We are both darkness and light. "Good" and "evil". We are the unification of opposites in physical form. Explore your mind, find who you are, and accept yourself for it.
Yes, BUT also, if you were not allowed to make "mistakes", to "fail" like not keeping your place clean, or were not allowed to feel, experience your feelings, then allowing yourself to make those "mistakes" for a time being and to feel those feelings of being a failure without judging them *IS* taking care of yourself and putting your needs first.
I have a sort of intuition that there are many more connections between ourselves and the outter world, that we somehow connect in something larger, maybe fate, and the things that point to this we ignore or call coincidences, when its actually connections we're unable to notice.
When i thought my fridge was dying, that cleared up the "where to start?" conundrum......... I had to blaze a goddman trail so theres room to get out of here! And then i started getting honest, i dont throw away enough stuff. Mail from banks must be shredded not just thrown away. Ive been putting that off too. Heavy on childhood nostalgia items. Not buying any more
I should also note, the positive was I came to understand how rich was the tree of what we pass down was and how general structure grounds us from our minds being trapped in our focus.
Doing some shadow work... I noticed an anxiety around order vs chaos. I think I may upload that mono-log. Having something that structures reality in a clear defined way gives life a least some small safety net. Again, with the amnesia, I know the need for a safety net better than most; solipsism and reciprocal narrowing in the way I've experienced I would never wish on anyone psychologically. Yet another reason I have troubling taking the idea of getting close seriously. Even as seriously as I seem to chase it
Cats are clean critters. They always be cleaning themselves for themselves. I never get the impression my cat cleans itself for me. Think like a cat. meow.....i might delete this comment haha
I don't think our outer world is a reflection of our inner world because there is no way to truly know how anyone outside the self is feeling. I feel like a lot of neglect comes from lack of momentum in actions take rich people for instance they don't have to clean their own room they have harnessed enough momentum around them to make it a non issue no regardless of if their gains were ill gotten
It's kinda uncomfortable to watch your videos, because it makes me wonder, How can a twenty-something year old woman can have my brain? it sounds so unfair; I hope, at least, you`ll have a better life than me. Im wishing you the best kid, proud of you.
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"If your compassion does not include yourself, it is incomplete"
Love the cat casually popping in
We are both darkness and light. "Good" and "evil". We are the unification of opposites in physical form. Explore your mind, find who you are, and accept yourself for it.
uhh I have never thought about my environment that way before and I am liking it. Good catch!!
Thanks. you sweet soul,
I'm in a huge rut now but.
this helps to put it in perspective
The apartment sound beautiful
That was beautiful
Thank god today you seem very happy
speaking of journaling
andrew huberman has a great vid on this topic
A Science-Supported Journaling Protocol to Improve Mental & Physical Health
Yes, BUT also, if you were not allowed to make "mistakes", to "fail" like not keeping your place clean, or were not allowed to feel, experience your feelings, then allowing yourself to make those "mistakes" for a time being and to feel those feelings of being a failure without judging them *IS* taking care of yourself and putting your needs first.
I have a sort of intuition that there are many more connections between ourselves and the outter world, that we somehow connect in something larger, maybe fate, and the things that point to this we ignore or call coincidences, when its actually connections we're unable to notice.
Your Cat Is So Majestic ♠️
Honestly the next time you have a friend say they're coming over in 30 mins, make the place filthier.
@@rajmathew6220 you’re an agent of chaos, and I love it.
When i thought my fridge was dying, that cleared up the "where to start?" conundrum.........
I had to blaze a goddman trail so theres room to get out of here! And then i started getting honest, i dont throw away enough stuff. Mail from banks must be shredded not just thrown away. Ive been putting that off too.
Heavy on childhood nostalgia items. Not buying any more
I should also note, the positive was I came to understand how rich was the tree of what we pass down was and how general structure grounds us from our minds being trapped in our focus.
Doing some shadow work... I noticed an anxiety around order vs chaos. I think I may upload that mono-log. Having something that structures reality in a clear defined way gives life a least some small safety net. Again, with the amnesia, I know the need for a safety net better than most; solipsism and reciprocal narrowing in the way I've experienced I would never wish on anyone psychologically. Yet another reason I have troubling taking the idea of getting close seriously. Even as seriously as I seem to chase it
We are our perspective. Cause we live through our perspective.
swings and roundabouts
You're young, it takes time to develop consistency, coherence, and persistence.
Cats are clean critters. They always be cleaning themselves for themselves. I never get the impression my cat cleans itself for me. Think like a cat. meow.....i might delete this comment haha
Cats also care extremely about living in a clean environment. Humans can live in a mess and be okay with it.
1:25 HOLY SHIET
Jordan Peterson was speaking words of wisdom when he said “clean your room”
Yes. normal.
We were on track. Stay with me... please
Damn. I am more avoidant than I have thought.
I don't think our outer world is a reflection of our inner world because there is no way to truly know how anyone outside the self is feeling. I feel like a lot of neglect comes from lack of momentum in actions take rich people for instance they don't have to clean their own room they have harnessed enough momentum around them to make it a non issue no regardless of if their gains were ill gotten
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I notice the same thing. Its crazy. Why i just want us all to be together. There. Now were good. Wanna go get icecream?
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what a pretty mess...😂😂😂
Any one else said to you that you sound like Bruce Lee in his famous interview
you look like Amber Heard
It's kinda uncomfortable to watch your videos, because it makes me wonder, How can a twenty-something year old woman can have my brain? it sounds so unfair; I hope, at least, you`ll have a better life than me. Im wishing you the best kid, proud of you.