4 months and then it’s over Who will I be this October I think I’ll dress up And change up my makeup I’m too use to feeling stuck Got comfortable with Lonely So I got 4 months 4 months to change 4 months 4 months to improve my ways And even I don’t I’ve got another 365 days long If the worst doesn’t happen I’ll ask you on a date You’ll take me to a place A place that I don’t know But it’ll feel like I’d been there before Soon comes December I’m not wishing for snow I’m wishing for you To come out your shell Fall in love like everyone else
Precipitous fall from your pedestal Like a fallen angel, now I’m the devil You made me float, but the fall was proportional Now I saunter the earthly realm like a ghost You became my worst adulator Your flattering words adorned my soul You made me vain, what was it all for? It was just a fleeting play from your masquerade how effortlessly, you cradle another’s body, after professing your love to me wisely, they say our love delves no deeper than the shallows of our heart what a pity, your sight confined to skin’s horizon In earthly delights, you chase respite from your inner storm What was the purpose of all of this? Just to mend your fractured image just for them to perceive? Just to make you feel less of a cursed kid? With a cursed soul in this cursed bar You’re slowing dying, I can feel your heart Dishonesty won’t heal your scars Now I can’t save you from your fall Arduously, in your artistry I dawned in hues divine Naturally, your flawless portrait of me faded now who am I? What a shame, my facade was an illusion Leaving connections tethered to the surface, that’s my confession I confess I was hiding behind what I thought was the best version of my soul but I realised the best version of me is me, solely me Solely me, ah solely me.
Pay me a drink At this haunted bar I’ll pay with my tears After you finish crashing my heart And your words mean nothing When you’re actions don’t speak Maybe that’s why I left you Without explaining shit Pay me a drink At this ghost town Make me feel seen And then leave me buried underground And I never asked for your kindness Your delicacy is pure tactics of a mischievous heart Oh I never asked for your politeness If you’re gonna break me then just break me from the start And I never asked for help, I never asked for love, I never ask for anything I was so content before you took me away from me Pay me a drink I’ll pay you with my soul But I guess that’s just too much For someone so superficial Pay me a drink Now do I owe you anything?
Baby even the sun sets To let the moon shine I made it night so many times But why are so you goddam shy? And your self-effacing nature Won’t turn you into something greater Your modesty broke me into a thousand pieces Baby even beautiful summer, needs cold freezing winter to come But when the leaves fell, you left me without hesitance Is it my light that blinds your eye? Do I expose all your demons within? Am I too good for you? Or is it that you just don’t want me? I made it clear so many times But god you love an illusion You couldn’t see through my mask? My perfection is a facade I made it clear so many times I like the view of the moon Sunshine or forever gloom I will always be here for you But where were you when I needed the most? Oh I was high up on your pedestal.
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4 months and then it’s over
Who will I be this October
I think I’ll dress up
And change up my makeup
I’m too use to feeling stuck
Got comfortable with Lonely
So I got 4 months
4 months to change
4 months
4 months to improve my ways
And even I don’t I’ve got another 365 days long
If the worst doesn’t happen
I’ll ask you on a date
You’ll take me to a place
A place that I don’t know
But it’ll feel like I’d been there before
Soon comes December
I’m not wishing for snow
I’m wishing for you
To come out your shell
Fall in love like everyone else
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Precipitous fall from your pedestal
Like a fallen angel, now I’m the devil
You made me float, but the fall was proportional
Now I saunter the earthly realm like a ghost
You became my worst adulator
Your flattering words adorned my soul
You made me vain, what was it all for?
It was just a fleeting play from your masquerade
how effortlessly, you cradle another’s body, after professing your love to me
wisely, they say our love delves no deeper than the shallows of our heart
what a pity, your sight confined to skin’s horizon
In earthly delights, you chase respite from your inner storm
What was the purpose of all of this?
Just to mend your fractured image just for them to perceive?
Just to make you feel less of a cursed kid?
With a cursed soul in this cursed bar
You’re slowing dying, I can feel your heart
Dishonesty won’t heal your scars
Now I can’t save you from your fall
Arduously, in your artistry I dawned in hues divine
Naturally, your flawless portrait of me faded now who am I?
What a shame, my facade was an illusion
Leaving connections tethered to the surface, that’s my confession
I confess I was hiding behind what I thought was the best version of my soul but I realised the best version of me is me, solely me
Solely me, ah solely me.
Pay me a drink
At this haunted bar
I’ll pay with my tears
After you finish crashing my heart
And your words mean nothing
When you’re actions don’t speak
Maybe that’s why I left you
Without explaining shit
Pay me a drink
At this ghost town
Make me feel seen
And then leave me buried underground
And I never asked for your kindness
Your delicacy is pure tactics of a mischievous heart
Oh I never asked for your politeness
If you’re gonna break me then just break me from the start
And I never asked for help, I never asked for love, I never ask for anything
I was so content before you took me away from me
Pay me a drink
I’ll pay you with my soul
But I guess that’s just too much
For someone so superficial
Pay me a drink
Now do I owe you anything?
Baby even the sun sets
To let the moon shine
I made it night so many times
But why are so you goddam shy?
And your self-effacing nature
Won’t turn you into something greater
Your modesty broke me into a thousand pieces
Baby even beautiful summer, needs cold freezing winter to come
But when the leaves fell, you left me without hesitance
Is it my light that blinds your eye?
Do I expose all your demons within?
Am I too good for you?
Or is it that you just don’t want me?
I made it clear so many times
But god you love an illusion
You couldn’t see through my mask?
My perfection is a facade
I made it clear so many times
I like the view of the moon
Sunshine or forever gloom
I will always be here for you
But where were you when I needed the most? Oh
I was high up on your pedestal.