A Talk On Mental Health-Eric

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  • Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Eric, a former crack addict.
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  • @SoftWhiteUnderbelly
    @SoftWhiteUnderbelly  2 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    For the past year Eric has been working with a writer on a book based on his life story. Here’s the link: www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B09MYXVJCF/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0_nodl?ie=UTF8&qid=1638736718&sr=8-4

    • @determined2win585
      @determined2win585 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Eric, this is awesome! Congrats!

    • @vvc_551
      @vvc_551 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Where can I get a SWU tshirt?!💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽

    • @4evaneet142
      @4evaneet142 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Just got it....

    • @4evaneet142
      @4evaneet142 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@vvc_551 was thinking the same thing 😂 🤣 😅

    • @JBrooksNYS
      @JBrooksNYS ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bought the book! its on the way... I always love hearing what Eric has to say

  • @brittanyleblanc910
    @brittanyleblanc910 3 ปีที่แล้ว +272

    A talk we all need to hear after losing Amanda. Thank you Eric & Mark, sending you love and strength.

    • @chelseyrader
      @chelseyrader 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Amanda runs through my head everyday, multiple times.
      I don't understand how-after all the work and effort-she had to go......
      Damn.

    • @brittanyleblanc910
      @brittanyleblanc910 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@chelseyrader I know, me too. I’ve been dealing with a lot of emotion over her passing as well. Big love to you.

    • @RonLaw82
      @RonLaw82 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Couldn’t even watch the interview, I could see where they were going, and once they confirmed it I couldn’t watch anymore

    • @mightymute8374
      @mightymute8374 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I'm just glad mark got right back on the horse, so to speak. I was a little worried when I woke up yesterday and saw no video, but totally understand because how this has affected me just from watching his videos on Amanda. I can't imagine the affects it has on mark and everyone involved.

    • @11940ful
      @11940ful 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How did she die?

  • @2329denise
    @2329denise 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm so thankful he looked at himself from the outside. Many people loose their lives because they dont look in the mirror.
    Thank you Eric for the raw truth. We all battle something but the goal is recognize and change.

  • @quianastarr19
    @quianastarr19 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I ❤ Eric. You can hear his heart

  • @wally6914
    @wally6914 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh my God. That's me. Thank you friend for sending this to me. Eye opener

  • @ianyoung9983
    @ianyoung9983 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Eric ... brother you are so inspiring!!!! You’re awesome!!

  • @mdotjdesigns
    @mdotjdesigns 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you brother Eric.🙏🏽

  • @soulfreedom44
    @soulfreedom44 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Erick and Johnny need to meet 💯

  • @tsholofelomakete5587
    @tsholofelomakete5587 3 ปีที่แล้ว +239

    I like the way he talks. It's genuine. Not like these motivational speakers.

    • @klion3924
      @klion3924 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      He should do motivational speaking and write books. I also think he could have a reality show like Iylania or Dr.Phil etc. on a network discussing his challenges motivating other men. As a black man myself his openness and transparency is so rare and is needed. I encourage him to set up his own TH-cam etc. Before you know it he will have a publisher or network ready for him to share his story. He is unique and gifted.

    • @DELL.ACNT.
      @DELL.ACNT. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      He gets almost pissed he's so passionate.

    • @southernboy3726
      @southernboy3726 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ct fletcher. David goggins. Bet he watches em daily. We all came up the same. I'm white. But grew up just like they did maybe worse in other aspects

    • @Highlander1432
      @Highlander1432 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes me too
      He's real.

  • @tsholofelomakete5587
    @tsholofelomakete5587 3 ปีที่แล้ว +209

    OMG. That's me. Afraid of being part of society, being in public, normal life things and anxiety attacks from interviews. Just going out on my own. My whole life all I knew was school and home. I was not prepared for what came next. Shit I don't know what I want to be and how. I'm 30 this year. And I still don't know.

    • @abcdefghij274
      @abcdefghij274 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      For real. The shit don’t stop it keep gooing.

    • @BettyWhite2171
      @BettyWhite2171 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      You'd be surprised to know that a lot of people are just like you. We just fake it. Eventually we get used to it and it sticks. 🌸🌸🌸

    • @t.s.364
      @t.s.364 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Same here, same problems, drugs, alcohol, beein lost to the point i got suicidal.. But then i asked myself 3 questions; 1. What do i want? 2. How can i get there/ How can i achieve it? 3. Whats the price/ what are the consequences?
      I kicked off drugs and alcohol. I am married with 2 kids now and life has changed. I have daily structure now and got me a part time job.. Step by Step everyday..And every step takes me further away from my past and closer to a better life, bcoming a better person.. If i can do it, YOU can do it as well.. It aint easy, but it is definitely possible! And most of all, its fucking worth it! So Keep on..
      Ps. I also seeked help, i took and still take meds, started 150mg Venlafaxin (Trevilor) almost 15yrs ago..i reduced it to 75mg now and close to get off of it 4 good..

    • @jadedmonk7001
      @jadedmonk7001 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@Misitheus 62 and I'm with you 💛

    • @jadedmonk7001
      @jadedmonk7001 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      You sound so much like my youngest who will be 29 on his next birthday and his dad and I just continue to support and love him unconditionally until he figures things out. You stay positive and keep the faith🙏

  • @mikefiorentino167
    @mikefiorentino167 3 ปีที่แล้ว +230

    I respect Eric's honesty, if u look at him youd think here is a super strong, handsome fella. Hes probably got it all figured out. See, you never know what someone is going through. So be easy on everyone.

  • @AdaptiveApeHybrid
    @AdaptiveApeHybrid 3 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    Man, I fucking love Eric. What a real dude and an inspiration at the same fucking time.
    This dude must be someone's sponsor, he's got so much to fucking offer every time he opens his mouth

  • @MillennialKeshia
    @MillennialKeshia 3 ปีที่แล้ว +131

    You mean to tell me he's over 50????
    Wow ,he looks much younger than that,he honestly looks great at his age.

    • @lenaannis8787
      @lenaannis8787 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @jojo bean bean He is a very very good looking man,which goes to show that outside beauty is nothing when the inside is not well.

    • @cashdollar6695
      @cashdollar6695 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Prison preserves u

    • @AnastasiaLUVSU
      @AnastasiaLUVSU 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      He's black. Duh... Take care of yourself and you will look like you're supposed to. 50+ aint old.

    • @thekidblack111
      @thekidblack111 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Someone on this channel mentioned that prison preserves people.

    • @burgundyskinned
      @burgundyskinned 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@cashdollar6695 ive heard that for years & its honestly true every time lol

  • @dolliedaze3609
    @dolliedaze3609 3 ปีที่แล้ว +86

    Grand Rise to all of the people who come here to share light and love. How is it we have allowed mental illnesses to get so out of hand? It’s sad that if you can’t see it we won’t deal with it. These souls deserved better from a society that puts so much emphasis on how we look on the outside. The hurt in his voice hurts me so much. He couldn’t have spoken any better. Thank you friend for opening yourself up to all of us. Light and love to you💜

    • @spanishflyevh9606
      @spanishflyevh9606 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Everyone has their own problems and don't want to get involved. I've had some real bad episodes. When I'm in good health my mother will poke the fire to start up another mania then calls the police to have me baker acted. It's just entertainment for her. If anyone wants her Facebook to harass her just let me know.

    • @TheUltimateRage
      @TheUltimateRage 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Well, we're in a new age where information has become widely available. Think about it. For millennia, human society has had ALL SORTS of issues, particularly mental issues. It's not until the modern age that we've begun to actually categorize, analyze, and begin to address these issues via the advent of science and technology. We just finished mapping the genome. The CRISPR program is still being developed. Quantum computing will change medicine forever. We got a long way to go before we reach the point where we can fully address mental health, but fortunately, we're making strides, albeit slow.......

  • @Mike-qo3dq
    @Mike-qo3dq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    A wise man who's come a long way.

  • @KurtVanBever
    @KurtVanBever 3 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    I just love to listen to this guy. He sees things clearly and his pronunciation is so crisp.

    • @nihjust
      @nihjust 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Like Obama

    • @apomar1
      @apomar1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@nihjust like himself

    • @Vurmin1602
      @Vurmin1602 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@nihjust Obama is a traitor

    • @annaxefta587
      @annaxefta587 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ur dumb

    • @billyoh9899
      @billyoh9899 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Vurmin1602 troll fckr

  • @tonydamian4896
    @tonydamian4896 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    Eric please let me tell you, you sir are not alone. Your a survivor,, you are stronger than you think. God bless you. Tear down the wall! Peace

  • @KurtVanBever
    @KurtVanBever 3 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    Before this, I thought there's no way in hell that I would ever listen to a guy talking for over 5 hours straight...
    Then I saw this guy over here, Eric... and I listened to him for 5 hours and 45 minutes, all 9 interviews one after the other. And I wished there was a 10th.

    • @jakemcnamara6663
      @jakemcnamara6663 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      No kidding. I re-watch the Eric playlist often

  • @tiffanychristian9046
    @tiffanychristian9046 3 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Hearing him makes me feel less alone

  • @jacobrose7515
    @jacobrose7515 3 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    These videos are really starting to give me confidence in getting help. Been struggling self medicating with Xanax shortly after I lost my older brother about 3 years ago. Thank you for producing content like this making us feel like we’re not alone. Much love and good thoughts for everyone in these videos. Thank you Mark❤️

    • @eileenmccarthy8507
      @eileenmccarthy8507 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You can do this! I'm praying for you! God bless you!

    • @lisamarieholla
      @lisamarieholla 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You got this. You can and will get away from it. There are ways to cope with pain and you don’t have to turn to that. Have you looked into support groups, even online? Good luck, friend 💖 you’re stronger than you know!

    • @Missmitchum
      @Missmitchum 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You're not alone

    • @marylougeorge9890
      @marylougeorge9890 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm 70 and my sister is 68. I thought I might loose her last week. I was full of fear and crying. So no matter what age, loosing a sibling hurts.
      You have to grieve your own way at your own pace. I believe grieving is one of the hardest things we have to do.
      I'm glad you're open to working through this with help.❤

    • @Silverwings-jd8qz
      @Silverwings-jd8qz 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      You can do it! Please don’t hesitate to walk into the rooms of Narcotics Anonymous or Alcoholics Anonymous and reach out for help. You are not alone 🙏❤️

  • @IvIigz
    @IvIigz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    I'm 27 and I just admitted to not being okay. I joined mental help support groups and I'm trying to be better. Life is so hard. Next step is therapy and being comfortable with admitting I need help. Suicide attempts, searching for a reason several states away, still lost. We can do it. Don't suffer alone.

    • @eileenmccarthy8507
      @eileenmccarthy8507 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Keep working towards your goal! You are trying and that's all that matters! Good luck to you!

    • @suezannemarie292
      @suezannemarie292 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Good for you!!! New Beginnings!!! 💗

    • @rororidley5829
      @rororidley5829 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m so proud of and happy for you.

    • @justathought-hj3lz
      @justathought-hj3lz 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I hope things are going good for you much love ❤

    • @Highlander1432
      @Highlander1432 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Good for you man
      Hardest thing can be admitting you need help and cant do it alone

  • @tattoedpassport
    @tattoedpassport 3 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    “Never thought I was good enough... for me... like I let myself down” ARE WE IN CHURCH THIS MORNING!? Preachhhhh that’s nothing but the enemy!!!

  • @toteknowledge
    @toteknowledge 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Sun looks Healthy. He gloss over personal stories but I Get It. You can tell he seriously is remorseful for beating himself up so much trying understand himself

  • @thedivya8623
    @thedivya8623 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    So much easier to strengthen our bodies than it is to strengthen our minds 🖤

    • @maddog4390
      @maddog4390 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Not true. It takes a huge amount of mental focus and strength to achieve his physique let alone maintaining it

    • @thedivya8623
      @thedivya8623 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I completely agree that his body is incredible & im sure he works his ass off to stay disciplined to achieve that. He’s an incredibly attractive man & those arms got me swoonin.
      I also noticed that it seemed like achieving what he wanted physically was less difficult for him to attain VS. him admittedly disclosing that he still struggles with what he wanted to achieve mentally.
      It’s like how broken bones heal quite easily compared to a broken heart or a broken psyche, no? 🖤

    • @marylougeorge9890
      @marylougeorge9890 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@thedivya8623 You get praised and encouraged for your outsides but not so much for our mental health.

    • @thedivya8623
      @thedivya8623 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Mary Ain’t that the truth my girl 🖤

  • @SmartMoveGraphics
    @SmartMoveGraphics 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I'm glad to see Eric back.

  • @AshleyExtremeCouponer
    @AshleyExtremeCouponer 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    He would be amazing to go around and tell his story. Most “men” are not strong enough to do this. You are amazing sweetie!

  • @anthonymuro1642
    @anthonymuro1642 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Eric is so real! He’s come such a long way and refuses to give up. Everyone’s experiences are different but I love listening to him tell his story.

  • @lenbrook
    @lenbrook 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    truly amazing, no one will ever know what is going in your head, mental health issues are a very lonely disease. Keep it up Eric you are an inspiration to us all just by talking about your experience.

  • @Outsiders_LOE
    @Outsiders_LOE 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I love how every time he tries to blame or make an excuse he corrects and owns it. "I didn't have no choice... I did have a choice, I just didn't see it.". Im finding more and more, that accountability is the most important trait in creating and maintaining success. Much love Eric

    • @Stoney-Jacksman
      @Stoney-Jacksman 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      not seeing a choice is the same as not having a choice. It is not there for you, not represented to you, you are made to see it as weak because of surroundings etc etc. Some nuance, try complex thinkinh.
      The choices are as much as are available to you, and you got to see it first. And there is a huuuuge problem with mental health system as well, and millions of horror stories coming therefof.
      But accountabilitize thyselve into an oblivion of illusion of self control as much as you want you copy paste of a being.

  • @nevamo6769
    @nevamo6769 3 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    “My Creator answered me.” Amen 🙏🏽

  • @freereinartstudio1463
    @freereinartstudio1463 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    I suffered from ptsd, depression & anxiety due to childhood abuse and domestic violence in my home growing up. It had been a part of me forever, so much so that I couldn't recognize what it was. Not until I received therapy did I start to develop self awareness and tools to deal with it. Depression and anxiety can be debilitating!! I think that is why I come here to hear people's stories because I can relate to an extent. My hope is that mental health would become a priority in our country. I missed out on so much before therapy. It was hard, hard work and would not have been able to do it without the support of my husband. Without him I would of kept stuffing the pain and self medicated somehow because a person can't survive otherwise! I am very familiar with self sabotage.
    Best wishes to all who struggle with this. You are not alone. Keep seeking help.

    • @marylougeorge9890
      @marylougeorge9890 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm glad you have the support of your husband.❤

    • @keho723
      @keho723 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Appreciate your comment whole heartedly. I believe that our country has done a whole generation and then some of kids a disservice by not including complex ptsd as an official diagnosis in the DSM 5. Every child deserves a parent, but not every parent deserves a child based on some of the crappy parenting there is in the world- and no blame it is what it is, but for so long we’ve skipped passed acknowledging trauma for what it is & even more importantly what it does. I’ve recently been reading “the body keeps score” and it’s been such an enlightenment on how trauma especially done unto children impacts brain development in a whole other way than ptsd in grown adults say coming back from war. Mental health is so undermined in our country when it shouldn’t - I became a psychology major because I wanted to understand my childhood and self better. For as much externalism there is in the world and how much our world is based on it.. the skeletons are coming out to show the true state of every ones mental condition/ health. Ode to my psych teacher: “everything that is psychological is biological. And everything that biological is psychological”
      I feel a shift that is showing up in this world as encouraging more hidden angels like this to be seen and heard on major platforms like this.. to help put the usefulness back into technology and bring back a sense of realness & relatability between us humans..
      •Respect to this human being and every other human being growing through the cracks and still blossoming.. going ups and coming down in this thing called life

    • @marylougeorge9890
      @marylougeorge9890 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@keho723 Before I started watching this channel, I had no idea how wide spread trauma is.

    • @stephenpmurphy591
      @stephenpmurphy591 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@marylougeorge9890 Look up Eric other interviews. He's come a long way on self-discovery building up his self-esteem and self worth.
      Eric could be quite inspirational to trouble young people...Actually people of all ages.

    • @marylougeorge9890
      @marylougeorge9890 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@stephenpmurphy591 His interviews are very good. He has come a long way.

  • @HvH420
    @HvH420 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    I love when Eric come to do a video. He is so raw and speaks with such conviction it really makes an impact.

  • @kimmie020
    @kimmie020 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Eric gave me energy just listening to him! Lol
    YOU GO MAN! 🙏

  • @patriciajones2183
    @patriciajones2183 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I heard it said that you may be the only Bible that someone ever reads, meaning you just never know who is watching you and/or listening to you. There is no telling how many have benefited from what this beautiful man has to say. Thank you, Eric, for sharing the passion and the drive that keeps you alive. 💜

  • @Aprilfool4121
    @Aprilfool4121 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I love hearing from his prospective. It's quite amazing the state of mind he can take you to . Love the shirt too. Where can we get them ?

  • @patriciaday1839
    @patriciaday1839 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Sending love and best wishes to you Eric.

    • @ericportis1898
      @ericportis1898 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Sending you all the best for you

  • @pegj3961
    @pegj3961 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I'm extremely proud of you!! I too suffer with mental illness along with Borderline Personality Disorder. BPD, the worst personality disorder to have. Thank God for my team of mental health professionals. My therapist is my savior in so many ways. My medications and therapist are what have kept me alive, when I wanted to succumb to the the internal pain within me. Many hugs to you! You're a fucking survivor and a true Warrior to reach out for help. Too many fall between the cracks and never get the help they so desperately need. Thank you for your advocacy on mental health!

  • @garypruett269
    @garypruett269 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    He looks like he could be a movie star.👍

    • @YAVIAH
      @YAVIAH 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      You'd stole my thoughts...

  • @lisad9376
    @lisad9376 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    ❤️ Eric is so relatable! Love listening to him. It helps me understand myself better. Much love and respect to you. Thanks Mark!

  • @noni0083
    @noni0083 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    His mother failed him. What mother tells her 15yr old “I think you need to see someone” without taking charge and scheduling appts and getting support services in place for meds , occupational therapy etc…… I did for my grown kids and my grand baby with diagnosis from Autism adhd depression anxiety & bipolar between the four of them. Take charge and take the time mama’s give our babies the best running starts in life. It’s hard as it is. Praying for you brotha 🙏

    • @fallonrappaport5270
      @fallonrappaport5270 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      His mother was more than likely ignorant to his disorder

  • @leanpreneur
    @leanpreneur 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I need a channel made by Eric

  • @GJames007
    @GJames007 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    You remind me of David Goggins! You’re an open book about the way you feel (which is the best thing for you) and channel a lot of your anger into working out (that’s what it looks like anyways) keep it up. Do it for yourself!

  • @aaronking118
    @aaronking118 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    When he said "Can you cut me some slack" I felt that done away with drugs got a CDL still drink from time to time but that scares me I need to get me a routine going like the gym I'm 6 ft used to be 190 big in the army gotta get back to it I feel Eric's story I only got better after therapy. I like how he makes no excuses for the drug use.

  • @willeeyboi3204
    @willeeyboi3204 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    i love eric so much his sincerity determination and appreciation like when he started doing his consruction job is so inspiring and how he has overcome his addiction has inspired me so much and has translated to my life thank you so much Eric i love u man

  • @joycetoone2086
    @joycetoone2086 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Peace and Blessings Eric!
    You're not alone.
    Thank you for sharing your story. You just reminded me that I'm not alone.

  • @mrsNellyNel
    @mrsNellyNel 3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    Eric is never “interviewed” in the traditional sense. He speaks truth and wisdom, without question, and everyone just listens.

  • @lynnhexler-haan3357
    @lynnhexler-haan3357 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Hi Mark! #1
    The Man, the myth, the now legend !
    Eric could be a brilliant motivational speaker, small group's, then a room, a hall, gymnasium & auditorium. Eric, you have so much to share, to teach,to inspire other's.
    When you feel comfortable, when you are ready.

    • @swaggy_murielle_
      @swaggy_murielle_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Well said 💯💯👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

  • @cleo6958
    @cleo6958 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    You're stronger than you know!

  • @marylougeorge9890
    @marylougeorge9890 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Thank you, Eric, for speaking up about mental health. I know you've helped some people stop and take a look at their lives. People who've been running scared or had a feeling something is off. Now those people will take a step forward to face their need for help.
    Well done.😎💖💖💖

  • @jenniferlong651
    @jenniferlong651 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I relate so much. You can change your thinking and there is help if you’re willing to accept it. You are not alone Eric. Thank you for sharing.

  • @LydiaVacs
    @LydiaVacs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Eric has such an important and powerful message. Thank you for sharing your insight and being so vulnerable. You are helping so many others.

  • @MissyMartinez55
    @MissyMartinez55 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Much needed conversation, especially for those from a community who feel like this type of subject is taboo. Wishing you continued success @Eric

  • @skyking228
    @skyking228 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Does anyone know who they truly are?

  • @Monkeyabroad
    @Monkeyabroad 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Wow. Just, wow. So much respect for Eric for opening up on this subject

  • @tolest98
    @tolest98 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I can relate so much and i just wanna cry because... it’s like every single thing he says about how he felt before the meds... after the meds... the ups and downs. That is exactly what I’ve been trying to tell my family and doctors since i was 12 bruh. Now I’m gonna show this video. I even tried drawing it out and that didn’t work. Thank you Sir.

  • @buckwiild2101
    @buckwiild2101 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I need one of those tshirts!!!

  • @natalieridgway8144
    @natalieridgway8144 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I felt his passion and his resilience. This, this is being a man; coming to fruition with your emotions, learning how to cope with them, finding your way in life. This man’s passion is magnetic, the way he describes not wanting to be in the spotlight, being afraid to be in the real world and having a job; is how I feel. I’m glad I watched this video because it made me realize that I still have healing to do. Mental illness is exhausting. I’m sending love and light to all of you who are going through something, know that you are not alone in your pain... It’s okay to get help. I’ve been on medication for over a year and I’m doing so much better. There is hope for all of you, whether you can see it or not.

    • @marylougeorge9890
      @marylougeorge9890 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bravo!😊👏

    • @miljasuonvieri1128
      @miljasuonvieri1128 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Nukkuminen on tärkeää minulle tässä elämässä. Haluan levätä kauan ja että minulla on pitkä sairasloma. Haluan levätä niin kauan, että kehoni ja mieleni rauhoittuu. Olen turvassa lämmössä. Olen turvassa pehmeydessä.

  • @_AvgWellInformedCitizen
    @_AvgWellInformedCitizen 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This humble man represents the image of courage ITSELF. He reflected, he acknowledged, he sought, and he’s willing to do what it takes to overcome. Bless this man for his willingness to share what he’s been through. Much Love to you & yours my brother!

  • @marianpseege9104
    @marianpseege9104 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This is the MOST informative session that I’ve ever seen. This man really broke down what it’s like to live with untreated mental illness . I have a VERY close loved on that I’m going to share this with and I pray that he receives the message. Thank you so much Eric for sharing your story, and God bless you.

  • @aaaxthelm
    @aaaxthelm 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Eric. Thanks for being an advocate for mental illness. Too many people don’t realize it’s as real as any other illness and that there is medicine and therapy that can “cure” or at least lessen the symptoms. Suffering from mental illness untreated is a waste of life. Glad you found a good supporting “cast” to help.

  • @pgt1974
    @pgt1974 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I completely understand him. I was diagnosed back in 2001, I was pregnant and my husband at the time abused me. It changes you and nobody understands unless they’ve been through it. Sending prayers!

  • @elicross3191
    @elicross3191 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Eric is A Warrior ! God Bless You Sir !

  • @yayerenteria9806
    @yayerenteria9806 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    His in great shape he should be a trainer I see him doing something like that and one day you wake up and you get tired or shit and you do something about it as my boyfriend likes to say good things come to great ppl all you need is positivity confidence and the will to strive for better

  • @shape9381
    @shape9381 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Just woke up from 'sleep paralysis' an hour ago, and this shows up 😑
    I've had psychosis the past 2 months, after losing my job in a very paranoid way of my own doing, I must of clicked something on in my mind shortly after.. I now wake up every other night to distorted growling and grabbing on my body, as I try to wiggle my body enough to get up.. I'm awake but I cant move.. it usually takes falling off my bed, knocking sh!t over, and I'll stand up shaking, now unable to sleep the rest of the night. Go 3 days some times without sleep
    because of the fear.
    Regardless if that happens, I hear a woman whispering to me every night from inside the wall since the break happened.
    She's so comforting and calm, its on the edge of creepy.. I can't understand her completely, but the things I've understood are strangely like that of some ghostly companion.
    I can hear her right now..
    Told my mom, she said I should see someone, but I told her I want to work through it on my own, try to control it.
    I'm thinking now I should I go make that call

    • @aaronking118
      @aaronking118 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Pray in the name of Jesus when fighting those sleep demons his name works. Ask them if they believe if Jesus is there Lord and savior "while you're sleep" btw they go away I've been there

    • @erinanderson4136
      @erinanderson4136 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Don't be afraid to go see someone. Like Eric said you don't need to do it on your own. Sometimes people get landed with problems that just can't be fixed without help and there's nothing wrong with seeking that help. The sooner you do it the sooner you can start feeling better

    • @nevamo6769
      @nevamo6769 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Please call♥️🙏🏽

    • @1z487
      @1z487 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@aaronking118 Jesus name didn't work when my uncle was being molested as a child, I think instead of bringing up religion and God that man should call mental health professionals who have gone through alot of training to assist people with mental health issues

    • @aaronking118
      @aaronking118 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@1z487 she was referring to sleep paralysis I don't see nothing wrong with seeking therapy in the physical, it's 2 different things im not against it I've had therapy. There's definitely a physical spiritual principalities going on all the time a duality of sorts doesn't necessarily have to be about religion I'm beyond all that

  • @manos.1042
    @manos.1042 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I suffer from anger. I was abuse as a child from as along as I can remember till I was 17. I'm 33 and still suffer from anger. What has anger gotten me. Child boot camp, drop out of high school, Job Corp, Jail, street Fighting, drugs, road rage,
    Abusing family, hate toward my life and people, etc...to tell you the truth. I'm just waiting for anger to get me introuble and go to jail again. I'm so scared to have a child and do the same exact things to my children. It's like a have a bad seed and I'm going to pass this to my child and they will be bad too...I want help so so bad.

    • @thematriarchy2075
      @thematriarchy2075 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Go and look for help. You deserve it! ❤

    • @marylougeorge9890
      @marylougeorge9890 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Consider working with a counselor.

    • @istateyourname4710
      @istateyourname4710 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      The fact that you recognize a problem puts you further along the path than many others who are in denial. Check out local resources available to you & best of luck.

    • @marylougeorge9890
      @marylougeorge9890 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@istateyourname4710 Amen!

    • @marylougeorge9890
      @marylougeorge9890 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm on Facebook, please feel free to message me.

  • @tmusa2002
    @tmusa2002 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    It made my day seeing a new update from Eric. Hang in there and I hope you feel support from your viewers. You are a fan favorite. Thank you for sharing.

  • @manos.1042
    @manos.1042 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I would love to get a interview and tell my story. I believe a lot of people could relate and I believe it would do me some justice expressing myself

    • @thematriarchy2075
      @thematriarchy2075 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Email Mark.
      soft_white_underbelly@yahoo.com

    • @clairelumiere2901
      @clairelumiere2901 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      If you’re going to email Mark, I’ll give you a tip. A guy named Jared from Dallas once just posted he wanted to tell his story. Mark replied, “A comment like this just isn’t going to inspire me to fly to Dallas, Jared. I suggest doing what Royalty [a past interviewee] did, which was to email me a paragraph or two about her story, gave her location and included a 30 second video introducing herself.” Hope that helps & good luck!

    • @manos.1042
      @manos.1042 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@clairelumiere2901 how would I email mark...I'm open even if he doesn't even give me a reply back. I even considered just recording myself and getting it off my chest.

    • @clairelumiere2901
      @clairelumiere2901 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@manos.1042 Mark’s email: soft_white_underbelly@yahoo.com

  • @TheChiz18
    @TheChiz18 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Have a great week everyone. God bless.

    • @marylougeorge9890
      @marylougeorge9890 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you and you have a blessed week.😊❤

  • @edmtbtv5387
    @edmtbtv5387 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I work in mental health. Like Eric says it ain’t no joke. I’ve known people take their life coz of this. Talk, speak out!

  • @democratictotalitariansoci1462
    @democratictotalitariansoci1462 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I wish you make more interviews with ex-addicts.
    Addicts are absolutely delusional liars that don't deserve attention, but rehab.

  • @olumidekolajo4133
    @olumidekolajo4133 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Eric’s looking good as ever . Swole !

  • @TheHoggcast
    @TheHoggcast 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Hey Eric man.

  • @abellabarbie
    @abellabarbie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love him. Mental health in the black community is highly stigmatized. His training was his attempt to make his outside strong because he felt out of control of his emotions and external world. 💖😢

  • @julieinmpls
    @julieinmpls 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    It is so helpful when people talk about mental illness and their experiences. I relate SO much to what he went through with crippling anxiety and just feeling helpless. Though as he said, he had the ghetto and racism on top of it all. Mental illness is unbearable enough on its own. Thanks Eric, I know your words will help others.

  • @candacearevalo
    @candacearevalo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Stay strong everyone

  • @lovingme6896
    @lovingme6896 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    What is this because I have never had anyone explain how I feel so clearly. I have been diagnosed with anxiety,ptsd, and depression, but my meds don’t really help. I will go back to my doc

  • @tattoedpassport
    @tattoedpassport 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Yes. One day you just get tired.... I turned to God after giving up and He saved me frfr 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @FluffyWalk
    @FluffyWalk 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I understand that medication has its place in dealing with mental health. That being said, one needs to take control of the therapy by being courageous enough to want to address the root problems of their emotions and feelings. Without that courage, all the quacks will do is do what they do best...push for the 💊. Once you run out of medication, the old feelings will return because you're likely dealing with the same environment that made you this way. You're never too young or too old...it's never over unless you say so.

  • @mikey4103
    @mikey4103 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Your a good strong man Eric. ....love listening to you dude stay strong an keep clean ....love n prayers to all struggling in addiction an struggling with mental health all round the globe.....lv Mike ...from UK wales

  • @Ki3g-u5y
    @Ki3g-u5y 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I agree with him, alot of people think if they find that right partner things will change but no you have to first work on self

  • @Nevs-
    @Nevs- 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I can listen to this man forever

  • @ELAcc1999
    @ELAcc1999 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I got my license at 32 . 🙂

    • @karinec.2131
      @karinec.2131 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      35 and barely working on mine

  • @atasteoftherealitytalktv3191
    @atasteoftherealitytalktv3191 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Awww this is Eric update🤔he looks like he’s doing much better... soft white underbelly changing lives 😇🙏💐

  • @zivamalovrh273
    @zivamalovrh273 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Isn't it interesting that people (of whom Eric is a great example) would rather admit to all types of "wrong" things they've done and all sorts of bad things that happened to them. But mental (un)health and the related vulnerability is still one of the toughest things to admit to. Thank you for sharing, Eric, this can only make you stronger, not weaker! As strong as those muscles:)

  • @annaxefta587
    @annaxefta587 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I hope he finds what he’s lookn for. It’s hard that lonely brain feeling is terrible

  • @edith3715
    @edith3715 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I really love this guy. I wish him the best❣ that why be glad where you grown-up. Thank full you be blessed.
    If I had the room and money he could be here.. and do better

  • @QueenBrie10
    @QueenBrie10 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I was diagnosed Bipolar at 15 and I’ve struggled my entire life. I suppose everyone struggles just differently. It takes true strength to stay alive when you’re own mind is working against you at times this is the worst kind of pain. I applaud you Eric and everyone else who has the courage to seek help.

  • @David-co4fg
    @David-co4fg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Dude's bicep is bigger than his head!

  • @norawalker9180
    @norawalker9180 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    You sir are brilliant. You have so much insight into who you are. You are an inspiration to so many. 💚💛💙

    • @ericportis1898
      @ericportis1898 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Love me some you 🤠💪👍

  • @ladyglatinaprovocature4027
    @ladyglatinaprovocature4027 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I know exactly what he is saying and that feeling from within that feels like dread every day. Thank God his mom noticed what was happening to him. My parents didn't and never spoke to me if they had any suspicion that there was something wrong.. My childhood consisted of insults and beatings because to them that's how you cure a child's problem. I failed in everything because of not realizing my depression.....

  • @klion3924
    @klion3924 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Amazing and touching video per usual. Mark this is the most powerful video on soft white underbelly's. He has me in tears. The way he described his pain.

  • @graceedberg3688
    @graceedberg3688 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Touching . If it makes you feel better and it should!! We all feel the same way in one way or the other. 🙌🏼

  • @Lm-dj5ro
    @Lm-dj5ro 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Man, I love these interviews. Thank you so much, Mark for giving these fellow human beings a voice and platform to share their stories and for bringing so much awareness to all the problems out there. You are an angel. 🙏🏻

  • @sergioc.6431
    @sergioc.6431 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Real talk I feel like I'm going to go down this path for trying to do shit on my own

  • @skaboopydoopthedoop8711
    @skaboopydoopthedoop8711 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I’m suffering through an anxiety disorder as well. This helps me

  • @dlewis11380
    @dlewis11380 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Eric if you are reading this man you really don't know how much our stories are similar lord knows we have been through hell and back. Every time that I see you on here I can't wait to hear what new updates you have for the world, keep up the amazing job boss, you made me get my ass back in the gym gained 10 pounds of pure muscle you looking awesome Boss. Much love from Dallas Tx. Blessings my friend

  • @ngafsher
    @ngafsher 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Would love to see him as a physical trainer/life coach. 🙏🏿

  • @stephanierhodes9024
    @stephanierhodes9024 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I would really like to commend you for coming forth and telling the world about your weakness I to have mental health issues but always remember this you're on the right road because you're trusting in your higher power and you are believing in yourself and at this to your medications so no matter what remember laughter is life's medicine Maybe you should hang out with somebody really funny like me because once a day you need a real good laugh even if you laugh at yourself God bless you King now Coast-to-Coast supposed to toast this comment is from girly girl to a King

  • @Crazylab1616
    @Crazylab1616 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ty Eric.... your life is just like mine. Scared, fearful... yet unhelped... and completely unheard. God bless you sir.

  • @tattoedpassport
    @tattoedpassport 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Eric. My brother. Your words mean a lot to me this morning. Thank you. ❤️