For the past year Eric has been working with a writer on a book based on his life story. Here’s the link: www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B09MYXVJCF/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0_nodl?ie=UTF8&qid=1638736718&sr=8-4
I'm just glad mark got right back on the horse, so to speak. I was a little worried when I woke up yesterday and saw no video, but totally understand because how this has affected me just from watching his videos on Amanda. I can't imagine the affects it has on mark and everyone involved.
I respect Eric's honesty, if u look at him youd think here is a super strong, handsome fella. Hes probably got it all figured out. See, you never know what someone is going through. So be easy on everyone.
He should do motivational speaking and write books. I also think he could have a reality show like Iylania or Dr.Phil etc. on a network discussing his challenges motivating other men. As a black man myself his openness and transparency is so rare and is needed. I encourage him to set up his own TH-cam etc. Before you know it he will have a publisher or network ready for him to share his story. He is unique and gifted.
Man, I fucking love Eric. What a real dude and an inspiration at the same fucking time. This dude must be someone's sponsor, he's got so much to fucking offer every time he opens his mouth
Grand Rise to all of the people who come here to share light and love. How is it we have allowed mental illnesses to get so out of hand? It’s sad that if you can’t see it we won’t deal with it. These souls deserved better from a society that puts so much emphasis on how we look on the outside. The hurt in his voice hurts me so much. He couldn’t have spoken any better. Thank you friend for opening yourself up to all of us. Light and love to you💜
Everyone has their own problems and don't want to get involved. I've had some real bad episodes. When I'm in good health my mother will poke the fire to start up another mania then calls the police to have me baker acted. It's just entertainment for her. If anyone wants her Facebook to harass her just let me know.
Well, we're in a new age where information has become widely available. Think about it. For millennia, human society has had ALL SORTS of issues, particularly mental issues. It's not until the modern age that we've begun to actually categorize, analyze, and begin to address these issues via the advent of science and technology. We just finished mapping the genome. The CRISPR program is still being developed. Quantum computing will change medicine forever. We got a long way to go before we reach the point where we can fully address mental health, but fortunately, we're making strides, albeit slow.......
OMG. That's me. Afraid of being part of society, being in public, normal life things and anxiety attacks from interviews. Just going out on my own. My whole life all I knew was school and home. I was not prepared for what came next. Shit I don't know what I want to be and how. I'm 30 this year. And I still don't know.
Same here, same problems, drugs, alcohol, beein lost to the point i got suicidal.. But then i asked myself 3 questions; 1. What do i want? 2. How can i get there/ How can i achieve it? 3. Whats the price/ what are the consequences? I kicked off drugs and alcohol. I am married with 2 kids now and life has changed. I have daily structure now and got me a part time job.. Step by Step everyday..And every step takes me further away from my past and closer to a better life, bcoming a better person.. If i can do it, YOU can do it as well.. It aint easy, but it is definitely possible! And most of all, its fucking worth it! So Keep on.. Ps. I also seeked help, i took and still take meds, started 150mg Venlafaxin (Trevilor) almost 15yrs ago..i reduced it to 75mg now and close to get off of it 4 good..
You sound so much like my youngest who will be 29 on his next birthday and his dad and I just continue to support and love him unconditionally until he figures things out. You stay positive and keep the faith🙏
These videos are really starting to give me confidence in getting help. Been struggling self medicating with Xanax shortly after I lost my older brother about 3 years ago. Thank you for producing content like this making us feel like we’re not alone. Much love and good thoughts for everyone in these videos. Thank you Mark❤️
You got this. You can and will get away from it. There are ways to cope with pain and you don’t have to turn to that. Have you looked into support groups, even online? Good luck, friend 💖 you’re stronger than you know!
I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm 70 and my sister is 68. I thought I might loose her last week. I was full of fear and crying. So no matter what age, loosing a sibling hurts. You have to grieve your own way at your own pace. I believe grieving is one of the hardest things we have to do. I'm glad you're open to working through this with help.❤
You can do it! Please don’t hesitate to walk into the rooms of Narcotics Anonymous or Alcoholics Anonymous and reach out for help. You are not alone 🙏❤️
I'm 27 and I just admitted to not being okay. I joined mental help support groups and I'm trying to be better. Life is so hard. Next step is therapy and being comfortable with admitting I need help. Suicide attempts, searching for a reason several states away, still lost. We can do it. Don't suffer alone.
truly amazing, no one will ever know what is going in your head, mental health issues are a very lonely disease. Keep it up Eric you are an inspiration to us all just by talking about your experience.
I heard it said that you may be the only Bible that someone ever reads, meaning you just never know who is watching you and/or listening to you. There is no telling how many have benefited from what this beautiful man has to say. Thank you, Eric, for sharing the passion and the drive that keeps you alive. 💜
I completely agree that his body is incredible & im sure he works his ass off to stay disciplined to achieve that. He’s an incredibly attractive man & those arms got me swoonin. I also noticed that it seemed like achieving what he wanted physically was less difficult for him to attain VS. him admittedly disclosing that he still struggles with what he wanted to achieve mentally. It’s like how broken bones heal quite easily compared to a broken heart or a broken psyche, no? 🖤
I love how every time he tries to blame or make an excuse he corrects and owns it. "I didn't have no choice... I did have a choice, I just didn't see it.". Im finding more and more, that accountability is the most important trait in creating and maintaining success. Much love Eric
not seeing a choice is the same as not having a choice. It is not there for you, not represented to you, you are made to see it as weak because of surroundings etc etc. Some nuance, try complex thinkinh. The choices are as much as are available to you, and you got to see it first. And there is a huuuuge problem with mental health system as well, and millions of horror stories coming therefof. But accountabilitize thyselve into an oblivion of illusion of self control as much as you want you copy paste of a being.
Eric. Thanks for being an advocate for mental illness. Too many people don’t realize it’s as real as any other illness and that there is medicine and therapy that can “cure” or at least lessen the symptoms. Suffering from mental illness untreated is a waste of life. Glad you found a good supporting “cast” to help.
I'm extremely proud of you!! I too suffer with mental illness along with Borderline Personality Disorder. BPD, the worst personality disorder to have. Thank God for my team of mental health professionals. My therapist is my savior in so many ways. My medications and therapist are what have kept me alive, when I wanted to succumb to the the internal pain within me. Many hugs to you! You're a fucking survivor and a true Warrior to reach out for help. Too many fall between the cracks and never get the help they so desperately need. Thank you for your advocacy on mental health!
I suffered from ptsd, depression & anxiety due to childhood abuse and domestic violence in my home growing up. It had been a part of me forever, so much so that I couldn't recognize what it was. Not until I received therapy did I start to develop self awareness and tools to deal with it. Depression and anxiety can be debilitating!! I think that is why I come here to hear people's stories because I can relate to an extent. My hope is that mental health would become a priority in our country. I missed out on so much before therapy. It was hard, hard work and would not have been able to do it without the support of my husband. Without him I would of kept stuffing the pain and self medicated somehow because a person can't survive otherwise! I am very familiar with self sabotage. Best wishes to all who struggle with this. You are not alone. Keep seeking help.
Appreciate your comment whole heartedly. I believe that our country has done a whole generation and then some of kids a disservice by not including complex ptsd as an official diagnosis in the DSM 5. Every child deserves a parent, but not every parent deserves a child based on some of the crappy parenting there is in the world- and no blame it is what it is, but for so long we’ve skipped passed acknowledging trauma for what it is & even more importantly what it does. I’ve recently been reading “the body keeps score” and it’s been such an enlightenment on how trauma especially done unto children impacts brain development in a whole other way than ptsd in grown adults say coming back from war. Mental health is so undermined in our country when it shouldn’t - I became a psychology major because I wanted to understand my childhood and self better. For as much externalism there is in the world and how much our world is based on it.. the skeletons are coming out to show the true state of every ones mental condition/ health. Ode to my psych teacher: “everything that is psychological is biological. And everything that biological is psychological” I feel a shift that is showing up in this world as encouraging more hidden angels like this to be seen and heard on major platforms like this.. to help put the usefulness back into technology and bring back a sense of realness & relatability between us humans.. •Respect to this human being and every other human being growing through the cracks and still blossoming.. going ups and coming down in this thing called life
@@marylougeorge9890 Look up Eric other interviews. He's come a long way on self-discovery building up his self-esteem and self worth. Eric could be quite inspirational to trouble young people...Actually people of all ages.
This is the MOST informative session that I’ve ever seen. This man really broke down what it’s like to live with untreated mental illness . I have a VERY close loved on that I’m going to share this with and I pray that he receives the message. Thank you so much Eric for sharing your story, and God bless you.
It made my day seeing a new update from Eric. Hang in there and I hope you feel support from your viewers. You are a fan favorite. Thank you for sharing.
I felt his passion and his resilience. This, this is being a man; coming to fruition with your emotions, learning how to cope with them, finding your way in life. This man’s passion is magnetic, the way he describes not wanting to be in the spotlight, being afraid to be in the real world and having a job; is how I feel. I’m glad I watched this video because it made me realize that I still have healing to do. Mental illness is exhausting. I’m sending love and light to all of you who are going through something, know that you are not alone in your pain... It’s okay to get help. I’ve been on medication for over a year and I’m doing so much better. There is hope for all of you, whether you can see it or not.
Nukkuminen on tärkeää minulle tässä elämässä. Haluan levätä kauan ja että minulla on pitkä sairasloma. Haluan levätä niin kauan, että kehoni ja mieleni rauhoittuu. Olen turvassa lämmössä. Olen turvassa pehmeydessä.
This humble man represents the image of courage ITSELF. He reflected, he acknowledged, he sought, and he’s willing to do what it takes to overcome. Bless this man for his willingness to share what he’s been through. Much Love to you & yours my brother!
Before this, I thought there's no way in hell that I would ever listen to a guy talking for over 5 hours straight... Then I saw this guy over here, Eric... and I listened to him for 5 hours and 45 minutes, all 9 interviews one after the other. And I wished there was a 10th.
Thank you, Eric, for speaking up about mental health. I know you've helped some people stop and take a look at their lives. People who've been running scared or had a feeling something is off. Now those people will take a step forward to face their need for help. Well done.😎💖💖💖
Hi Mark! #1 The Man, the myth, the now legend ! Eric could be a brilliant motivational speaker, small group's, then a room, a hall, gymnasium & auditorium. Eric, you have so much to share, to teach,to inspire other's. When you feel comfortable, when you are ready.
It is so helpful when people talk about mental illness and their experiences. I relate SO much to what he went through with crippling anxiety and just feeling helpless. Though as he said, he had the ghetto and racism on top of it all. Mental illness is unbearable enough on its own. Thanks Eric, I know your words will help others.
i love eric so much his sincerity determination and appreciation like when he started doing his consruction job is so inspiring and how he has overcome his addiction has inspired me so much and has translated to my life thank you so much Eric i love u man
I can relate so much and i just wanna cry because... it’s like every single thing he says about how he felt before the meds... after the meds... the ups and downs. That is exactly what I’ve been trying to tell my family and doctors since i was 12 bruh. Now I’m gonna show this video. I even tried drawing it out and that didn’t work. Thank you Sir.
When he said "Can you cut me some slack" I felt that done away with drugs got a CDL still drink from time to time but that scares me I need to get me a routine going like the gym I'm 6 ft used to be 190 big in the army gotta get back to it I feel Eric's story I only got better after therapy. I like how he makes no excuses for the drug use.
Man, I love these interviews. Thank you so much, Mark for giving these fellow human beings a voice and platform to share their stories and for bringing so much awareness to all the problems out there. You are an angel. 🙏🏻
Amazing and touching video per usual. Mark this is the most powerful video on soft white underbelly's. He has me in tears. The way he described his pain.
Eric if you are reading this man you really don't know how much our stories are similar lord knows we have been through hell and back. Every time that I see you on here I can't wait to hear what new updates you have for the world, keep up the amazing job boss, you made me get my ass back in the gym gained 10 pounds of pure muscle you looking awesome Boss. Much love from Dallas Tx. Blessings my friend
Eric, thank you so much for speaking on this. I've diagnosed with mental illness 20 yrs ago & related to every single thing you said. You are brave and should be so proud for taking the steps to care for yourself. Stay healthy & keep up the good work...I'm hoping you motivated me to get back to the gym (that's a huge component for wellness for me). Thanks again for sharing💕
What a wonderful man to interview! He was so honest about himself and his life. His mother suggesting he need to talk to someone early in life was probably one of the most important pieces to this puzzle for him. That conversation seemed to have the left the door open for him in his life, didn't put a negative on hope. He is an advocate for the mental health system and I hope he continues to speak his truth for himself and all the others like him. Wish I lived closer, would so make him my friend.
Thank you Eric. For sharing your struggle, being real with yourself and telling it like it is. You'll never know how many people you have helped start on the path toward finding their way, just by not giving up on seeking your own.
Eric's life is such a testimony. He needs a bigger platform to share his life story. I'm sure he could touch and inspire a lot of people. What a beautiful, honest and humble man.
God bless you Eric, for putting out the message. I'm an advocate for getting help and admit to it openly when the topic comes up. It's a whole lot easier than talking about all of the crazy, embarrassing, stupid-ass things I did when I was on my own.
You remind me of David Goggins! You’re an open book about the way you feel (which is the best thing for you) and channel a lot of your anger into working out (that’s what it looks like anyways) keep it up. Do it for yourself!
I completely understand him. I was diagnosed back in 2001, I was pregnant and my husband at the time abused me. It changes you and nobody understands unless they’ve been through it. Sending prayers!
I was diagnosed Bipolar at 15 and I’ve struggled my entire life. I suppose everyone struggles just differently. It takes true strength to stay alive when you’re own mind is working against you at times this is the worst kind of pain. I applaud you Eric and everyone else who has the courage to seek help.
Thank you Eric for this interview, listening to you speak, it was like listening to my son when he first did his best trying to explain what goes on in his head each and everyday. I hope my son’s meds work as well as yours do.
His mother failed him. What mother tells her 15yr old “I think you need to see someone” without taking charge and scheduling appts and getting support services in place for meds , occupational therapy etc…… I did for my grown kids and my grand baby with diagnosis from Autism adhd depression anxiety & bipolar between the four of them. Take charge and take the time mama’s give our babies the best running starts in life. It’s hard as it is. Praying for you brotha 🙏
I love that soft white underbelly shirt on you sir!!! You can be the model of this you tube chanel!! Always learning from you Eric and iam happy to see you healthy. More of Eric's inspirational talks!!!! God bless you and keep you safe.
I can relate to Eric’s story. When I was young, did same thing, hid the truth from confusion and lack of understanding about depression and mental illness. After about 20 years of resistance, the medication gave me peace that ‘will power’ never did. Brave man, telling the truth, and facing the difficulties...admirable courage.
Your a good strong man Eric. ....love listening to you dude stay strong an keep clean ....love n prayers to all struggling in addiction an struggling with mental health all round the globe.....lv Mike ...from UK wales
I hope if eric ever reads this he knows his open expression of his troubles have helped me understand myself and I pray for him and his success. What a soldier
This is a wonderful testimonial about mental health. I hope that seeing a strong male willing to admit he needs help will encourage others, especially guys, that it isn’t weakness to need or ask for help. I’m sure so many don’t get the help they need because they don’t want to be seen as weak when it’s exactly the opposite, it takes strength to get help to help yourself. Thanks Eric.
I'm so thankful he looked at himself from the outside. Many people loose their lives because they dont look in the mirror. Thank you Eric for the raw truth. We all battle something but the goal is recognize and change.
Isn't it interesting that people (of whom Eric is a great example) would rather admit to all types of "wrong" things they've done and all sorts of bad things that happened to them. But mental (un)health and the related vulnerability is still one of the toughest things to admit to. Thank you for sharing, Eric, this can only make you stronger, not weaker! As strong as those muscles:)
A beautiful human portrait. Thank you for showing us how to be vulnerable in prayer. Reminds me of Psalms 3. When David was in the dark, he called out to the Lord for strength and protection.
Eric I am so proud of you. You are such a strong person & you're full of so much wisdom. We are all human beings with our own unique challenges and struggles. No one is perfect and no one is better than the next person. I love listening to your wise words. Keep your head leveled and stick with the people that are helping you. Blessings king! 🙏🏽
I suffer from anger. I was abuse as a child from as along as I can remember till I was 17. I'm 33 and still suffer from anger. What has anger gotten me. Child boot camp, drop out of high school, Job Corp, Jail, street Fighting, drugs, road rage, Abusing family, hate toward my life and people, etc...to tell you the truth. I'm just waiting for anger to get me introuble and go to jail again. I'm so scared to have a child and do the same exact things to my children. It's like a have a bad seed and I'm going to pass this to my child and they will be bad too...I want help so so bad.
The fact that you recognize a problem puts you further along the path than many others who are in denial. Check out local resources available to you & best of luck.
You probably won’t be reading these but Eric you are the man! You’re a an empathetic person, you’re a smart fuck, you’re doing well physically. I hope mentally you are doing well too! Keep talking if this helps. We’ll all always listen.
For the past year Eric has been working with a writer on a book based on his life story. Here’s the link: www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B09MYXVJCF/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0_nodl?ie=UTF8&qid=1638736718&sr=8-4
Eric, this is awesome! Congrats!
Where can I get a SWU tshirt?!💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽
Just got it....
@@vvc_551 was thinking the same thing 😂 🤣 😅
Bought the book! its on the way... I always love hearing what Eric has to say
A talk we all need to hear after losing Amanda. Thank you Eric & Mark, sending you love and strength.
Amanda runs through my head everyday, multiple times.
I don't understand how-after all the work and effort-she had to go......
Damn.
@@chelseyrader I know, me too. I’ve been dealing with a lot of emotion over her passing as well. Big love to you.
Couldn’t even watch the interview, I could see where they were going, and once they confirmed it I couldn’t watch anymore
I'm just glad mark got right back on the horse, so to speak. I was a little worried when I woke up yesterday and saw no video, but totally understand because how this has affected me just from watching his videos on Amanda. I can't imagine the affects it has on mark and everyone involved.
How did she die?
I respect Eric's honesty, if u look at him youd think here is a super strong, handsome fella. Hes probably got it all figured out. See, you never know what someone is going through. So be easy on everyone.
Amen.❤
He looks broken if you look closer in his eyes.
I like the way he talks. It's genuine. Not like these motivational speakers.
He should do motivational speaking and write books. I also think he could have a reality show like Iylania or Dr.Phil etc. on a network discussing his challenges motivating other men. As a black man myself his openness and transparency is so rare and is needed. I encourage him to set up his own TH-cam etc. Before you know it he will have a publisher or network ready for him to share his story. He is unique and gifted.
He gets almost pissed he's so passionate.
Ct fletcher. David goggins. Bet he watches em daily. We all came up the same. I'm white. But grew up just like they did maybe worse in other aspects
Yes me too
He's real.
I just love to listen to this guy. He sees things clearly and his pronunciation is so crisp.
Like Obama
@@nihjust like himself
@@nihjust Obama is a traitor
Ur dumb
@@Vurmin1602 troll fckr
A wise man who's come a long way.
Man, I fucking love Eric. What a real dude and an inspiration at the same fucking time.
This dude must be someone's sponsor, he's got so much to fucking offer every time he opens his mouth
Grand Rise to all of the people who come here to share light and love. How is it we have allowed mental illnesses to get so out of hand? It’s sad that if you can’t see it we won’t deal with it. These souls deserved better from a society that puts so much emphasis on how we look on the outside. The hurt in his voice hurts me so much. He couldn’t have spoken any better. Thank you friend for opening yourself up to all of us. Light and love to you💜
Everyone has their own problems and don't want to get involved. I've had some real bad episodes. When I'm in good health my mother will poke the fire to start up another mania then calls the police to have me baker acted. It's just entertainment for her. If anyone wants her Facebook to harass her just let me know.
Well, we're in a new age where information has become widely available. Think about it. For millennia, human society has had ALL SORTS of issues, particularly mental issues. It's not until the modern age that we've begun to actually categorize, analyze, and begin to address these issues via the advent of science and technology. We just finished mapping the genome. The CRISPR program is still being developed. Quantum computing will change medicine forever. We got a long way to go before we reach the point where we can fully address mental health, but fortunately, we're making strides, albeit slow.......
Hearing him makes me feel less alone
❤
Best wishes ❣️🙏
Thank you
@@ericportis1898 We're cheering you on.😊👏
Eric please let me tell you, you sir are not alone. Your a survivor,, you are stronger than you think. God bless you. Tear down the wall! Peace
OMG. That's me. Afraid of being part of society, being in public, normal life things and anxiety attacks from interviews. Just going out on my own. My whole life all I knew was school and home. I was not prepared for what came next. Shit I don't know what I want to be and how. I'm 30 this year. And I still don't know.
For real. The shit don’t stop it keep gooing.
You'd be surprised to know that a lot of people are just like you. We just fake it. Eventually we get used to it and it sticks. 🌸🌸🌸
Same here, same problems, drugs, alcohol, beein lost to the point i got suicidal.. But then i asked myself 3 questions; 1. What do i want? 2. How can i get there/ How can i achieve it? 3. Whats the price/ what are the consequences?
I kicked off drugs and alcohol. I am married with 2 kids now and life has changed. I have daily structure now and got me a part time job.. Step by Step everyday..And every step takes me further away from my past and closer to a better life, bcoming a better person.. If i can do it, YOU can do it as well.. It aint easy, but it is definitely possible! And most of all, its fucking worth it! So Keep on..
Ps. I also seeked help, i took and still take meds, started 150mg Venlafaxin (Trevilor) almost 15yrs ago..i reduced it to 75mg now and close to get off of it 4 good..
@@Misitheus 62 and I'm with you 💛
You sound so much like my youngest who will be 29 on his next birthday and his dad and I just continue to support and love him unconditionally until he figures things out. You stay positive and keep the faith🙏
I'm glad to see Eric back.
These videos are really starting to give me confidence in getting help. Been struggling self medicating with Xanax shortly after I lost my older brother about 3 years ago. Thank you for producing content like this making us feel like we’re not alone. Much love and good thoughts for everyone in these videos. Thank you Mark❤️
You can do this! I'm praying for you! God bless you!
You got this. You can and will get away from it. There are ways to cope with pain and you don’t have to turn to that. Have you looked into support groups, even online? Good luck, friend 💖 you’re stronger than you know!
You're not alone
I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm 70 and my sister is 68. I thought I might loose her last week. I was full of fear and crying. So no matter what age, loosing a sibling hurts.
You have to grieve your own way at your own pace. I believe grieving is one of the hardest things we have to do.
I'm glad you're open to working through this with help.❤
You can do it! Please don’t hesitate to walk into the rooms of Narcotics Anonymous or Alcoholics Anonymous and reach out for help. You are not alone 🙏❤️
Eric is so real! He’s come such a long way and refuses to give up. Everyone’s experiences are different but I love listening to him tell his story.
I love when Eric come to do a video. He is so raw and speaks with such conviction it really makes an impact.
I'm 27 and I just admitted to not being okay. I joined mental help support groups and I'm trying to be better. Life is so hard. Next step is therapy and being comfortable with admitting I need help. Suicide attempts, searching for a reason several states away, still lost. We can do it. Don't suffer alone.
Keep working towards your goal! You are trying and that's all that matters! Good luck to you!
Good for you!!! New Beginnings!!! 💗
I’m so proud of and happy for you.
I hope things are going good for you much love ❤
Good for you man
Hardest thing can be admitting you need help and cant do it alone
truly amazing, no one will ever know what is going in your head, mental health issues are a very lonely disease. Keep it up Eric you are an inspiration to us all just by talking about your experience.
I heard it said that you may be the only Bible that someone ever reads, meaning you just never know who is watching you and/or listening to you. There is no telling how many have benefited from what this beautiful man has to say. Thank you, Eric, for sharing the passion and the drive that keeps you alive. 💜
So much easier to strengthen our bodies than it is to strengthen our minds 🖤
Not true. It takes a huge amount of mental focus and strength to achieve his physique let alone maintaining it
I completely agree that his body is incredible & im sure he works his ass off to stay disciplined to achieve that. He’s an incredibly attractive man & those arms got me swoonin.
I also noticed that it seemed like achieving what he wanted physically was less difficult for him to attain VS. him admittedly disclosing that he still struggles with what he wanted to achieve mentally.
It’s like how broken bones heal quite easily compared to a broken heart or a broken psyche, no? 🖤
@@thedivya8623 You get praised and encouraged for your outsides but not so much for our mental health.
@Mary Ain’t that the truth my girl 🖤
I love how every time he tries to blame or make an excuse he corrects and owns it. "I didn't have no choice... I did have a choice, I just didn't see it.". Im finding more and more, that accountability is the most important trait in creating and maintaining success. Much love Eric
not seeing a choice is the same as not having a choice. It is not there for you, not represented to you, you are made to see it as weak because of surroundings etc etc. Some nuance, try complex thinkinh.
The choices are as much as are available to you, and you got to see it first. And there is a huuuuge problem with mental health system as well, and millions of horror stories coming therefof.
But accountabilitize thyselve into an oblivion of illusion of self control as much as you want you copy paste of a being.
Eric. Thanks for being an advocate for mental illness. Too many people don’t realize it’s as real as any other illness and that there is medicine and therapy that can “cure” or at least lessen the symptoms. Suffering from mental illness untreated is a waste of life. Glad you found a good supporting “cast” to help.
I'm extremely proud of you!! I too suffer with mental illness along with Borderline Personality Disorder. BPD, the worst personality disorder to have. Thank God for my team of mental health professionals. My therapist is my savior in so many ways. My medications and therapist are what have kept me alive, when I wanted to succumb to the the internal pain within me. Many hugs to you! You're a fucking survivor and a true Warrior to reach out for help. Too many fall between the cracks and never get the help they so desperately need. Thank you for your advocacy on mental health!
I suffered from ptsd, depression & anxiety due to childhood abuse and domestic violence in my home growing up. It had been a part of me forever, so much so that I couldn't recognize what it was. Not until I received therapy did I start to develop self awareness and tools to deal with it. Depression and anxiety can be debilitating!! I think that is why I come here to hear people's stories because I can relate to an extent. My hope is that mental health would become a priority in our country. I missed out on so much before therapy. It was hard, hard work and would not have been able to do it without the support of my husband. Without him I would of kept stuffing the pain and self medicated somehow because a person can't survive otherwise! I am very familiar with self sabotage.
Best wishes to all who struggle with this. You are not alone. Keep seeking help.
I'm glad you have the support of your husband.❤
Appreciate your comment whole heartedly. I believe that our country has done a whole generation and then some of kids a disservice by not including complex ptsd as an official diagnosis in the DSM 5. Every child deserves a parent, but not every parent deserves a child based on some of the crappy parenting there is in the world- and no blame it is what it is, but for so long we’ve skipped passed acknowledging trauma for what it is & even more importantly what it does. I’ve recently been reading “the body keeps score” and it’s been such an enlightenment on how trauma especially done unto children impacts brain development in a whole other way than ptsd in grown adults say coming back from war. Mental health is so undermined in our country when it shouldn’t - I became a psychology major because I wanted to understand my childhood and self better. For as much externalism there is in the world and how much our world is based on it.. the skeletons are coming out to show the true state of every ones mental condition/ health. Ode to my psych teacher: “everything that is psychological is biological. And everything that biological is psychological”
I feel a shift that is showing up in this world as encouraging more hidden angels like this to be seen and heard on major platforms like this.. to help put the usefulness back into technology and bring back a sense of realness & relatability between us humans..
•Respect to this human being and every other human being growing through the cracks and still blossoming.. going ups and coming down in this thing called life
@@keho723 Before I started watching this channel, I had no idea how wide spread trauma is.
@@marylougeorge9890 Look up Eric other interviews. He's come a long way on self-discovery building up his self-esteem and self worth.
Eric could be quite inspirational to trouble young people...Actually people of all ages.
@@stephenpmurphy591 His interviews are very good. He has come a long way.
Peace and Blessings Eric!
You're not alone.
Thank you for sharing your story. You just reminded me that I'm not alone.
He would be amazing to go around and tell his story. Most “men” are not strong enough to do this. You are amazing sweetie!
Sending love and best wishes to you Eric.
Sending you all the best for you
Eric has such an important and powerful message. Thank you for sharing your insight and being so vulnerable. You are helping so many others.
This is the MOST informative session that I’ve ever seen. This man really broke down what it’s like to live with untreated mental illness . I have a VERY close loved on that I’m going to share this with and I pray that he receives the message. Thank you so much Eric for sharing your story, and God bless you.
Eric gave me energy just listening to him! Lol
YOU GO MAN! 🙏
It made my day seeing a new update from Eric. Hang in there and I hope you feel support from your viewers. You are a fan favorite. Thank you for sharing.
❤️ Eric is so relatable! Love listening to him. It helps me understand myself better. Much love and respect to you. Thanks Mark!
Thank you sweetheart
I’m suffering through an anxiety disorder as well. This helps me
I relate so much. You can change your thinking and there is help if you’re willing to accept it. You are not alone Eric. Thank you for sharing.
Your welcome
Eric is A Warrior ! God Bless You Sir !
I felt his passion and his resilience. This, this is being a man; coming to fruition with your emotions, learning how to cope with them, finding your way in life. This man’s passion is magnetic, the way he describes not wanting to be in the spotlight, being afraid to be in the real world and having a job; is how I feel. I’m glad I watched this video because it made me realize that I still have healing to do. Mental illness is exhausting. I’m sending love and light to all of you who are going through something, know that you are not alone in your pain... It’s okay to get help. I’ve been on medication for over a year and I’m doing so much better. There is hope for all of you, whether you can see it or not.
Bravo!😊👏
Nukkuminen on tärkeää minulle tässä elämässä. Haluan levätä kauan ja että minulla on pitkä sairasloma. Haluan levätä niin kauan, että kehoni ja mieleni rauhoittuu. Olen turvassa lämmössä. Olen turvassa pehmeydessä.
This humble man represents the image of courage ITSELF. He reflected, he acknowledged, he sought, and he’s willing to do what it takes to overcome. Bless this man for his willingness to share what he’s been through. Much Love to you & yours my brother!
Before this, I thought there's no way in hell that I would ever listen to a guy talking for over 5 hours straight...
Then I saw this guy over here, Eric... and I listened to him for 5 hours and 45 minutes, all 9 interviews one after the other. And I wished there was a 10th.
No kidding. I re-watch the Eric playlist often
Thank you, Eric, for speaking up about mental health. I know you've helped some people stop and take a look at their lives. People who've been running scared or had a feeling something is off. Now those people will take a step forward to face their need for help.
Well done.😎💖💖💖
Hi Mark! #1
The Man, the myth, the now legend !
Eric could be a brilliant motivational speaker, small group's, then a room, a hall, gymnasium & auditorium. Eric, you have so much to share, to teach,to inspire other's.
When you feel comfortable, when you are ready.
Well said 💯💯👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
Much needed conversation, especially for those from a community who feel like this type of subject is taboo. Wishing you continued success @Eric
You mean to tell me he's over 50????
Wow ,he looks much younger than that,he honestly looks great at his age.
@jojo bean bean He is a very very good looking man,which goes to show that outside beauty is nothing when the inside is not well.
Prison preserves u
He's black. Duh... Take care of yourself and you will look like you're supposed to. 50+ aint old.
Someone on this channel mentioned that prison preserves people.
@@cashdollar6695 ive heard that for years & its honestly true every time lol
It is so helpful when people talk about mental illness and their experiences. I relate SO much to what he went through with crippling anxiety and just feeling helpless. Though as he said, he had the ghetto and racism on top of it all. Mental illness is unbearable enough on its own. Thanks Eric, I know your words will help others.
“My Creator answered me.” Amen 🙏🏽
i love eric so much his sincerity determination and appreciation like when he started doing his consruction job is so inspiring and how he has overcome his addiction has inspired me so much and has translated to my life thank you so much Eric i love u man
I can relate so much and i just wanna cry because... it’s like every single thing he says about how he felt before the meds... after the meds... the ups and downs. That is exactly what I’ve been trying to tell my family and doctors since i was 12 bruh. Now I’m gonna show this video. I even tried drawing it out and that didn’t work. Thank you Sir.
When he said "Can you cut me some slack" I felt that done away with drugs got a CDL still drink from time to time but that scares me I need to get me a routine going like the gym I'm 6 ft used to be 190 big in the army gotta get back to it I feel Eric's story I only got better after therapy. I like how he makes no excuses for the drug use.
Ty Eric.... your life is just like mine. Scared, fearful... yet unhelped... and completely unheard. God bless you sir.
Man, I love these interviews. Thank you so much, Mark for giving these fellow human beings a voice and platform to share their stories and for bringing so much awareness to all the problems out there. You are an angel. 🙏🏻
Eric is never “interviewed” in the traditional sense. He speaks truth and wisdom, without question, and everyone just listens.
Well said 👌🏾
Amazing and touching video per usual. Mark this is the most powerful video on soft white underbelly's. He has me in tears. The way he described his pain.
Eric if you are reading this man you really don't know how much our stories are similar lord knows we have been through hell and back. Every time that I see you on here I can't wait to hear what new updates you have for the world, keep up the amazing job boss, you made me get my ass back in the gym gained 10 pounds of pure muscle you looking awesome Boss. Much love from Dallas Tx. Blessings my friend
I love hearing from his prospective. It's quite amazing the state of mind he can take you to . Love the shirt too. Where can we get them ?
Have a great week everyone. God bless.
Thank you and you have a blessed week.😊❤
Eric, thank you so much for speaking on this. I've diagnosed with mental illness 20 yrs ago & related to every single thing you said. You are brave and should be so proud for taking the steps to care for yourself. Stay healthy & keep up the good work...I'm hoping you motivated me to get back to the gym (that's a huge component for wellness for me). Thanks again for sharing💕
What a wonderful man to interview! He was so honest about himself and his life. His mother suggesting he need to talk to someone early in life was probably one of the most important pieces to this puzzle for him. That conversation seemed to have the left the door open for him in his life, didn't put a negative on hope. He is an advocate for the mental health system and I hope he continues to speak his truth for himself and all the others like him. Wish I lived closer, would so make him my friend.
Can we start by talking on the phone?
Wow. Just, wow. So much respect for Eric for opening up on this subject
Thank you Eric. For sharing your struggle, being real with yourself and telling it like it is. You'll never know how many people you have helped start on the path toward finding their way, just by not giving up on seeking your own.
Eric's life is such a testimony. He needs a bigger platform to share his life story. I'm sure he could touch and inspire a lot of people.
What a beautiful, honest and humble man.
Thank you
Eric. My brother. Your words mean a lot to me this morning. Thank you. ❤️
Your welcome
God bless you Eric, for putting out the message. I'm an advocate for getting help and admit to it openly when the topic comes up. It's a whole lot easier than talking about all of the crazy, embarrassing, stupid-ass things I did when I was on my own.
You remind me of David Goggins! You’re an open book about the way you feel (which is the best thing for you) and channel a lot of your anger into working out (that’s what it looks like anyways) keep it up. Do it for yourself!
I completely understand him. I was diagnosed back in 2001, I was pregnant and my husband at the time abused me. It changes you and nobody understands unless they’ve been through it. Sending prayers!
Keep your head up
I was diagnosed Bipolar at 15 and I’ve struggled my entire life. I suppose everyone struggles just differently. It takes true strength to stay alive when you’re own mind is working against you at times this is the worst kind of pain. I applaud you Eric and everyone else who has the courage to seek help.
Thank you Eric for this interview, listening to you speak, it was like listening to my son when he first did his best trying to explain what goes on in his head each and everyday. I hope my son’s meds work as well as yours do.
I really really needed to hear from Eric today.
Thank you!
Got cha 💪👍🤠
@@ericportis1898you have alot of people supporting you in your journey! Wishing you a blessed day! Stay positive, well and moving forward!
His mother failed him. What mother tells her 15yr old “I think you need to see someone” without taking charge and scheduling appts and getting support services in place for meds , occupational therapy etc…… I did for my grown kids and my grand baby with diagnosis from Autism adhd depression anxiety & bipolar between the four of them. Take charge and take the time mama’s give our babies the best running starts in life. It’s hard as it is. Praying for you brotha 🙏
His mother was more than likely ignorant to his disorder
I can listen to this man forever
“Never thought I was good enough... for me... like I let myself down” ARE WE IN CHURCH THIS MORNING!? Preachhhhh that’s nothing but the enemy!!!
Amen 🙏
Yes, I agree! Lord, heal! Resist the devil and he will flee!
I love that soft white underbelly shirt on you sir!!! You can be the model of this you tube chanel!! Always learning from you Eric and iam happy to see you healthy. More of Eric's inspirational talks!!!! God bless you and keep you safe.
You're stronger than you know!
I can relate to Eric’s story. When I was young, did same thing, hid the truth from confusion and lack of understanding about depression and mental illness. After about 20 years of resistance, the medication gave me peace that ‘will power’ never did.
Brave man, telling the truth, and facing the difficulties...admirable courage.
Watching further, courage, courage, courage...really appreciate Eric and his experience...wow. So much courage.
Your a good strong man Eric. ....love listening to you dude stay strong an keep clean ....love n prayers to all struggling in addiction an struggling with mental health all round the globe.....lv Mike ...from UK wales
Thank you Eric I’m 18 young black and can relate to you
Hearing his story makes me want to reach out to all the children out there going through what he went through.
You are so genuine, Eric. Thank you for your bravery in sharing your story. Much needed.
Please give him a platform.
He’s such a blessing and would be to those who are lost because of mental illness. ♥️🥰😘♥️
Touching . If it makes you feel better and it should!! We all feel the same way in one way or the other. 🙌🏼
I hope if eric ever reads this he knows his open expression of his troubles have helped me understand myself and I pray for him and his success. What a soldier
This is a wonderful testimonial about mental health. I hope that seeing a strong male willing to admit he needs help will encourage others, especially guys, that it isn’t weakness to need or ask for help. I’m sure so many don’t get the help they need because they don’t want to be seen as weak when it’s exactly the opposite, it takes strength to get help to help yourself. Thanks Eric.
😊👏👏👏❤
I'm so thankful he looked at himself from the outside. Many people loose their lives because they dont look in the mirror.
Thank you Eric for the raw truth. We all battle something but the goal is recognize and change.
Don't give up Eric, it warms my heart that you utilize the services and resources!
I ❤ Eric. You can hear his heart
10 toes down!. Thank you big man.! Respect!!
I love listening to Eric,I can listen to him talk all day..sending prayers and much luv💕🥰💕
The video quality keeps getting better and better. I don't know how you can get any better than this😀
Thank you Eric Ive been following you like Our late Amanda .. You free your mind and the rest will follow . Go in peace
God bless this man! Thank you for being transparent. So many people need to hear this. I wish you well and continue to fight! It’s worth it! 🙏🏼❤️
Thank you Eric, for the vulnerability and sharing
#mentalhealthawarenessmonth
#mentalhealthmatters
#stopthestigma
Isn't it interesting that people (of whom Eric is a great example) would rather admit to all types of "wrong" things they've done and all sorts of bad things that happened to them. But mental (un)health and the related vulnerability is still one of the toughest things to admit to. Thank you for sharing, Eric, this can only make you stronger, not weaker! As strong as those muscles:)
Agree!
Oh my God. That's me. Thank you friend for sending this to me. Eye opener
You're an inspiration, Eric. I am also glad you got the help, and in turn you are helping others.
A beautiful human portrait. Thank you for showing us how to be vulnerable in prayer. Reminds me of Psalms 3. When David was in the dark, he called out to the Lord for strength and protection.
Eric I am so proud of you. You are such a strong person & you're full of so much wisdom. We are all human beings with our own unique challenges and struggles. No one is perfect and no one is better than the next person. I love listening to your wise words. Keep your head leveled and stick with the people that are helping you. Blessings king! 🙏🏽
Eric ... brother you are so inspiring!!!! You’re awesome!!
I suffer from anger. I was abuse as a child from as along as I can remember till I was 17. I'm 33 and still suffer from anger. What has anger gotten me. Child boot camp, drop out of high school, Job Corp, Jail, street Fighting, drugs, road rage,
Abusing family, hate toward my life and people, etc...to tell you the truth. I'm just waiting for anger to get me introuble and go to jail again. I'm so scared to have a child and do the same exact things to my children. It's like a have a bad seed and I'm going to pass this to my child and they will be bad too...I want help so so bad.
Go and look for help. You deserve it! ❤
Consider working with a counselor.
The fact that you recognize a problem puts you further along the path than many others who are in denial. Check out local resources available to you & best of luck.
@@istateyourname4710 Amen!
I'm on Facebook, please feel free to message me.
Thank you Big bro for speaking what I’m feeling. ❤️”Every day, in every way.. I’m getting better and better.” *healing for everyone*
Thank you Eric. Thank you so much
Great follow up from earlier interviews. Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU for this channel!
You probably won’t be reading these but Eric you are the man! You’re a an empathetic person, you’re a smart fuck, you’re doing well physically. I hope mentally you are doing well too! Keep talking if this helps. We’ll all always listen.
Honesty is such a beautiful thing. We have to stop pretending we're okay. Great interview and best of luck to Eric