Hi Lee, I really hope you'll read this! I'm going to try to keep it's short. I myself don't like long messages, so I apologize in advance I am a 45 year old man. My whole life I've always felt that I need to explore and discover what's going on and that the people around me lack those answers. in my teens and twenties I experimented with psychedelic drugs mushrooms and acid. My experiences we're never light and fun loving like the people around me. They were always heavy and insightful and showed me how much of a lie a lot of this life is and a lot of the people around me are immersed in. I have been battling depression for years and am against therapy, and against taking drugs from the drug companies. My conclusion has always been that I have the tools necessary to heal myself and become a happy person. I'm almost done. I have a wonderful wife and three wonderful children. I am constantly working on bettering myself being less angry and actively loving the people around me even silently. One great Victory I have is on the road and my ability to stay peaceful even when people are being crazy around me without being angry at them. I have always been curious about DMT and have seen countless videos. I recently purchased some and have not yet used it. I'm not sure that it's the right thing to do and that it's necessary. In recent years I've built a stronger relationship with God and feel his presence in my life more and more. And then another days while I'm so busy being a good person and doing the things that I think I'm supposed to be doing it feels like I'm being s*** on by the world. Many times this life seems ridiculous to me regardless of the fact that I have a great wife and family. In conclusion I'm not sure if I should smoke the DMT and if it can cause any kind of harm in my equilibrium. I'm not expecting you to give me that answer but I would really love to talk to you on the phone even for a few minutes. Thank you so much if you finished reading this long ass message and I really look forward to hopefully hearing from you.
I have a question. I have read multiple accounts where even patients who have been _born blind_ have NDEs where they can see and accurately describe their surroundings while they were supposedly "dead". Do you know if any people who have been born blind have had similar experiences with psychedelics such as DMT? I would be very interested to know.
The black space/VOID you experienced was your unconscious mind.This is where you go when you move into your deep sleep phase & are disconnected from the egos mental machinations.Indeed if you can't dive deeply into this samadhi your mental health suffers. To understand how it can be a method to strip away your subconscious attachments to this dimension Google search NDE of Jose Hernandez-ATHEIST DIES AND IS SHOCKED BY WHO HE SEES IN HEAVEN 3 million views. He also sees the angel of death & his Rainbow body/chakras talking to him. If you can get there in meditation you become what is called a Sattvic being=very peace filled. You are also knocking on the door of your superconscious mind. See Ramana Maharshi Be as You Are Chapter 12 Experience and Samadhi..Sahaja samadhi-the unified field of awareness or Born Again when the ego is destroyed along with its subconscious mind-unconscious mind revealing the superconscious mind 24/7.
I like this. Usually a pinned comment is a link to a merch store. Reading that just felt good. Thank you for the good vibes. Really need some of that right now.
DMT was mind blowing for me. I saw every mathematical equation that ever existed, I lived the life of every creature. I was a dinosaur with an elephant trunk that lived on a planet with a blue sun and red vegetation. I heard colors and saw sounds. It was truly magical.
My father had an NDE when he had a heart attack. he met a being there, and the being told him to come back and fix his mistakes which hurt other people’s lives. he came back, fixed them, and then died soon after… It’s a weird story, but there’s a lot more going on
@@jasongrooming36 We are all here to learn, grow, and develop. Its not about fear, shame and guilt (those are used to enslave people mentally) Its about learning the truth and how to do better next time and making an effort. The rest is practicing forgiveness, of yourself just as much as of others.
Yes, there seems to definitely be. Like a world full of life behind the scenes in direct connection with us, although we can't fully perceive it yet. I've had some synchronistic experiences through prayer that make me laugh at the fact that who I call God is actually listening to me. Baffling and unexplainable humbling experience.
@@jasongrooming36 my father was a severe alcoholic, liar and gambler before his experience. He took all our money and left my mom and I alone when I was 7 . He had his experience when I was in my 30s when he came back So it took decades
This is what i love about YT is that i can choose what i feed into my consciousness! As soon as i saw this title i couldnt click fast enough! I have had an OBE (which was possibly an NDE), seen UFOs, meditated and had life changing experiences, and also sat in ceremony with plant medicones. I have experienced the same dimensions and "spaces" for lack of a better term (ie the white room, the black void etc) with all of the above situations.
It is so cool to be able to share our stories with a community that understands. It’s tough to find in every day life. That’s the same way I feel about YT! Hope you’re having a good day :)
I had a DMT experience once that sent me to eternity and meeting the creator. My ego dissolved yet I was physically terrified. It was so magical and so full of love, changed my life for good. In the most positive way possible.
Everybody is struggling with mental health and could benefit from careful therapeutic use of substances like these. Wanna try, but keep being told I can't do it alone for the first time.
Since I tired psychedelics for the first time, I’ve been trying to describe the experience to others so there can try it as well, but i couldn’t find the right words to describe it.
It's crazy how many hundreds of videos I've watched about the subject you're talking about. And how simply and beautifully you put it. Thank you for a wonderful video!
I had a shared death experience with my father when he passed. I saw the light, felt his people come for him, and downloaded many messages in an instant. Years later I took DMT and the territory felt similar. I'm so grateful for both the death and DMT experiences. They help me remember that we are spirit. It's so easy for me to forget. Thank you for your video and channel. I'm now subscribed :)
@@jayknight139We are multidimensional beings. See NDE of Jose Hernandez-ATHEIST DIES AND IS SHOCKED BY WHO HE SEES IN HEAVEN 3 million views=he traveled to earth's 4d counterpart.
I Seriously Appreciate your sharing this because I was beginning to take it personally when I suddenly discovered an unexpected visitor in my face more than once..
I can relate to the part where you say the NDE fucked you up lol. Never had an NDE but since I was young I always knew 'this isn't it, there's something so much deeper' and after smoking DMT for the first time it was like finally confirmation. I went into it hard after that, and I often feel like I'm just bidding my time on this planet now lol. I feel like there's nothing here for someone like me beyond offering unconditional love to myself and others. I'm grateful for this lesson but man do I feel so detached from everything and everyone. It's kind of a bummer but I'm learning to be okay with it. Just kinda going through the motions and being of service when I am called to do so. Thanks for this video, stuff like this makes me feel so much less alone in this world ❤️
I too feel strangely detached from reality after doing this a lot of times. It is a strange feeling to truly know that nothing is really here. But the best thing you can do is to be of service to others and give unconditional love to all beings. I get you. Your not alone, although it can feel very lonely at times knowing things 99% of people won't know till they die
i’ve seen thrones angels and archangels both during astral projections and on lsd many times. demons pretending? possibly. I acknowledge that it was indeed a real experience and that’s it. I know nothing more.
Hey man you’re hear to undo your unconscious belief in guilt so to permanently end these fearful dreams of separation and to return our awareness to the truth.
Im 59, i took a lot of psychedelics when i was younger, mainly mushrooms, and they had a huge influence on me, i was obsessed by the whole thing , i feel like it totally changed everything, well it opened doors to possibilities i hadnt really considered before, and it still does. I think my undiagnosed ADHD used to stop me from being able to relax, but on mushrooms i felt so perfect. I took them a lot over about twenty years, and i feel very lucky that somehow i came into contact with those little teachers. Ive been finding things a bit tough lately,im worried about where we are going, but hearing this reminds me of what is important. Good on you mate, yeah its a lifelong learning experience.
We just need to be open to possibilities, so many people seem not to be but it's hard to tell🤔, I'm going through a weird time but I'm feeling like it's all for a reason.
I had my first lucid dream when i was 7. By the time i reached my early twenties I was lucid dreaming every single night and I had newrly total control over them. One night a star above my head came to earth and landed at my feet. It turned into what i csn only describe as a garden gnome. It looked up at me and said "You're not supposed to be doing this." I thought it was just part of my dream so I punted him like a football and took off flying (that's what i mostly did in the lucid dreams, it's loads of fun). My lucid dreams stopped after that night. I think there's some common threads that run between DMT trips, NDEs, OBEs and lucid dreams. There's things there that for whatever reason don't want us mucking about in those spaces. To be honest I'm not sure they gave our best interest in mind but since there's scant little information about the topic i really don't know.
Thanks for sharing that story. Interesting. Yeah, I don’t know. It’s all beyond our ability to understand and anyone who says they know for sure is a fraud :)
All three involve DMT. And better you sleep, more DMT is being released ending in better dreams. Its why everyone has so many more vivid dreams when they were younger.
Thank you so much for sharing this experience Holden. You are indeed a beautiful soul. I study spiritual experiences, and there is indeed a connection between an NDE and a psychedelic trip ....i think of different doors into the ONE consciousness.Sending love to everyone.
This is crazy… 2 nights ago i kind of experienced the exact same in a very realistic dream… I was in a black void of nothingness, it felt like an eternity but it was very peaceful. At one point a white glowing dot appeared, and it was coming closer and getting larger. A woman like creature (which looked beautiful) appeared out of the white glowing portal. She did not talk, but her presence felt like the purest form of love and warmth which i can’t even explain. I had never seen her before in the “waking” life, but it felt like i had seen her many times before… she took me into the portal, and sadly I can not explain the rest of the “dream”… It is impossible to explain it at all… And now, 2 days after this dream i got this video in my feed… Thank you so much for uploading your story!
Iv seen her too. But i was awake for it. I remember waking up and getting up on my arms and looking toward the bottom if my bed and a lady in the brightest white with a white glow around her was watching me sleep. She smiled and i felt so warm and comfortable and safe and loved and went back to sleep. I astral project alot and have met different beings before but never her. I have also been in the snake and known that portals were around but i knew if i went in them i wouldnt come back. Iv also met quite alot of aliens. When i was 4 and older i wasnt allowed to dream until after i had been on a ship and seen the aliens. There was a tall one with black almond eyes, she used to give me treats when i visited, they were like marshmallows in the way they felt. And then there were the little tiny ones who always ran to me and hugged me. But i was always in a room that looked like a control room with lots of buttons and a big screen.
Thank you for sharing your experiences! Through meditation, I have tapped into a transfering of consciousness where I have seen and met with entities that mentioned they hadn't seen me in ages and asked how I was doing. Sharing a brief moment with them, I felt more at peace than I have ever felt. I love sharing these stories with others because I live a normal functionally sane life, but enjoy the fact that meditation has helped me untether from my perspective reality. I highly encourage anyone interested to sit, close your eyes, breathe, and begin to quiet your mind. It will completely change your life for the better.
I have lived alone for decades since my wife died. If one has no interactions with other people to speak of, one just naturally has a quiet mind. Then what? One realizes that there is no death, that coming to this life, this life is essentially a movie, that it is prescripted, that we chose to experience it, that our choices really consist of our choices before we even come here. Love is unconditional on the other side, because we essentially don't do anything here, so there is literally nothing to judge about us. We human BEINGS, don't do, we BE. We are simply going to the movies. We just don't know it. 🤣😅😂
@jonahbert111 Oh Jonah how I wish this was true from the depths of my soul 😢. However, I cannot accept that. It just doesn't make sense that you can live as a pure evil monster every second of every day and be met with nothing but unconditional love on the other side. A very convienient lie, yet still a lie nonetheless. Make no mistake Jonah, "It is appointed each man to die once and then judgement" Hebrews 9:27
@@natas12rm what I think is, meditation taps into a forgotten reality or a beacon into the consciousness, which very well can be anything and everything. We may have existed an infinite number of times. This is my interpretation, as I have never experienced NDE or any other type of hallucinogen or spiritual awakening outside of meditation.
Wow, I came here for the catchy video title, and I'm not surprised about your actual trip, but the very last things you said were amazingly insightful beyond just the usual realizations that psychedelics or NDEs provide, thank you
They'll try it and tell you to come back but I'm gonna tel them if I come back I wanna come 1000 years in future with this dame face lol.were so screwed
I met a mantid being during my satori. It's weird how many people see these things. But! Both reptilians and mantids have been part of the public discourse for decades. Same with self transforming elf machines. We need a non-polluted meme to test. I'd love to introduce one into the psychonaut community and try to track reports that include mentions of it or anything similar. The results would be so illuminating!
I had a NDE after a hemorrhage from giving birth. I always tell people the only thing that came close to that experience with my experience with dmt. I have never felt so out of my body but connected. I felt out of place but home. it was the most serene and beautiful place I've ever been.
The fact that he-s describing the same thing I kinda experienced, and the entities matches with the ones described by persons that I-ve met that has been through regressions and stuff confirms that this is very real, even more real than this reality.
I kind of had this same thing happen. My friend was going to play a prank on me. He found a sandwich bag in the park and farted in it a bunch of times. Then asked me " does this smell like weed to you?" I took a big wiff and felt nauseated and passed out. Apparently it had fytnol in it.ended up talking to some spirit being saying its not my time. This old lady had some narcan and gave it to me. Thats when i woke up. Felt stupid explaining this in the ER. But its all good.
when an entity "notices" you, that's when you KNOW you are in another dimension, that's when I've realized what I'm seeing or dreaming isn't just a meandering mind
I smoked salvia and my soul was ripped from the room into space and on to the moon with a machine and a line going to earth , then they said this is the loom of reality and when you die that you come here and go back as a baby , it honestly broke me for a while and truthfully still does because I KNOW it’s real
@@Slo-rydehow many types are there? A friend gave me salvia about 15yrs ago that gave me the most intense experiences imaginable. It terrified me and took me several months to recover mentally from what I saw and experienced. Other salvia I’ve smoked since was nowhere near as strong. I’d like to try some of the strong stuff again now that I’ve mentally matured somewhat.
Amazing story, brother! Thank you for sharing your story and your perspective.
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Fascinating topic. I've been watching a lot of NDE videos as of late. I now believe thoroughly that there is more to this journey. Thank you for sharing.
Hey there! I agree with you. Sometimes it’s better not knowing how good is out there. But at the same time, if you know why you are here, life is much nicer. When someone knows how to integrate the realities, everything starts to make sense. And life on Earth becomes something else. ❤
A whole lot less energy is needed to traverse to another dimension vs travel between star systems with a vessel in irony trans dimensional is more scientific at least with current Quantum Physics and if one takes the declassified documents of the Dept of Army's experiments with the gateway process and description thereof. As well as the conclusion Strassman came to using plain ole scientific process no Quantum Physics in controlled IV DMT tests it was 100% that the test subjects were going someplace and that place was no in their head or on earth.
Your story reminded me of an experience i had more than 20 years ago some months after an NDE without any drugs, every time i felt asleep i was getting to a dimension at the feet of a giant sitting in a throne made of stone and he was saying with a loud voice something like "it is you again, you shouldn't be here, go back to where you came from" and by moving his hand he would send me back to my physical body and would wake up very abruptly my heart racing and very scared. It happened very similarly for many days in a row so then i was afraid to sleep for some time but then it stopped for some reason. Then, more than a decade later i saw a picture on the web showing a drawing of an ancient temple of Zeus in Greece which was very similar to what i saw.
Thank You - That was profoundly uplifting. I believe we know each other (could be mistaken) but we were aboard a ship together at one time. You were a crew member & I was a guest onboard temporarily. I greatly appreciate what you're doing here, it is done with impeccable finesse. Please continue & I will as well. Be the day my friend - Thanks again
i see what you are saying but there is at least a perceived separation and thank God because if we realize we are all the same thing won't that be lonely?
I guess nothing really does happen by coincidence… Sitting here pondering turning 60 years old tomorrow looking at my life... Lately I've been watching 'simulation hypothesis" TH-cam videos which is even causing more crisis in my mind just want to say thanks for this video, thank you this is exactly what my soul needed to hear....
Wow! Your closing words are very useful. I wanted to hear about your trip because I’d gone a short salvia excursion and the same thing happened; being(s) were like, “what are you doing here?” Sort of an “are you lost little boy” vibe. Anyway, since then I’ve done 6 ten day Vipassana courses and served as well. They are extremely helpful and very grounded in the hard work of the here and now.
So interesting! I've never tried DMT - I'm fascinated by it, but I've always been put off by the idea "what if we're not supposed to use it?". This is the first time I've heard someone say that they received a mild telling off for entering that space.
It is pretty creepy that question if maybe we shouldn't be doing psychedelics. That movie Jacobs Ladder sent me for a loop after I watched it. I stopped doing all psychedelics after a super crazy vision that didn't make sense until a year later. I now look at DMT as basically smoking powdered Ouija boards. There's definitely a whole spirit world going on all around us.
It is pretty creepy that question if maybe we shouldn't be doing psychedelics. That movie Jacobs Ladder sent me for a loop after I watched it. I stopped doing all psychedelics after a super crazy vision that didn't make sense until a year later. I now look at DMT as basically smoking powdered Ouija boards. There's definitely a whole spirit world going on all around us.
I meen it stands to reason that that is completely logical, when we die Dmt is released into our brains and Dmt is actually inside us naturally, which is wild to even think about and it amazes me as to why this substance is released upon near death or death. So smoking dmt and meeting the same entity would seem to make sense, more study definetly needs to be done on dmt, its also believed a small amount is released when we sleep and contributes to us dreaming
The buzzing sound is also often experienced with UFO encounters. Which are probably interdimensional beings anyway, rather than ETs; encounters often occur out of the physical.
My latest insight is that dmt brings you more in a death state. It dissolves the ego, and even if the ego is not entirely gone, you will still have a "closer to death" experience of what is. People who have experienced dmt are talking about all is one, all is love, meeting souls that passed away. It is actually the same as returning to source and that which you hear from nde's. Ayahuasca isn't called the vine of death for no reason! For me a dmt experience is a reminder of who I really am. As if I planned it to have this tool to be available to me, to have a break from earth experience, because I knew the earth experience can be pretty rough sometimes. 😅 We are all one. We are all an expression of God who experiences through us. I love every one of you as I love myself! ❤
Great video. Some of what you were touching on at the end about being of service to others and helping others made me think of the law of reciprocation, which I find more effective than the law of attraction.
Wow this was an amazing video. Thank you for sharing. I noticed the Pensacola Beach Historic Sign in the picture behind you. I’m born and raised a few miles from there.
I also know that we come back here again and again. I also know that we can escape this cycle. Putting your trust in the things you see immediately after death will result in your return here. Just as you returned in your NDE. Everything here prepares you to trust these things. The secret is to question anything you see after death. Especially anything that relates to this realm. Be it a deity, passed away family member, a "judge", anything claiming to be God, or even that pet dog you had when you were 10. That's the trick. The trick to hand over your consent. Similar to an authority figure tricking you into handing over your consent to search your car, or tell on yourself..... As above, so below...... Don't do it. We can escape.
Love your perspective, but there’s actually nothing to escape! You chose to come here because of the benefits to your soul and the universe, you choose to come back if you want. This world isn’t the problem, the problem is the fear and hatred that exists inside us. And the only way to escape that is through love. ❤️
If DMT could really open our brains for a different dimension (especially the one we go after our death), this would be the greatest discovery in human history. I really hope that your experience hints at this possibility and that DMT halluzinations and NDE are not just some spooky brain chemistry.
Thanks for your comment. I really do believe that brain chemistry in itself is a spiritual concept or mix. We have a tendency to dismiss the powerful machine that is our brain as being separate from a spiritual realm. I don't believe that they are separate.
They say that DMT is what causes you to see your life flash before your eyes and stuff.NDA could very well be just a trip. Some people find it very meaningful to know that there is something after this life, but it might be just a temporary thing that dies as we die. Everyone will find out some day.
Your channel is cool! Not everyone who speaks of their experiences with these things is all that articulate. ;) I appreciate your story telling abilities.
Thank you for sharing this. It does beg a question though. The fact is, the human brain produces dmt by nature. Makes one wonder about what was cause and effect. Did your brain produce dmt during your near death experience? Is dmt a hallucinogenic compound or is it a way to lift the veil covering our perceptions and reveal the true nature of reality around us?
@HoldenLee-333 More research is needed, but I'm afraid the only ones who would be qualified are other near death experiencers who would volunteer to try dmt. I also think more than one trip would be necessary. Doubtful they'd want to try.
Salvia trip took me to a place where “I” didn’t exist. Everything glowed orange. Then I saw a rollercoaster. The cart was made of the glowy orange material. The tracks and wheels we metal. I was about to get on, and two old white ladies popped out of nowhere and said “it’s not your time yet” and I came to. Reminded me of that.
@@HoldenLee333 same to you! The reptilian part you mentioned - I had a similar experience in Arizona mountains on a 5 gram psilocybin experience. Was like a face on the other side of the night sky. Glad to hear someone else experienced that. Wheeew. 🤣
Ive just recently come off of Wellbutrin because it numbed me so much emotially and spiritually. The past few days have been hard with all of the emotions and physical pain coming back. Thank you for saying what you said about pills. It was exactly the very thing i needed to hear today.
I’ve def come off that stuff and it’s not fun. But it does get better. Make sure you’re doing all the right natural things to keep your system and mood up. Make sure you’re taking long walks and eating right if you can :)
@@HoldenLee333 Thank you so much! I am determined to try, I'm trying to channel as much positivity as I can to push through. 😊 Today is already a much better day than yesterday.
I met Jesus in a DMT trip and he told me to have empathy and courage. To seek wisdom and knowledge. They I came back to this reality. He also looked like His glorified form and less like a regular human.
@@rosssandeman6883 He was cloaked in a long robe with the hood up and you couldn’t see His face because it was full of light like the surface of the sun. I had to ask Him who He was because I couldn’t make out any features and that’s when He responded “I am Jesus”. I was an atheist at this point in my life and didn’t come to Christ until recently but now I believe completely what I saw. Later I read Revelation 1:12-18 and it all made sense.
Hey Holden, I came across your NDE experience on the other side and I loved it. I had an NDE experience via a dream, where I drove off a cliff and drowned. The bright white light, all is love, sucked thru a portal, and telepathic communication of ‘everything will always be ok’ and ‘don’t fear’ opened my eyes to the universe. Here’s the kicker and I sure you probably know this, but our bodies make DMT and I came to realize that I had an endogenous DMT expression via the dream; it wasn’t until I tried DMT two years later that I realized it was the same thing just a million times less than my dream experience… I know this molecule gets expressed when we die and I am sure you might think that as well. Anyways much love to you putting your experiences out there in the world, I love it
I do think that as well. I believe the death experience begins inside our minds before we let go of the body. So many experiences from NDE's are unique because they begin with our own subconscious projections with the aide of DMT. Then I do think some people fully eject and see their bodies and all that stuff. People love to underestimate the mind, though. It drives me crazy. As if because it begins in the mind, it's somehow not real. The mind is the eye of the universe, the eye of God.
I have literally been told the same thing telepathically word for word. "You are not supposed to be here yet." - Jester Deity made of light emerging from a 64-point tetrahedron grid of infinity.
I've heard that from other people on DMT also: an entity accosts them and says "What are you doing here!? It is not appropriate at this time." In that lady's case, he told her to turn back and she did.
NDE give me hope ... but the fact that your brain releases DMT when you pass away makes me worry that its all just a short lived illusion before everything goes black. 😢
Check out a story of a man that passed while hooked up to and eeg machine. Them got his heart beating but there was no brain activity. They got the ok to pull the plug and when they did there was a surge in brainwaves (gamma mainly) that fire for cognitive thinking and memory retrieval. I think activity lasted a few minutes.
I've started to wonder if life is the illusion, and taking dmt is a mini death taking us closer to reality that exists outside this illusion. This thought came to me while I was standing chest deep in the columbia river on 3g of penis envy mushrooms, so do with it as you will.
@@tyedup8884 Right but what I'm saying is, illusion or not.. if it's a short lived DMT trip before your conscious fades into nothingness.. that's what makes me uneasy.
Fantastic content! I’m a big fan of psychedelics and I’m so glad you’re helping to educate people about proper use and being aware of what can come up for people. For beginners: Begin the daily work of being the highest, most loving and free version of yourself now, and psychedelics can be a powerful tool for healing and awareness but it can be terrifying and bring up traumatic experiences or themes. Set and Setting are paramount and always be in a place where you feel a deep trust of the people you’re with. “For best results” 😉 Great video!
Dear Holden, this content is amazing. But for some reason I can't listen very well to some of your audio. Maybe you speak some phrases a bit low or far from the mic, I dunno. Or maybe it's the audio normalization.
Hello Beautiful Souls, be your best self in this comment section. Choose to uplift, not degrade. We are all feeling beings. Remember that words hurt.
Hi Lee, I really hope you'll read this! I'm going to try to keep it's short. I myself don't like long messages, so I apologize in advance I am a 45 year old man.
My whole life I've always felt that I need to explore and discover what's going on and that the people around me lack those answers. in my teens and twenties I experimented with psychedelic drugs mushrooms and acid.
My experiences we're never light and fun loving like the people around me. They were always heavy and insightful and showed me how much of a lie a lot of this life is and a lot of the people around me are immersed in.
I have been battling depression for years and am against therapy, and against taking drugs from the drug companies.
My conclusion has always been that I have the tools necessary to heal myself and become a happy person.
I'm almost done.
I have a wonderful wife and three wonderful children. I am constantly working on bettering myself being less angry and actively loving the people around me even silently. One great Victory I have is on the road and my ability to stay peaceful even when people are being crazy around me without being angry at them.
I have always been curious about DMT and have seen countless videos. I recently purchased some and have not yet used it. I'm not sure that it's the right thing to do and that it's necessary.
In recent years I've built a stronger relationship with God and feel his presence in my life more and more. And then another days while I'm so busy being a good person and doing the things that I think I'm supposed to be doing it feels like I'm being s*** on by the world.
Many times this life seems ridiculous to me regardless of the fact that I have a great wife and family.
In conclusion I'm not sure if I should smoke the DMT and if it can cause any kind of harm in my equilibrium. I'm not expecting you to give me that answer but I would really love to talk to you on the phone even for a few minutes.
Thank you so much if you finished reading this long ass message and I really look forward to hopefully hearing from you.
I have a question.
I have read multiple accounts where even patients who have been _born blind_ have NDEs where they can see and accurately describe their surroundings while they were supposedly "dead".
Do you know if any people who have been born blind have had similar experiences with psychedelics such as DMT?
I would be very interested to know.
The black space/VOID you experienced was your unconscious mind.This is where you go when you move into your deep sleep phase & are disconnected from the egos mental machinations.Indeed if you can't dive deeply into this samadhi your mental health suffers.
To understand how it can be a method to strip away your subconscious attachments to this dimension Google search NDE of Jose Hernandez-ATHEIST DIES AND IS SHOCKED BY WHO HE SEES IN HEAVEN 3 million views.
He also sees the angel of death & his Rainbow body/chakras talking to him.
If you can get there in meditation you become what is called a Sattvic being=very peace filled.
You are also knocking on the door of your superconscious mind.
See Ramana Maharshi Be as You Are Chapter 12 Experience and Samadhi..Sahaja samadhi-the unified field of awareness or Born Again when the ego is destroyed along with its subconscious mind-unconscious mind revealing the superconscious mind 24/7.
I like this. Usually a pinned comment is a link to a merch store. Reading that just felt good. Thank you for the good vibes. Really need some of that right now.
Interested in going to heaven and back without dying?
My treat.
Hi Holden, Would you be my guest to talk about your NDE and DMT experiences?
Yesss, do it Holden! I'd love you hear more of your stories on Jeff Maras Podcast! He's such an excellent interviewer!
Another vote for this! I LOVE the JeffMara Podcast! You are an amazing host Jeff! Thankyou to you and Mara for all that you bring to the world!❤
Hi Jeff, thanks for reaching out. That sounds like a lot of fun.
@@HoldenLee333 How do I contact you?
Holdenlee333@gmail.com
Thanks, Jeff. Look forward to chatting.
DMT was mind blowing for me. I saw every mathematical equation that ever existed, I lived the life of every creature. I was a dinosaur with an elephant trunk that lived on a planet with a blue sun and red vegetation. I heard colors and saw sounds. It was truly magical.
I literally don't know why but shrooms make me giggle so much like I be cheesin for no goddamn reason
Shrooms are where it's at. If you've experienced LSD start with 2.5 grams of shrooms. Love them.
Where do you fetch from?
dr.butlershrooms
𝕴𝖓𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖌𝖗𝖆𝖒
My father had an NDE when he had a heart attack. he met a being there, and the being told him to come back and fix his mistakes which hurt other people’s lives. he came back, fixed them, and then died soon after…
It’s a weird story, but there’s a lot more going on
I don’t know how to fix them. There are some mistakes you don’t know you made unless you are told.
@@jasongrooming36 We are all here to learn, grow, and develop. Its not about fear, shame and guilt (those are used to enslave people mentally) Its about learning the truth and how to do better next time and making an effort. The rest is practicing forgiveness, of yourself just as much as of others.
@@sail4lifewell said brother 👁️🧠🙌🏽
Yes, there seems to definitely be. Like a world full of life behind the scenes in direct connection with us, although we can't fully perceive it yet. I've had some synchronistic experiences through prayer that make me laugh at the fact that who I call God is actually listening to me. Baffling and unexplainable humbling experience.
@@jasongrooming36 my father was a severe alcoholic, liar and gambler before his experience. He took all our money and left my mom and I alone when I was 7 . He had his experience when I was in my 30s when he came back
So it took decades
This is what i love about YT is that i can choose what i feed into my consciousness!
As soon as i saw this title i couldnt click fast enough! I have had an OBE (which was possibly an NDE), seen UFOs, meditated and had life changing experiences, and also sat in ceremony with plant medicones. I have experienced the same dimensions and "spaces" for lack of a better term (ie the white room, the black void etc) with all of the above situations.
It is so cool to be able to share our stories with a community that understands. It’s tough to find in every day life. That’s the same way I feel about YT! Hope you’re having a good day :)
@@HoldenLee333 YESSSS! ❤ thankyou for sharing your experience 😀
You know nothing about TH-cam. They choose what is going on your consciousness. They choose what comments you can write and read
I had a DMT experience once that sent me to eternity and meeting the creator. My ego dissolved yet I was physically terrified. It was so magical and so full of love, changed my life for good. In the most positive way possible.
Everybody is struggling with mental health and could benefit from careful therapeutic use of substances like these. Wanna try, but keep being told I can't do it alone for the first time.
I do respect and believe in psychedelics as treatment, yet I’m reluctant about using them personally. Not sure about how “good” it may do to someone
Since I tired psychedelics for the first time, I’ve been trying to describe the experience to others so there can try it as well, but i couldn’t find the right words to describe it.
I find it funny if there's any psychedelic therapy there online
The only thing that’s annoying is you can’t take pictures of the mad stuff going on when tripping
It's crazy how many hundreds of videos I've watched about the subject you're talking about. And how simply and beautifully you put it. Thank you for a wonderful video!
Thank you 😊
I had a shared death experience with my father when he passed. I saw the light, felt his people come for him, and downloaded many messages in an instant. Years later I took DMT and the territory felt similar. I'm so grateful for both the death and DMT experiences. They help me remember that we are spirit. It's so easy for me to forget. Thank you for your video and channel. I'm now subscribed :)
Wow. Are you willing to share more about your experience?
You aren't freaked out by other dimensions?
@@jayknight139We are multidimensional beings.
See NDE of Jose Hernandez-ATHEIST DIES AND IS SHOCKED BY WHO HE SEES IN HEAVEN 3 million views=he traveled to earth's 4d counterpart.
I Seriously Appreciate your sharing this because I was beginning to take it personally when I suddenly discovered an unexpected visitor in my face more than once..
I can relate to the part where you say the NDE fucked you up lol. Never had an NDE but since I was young I always knew 'this isn't it, there's something so much deeper' and after smoking DMT for the first time it was like finally confirmation. I went into it hard after that, and I often feel like I'm just bidding my time on this planet now lol. I feel like there's nothing here for someone like me beyond offering unconditional love to myself and others. I'm grateful for this lesson but man do I feel so detached from everything and everyone. It's kind of a bummer but I'm learning to be okay with it. Just kinda going through the motions and being of service when I am called to do so. Thanks for this video, stuff like this makes me feel so much less alone in this world ❤️
I too feel strangely detached from reality after doing this a lot of times. It is a strange feeling to truly know that nothing is really here. But the best thing you can do is to be of service to others and give unconditional love to all beings. I get you. Your not alone, although it can feel very lonely at times knowing things 99% of people won't know till they die
i’ve seen thrones angels and archangels both during astral projections and on lsd many times. demons pretending? possibly. I acknowledge that it was indeed a real experience and that’s it. I know nothing more.
Hey man you’re hear to undo your unconscious belief in guilt so to permanently end these fearful dreams of separation and to return our awareness to the truth.
Same, Michael, couldn't have said it any better.
@@cody7342what do they look like, angels, archangels etc
Im 59, i took a lot of psychedelics when i was younger, mainly mushrooms, and they had a huge influence on me, i was obsessed by the whole thing , i feel like it totally changed everything, well it opened doors to possibilities i hadnt really considered before, and it still does. I think my undiagnosed ADHD used to stop me from being able to relax, but on mushrooms i felt so perfect. I took them a lot over about twenty years, and i feel very lucky that somehow i came into contact with those little teachers. Ive been finding things a bit tough lately,im worried about where we are going, but hearing this reminds me of what is important. Good on you mate, yeah its a lifelong learning experience.
We just need to be open to possibilities, so many people seem not to be but it's hard to tell🤔, I'm going through a weird time but I'm feeling like it's all for a reason.
Whatever happens we are all going to be ok
you lost me at adhd.... pathetic term
Good on you mate? Is that Australian
Wow brother, you have a fantastic channel. I love your messages and your vibe. New subscriber here.
Thank you so much 😊
I had my first lucid dream when i was 7. By the time i reached my early twenties I was lucid dreaming every single night and I had newrly total control over them. One night a star above my head came to earth and landed at my feet. It turned into what i csn only describe as a garden gnome. It looked up at me and said "You're not supposed to be doing this." I thought it was just part of my dream so I punted him like a football and took off flying (that's what i mostly did in the lucid dreams, it's loads of fun). My lucid dreams stopped after that night. I think there's some common threads that run between DMT trips, NDEs, OBEs and lucid dreams. There's things there that for whatever reason don't want us mucking about in those spaces. To be honest I'm not sure they gave our best interest in mind but since there's scant little information about the topic i really don't know.
Thanks for sharing that story. Interesting. Yeah, I don’t know. It’s all beyond our ability to understand and anyone who says they know for sure is a fraud :)
I'd also get pretty upset if my cattle started talking and accessing the internet
“Punted like a football” 😂 dudes probably still flying through space
@@Thunderwake. haha funny way to put exactly whats going on...
All three involve DMT. And better you sleep, more DMT is being released ending in better dreams. Its why everyone has so many more vivid dreams when they were younger.
Thank you so much for sharing this experience Holden. You are indeed a beautiful soul. I study spiritual experiences, and there is indeed a connection between an NDE and a psychedelic trip ....i think of different doors into the ONE consciousness.Sending love to everyone.
I like that different doors thought. It would make sense. Thanks for the kind words. Have a nice weekend. :)
This is crazy… 2 nights ago i kind of experienced the exact same in a very realistic dream… I was in a black void of nothingness, it felt like an eternity but it was very peaceful. At one point a white glowing dot appeared, and it was coming closer and getting larger. A woman like creature (which looked beautiful) appeared out of the white glowing portal. She did not talk, but her presence felt like the purest form of love and warmth which i can’t even explain. I had never seen her before in the “waking” life, but it felt like i had seen her many times before… she took me into the portal, and sadly I can not explain the rest of the “dream”… It is impossible to explain it at all…
And now, 2 days after this dream i got this video in my feed… Thank you so much for uploading your story!
Not a dream ...a vision...3.8 spiritual dimension. a spirit guide. Ask for her name...
Iv seen her too. But i was awake for it. I remember waking up and getting up on my arms and looking toward the bottom if my bed and a lady in the brightest white with a white glow around her was watching me sleep. She smiled and i felt so warm and comfortable and safe and loved and went back to sleep. I astral project alot and have met different beings before but never her. I have also been in the snake and known that portals were around but i knew if i went in them i wouldnt come back. Iv also met quite alot of aliens. When i was 4 and older i wasnt allowed to dream until after i had been on a ship and seen the aliens. There was a tall one with black almond eyes, she used to give me treats when i visited, they were like marshmallows in the way they felt. And then there were the little tiny ones who always ran to me and hugged me. But i was always in a room that looked like a control room with lots of buttons and a big screen.
@@D1str1ct wow, thats wild
Thank you for sharing your experiences! Through meditation, I have tapped into a transfering of consciousness where I have seen and met with entities that mentioned they hadn't seen me in ages and asked how I was doing. Sharing a brief moment with them, I felt more at peace than I have ever felt. I love sharing these stories with others because I live a normal functionally sane life, but enjoy the fact that meditation has helped me untether from my perspective reality. I highly encourage anyone interested to sit, close your eyes, breathe, and begin to quiet your mind. It will completely change your life for the better.
I have lived alone for decades since my wife died. If one has no interactions with other people to speak of, one just naturally has a quiet mind. Then what? One realizes that there is no death, that coming to this life, this life is essentially a movie, that it is prescripted, that we chose to experience it, that our choices really consist of our choices before we even come here. Love is unconditional on the other side, because we essentially don't do anything here, so there is literally nothing to judge about us. We human BEINGS, don't do, we BE. We are simply going to the movies. We just don't know it. 🤣😅😂
@@jonahbert111 thank you for sharing your story and being here on Earth Jonah!
They all knew you but you didn’t know them?
@jonahbert111 Oh Jonah how I wish this was true from the depths of my soul 😢.
However, I cannot accept that. It just doesn't make sense that you can live as a pure evil monster every second of every day and be met with nothing but unconditional love on the other side. A very convienient lie, yet still a lie nonetheless.
Make no mistake Jonah,
"It is appointed each man to die once and then judgement"
Hebrews 9:27
@@natas12rm what I think is, meditation taps into a forgotten reality or a beacon into the consciousness, which very well can be anything and everything. We may have existed an infinite number of times. This is my interpretation, as I have never experienced NDE or any other type of hallucinogen or spiritual awakening outside of meditation.
Wow, I came here for the catchy video title, and I'm not surprised about your actual trip, but the very last things you said were amazingly insightful beyond just the usual realizations that psychedelics or NDEs provide, thank you
Your last statement about coming back here again and again, is probably the most terrifying statement I have ever heard anyone make.
They'll try it and tell you to come back but I'm gonna tel them if I come back I wanna come 1000 years in future with this dame face lol.were so screwed
Especially if you know the soul trap theory
Yep, we fucked
Yep! Not sure how you escape but it is possible.
Read some Buddhist suttas John, the Buddha warned of this 2500 years ago.
Yeah...the good old reptiles...that everyone Speaks about...and noone wants to believe in...thx for sharing bro!!! ❤
Thanks for taking the time to check it out!
Think of "reptilians" as those who live in the reptile complex (subconscious mind) of the brain.
I met a mantid being during my satori. It's weird how many people see these things. But! Both reptilians and mantids have been part of the public discourse for decades. Same with self transforming elf machines.
We need a non-polluted meme to test. I'd love to introduce one into the psychonaut community and try to track reports that include mentions of it or anything similar. The results would be so illuminating!
Oh they’re real alright.
Can't fully explain why but I needed to see this video
I had a NDE after a hemorrhage from giving birth. I always tell people the only thing that came close to that experience with my experience with dmt. I have never felt so out of my body but connected. I felt out of place but home. it was the most serene and beautiful place I've ever been.
You made me laugh so hard when you said "no, but I wanted to" haha. I love that you are honest.
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The fact that he-s describing the same thing I kinda experienced, and the entities matches with the ones described by persons that I-ve met that has been through regressions and stuff confirms that this is very real, even more real than this reality.
Thank you. What a treasure to stumble across this morning. In ways that can’t be fully described this helped me remember who I am.
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I can't stop crying from your story - thank you so much for sharing!
I kind of had this same thing happen. My friend was going to play a prank on me. He found a sandwich bag in the park and farted in it a bunch of times. Then asked me " does this smell like weed to you?" I took a big wiff and felt nauseated and passed out. Apparently it had fytnol in it.ended up talking to some spirit being saying its not my time. This old lady had some narcan and gave it to me. Thats when i woke up. Felt stupid explaining this in the ER. But its all good.
This wins the comment of the year! Can't make this up. lol
@kerbygator thank you much sir
😂
I hope he’s not your friend anymore.
Never fart on the fent lil homie
Very honest and profound. Probably the best analysis of an NDE and DMT trip that I have heard. Thank you.
I appreciate that
We are here to experience. We should not take others or ourselves too seriously. We should try our best and let go of the rest.
You gotta live like the kid you were you gotta remember that feeling.. just go, run.
@@dbzbruh3674 like phoebe
@Fred.Carpenter explain
@Fred.Carpenter lol thank you for proving my second sentence. gl! If you find yourself up to an intelligent conversation in the future, reach out.
This is my first time watching your channel, I’m absolutely in love… Thank you my dear friend. I love you❤
Thank you!
when an entity "notices" you, that's when you KNOW you are in another dimension, that's when I've realized what I'm seeing or dreaming isn't just a meandering mind
Good stuff mate, what i needed to hear today
Awesome, thanks for those kind words
I smoked salvia and my soul was ripped from the room into space and on to the moon with a machine and a line going to earth , then they said this is the loom of reality and when you die that you come here and go back as a baby , it honestly broke me for a while and truthfully still does because I KNOW it’s real
Sould collector is real then
Which type did you smoke?
Looks farmers
@@Slo-rydehow many types are there?
A friend gave me salvia about 15yrs ago that gave me the most intense experiences imaginable. It terrified me and took me several months to recover mentally from what I saw and experienced.
Other salvia I’ve smoked since was nowhere near as strong. I’d like to try some of the strong stuff again now that I’ve mentally matured somewhat.
I really love your messages. I resonate with what you say so much.
I appreciate that
I haven't had a NDE but I am absolutely convinced that NDE and DMT are related based on what I've heard from NDE testimonials.
From the ndes I've heard, and from personal experience with dmt, they seam entirely different. Which makes no sense to me. Unless dmt is tricking us
Some researchers have said that they think the experiences are completely different.
I have had several DMT experiences, but have only read about NDEs. I personally think they’re different phenomena.
The relation is that dmt will take a person to the "Bardos" which is the realm in Hinduism between life and death
Amazing story, brother! Thank you for sharing your story and your perspective.
Fascinating topic. I've been watching a lot of NDE videos as of late. I now believe thoroughly that there is more to this journey. Thank you for sharing.
Holden, thank you for reminding us of our purpose for being here. I'm so happy I stumbled across your video!
my experience on dmt has been a great benefit while breaking through one ought to take the right dosage, below usually where l get mine
[@novatripps]
He's on Instagram
Thank you for sharing this beautiful transmission, much love to you brother! 🕺🏽
Thanks brother needed to hear this
Wonderful message conveyed!! Thanks!!
I too got the impression that I wasn't supposed to see DMT land until I was dead. Wow 😲
Hey there! I agree with you. Sometimes it’s better not knowing how good is out there. But at the same time, if you know why you are here, life is much nicer. When someone knows how to integrate the realities, everything starts to make sense. And life on Earth becomes something else. ❤
A whole lot less energy is needed to traverse to another dimension vs travel between star systems with a vessel in irony trans dimensional is more scientific at least with current Quantum Physics and if one takes the declassified documents of the Dept of Army's experiments with the gateway process and description thereof. As well as the conclusion Strassman came to using plain ole scientific process no Quantum Physics in controlled IV DMT tests it was 100% that the test subjects were going someplace and that place was no in their head or on earth.
Your story reminded me of an experience i had more than 20 years ago some months after an NDE without any drugs, every time i felt asleep i was getting to a dimension at the feet of a giant sitting in a throne made of stone and he was saying with a loud voice something like "it is you again, you shouldn't be here, go back to where you came from" and by moving his hand he would send me back to my physical body and would wake up very abruptly my heart racing and very scared. It happened very similarly for many days in a row so then i was afraid to sleep for some time but then it stopped for some reason. Then, more than a decade later i saw a picture on the web showing a drawing of an ancient temple of Zeus in Greece which was very similar to what i saw.
Thank You - That was profoundly uplifting. I believe we know each other (could be mistaken) but we were aboard a ship together at one time. You were a crew member & I was a guest onboard temporarily. I greatly appreciate what you're doing here, it is done with impeccable finesse. Please continue & I will as well. Be the day my friend - Thanks again
Wonderful!
love this. will be checking out your future content❤
Thanks so much!
Well spoken my brother... !!!! Love it
Thanks!
I landed in a room of ornate marble carved benches and walls with rainbow waters flowing down the walls. Like an actual place.
This was very interesting, love listening to these type of content.
The entity is you, there is no separation :) Liked and subbed.
i see what you are saying but there is at least a perceived separation and thank God because if we realize we are all the same thing won't that be lonely?
Thank you 😊
Yeah, people thinking they're leaving. Their minds is goofy.
Second time during my day today I get this hint you're communicating to us. Gives me hope
This is incredibly interesting thank you
Thank you 😊
I guess nothing really does happen by coincidence… Sitting here pondering turning 60 years old tomorrow looking at my life... Lately I've been watching 'simulation hypothesis" TH-cam videos which is even causing more crisis in my mind just want to say thanks for this video, thank you this is exactly what my soul needed to hear....
One of the better DMT experience videos. Very insightful friend. Thank you
Glad you enjoyed it!
Wow! Your closing words are very useful. I wanted to hear about your trip because I’d gone a short salvia excursion and the same thing happened; being(s) were like, “what are you doing here?” Sort of an “are you lost little boy” vibe. Anyway, since then I’ve done 6 ten day Vipassana courses and served as well. They are extremely helpful and very grounded in the hard work of the here and now.
Nice!
So interesting! I've never tried DMT - I'm fascinated by it, but I've always been put off by the idea "what if we're not supposed to use it?". This is the first time I've heard someone say that they received a mild telling off for entering that space.
Yeah, and I have heard of people having an NDE hearing the same warnings.
It is pretty creepy that question if maybe we shouldn't be doing psychedelics. That movie Jacobs Ladder sent me for a loop after I watched it. I stopped doing all psychedelics after a super crazy vision that didn't make sense until a year later. I now look at DMT as basically smoking powdered Ouija boards. There's definitely a whole spirit world going on all around us.
It is pretty creepy that question if maybe we shouldn't be doing psychedelics. That movie Jacobs Ladder sent me for a loop after I watched it. I stopped doing all psychedelics after a super crazy vision that didn't make sense until a year later. I now look at DMT as basically smoking powdered Ouija boards. There's definitely a whole spirit world going on all around us.
Thanks for sharing. Truth alone triumphs.
STOP!!! this is exactly the video I've been looking for 🙂 I love watching trip reports and NDEs.
Wow That was Truly Profound & Really Deep! Loved This Video...I believe I truly needed to hear your words.👍😎🇨🇦
Fantastic work on this project! That was a Beautiful video.
Thank you 😊
30 missed calls Joe Rogan
Right on brother- this is life’s purpose spelled out perfectly. Thank you.
Thanks for sharing
Thanks for watching!
Thank you for reminding me what's important ❤
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Love the thumbnail, makes me think of Boulder CO vibes. Thank you for your message
Amazing content, you just earned a new sub from this. Looking forward to more videos man love the content and wishing you the best
Thank you for the kind words and the sub. Have a good night
I meen it stands to reason that that is completely logical, when we die Dmt is released into our brains and Dmt is actually inside us naturally, which is wild to even think about and it amazes me as to why this substance is released upon near death or death. So smoking dmt and meeting the same entity would seem to make sense, more study definetly needs to be done on dmt, its also believed a small amount is released when we sleep and contributes to us dreaming
That's what my mind leads me to as well
my experience on dmt has been a great benefit while breaking through one ought to take the right dosage, below usually where l get mine
[@novatripps]
He's on Instagram
That beginning landscape is marvellous! 👍👍
Excellent, thank you!!!
Thanks for checking it out!
Amazing brother. Thank you for sharing.
Thanks for the kind words 😊
Enter Sandman on a ukulele! Would love to hear that! Great visuals. Enjoyed your experience.
Memorable for sure 🤓
The buzzing sound is also often experienced with UFO encounters. Which are probably interdimensional beings anyway, rather than ETs; encounters often occur out of the physical.
My latest insight is that dmt brings you more in a death state. It dissolves the ego, and even if the ego is not entirely gone, you will still have a "closer to death" experience of what is. People who have experienced dmt are talking about all is one, all is love, meeting souls that passed away. It is actually the same as returning to source and that which you hear from nde's. Ayahuasca isn't called the vine of death for no reason! For me a dmt experience is a reminder of who I really am. As if I planned it to have this tool to be available to me, to have a break from earth experience, because I knew the earth experience can be pretty rough sometimes. 😅
We are all one. We are all an expression of God who experiences through us. I love every one of you as I love myself! ❤
Thanks, Holden! Awesome commentary, brother.
Glad you enjoyed it!
Great video. Some of what you were touching on at the end about being of service to others and helping others made me think of the law of reciprocation, which I find more effective than the law of attraction.
Agreed!
Wow this was an amazing video. Thank you for sharing. I noticed the Pensacola Beach Historic Sign in the picture behind you. I’m born and raised a few miles from there.
Ha! That's awesome, love it down there!
I also know that we come back here again and again. I also know that we can escape this cycle. Putting your trust in the things you see immediately after death will result in your return here. Just as you returned in your NDE. Everything here prepares you to trust these things. The secret is to question anything you see after death. Especially anything that relates to this realm. Be it a deity, passed away family member, a "judge", anything claiming to be God, or even that pet dog you had when you were 10. That's the trick. The trick to hand over your consent. Similar to an authority figure tricking you into handing over your consent to search your car, or tell on yourself.....
As above, so below...... Don't do it. We can escape.
Great comment, hope we can.
Love your perspective, but there’s actually nothing to escape! You chose to come here because of the benefits to your soul and the universe, you choose to come back if you want. This world isn’t the problem, the problem is the fear and hatred that exists inside us. And the only way to escape that is through love. ❤️
Is this place a trap?
This is really great, thank you.
I surprised my guide/angel too after a blast off. Also knew I wasn’t supposed to be there. When I came back I happily bawled my face off from joy.
That was a fallen one, demon you encountered
@@John858_or what if it’s an entity that control the astra realm keeping us stuck? Think bigger.
@@John858_ how can you make that judgment of another person’s experience? Do you believe that all spirits are evil? Why ascribe evil to another?
i'm really glad you exist.
you know why buddy.
beautiful.
cheers.
life is too short to be unhappy.
❤
@@HoldenLee333
Love you bro
Thank you for this video
I just want to be content and not afraid of death and also be good to myself and others while I’m alive still
Love you
If DMT could really open our brains for a different dimension (especially the one we go after our death), this would be the greatest discovery in human history. I really hope that your experience hints at this possibility and that DMT halluzinations and NDE are not just some spooky brain chemistry.
Thanks for your comment. I really do believe that brain chemistry in itself is a spiritual concept or mix. We have a tendency to dismiss the powerful machine that is our brain as being separate from a spiritual realm. I don't believe that they are separate.
Have you read the immortality key? By Brian Muraresku. Fantastic read on the subject of ceremonial brews.
There’s a author saying this for the past 7 yrs but says Teresa bad entities. There
Hallucinations they are not
Interesting experience! ✨ Loved it
Makes me wonder if we get a dmt boost near death
I believe so
They say that DMT is what causes you to see your life flash before your eyes and stuff.NDA could very well be just a trip. Some people find it very meaningful to know that there is something after this life, but it might be just a temporary thing that dies as we die. Everyone will find out some day.
Your channel is cool! Not everyone who speaks of their experiences with these things is all that articulate. ;) I appreciate your story telling abilities.
Thank you for sharing this. It does beg a question though. The fact is, the human brain produces dmt by nature. Makes one wonder about what was cause and effect. Did your brain produce dmt during your near death experience? Is dmt a hallucinogenic compound or is it a way to lift the veil covering our perceptions and reveal the true nature of reality around us?
Yeah, I mean, these are great questions. Either way, it’s a brilliant function of the human body/mind.
@HoldenLee-333 More research is needed, but I'm afraid the only ones who would be qualified are other near death experiencers who would volunteer to try dmt. I also think more than one trip would be necessary. Doubtful they'd want to try.
@@JordanRaskin yep. I know I don’t have any interest in doing it again
thanks for sharing....t'was awesome, most grounding words I've heard in a while, and just the reminders I needed to day. so, thanks again.
why is the title such a bar
Salvia trip took me to a place where “I” didn’t exist. Everything glowed orange. Then I saw a rollercoaster. The cart was made of the glowy orange material. The tracks and wheels we metal. I was about to get on, and two old white ladies popped out of nowhere and said “it’s not your time yet” and I came to. Reminded me of that.
Always glowing roller coasters in my dreams
Amazing video. It was a DMT experience in 2020 that taught me I had an NDE in 2007. Life changing.
That's crazy! Very cool :)
@@HoldenLee333 same to you! The reptilian part you mentioned - I had a similar experience in Arizona mountains on a 5 gram psilocybin experience. Was like a face on the other side of the night sky. Glad to hear someone else experienced that. Wheeew. 🤣
Ive just recently come off of Wellbutrin because it numbed me so much emotially and spiritually. The past few days have been hard with all of the emotions and physical pain coming back. Thank you for saying what you said about pills. It was exactly the very thing i needed to hear today.
I’ve def come off that stuff and it’s not fun. But it does get better. Make sure you’re doing all the right natural things to keep your system and mood up. Make sure you’re taking long walks and eating right if you can :)
Be in nature and volunteer if possible too
@@HoldenLee333 Thank you so much! I am determined to try, I'm trying to channel as much positivity as I can to push through. 😊 Today is already a much better day than yesterday.
Thank you very much.😇
That beginning with the soft music and descriptions of serenity seemed suspicious enough that I half-expected a jump scare. 😄
I met Jesus in a DMT trip and he told me to have empathy and courage. To seek wisdom and knowledge. They I came back to this reality. He also looked like His glorified form and less like a regular human.
I would be skeptical. What did he look like?
@@rosssandeman6883 He was cloaked in a long robe with the hood up and you couldn’t see His face because it was full of light like the surface of the sun. I had to ask Him who He was because I couldn’t make out any features and that’s when He responded “I am Jesus”. I was an atheist at this point in my life and didn’t come to Christ until recently but now I believe completely what I saw. Later I read Revelation 1:12-18 and it all made sense.
@@PeterFnPorker what a bunch of crap...why didn't he show his face...any entity can pretend to be Jesus. what did he feel like?
Hey Holden, I came across your NDE experience on the other side and I loved it. I had an NDE experience via a dream, where I drove off a cliff and drowned. The bright white light, all is love, sucked thru a portal, and telepathic communication of ‘everything will always be ok’ and ‘don’t fear’ opened my eyes to the universe. Here’s the kicker and I sure you probably know this, but our bodies make DMT and I came to realize that I had an endogenous DMT expression via the dream; it wasn’t until I tried DMT two years later that I realized it was the same thing just a million times less than my dream experience… I know this molecule gets expressed when we die and I am sure you might think that as well. Anyways much love to you putting your experiences out there in the world, I love it
I do think that as well. I believe the death experience begins inside our minds before we let go of the body. So many experiences from NDE's are unique because they begin with our own subconscious projections with the aide of DMT. Then I do think some people fully eject and see their bodies and all that stuff. People love to underestimate the mind, though. It drives me crazy. As if because it begins in the mind, it's somehow not real. The mind is the eye of the universe, the eye of God.
I have literally been told the same thing telepathically word for word.
"You are not supposed to be here yet." - Jester Deity made of light emerging from a 64-point tetrahedron grid of infinity.
Amazing
I have had many dmt trips (70ish) and I had two NDEs, the more significant of the two was EXTREMELY like dmt. Felt so familiar
When you say we come back here again and again, do you mean earth? I don’t wanna come back here
Me neither! I wanna go somewhere new.
I've heard that from other people on DMT also: an entity accosts them and says "What are you doing here!? It is not appropriate at this time." In that lady's case, he told her to turn back and she did.
NDE give me hope ... but the fact that your brain releases DMT when you pass away makes me worry that its all just a short lived illusion before everything goes black. 😢
Check out a story of a man that passed while hooked up to and eeg machine. Them got his heart beating but there was no brain activity. They got the ok to pull the plug and when they did there was a surge in brainwaves (gamma mainly) that fire for cognitive thinking and memory retrieval. I think activity lasted a few minutes.
then you didnt do your homework. the soul moves on . fact.
I've started to wonder if life is the illusion, and taking dmt is a mini death taking us closer to reality that exists outside this illusion. This thought came to me while I was standing chest deep in the columbia river on 3g of penis envy mushrooms, so do with it as you will.
“Illusion “ is subjective . This illusion can be your reality. Its all about you.
@@tyedup8884 Right but what I'm saying is, illusion or not.. if it's a short lived DMT trip before your conscious fades into nothingness.. that's what makes me uneasy.
Fantastic content! I’m a big fan of psychedelics and I’m so glad you’re helping to educate people about proper use and being aware of what can come up for people.
For beginners: Begin the daily work of being the highest, most loving and free version of yourself now, and psychedelics can be a powerful tool for healing and awareness but it can be terrifying and bring up traumatic experiences or themes.
Set and Setting are paramount and always be in a place where you feel a deep trust of the people you’re with.
“For best results” 😉
Great video!
Great additions! :)
Dear Holden, this content is amazing. But for some reason I can't listen very well to some of your audio. Maybe you speak some phrases a bit low or far from the mic, I dunno. Or maybe it's the audio normalization.
Thanks for the nice words and heads up. Trying to get better audio on new videos. Have a good one 😊
@@HoldenLee333 audio sounds great to me. Thanks for the vid!