-Time stamps- 00:00 - 03:09 Young - Vacation 03:09 - 06:05 Heather - Conan Gray 06:05 - 09:05 The night we met - Lord Huron 09:05 - 12:35 First love / late spring - Mitski 12:35 - 16:03 River - Leon Bridges 16:05 - 19:25 Apocalypse - Cigarette After Sex 19:06 - 22:48 YNWIM - Yot Club 22:49 - 25:33 Space songs - Beach house 25:34 - 28:59 I can’t handle change - Roar
Depends on how serious u want the relationship to be. There must be common ground in morals as well if ur actually planning on raising a family with the person.
It really does suck, it's the worst, you spend every day with them, nurture their dreams, you realize that even tho you both are kinda young for all this but you still try to make it work through everything, it becomes something run through and old, it sucks it has to be the right time and right person, I hate time, it's either wrong or right, not enough or too much, and sucks when other people get in the mix
One of the more complicated things about falling in love with someone is maintaining the mindset that you are still a complete person if they decide to leave.
you become dependent in a way almost treating them like a brother / or sister that will always be there but the sad reality is unlike being bonded by blood you are bonded by love and sometimes that can fall apart or fade away
Perfect way to describe how I'm feeling I know they have 0 interest in me but I've known them for quite a while and I'm close with them and they make me laugh, smile etc
Literally me and her have been liking each other for a long time, she told me last night that she cant get over the last person and gets me messed up because ive never felt that free with someone in my entire life.
It’s 5:50 am and I’m still thinking about the same person I’ve been in love with for 2 years and she likes me back but I don’t think she’s ready and I don’t wanna rush her
Yeah but when you'll finally find someone else it will be easy becoz of that person to accept the tragedies in the past and ultimately you'll conclude time heals everything ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
She even told me….”I will never forget you doesn’t matter how long we don’t talk you were my first love and the right person but not the right time…” I literally crying right now and I haven’t cried in months
I found the perfect girl everything was right about her. Her smile, her laugh, her personality, her looks. But she had abusive parents and she took her own life after one bad night and now I sit in my room and listen to her favorite songs and I cry. She left me an empty shell which she would fill but now I remain empty
Yea, but it bends the other way whenever they leave, every song reminds you of what once was, seeing the same situation mirrored, looking into through the rose tinted window,but this time being on the other side of the glass, alone. Tasting and reliving those memories. Getting hit with what feels like dejà vu, only that after it goes sour sitting in your mouth, that bad after taste now being a constant reminder that it was once so sweet.
That was the entire 'Harry's House' album for me 😅. Btw even after me and her broke up its still such a good album imo. But nowadays it is like a different meaning here inside.
me too, and i liked this guy who i thought would be a horrible boyfriend, and he pleasantly surprised me and ended up liking me back, it took like..... 3 years but he ended up liking me back, and now i get little messages and he tells me how pretty i am and smart and how much he likes me and he gives me hoodies and warms my hands. it will happen, i was in the same boat as you i promise. im also a hopeless romantic, you just gotta wait for the right guy. i lowkey hoe'd around while i was waiting lmfao
"You're the sun, you've never seen the night but you hear it's song from the morning birds. Well I'm not the moon, I'm not even a star but awake at night i'll be singing to the birds." -Mitski One of my favorite lyrics
I fell in love with him. He fell in love with me dated for a bit. He Distanced himself from me later he broke up with me. I was confused why until I found out he had cancer. He didn’t want me to worry about him. He died six months later. I just wish I was with him in his final moments. His smile still cheers me up.Btw I just want to say thank you for all the support because it really makes me smile!
im so sorry for your loss, but let me tell you...you're strong. i know it. he's watching you from heaven and smiling at you and very proud of you. keep going ml, i believe in you🤍
Just say it. But say it in a mature way. For example i just told her the way i feel for her and she doesn't even have to say anything back. Because i don't care i just wanted to let her know about how i feel how bad i felt for her and how heavy it made me everyday and night. And for her to be mature enough to understand that i can't control how i feel and i can't control how she feels so i understand that too. She texted me back after a long 6 days and said she always saw me as a friend and i was just as happy as always because i just didn't want to lose her as my best friend and we went bowling the next day😁. But if it ever happens and she decides to give us a chance then good. If not iam still focusing on my self making my self better everyday
I lost her to a drunk driver... we were in high-school she was the one. She went to all my games and vice versa. We were both also into music. And just did everything together. We would sing all the time. Do covers and endless hours of conversations in the phone. We had the deepest connection went from being a player to a one lady man. I couldn't see or think about anybody else but her no matter how many girls approached me. I knew she was the one. The day I had finally asked her to be my girl. She went to a cousins birthday party. Also her first time driving by herself. On her way back home. She never made it. The driver did though... I remember not getting replies from her after that. And stayed up all night the next day I got the news from her friend... never has anyone ever seen me broken. I was the example of a guy who showed no weakness no fear no pain nothing. And at that moment I just remember my heart tearing. It hurt physically.... my mind went blank. And my body went numb... I dropped to my knees I couldn't cry I couldn't speak I couldn't do anything. I remember I just got back up and walked. I ended up going to see my weight training coach. I just asked if i could hide there for a while. I remember picking up the weights and as I started my set the tears started flowing... I thought that by lifting weights i could lift the weight off my chest and numb the pain. My coach saw me. And just let me cry on his shoulders... she was perfect for me.. her light brown hair.. beautiful hazel eyes with a thought of green closer to the middle the purest most innocent smile... that brought warmth to you. Her laugh that just filled you and forced you to laugh with her and even though you don't remember why you were laughing it was still funny. Her voices. A soft sweet angelic melody after that day. I can no longer sing or play.. it hurts too much to even touch a guitar. It's been years now... and although I've made my life worth while. I still am reminded of her. And I will never forget her.
Idk why but I just had the urge to say your doing the best man, walk forward to your new life goal even if it's full of needles, its hard but its worth it
i hope youre okay. i know losing someone extremely close to you and you feel like you cant be separated from them is so incredibly difficult to deal with. really and truly, i hope life treats you well from now on. please take care of yourself and do what you desire. remember to drink and eat, and sleep. im so sorry that such a horrible incident happened and i wish you well with everything you wish to do. stay safe, mr garcia
Bro, you‘re doing your best and it’s important that you keep going. I’m really sorry for your loss. Life is hard, but it sure has a plan for you, always remember that
I lost him due to suicide.... he didn't tell me how he was feeling I found out he was very stressed working 4 jobs paying for his parents bills at the age of 15 and trying to make time to spend time with me he was the sweetest funniest guy he was amazing and to lose him was the worst day of my life... and to others around him...
I’m just casually listening to this and reading peoples stories and crying over them. I have tears running down my face right now. I wish you all the best and you guys are sooo strong ❤️❤️
I met him in 8th grade, his 7th. In my 10th, we became best friends, always joking about dating. Prom was around the corner, and on the day I planned on asking him, we were sent home, and COVID began. We fell slightly out of touch, but I reached out about a month later. I invited him to come camping with me, my sister, her bf, and our roommate. On the camping trip, it rained, soaking my blanket. In response, me and him shared a blanket and cuddled for warmth. The next night we went back to my place and all stayed, trying to still somewhat camp. That night he told me he loved me for the first time, and the next day, I asked him out. I came to learn by continuing to talk to him, I saved his life. I came to learn so much about his pain, his uniqueness. I came to learn about my own. For 2 years, we were happy. Then I graduated, I got depressed, and my toxic family affected me more than I wanted. I became such a horrible person. I chose every night to ignore him, and just hang out with my dad smoking. I stopped showing that I loved him. I pushed him away. He cut things off. I persisted, wanting so desperately to fix things and clouded by the pain. I said some hurtful things. I did some stupid things, just trying to get him to come back. Now he has me blocked on just about everything. I haven't seen him in almost a year. I've missed so much. Him, and all of his friends, hate me. I've come a long way since then, sought help from friends and therapy, began my dream career. But every day I feel hopeless. He made me want to be a better person. He wanted nothing but the best for me. I undervalued him. I haven't felt much of anything since it happened. I don't expect forgiveness. I can't even forgive myself. I'm sorry, for everything. I don't know if I'll ever be able to move forward without you, but I will keep trying. You showed me both how much I have, and everything I don't. I'll always love you, I just wish I knew better.
"I undervalued him" These words resonate with me. I never appreciated him when I could, and pushed him away for... literally no idea why, ig we humans really are brain dead idiots from time to time, like we purposely try to fuck things up when we know we're on the right track, or maybe we don't know who they really are and what they mean to us and we just did unexplainable things we regret to this day I miss him.
the same thing happened to me. we met right around my 14th bday and instantly had a connection, constant phone calls, hanging out and within a month we started dating. he was everything to me, he helped me grow so much and pulled me out of my reality. we dated for almost 3 years but about the 2.5 year mark something changed in me and I became so cold towards him. I got super depressed and felt like I didn't deserve him so I tried to push him away. I wanted him to hurt so he would never come back to me. I guess I got my wish. looking back I got better but I don't think he'll ever talk to me again. I just wish I could apologize and explain to him none of it was his fault. I dont expect him to forgive me but I just hope he's doing OK and he doesn't blame himself. I still listen to his favorite songs I would always act like I hated. sometimes I'll call him every once in a while on a blocked number just to hear his voice
@@destinygonzalez5617 In that age it’s hard to hold a relationship with someone, it can be both mentally and physically exhausting and I assume you were having those kind of feelings or you just lost the connection/feelings towards him. Should have thought abt it but I don’t blame you, young love is blind
god, i want to say i wish i never met you. but honestly, regardless of the pain that i know i would go through, i would still want to meet you and fall in love with you again. if it means i could spend some time with you.
Man this girl likes man and were going out but were on and off, she's been hurt so much times and i tell her i will never leave her side but it hurts knowing i make her happy but she scared to lose me. Edit: we have been doing a lot better know im happy but she still don't trust me enough to tell me how she fells when she's mad or sad but its ok in time she will trust me. im just glad she trusts me more then she did last time.
She once told me: "No matter how much you love me or show care for me, it doesn't mean I will love you. Just because you love me doesn't mean I love you. Keep that in mind." But ofc I still told her i'll love her even if she hates me. Then she started crying and hugging me saying "Why and how can you still love me after I constantly hurt you." I honestly didn't know but I responded with, "Even if it kills me i'll always love you." Before she died she told me that she can't live with the guilt of hurting someone who loves her as much as she loves them. She confessed guys. I'll always love you F
It seems like she was trying to distance herself so her death would hurt you less but felt guilty that she was doing it for nothing because no matter what you wouldn’t love her any less. I think she wanted to love you but couldn’t bring herself to get too involved if she knew she was going to die. But I don’t know the situation enough to be certain. I feel for you and can’t believe how much you truly loved her. It sounds quite beautiful.
She was perfect, her affection, her personality, everything was worth it. I was the one at fault i wasn't ready and i pushed her away, my mental health is shit, and im so guilty for hurting her.
You did the right thing. Even tho it hurts , it was the best decision. Because taking care of yourself is more important than anything. You didn’t want to hurt them and so you didn’t take a move, it’s all alright tho. Breath in and out... there’s a lot of people out there. Yes I may not know you and sound stupid but I just wanna tell you that before finding the one , you should find yourself. Your mental health is fucked up and that’s totally okay. You hurt them but you would’ve hurt them more if you were in a relationship and you weren’t sure of who you are and being just fucked up. Belive me when I say you would’ve hurt them even more. Stress , anger issues ,....all these overwhelming emotions that you must feel right now , it’s okay that you’re feeling this way. Everyone would’ve felt that way. Just know that what you did was absolutely right and you’re gorgeous. Yes , even tho you’ve made mistakes , hurt people , hurt yourself , you are still gorgeous. It’s these things that make us human. And you can still change if you really aren’t comfortable with yourself. I am proud of you for being here and It is not your fault. ❤️
man same happened to me, I called her something I would never want to come out of my mouth again. We broke up and now shes dating one of my friends litterally after our breakup, the girls we used to love change so quickly
@@tasnimalghussein4644 i tried to tell her that but she convinced me to and she left me thursday 5 months of me trying to open up for nothing she would get mad when i tried and make it seem like i was in the wrong and make me apologise foe every thing even when i got mad when she hugs her exes and gets all flirty with them even when she went to the fair with ME she asked her ex to come and she spent most of the time with him walking with him talking with him. and she had him buy her shii. but no im the bad guy for saying how i feel. i cant talk to anyone but she can do that shit with her exes........
You know the fact that reading this comment and having it bring me to tears just shows how deprived I am of affection at the moment :/. Sometimes all it takes is a little praise or love to make everything better, even if it’s a random persons comment
They say there is no such thing as the wrong time with the right person. The right person will always be at the right time, or come back at the right time. Have hope...
I listen to this playlist everyday. I put it on when I do my homework, scroll or try to calm myself down. It is not because of some sad love i listen to those songs, they're just a real deal mood. To my dear traumatized, lonely friends that are reading this comment- I'm chilling with ya my guys, whatever you're going through listening to this song- I am with you. Lets vibe together
I remember the first day of school, she walked into the class, in the middle of everyone and she was the first thing that I kept my eyes on, and I thought "wow". I still remember when I asked her if she listen to girl in red, our first kiss, when we started dating, how she made me feel when she was around or when she texted me. I always knew that there was a chance that she move to far away, but at the same time part of me had hope, and still has it. when we broke up I cried so fucking much, she was my first love as I was hers, and I agree with her "I never knew the meaning of right person wrong time till I met you''.
I think there's no such "Right person wrong time" there's always a reason why you meet a person in your life. It's either they're a blessing or to teach a lesson in your Journey:)
This video will always have a special place in my heart; this comment section is like a place for broken souls... For anyone here that has been hurt... or even hurt someone... I just want to say a few things. It's going to be okay. Just give it time. If things didn't work out, it was for a reason. Everything is a part of God's plan. I'm sorry you went through something like that. But you will heal. Don't give up, no matter how hard it might get. You will meet the right person for you one day, and they will love like you deserve. Stay strong, everyone.
What's worse than falling in love with someone you can't have, is then realizing you're living your life in a fantasy. With only romance novels and your imagination to have someone to call your own Edit: oml I have never got more than 5 likes on a comment and now i'm over 3k, thank yall so much. Just wanna say you will find someone whotruly loves you. I wish youall theluck in the world! Edit again: Back where I started. I know she’s the one, she just doesn’t want me anymore. Isn’t that fun.
I just knew a swiss girl in my travel to Costa Rica some time ago, I fell in love with her at first sight. We both of us were traveling alone and we pass the day together, we explored a park, went to launch and walked on the beach. But she told me that she has a boyfriend. I can't stop thinking about her since that day and I hope so that I can see her again one more time
I had a whole plan to tell her we’re 14 and we’re both tipsy in the Down stairs room and my friend started snapping her about how I feel about her it didn’t make it awkward we both laughed about and she had to go back home in 10 minutes but when I got back to my house which is a while away from her house my friend told me that she said she also liked me I haven’t seen him yet since then since this was a couple days ago so I haven’t seen the messages but the hope I have that he’s not lying is all that keeps me breathing right now
I fell in love with the idea of him. Barely knew him but he was always so kind to me when I was going through some of the hardest moments these past few years. Simple “hellos” and “how are you doing”. He’d sit with me and we’d chat and joke. Deep down I always knew it wouldn’t end well but I’m so happy for him. He found his person and his smile is so wide compared before he met her. It makes me sad but I couldn’t be happy for him and I hope and pray that they treat each other well.
worst part is accepting you can't be with them it's right in front of you but you cannot take it it's infuriating and god knows i've cried so much because of it but after a while you come to terms with the facts i know i won't be lonely forever i'm still young and there is so many possible opportunities to find someone to suffer with in this fucked up world much love to anyone going through something like this (which most people here probably are) stay strong and keep your head, it'll do wonders in the long run
Your right… I have cried for weeks at a time I love him and he knows but he still doesn’t care even if he begged for me to keep him in my life I don’t know why he did it all he does hurt me he knows I like him I told him but watches me in pain and he laughs but I can’t leave him…it hurts
that’s how i feel too, idk what to think of the situation i’m in bc there are just so many feelings and no one can be honest. it hurts so bad and i don’t know how to protect everyone but i hope that everything ends well for you. goodluck 💕💕
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It's painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don't know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone's whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you're here, existing, but I don't want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something-to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you're not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it's not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You're not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what's wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love. You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn't give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it's tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don't let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won't let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won't let you down. Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can't see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that's enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you're still fighting. You're so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don't feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that's why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you're beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don't have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That's why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don't blame yourself, don't think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn't see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don't feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/she/ they is. If you aren't accepted at home or in general than am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn't be ashamed of, accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me. You’re not useless, you're not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don't starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it's hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain. you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish/hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you're reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you're reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you're here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it's evening for you, you're probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, know you will make it I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don't let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn-Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you're unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you.
Thank you very much, I myself have no much to say for the way you make me feel is something I cannot describe, will it be words, picture or an emoji, but still thank you for your encouragement and a minute of warmth you make us feel, may you have a good day, good night and tomorrow. May your path be blessed a thousand times 😊
I met him when I was 15. He was beautiful with a heart of gold, and never failed to make me laugh even when I felt down. He was a little older than me, and the timing wasn't perfect, but I would have waited an eternity for him. A few months ago, I sat in the front row at his wedding and watched the love of my life get married. I've been stuck in this nightmare for so long now that I've given hope of getting out of it. Of moving on. I figure I've had one great love in my life, and lots of people don't even get that. For those of you out there who got your happily ever after, don't ever take it for granted.
Hey theres billions of people out there. How unlikely is it that you met your true love that early and that theres noone else? Hope you find someone who makes you feel like that again :P
@@SamuelBlack84 our identity is this sorrow. its not our choice, but it shapes us in ways nobody else will understand because they are not touched by it. We are unique for it, and therefore hold the power to tell a new story nobody else can. However it takes too much strength to get people to understand, and every day I gravitate closer and closer to the ladder and tree.
When I saw him he was rollerskating, so so elegantly. He skated as if the world was going to end. Even though he had a girlfriend - which I didn't realise until later, he still kept eye contact. He still gave me a gaze that I will never forget, he had a smile that was irresistible. He was definitely the right person for me but at the wrong time. I hope I see him again.
I thought to myself “I think I can.” But the universe had a different plan. As I lie in pain getting old, I wipe my tears with the hands you were meant to hold.
'pon showered silver, He will be There The groom's dismayed, and Juno Her Harp lyeth up on the Mount. As she watched him go, Speaking little and stating less. Eli, Lamma sabach t'ani. Left with four and three betwixt Returning from the Galilee, The Father sheds one lone tear And the quake shall bring Him Back to you. Amen. Sorry for being cryptic but I needed to vent. Thank you for your time and pleased are thoughts on words.
I did fall in love with the right girl at the wrong time. Loved her for two years, finally had the guts to tell her, but I was going through a lot and it showed that I wasn't emotionally stable. Anyway, long story short, she came back to me six months after rejecting me, we started talking and we have now been dating for the past three months. No fights, no stress, no problem, she's the girl of my dreams and she's finally in my arms. Couldn't be a happier man. Don't give up, people. If I've overcame friendzone, anything is possible at this point. Stay strong brothers and sisters!
She might've went to go have some fun with other dudes prior to coming back to you, as a way of letting loose before claiming relationship status. Always be wary
As I've known her for many years I don't think she's like that, but if it was the case it wouldn't bother me as we weren't in a relationship at the time. I trust that she'll stay loyal
If you are reading this I am so proud of you. Life is hard and throws things at you that you don’t deserve but, don’t quit before the miracle happens. You got this!
Hey there. What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming here to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, dont worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I`ll try to help as best as i can. I wont judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I cant begin to imagine how you must feel. Your so tough for getting through all of that. Im so proud of you for not giving up. Of course i understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You cant go into a battle already wounded. You cant wave the white flag without trying your hardest. And hey. If you need to take another break, Im always here. Helping you is my specialty They always find there way. One way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. Ill try to lend some advice, Or just an ear to listen. My job is done. Take life on with all your energy, and remember that you always have a soul cheering you on. Youll always have my support. I cant wait to see the great things you achieve. Before i go. I love you
damn... I'm not really the type of guy who cry, but this comment... Truly, from the bottom of my hurt and mind, thank u. No matter who you are, where you live, what to do fora living, just wanna say that your comment was perfect. Thanks again for all your love, your kindness. Hoping that you're living the life u want to, Zach.
I fell in love with someone... she was perfect... but I messed up, badly. I miss her beautiful face, her smile, and the laughs and moments we had together. We would sing karaoke and she was just... a stroke of luck... I don't know how she's doing, but I hope she is doing okay... I just wish I could go back in time... make her fall in love all over again and live my happily ever after... I pray for everyone out there having a tough time. Stay strong guys and girls. Thank you for reading this, and I hope you have a great night. Love yourself and peace will come along with the person of your dreams. :)
be strong bro everything will be alright pray to god god know everything , and also my girl leave me alone and around 5 days ago i don’t know where’s she what she’s doing how’s she but the only thing that i can is pray so god’s big and god love all of as
I fell in love with the right person at the wrong time. He wasn't ready to love anyone yet at that age. So I waited, and he one day fell in love with me in return. Don't lose hope - sometimes it's just a matter of being patient. If it's meant to be, it'll happen. In the meanwhile, take care of yourself until you find the one who wants to take care of you in return.
Her eyes are pure magic, but her tears are painful Her ears love hearing the sound of the rain, but hate hearing people talking shit about her Her hair loves my hands, always petting her, but hates when someone pulls without asking She is an angel, but surrounded of demons who try to hurt her I want to protect her, but the demons possessed my brain, and I'm afraid of them, because they might hurt her, my little sunlight, my caring angel, my soulmate A broken soul is trying to heal another broken soul, but it has no energy for both souls If I have to sacrifice one, it'll be mine, I don't need to think it twice
Met her over discord. We started gaming daily and eventually the gaming sessions turned into 20hour calls where we both fell asleep and when we woke up, we just repeated it. 2 weeks of gaming, chatting and laughter later we decided to meet up. It was the most scary thing I've ever done. I walked through her apartment door and saw the most breathtaking person I have seen. Pictures didnt do her justice. I remember shaking and my heart going in circles. The connection was magical, to the point where I stayed over at her place for 8 days. Nothing happened during that time cause I didnt feel like something needed to. She was prerfect, my first friend. A week later she comes over to my place and we went to the beach one night. After a few hours of chatting, there was a silence, we held eye contact and I said "fuck it" out loud and leaned over to kiss her. She kissed me back. That kiss was so electric, full of emotions that it made me realize that I fell in love after a month. I still to this day come back to remember that feeling daily. After that we kept talking, went home and everything was perfect. Fastforward 2 months. She was my girlfriend, found out by that time that she also felt everything Ive been feeling. We both thought that we are meant for eachother. Then her life got tossed into chaos. Her parents didnt agree of me for no reason. They thought I was the reason their daughter was unhappy but I was the one helping her, staying up til 6 am to make sure she went to sleep safe. I did everything to make her happy, so she would feel safe and loved again. Her mom got really mentally abusive to her and so did her father. Last week I sent her to a plane to Australia to her sister. We went from chatting, sending pictures and video calling to maybe 2 conversations a day. Sending her on that plane was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do cause I knew after that she was gone. Now I realize its one of my biggest regrets but I know shes happy now, shes away from all the negativity in her life and is there to start a new one. Im so proud of her.
I really needed this tonight. I can't sleep. I'm anxious and not feeling well. I know I have to be up early tomorrow which makes it worse. Just trying to calm down before I can hopefully fall asleep. Thanks for this.
I know I'm from somewhere else, that I'm not a friend nor someone you would trust. But please, read this. I know you're in very bad situation but remember that there's someone who always loved you and always will. Someone you're hurting right now, she's feeling very bad, but she will never loose hope. That one is you. Don't forget that you always suffered the things you did togheter with you. Always remember that you will always understand you, and she'll always be togheter with you. If that doesn't help, I'm right here.
Just a light warning take caution before you look in the mirror on any hallucinogenic drug as it could freak you tf out and cause a panic attack- remember kids, drugs have side effects you should be wary of! Do Drugs Safely :] (to learn more about drug safety, consult your nearest doctor i guess)
Me sitting here remembering a month and a half ago when I was in this exact spot on spring break happy and in love and now I sit here heartbroken but still somewhat happy. Then I realize that my friends saved me when he broke me😟
i've never been in love, letalone a relationship, but this playlist is just making me so emotional. idk if i'm just tired, or what, but it is. goodnight, friend..
he still gives me butterflies to this day. i love how gentle he is with me but still makes me push myself to do better. i love frustrating him. the way he looks at me when he’s annoyed is cute. i’ll never get over him, never. its never gonna be our time anymore and that’s okay. as long as i see him happy.
he was smart, great listener, above all he made me feel safe for the first time in my life but his problem was that he never spoke about his feelings and I was an overthinker so i fell into endless what ifs and arguments that we would've avoided if he just was clear with me at the end I choosed my peace of mind over him I won't deny that i still miss him so much till that day but not enough to bring this pain to my life again.
i get what are you saying yall argued over him not being open enough I assume you are young no hate but you have to read some book about couples in love you then will understand better , have a great day .
She was an amazing person. Her eyes, her face, her hands and most important thing ;her personality. She was the only one who I could trust to. I was too scared to confess my love and when I did it, she said she fell in love with another guy. She also said If I confessed my feelings before, everything could be different. Whatever, I still love you butterfly. I still love you...
This playlist gave me some inspiration to write- so enjoy! Roses are beautiful They also have thorns That sting and hurt while the gap bleeds Never before have I thought I could suffer such pain From a beauty like you Never before have I considered myself weak Until you came along Never before have I seen myself as a bad person Until you hurt me like you did Did I do something? What did I do, to become your enemy? I didn't want to I never wanted to But you broke me down Burned me to ashes Then made me into clay Where you made me the bad guy Does that make you, the bad guy in this fairytale? If so, then I still shouldn't love you, like I did a year ago When we laughed and whispered secrets on the hood of my car, in the moon light, when I realized I was in love with you But why did that have to hurt our friendship? Why did you leave, once I told you Why did you cut a gash in my heart Why are you leaving me, to bleed out on the cold, hard ground And why, do still want to buy you a rose and tell you that you, are the most beautiful flower I have ever seen, and that you remind me of a rose So beautiful and full of love But so dangerous and full of hate at the end of the day
Same thing happened to me and then I saw your comment and decided to share (Beautiful btw) Work, eat, and sleep. Cycle of this freedom. Fault of us all. Work, eat, and sleep. Cycle of this price. Dopamine extracts heavy fees. Work, eat, sleep, and grow old. Work through rain and drought. Escape.
She was my first real heart break. She knew she was too unstable to be in a relationship but she still tried to make me hers. It worked cause I had liked her too. I didn't know that we'd fall in love so quickly but it wasn't a burn out. I didn't know how closely I'd grow to be attached to her. She felt right, she felt like home. She felt like the one person who saw me for who I am and still loved me for that. Her arms felt like the safest, warmest place that could ever exist. I have a live photo of her laying on my legs and looking up at me. I still look at it from time to time to remind myself that I'm a loveable person and that she loved me at one point. She tossed her meds one night to gain a sense of control and that...not to say ruined everything but that ruined everything. She started lashing out and pulling away from everyone and everything, not just me. She was more unstable than she let on. It probably didn't start with the meds; I'm still not sure where exactly we went wrong. I started to ask why she wouldn't care for herself and her answer was that I'm the one thing worth caring for. Not even half a month later, she broke up with me. I tried everything to keep her, from trying to reason with her to begging her. Pathetic, right? We tried to be friends after but that quickly turned into something sexual. It broke my heart when she wrote me a letter telling me that "...this is still something that I don't want." That was in regard to not wanting a relationship with me. But she'd still kiss and make out with me. This comment has gotten quite long so I'll catch you up quickly. We're not a thing but also not not a thing. If that makes any sense. I know I'm a burden to her and cause her stress when I try to bring up the topic of our relationship. I'm currently trying to preserve whatever type of relationship we have left because I still want a future with her. She had said while we were breaking up that if she has a future that she wants one with me. That is the only hope I have left in me for us. After we broke up, I felt a shift in her. I wouldn't say this to anyone irl but it feels as if she doesn't have a soul anymore. When she looks and talks to me, she feels cold. Like all the love she once held for me has disappeared and her mind is elsewhere. When I ask how she's doing, all I get is okay or fine. Obviously she's lying but I can't push her to tell me what's upsetting her because one: that's her business and she doesn't have to tell me squat and two: I'm already on super thin ice with her. I just want her to be able to trust and count on me but I keep slipping up and telling her my feelings for her. She's been making me feel as if the love that I used to show her now makes her sick. That's where I'm at right now: one more slip up and I lose her. Most likely for good. Anyway, thanks for reading. I know it was an eye sore. bye *jumps out the window*
^^^ i totally agree, and i think not pushing her to talk about what's wrong if she doesn't want to is a good idea, just give it time, you'll figure it out in the end and find peace sending lots of virtual hugs !! :]
Dam dawg I had kinda the same relationship to but I broke it off cause I knew it was too unhealthy for the both of us, I get that u still want to be that one important person in her life but sometimes we gotta accept that same love she gave u is gone now and sadly isn’t coming back from her, I wish u a farewell my friend and if u need any help I’ll be here for u man, sometimes it’s better to let go of things for the better my guy
same here man i hurt him but i would give him my life and the world to preserve whatever relationship we have with each other. head up tho man if she doesn't provide anything for you in your life gotta make a run for it.
Ik I haven't been in your situation, but I have experienced something like that with some friends, they would be so funny, friendly and caring but something would shift and they would go all toxic on me. But from what I learned from that is the love that you experienced at first isn't always gonna come back, if it's just gonna hurt me and the people around me why would I continue on giving them love? Why would I let them take advantage of my love when I can give it to people that I really care about? ik your situation is much more different than mines cause of mental illness, and you're doing a good job keeping in touch with her but I just wanna share some of my personal experiences with people who I thought were good but actually turned bad. And please if you ever feel like it you should cut off the relationship. ♡
Same dude, we loved each other so much, I still can't move on even after 2 years. 2 years which passed with hating myself for not being mentally stronger, not being able to hold myself back from complaining about this shit called life, I shouldda enjoyed it while it lasted. Ever since we broke up, I tried moving on, I've got into a few relationships thinking I actually loved em just to end up comparing em to her, none of em was as beautiful, as smart, as understanding, as loving nor as needy as her. Even tho I can't see nor talk with her anymore, after reading some of these comments, I feel somewhat lucky to know that she is still alive. But I still worry for her, she has so many issues, a mom that's working 7/24, a dad that she misses soo much but will never come back from death and abusive family/cousins. I hate how all I can do now is just sit and hope that she's doing fine and being strong all while crying about how I messed up the love of my life and it gets worse with the small glimmer of hope that she'll one day be back.
@@Mom-Your that was such statement and it shows how much you really love her and I agree with this no one will ever be caring as sweet as her and that shit hurts but it makes me feel better because I’m not the only one dealing with mental health issues and break up trauma
@@Mom-Your Its been 3 years I loved her, I don't want to try to get into another relationship bc Ik ill do what you did and inevitably compare. Everyday I know I can't be with her, and even so I hope she does well with everthing and is happy no matter what.
Same here Over 2 year relationship and I was so idiotic and horrible to her I lose sleep thinking about just how many things I could've done better And tbh I don't like her anymore But I hate myself for who I was No closure, no conclusion it just faded
It really hurts when u can't stop the tears flowing down ur face while remembering that person. It hurts when u don't even know the reason they had to leave. It hurts so much. But u gotta be strong for urself.
He ruined my heart by leaving me for doing something nice for his friend that is dating my bsf and when I tried to fix it he just ignored me and now it has been almost a day without him and I physically can’t be happy anymore. I literally miss him so much 💔
I believe people cross paths for a reason. The same goes for people who drift apart. Don’t dwell on it too much, everything happens for a reason. Be it a lesson, a blessing, a reminder or a transformation. I used to get really sad when some people in my life left or didn’t “click”. Now I realize they come and go. Feels easier on the heart, and on the mind too. (I know we are only humans but it’s a comforting reasoning)
this is my story: (i’m a girl) three years ago, i fell in love with a girl. so pretty, so sweet, that beautiful smile i couldn't stop thinking about... i fell in love at first sight. a year later, i decided to tell what i feel for her. it took me all the courage i had. as i wrote the paragraph i planned to send her, i started crying. i don't really know why. my heart stopped the second she saw the message, as i was crying even more, hoping i wouldn't ruin the friendship we had. she answered with a paragraph as well. she said she liked me back some time ago and that she really wished it could work, but she has to work on herself first. it broke my fucking heart. i was too blind to see that the only girl i've only cared about that much liked me... now, she's talking about all these hot boys she likes at school, while i die, next to her, wondering if she even knows i'm still in love with her. i missed my chance and now, i'm afraid i'll never have another one. right person, wrong time. i never stopped loving you. i hope you know i'll always be there no matter what. i love you.
I remember when we were best friends. In high school our families would laugh on hours on end, and they were considered family. During covid she was the person who I would talk to for hours on end, and we would do anything for each other. She had a smile and laugh unlike any other. I finally assembled the courage to ask her to prom, when I created a "stache" from the movie Up - full of badges that were symbolic of key moments throughout the years we knew each other as friends. I already loved her going into dating. That first kiss was transcending. I actually have a picture of my bewildered face after that night in front of a mirror with a gaping mouth open. I was shocked with the number of people who were totally "shipping" us. My favorite moments of high school were with her. She introduced me to a life of bewilderment and comfort unlike anyone else I've ever met in my life. Time flew. When she was sick for prom, I drove her to my house and set up hundreds of candles and had my younger sister be our butler for the evening (don't worry I paid my sister with fruit snacks). There was no one else I wanted to be my best friend than her. When we went to college together we danced in the snow. Effort is important in a relationship, but it felt so natural with her, like we could have fun no matter what. When we were slow dancing, she said that it was a core memory. She even treated me to a lantern festival where we wrote down all of our ambitions on a lamp as we floated it into a water. This was the type of relationship where no one else was allowed in. We were completely enfatuated. We were Flynn Ryder and Rapunzel for Halloween. It was around the beginning of this year though. When I started doubting in my own ability for our future. I didn't have a lot of stability and we decided that the best course of action would be to end it. A few weeks later I kept wanting to see just my friend, but she said that there would never be any future for us. Her eyes looked different and pained. It was the hardest thing I've ever had to hear in my life. I still remember the first time when I saw her face more than 6 years ago, and feeling that one day I'd get the opportunity to date her. Just a few months ago she looked like a stranger. If I had the chance to rewind time would I? I would. But should I? I don't think so. Perhaps we were both kicks in each other butts for the rest of our lives. If I had to choose between feeling it or not at all, I think you already know my answer. I know that we had what most people look for their whole lives. Since the breakup I have gone on a few dates, but why do I think of her still while I'm on them? None of them have come even close. Am I just romanticizing the past? There were some days that were frustrating or annoying here and there, but we were there for each other. It's been near 6 months now, and I didn't appreciate her the way she should've been treated. I'm changing several aspects of my life, but I hope and pray that there is someone out there ready to treat her the way I couldn't. To be honest, I don't know if I will ever find love like that again. But maybe that's a good thing about life. Her birthday is this week, and my mind is flooded with memories. I still know what her smile feels like, and what her eyes signify. How could I forget? Despite everyone telling me to move on, and determine a future for myself, a part of me will always love Bella.
It’s so unfair loving someone but knowing it will never work out. The people you love are always different to the people you invision in your head. It’s really difficult to get over u, b
a month on now... been three months since it ended, can't say it's gotten easier. the memories are still with me, although a bit foggy now. it's really difficult to get over u, b
Oh my gosh literally three days ago he said he didn’t find me worth it anymore and I was in so much pain. He still wants to be friends and he wants to talk to me but I can’t because it just hurts so so much knowing I would still give so much but he’s never gonna feel the same way again.
I keep coming back this video after a year. It's amazing how there's so many people (of any age) that crave a good, true relationship/friendship with someone. I'm one of them. And this is a reminder to you that you'll find what you're looking for.
@@ahanadas609 well.. when i fell in love with her, i was completely broken. was in a time that i needed someone to help me, to tell me that i'll be okay, to tell me an "I love you". she gave me that, but after a few months we stopped talking to eachother, that's why i think she was the wrong person in the right time. sorry if it's hard to understand, english is not my native language.
i literally thought he was the one, and what hurts the most is that everyone was like “if you guys don’t get married i will never believe in love” “you better get married”. like we literally had it all planned but i have no idea how we both fell out and it hurts so much because i still love him and i know i can’t have him. all the memories and the pictures hurt the most, all those places we shared, all the things we said. dammit i lost my best friend :(
my heart goes out to you. I hope you heal and feel better. I understand it would be hard for you to get over the memories but life goes on. I hope you find someone who truly loves you. stay happy
I love him so much... It hurts so badly knowing that he'll never feel the same. It's like I'm trapped in this box of feeling and I'm drowning but he's able to be free without the burden of knowing I like him
Just sitting in my room and reading all the beautiful comments people have wrote expressing their love or telling their story I didn't even realise when I started crying while reading them... If u r reading this and u have r having tough time with anything in life I hope u overcome it don't let ur problems stop u from loving someone u will sure find someone who makes ur problems their own and helps u throughout ur life Love yourself and be yourself
I am doing the same thing right now. I am scrolling through the comments and listening to the music...it is one in the morning. To all of you struggling, keep your heads up. This storm will pass. I believe in you. You love yourself and keep being yourself aswell! Love you ♡
No, there'll hardy be not one like him 😭, I miss him so much, intensely. Edit: I miss u with my heart , Seb. I hope to recover from my eyes problems asap, a problem which I came to know now it's caused by deep fears, insecurities, psychosomatically induced. Every time I think you could have found another guy, I start crying, deep pain, this time I will move out from the shadowly night of the soul, I promise. As u, mate, brought me to light, I will thank you my entire life. Hope to go back to my job. Project must be almost finished now. Ha! Anyways, No matter the job place, I will define myself as I really am. I pretty much know I'm exhibiting my life here, I don't care... ☺️ Bggddyyujkkufesd,... Sebitas, me gustaste mucho, no sabes cuánto, si lees esto alguuuuun día, recuerda que la promesa del abrazo fuerte sigue vigente. 😭
I've been going through a lot for a few years and now my days are made of suicidal thoughts and I really want to harm myself, the only thing keeping me alive is music and maybe one of my friend tbh
@@dorianlefort3357 ik how u feel....I've been going through alot too i hope u r able to overcome these things Music is really a big comfort And I somewhere feel music is what keeps me going at this point the only thing I have that gives me comfort ig....
he was so kind, so funny, so sweet i can almost hear his laugh echoing in my head we’re friends. that’s the hard part, as i can almost envision him and the girl who belongs with him, driving down the street having so much fun, laughing. it’s so hard to know, but i am so willing to accept that, if it means his happiness is ongoing. love you B. 💕
It’s an amazing feeling to fall in love with the right person but as u realize that things are slowly changing and all I can think abt is the day that person loses interest, that, that hurts
One of the hardest lessons I ever had to learn is that life’s not a movie. sometimes we don’t beat the villain, we don’t save the world We don’t get the girl. No in fact sometimes we are forced to make our sacrifices or take our beatings or both. Then we are left broken, bloody, and alone with nothing and no one else to pick ourselves up…I hate it and I’ll always miss the people I lost along the way. so In frustration I scream this wisdom into the void good luck everyone
it hurts so bad when you realize it’s the wrong time and knowing you’ll have to wait for them but it’s almost bittersweet when you both say you’ll wait for each other
POV: you fell in love with someone who was lying to you about everything and he never actually loved you but you can't let go because you always see the good in people even when they did horrible things to you.
Keep that hope its what makes us us and don't let a person ruin that I fell in love with a girl who had only thought of me as her ex but once she got done with her ex she was done with me so now I am just her friend nothing more
I’ll never find anyone else like him, smart, kind, funny, absolutely adorable. The way an entire room lights up when he arrives is something else, I’ve never met someone with this type of effect over people. He genuinely cares about everyone around him and everything about him drives me crazy. He’s an exchange student and we graduate in 12 days and after that he goes back home a few weeks after. He’s the perfect guy at the wrong time, after he leaves I don’t know if I’ll ever see him again. At least I have his number and we can stay in contact. But dating him while he’s half way across the world is out of the question.
Feeling safe here so i’m gonna express my feelings for him… I’ve never experienced something like love at first sight. But when I first saw him, ofc i'm not instantly fall for him but there’s definitely a spark deep inside my heart. He was confident, surely successful and charismatic, while I’m obviously someone who will never be on his mind. Although I can see some flaws in him (he is kinda pessimistic and too determined sometimes), still I absolutely adore him. We had several eye contacts before, I’m one of those people who can’t really make eye contacts. I can’t really explain it but I just really enjoy having intense eye contact with him and it ofc gives me butterflies. These days I’m just very very sad that I will probably never gonna see him after I graduate and well, we will probably not gonna be friends let alone something more than that. I don’t wanna be sad over a guy but it’s just so hard to suppress the feelings for someone sometimes. I hope that one day either we will be friends or I’ll get over him…
-Time stamps-
00:00 - 03:09 Young - Vacation
03:09 - 06:05 Heather - Conan Gray
06:05 - 09:05 The night we met - Lord Huron
09:05 - 12:35 First love / late spring - Mitski
12:35 - 16:03 River - Leon Bridges
16:05 - 19:25 Apocalypse - Cigarette After Sex
19:06 - 22:48 YNWIM - Yot Club
22:49 - 25:33 Space songs - Beach house
25:34 - 28:59 I can’t handle change - Roar
what's the first one
@@matthewperez7919 young by vacation
@@matthewperez7919 young - vacation
Helppp, its the song from “13 reasons Why” 😭
It's actually vacations not vacation. I've tried to search it anywhere and didn't find it before...
"The worst feeling isn't being alone, its being forgotten by someone you could never forget"
-dude
i like its just -dude
Ayo , true ;-;
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this
Daily reminder,
You survived another week in a very tough world, even though at times it felt like you wouldn't, and I'm so proud of you.
No I’m proud of u 👍 ❤️
Aww Iloveyousm
Merry Christmas
this made me cry sm thank u
thank u for this
*right person; wrong time,*
*right script; wrong line,*
*right poem; wrong rhyme,*
*...and a piece of your heart that was never mine*
oh shit this is great
damn..
im crying asadfsfgv
MAY I HAVE THE PERMISSION TO PUT THIS IN MY BIO
Omfg shit!
the worst feeling is not being able to stop loving someone you know you can never have.
i cant have her anymore bc she died
i am going through that know and i cant get over her I LOVE HER, I WANT HER!!😞
Why are we like this? Why are we doomed to suffer from those feelings that don't want to go?
shat up
@@menooj6683 die
"If you got chemistry, you only need one other thing. Timing. But timing is a bitch."
Been feeling this a little too hard lately.
Depends on how serious u want the relationship to be. There must be common ground in morals as well if ur actually planning on raising a family with the person.
I love that quote
Where’s this quote from?
@@jesusofbullets how i met your mother
@@jesusofbullets himym, that’s how I know that’s quote
It hurts even more when the person that gave you the best memories becomes a memory.
Corny💀
It really does suck, it's the worst, you spend every day with them, nurture their dreams, you realize that even tho you both are kinda young for all this but you still try to make it work through everything, it becomes something run through and old, it sucks it has to be the right time and right person, I hate time, it's either wrong or right, not enough or too much, and sucks when other people get in the mix
@@dxmono7626 L
Facts
@@tiffanybowman8196 I agree
One of the more complicated things about falling in love with someone is maintaining the mindset that you are still a complete person if they decide to leave.
I knowww
you become dependent in a way almost treating them like a brother / or sister that will always be there but the sad reality is unlike being bonded by blood you are bonded by love and sometimes that can fall apart or fade away
damn
that was one of the most beautiful and painful things I've read holy cow
this def hit
You don’t miss her, you miss the version of what she could have been...
i miss her so fucking bad
Real
I miss the the version of who she was.
I'd take a happy and joyful fantasy over facing a sad and lonely reality any day
Thanks
The worst feeling is when you know you can't be with them but you can't stop yourself from falling for that person because they are just perfect...
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my feelings exactly
I am feeling this still :(
Perfect way to describe how I'm feeling I know they have 0 interest in me but I've known them for quite a while and I'm close with them and they make me laugh, smile etc
Living wasn't supposed to be That Bad, Hard, Difficult , COMPLI fckng CATED
Yea and it hurts even more when you both agree that rn isn't the right time but you're perfect for each other, it's painful :/
Thats literally my situation😩
@@figtree6090 it'll get better just be willing to wait for it
@@ffi0n.e thank you, I have hope that the day will come. ❤😊
Literally me and her have been liking each other for a long time, she told me last night that she cant get over the last person and gets me messed up because ive never felt that free with someone in my entire life.
ooof! hurts but true v . v
POV: Its 1am and you're listening to this, realizing you're in love with a person you can't be with...
same its 4am and and I am thinking about the person who I fell for 2 years ago but I can't be with him
It’s 5:50 am and I’m still thinking about the same person I’ve been in love with for 2 years and she likes me back but I don’t think she’s ready and I don’t wanna rush her
wtf it's currently 1:10am in here omg-
1-47am she’s getting married, first girl I ever met, grew up together, figured we’d be together.
2am but yes
the part that hurts the most is knowing that you’re never gonna find anyone like that again
Yeah but when you'll finally find someone else it will be easy becoz of that person to accept the tragedies in the past and ultimately you'll conclude time heals everything ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
for real bro
Not even in the same person
Maybe, you could find better
Who knows
nvm we’re gonna make it
She even told me….”I will never forget you doesn’t matter how long we don’t talk you were my first love and the right person but not the right time…” I literally crying right now and I haven’t cried in months
Okay, it is time for the gym arc and the "Working on myself" arc to both start. Get them Champ
It's life...
@@user-gj6sk1gx6j fr
EXACTLY like how I feel
@@luarafreitas6413 wanna talk?
Sometimes I wonder how many times a heart can break until it finds the right person...
Damn...... That's hit hard
Can I repost on Twitter
That*
Yes I just can't
My heart broke 6 times and now I’m here with the one living life with her couldn’t be happier Dont give up you’ll find her one day
@@daddyyulix785 i needed to see that. been heart broken 4 times already. that gives me hope
I found the perfect girl everything was right about her. Her smile, her laugh, her personality, her looks. But she had abusive parents and she took her own life after one bad night and now I sit in my room and listen to her favorite songs and I cry. She left me an empty shell which she would fill but now I remain empty
I really wish you the best💜
@@nadiaazzabi9549 thank you that means a lot
bro.. I'm speechless. All I can say is that I wish u the best too..
I’m really sorry bro..
im sorry bby... wishing you the absolute best, you got this
And you've realised that when u fall for someone,,, every romantic song u listen to... feels like it's made for u🙃✨
Yea, but it bends the other way whenever they leave, every song reminds you of what once was, seeing the same situation mirrored, looking into through the rose tinted window,but this time being on the other side of the glass, alone.
Tasting and reliving those memories. Getting hit with what feels like dejà vu, only that after it goes sour sitting in your mouth, that bad after taste now being a constant reminder that it was once so sweet.
She has her broken heart but that was the least of her problems...
That was the entire 'Harry's House' album for me 😅. Btw even after me and her broke up its still such a good album imo. But nowadays it is like a different meaning here inside.
Ikr? It's like eyes don't lie by Isabel larosa
I’m a hopeless romantic but I’m always unlucky with love… it’s like being stuck between a rock and a hard place
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Me too!.
SAD reality 👉🏻 th-cam.com/video/HQtLffnduNY/w-d-xo.html😭
me too, and i liked this guy who i thought would be a horrible boyfriend, and he pleasantly surprised me and ended up liking me back, it took like..... 3 years but he ended up liking me back, and now i get little messages and he tells me how pretty i am and smart and how much he likes me and he gives me hoodies and warms my hands. it will happen, i was in the same boat as you i promise. im also a hopeless romantic, you just gotta wait for the right guy.
i lowkey hoe'd around while i was waiting lmfao
☹same tho
SENDING VIRTUAL HUGS TO EVERYONE HERE!!!! I'M SOSOOOOOOO GLAD YOU'RE HERE RN AND ILY ALL VERY MUCH!!! STAY SAFE & HEALTHY YA'LL
Thanks mate, I really need those
SAD reality 👉🏻 th-cam.com/video/HQtLffnduNY/w-d-xo.html😭
Thank you, i just split up with my gf lastnight, its all kicking into reality and i cant handle it.
tysm
🫂
Crazy theory: The two people that split up could be in the same comment section. This comment section
You damn right
ayo u got like 200 likes and only 1 (2 now) replies
@@s4shhz lol
Let's hope they find each other then
Daaaamn
"You're the sun, you've never seen the night but you hear it's song from the morning birds. Well I'm not the moon, I'm not even a star but awake at night i'll be singing to the birds."
-Mitski
One of my favorite lyrics
Now it's one of my favs tooooo.
"may sad endings brings happier beginnings" - me.
Yes 😌💜❤️
Beautiful😊
You are shakespear reborn
thank you :( i needed to hear this 😭
*Bring
I love reading everyone’s stories. It makes me feel not so alone. Thank you❤️
Same :””)
Samee
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Me to
@@arturoadramian3506 why does yours have translate to English when it's literally English.
I guess Samee is probably an alternative language
I fell in love with him. He fell in love with me dated for a bit. He Distanced himself from me later he broke up with me. I was confused why until I found out he had cancer. He didn’t want me to worry about him. He died six months later. I just wish I was with him in his final moments. His smile still cheers me up.Btw I just want to say thank you for all the support because it really makes me smile!
I'm sure he's watching you from heaven.
@@darling8347 :)
Let’s continue to live and be happy as he made us happy and full of life and keep in mind these good souvenirs of him ! 🥰❤️
im so sorry for your loss, but let me tell you...you're strong. i know it. he's watching you from heaven and smiling at you and very proud of you. keep going ml, i believe in you🤍
I just want to give u a hug☹️ im sorry
he was the only person ive ever been able to love, ive never felt happiness like that. ive also never felt loneliness like this.
Hope ur doing better now
It feels like, she is writing it to me, as a last goodbye, of which we weren't lucky enough to have.
I know how you feel my friend lonely....😭
Life is so unexpected for a mere human 💀
hiding feelings from a friend so you can protect the friendship is one of the hardest and most painful things ever
worst thing is when they’re somebody that doesn’t really care about you but you can’t move on because sometimes they’ll smile and boom.
i've been going through this for at least 5 years so far
I can say it hurts a lot
Ik that feeling all too well
Just say it. But say it in a mature way. For example i just told her the way i feel for her and she doesn't even have to say anything back. Because i don't care i just wanted to let her know about how i feel how bad i felt for her and how heavy it made me everyday and night. And for her to be mature enough to understand that i can't control how i feel and i can't control how she feels so i understand that too. She texted me back after a long 6 days and said she always saw me as a friend and i was just as happy as always because i just didn't want to lose her as my best friend and we went bowling the next day😁. But if it ever happens and she decides to give us a chance then good. If not iam still focusing on my self making my self better everyday
@@mahmoudwahida3323 love your attitude!
I lost her to a drunk driver... we were in high-school she was the one. She went to all my games and vice versa. We were both also into music. And just did everything together. We would sing all the time. Do covers and endless hours of conversations in the phone. We had the deepest connection went from being a player to a one lady man. I couldn't see or think about anybody else but her no matter how many girls approached me. I knew she was the one. The day I had finally asked her to be my girl. She went to a cousins birthday party. Also her first time driving by herself. On her way back home. She never made it. The driver did though... I remember not getting replies from her after that. And stayed up all night the next day I got the news from her friend... never has anyone ever seen me broken. I was the example of a guy who showed no weakness no fear no pain nothing. And at that moment I just remember my heart tearing. It hurt physically.... my mind went blank. And my body went numb... I dropped to my knees I couldn't cry I couldn't speak I couldn't do anything. I remember I just got back up and walked. I ended up going to see my weight training coach. I just asked if i could hide there for a while. I remember picking up the weights and as I started my set the tears started flowing... I thought that by lifting weights i could lift the weight off my chest and numb the pain. My coach saw me. And just let me cry on his shoulders... she was perfect for me.. her light brown hair.. beautiful hazel eyes with a thought of green closer to the middle the purest most innocent smile... that brought warmth to you. Her laugh that just filled you and forced you to laugh with her and even though you don't remember why you were laughing it was still funny. Her voices. A soft sweet angelic melody after that day. I can no longer sing or play.. it hurts too much to even touch a guitar. It's been years now... and although I've made my life worth while. I still am reminded of her. And I will never forget her.
im so sorry
Idk why but I just had the urge to say your doing the best man, walk forward to your new life goal even if it's full of needles, its hard but its worth it
Your comment made me cry
Your story broke my heart
I’m so sorry for you
i hope youre okay. i know losing someone extremely close to you and you feel like you cant be separated from them is so incredibly difficult to deal with. really and truly, i hope life treats you well from now on. please take care of yourself and do what you desire. remember to drink and eat, and sleep. im so sorry that such a horrible incident happened and i wish you well with everything you wish to do. stay safe, mr garcia
Bro, you‘re doing your best and it’s important that you keep going. I’m really sorry for your loss. Life is hard, but it sure has a plan for you, always remember that
it hurts realizing it was the right person for you, but distance and insecurity tears you both apart..
I can relate to this so hard
thats whats happening with me and her rn.
😭
This is my problem guys
Can relate :'' (
I lost him due to suicide.... he didn't tell me how he was feeling I found out he was very stressed working 4 jobs paying for his parents bills at the age of 15 and trying to make time to spend time with me he was the sweetest funniest guy he was amazing and to lose him was the worst day of my life... and to others around him...
Espero que sua dor diminua❤️🩹
may his soul rest in peace, i hope you’re feeling better
@@Scarpez_ im doing quite well thank you
Im sure hes looking down on you smiling, and happy that you continued to live your life, idk him but i swear thats what he wouldve wanted for you
Shit man I'm sorry hope your doing well
"i know we weren't perfect, but i've never felt this way for no one."
I’m just casually listening to this and reading peoples stories and crying over them. I have tears running down my face right now. I wish you all the best and you guys are sooo strong ❤️❤️
Thats so sweet 🥰 I wish you the best too
Life just be hard all around
Yea same.
@@minarifantasy6594 but hey at least you got a umbrella
Thank you ❤️
Listening to this playlist while reading the stories in the comments gives me a feeling. I don't really know what the feeling is, but it's there.
Damn, didn't think I would relate to someone like this XD
Gives a very weird and sad feeling
Melancholy?
@@evelyn_1197 possibly
Yes literally thats it
I met him in 8th grade, his 7th. In my 10th, we became best friends, always joking about dating. Prom was around the corner, and on the day I planned on asking him, we were sent home, and COVID began. We fell slightly out of touch, but I reached out about a month later. I invited him to come camping with me, my sister, her bf, and our roommate. On the camping trip, it rained, soaking my blanket. In response, me and him shared a blanket and cuddled for warmth. The next night we went back to my place and all stayed, trying to still somewhat camp. That night he told me he loved me for the first time, and the next day, I asked him out. I came to learn by continuing to talk to him, I saved his life. I came to learn so much about his pain, his uniqueness. I came to learn about my own. For 2 years, we were happy. Then I graduated, I got depressed, and my toxic family affected me more than I wanted. I became such a horrible person. I chose every night to ignore him, and just hang out with my dad smoking. I stopped showing that I loved him. I pushed him away. He cut things off. I persisted, wanting so desperately to fix things and clouded by the pain. I said some hurtful things. I did some stupid things, just trying to get him to come back. Now he has me blocked on just about everything. I haven't seen him in almost a year. I've missed so much. Him, and all of his friends, hate me. I've come a long way since then, sought help from friends and therapy, began my dream career. But every day I feel hopeless. He made me want to be a better person. He wanted nothing but the best for me. I undervalued him. I haven't felt much of anything since it happened. I don't expect forgiveness. I can't even forgive myself. I'm sorry, for everything. I don't know if I'll ever be able to move forward without you, but I will keep trying. You showed me both how much I have, and everything I don't. I'll always love you, I just wish I knew better.
Im so sorry to hear that, I really hope he unblocked u or something, try talking to him and maybe ask if you could have a second chance :(
"I undervalued him"
These words resonate with me. I never appreciated him when I could, and pushed him away for... literally no idea why, ig we humans really are brain dead idiots from time to time, like we purposely try to fuck things up when we know we're on the right track, or maybe we don't know who they really are and what they mean to us and we just did unexplainable things we regret to this day
I miss him.
the same thing happened to me. we met right around my 14th bday and instantly had a connection, constant phone calls, hanging out and within a month we started dating. he was everything to me, he helped me grow so much and pulled me out of my reality. we dated for almost 3 years but about the 2.5 year mark something changed in me and I became so cold towards him. I got super depressed and felt like I didn't deserve him so I tried to push him away. I wanted him to hurt so he would never come back to me. I guess I got my wish. looking back I got better but I don't think he'll ever talk to me again. I just wish I could apologize and explain to him none of it was his fault. I dont expect him to forgive me but I just hope he's doing OK and he doesn't blame himself. I still listen to his favorite songs I would always act like I hated. sometimes I'll call him every once in a while on a blocked number just to hear his voice
@@destinygonzalez5617 In that age it’s hard to hold a relationship with someone, it can be both mentally and physically exhausting and I assume you were having those kind of feelings or you just lost the connection/feelings towards him. Should have thought abt it but I don’t blame you, young love is blind
🫂
god, i want to say i wish i never met you. but honestly, regardless of the pain that i know i would go through, i would still want to meet you and fall in love with you again. if it means i could spend some time with you.
Gosh!! That stings man! I can feel and agree with every word of yours
i absolutely hated him, but at the same time i could never forget our memories from the past.
I know that feeling painful well
Man this girl likes man and were going out but were on and off, she's been hurt so much times and i tell her i will never leave her side but it hurts knowing i make her happy but she scared to lose me.
Edit: we have been doing a lot better know im happy but she still don't trust me enough to tell me how she fells when she's mad or sad but its ok in time she will trust me. im just glad she trusts me more then she did last time.
Bro i fell you
She once told me: "No matter how much you love me or show care for me, it doesn't mean I will love you. Just because you love me doesn't mean I love you. Keep that in mind."
But ofc I still told her i'll love her even if she hates me. Then she started crying and hugging me saying "Why and how can you still love me after I constantly hurt you." I honestly didn't know but I responded with, "Even if it kills me i'll always love you." Before she died she told me that she can't live with the guilt of hurting someone who loves her as much as she loves them. She confessed guys.
I'll always love you F
now this really made me cry, damn, im here for you bro.
hope shes in a good place...
It seems like she was trying to distance herself so her death would hurt you less but felt guilty that she was doing it for nothing because no matter what you wouldn’t love her any less. I think she wanted to love you but couldn’t bring herself to get too involved if she knew she was going to die. But I don’t know the situation enough to be certain. I feel for you and can’t believe how much you truly loved her. It sounds quite beautiful.
dammit..
smoking on that pack
@@LPISSS youre not funny
She was perfect, her affection, her personality, everything was worth it. I was the one at fault i wasn't ready and i pushed her away, my mental health is shit, and im so guilty for hurting her.
I feel that man. Wishin you the best.
You did the right thing. Even tho it hurts , it was the best decision. Because taking care of yourself is more important than anything. You didn’t want to hurt them and so you didn’t take a move, it’s all alright tho. Breath in and out...
there’s a lot of people out there. Yes I may not know you and sound stupid but I just wanna tell you that before finding the one , you should find yourself. Your mental health is fucked up and that’s totally okay. You hurt them but you would’ve hurt them more if you were in a relationship and you weren’t sure of who you are and being just fucked up. Belive me when I say you would’ve hurt them even more. Stress , anger issues ,....all these overwhelming emotions that you must feel right now , it’s okay that you’re feeling this way. Everyone would’ve felt that way. Just know that what you did was absolutely right and you’re gorgeous. Yes , even tho you’ve made mistakes , hurt people , hurt yourself , you are still gorgeous. It’s these things that make us human. And you can still change if you really aren’t comfortable with yourself. I am proud of you for being here and It is not your fault. ❤️
But you atleast said goodbye to her. In my case she just disappeared.
man same happened to me, I called her something I would never want to come out of my mouth again. We broke up and now shes dating one of my friends litterally after our breakup, the girls we used to love change so quickly
@@tasnimalghussein4644 i tried to tell her that but she convinced me to and she left me thursday 5 months of me trying to open up for nothing she would get mad when i tried and make it seem like i was in the wrong and make me apologise foe every thing even when i got mad when she hugs her exes and gets all flirty with them even when she went to the fair with ME she asked her ex to come and she spent most of the time with him walking with him talking with him. and she had him buy her shii. but no im the bad guy for saying how i feel. i cant talk to anyone but she can do that shit with her exes........
My love for him is strong but the wall that separates us is also
POV: you’ve made it another day, and I’m damn proud of you 😘
😪
yey💀
Thank you
You know the fact that reading this comment and having it bring me to tears just shows how deprived I am of affection at the moment :/. Sometimes all it takes is a little praise or love to make everything better, even if it’s a random persons comment
@@Cristian-wu9fk stay strong. It gets easier.
I’m not here for a person, I’m here because I feel isolated from the world and I can’t fucking live like this anymore
Same 💔
X2
Oh im sorry bro:(
Same
Me too
They say there is no such thing as the wrong time with the right person. The right person will always be at the right time, or come back at the right time. Have hope...
I just really hope it’s just wrong timing
Have hope, gives us such a positive energy and lessen the pain :)
Claims hope 🖤
Mhm true God knows when the time is right and he'll put the right person in the right time together and make it perfect. God bless amen 🙏❤️
@@Lucas-tq3lb so is it really just wrong timing?
I listen to this playlist everyday. I put it on when I do my homework, scroll or try to calm myself down. It is not because of some sad love i listen to those songs, they're just a real deal mood. To my dear traumatized, lonely friends that are reading this comment- I'm chilling with ya my guys, whatever you're going through listening to this song-
I am with you. Lets vibe together
It’s hard to fall asleep when both reality and dream are painful
I get that.
I hope you're okay
I realize that no one‘s gonna like me so I’m always trying to be nice to people like you😢
@@kathleenjobe I like u
let me knwo when you get married
I remember the first day of school, she walked into the class, in the middle of everyone and she was the first thing that I kept my eyes on, and I thought "wow". I still remember when I asked her if she listen to girl in red, our first kiss, when we started dating, how she made me feel when she was around or when she texted me. I always knew that there was a chance that she move to far away, but at the same time part of me had hope, and still has it. when we broke up I cried so fucking much, she was my first love as I was hers, and I agree with her "I never knew the meaning of right person wrong time till I met you''.
Hearing this story made me cry, I am here for you dude
Damn
It gets better don’t worry x
sad story but your pfp is a girl?
@@cavewoah thx
I think there's no such "Right person wrong time" there's always a reason why you meet a person in your life. It's either they're a blessing or to teach a lesson in your Journey:)
i think you can have a “right person wrong time” situation while still knowing/appreciating why the person is or was a part of your life
And in the Bible it says that love never fails so if it does fail it wasn’t true love
yes, they'll come to your life to teach you a lesson and then they'll leave
@@iceregachuelo the lesson that fucking ruins us till we accept to learn that lesson
@@unknown_5956 yes, they come they go. but, once you heal and built yourself again don't let anyone ruin you again
This video will always have a special place in my heart; this comment section is like a place for broken souls...
For anyone here that has been hurt... or even hurt someone... I just want to say a few things.
It's going to be okay. Just give it time. If things didn't work out, it was for a reason. Everything is a part of God's plan. I'm sorry you went through something like that. But you will heal. Don't give up, no matter how hard it might get. You will meet the right person for you one day, and they will love like you deserve. Stay strong, everyone.
What's worse than falling in love with someone you can't have, is then realizing you're living your life in a fantasy. With only romance novels and your imagination to have someone to call your own
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oml I have never got more than 5 likes on a comment and now i'm over 3k, thank yall so much.
Just wanna say you will find someone whotruly loves you. I wish youall theluck in the world!
Edit again:
Back where I started. I know she’s the one, she just doesn’t want me anymore. Isn’t that fun.
I just knew a swiss girl in my travel to Costa Rica some time ago, I fell in love with her at first sight. We both of us were traveling alone and we pass the day together, we explored a park, went to launch and walked on the beach. But she told me that she has a boyfriend. I can't stop thinking about her since that day and I hope so that I can see her again one more time
You just discovered my life
holy shit relatable
i'm crying
:(
"One of the worst feeling is loving someone but not being able to confess, then, you lose your chance"
The painnN
I confessed, I failed, but then I still loved her no matter what... Now she already has someone
I had a whole plan to tell her we’re 14 and we’re both tipsy in the Down stairs room and my friend started snapping her about how I feel about her it didn’t make it awkward we both laughed about and she had to go back home in 10 minutes but when I got back to my house which is a while away from her house my friend told me that she said she also liked me I haven’t seen him yet since then since this was a couple days ago so I haven’t seen the messages but the hope I have that he’s not lying is all that keeps me breathing right now
@@arsindmp9202 good luck!
Fax
I imagined us dancing in the rain in a parking lot with these songs blasting out of the car
crying rn
**depressed fake scenarios in the bg**
I shouldn’t have read your comment
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I fell in love with the idea of him. Barely knew him but he was always so kind to me when I was going through some of the hardest moments these past few years. Simple “hellos” and “how are you doing”. He’d sit with me and we’d chat and joke. Deep down I always knew it wouldn’t end well but I’m so happy for him. He found his person and his smile is so wide compared before he met her. It makes me sad but I couldn’t be happy for him and I hope and pray that they treat each other well.
worst part is accepting you can't be with them
it's right in front of you but you cannot take it
it's infuriating and god knows i've cried so much because of it
but after a while you come to terms with the facts
i know i won't be lonely forever i'm still young and there is so many possible opportunities to find someone to suffer with in this fucked up world
much love to anyone going through something like this (which most people here probably are) stay strong and keep your head, it'll do wonders in the long run
Your right… I have cried for weeks at a time I love him and he knows but he still doesn’t care even if he begged for me to keep him in my life I don’t know why he did it all he does hurt me he knows I like him I told him but watches me in pain and he laughs but I can’t leave him…it hurts
me too dude. my boyfriend (of 3 and a half years) and broke up a few weeks ago due to long distance and it hurts. we'll be okay though, i hope :')
I feel that. It it doesn't feel fair or right. I miss that kind of happy when you saw a notification from them
I like your pfp
i'm going through the exact thing
I can't put into words what I'm feeling right now, I just know it hurts.
I hope you are in a good place now
:'))
that’s how i feel too, idk what to think of the situation i’m in bc there are just so many feelings and no one can be honest. it hurts so bad and i don’t know how to protect everyone
but i hope that everything ends well for you. goodluck 💕💕
I understand
Yes
It's amazing how deep a person's emotions are. It's something that's totally out of our reach
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It's painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don't know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone's whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you're here, existing, but I don't want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something-to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you're not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it's not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You're not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what's wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love. You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn't give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it's tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don't let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won't let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won't let you down. Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can't see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that's enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you're still fighting. You're so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don't feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that's why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you're beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don't have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That's why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don't blame yourself, don't think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn't see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don't feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/she/ they is. If you aren't accepted at home or in general than am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn't be ashamed of, accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me. You’re not useless, you're not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don't starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it's hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain. you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish/hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you're reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you're reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you're here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it's evening for you, you're probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, know you will make it I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don't let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate
you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn-Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you're unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you.
Anw, my youtube channel it has music playlist if you’re interested. If you find something you like let me know! :>
لا تعلم كم أن تعليقك أثر فيّ كنت احتاج هذا الكلام بالفعل ، شكراً لك من الجيد حقاً وجود أشخاص مثلك وأنا هنا أتمنى لك ايضاً الحب ...💗
Thank you very much, I myself have no much to say for the way you make me feel is something I cannot describe, will it be words, picture or an emoji, but still thank you for your encouragement and a minute of warmth you make us feel, may you have a good day, good night and tomorrow.
May your path be blessed a thousand times 😊
oh to be loved by you
Well
I met him when I was 15. He was beautiful with a heart of gold, and never failed to make me laugh even when I felt down. He was a little older than me, and the timing wasn't perfect, but I would have waited an eternity for him.
A few months ago, I sat in the front row at his wedding and watched the love of my life get married. I've been stuck in this nightmare for so long now that I've given hope of getting out of it. Of moving on. I figure I've had one great love in my life, and lots of people don't even get that.
For those of you out there who got your happily ever after, don't ever take it for granted.
Hey theres billions of people out there. How unlikely is it that you met your true love that early and that theres noone else? Hope you find someone who makes you feel like that again :P
:((
gaadayum that hit deep
I don't know how painful this is but I hope have found someone you love truly that makes you feel the same but better way as he made you feel 🫶
Damn that's just unlucky🥲🥲
Free hugs for anyone that fell in love with the right person wrong time or just wants one.
Thanks, you’re the first person to offer
I love you
thanks c:
Thanks ml❤
Thank you :(
my heart goes out to everyone in a rough place rn. we’ve got this 💜
:(
I have the knife, the noose and the pills. I haven't decided yet
@@SamuelBlack84 our identity is this sorrow. its not our choice, but it shapes us in ways nobody else will understand because they are not touched by it. We are unique for it, and therefore hold the power to tell a new story nobody else can. However it takes too much strength to get people to understand, and every day I gravitate closer and closer to the ladder and tree.
@@jacobhebbel6448 Then, make them understand
@@SamuelBlack84 please dont
this song helps when you want to finally let out all the emotions and stress and tears you have been holding in..
When I saw him he was rollerskating, so so elegantly. He skated as if the world was going to end. Even though he had a girlfriend - which I didn't realise until later, he still kept eye contact. He still gave me a gaze that I will never forget, he had a smile that was irresistible. He was definitely the right person for me but at the wrong time. I hope I see him again.
How can you know a person in small time?
@@nishthahere_ I don’t know him, but I know he was the right person.
@@nishthahere_ gut
@@nishthahere_ You've definitely not experienced something like that before. It's possible
remember, lads: the only similarity we share is not that we have all fallen in love, but we have all had our hearts broken.
love to you all.
Lad be speakin truth lol
How can our hearts have been broken if not for love
@@emmanuelramirezvera4459 love to me is a two way street; should it not be returned, your heart is broken and its the absolute fucking worst
True
facts
I thought to myself “I think I can.”
But the universe had a different plan.
As I lie in pain getting old,
I wipe my tears with the hands you were meant to hold.
damn
you have a talent
@@zzzqueasy9350 Thank you. I genuinely appreciate it.
@@thedownandaround1870 wow this hits :)
'pon showered silver, He will be There
The groom's dismayed, and Juno
Her Harp lyeth up on the Mount.
As she watched him go,
Speaking little and stating less.
Eli, Lamma sabach t'ani.
Left with four and three betwixt
Returning from the Galilee,
The Father sheds one lone tear
And the quake shall bring Him
Back to you.
Amen.
Sorry for being cryptic but I needed to vent. Thank you for your time and pleased are thoughts on words.
i’ll never be able to forget her but i hope she’s truly happy with who she’s with
It's 4am.Im lightly drunk. I'm just sitting on the floor listening to this. It's hard being in love. It hurts. It hurts when it's the wrong person.
Stay strong brother 💪
This will pass and when it does you'll be a better person because of it
k.
If you can leave, leave. If you can walk away, walk. Don’t corner yourself. It hurts too much when it’s the wrong person. 💔 ❤️🩹
Cringe
I did fall in love with the right girl at the wrong time. Loved her for two years, finally had the guts to tell her, but I was going through a lot and it showed that I wasn't emotionally stable. Anyway, long story short, she came back to me six months after rejecting me, we started talking and we have now been dating for the past three months. No fights, no stress, no problem, she's the girl of my dreams and she's finally in my arms. Couldn't be a happier man. Don't give up, people. If I've overcame friendzone, anything is possible at this point. Stay strong brothers and sisters!
congrats
Well thanks!
She might've went to go have some fun with other dudes prior to coming back to you, as a way of letting loose before claiming relationship status. Always be wary
As I've known her for many years I don't think she's like that, but if it was the case it wouldn't bother me as we weren't in a relationship at the time. I trust that she'll stay loyal
I wish you noth8ing but happiness, truly believe that if its meant to be you'll always find your way back to eachother and it seems you did
If you are reading this I am so proud of you. Life is hard and throws things at you that you don’t deserve but, don’t quit before the miracle happens. You got this!
Gosh man i love u so much thank u for saying that im Crying Rn but thanks man :,)
Hey there.
What are you doing here so late?
Can't sleep?
Ah. Coming here to cry in the middle of the night.
I get that.
It feels nice to do that, so I understand.
Take all the time you need.
You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break.
Wanna sit down for a while?
Tell me about what's bothering you?
Oh, dont worry about me. I don't find you annoying.
I wanna be here for you.
I`ll try to help as best as i can.
I wont judge you. Everyone has their own story.
Ah, that sucks.
I cant begin to imagine how you must feel.
Your so tough for getting through all of that.
Im so proud of you for not giving up.
Of course i understand.
One broken soul to another.
I just want to remind you.
No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong.
Take care of yourself.
You cant go into a battle already wounded.
You cant wave the white flag without trying your hardest.
And hey.
If you need to take another break, Im always here.
Helping you is my specialty
They always find there way. One way or another.
You can come sit down with me any time.
Ill try to lend some advice, Or just an ear to listen.
My job is done.
Take life on with all your energy, and remember that you always have a soul cheering you on.
Youll always have my support.
I cant wait to see the great things you achieve.
Before i go.
I love you
Thank you for this! ❤ You don't understand how helpful this is.
Thanks bro
I love you too
damn... I'm not really the type of guy who cry, but this comment... Truly, from the bottom of my hurt and mind, thank u. No matter who you are, where you live, what to do fora living, just wanna say that your comment was perfect. Thanks again for all your love, your kindness. Hoping that you're living the life u want to,
Zach.
@@samcoucail_yt9481 nah bro this made me cry-
POV: You weren’t gonna cry today but you found this
🥹
I fell in love with someone... she was perfect... but I messed up, badly. I miss her beautiful face, her smile, and the laughs and moments we had together. We would sing karaoke and she was just... a stroke of luck... I don't know how she's doing, but I hope she is doing okay... I just wish I could go back in time... make her fall in love all over again and live my happily ever after... I pray for everyone out there having a tough time. Stay strong guys and girls. Thank you for reading this, and I hope you have a great night. Love yourself and peace will come along with the person of your dreams. :)
Raising a glass, cause I've done the same thing. Whenever Ali is, I hope she's doing alright.
be strong bro everything will be alright pray to god god know everything , and also my girl leave me alone and around 5 days ago i don’t know where’s she what she’s doing how’s she but the only thing that i can is pray so god’s big and god love all of as
God damn fax bro this happened to me too.
Man.. I know how you feel and there’s nothing like it.. constant regret
I know it hurts so much but now you just got me sad💔💔😭😭
I fell in love with the right person at the wrong time. He wasn't ready to love anyone yet at that age. So I waited, and he one day fell in love with me in return. Don't lose hope - sometimes it's just a matter of being patient. If it's meant to be, it'll happen. In the meanwhile, take care of yourself until you find the one who wants to take care of you in return.
THIS!
Are u two still together
but she can't see me tho
Yeah thats fucking right. Im person who "He wasn't ready to love anyone yet at that age." And i proof it
Most people loose themselves while waiting.
Her eyes are pure magic, but her tears are painful
Her ears love hearing the sound of the rain, but hate hearing people talking shit about her
Her hair loves my hands, always petting her, but hates when someone pulls without asking
She is an angel, but surrounded of demons who try to hurt her
I want to protect her, but the demons possessed my brain, and I'm afraid of them, because they might hurt her, my little sunlight, my caring angel, my soulmate
A broken soul is trying to heal another broken soul, but it has no energy for both souls
If I have to sacrifice one, it'll be mine, I don't need to think it twice
Met her over discord. We started gaming daily and eventually the gaming sessions turned into 20hour calls where we both fell asleep and when we woke up, we just repeated it. 2 weeks of gaming, chatting and laughter later we decided to meet up. It was the most scary thing I've ever done. I walked through her apartment door and saw the most breathtaking person I have seen. Pictures didnt do her justice. I remember shaking and my heart going in circles. The connection was magical, to the point where I stayed over at her place for 8 days. Nothing happened during that time cause I didnt feel like something needed to. She was prerfect, my first friend. A week later she comes over to my place and we went to the beach one night. After a few hours of chatting, there was a silence, we held eye contact and I said "fuck it" out loud and leaned over to kiss her. She kissed me back. That kiss was so electric, full of emotions that it made me realize that I fell in love after a month. I still to this day come back to remember that feeling daily. After that we kept talking, went home and everything was perfect. Fastforward 2 months. She was my girlfriend, found out by that time that she also felt everything Ive been feeling. We both thought that we are meant for eachother. Then her life got tossed into chaos. Her parents didnt agree of me for no reason. They thought I was the reason their daughter was unhappy but I was the one helping her, staying up til 6 am to make sure she went to sleep safe. I did everything to make her happy, so she would feel safe and loved again. Her mom got really mentally abusive to her and so did her father. Last week I sent her to a plane to Australia to her sister. We went from chatting, sending pictures and video calling to maybe 2 conversations a day. Sending her on that plane was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do cause I knew after that she was gone. Now I realize its one of my biggest regrets but I know shes happy now, shes away from all the negativity in her life and is there to start a new one. Im so proud of her.
That’s so fucked up.
Jesus man that fucking sucks.
I'm sorry soldier 😞
What in the kdrama?! That was true love, I believe youll meet her again ❤
Bro sacrificed
I really needed this tonight. I can't sleep. I'm anxious and not feeling well. I know I have to be up early tomorrow which makes it worse. Just trying to calm down before I can hopefully fall asleep. Thanks for this.
I hope you're feeling better now🤍
I hope you had a good day
Dude I’ve been feeling the same thing recently at night, your not alone !!
I know I'm from somewhere else, that I'm not a friend nor someone you would trust.
But please, read this.
I know you're in very bad situation but remember that there's someone who always loved you and always will.
Someone you're hurting right now, she's feeling very bad, but she will never loose hope.
That one is you.
Don't forget that you always suffered the things you did togheter with you.
Always remember that you will always understand you, and she'll always be togheter with you.
If that doesn't help, I'm right here.
I've been dealing with the same thing recently, it's gonna be ok, we'll get through this
While you listening to this playlist you remember things that remind you of memories of him/her and tears slowly fall to your face.
Or take shrooms and look in mirror and realize the love of your life you searched for was you the whole time
Just a light warning take caution before you look in the mirror on any hallucinogenic drug as it could freak you tf out and cause a panic attack- remember kids, drugs have side effects you should be wary of! Do Drugs Safely :] (to learn more about drug safety, consult your nearest doctor i guess)
There are times I tire of my despair and instead trade it for cruel hatred
Me sitting here remembering a month and a half ago when I was in this exact spot on spring break happy and in love and now I sit here heartbroken but still somewhat happy. Then I realize that my friends saved me when he broke me😟
@@lilyslife3867 dude can we talk on something?
i've never been in love, letalone a relationship, but this playlist is just making me so emotional. idk if i'm just tired, or what, but it is. goodnight, friend..
he still gives me butterflies to this day. i love how gentle he is with me but still makes me push myself to do better. i love frustrating him. the way he looks at me when he’s annoyed is cute. i’ll never get over him, never. its never gonna be our time anymore and that’s okay. as long as i see him happy.
for him right? we'll distance ourself just for them to be happy:)
he was smart, great listener, above all he made me feel safe for the first time in my life but his problem was that he never spoke about his feelings and I was an overthinker so i fell into endless what ifs and arguments that we would've avoided if he just was clear with me at the end I choosed my peace of mind over him I won't deny that i still miss him so much till that day but not enough to bring this pain to my life again.
UGH GIRL SAME
So you want him to change instead of changing the thing about you which caused the whole issue.....ok
poor guy i hope he finds someone better than you
"he was smart, good listener, made me feel safe but didn't want to argue with me about things i made up so i broke up with him"
i get what are you saying yall argued over him not being open enough I assume you are young no hate but you have to read some book about couples in love you then will understand better , have a great day .
She was an amazing person. Her eyes, her face, her hands and most important thing ;her personality. She was the only one who I could trust to. I was too scared to confess my love and when I did it, she said she fell in love with another guy. She also said If I confessed my feelings before, everything could be different. Whatever, I still love you butterfly. I still love you...
You gotta let go man 😔
lmao happens when you're late
@@muhas076 lmao savage
@@muhas076 Definitely
I'm so sorry my friend, it hurts me ;') I understand your pain, you will be fine soon, I hope ;')
This playlist gave me some inspiration to write- so enjoy!
Roses are beautiful
They also have thorns
That sting and hurt while the gap bleeds
Never before have I thought I could suffer such pain
From a beauty like you
Never before have I considered myself weak
Until you came along
Never before have I seen myself as a bad person
Until you hurt me like you did
Did I do something?
What did I do, to become your enemy?
I didn't want to
I never wanted to
But you broke me down
Burned me to ashes
Then made me into clay
Where you made me the bad guy
Does that make you, the bad guy in this fairytale?
If so, then I still shouldn't love you, like I did a year ago
When we laughed and whispered secrets on the hood of my car, in the moon light, when I realized I was in love with you
But why did that have to hurt our friendship?
Why did you leave, once I told you
Why did you cut a gash in my heart
Why are you leaving me, to bleed out on the cold, hard ground
And why, do still want to buy you a rose and tell you that you, are the most beautiful flower I have ever seen, and that you remind me of a rose
So beautiful and full of love
But so dangerous and full of hate at the end of the day
this is so beautiful.
Same thing happened to me and then I saw your comment and decided to share (Beautiful btw)
Work, eat, and sleep.
Cycle of this freedom.
Fault of us all.
Work, eat, and sleep.
Cycle of this price.
Dopamine extracts heavy fees.
Work, eat, sleep, and grow old.
Work through rain and drought.
Escape.
She was my first real heart break. She knew she was too unstable to be in a relationship but she still tried to make me hers. It worked cause I had liked her too. I didn't know that we'd fall in love so quickly but it wasn't a burn out. I didn't know how closely I'd grow to be attached to her. She felt right, she felt like home. She felt like the one person who saw me for who I am and still loved me for that. Her arms felt like the safest, warmest place that could ever exist. I have a live photo of her laying on my legs and looking up at me. I still look at it from time to time to remind myself that I'm a loveable person and that she loved me at one point. She tossed her meds one night to gain a sense of control and that...not to say ruined everything but that ruined everything. She started lashing out and pulling away from everyone and everything, not just me. She was more unstable than she let on. It probably didn't start with the meds; I'm still not sure where exactly we went wrong. I started to ask why she wouldn't care for herself and her answer was that I'm the one thing worth caring for. Not even half a month later, she broke up with me. I tried everything to keep her, from trying to reason with her to begging her. Pathetic, right? We tried to be friends after but that quickly turned into something sexual. It broke my heart when she wrote me a letter telling me that "...this is still something that I don't want." That was in regard to not wanting a relationship with me. But she'd still kiss and make out with me. This comment has gotten quite long so I'll catch you up quickly. We're not a thing but also not not a thing. If that makes any sense. I know I'm a burden to her and cause her stress when I try to bring up the topic of our relationship. I'm currently trying to preserve whatever type of relationship we have left because I still want a future with her. She had said while we were breaking up that if she has a future that she wants one with me. That is the only hope I have left in me for us. After we broke up, I felt a shift in her. I wouldn't say this to anyone irl but it feels as if she doesn't have a soul anymore. When she looks and talks to me, she feels cold. Like all the love she once held for me has disappeared and her mind is elsewhere. When I ask how she's doing, all I get is okay or fine. Obviously she's lying but I can't push her to tell me what's upsetting her because one: that's her business and she doesn't have to tell me squat and two: I'm already on super thin ice with her. I just want her to be able to trust and count on me but I keep slipping up and telling her my feelings for her. She's been making me feel as if the love that I used to show her now makes her sick. That's where I'm at right now: one more slip up and I lose her. Most likely for good. Anyway, thanks for reading. I know it was an eye sore. bye *jumps out the window*
If you need someone I’m here for you.
^^^
i totally agree, and i think not pushing her to talk about what's wrong if she doesn't want to is a good idea, just give it time, you'll figure it out in the end and find peace
sending lots of virtual hugs !! :]
Dam dawg I had kinda the same relationship to but I broke it off cause I knew it was too unhealthy for the both of us, I get that u still want to be that one important person in her life but sometimes we gotta accept that same love she gave u is gone now and sadly isn’t coming back from her, I wish u a farewell my friend and if u need any help I’ll be here for u man, sometimes it’s better to let go of things for the better my guy
same here man i hurt him but i would give him my life and the world to preserve whatever relationship we have with each other. head up tho man if she doesn't provide anything for you in your life gotta make a run for it.
Ik I haven't been in your situation, but I have experienced something like that with some friends, they would be so funny, friendly and caring but something would shift and they would go all toxic on me. But from what I learned from that is the love that you experienced at first isn't always gonna come back, if it's just gonna hurt me and the people around me why would I continue on giving them love? Why would I let them take advantage of my love when I can give it to people that I really care about? ik your situation is much more different than mines cause of mental illness, and you're doing a good job keeping in touch with her but I just wanna share some of my personal experiences with people who I thought were good but actually turned bad. And please if you ever feel like it you should cut off the relationship. ♡
I felt this so bad. We feel in love at a wrong time where my mental health wasn’t as good and it feel apart and left us awkwardly hating each other
Same dude, we loved each other so much, I still can't move on even after 2 years. 2 years which passed with hating myself for not being mentally stronger, not being able to hold myself back from complaining about this shit called life, I shouldda enjoyed it while it lasted. Ever since we broke up, I tried moving on, I've got into a few relationships thinking I actually loved em just to end up comparing em to her, none of em was as beautiful, as smart, as understanding, as loving nor as needy as her. Even tho I can't see nor talk with her anymore, after reading some of these comments, I feel somewhat lucky to know that she is still alive. But I still worry for her, she has so many issues, a mom that's working 7/24, a dad that she misses soo much but will never come back from death and abusive family/cousins. I hate how all I can do now is just sit and hope that she's doing fine and being strong all while crying about how I messed up the love of my life and it gets worse with the small glimmer of hope that she'll one day be back.
Ugh girl me too same exact thing.
@@Mom-Your that was such statement and it shows how much you really love her and I agree with this no one will ever be caring as sweet as her and that shit hurts but it makes me feel better because I’m not the only one dealing with mental health issues and break up trauma
@@Mom-Your Its been 3 years I loved her, I don't want to try to get into another relationship bc Ik ill do what you did and inevitably compare. Everyday I know I can't be with her, and even so I hope she does well with everthing and is happy no matter what.
Same here
Over 2 year relationship and I was so idiotic and horrible to her
I lose sleep thinking about just how many things I could've done better
And tbh I don't like her anymore
But I hate myself for who I was
No closure, no conclusion it just faded
It really hurts when u can't stop the tears flowing down ur face while remembering that person. It hurts when u don't even know the reason they had to leave. It hurts so much. But u gotta be strong for urself.
She just disappeared and after calling her several times her mom replied "if you try to contact this person again I will call the cops"
Sé una bichota Jasmine 🤍
Cringe
He ruined my heart by leaving me for doing something nice for his friend that is dating my bsf and when I tried to fix it he just ignored me and now it has been almost a day without him and I physically can’t be happy anymore. I literally miss him so much 💔
*The mood of this playlist is impeccable. It’s so dark and mysterious, I love it!*
I believe people cross paths for a reason. The same goes for people who drift apart. Don’t dwell on it too much, everything happens for a reason. Be it a lesson, a blessing, a reminder or a transformation. I used to get really sad when some people in my life left or didn’t “click”. Now I realize they come and go. Feels easier on the heart, and on the mind too. (I know we are only humans but it’s a comforting reasoning)
this is my story:
(i’m a girl)
three years ago, i fell in love with a girl. so pretty, so sweet, that beautiful smile i couldn't stop thinking about... i fell in love at first sight.
a year later, i decided to tell what i feel for her. it took me all the courage i had. as i wrote the paragraph i planned to send her, i started crying. i don't really know why.
my heart stopped the second she saw the message, as i was crying even more, hoping i wouldn't ruin the friendship we had. she answered with a paragraph as well. she said she liked me back some time ago and that she really wished it could work, but she has to work on herself first. it broke my fucking heart. i was too blind to see that the only girl i've only cared about that much liked me...
now, she's talking about all these hot boys she likes at school, while i die, next to her, wondering if she even knows i'm still in love with her. i missed my chance and now, i'm afraid i'll never have another one.
right person, wrong time. i never stopped loving you. i hope you know i'll always be there no matter what. i love you.
It's really courageous of you. I wish you the happiness of the world
@@pioupiou5762 thank you
Please don't listen when she talks about other boys. It's not worth the pain.
@@namenlos2838 its hard
@@luwiesss I know.
I remember when we were best friends. In high school our families would laugh on hours on end, and they were considered family. During covid she was the person who I would talk to for hours on end, and we would do anything for each other. She had a smile and laugh unlike any other. I finally assembled the courage to ask her to prom, when I created a "stache" from the movie Up - full of badges that were symbolic of key moments throughout the years we knew each other as friends. I already loved her going into dating. That first kiss was transcending. I actually have a picture of my bewildered face after that night in front of a mirror with a gaping mouth open. I was shocked with the number of people who were totally "shipping" us. My favorite moments of high school were with her. She introduced me to a life of bewilderment and comfort unlike anyone else I've ever met in my life. Time flew. When she was sick for prom, I drove her to my house and set up hundreds of candles and had my younger sister be our butler for the evening (don't worry I paid my sister with fruit snacks). There was no one else I wanted to be my best friend than her.
When we went to college together we danced in the snow. Effort is important in a relationship, but it felt so natural with her, like we could have fun no matter what. When we were slow dancing, she said that it was a core memory. She even treated me to a lantern festival where we wrote down all of our ambitions on a lamp as we floated it into a water. This was the type of relationship where no one else was allowed in. We were completely enfatuated. We were Flynn Ryder and Rapunzel for Halloween.
It was around the beginning of this year though. When I started doubting in my own ability for our future. I didn't have a lot of stability and we decided that the best course of action would be to end it. A few weeks later I kept wanting to see just my friend, but she said that there would never be any future for us. Her eyes looked different and pained. It was the hardest thing I've ever had to hear in my life.
I still remember the first time when I saw her face more than 6 years ago, and feeling that one day I'd get the opportunity to date her. Just a few months ago she looked like a stranger. If I had the chance to rewind time would I? I would. But should I? I don't think so. Perhaps we were both kicks in each other butts for the rest of our lives. If I had to choose between feeling it or not at all, I think you already know my answer. I know that we had what most people look for their whole lives.
Since the breakup I have gone on a few dates, but why do I think of her still while I'm on them? None of them have come even close. Am I just romanticizing the past? There were some days that were frustrating or annoying here and there, but we were there for each other. It's been near 6 months now, and I didn't appreciate her the way she should've been treated. I'm changing several aspects of my life, but I hope and pray that there is someone out there ready to treat her the way I couldn't. To be honest, I don't know if I will ever find love like that again. But maybe that's a good thing about life. Her birthday is this week, and my mind is flooded with memories. I still know what her smile feels like, and what her eyes signify. How could I forget? Despite everyone telling me to move on, and determine a future for myself, a part of me will always love Bella.
the timing is never wrong. never ever. it’s the right person or the right lesson. it’s hard but right.
Sometime timing is really wrong
It can really be the wrong time. Long distance for example
It’s so unfair loving someone but knowing it will never work out. The people you love are always different to the people you invision in your head. It’s really difficult to get over u, b
Relatable, but we will make it through. ❤
Totally right
a month on now... been three months since it ended, can't say it's gotten easier. the memories are still with me, although a bit foggy now. it's really difficult to get over u, b
it hurts even more when you both know you need space and he tries to come back but you can tell he falls out of love and uses you :(
Oh my gosh literally three days ago he said he didn’t find me worth it anymore and I was in so much pain. He still wants to be friends and he wants to talk to me but I can’t because it just hurts so so much knowing I would still give so much but he’s never gonna feel the same way again.
Sellers?
this hits way too hard
I keep coming back this video after a year. It's amazing how there's so many people (of any age) that crave a good, true relationship/friendship with someone. I'm one of them. And this is a reminder to you that you'll find what you're looking for.
i love how its posted 1 day after my breakup
Edit: To everyone in my comments, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR CARING FOR ME! I LOVE YOU ALL
sorry for you :(
i hope it makes you feel better
It's been a when how are you feeling today
Aww bby I’m so sorry :(❤️
I’m sorry :((
It was also posted the day after my break up
i fell in love with the wrong person in the right time, and now i don't think i'll feel real joy for long.
hope you guys are ok.
i’m sorry but i really hope ur ok and ily
That’s heavy and made tear up…
I’m here for you if you need me, there can be real jerks out there :(
Is there really any right time to fall in love?
@@ahanadas609 well.. when i fell in love with her, i was completely broken. was in a time that i needed someone to help me, to tell me that i'll be okay, to tell me an "I love you". she gave me that, but after a few months we stopped talking to eachother, that's why i think she was the wrong person in the right time. sorry if it's hard to understand, english is not my native language.
i literally thought he was the one, and what hurts the most is that everyone was like “if you guys don’t get married i will never believe in love” “you better get married”. like we literally had it all planned but i have no idea how we both fell out and it hurts so much because i still love him and i know i can’t have him. all the memories and the pictures hurt the most, all those places we shared, all the things we said. dammit i lost my best friend :(
my heart goes out to you. I hope you heal and feel better. I understand it would be hard for you to get over the memories but life goes on. I hope you find someone who truly loves you. stay happy
i promise you'll love again, it's not the end. you'll be okay soon my love. :)
I love him so much... It hurts so badly knowing that he'll never feel the same. It's like I'm trapped in this box of feeling and I'm drowning but he's able to be free without the burden of knowing I like him
Just sitting in my room and reading all the beautiful comments people have wrote expressing their love or telling their story I didn't even realise when I started crying while reading them...
If u r reading this and u have r having tough time with anything in life I hope u overcome it don't let ur problems stop u from loving someone u will sure find someone who makes ur problems their own and helps u throughout ur life
Love yourself and be yourself
I am doing the same thing right now. I am scrolling through the comments and listening to the music...it is one in the morning. To all of you struggling, keep your heads up. This storm will pass. I believe in you.
You love yourself and keep being yourself aswell! Love you ♡
❤❤
No, there'll hardy be not one like him 😭, I miss him so much, intensely. Edit: I miss u with my heart , Seb. I hope to recover from my eyes problems asap, a problem which I came to know now it's caused by deep fears, insecurities, psychosomatically induced. Every time I think you could have found another guy, I start crying, deep pain, this time I will move out from the shadowly night of the soul, I promise. As u, mate, brought me to light, I will thank you my entire life. Hope to go back to my job. Project must be almost finished now. Ha! Anyways, No matter the job place, I will define myself as I really am. I pretty much know I'm exhibiting my life here, I don't care... ☺️ Bggddyyujkkufesd,... Sebitas, me gustaste mucho, no sabes cuánto, si lees esto alguuuuun día, recuerda que la promesa del abrazo fuerte sigue vigente. 😭
I've been going through a lot for a few years and now my days are made of suicidal thoughts and I really want to harm myself, the only thing keeping me alive is music and maybe one of my friend tbh
@@dorianlefort3357 ik how u feel....I've been going through alot too i hope u r able to overcome these things
Music is really a big comfort
And I somewhere feel music is what keeps me going at this point the only thing I have that gives me comfort ig....
he was so kind, so funny, so sweet
i can almost hear his laugh echoing in my head
we’re friends.
that’s the hard part,
as i can almost envision him and the girl who belongs with him, driving down the street
having so much fun, laughing.
it’s so hard to know,
but i am so willing
to accept that,
if it means
his happiness is ongoing.
love you B.
💕
@Dylan Burrow thank you
imagine him finding your comment lol
Relatable 😔😕
It’s an amazing feeling to fall in love with the right person but as u realize that things are slowly changing and all I can think abt is the day that person loses interest, that, that hurts
One of the hardest lessons I ever had to learn is that life’s not a movie. sometimes we don’t beat the villain, we don’t save the world We don’t get the girl. No in fact sometimes we are forced to make our sacrifices or take our beatings or both. Then we are left broken, bloody, and alone with nothing and no one else to pick ourselves up…I hate it and I’ll always miss the people I lost along the way. so In frustration I scream this wisdom into the void good luck everyone
it hurts so bad when you realize it’s the wrong time and knowing you’ll have to wait for them but it’s almost bittersweet when you both say you’ll wait for each other
POV: you fell in love with someone who was lying to you about everything and he never actually loved you but you can't let go because you always see the good in people even when they did horrible things to you.
Keep that hope its what makes us us and don't let a person ruin that I fell in love with a girl who had only thought of me as her ex but once she got done with her ex she was done with me so now I am just her friend nothing more
OOF i feel attacked.
@@osacrpro we are selected people for to be lonely people
Even though I'm only 14 years old, I can DEFINITELY relate to this POV. I've moved on though.. but it still hurts every now and then :/
This is happening to me right no, I still love him and I stay even if don’t anymore 💔💔
I’ll never find anyone else like him, smart, kind, funny, absolutely adorable. The way an entire room lights up when he arrives is something else, I’ve never met someone with this type of effect over people. He genuinely cares about everyone around him and everything about him drives me crazy. He’s an exchange student and we graduate in 12 days and after that he goes back home a few weeks after. He’s the perfect guy at the wrong time, after he leaves I don’t know if I’ll ever see him again. At least I have his number and we can stay in contact. But dating him while he’s half way across the world is out of the question.
omg
tell him before it's too late
Go after him!!!
It is now 13 days, what happened?
@@fancypat7319 turns out he has more time in America then I thought, but he does leave soon. I have is number and we are talking!
Feeling safe here so i’m gonna express my feelings for him…
I’ve never experienced something like love at first sight. But when I first saw him, ofc i'm not instantly fall for him but there’s definitely a spark deep inside my heart. He was confident, surely successful and charismatic, while I’m obviously someone who will never be on his mind. Although I can see some flaws in him (he is kinda pessimistic and too determined sometimes), still I absolutely adore him. We had several eye contacts before, I’m one of those people who can’t really make eye contacts. I can’t really explain it but I just really enjoy having intense eye contact with him and it ofc gives me butterflies. These days I’m just very very sad that I will probably never gonna see him after I graduate and well, we will probably not gonna be friends let alone something more than that. I don’t wanna be sad over a guy but it’s just so hard to suppress the feelings for someone sometimes. I hope that one day either we will be friends or I’ll get over him…