh3ru 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hey man ❤ I'm glad you posted this one. Talking about this stuff is hard, but so worthwhile. I've had a pretty tumultuous journey over my life with mental health. One of the turning points for me was radical acceptance and the understanding that it was how I thought badly of myself made everything 100x worse. Once I learned to deal with those thoughts and stop that spiral, things got so much better. Then I realised I am Neurodivergent also, and that helped even more. I've spent so much of my life believing I'm shit. Now, I still have the frustration of when I struggle with stuff, but I'm not heaping blame and shame on myself anymore. It took me a long time though. I hope you can the balance between challenging yourself and being kind to yourself in 2022. I absolutely love the reaction videos I've seen from you- music is my main medicine too. I can clearly see the passion and depth of feeling and analysis you give. It's a gift. All the best ❤ ps. I've had the album Crawler by Idles on repeat recently. I love them for catharsis. I don't know if you've reacted to any of their stuff but I'd love to see it 🤗 Samaritans, Beachland Ballroom, Car Crash, Well Done... tbh, there's too many to suggest 😅 Even if you don't review it though, you might find it therapeutic xx

  • @ideasmatter4737
    @ideasmatter4737 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I hate that you’re struggling, but I’m glad to hear you have hopes and plans for what you want to do! Hang onto those visions! Your mood can improve and it’s worth it to make it through! I’m glad you chose to share.

  • @PLATHOU
    @PLATHOU 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Sending love❤️

  • @gloriousthingspodcast3613
    @gloriousthingspodcast3613 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ve dealt with massive depression lately too. I feel for you. Dude, you are so loved.

  • @majesticnyx7592
    @majesticnyx7592 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Stay strong, boo ❤️ We love you ❤️

  • @DKEJ27
    @DKEJ27 ปีที่แล้ว

    Can't believe this video existed, and after watching you for a while now, you have EASILY become my go-to review. When you did The Void Stares Back review, it was the first time in memory that I truly felt that someone else could feel EXACTLY what I felt, to me it created a connection, a sense of safety knowing I didn't feel alone in that moment. Dude whenever you have a down day, think that it's not worth it, and can't make sense of anything, remember this. You are valued mate, and im sure i can speak on behalf of all the Motherkeckers by saying that we appreciate the work you put in to these reviews, we appreciate your open vulnerability to music with not one single fuck given, we appreciate your childlike energy, and we appreciate you dude x

  • @moonlightshadow1587
    @moonlightshadow1587 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    thank you so much for this. a lot of people will appreciate it, especially the ones who are dealing with too much.
    I've disappeared for a while after finding out that a friend did something terrible and I had to walk out of his life. Going to therapy after this event was huge and made me realise that things couldn't get any worse.
    Getting help is crucial and recognising your emotions is the first step.
    Hope you're doing better now. 🖤

  • @penny7551
    @penny7551 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    All Love❤

  • @viuta5213
    @viuta5213 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i go through it too, i know how it feels, i’m here for you 🖤

  • @sara13.88
    @sara13.88 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for sharing. I completely understand you, unfortunately. I feel the same way rn. It's especially hard when this state of mind is something you are used to. When being happy is something surreal. But we have to keep going I guess. Take care. ♡

  • @tracystiles8717
    @tracystiles8717 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am praying for you love so sorry you don't feel well

  • @AtomicChaos7
    @AtomicChaos7 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Depression is like floating in a ocean: some days the water is clear and gentle, and you can marvel at all the pretty things around; then others it's a dark storm that pushes you around and all you can do is try not to drown. It's really tough when the hard days hit and there are all these things we want to do - make some music, draw, write, cook, smile, enjoy the sun - and in our heads we can plan and tell ourselves that we have time, and we can do it, but when it come to it we can't move or think or actually do anything... The world, which is so full of color, just turns faded, as if the saturation of it all has gone way down, and everything seems made of shades of grey. On those days, it's a victory to have enough energy (both physical and mental) to get out of bed, take a shower, wash the dishes (or do the laundry) and maybe eat something healthy. f we're lucky, we can summon a little extra to be social. When we're not lucky, isolation seems like a refuge...
    I don't usually comment or anything, because just like you I isolate a lot and I'm generally more of a wallflower (I like to observe, but actually participating is hard), but everything you said just... really hit me, like we're on the same boat, so to speak. Therapy helps, of course, but also knowing we have people who understand (especially our periods of withdrawal) and are there for us no matter what, I think is really important.
    I think it's really brave of you to share what you're going through with the community. No matter what, don't give up. And if you ever need someone to talk to, I''ll be happy to listen :)

  • @PlantyKuola
    @PlantyKuola 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Love 💜

  • @muaddib4329
    @muaddib4329 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Not saying this as advice just reflections on my own life: I inherited depression from my mom and have struggled with it for decades. Therapy has helped for sure...pills left me feeling like a blank slate too often. I used to struggle a lot with feeling like a failure when I didn't enjoy the things my peers expected of me. Extroverted friends who mean well and care about me but just coming from very different places and needs. Used to really hurt to feel ostracized from every facet of society. Something my current therapist (shoutout Stephanie) said early on was that she wanted me to not wake up and think of all the things I need to do or feel pressure to like the things my family or coworkers like but to try and frame my life as just finding fulfilment on my own. Essentially start each day with only the goal of "enjoy today". And at first my sarcasm told me thats a copout. Its just "be happy" as advice. It did help a bit though. I've gotten comfortable and happ(ier) by framing my days as "I'm gonna do whatever I feel up to and what I can today and I'm not going to be upset with myself if thats very little...I'm just gonna roll with it". Some days I can barely find the motivation to get out of bed and work from home. Others I feel like going out and even hanging out with people. At the risk of sounding like some try hard "im not like the other kids" I really try to remove all societal and peer expectations from how I view myself and just focus on what makes me happy and not hating myself when I don't feel like much of anything that day. Idk if any of this makes sense but it has helped me feel more...consistent.

  • @kotriko
    @kotriko 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    hey, i have dealt with major depression for 2 years , i forgot what happiness was, feeling suicidal and i even was embarrassed of my thoughts at the time couldn't talk to anyone about it.
    You're a brave person , you decided to talk about your feelings on a platform like this.
    Go seek professional help for yourself even if you don't believe in it just try seeing a doctor or something i hope you'll get better.
    Take care of yourself.

  • @legendglitcherairproductio6920
    @legendglitcherairproductio6920 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I am here for you I going through suicidal thoughts every day so yeah I push through every day and every minute which is really hard for me

  • @Deleted-Channel.164
    @Deleted-Channel.164 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    damn bro i went on your channel after a while and wanted to see if u streamed since, i hope u get better. Im sorry.

  • @rediscoveryrecords1348
    @rediscoveryrecords1348 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Have u tried to fix your diet? Getting some sun? Get outside and enjoy some weather? Medical? Medicine? Get some physical activity?

  • @jayshattered1215
    @jayshattered1215 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Obviously I can't speak for the whole community here but I'm here to talk about shit if you ever need. I really connect with what you're saying and how depression is affecting you because I feel the same way a lot of the time so yeah, know that you absolutely aren't alone in that struggle. But it's great that you have so much optimism towards 2022. Definitely excited to see some ideas come through

    • @jayshattered1215
      @jayshattered1215 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I also want to add that I know sometimes the "you aren't alone" type of comments can come off as devaluing your struggle even if it's obviously meant to be supportive. Maybe it's just me who feels like that but idk mental health is hard to understand sometimes

  • @vengefulmirror
    @vengefulmirror 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Exhale Inhale

  • @zombiescoot11
    @zombiescoot11 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I DONT RESPECT DEPRESSED, PEOPLE AT ALL.