Pov: you fell in love with right person in wrong time (walking while its raining)

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  • @Leah-dl6fd
    @Leah-dl6fd 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17050

    -Time stamps-
    00:00 - 03:09 Young - Vacation
    03:09 - 06:05 Heather - Conan Gray
    06:05 - 09:05 The night we met - Lord Huron
    09:05 - 12:35 First love / late spring - Mitski
    12:35 - 16:03 River - Leon Bridges
    16:05 - 19:25 Apocalypse - Cigarette After Sex
    19:06 - 22:48 YNWIM - Yot Club
    22:49 - 25:33 Space songs - Beach house
    25:34 - 28:59 I can’t handle change - Roar

    • @matthewperez7919
      @matthewperez7919 2 ปีที่แล้ว +81

      what's the first one

    • @Leah-dl6fd
      @Leah-dl6fd 2 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      @@matthewperez7919 young by vacation

    • @ssaccot
      @ssaccot 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@matthewperez7919 young - vacation

    • @Kiisulaura2810
      @Kiisulaura2810 2 ปีที่แล้ว +67

      Helppp, its the song from “13 reasons Why” 😭

    • @jsrjeeni1202
      @jsrjeeni1202 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      It's actually vacations not vacation. I've tried to search it anywhere and didn't find it before...

  • @random7278
    @random7278 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14161

    "The worst feeling isn't being alone, its being forgotten by someone you could never forget"
    -dude

  • @theaayushbansal
    @theaayushbansal 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2804

    "If you got chemistry, you only need one other thing. Timing. But timing is a bitch."
    Been feeling this a little too hard lately.

    • @prefix253
      @prefix253 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Depends on how serious u want the relationship to be. There must be common ground in morals as well if ur actually planning on raising a family with the person.

    • @WackAlan
      @WackAlan 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I love that quote

    • @jesusofbullets
      @jesusofbullets 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Where’s this quote from?

    • @theaayushbansal
      @theaayushbansal 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jesusofbullets how i met your mother

    • @WackAlan
      @WackAlan 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@jesusofbullets himym, that’s how I know that’s quote

  • @createandevolve
    @createandevolve 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5256

    Daily reminder,
    You survived another week in a very tough world, even though at times it felt like you wouldn't, and I'm so proud of you.

  • @gwenky6155
    @gwenky6155 ปีที่แล้ว +2685

    the worst feeling is not being able to stop loving someone you know you can never have.

    • @LivClement
      @LivClement ปีที่แล้ว +39

      i cant have her anymore bc she died

    • @WafflesBooboo
      @WafflesBooboo ปีที่แล้ว +17

      i am going through that know and i cant get over her I LOVE HER, I WANT HER!!😞

    • @iampagliacci
      @iampagliacci ปีที่แล้ว +42

      Why are we like this? Why are we doomed to suffer from those feelings that don't want to go?

    • @menooj6683
      @menooj6683 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      shat up

    • @illcomeupwithacreativename4096
      @illcomeupwithacreativename4096 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@menooj6683 die

  • @coolname5418
    @coolname5418 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6307

    It hurts even more when the person that gave you the best memories becomes a memory.

    • @dxmono7626
      @dxmono7626 2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Corny💀

    • @tiffanybowman8196
      @tiffanybowman8196 2 ปีที่แล้ว +95

      It really does suck, it's the worst, you spend every day with them, nurture their dreams, you realize that even tho you both are kinda young for all this but you still try to make it work through everything, it becomes something run through and old, it sucks it has to be the right time and right person, I hate time, it's either wrong or right, not enough or too much, and sucks when other people get in the mix

    • @eyxzm7505
      @eyxzm7505 2 ปีที่แล้ว +74

      @@dxmono7626 L

    • @zachburris6519
      @zachburris6519 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Facts

    • @QuazyRaccoon
      @QuazyRaccoon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@tiffanybowman8196 I agree

  • @benjaminmartin8263
    @benjaminmartin8263 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3130

    One of the more complicated things about falling in love with someone is maintaining the mindset that you are still a complete person if they decide to leave.

    • @dinamita2870
      @dinamita2870 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I knowww

    • @osacrpro
      @osacrpro 2 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      you become dependent in a way almost treating them like a brother / or sister that will always be there but the sad reality is unlike being bonded by blood you are bonded by love and sometimes that can fall apart or fade away

    • @samantharackley3882
      @samantharackley3882 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      damn

    • @chloegeil158
      @chloegeil158 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      that was one of the most beautiful and painful things I've read holy cow

    • @lostcoc_
      @lostcoc_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      this def hit

  • @TheVincentVanGogh
    @TheVincentVanGogh 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9452

    *right person; wrong time,*
    *right script; wrong line,*
    *right poem; wrong rhyme,*
    *...and a piece of your heart that was never mine*

    • @isachuntic
      @isachuntic 2 ปีที่แล้ว +204

      oh shit this is great

    • @yeevz9701
      @yeevz9701 2 ปีที่แล้ว +84

      damn..

    • @phonecharger9958
      @phonecharger9958 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      im crying asadfsfgv

    • @Viatique.
      @Viatique. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +107

      MAY I HAVE THE PERMISSION TO PUT THIS IN MY BIO

    • @elrika_mae
      @elrika_mae 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Omfg shit!

  • @Wolfsta
    @Wolfsta ปีที่แล้ว +2989

    You don’t miss her, you miss the version of what she could have been...

    • @klaser22
      @klaser22 ปีที่แล้ว +51

      i miss her so fucking bad

    • @Spideyjosh__
      @Spideyjosh__ ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Real

    • @Zero.-_
      @Zero.-_ ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I miss the the version of who she was.

    • @flyinglobster5324
      @flyinglobster5324 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I'd take a happy and joyful fantasy over facing a sad and lonely reality any day

    • @sikk7062
      @sikk7062 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thanks

  • @ffi0n.e
    @ffi0n.e 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3200

    Yea and it hurts even more when you both agree that rn isn't the right time but you're perfect for each other, it's painful :/

    • @figtree6090
      @figtree6090 2 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      Thats literally my situation😩

    • @ffi0n.e
      @ffi0n.e 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @@figtree6090 it'll get better just be willing to wait for it

    • @figtree6090
      @figtree6090 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@ffi0n.e thank you, I have hope that the day will come. ❤😊

    • @raf.fo_
      @raf.fo_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Literally me and her have been liking each other for a long time, she told me last night that she cant get over the last person and gets me messed up because ive never felt that free with someone in my entire life.

    • @whispersweetnothingsuwu
      @whispersweetnothingsuwu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ooof! hurts but true v . v

  • @NaveenKumar-gy4df
    @NaveenKumar-gy4df 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6483

    The worst feeling is when you know you can't be with them but you can't stop yourself from falling for that person because they are just perfect...

    • @itsyaboykev438
      @itsyaboykev438 2 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      fr

    • @sinysstudios5706
      @sinysstudios5706 2 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      my feelings exactly

    • @archmathen1820
      @archmathen1820 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      I am feeling this still :(

    • @Golskull
      @Golskull 2 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      Perfect way to describe how I'm feeling I know they have 0 interest in me but I've known them for quite a while and I'm close with them and they make me laugh, smile etc

    • @kshitij99951
      @kshitij99951 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Living wasn't supposed to be That Bad, Hard, Difficult , COMPLI fckng CATED

  • @lgh13r35
    @lgh13r35 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7442

    She even told me….”I will never forget you doesn’t matter how long we don’t talk you were my first love and the right person but not the right time…” I literally crying right now and I haven’t cried in months

    • @mightyfastfeline1703
      @mightyfastfeline1703 2 ปีที่แล้ว +281

      Okay, it is time for the gym arc and the "Working on myself" arc to both start. Get them Champ

    • @user-gj6sk1gx6j
      @user-gj6sk1gx6j 2 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      It's life...

    • @lgh13r35
      @lgh13r35 2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      @@user-gj6sk1gx6j fr

    • @luarafreitas6413
      @luarafreitas6413 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      EXACTLY like how I feel

    • @lgh13r35
      @lgh13r35 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@luarafreitas6413 wanna talk?

  • @gkammy
    @gkammy ปีที่แล้ว +348

    the part that hurts the most is knowing that you’re never gonna find anyone like that again

    • @8_bug094
      @8_bug094 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Yeah but when you'll finally find someone else it will be easy becoz of that person to accept the tragedies in the past and ultimately you'll conclude time heals everything ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

    • @0okcin605
      @0okcin605 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      for real bro

    • @justarando1365
      @justarando1365 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Not even in the same person

    • @SunsetsOrStars
      @SunsetsOrStars 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Maybe, you could find better
      Who knows

    • @0okcin605
      @0okcin605 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      nvm we’re gonna make it

  • @sadnessmaximus7155
    @sadnessmaximus7155 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23294

    POV: Its 1am and you're listening to this, realizing you're in love with a person you can't be with...

    • @laibakhan7122
      @laibakhan7122 2 ปีที่แล้ว +512

      same its 4am and and I am thinking about the person who I fell for 2 years ago but I can't be with him

    • @aubrie2001
      @aubrie2001 2 ปีที่แล้ว +259

      It’s 5:50 am and I’m still thinking about the same person I’ve been in love with for 2 years and she likes me back but I don’t think she’s ready and I don’t wanna rush her

    • @simrann9
      @simrann9 2 ปีที่แล้ว +135

      wtf it's currently 1:10am in here omg-

    • @Chupacabbra1121
      @Chupacabbra1121 2 ปีที่แล้ว +207

      1-47am she’s getting married, first girl I ever met, grew up together, figured we’d be together.

    • @deandrashaquanie-jackson677
      @deandrashaquanie-jackson677 2 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      2am but yes

  • @tatianaromero1517
    @tatianaromero1517 2 ปีที่แล้ว +828

    I’m a hopeless romantic but I’m always unlucky with love… it’s like being stuck between a rock and a hard place

    • @safaab3597
      @safaab3597 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      th-cam.com/video/0zG4lYgYMa8/w-d-xo.html

    • @Cruz_ignatius
      @Cruz_ignatius 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me too!.

    • @Millie_mckenzie
      @Millie_mckenzie 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      SAD reality 👉🏻 th-cam.com/video/HQtLffnduNY/w-d-xo.html😭

    • @shreksleftelbowpeircing4904
      @shreksleftelbowpeircing4904 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      me too, and i liked this guy who i thought would be a horrible boyfriend, and he pleasantly surprised me and ended up liking me back, it took like..... 3 years but he ended up liking me back, and now i get little messages and he tells me how pretty i am and smart and how much he likes me and he gives me hoodies and warms my hands. it will happen, i was in the same boat as you i promise. im also a hopeless romantic, you just gotta wait for the right guy.
      i lowkey hoe'd around while i was waiting lmfao

    • @noon__
      @noon__ 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      ☹same tho

  • @acat6637
    @acat6637 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2709

    I found the perfect girl everything was right about her. Her smile, her laugh, her personality, her looks. But she had abusive parents and she took her own life after one bad night and now I sit in my room and listen to her favorite songs and I cry. She left me an empty shell which she would fill but now I remain empty

    • @nadiaazzabi9549
      @nadiaazzabi9549 2 ปีที่แล้ว +95

      I really wish you the best💜

    • @acat6637
      @acat6637 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      @@nadiaazzabi9549 thank you that means a lot

    • @yosua9889
      @yosua9889 2 ปีที่แล้ว +110

      bro.. I'm speechless. All I can say is that I wish u the best too..

    • @pioupiou5762
      @pioupiou5762 2 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      I’m really sorry bro..

    • @rini9936
      @rini9936 2 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      im sorry bby... wishing you the absolute best, you got this

  • @dawnteei
    @dawnteei ปีที่แล้ว +667

    And you've realised that when u fall for someone,,, every romantic song u listen to... feels like it's made for u🙃✨

    • @xandercholette7479
      @xandercholette7479 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Yea, but it bends the other way whenever they leave, every song reminds you of what once was, seeing the same situation mirrored, looking into through the rose tinted window,but this time being on the other side of the glass, alone.
      Tasting and reliving those memories. Getting hit with what feels like dejà vu, only that after it goes sour sitting in your mouth, that bad after taste now being a constant reminder that it was once so sweet.

    • @joe2134
      @joe2134 ปีที่แล้ว

      She has her broken heart but that was the least of her problems...

    • @raydson_S
      @raydson_S ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That was the entire 'Harry's House' album for me 😅. Btw even after me and her broke up its still such a good album imo. But nowadays it is like a different meaning here inside.

    • @ISWEARGIVEMEAMOMENTTOEXPLAIN
      @ISWEARGIVEMEAMOMENTTOEXPLAIN 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Ikr? It's like eyes don't lie by Isabel larosa

  • @welcome7723
    @welcome7723 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1197

    Sometimes I wonder how many times a heart can break until it finds the right person...

    • @adezra5991
      @adezra5991 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Damn...... That's hit hard
      Can I repost on Twitter

    • @adezra5991
      @adezra5991 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That*

    • @sunflower11.11
      @sunflower11.11 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes I just can't

    • @daddyyulix785
      @daddyyulix785 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      My heart broke 6 times and now I’m here with the one living life with her couldn’t be happier Dont give up you’ll find her one day

    • @mrmoon1590
      @mrmoon1590 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@daddyyulix785 i needed to see that. been heart broken 4 times already. that gives me hope

  • @sevens1806
    @sevens1806 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3373

    god, i want to say i wish i never met you. but honestly, regardless of the pain that i know i would go through, i would still want to meet you and fall in love with you again. if it means i could spend some time with you.

    • @soojin5021
      @soojin5021 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      Gosh!! That stings man! I can feel and agree with every word of yours

    • @keepingupwithkneysa
      @keepingupwithkneysa 2 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      i absolutely hated him, but at the same time i could never forget our memories from the past.

    • @kampfpanzer709
      @kampfpanzer709 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I know that feeling painful well

    • @eduardopaniagua5625
      @eduardopaniagua5625 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Man this girl likes man and were going out but were on and off, she's been hurt so much times and i tell her i will never leave her side but it hurts knowing i make her happy but she scared to lose me.
      Edit: we have been doing a lot better know im happy but she still don't trust me enough to tell me how she fells when she's mad or sad but its ok in time she will trust me. im just glad she trusts me more then she did last time.

    • @eduardobartoline9623
      @eduardobartoline9623 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Bro i fell you

  • @ibnuqasya9630
    @ibnuqasya9630 2 ปีที่แล้ว +928

    "may sad endings brings happier beginnings" - me.

    • @mainjibe77
      @mainjibe77 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes 😌💜❤️

    • @snowfyy
      @snowfyy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Beautiful😊

    • @alisyaismywife3591
      @alisyaismywife3591 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      You are shakespear reborn

    • @SturdyLiz
      @SturdyLiz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      thank you :( i needed to hear this 😭

    • @charliesclater4075
      @charliesclater4075 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      *Bring

  • @itiswhatitis1315
    @itiswhatitis1315 ปีที่แล้ว +139

    "You're the sun, you've never seen the night but you hear it's song from the morning birds. Well I'm not the moon, I'm not even a star but awake at night i'll be singing to the birds."
    -Mitski
    One of my favorite lyrics

  • @brandogarcia5353
    @brandogarcia5353 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3310

    I lost her to a drunk driver... we were in high-school she was the one. She went to all my games and vice versa. We were both also into music. And just did everything together. We would sing all the time. Do covers and endless hours of conversations in the phone. We had the deepest connection went from being a player to a one lady man. I couldn't see or think about anybody else but her no matter how many girls approached me. I knew she was the one. The day I had finally asked her to be my girl. She went to a cousins birthday party. Also her first time driving by herself. On her way back home. She never made it. The driver did though... I remember not getting replies from her after that. And stayed up all night the next day I got the news from her friend... never has anyone ever seen me broken. I was the example of a guy who showed no weakness no fear no pain nothing. And at that moment I just remember my heart tearing. It hurt physically.... my mind went blank. And my body went numb... I dropped to my knees I couldn't cry I couldn't speak I couldn't do anything. I remember I just got back up and walked. I ended up going to see my weight training coach. I just asked if i could hide there for a while. I remember picking up the weights and as I started my set the tears started flowing... I thought that by lifting weights i could lift the weight off my chest and numb the pain. My coach saw me. And just let me cry on his shoulders... she was perfect for me.. her light brown hair.. beautiful hazel eyes with a thought of green closer to the middle the purest most innocent smile... that brought warmth to you. Her laugh that just filled you and forced you to laugh with her and even though you don't remember why you were laughing it was still funny. Her voices. A soft sweet angelic melody after that day. I can no longer sing or play.. it hurts too much to even touch a guitar. It's been years now... and although I've made my life worth while. I still am reminded of her. And I will never forget her.

    • @nickjoseph5258
      @nickjoseph5258 2 ปีที่แล้ว +223

      im so sorry

    • @drey2798
      @drey2798 2 ปีที่แล้ว +130

      Idk why but I just had the urge to say your doing the best man, walk forward to your new life goal even if it's full of needles, its hard but its worth it

    • @simondenis1234
      @simondenis1234 2 ปีที่แล้ว +174

      Your comment made me cry
      Your story broke my heart
      I’m so sorry for you

    • @necr0markergaming
      @necr0markergaming 2 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      i hope youre okay. i know losing someone extremely close to you and you feel like you cant be separated from them is so incredibly difficult to deal with. really and truly, i hope life treats you well from now on. please take care of yourself and do what you desire. remember to drink and eat, and sleep. im so sorry that such a horrible incident happened and i wish you well with everything you wish to do. stay safe, mr garcia

    • @ulfricsturmmantel6795
      @ulfricsturmmantel6795 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Bro, you‘re doing your best and it’s important that you keep going. I’m really sorry for your loss. Life is hard, but it sure has a plan for you, always remember that

  • @darling8347
    @darling8347 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1737

    Listening to this playlist while reading the stories in the comments gives me a feeling. I don't really know what the feeling is, but it's there.

  • @shaneyevans9639
    @shaneyevans9639 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3265

    I’m not here for a person, I’m here because I feel isolated from the world and I can’t fucking live like this anymore

  • @adelcathey308
    @adelcathey308 ปีที่แล้ว +142

    he was the only person ive ever been able to love, ive never felt happiness like that. ive also never felt loneliness like this.

    • @anthonystarkey587
      @anthonystarkey587 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hope ur doing better now

    • @adarshmalodia302
      @adarshmalodia302 ปีที่แล้ว

      It feels like, she is writing it to me, as a last goodbye, of which we weren't lucky enough to have.

    • @NeoEddie-de8be
      @NeoEddie-de8be ปีที่แล้ว

      I know how you feel my friend lonely....😭

    • @sassyhasty-mx1jd
      @sassyhasty-mx1jd 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Life is so unexpected for a mere human 💀

  • @jxn.a
    @jxn.a 2 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    hiding feelings from a friend so you can protect the friendship is one of the hardest and most painful things ever

    • @fantoms6839
      @fantoms6839 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      worst thing is when they’re somebody that doesn’t really care about you but you can’t move on because sometimes they’ll smile and boom.

    • @Gagagaga-b1k
      @Gagagaga-b1k 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      i've been going through this for at least 5 years so far
      I can say it hurts a lot

    • @ashley_rodgers
      @ashley_rodgers 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ik that feeling all too well

    • @mahmoudwahida3323
      @mahmoudwahida3323 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Just say it. But say it in a mature way. For example i just told her the way i feel for her and she doesn't even have to say anything back. Because i don't care i just wanted to let her know about how i feel how bad i felt for her and how heavy it made me everyday and night. And for her to be mature enough to understand that i can't control how i feel and i can't control how she feels so i understand that too. She texted me back after a long 6 days and said she always saw me as a friend and i was just as happy as always because i just didn't want to lose her as my best friend and we went bowling the next day😁. But if it ever happens and she decides to give us a chance then good. If not iam still focusing on my self making my self better everyday

    • @antonettepatagan6507
      @antonettepatagan6507 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@mahmoudwahida3323 love your attitude!

  • @taylorsnyder4752
    @taylorsnyder4752 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1764

    POV: you’ve made it another day, and I’m damn proud of you 😘

    • @shannilove2801
      @shannilove2801 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      😪

    • @saitama._.6778
      @saitama._.6778 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      yey💀

    • @dodororo9248
      @dodororo9248 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you

    • @Cristian-wu9fk
      @Cristian-wu9fk 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      You know the fact that reading this comment and having it bring me to tears just shows how deprived I am of affection at the moment :/. Sometimes all it takes is a little praise or love to make everything better, even if it’s a random persons comment

    • @mr.nobody4183
      @mr.nobody4183 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Cristian-wu9fk stay strong. It gets easier.

  • @urgirlmerve522
    @urgirlmerve522 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2195

    I’m just casually listening to this and reading peoples stories and crying over them. I have tears running down my face right now. I wish you all the best and you guys are sooo strong ❤️❤️

  • @my_little_dove
    @my_little_dove ปีที่แล้ว +259

    I lost him due to suicide.... he didn't tell me how he was feeling I found out he was very stressed working 4 jobs paying for his parents bills at the age of 15 and trying to make time to spend time with me he was the sweetest funniest guy he was amazing and to lose him was the worst day of my life... and to others around him...

    • @yduhxz471
      @yduhxz471 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Espero que sua dor diminua❤️‍🩹

    • @Scarpez_
      @Scarpez_ 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      may his soul rest in peace, i hope you’re feeling better

    • @my_little_dove
      @my_little_dove 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@Scarpez_ im doing quite well thank you

    • @callmevec638
      @callmevec638 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Im sure hes looking down on you smiling, and happy that you continued to live your life, idk him but i swear thats what he wouldve wanted for you

    • @ElizabethWright-io7vf
      @ElizabethWright-io7vf 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Shit man I'm sorry hope your doing well

  • @aaliyahfaith8985
    @aaliyahfaith8985 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2858

    I love reading everyone’s stories. It makes me feel not so alone. Thank you❤️

    • @Larivalabe
      @Larivalabe 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Same :””)

    • @arturoadramian3506
      @arturoadramian3506 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Samee

    • @hik317
      @hik317 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/bbEf60Lu5eo/w-d-xo.html

    • @dont_be_shy._.4239
      @dont_be_shy._.4239 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me to

    • @zulfar1193
      @zulfar1193 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@arturoadramian3506 why does yours have translate to English when it's literally English.
      I guess Samee is probably an alternative language

  • @supii3374
    @supii3374 2 ปีที่แล้ว +452

    it hurts realizing it was the right person for you, but distance and insecurity tears you both apart..

  • @tomriddlegf
    @tomriddlegf 2 ปีที่แล้ว +181

    "i know we weren't perfect, but i've never felt this way for no one."

  • @lujantroche3809
    @lujantroche3809 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    My love for him is strong but the wall that separates us is also

  • @damonisch5801
    @damonisch5801 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1517

    SENDING VIRTUAL HUGS TO EVERYONE HERE!!!! I'M SOSOOOOOOO GLAD YOU'RE HERE RN AND ILY ALL VERY MUCH!!! STAY SAFE & HEALTHY YA'LL

    • @danielpellegrini2673
      @danielpellegrini2673 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Thanks mate, I really need those

    • @Millie_mckenzie
      @Millie_mckenzie 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      SAD reality 👉🏻 th-cam.com/video/HQtLffnduNY/w-d-xo.html😭

    • @rileywelton3652
      @rileywelton3652 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you, i just split up with my gf lastnight, its all kicking into reality and i cant handle it.

    • @szyyyy
      @szyyyy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      tysm

    • @chriismuq8513
      @chriismuq8513 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      🫂

  • @window4234
    @window4234 2 ปีที่แล้ว +918

    I fell in love with him. He fell in love with me dated for a bit. He Distanced himself from me later he broke up with me. I was confused why until I found out he had cancer. He didn’t want me to worry about him. He died six months later. I just wish I was with him in his final moments. His smile still cheers me up.Btw I just want to say thank you for all the support because it really makes me smile!

    • @darling8347
      @darling8347 2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      I'm sure he's watching you from heaven.

    • @window4234
      @window4234 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@darling8347 :)

    • @eunice_oftheday
      @eunice_oftheday 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Let’s continue to live and be happy as he made us happy and full of life and keep in mind these good souvenirs of him ! 🥰❤️

    • @user-jp2hh1jy6b
      @user-jp2hh1jy6b 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      im so sorry for your loss, but let me tell you...you're strong. i know it. he's watching you from heaven and smiling at you and very proud of you. keep going ml, i believe in you🤍

    • @Ohidgaf111
      @Ohidgaf111 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I just want to give u a hug☹️ im sorry

  • @lavendarscarso4212
    @lavendarscarso4212 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1152

    She once told me: "No matter how much you love me or show care for me, it doesn't mean I will love you. Just because you love me doesn't mean I love you. Keep that in mind."
    But ofc I still told her i'll love her even if she hates me. Then she started crying and hugging me saying "Why and how can you still love me after I constantly hurt you." I honestly didn't know but I responded with, "Even if it kills me i'll always love you." Before she died she told me that she can't live with the guilt of hurting someone who loves her as much as she loves them. She confessed guys.
    I'll always love you F

    • @petofromghetto
      @petofromghetto 2 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      now this really made me cry, damn, im here for you bro.
      hope shes in a good place...

    • @Rileyboi69
      @Rileyboi69 2 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      It seems like she was trying to distance herself so her death would hurt you less but felt guilty that she was doing it for nothing because no matter what you wouldn’t love her any less. I think she wanted to love you but couldn’t bring herself to get too involved if she knew she was going to die. But I don’t know the situation enough to be certain. I feel for you and can’t believe how much you truly loved her. It sounds quite beautiful.

    • @yooim1215
      @yooim1215 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      dammit..

    • @leopoleon6832
      @leopoleon6832 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      smoking on that pack

    • @user-sy7hm5uz2w
      @user-sy7hm5uz2w 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@leopoleon6832 youre not funny

  • @djporter5029
    @djporter5029 ปีที่แล้ว +194

    I met him in 8th grade, his 7th. In my 10th, we became best friends, always joking about dating. Prom was around the corner, and on the day I planned on asking him, we were sent home, and COVID began. We fell slightly out of touch, but I reached out about a month later. I invited him to come camping with me, my sister, her bf, and our roommate. On the camping trip, it rained, soaking my blanket. In response, me and him shared a blanket and cuddled for warmth. The next night we went back to my place and all stayed, trying to still somewhat camp. That night he told me he loved me for the first time, and the next day, I asked him out. I came to learn by continuing to talk to him, I saved his life. I came to learn so much about his pain, his uniqueness. I came to learn about my own. For 2 years, we were happy. Then I graduated, I got depressed, and my toxic family affected me more than I wanted. I became such a horrible person. I chose every night to ignore him, and just hang out with my dad smoking. I stopped showing that I loved him. I pushed him away. He cut things off. I persisted, wanting so desperately to fix things and clouded by the pain. I said some hurtful things. I did some stupid things, just trying to get him to come back. Now he has me blocked on just about everything. I haven't seen him in almost a year. I've missed so much. Him, and all of his friends, hate me. I've come a long way since then, sought help from friends and therapy, began my dream career. But every day I feel hopeless. He made me want to be a better person. He wanted nothing but the best for me. I undervalued him. I haven't felt much of anything since it happened. I don't expect forgiveness. I can't even forgive myself. I'm sorry, for everything. I don't know if I'll ever be able to move forward without you, but I will keep trying. You showed me both how much I have, and everything I don't. I'll always love you, I just wish I knew better.

    • @yellowpineapple9158
      @yellowpineapple9158 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Im so sorry to hear that, I really hope he unblocked u or something, try talking to him and maybe ask if you could have a second chance :(

    • @theonebman7581
      @theonebman7581 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      "I undervalued him"
      These words resonate with me. I never appreciated him when I could, and pushed him away for... literally no idea why, ig we humans really are brain dead idiots from time to time, like we purposely try to fuck things up when we know we're on the right track, or maybe we don't know who they really are and what they mean to us and we just did unexplainable things we regret to this day
      I miss him.

    • @destinygonzalez5617
      @destinygonzalez5617 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      the same thing happened to me. we met right around my 14th bday and instantly had a connection, constant phone calls, hanging out and within a month we started dating. he was everything to me, he helped me grow so much and pulled me out of my reality. we dated for almost 3 years but about the 2.5 year mark something changed in me and I became so cold towards him. I got super depressed and felt like I didn't deserve him so I tried to push him away. I wanted him to hurt so he would never come back to me. I guess I got my wish. looking back I got better but I don't think he'll ever talk to me again. I just wish I could apologize and explain to him none of it was his fault. I dont expect him to forgive me but I just hope he's doing OK and he doesn't blame himself. I still listen to his favorite songs I would always act like I hated. sometimes I'll call him every once in a while on a blocked number just to hear his voice

    • @Lucifer_X305
      @Lucifer_X305 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      ⁠@@destinygonzalez5617 In that age it’s hard to hold a relationship with someone, it can be both mentally and physically exhausting and I assume you were having those kind of feelings or you just lost the connection/feelings towards him. Should have thought abt it but I don’t blame you, young love is blind

    • @rozpyro
      @rozpyro 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      🫂

  • @ghostk1151
    @ghostk1151 2 ปีที่แล้ว +710

    It’s hard to fall asleep when both reality and dream are painful

    • @dutchvanderlinde9400
      @dutchvanderlinde9400 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I get that.

    • @corral.1
      @corral.1 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I hope you're okay

    • @kathleenjobe
      @kathleenjobe ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I realize that no one‘s gonna like me so I’m always trying to be nice to people like you😢

    • @corral.1
      @corral.1 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kathleenjobe I like u

    • @mochihousemaid5163
      @mochihousemaid5163 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      let me knwo when you get married

  • @Sasa-ie4lr
    @Sasa-ie4lr 2 ปีที่แล้ว +906

    I remember the first day of school, she walked into the class, in the middle of everyone and she was the first thing that I kept my eyes on, and I thought "wow". I still remember when I asked her if she listen to girl in red, our first kiss, when we started dating, how she made me feel when she was around or when she texted me. I always knew that there was a chance that she move to far away, but at the same time part of me had hope, and still has it. when we broke up I cried so fucking much, she was my first love as I was hers, and I agree with her "I never knew the meaning of right person wrong time till I met you''.

    • @cavewoah
      @cavewoah 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Hearing this story made me cry, I am here for you dude

    • @Jvxlca
      @Jvxlca 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Damn

    • @sophiadeakin266
      @sophiadeakin266 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      It gets better don’t worry x

    • @uno9915
      @uno9915 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      sad story but your pfp is a girl?

    • @Sasa-ie4lr
      @Sasa-ie4lr 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@cavewoah thx

  • @Getawaycarll
    @Getawaycarll 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1732

    I think there's no such "Right person wrong time" there's always a reason why you meet a person in your life. It's either they're a blessing or to teach a lesson in your Journey:)

    • @raquel3222
      @raquel3222 2 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      i think you can have a “right person wrong time” situation while still knowing/appreciating why the person is or was a part of your life

    • @unknown_5956
      @unknown_5956 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      And in the Bible it says that love never fails so if it does fail it wasn’t true love

    • @iceregachuelo
      @iceregachuelo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      yes, they'll come to your life to teach you a lesson and then they'll leave

    • @unknown_5956
      @unknown_5956 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@iceregachuelo the lesson that fucking ruins us till we accept to learn that lesson

    • @iceregachuelo
      @iceregachuelo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@unknown_5956 yes, they come they go. but, once you heal and built yourself again don't let anyone ruin you again

  • @natuska3811
    @natuska3811 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    I listen to this playlist everyday. I put it on when I do my homework, scroll or try to calm myself down. It is not because of some sad love i listen to those songs, they're just a real deal mood. To my dear traumatized, lonely friends that are reading this comment- I'm chilling with ya my guys, whatever you're going through listening to this song-
    I am with you. Lets vibe together

  • @user-ef5cr1wt5j
    @user-ef5cr1wt5j 2 ปีที่แล้ว +798

    I can't put into words what I'm feeling right now, I just know it hurts.

    • @vanesaymeri4942
      @vanesaymeri4942 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I hope you are in a good place now

    • @zeynepbicer7081
      @zeynepbicer7081 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      :'))

    • @bellsbellss
      @bellsbellss 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      that’s how i feel too, idk what to think of the situation i’m in bc there are just so many feelings and no one can be honest. it hurts so bad and i don’t know how to protect everyone
      but i hope that everything ends well for you. goodluck 💕💕

    • @KlassicCloud
      @KlassicCloud 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I understand

    • @sunflower11.11
      @sunflower11.11 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes

  • @mournovrmoon1e
    @mournovrmoon1e 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1801

    She was perfect, her affection, her personality, everything was worth it. I was the one at fault i wasn't ready and i pushed her away, my mental health is shit, and im so guilty for hurting her.

    • @itsnoxside3135
      @itsnoxside3135 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      I feel that man. Wishin you the best.

    • @tasnimalghussein4644
      @tasnimalghussein4644 2 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      You did the right thing. Even tho it hurts , it was the best decision. Because taking care of yourself is more important than anything. You didn’t want to hurt them and so you didn’t take a move, it’s all alright tho. Breath in and out...
      there’s a lot of people out there. Yes I may not know you and sound stupid but I just wanna tell you that before finding the one , you should find yourself. Your mental health is fucked up and that’s totally okay. You hurt them but you would’ve hurt them more if you were in a relationship and you weren’t sure of who you are and being just fucked up. Belive me when I say you would’ve hurt them even more. Stress , anger issues ,....all these overwhelming emotions that you must feel right now , it’s okay that you’re feeling this way. Everyone would’ve felt that way. Just know that what you did was absolutely right and you’re gorgeous. Yes , even tho you’ve made mistakes , hurt people , hurt yourself , you are still gorgeous. It’s these things that make us human. And you can still change if you really aren’t comfortable with yourself. I am proud of you for being here and It is not your fault. ❤️

    • @sannemkimsing3966
      @sannemkimsing3966 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      But you atleast said goodbye to her. In my case she just disappeared.

    • @real_08G
      @real_08G 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      man same happened to me, I called her something I would never want to come out of my mouth again. We broke up and now shes dating one of my friends litterally after our breakup, the girls we used to love change so quickly

    • @scooby_1doo188
      @scooby_1doo188 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@tasnimalghussein4644 i tried to tell her that but she convinced me to and she left me thursday 5 months of me trying to open up for nothing she would get mad when i tried and make it seem like i was in the wrong and make me apologise foe every thing even when i got mad when she hugs her exes and gets all flirty with them even when she went to the fair with ME she asked her ex to come and she spent most of the time with him walking with him talking with him. and she had him buy her shii. but no im the bad guy for saying how i feel. i cant talk to anyone but she can do that shit with her exes........

  • @nickhundley21
    @nickhundley21 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2173

    They say there is no such thing as the wrong time with the right person. The right person will always be at the right time, or come back at the right time. Have hope...

    • @Ziora_came
      @Ziora_came 2 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      I just really hope it’s just wrong timing

    • @andrejuan4395
      @andrejuan4395 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Have hope, gives us such a positive energy and lessen the pain :)

    • @doonue2440
      @doonue2440 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Claims hope 🖤

    • @Lucas-tq3lb
      @Lucas-tq3lb 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Mhm true God knows when the time is right and he'll put the right person in the right time together and make it perfect. God bless amen 🙏❤️

    • @Ziora_came
      @Ziora_came 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Lucas-tq3lb so is it really just wrong timing?

  • @anicio.0
    @anicio.0 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It's painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don't know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone's whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you're here, existing, but I don't want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something-to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you're not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it's not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You're not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what's wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love. You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn't give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it's tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don't let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won't let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won't let you down. Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can't see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that's enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you're still fighting. You're so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don't feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that's why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you're beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don't have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That's why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don't blame yourself, don't think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn't see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don't feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/she/ they is. If you aren't accepted at home or in general than am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn't be ashamed of, accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me. You’re not useless, you're not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don't starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it's hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain. you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish/hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you're reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you're reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you're here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it's evening for you, you're probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, know you will make it I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here.
    I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    You can let go for today, got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don't let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate
    you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn-Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
    In case no one told you and you're unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
    I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like its your last one.
    If you read all of it, until tomorrow have a good day and great years.
    I love you so much and am so proud of you.

    • @anicio.0
      @anicio.0 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Anw, my youtube channel it has music playlist if you’re interested. If you find something you like let me know! :>

    • @lii9vn
      @lii9vn ปีที่แล้ว +2

      لا تعلم كم أن تعليقك أثر فيّ كنت احتاج هذا الكلام بالفعل ، شكراً لك من الجيد حقاً وجود أشخاص مثلك وأنا هنا أتمنى لك ايضاً الحب ...💗

    • @vemarianshaniaferry8548
      @vemarianshaniaferry8548 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you very much, I myself have no much to say for the way you make me feel is something I cannot describe, will it be words, picture or an emoji, but still thank you for your encouragement and a minute of warmth you make us feel, may you have a good day, good night and tomorrow.
      May your path be blessed a thousand times 😊

    • @yduhxz471
      @yduhxz471 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Isso está tão perfeitamente completo, é tudo que eu gostaria de dizer as pessoas, é tudo oque todos deveriam ouvir agora, obrigada por isso❤️‍🩹

    • @muechiii
      @muechiii 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      oh to be loved by you

  • @madisonwong686
    @madisonwong686 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1406

    I imagined us dancing in the rain in a parking lot with these songs blasting out of the car

    • @moonrilla3932
      @moonrilla3932 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      crying rn

    • @chisasharma2561
      @chisasharma2561 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      **depressed fake scenarios in the bg**

    • @alicethecat556
      @alicethecat556 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    • @artsy_me6439
      @artsy_me6439 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I shouldn’t have read your comment

    • @hik317
      @hik317 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      th-cam.com/video/bbEf60Lu5eo/w-d-xo.html

  • @kazeaf5210
    @kazeaf5210 2 ปีที่แล้ว +475

    "One of the worst feeling is loving someone but not being able to confess, then, you lose your chance"

    • @mitzuu553
      @mitzuu553 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      The painnN

    • @adven4615
      @adven4615 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I confessed, I failed, but then I still loved her no matter what... Now she already has someone

    • @arsindmp9202
      @arsindmp9202 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I had a whole plan to tell her we’re 14 and we’re both tipsy in the Down stairs room and my friend started snapping her about how I feel about her it didn’t make it awkward we both laughed about and she had to go back home in 10 minutes but when I got back to my house which is a while away from her house my friend told me that she said she also liked me I haven’t seen him yet since then since this was a couple days ago so I haven’t seen the messages but the hope I have that he’s not lying is all that keeps me breathing right now

    • @neverland8688
      @neverland8688 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@arsindmp9202 good luck!

    • @Yuki-wb2jg
      @Yuki-wb2jg 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Fax

  • @asdasasdasdasdasd3831
    @asdasasdasdasdasd3831 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1235

    Met her over discord. We started gaming daily and eventually the gaming sessions turned into 20hour calls where we both fell asleep and when we woke up, we just repeated it. 2 weeks of gaming, chatting and laughter later we decided to meet up. It was the most scary thing I've ever done. I walked through her apartment door and saw the most breathtaking person I have seen. Pictures didnt do her justice. I remember shaking and my heart going in circles. The connection was magical, to the point where I stayed over at her place for 8 days. Nothing happened during that time cause I didnt feel like something needed to. She was prerfect, my first friend. A week later she comes over to my place and we went to the beach one night. After a few hours of chatting, there was a silence, we held eye contact and I said "fuck it" out loud and leaned over to kiss her. She kissed me back. That kiss was so electric, full of emotions that it made me realize that I fell in love after a month. I still to this day come back to remember that feeling daily. After that we kept talking, went home and everything was perfect. Fastforward 2 months. She was my girlfriend, found out by that time that she also felt everything Ive been feeling. We both thought that we are meant for eachother. Then her life got tossed into chaos. Her parents didnt agree of me for no reason. They thought I was the reason their daughter was unhappy but I was the one helping her, staying up til 6 am to make sure she went to sleep safe. I did everything to make her happy, so she would feel safe and loved again. Her mom got really mentally abusive to her and so did her father. Last week I sent her to a plane to Australia to her sister. We went from chatting, sending pictures and video calling to maybe 2 conversations a day. Sending her on that plane was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do cause I knew after that she was gone. Now I realize its one of my biggest regrets but I know shes happy now, shes away from all the negativity in her life and is there to start a new one. Im so proud of her.

    • @dutchvanderlinde9400
      @dutchvanderlinde9400 2 ปีที่แล้ว +142

      That’s so fucked up.

    • @snuffle2405
      @snuffle2405 ปีที่แล้ว +83

      Jesus man that fucking sucks.

    • @user-dk9pj8sz5w
      @user-dk9pj8sz5w ปีที่แล้ว +64

      I'm sorry soldier 😞

    • @whoisanya
      @whoisanya ปีที่แล้ว +85

      What in the kdrama?! That was true love, I believe youll meet her again ❤

    • @rafi-ww9gb
      @rafi-ww9gb ปีที่แล้ว +59

      Bro sacrificed

  • @Dinonuggies214
    @Dinonuggies214 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    I fell in love with the idea of him. Barely knew him but he was always so kind to me when I was going through some of the hardest moments these past few years. Simple “hellos” and “how are you doing”. He’d sit with me and we’d chat and joke. Deep down I always knew it wouldn’t end well but I’m so happy for him. He found his person and his smile is so wide compared before he met her. It makes me sad but I couldn’t be happy for him and I hope and pray that they treat each other well.

  • @jonclaun1481
    @jonclaun1481 2 ปีที่แล้ว +529

    worst part is accepting you can't be with them
    it's right in front of you but you cannot take it
    it's infuriating and god knows i've cried so much because of it
    but after a while you come to terms with the facts
    i know i won't be lonely forever i'm still young and there is so many possible opportunities to find someone to suffer with in this fucked up world
    much love to anyone going through something like this (which most people here probably are) stay strong and keep your head, it'll do wonders in the long run

    • @ellieabernathy6505
      @ellieabernathy6505 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Your right… I have cried for weeks at a time I love him and he knows but he still doesn’t care even if he begged for me to keep him in my life I don’t know why he did it all he does hurt me he knows I like him I told him but watches me in pain and he laughs but I can’t leave him…it hurts

    • @Supyopeople
      @Supyopeople 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      me too dude. my boyfriend (of 3 and a half years) and broke up a few weeks ago due to long distance and it hurts. we'll be okay though, i hope :')

    • @chili9084
      @chili9084 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I feel that. It it doesn't feel fair or right. I miss that kind of happy when you saw a notification from them

    • @victoriacapps1075
      @victoriacapps1075 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I like your pfp

    • @makandcheese7086
      @makandcheese7086 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      i'm going through the exact thing

  • @Keala09
    @Keala09 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2524

    Crazy theory: The two people that split up could be in the same comment section. This comment section

    • @HyperTerorristX
      @HyperTerorristX 2 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      You damn right

    • @s4shhz
      @s4shhz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      ayo u got like 200 likes and only 1 (2 now) replies

    • @Keala09
      @Keala09 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@s4shhz lol

    • @teahoodie4603
      @teahoodie4603 2 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      Let's hope they find each other then

    • @cerine9137
      @cerine9137 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Daaaamn

  • @SheerPuppet
    @SheerPuppet 2 ปีที่แล้ว +297

    POV: You weren’t gonna cry today but you found this

  • @pokorpookie
    @pokorpookie 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

    this song helps when you want to finally let out all the emotions and stress and tears you have been holding in..

  • @idontknowwww259
    @idontknowwww259 2 ปีที่แล้ว +726

    It's 4am.Im lightly drunk. I'm just sitting on the floor listening to this. It's hard being in love. It hurts. It hurts when it's the wrong person.

    • @thfr6433
      @thfr6433 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Stay strong brother 💪

    • @jamiesummers3005
      @jamiesummers3005 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      This will pass and when it does you'll be a better person because of it

    • @muhas076
      @muhas076 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      k.

    • @HomelesswaRoof
      @HomelesswaRoof 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      If you can leave, leave. If you can walk away, walk. Don’t corner yourself. It hurts too much when it’s the wrong person. 💔 ❤️‍🩹

    • @samo4955
      @samo4955 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Cringe

  • @AL-df3cd
    @AL-df3cd 2 ปีที่แล้ว +744

    Free hugs for anyone that fell in love with the right person wrong time or just wants one.

    • @fatyoshi318
      @fatyoshi318 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Thanks, you’re the first person to offer

    • @pieseeds
      @pieseeds ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I love you

    • @Rat-TDS
      @Rat-TDS ปีที่แล้ว +2

      thanks c:

    • @Adrioop
      @Adrioop ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thanks ml❤

    • @strawberrytae69
      @strawberrytae69 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you :(

  • @animeedits1298
    @animeedits1298 2 ปีที่แล้ว +301

    It's amazing how deep a person's emotions are. It's something that's totally out of our reach

  • @devon1298
    @devon1298 ปีที่แล้ว +163

    Hey there.
    What are you doing here so late?
    Can't sleep?
    Ah. Coming here to cry in the middle of the night.
    I get that.
    It feels nice to do that, so I understand.
    Take all the time you need.
    You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break.
    Wanna sit down for a while?
    Tell me about what's bothering you?
    Oh, dont worry about me. I don't find you annoying.
    I wanna be here for you.
    I`ll try to help as best as i can.
    I wont judge you. Everyone has their own story.
    Ah, that sucks.
    I cant begin to imagine how you must feel.
    Your so tough for getting through all of that.
    Im so proud of you for not giving up.
    Of course i understand.
    One broken soul to another.
    I just want to remind you.
    No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong.
    Take care of yourself.
    You cant go into a battle already wounded.
    You cant wave the white flag without trying your hardest.
    And hey.
    If you need to take another break, Im always here.
    Helping you is my specialty
    They always find there way. One way or another.
    You can come sit down with me any time.
    Ill try to lend some advice, Or just an ear to listen.
    My job is done.
    Take life on with all your energy, and remember that you always have a soul cheering you on.
    Youll always have my support.
    I cant wait to see the great things you achieve.
    Before i go.
    I love you

    • @AngelinaLunar
      @AngelinaLunar ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you for this! ❤ You don't understand how helpful this is.

    • @elihatezU
      @elihatezU ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thanks bro

    • @SuperEmimax
      @SuperEmimax ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I love you too

    • @samcoucail_yt9481
      @samcoucail_yt9481 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      damn... I'm not really the type of guy who cry, but this comment... Truly, from the bottom of my hurt and mind, thank u. No matter who you are, where you live, what to do fora living, just wanna say that your comment was perfect. Thanks again for all your love, your kindness. Hoping that you're living the life u want to,
      Zach.

    • @devon1298
      @devon1298 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@samcoucail_yt9481 nah bro this made me cry-

  • @thedownandaround1870
    @thedownandaround1870 2 ปีที่แล้ว +252

    I thought to myself “I think I can.”
    But the universe had a different plan.
    As I lie in pain getting old,
    I wipe my tears with the hands you were meant to hold.

    • @andreaxgi
      @andreaxgi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      damn

    • @zzzqueasy9350
      @zzzqueasy9350 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      you have a talent

    • @thedownandaround1870
      @thedownandaround1870 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@zzzqueasy9350 Thank you. I genuinely appreciate it.

    • @l0nley_l0ser86
      @l0nley_l0ser86 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@thedownandaround1870 wow this hits :)

    • @foolso8402
      @foolso8402 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      'pon showered silver, He will be There
      The groom's dismayed, and Juno
      Her Harp lyeth up on the Mount.
      As she watched him go,
      Speaking little and stating less.
      Eli, Lamma sabach t'ani.
      Left with four and three betwixt
      Returning from the Galilee,
      The Father sheds one lone tear
      And the quake shall bring Him
      Back to you.
      Amen.
      Sorry for being cryptic but I needed to vent. Thank you for your time and pleased are thoughts on words.

  • @Belle_glvr
    @Belle_glvr 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3519

    What's worse than falling in love with someone you can't have, is then realizing you're living your life in a fantasy. With only romance novels and your imagination to have someone to call your own
    Edit:
    oml I have never got more than 5 likes on a comment and now i'm over 3k, thank yall so much.
    Just wanna say you will find someone whotruly loves you. I wish youall theluck in the world!
    Edit again:
    Back where I started. I know she’s the one, she just doesn’t want me anymore. Isn’t that fun.

    • @AMVeduar10
      @AMVeduar10 2 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      I just knew a swiss girl in my travel to Costa Rica some time ago, I fell in love with her at first sight. We both of us were traveling alone and we pass the day together, we explored a park, went to launch and walked on the beach. But she told me that she has a boyfriend. I can't stop thinking about her since that day and I hope so that I can see her again one more time

    • @stranger6568
      @stranger6568 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      You just discovered my life

    • @urmomdfghjkl
      @urmomdfghjkl 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      holy shit relatable

    • @c2rmen
      @c2rmen 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      i'm crying

    • @mathisgarmyn2565
      @mathisgarmyn2565 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      :(

  • @caitlin26
    @caitlin26 2 ปีที่แล้ว +877

    my heart goes out to everyone in a rough place rn. we’ve got this 💜

    • @itznicolee3478
      @itznicolee3478 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      :(

    • @SamuelBlack84
      @SamuelBlack84 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I have the knife, the noose and the pills. I haven't decided yet

    • @jacobhebbel6448
      @jacobhebbel6448 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@SamuelBlack84 our identity is this sorrow. its not our choice, but it shapes us in ways nobody else will understand because they are not touched by it. We are unique for it, and therefore hold the power to tell a new story nobody else can. However it takes too much strength to get people to understand, and every day I gravitate closer and closer to the ladder and tree.

    • @SamuelBlack84
      @SamuelBlack84 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jacobhebbel6448 Then, make them understand

    • @medievaltrap7285
      @medievaltrap7285 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@SamuelBlack84 please dont

  • @Rem1025
    @Rem1025 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    This video will always have a special place in my heart; this comment section is like a place for broken souls...
    For anyone here that has been hurt... or even hurt someone... I just want to say a few things.
    It's going to be okay. Just give it time. If things didn't work out, it was for a reason. Everything is a part of God's plan. I'm sorry you went through something like that. But you will heal. Don't give up, no matter how hard it might get. You will meet the right person for you one day, and they will love like you deserve. Stay strong, everyone.

  • @unknown-lb6bn
    @unknown-lb6bn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +443

    When I saw him he was rollerskating, so so elegantly. He skated as if the world was going to end. Even though he had a girlfriend - which I didn't realise until later, he still kept eye contact. He still gave me a gaze that I will never forget, he had a smile that was irresistible. He was definitely the right person for me but at the wrong time. I hope I see him again.

    • @nishthahere_
      @nishthahere_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      How can you know a person in small time?

    • @unknown-lb6bn
      @unknown-lb6bn 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nishthahere_ I don’t know him, but I know he was the right person.

    • @unknown-lb6bn
      @unknown-lb6bn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@nishthahere_ gut

    • @h1tthero5d
      @h1tthero5d 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@nishthahere_ You've definitely not experienced something like that before. It's possible

  • @clover4523
    @clover4523 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1247

    remember, lads: the only similarity we share is not that we have all fallen in love, but we have all had our hearts broken.
    love to you all.

    • @Apple-lp4fd
      @Apple-lp4fd 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Lad be speakin truth lol

    • @emmanuelramirezvera4459
      @emmanuelramirezvera4459 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How can our hearts have been broken if not for love

    • @clover4523
      @clover4523 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@emmanuelramirezvera4459 love to me is a two way street; should it not be returned, your heart is broken and its the absolute fucking worst

    • @JunkiestPile
      @JunkiestPile 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      True

    • @paolobuella1283
      @paolobuella1283 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      facts

  • @therushingrapids456
    @therushingrapids456 2 ปีที่แล้ว +883

    I fell in love with someone... she was perfect... but I messed up, badly. I miss her beautiful face, her smile, and the laughs and moments we had together. We would sing karaoke and she was just... a stroke of luck... I don't know how she's doing, but I hope she is doing okay... I just wish I could go back in time... make her fall in love all over again and live my happily ever after... I pray for everyone out there having a tough time. Stay strong guys and girls. Thank you for reading this, and I hope you have a great night. Love yourself and peace will come along with the person of your dreams. :)

    • @dr.darkcrow6784
      @dr.darkcrow6784 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Raising a glass, cause I've done the same thing. Whenever Ali is, I hope she's doing alright.

    • @bilalibrahimy1228
      @bilalibrahimy1228 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      be strong bro everything will be alright pray to god god know everything , and also my girl leave me alone and around 5 days ago i don’t know where’s she what she’s doing how’s she but the only thing that i can is pray so god’s big and god love all of as

    • @elizabethklein2857
      @elizabethklein2857 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      God damn fax bro this happened to me too.

    • @fock6166
      @fock6166 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Man.. I know how you feel and there’s nothing like it.. constant regret

    • @kathleenjobe
      @kathleenjobe ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I know it hurts so much but now you just got me sad💔💔😭😭

  • @222sjskdjsk
    @222sjskdjsk ปีที่แล้ว +17

    i’ll never be able to forget her but i hope she’s truly happy with who she’s with

  • @somethingnew9736
    @somethingnew9736 2 ปีที่แล้ว +295

    She was my first real heart break. She knew she was too unstable to be in a relationship but she still tried to make me hers. It worked cause I had liked her too. I didn't know that we'd fall in love so quickly but it wasn't a burn out. I didn't know how closely I'd grow to be attached to her. She felt right, she felt like home. She felt like the one person who saw me for who I am and still loved me for that. Her arms felt like the safest, warmest place that could ever exist. I have a live photo of her laying on my legs and looking up at me. I still look at it from time to time to remind myself that I'm a loveable person and that she loved me at one point. She tossed her meds one night to gain a sense of control and that...not to say ruined everything but that ruined everything. She started lashing out and pulling away from everyone and everything, not just me. She was more unstable than she let on. It probably didn't start with the meds; I'm still not sure where exactly we went wrong. I started to ask why she wouldn't care for herself and her answer was that I'm the one thing worth caring for. Not even half a month later, she broke up with me. I tried everything to keep her, from trying to reason with her to begging her. Pathetic, right? We tried to be friends after but that quickly turned into something sexual. It broke my heart when she wrote me a letter telling me that "...this is still something that I don't want." That was in regard to not wanting a relationship with me. But she'd still kiss and make out with me. This comment has gotten quite long so I'll catch you up quickly. We're not a thing but also not not a thing. If that makes any sense. I know I'm a burden to her and cause her stress when I try to bring up the topic of our relationship. I'm currently trying to preserve whatever type of relationship we have left because I still want a future with her. She had said while we were breaking up that if she has a future that she wants one with me. That is the only hope I have left in me for us. After we broke up, I felt a shift in her. I wouldn't say this to anyone irl but it feels as if she doesn't have a soul anymore. When she looks and talks to me, she feels cold. Like all the love she once held for me has disappeared and her mind is elsewhere. When I ask how she's doing, all I get is okay or fine. Obviously she's lying but I can't push her to tell me what's upsetting her because one: that's her business and she doesn't have to tell me squat and two: I'm already on super thin ice with her. I just want her to be able to trust and count on me but I keep slipping up and telling her my feelings for her. She's been making me feel as if the love that I used to show her now makes her sick. That's where I'm at right now: one more slip up and I lose her. Most likely for good. Anyway, thanks for reading. I know it was an eye sore. bye *jumps out the window*

    • @cavewoah
      @cavewoah 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      If you need someone I’m here for you.

    • @jungwonfilms
      @jungwonfilms 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      ^^^
      i totally agree, and i think not pushing her to talk about what's wrong if she doesn't want to is a good idea, just give it time, you'll figure it out in the end and find peace
      sending lots of virtual hugs !! :]

    • @mycum8818
      @mycum8818 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Dam dawg I had kinda the same relationship to but I broke it off cause I knew it was too unhealthy for the both of us, I get that u still want to be that one important person in her life but sometimes we gotta accept that same love she gave u is gone now and sadly isn’t coming back from her, I wish u a farewell my friend and if u need any help I’ll be here for u man, sometimes it’s better to let go of things for the better my guy

    • @anniezhang3052
      @anniezhang3052 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same here man i hurt him but i would give him my life and the world to preserve whatever relationship we have with each other. head up tho man if she doesn't provide anything for you in your life gotta make a run for it.

    • @yhn27
      @yhn27 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ik I haven't been in your situation, but I have experienced something like that with some friends, they would be so funny, friendly and caring but something would shift and they would go all toxic on me. But from what I learned from that is the love that you experienced at first isn't always gonna come back, if it's just gonna hurt me and the people around me why would I continue on giving them love? Why would I let them take advantage of my love when I can give it to people that I really care about? ik your situation is much more different than mines cause of mental illness, and you're doing a good job keeping in touch with her but I just wanna share some of my personal experiences with people who I thought were good but actually turned bad. And please if you ever feel like it you should cut off the relationship. ♡

  • @chaddionne2605
    @chaddionne2605 2 ปีที่แล้ว +956

    I did fall in love with the right girl at the wrong time. Loved her for two years, finally had the guts to tell her, but I was going through a lot and it showed that I wasn't emotionally stable. Anyway, long story short, she came back to me six months after rejecting me, we started talking and we have now been dating for the past three months. No fights, no stress, no problem, she's the girl of my dreams and she's finally in my arms. Couldn't be a happier man. Don't give up, people. If I've overcame friendzone, anything is possible at this point. Stay strong brothers and sisters!

    • @headsplitter3662
      @headsplitter3662 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      congrats

    • @chaddionne2605
      @chaddionne2605 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Well thanks!

    • @barkingbulldog2397
      @barkingbulldog2397 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      She might've went to go have some fun with other dudes prior to coming back to you, as a way of letting loose before claiming relationship status. Always be wary

    • @chaddionne2605
      @chaddionne2605 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      As I've known her for many years I don't think she's like that, but if it was the case it wouldn't bother me as we weren't in a relationship at the time. I trust that she'll stay loyal

    • @allykanyce
      @allykanyce 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I wish you noth8ing but happiness, truly believe that if its meant to be you'll always find your way back to eachother and it seems you did

  • @zen-wl4fs
    @zen-wl4fs 2 ปีที่แล้ว +588

    he was smart, great listener, above all he made me feel safe for the first time in my life but his problem was that he never spoke about his feelings and I was an overthinker so i fell into endless what ifs and arguments that we would've avoided if he just was clear with me at the end I choosed my peace of mind over him I won't deny that i still miss him so much till that day but not enough to bring this pain to my life again.

    • @frankieisarat
      @frankieisarat 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      UGH GIRL SAME

    • @johnprotagonist7296
      @johnprotagonist7296 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      So you want him to change instead of changing the thing about you which caused the whole issue.....ok

    • @Caribe.k
      @Caribe.k 2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      poor guy i hope he finds someone better than you

    • @boof4178
      @boof4178 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      "he was smart, good listener, made me feel safe but didn't want to argue with me about things i made up so i broke up with him"

    • @Norhanelgohary
      @Norhanelgohary 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      i get what are you saying yall argued over him not being open enough I assume you are young no hate but you have to read some book about couples in love you then will understand better , have a great day .

  • @Ochi1985
    @Ochi1985 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    i miss listening to this kind of playlist... but im not that broken anymore.. every time i listen to this kind of playlist it give me flashback about me and him. and it just makes me even more sad😥😥😕😕

    • @Everythingever-seeing
      @Everythingever-seeing 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      This is the beauty, my dear. Healing is the purpose. This kind of music isn't made to serve you forever. The best part isn't the "other side". There isn't really another side. You can't know what could be until you do. Keep growing. Loving. Laughing. Crying. Run far and quickly and fall asleep with a twinkle in your eye. It's the growing that makes it worth it. To stand on a rock and look to see the progress you've made is a blessing. This is the point of that pain you once had. Now go and live with your whole soul. Good luck, and keep growing

  • @cait9541
    @cait9541 2 ปีที่แล้ว +241

    If you are reading this I am so proud of you. Life is hard and throws things at you that you don’t deserve but, don’t quit before the miracle happens. You got this!

    • @SWXGD0GEY_
      @SWXGD0GEY_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Gosh man i love u so much thank u for saying that im Crying Rn but thanks man :,)

  • @adoreemiley
    @adoreemiley 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2871

    i love how its posted 1 day after my breakup
    Edit: To everyone in my comments, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR CARING FOR ME! I LOVE YOU ALL

    • @bebekpitonlar4809
      @bebekpitonlar4809  2 ปีที่แล้ว +311

      sorry for you :(
      i hope it makes you feel better

    • @hanilabean7263
      @hanilabean7263 2 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      It's been a when how are you feeling today

    • @kermitcult4845
      @kermitcult4845 2 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Aww bby I’m so sorry :(❤️

    • @reintoe5672
      @reintoe5672 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      I’m sorry :((

    • @frankeechico1395
      @frankeechico1395 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      It was also posted the day after my break up

  • @breadjpg8922
    @breadjpg8922 2 ปีที่แล้ว +298

    It’s so unfair loving someone but knowing it will never work out. The people you love are always different to the people you invision in your head. It’s really difficult to get over u, b

    • @welcome7723
      @welcome7723 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Relatable, but we will make it through. ❤

    • @ProtoIndoEuropean88
      @ProtoIndoEuropean88 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Totally right

    • @breadjpg8922
      @breadjpg8922 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      a month on now... been three months since it ended, can't say it's gotten easier. the memories are still with me, although a bit foggy now. it's really difficult to get over u, b

  • @kalibstallings3079
    @kalibstallings3079 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    One of the hardest lessons I ever had to learn is that life’s not a movie. sometimes we don’t beat the villain, we don’t save the world We don’t get the girl. No in fact sometimes we are forced to make our sacrifices or take our beatings or both. Then we are left broken, bloody, and alone with nothing and no one else to pick ourselves up…I hate it and I’ll always miss the people I lost along the way. so In frustration I scream this wisdom into the void good luck everyone

  • @lacyparrish9389
    @lacyparrish9389 2 ปีที่แล้ว +755

    I really needed this tonight. I can't sleep. I'm anxious and not feeling well. I know I have to be up early tomorrow which makes it worse. Just trying to calm down before I can hopefully fall asleep. Thanks for this.

    • @linda..valt.
      @linda..valt. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I hope you're feeling better now🤍

    • @kosixo3500
      @kosixo3500 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I hope you had a good day

    • @kasaiiko_7634
      @kasaiiko_7634 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Dude I’ve been feeling the same thing recently at night, your not alone !!

    • @Absurdislut
      @Absurdislut 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I know I'm from somewhere else, that I'm not a friend nor someone you would trust.
      But please, read this.
      I know you're in very bad situation but remember that there's someone who always loved you and always will.
      Someone you're hurting right now, she's feeling very bad, but she will never loose hope.
      That one is you.
      Don't forget that you always suffered the things you did togheter with you.
      Always remember that you will always understand you, and she'll always be togheter with you.
      If that doesn't help, I'm right here.

    • @cannicole
      @cannicole 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I've been dealing with the same thing recently, it's gonna be ok, we'll get through this

  • @isarosee7
    @isarosee7 2 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    It’s an amazing feeling to fall in love with the right person but as u realize that things are slowly changing and all I can think abt is the day that person loses interest, that, that hurts

  • @Littlestaxolotl
    @Littlestaxolotl ปีที่แล้ว +27

    I love him so much... It hurts so badly knowing that he'll never feel the same. It's like I'm trapped in this box of feeling and I'm drowning but he's able to be free without the burden of knowing I like him

  • @mads1354
    @mads1354 2 ปีที่แล้ว +512

    he still gives me butterflies to this day. i love how gentle he is with me but still makes me push myself to do better. i love frustrating him. the way he looks at me when he’s annoyed is cute. i’ll never get over him, never. its never gonna be our time anymore and that’s okay. as long as i see him happy.

    • @akio8201
      @akio8201 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      for him right? we'll distance ourself just for them to be happy:)

  • @rochemusic2821
    @rochemusic2821 2 ปีที่แล้ว +973

    She was an amazing person. Her eyes, her face, her hands and most important thing ;her personality. She was the only one who I could trust to. I was too scared to confess my love and when I did it, she said she fell in love with another guy. She also said If I confessed my feelings before, everything could be different. Whatever, I still love you butterfly. I still love you...

    • @kream_8127
      @kream_8127 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      You gotta let go man 😔

    • @muhas076
      @muhas076 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      lmao happens when you're late

    • @thesocialsentiment2005
      @thesocialsentiment2005 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @@muhas076 lmao savage

    • @rochemusic2821
      @rochemusic2821 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@muhas076 Definitely

    • @matheustostes1304
      @matheustostes1304 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I'm so sorry my friend, it hurts me ;') I understand your pain, you will be fine soon, I hope ;')

  • @louorion1622
    @louorion1622 2 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    I believe people cross paths for a reason. The same goes for people who drift apart. Don’t dwell on it too much, everything happens for a reason. Be it a lesson, a blessing, a reminder or a transformation. I used to get really sad when some people in my life left or didn’t “click”. Now I realize they come and go. Feels easier on the heart, and on the mind too. (I know we are only humans but it’s a comforting reasoning)

  • @rin47273
    @rin47273 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    This playlist gave me some inspiration to write- so enjoy!
    Roses are beautiful
    They also have thorns
    That sting and hurt while the gap bleeds
    Never before have I thought I could suffer such pain
    From a beauty like you
    Never before have I considered myself weak
    Until you came along
    Never before have I seen myself as a bad person
    Until you hurt me like you did
    Did I do something?
    What did I do, to become your enemy?
    I didn't want to
    I never wanted to
    But you broke me down
    Burned me to ashes
    Then made me into clay
    Where you made me the bad guy
    Does that make you, the bad guy in this fairytale?
    If so, then I still shouldn't love you, like I did a year ago
    When we laughed and whispered secrets on the hood of my car, in the moon light, when I realized I was in love with you
    But why did that have to hurt our friendship?
    Why did you leave, once I told you
    Why did you cut a gash in my heart
    Why are you leaving me, to bleed out on the cold, hard ground
    And why, do still want to buy you a rose and tell you that you, are the most beautiful flower I have ever seen, and that you remind me of a rose
    So beautiful and full of love
    But so dangerous and full of hate at the end of the day

    • @user74821
      @user74821 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      this is so beautiful.

    • @YuriEnjoyer52
      @YuriEnjoyer52 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same thing happened to me and then I saw your comment and decided to share (Beautiful btw)
      Work, eat, and sleep.
      Cycle of this freedom.
      Fault of us all.
      Work, eat, and sleep.
      Cycle of this price.
      Dopamine extracts heavy fees.
      Work, eat, sleep, and grow old.
      Work through rain and drought.
      Escape.

  • @minako4269
    @minako4269 2 ปีที่แล้ว +367

    I fell in love with this guy and he was perfect. I was so afraid to tell him though. One day I was talking to my best friend, and she had told me she had liked the same guys as me. I wanted her to be happy, so I started to distance myself from him. Now, she's talking too him. That shit hurts but, you have to do what you have to do for your friends.

    • @elle176
      @elle176 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Your not the only one. I do whats better for my friends too

    • @rambleroodle2369
      @rambleroodle2369 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      that fucking hurt

    • @DidoUrd
      @DidoUrd 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      I did the same, she was my best friend and I wanted her to be happy, but 3 months after she cheated on him with multiple guys, i never felt this much raw rage in my life.

    • @tijanq1529
      @tijanq1529 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@DidoUrd what have you do about that?did that guy found out?

    • @DidoUrd
      @DidoUrd 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@tijanq1529 he did found out and I helped him through it but he never loved me back ;-;

  • @evalios8137
    @evalios8137 2 ปีที่แล้ว +269

    the timing is never wrong. never ever. it’s the right person or the right lesson. it’s hard but right.

    • @juliettemonteiro6577
      @juliettemonteiro6577 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Sometime timing is really wrong

    • @kayanono
      @kayanono ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It can really be the wrong time. Long distance for example

  • @zeldexa7703
    @zeldexa7703 2 ปีที่แล้ว +610

    this is my story:
    (i’m a girl)
    three years ago, i fell in love with a girl. so pretty, so sweet, that beautiful smile i couldn't stop thinking about... i fell in love at first sight.
    a year later, i decided to tell what i feel for her. it took me all the courage i had. as i wrote the paragraph i planned to send her, i started crying. i don't really know why.
    my heart stopped the second she saw the message, as i was crying even more, hoping i wouldn't ruin the friendship we had. she answered with a paragraph as well. she said she liked me back some time ago and that she really wished it could work, but she has to work on herself first. it broke my fucking heart. i was too blind to see that the only girl i've only cared about that much liked me...
    now, she's talking about all these hot boys she likes at school, while i die, next to her, wondering if she even knows i'm still in love with her. i missed my chance and now, i'm afraid i'll never have another one.
    right person, wrong time. i never stopped loving you. i hope you know i'll always be there no matter what. i love you.

    • @pioupiou5762
      @pioupiou5762 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      It's really courageous of you. I wish you the happiness of the world

    • @zeldexa7703
      @zeldexa7703 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@pioupiou5762 thank you

    • @namenlos2838
      @namenlos2838 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Please don't listen when she talks about other boys. It's not worth the pain.

    • @luwiesss
      @luwiesss 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@namenlos2838 its hard

    • @namenlos2838
      @namenlos2838 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@luwiesss I know.

  • @Mack10011
    @Mack10011 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    i've never been in love, letalone a relationship, but this playlist is just making me so emotional. idk if i'm just tired, or what, but it is. goodnight, friend..

  • @JasmineRudolph
    @JasmineRudolph 2 ปีที่แล้ว +265

    It really hurts when u can't stop the tears flowing down ur face while remembering that person. It hurts when u don't even know the reason they had to leave. It hurts so much. But u gotta be strong for urself.

    • @sannemkimsing3966
      @sannemkimsing3966 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      She just disappeared and after calling her several times her mom replied "if you try to contact this person again I will call the cops"

    • @danaortizchavez1146
      @danaortizchavez1146 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sé una bichota Jasmine 🤍

    • @samo4955
      @samo4955 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Cringe

    • @soph.c07
      @soph.c07 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      He ruined my heart by leaving me for doing something nice for his friend that is dating my bsf and when I tried to fix it he just ignored me and now it has been almost a day without him and I physically can’t be happy anymore. I literally miss him so much 💔

  • @mr_jellycat2903
    @mr_jellycat2903 2 ปีที่แล้ว +707

    I fell for a perfect girl, she was perfect in every way, perfect personality especially for me, most beautiful woman ive met, we could just talk for hours and hours without a problem, she had the type of smile that gave you butterflies, and of course me being the dumbass I am, I fell for her but I never told her cause she was my best friend and I wanted my feelings to go away she's still my best friend and my feelings still exist but she fell for a different guy, just another case of falling for the right person at the worst time.

    • @zyko6029
      @zyko6029 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      ;-; hang in there bro.. one day.. ;--;

    • @eline_sandes
      @eline_sandes 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      maybe your time hasn't come yet. I've been in a similar situation once, had a crush on a guy friend really badly and he didn't seem to see me that way, so I tried to be with other guys but couldn't take him off my mind. Took us some time, he tried to be with other girls too, but eventually he started having feelings for me and we were together for a good time :) it didn't work out for other reasons but yeah just giving a lil bit of hope for you!!

    • @freneticdemigod
      @freneticdemigod 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Mr_Jellycat it hurts so much man, been there done that

    • @Kanak_Bodkhe
      @Kanak_Bodkhe 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Aahhh same bro , but rn my bestie isnt talking much with me idk why ,I'm scared that what if she fell for someone else and she doesn't want me to know ;-;😔

    • @ju4373
      @ju4373 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Keep your head up Bro. When I was younger, I fell in love with my best friend. I was on the top level Friendzone were she even changed in front of me without any hesitation and absolutely no sexual thoughts. Everytime she told me about another guy I was jealous on another level but I always had to stay strong and not tell her and even be happy with her. I never said I loved her and one Day it just happened and we became a couple. So keep your head up bud, in a just a year everything can change completely

  • @mauricioyoung6668
    @mauricioyoung6668 2 ปีที่แล้ว +286

    This shit got me staring at my ceiling just kinda cracking up thinking about how I was so worried I’d never find her.. focus on yourself and you’ll be surprised what falls in your lap ☺️

    • @femboyfantasia
      @femboyfantasia 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      im never going to find him

    • @Soulhandle234
      @Soulhandle234 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same here, I am never going to find that person..

  • @midnight_ty
    @midnight_ty ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Her eyes are pure magic, but her tears are painful
    Her ears love hearing the sound of the rain, but hate hearing people talking shit about her
    Her hair loves my hands, always petting her, but hates when someone pulls without asking
    She is an angel, but surrounded of demons who try to hurt her
    I want to protect her, but the demons possessed my brain, and I'm afraid of them, because they might hurt her, my little sunlight, my caring angel, my soulmate
    A broken soul is trying to heal another broken soul, but it has no energy for both souls
    If I have to sacrifice one, it'll be mine, I don't need to think it twice

  • @keyanaknowles4451
    @keyanaknowles4451 2 ปีที่แล้ว +501

    This just makes me want to drive along the highway going 180 slowly closing my eyes with a smile on my face before I smash into a concrete barrier 🙂

    • @Ryu-nk9uv
      @Ryu-nk9uv 2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      but don't do it

    • @Ryu-nk9uv
      @Ryu-nk9uv 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      your life matters

    • @salikford1011
      @salikford1011 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Life is tough but I hope it gets better for you 😊 hope you have a nice day!

    • @Leila-ys1tk
      @Leila-ys1tk 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      You mean imagine right ?

    • @Thatseriouskid8
      @Thatseriouskid8 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel you something life can be a bitch ... Like a video i saw dance while your song is on and if they put a mid song and you sad just wait till your song plays again

  • @rubyfrances
    @rubyfrances 2 ปีที่แล้ว +291

    he was so kind, so funny, so sweet
    i can almost hear his laugh echoing in my head
    we’re friends.
    that’s the hard part,
    as i can almost envision him and the girl who belongs with him, driving down the street
    having so much fun, laughing.
    it’s so hard to know,
    but i am so willing
    to accept that,
    if it means
    his happiness is ongoing.
    love you B.
    💕

    • @rubyfrances
      @rubyfrances 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Dylan Burrow thank you

    • @VanshSharma-rs5kf
      @VanshSharma-rs5kf 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      imagine him finding your comment lol

    • @sasuke921231
      @sasuke921231 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Relatable 😔😕

  • @eladegani7759
    @eladegani7759 2 ปีที่แล้ว +471

    i fell in love with the wrong person in the right time, and now i don't think i'll feel real joy for long.
    hope you guys are ok.

    • @amayaharrison123
      @amayaharrison123 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      i’m sorry but i really hope ur ok and ily

    • @endlesswaltz9051
      @endlesswaltz9051 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That’s heavy and made tear up…

    • @cavewoah
      @cavewoah 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I’m here for you if you need me, there can be real jerks out there :(

    • @ahanadas609
      @ahanadas609 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Is there really any right time to fall in love?

    • @eladegani7759
      @eladegani7759 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ahanadas609 well.. when i fell in love with her, i was completely broken. was in a time that i needed someone to help me, to tell me that i'll be okay, to tell me an "I love you". she gave me that, but after a few months we stopped talking to eachother, that's why i think she was the wrong person in the right time. sorry if it's hard to understand, english is not my native language.

  • @arandomperson9694
    @arandomperson9694 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    She's a coworker, and we are having a perfect time together, it's a chemistry that I never felt before. We complete each other when it comes to literally every single thing, our ideas and thoughts are entirely alike. I make her laugh really hard all day, we never run out of subjects to talk about, we lose the sense of time when we are having those conversations, and we sometimes have those moments when we look deep into each other's eyes disguising ourselves shyly. It's been a while and the feeling strengthens as time passes. We do everything together at work and she shows that she wants to be close to me and so do I. She's someone whom I always have dreamed of and I can tell that I am someone whom she always wanted but... she's married and I totally respect that, I never hit on her and those moments just happen, I never think about doing them because it's everything so natural. She sometimes tells that her marriage is not going really well because of tons of things and she mentions that they are entirely different from each other, but at the same time I don't see them breaking up, those problems that they are having are just problems that almost every couple have to go through... She complains about him saying that he's been doing something that is really not good for her making her suffer, worry, and wonder if he still cares about her, but then he suddenly does something showing that he still cares, he buys her things, he asks her out and so on. Again, I never did something to damage their marriage because that's not like me. They won't break up and that's ok. It's completely painful, I feel like a monster for liking someone married but I didn't choose it, I just feel it and if I had a choice, I would choose not to feel it. I am so angry at the world for being an unfair place. I won't do anything but wait, and one thing I know for sure: I would wait hundreds of years for her and I wouldn't regret it.

  • @restyps531
    @restyps531 2 ปีที่แล้ว +144

    We met at the wrong time, when we both were not ready for something more. I wish we could make it one day💔

    • @safaab3597
      @safaab3597 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/0zG4lYgYMa8/w-d-xo.html perfect song for you 😄

  • @katearanez2843
    @katearanez2843 2 ปีที่แล้ว +472

    While you listening to this playlist you remember things that remind you of memories of him/her and tears slowly fall to your face.

    • @sadhu7191
      @sadhu7191 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Or take shrooms and look in mirror and realize the love of your life you searched for was you the whole time

    • @U.R.coolkid
      @U.R.coolkid 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Just a light warning take caution before you look in the mirror on any hallucinogenic drug as it could freak you tf out and cause a panic attack- remember kids, drugs have side effects you should be wary of! Do Drugs Safely :] (to learn more about drug safety, consult your nearest doctor i guess)

    • @SamuelBlack84
      @SamuelBlack84 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      There are times I tire of my despair and instead trade it for cruel hatred

    • @lilyslife3867
      @lilyslife3867 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me sitting here remembering a month and a half ago when I was in this exact spot on spring break happy and in love and now I sit here heartbroken but still somewhat happy. Then I realize that my friends saved me when he broke me😟

    • @medievaltrap7285
      @medievaltrap7285 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@lilyslife3867 dude can we talk on something?

  • @cl_ei.b3
    @cl_ei.b3 2 ปีที่แล้ว +455

    POV: you fell in love with someone who was lying to you about everything and he never actually loved you but you can't let go because you always see the good in people even when they did horrible things to you.

    • @osacrpro
      @osacrpro 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Keep that hope its what makes us us and don't let a person ruin that I fell in love with a girl who had only thought of me as her ex but once she got done with her ex she was done with me so now I am just her friend nothing more

    • @outspin
      @outspin 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      OOF i feel attacked.

    • @burakdincer1745
      @burakdincer1745 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@osacrpro we are selected people for to be lonely people

    • @jas_michelle22
      @jas_michelle22 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Even though I'm only 14 years old, I can DEFINITELY relate to this POV. I've moved on though.. but it still hurts every now and then :/

    • @emilymalfavon7149
      @emilymalfavon7149 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      This is happening to me right no, I still love him and I stay even if don’t anymore 💔💔

  • @XaYamada
    @XaYamada 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I've known her for 3 years, been with her for 3 years, and talked with her for 3 years. Both of us have a lot in common, we match. Sadly we both live far from each other (Yes we had a long-distance relationship) which led us to separate. If only I was with her, right now. None of this would happen, we'd be inseparable.
    Anyways, cheer up everyone. This ain't the end for us!

  • @alyssa7486
    @alyssa7486 2 ปีที่แล้ว +229

    it hurts even more when you both know you need space and he tries to come back but you can tell he falls out of love and uses you :(

    • @jennytalamantes8581
      @jennytalamantes8581 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Oh my gosh literally three days ago he said he didn’t find me worth it anymore and I was in so much pain. He still wants to be friends and he wants to talk to me but I can’t because it just hurts so so much knowing I would still give so much but he’s never gonna feel the same way again.

    • @dimitrislaughter6141
      @dimitrislaughter6141 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sellers?

    • @yuuki5287
      @yuuki5287 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      this hits way too hard

  • @luvkhriz
    @luvkhriz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    i love the title of the plalist bc yk what?
    it was right person but wrong time, i wished it was the right time
    bc now someone else loves him the same way i did.

    • @glorihol6803
      @glorihol6803 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I feel you. We used to be so close but now she has others to keep her company. She has someone else to make her happy. I hate that she came into my life at the worst time possible, if not we could've actually had so much more...

  • @eytnoodles308
    @eytnoodles308 2 ปีที่แล้ว +107

    “Love is the most twisted curse of all”
    -Gojo Satoru

  • @CrisisMoon7
    @CrisisMoon7 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    It’s been two weeks since I learned my friend(crush) already has a bf. I genuinely thought we could have been more than friends but no point in orbiting around someone who’s taken. It just hurts a little having to accept that I can’t protect her smile and laughter. I was so stressed cause the last time I caught feelings it didn’t end very well I was depressed for months and it was dangerous. But thankfully she’s a better person and the feelings aren’t as painful. I’m glad she is part of my life even though her stay won’t be permanent. Thank you Viky for being an amazing friend in my lonely life.
    8:33AM
    Dec 29 23 Friday