I came from the rubble where the rain don't stop, Where the pain gets deep, and the love's on lock, Concrete dreams in a council block, Where the young don’t sleep ‘cause the nights get hot. Mum’s in tears, bills stacked to the ceiling, Dad weren’t there, so I bottled that feeling, Out on the roads, no hope, im just dealing, Trying to make a stack, but the trap it ain't healing. I’ve seen man turn snake for a bit of the bread, Seen youths take lives, and now their soul’s just dead, Every scar on my heart, every word that u said, Still echoes in my mind when I rest my head. It's a cold world, colder when you’re broke, Every man’s got a dream, every dream’s a joke, Till you grind through the night, while ur dodging every rope, They don’t see the struggle, they just see the smoke. On my estate, there’s a war with the silence, Kids got metal, not science, just violence, Olders move weight like it’s part of the diet, Then they get bagged, and the block goes quiet. I’m a product of pain, but I’m chasing my freedom, Every bar’s a prayer, every line got a meaning, Still feel the shadows of the past when I’m dreaming, But I wake and thank God that I’m still breathing. I’ve been low, seen the devil in disguise, Told me lies, but I clocked it in his eyes, Now I rise, and the hunger never dies, Pot of gold at the end, but I’m reaching for the skies. It’s a cold world, colder when you’re broke, Every man’s got a dream, but every dream’s a joke, Till you grind through the night while ur dodging every rope, They don’t see the struggle, they just see the smoke. So I pen these lines for the ones like me, Lost souls in the dark trying to fight and see, A better life, where the pain sets you free, In the belly of the beast, still chasing my dreams. This aint a rap, its a letter to the broken youth Every line is a mirror i just show the truth They want chains and a coupe, i want peace and a roof Cz these streets dont love, they just burry the proof
Verse 1: Yeah, I see her walkin’ through the door, Her eyes meet mine, but I’m not sure, I’m feelin’ something I can’t ignore, But life’s a game and we can’t score. She’s with him, I know what’s up, But when she looks, it’s like she’s stuck, I can feel the vibe, it’s never luck, But I know we’re on different tracks, just outta touch. Pre-Chorus: I know she feels it, I feel it too, But we’re both stuck, and it’s nothing new, We can’t make moves, it’s just what we do, It’s life’s twist, me and you, we’re through. Chorus: But we can’t see each other again, The fire’s burnin’, but it’s the end, She’s with him, and I’m with my own, We can’t be together, but we’re not alone. It’s hard to let go of what’s been felt, But life’s got us trapped in this cold spell, She’s his girl, and I gotta fall back, But deep inside, it’s you I can’t lack. Verse 2: Yeah, she came in with that smile, Made my heart race, but I can’t stay for a while, She’s with him, that’s the deal, But I swear, her looks make me wanna steal- A moment, just a glance, yeah, a chance, But I know in the end, it’s just a dance, I’ll never cross that line, not again, But it’s hard, man, when the vibe’s so real. Pre-Chorus: I know she feels it, I feel it too, But we’re both stuck, and it’s nothing new, We can’t make moves, it’s just what we do, It’s life’s twist, me and you, we’re through. Chorus: But we can’t see each other again, The fire’s burnin’, but it’s the end, She’s with him, and I’m with my own, We can’t be together, but we’re not alone. It’s hard to let go of what’s been felt, But life’s got us trapped in this cold spell, She’s his girl, and I gotta fall back, But deep inside, it’s you I can’t lack. Bridge: Life’s a maze, we’re stuck in these halls, You’re with him, and I hear the calls, But we both know the truth, we can’t break these walls, I’m walkin’ away, but I hear your voice when it falls. Chorus: But we can’t see each other again, The fire’s burnin’, but it’s the end, She’s with him, and I’m with my own, We can’t be together, but we’re not alone. It’s hard to let go of what’s been felt, But life’s got us trapped in this cold spell, She’s his girl, and I gotta fall back, But deep inside, it’s you I can’t lack. Outro: So we’ll go our ways, we’ll let it be, But she’ll stay in my mind, eternally. Maybe one day, we’ll cross paths again, But until then, it’s just the end.
Verse 1] Yo, it’s been a long road, but I’m stuck in the game, Lost in my thoughts, I’m just tryin’ to maintain, Every day’s the same, lookin’ in the mirror, feelin’ shame, Feel like I’m trapped in a cycle I can’t explain. I got dreams bigger than my mind can hold, But I’m watchin’ ‘em fade as I’m stuck in the cold, I’m fightin’ the grind, it’s startin’ to take its toll, I’m drownin’ in regret, but the pain feels old. I’m a barber, but my skills ain’t enough, No money, no car, no love, just the bluff, I should be runnin’ a shop, livin’ life tough, But I’m paralyzed by fear, man, it’s just too rough. [Chorus] Every day I fight, but it feels like I’m losin’, Doubt in my mind, got my soul abusin’, I’m stuck in this cycle, but I gotta keep movin’, I’m feelin’ the pain, but I’m still not choosin’. [Verse 2] Yo, they say I’m in a rut, but I’m just tryin’ to climb, Feel the weight on my shoulders, but I can’t find the time, I can see the light, but it’s so hard to shine, Lost in the darkness, man, my thoughts are a crime. They told me I’m weak, that I won’t make it through, But I know deep inside that my heart is true, I’ve been broken, been bruised, but I’m still gonna pursue, Cause the man I could be, yeah, I’m finally gonna view. But the past keeps pullin’, like a chain to my soul, I was caught in the trap, and I lost all control, But I’m fightin’ back now, I’m startin’ to stroll, One step at a time, man, I’ll reach my goal. [Chorus] Every day I fight, but it feels like I’m losin’, Doubt in my mind, got my soul abusin’, I’m stuck in this cycle, but I gotta keep movin’, I’m feelin’ the pain, but I’m still not choosin’. [Bridge] Yo, it’s a struggle every day, and I’m tryna keep clear, But the demons in my head keep pullin’ me near, I gotta break free, I gotta persevere, No more excuses, it’s time for the gear. [Outro] Yeah, I’m workin’ on me, step by step, no fear, I’ll rise from the ashes, I’ll shed every tear, No more runnin’, I’m ready to steer, The future is bright, man, I’m finally here.
Freestyle I wish my bro was here to see me grind I wish I had ur back since u were ever so kind I could of gone school but I'm always blind I remember jumping off my closet to commit suicide But that's long gone so I left my past to the side I asked my broskis if there down for the ride R. I. P Ashraf you were to young to die I'm sitting in my new house bands on my ear My mum was so scared all eyes was fear I started this thing for a new career So I met some people that made bands appear When I heard about ash dying it made me drop a tear 💧 My mum told me to chase my dreams so I climbed a cliff Until I started billing some spliffs The day was so early now times shift I remember living in the council flats going down lifts I chased my dreams young so I can see the bigger picture now all I got is my bros and my sister This is the new year and yea I got a plan though fuck up my life you will be playing with a Rambo What are girls always asking for a tan though This is my new years motive I’m tryna make a track Last year was shit so I’m tryna make it back How are man dying over losing a pack When I’m stepping in the streets u know I never ever lack I’m tryna go ghost so don’t be popping up like a toast u see people flexing in an insta post Last year was shit so I’m tryna make the most I’m tryna go abroad but I’m sitting in the coast I be bopping nr5 all day Got tracks and t’s like a takeaway I be flying up coast like a paper plane there’s a lot on my mind I think I’m going insane
Listen please it’s deep Ng n16 listen to the bars My iman to stroong to be Riding with this darg If it ain’t for the cause of allah Elhamdulilah for everything that I got Wish I listened to my imam Make the darg bark no pedigree I’m on the strip what you telling me In the field but there ain’t a referee In my feels so I my link Tennessee Coz she the only In the ride im lonely He really got lined Got caught offside Have him bleeding slowly Big bro told me That these Streets dont love you These Hoes dont love you Don’t really wanna cuff u But u gotta a Take a couple Ls before the Ws And if i ain’t loving than I Really dont wanna fuck you Uh please release my cousins Ye he really got slapped with a dozen The judge almost threw the book at him No discussion Got me feeling different when I look at him He new the repercussions Switch my flow so well Really screaming fuck 12 Coz they gave my big bro 12 Now he’s sat in his cell Reminiscing in jail Resisting arrest so he ain’t get bail Uh Got nicked thrown in the bin For intent to supply class a’s Same time I got nicked for a abh Lame now I’m stuck in a cage Luckily got bail now I Pray that I buss that case Wait free abi he’s done 6 gotta do another 8 Coz the case to bait The evs were cray Back this .44 on you or your mate Yk I will really make a couple sweets fly out that muzzle g back it outta the duffle arms out I don’t want a cuddle free abi out that jungle see me in the ride don’t crumble need the re quickly still gotta hustle knees deep in the streets don’t trip get left ina puddle b that brain you gave was subtle I think she tryna make me smarter got shaved left with a fade no barber Large up omar pray that he makes him a martyr Rah raaah
i was stuck up in my dreams i was lost in made my first track and i was gassed i was locked in this is jt skitz batman and robin like hoodrich tryna turn nthn into somthn they say they hate me bro i hate me aswell
Verse 2 Talk behind my back, whispers in the dark, While I’m tryna find my way, they just aim for the heart. Call me lazy, call me weak, call me a fool, But you don’t see the battles, I’m just playin’ it cool. Bringin’ food to the table, just to stay in the game, But it feels like a mask, man, I’m tired of the shame. Saw his wife lookin’ cold, like I’m dirt on the floor, They all laugh with me, but inside they want war. Chorus Yeah, I’m fightin’ my demons, deep in the night, Ain’t no heroes here, just a heart full of spite. Life’s a prison, I’m the inmate in chains, Violent thoughts race through these desolate lanes. Bridge Caroline left me, took the light with her flame, Now I’m just a ghost, only livin’ with blame. I’m the criminal they see, the villain in the scene, But deep down inside, I’m just lost in this dream. Verse 3 Call me what you want, I’m numb to the pain, Used to have ambition, now it’s all just a game. Workers in the back, yeah, they’re frontin’ like friends, But they can taste the fear, and they know how it ends. Thoughts of violence, got me trapped in this mind, A sadistic escape, where the darkness is blind. A twisted reflection, I’m the monster they made, But I’m searchin’ for peace, while I’m caught in this maze. Chorus Yeah, I’m fightin’ my demons, deep in the night, Ain’t no heroes here, just a heart full of spite. Life’s a prison, I’m the inmate in chains, Violent thoughts race through these desolate lanes. Outro So I write these bars like a letter to me, A reminder of the battles, the struggles I see. Maybe one day I’ll rise from this hell, But for now, I’m just trapped in this dark carousel. Verse 4 Heartbreak from life, it cuts like a knife, Every scar tells a story of the pain and the strife. Dreams I used to chase, now they fade in the mist, Fingers clutchin’ memories that I can’t resist. Each failed connection feels like a knife twist, Love turned to ashes, in the dark I exist. Lost in the shuffle, yeah, I’m stuck in this grind, Searchin’ for a lifeline, but I’m blind to the signs. Chorus Yeah, I’m fightin’ my demons, deep in the night, Ain’t no heroes here, just a heart full of spite. Life’s a prison, I’m the inmate in chains, Violednt thoughts race through these desolate lanes. Verse 5 Broken promises, shattered dreams, it’s a mess, I wear my heart on my sleeve, but it’s hard to confess. Every friendship I had, feels like a game lost, In this cruel world, man, what’s the cost? Tryna rise from the ashes, but I keep fallin’ back, Loneliness is a beast, always on the 1 and . Thought I found solace in the rhythm and rhyme, But these verses just echo the emptiness of time. Bridge So I sit in the silence, hear the echoes of pain, Memories flood my mind like a runaway train. Heartbreak from life, it’s a heavy disguise, But I’m fightin’ the shadows, tryin’ to rise. Verse 6 Each tear that I shed, it’s a chapter I write, Pages filled with darkness, but I’m searchin’ for light. Gotta break these chains, find the strength deep inside, A warrior’s heart, even when the hope has died. But I’m scared of the battle, scared of the fight, With every step forward, I’m losin’ my sight. They say time heals wounds, but the scars still remain, In this twisted reality, I’m trapped in the pain. Chorus Yeah, I’m fightin’ my demons, deep in the night, Ain’t no heroes here, just a heart full of spite. Life’s a prison, I’m the inmate in chains, Violent thoughts race through these desolate lanes. Outro So here’s to the heartbreak, the lessons I learn, A flicker of hope, from the ashes I’ll burn. Life’s a canvas, I’ll paint it in black, But I’ll rise from the shadows, won’t fade into lack. With every heartbeat, I’ll forge a new path, Turn the pain into power, feel the aftermath. So I’ll keep spittin’ these bars, let the world see, That even through the heartbreak, I’ll find a way to be free.
I GOT DRAGGED THREW THE COLD NIGHTS..BUT THE STREETS SHOWED ME MAD LOVE..IM GONNA EXERCISE MY OWN RIGHTS..N GO RIDE THE DIRTY BANG UP..DO WE COMMENT? NOT ONCE..ID RATHER GET CAUGHT UP IN A TANGLE..I GOT FED ON SOME SCRAPS..BUT EVERY DAY I STILL BE THANKFUL...🥶
Cold nights got me thinking of them dark thoughts chasing down my opps got me wearing some nike shorts shanking down my opps with my knives and forks being a real man money talks cant lie my mind switches when it comes to bred free up r1 even though he is tapped in the head
Look Rainy days Told em take me in they weren’t listening So I got it on my own Now the music Glistning Cold nights in back remember remenicing Over a guy That left My life With no vision Tryna make it out I only see the bad picture Gotta stay strong Cah I still got mummy And I still got sisters Bro if ur listing Just know we gonna make it Tape it How could you waste 18 years in the deep end You couldn’t face it But it’s alright you tried your best to make it Cold nights in the back Remember remenicing It ate me Big 44s What I think about With extended babys
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I came from the rubble where the rain don't stop,
Where the pain gets deep, and the love's on lock,
Concrete dreams in a council block,
Where the young don’t sleep ‘cause the nights get hot.
Mum’s in tears, bills stacked to the ceiling,
Dad weren’t there, so I bottled that feeling,
Out on the roads, no hope, im just dealing,
Trying to make a stack, but the trap it ain't healing.
I’ve seen man turn snake for a bit of the bread,
Seen youths take lives, and now their soul’s just dead,
Every scar on my heart, every word that u said,
Still echoes in my mind when I rest my head.
It's a cold world, colder when you’re broke,
Every man’s got a dream, every dream’s a joke,
Till you grind through the night, while ur dodging every rope,
They don’t see the struggle, they just see the smoke.
On my estate, there’s a war with the silence,
Kids got metal, not science, just violence,
Olders move weight like it’s part of the diet,
Then they get bagged, and the block goes quiet.
I’m a product of pain, but I’m chasing my freedom,
Every bar’s a prayer, every line got a meaning,
Still feel the shadows of the past when I’m dreaming,
But I wake and thank God that I’m still breathing.
I’ve been low, seen the devil in disguise,
Told me lies, but I clocked it in his eyes,
Now I rise, and the hunger never dies,
Pot of gold at the end, but I’m reaching for the skies.
It’s a cold world, colder when you’re broke,
Every man’s got a dream, but every dream’s a joke,
Till you grind through the night while ur dodging every rope,
They don’t see the struggle, they just see the smoke.
So I pen these lines for the ones like me,
Lost souls in the dark trying to fight and see,
A better life, where the pain sets you free,
In the belly of the beast, still chasing my dreams.
This aint a rap, its a letter to the broken youth
Every line is a mirror i just show the truth
They want chains and a coupe, i want peace and a roof
Cz these streets dont love, they just burry the proof
subbed brother. nice beat man
Verse 1:
Yeah, I see her walkin’ through the door,
Her eyes meet mine, but I’m not sure,
I’m feelin’ something I can’t ignore,
But life’s a game and we can’t score.
She’s with him, I know what’s up,
But when she looks, it’s like she’s stuck,
I can feel the vibe, it’s never luck,
But I know we’re on different tracks, just outta touch.
Pre-Chorus:
I know she feels it, I feel it too,
But we’re both stuck, and it’s nothing new,
We can’t make moves, it’s just what we do,
It’s life’s twist, me and you, we’re through.
Chorus:
But we can’t see each other again,
The fire’s burnin’, but it’s the end,
She’s with him, and I’m with my own,
We can’t be together, but we’re not alone.
It’s hard to let go of what’s been felt,
But life’s got us trapped in this cold spell,
She’s his girl, and I gotta fall back,
But deep inside, it’s you I can’t lack.
Verse 2:
Yeah, she came in with that smile,
Made my heart race, but I can’t stay for a while,
She’s with him, that’s the deal,
But I swear, her looks make me wanna steal-
A moment, just a glance, yeah, a chance,
But I know in the end, it’s just a dance,
I’ll never cross that line, not again,
But it’s hard, man, when the vibe’s so real.
Pre-Chorus:
I know she feels it, I feel it too,
But we’re both stuck, and it’s nothing new,
We can’t make moves, it’s just what we do,
It’s life’s twist, me and you, we’re through.
Chorus:
But we can’t see each other again,
The fire’s burnin’, but it’s the end,
She’s with him, and I’m with my own,
We can’t be together, but we’re not alone.
It’s hard to let go of what’s been felt,
But life’s got us trapped in this cold spell,
She’s his girl, and I gotta fall back,
But deep inside, it’s you I can’t lack.
Bridge:
Life’s a maze, we’re stuck in these halls,
You’re with him, and I hear the calls,
But we both know the truth, we can’t break these walls,
I’m walkin’ away, but I hear your voice when it falls.
Chorus:
But we can’t see each other again,
The fire’s burnin’, but it’s the end,
She’s with him, and I’m with my own,
We can’t be together, but we’re not alone.
It’s hard to let go of what’s been felt,
But life’s got us trapped in this cold spell,
She’s his girl, and I gotta fall back,
But deep inside, it’s you I can’t lack.
Outro:
So we’ll go our ways, we’ll let it be,
But she’ll stay in my mind, eternally.
Maybe one day, we’ll cross paths again,
But until then, it’s just the end.
Verse 1]
Yo, it’s been a long road, but I’m stuck in the game,
Lost in my thoughts, I’m just tryin’ to maintain,
Every day’s the same, lookin’ in the mirror, feelin’ shame,
Feel like I’m trapped in a cycle I can’t explain.
I got dreams bigger than my mind can hold,
But I’m watchin’ ‘em fade as I’m stuck in the cold,
I’m fightin’ the grind, it’s startin’ to take its toll,
I’m drownin’ in regret, but the pain feels old.
I’m a barber, but my skills ain’t enough,
No money, no car, no love, just the bluff,
I should be runnin’ a shop, livin’ life tough,
But I’m paralyzed by fear, man, it’s just too rough.
[Chorus]
Every day I fight, but it feels like I’m losin’,
Doubt in my mind, got my soul abusin’,
I’m stuck in this cycle, but I gotta keep movin’,
I’m feelin’ the pain, but I’m still not choosin’.
[Verse 2]
Yo, they say I’m in a rut, but I’m just tryin’ to climb,
Feel the weight on my shoulders, but I can’t find the time,
I can see the light, but it’s so hard to shine,
Lost in the darkness, man, my thoughts are a crime.
They told me I’m weak, that I won’t make it through,
But I know deep inside that my heart is true,
I’ve been broken, been bruised, but I’m still gonna pursue,
Cause the man I could be, yeah, I’m finally gonna view.
But the past keeps pullin’, like a chain to my soul,
I was caught in the trap, and I lost all control,
But I’m fightin’ back now, I’m startin’ to stroll,
One step at a time, man, I’ll reach my goal.
[Chorus]
Every day I fight, but it feels like I’m losin’,
Doubt in my mind, got my soul abusin’,
I’m stuck in this cycle, but I gotta keep movin’,
I’m feelin’ the pain, but I’m still not choosin’.
[Bridge]
Yo, it’s a struggle every day, and I’m tryna keep clear,
But the demons in my head keep pullin’ me near,
I gotta break free, I gotta persevere,
No more excuses, it’s time for the gear.
[Outro]
Yeah, I’m workin’ on me, step by step, no fear,
I’ll rise from the ashes, I’ll shed every tear,
No more runnin’, I’m ready to steer,
The future is bright, man, I’m finally here.
Neva quit or giv up da fight its ya worth ya write god willing wiv all my might pain struggle strive wiv my all i Must Rise up above it
Freestyle
I wish my bro was here to see me grind
I wish I had ur back since u were ever so kind
I could of gone school but I'm always blind
I remember jumping off my closet to commit suicide
But that's long gone so I left my past to the side
I asked my broskis if there down for the ride
R. I. P Ashraf you were to young to die
I'm sitting in my new house bands on my ear
My mum was so scared all eyes was fear
I started this thing for a new career
So I met some people that made bands appear
When I heard about ash dying it made me drop a tear 💧
My mum told me to chase my dreams so I climbed a cliff
Until I started billing some spliffs
The day was so early now times shift
I remember living in the council flats going down lifts
I chased my dreams young so I can see the bigger picture now all I got is my bros and my sister
This is the new year and yea I got a plan though fuck up my life you will be playing with a Rambo
What are girls always asking for a tan though
This is my new years motive I’m tryna make a track
Last year was shit so I’m tryna make it back
How are man dying over losing a pack
When I’m stepping in the streets u know I never ever lack
I’m tryna go ghost so don’t be popping up like a toast u see people flexing in an insta post
Last year was shit so I’m tryna make the most
I’m tryna go abroad but I’m sitting in the coast
I be bopping nr5 all day
Got tracks and t’s like a takeaway
I be flying up coast like a paper plane there’s a lot on my mind I think I’m going insane
🔥🔥
Watcha know about cold nights
No heating so your pillow stays cold on both sides
And there’s no gas in the gaff
You may aswel be outside
Listen please it’s deep Ng n16
listen to the bars My iman to stroong to be Riding with this darg If it ain’t for the cause of allah Elhamdulilah for everything that I got Wish I listened to my imam Make the darg bark no pedigree I’m on the strip what you telling me In the field but there ain’t a referee In my feels so I my link Tennessee Coz she the only In the ride im lonely He really got lined Got caught offside Have him bleeding slowly Big bro told me That these Streets dont love you These Hoes dont love you Don’t really wanna cuff u But u gotta a Take a couple Ls before the Ws And if i ain’t loving than I Really dont wanna fuck you Uh please release my cousins Ye he really got slapped with a dozen The judge almost threw the book at him No discussion
Got me feeling different when I look at him He new the repercussions Switch my flow so well
Really screaming fuck 12 Coz they gave my big bro 12 Now he’s sat in his cell Reminiscing in jail
Resisting arrest so he ain’t get bail Uh Got nicked thrown in the bin For intent to supply class a’s Same time I got nicked for a abh Lame now I’m stuck in a cage Luckily got bail now I Pray that I buss that case Wait free abi he’s done 6 gotta do another 8 Coz the case to bait The evs were cray Back this .44 on you or your mate Yk I will really make a couple sweets fly out that muzzle g back it outta the duffle arms out I don’t want a cuddle free abi out that jungle see me in the ride don’t crumble need the re quickly still gotta hustle knees deep in the streets don’t trip get left ina puddle b that brain you gave was subtle I think she tryna make me smarter got shaved left with a fade no barber
Large up omar pray that he makes him a martyr
Rah raaah
I think you was high ASF
I sense that feeling
i was stuck up in my dreams
i was lost in
made my first track
and i was gassed i was locked in
this is jt skitz
batman and robin
like hoodrich
tryna turn nthn into somthn
they say they hate me
bro i hate me aswell
Verse 2
Talk behind my back, whispers in the dark,
While I’m tryna find my way, they just aim for the heart.
Call me lazy, call me weak, call me a fool,
But you don’t see the battles, I’m just playin’ it cool.
Bringin’ food to the table, just to stay in the game,
But it feels like a mask, man, I’m tired of the shame.
Saw his wife lookin’ cold, like I’m dirt on the floor,
They all laugh with me, but inside they want war.
Chorus
Yeah, I’m fightin’ my demons, deep in the night,
Ain’t no heroes here, just a heart full of spite.
Life’s a prison, I’m the inmate in chains,
Violent thoughts race through these desolate lanes.
Bridge
Caroline left me, took the light with her flame,
Now I’m just a ghost, only livin’ with blame.
I’m the criminal they see, the villain in the scene,
But deep down inside, I’m just lost in this dream.
Verse 3
Call me what you want, I’m numb to the pain,
Used to have ambition, now it’s all just a game.
Workers in the back, yeah, they’re frontin’ like friends,
But they can taste the fear, and they know how it ends.
Thoughts of violence, got me trapped in this mind,
A sadistic escape, where the darkness is blind.
A twisted reflection, I’m the monster they made,
But I’m searchin’ for peace, while I’m caught in this maze.
Chorus
Yeah, I’m fightin’ my demons, deep in the night,
Ain’t no heroes here, just a heart full of spite.
Life’s a prison, I’m the inmate in chains,
Violent thoughts race through these desolate lanes.
Outro
So I write these bars like a letter to me,
A reminder of the battles, the struggles I see.
Maybe one day I’ll rise from this hell,
But for now, I’m just trapped in this dark carousel.
Verse 4
Heartbreak from life, it cuts like a knife,
Every scar tells a story of the pain and the strife.
Dreams I used to chase, now they fade in the mist,
Fingers clutchin’ memories that I can’t resist.
Each failed connection feels like a knife twist,
Love turned to ashes, in the dark I exist.
Lost in the shuffle, yeah, I’m stuck in this grind,
Searchin’ for a lifeline, but I’m blind to the signs.
Chorus
Yeah, I’m fightin’ my demons, deep in the night,
Ain’t no heroes here, just a heart full of spite.
Life’s a prison, I’m the inmate in chains,
Violednt thoughts race through these desolate lanes.
Verse 5
Broken promises, shattered dreams, it’s a mess,
I wear my heart on my sleeve, but it’s hard to confess.
Every friendship I had, feels like a game lost,
In this cruel world, man, what’s the cost?
Tryna rise from the ashes, but I keep fallin’ back,
Loneliness is a beast, always on the 1 and .
Thought I found solace in the rhythm and rhyme,
But these verses just echo the emptiness of time.
Bridge
So I sit in the silence, hear the echoes of pain,
Memories flood my mind like a runaway train.
Heartbreak from life, it’s a heavy disguise,
But I’m fightin’ the shadows, tryin’ to rise.
Verse 6
Each tear that I shed, it’s a chapter I write,
Pages filled with darkness, but I’m searchin’ for light.
Gotta break these chains, find the strength deep inside,
A warrior’s heart, even when the hope has died.
But I’m scared of the battle, scared of the fight,
With every step forward, I’m losin’ my sight.
They say time heals wounds, but the scars still remain,
In this twisted reality, I’m trapped in the pain.
Chorus
Yeah, I’m fightin’ my demons, deep in the night,
Ain’t no heroes here, just a heart full of spite.
Life’s a prison, I’m the inmate in chains,
Violent thoughts race through these desolate lanes.
Outro
So here’s to the heartbreak, the lessons I learn,
A flicker of hope, from the ashes I’ll burn.
Life’s a canvas, I’ll paint it in black,
But I’ll rise from the shadows, won’t fade into lack.
With every heartbeat, I’ll forge a new path,
Turn the pain into power, feel the aftermath.
So I’ll keep spittin’ these bars, let the world see,
That even through the heartbreak, I’ll find a way to be free.
I GOT DRAGGED THREW THE COLD NIGHTS..BUT THE STREETS SHOWED ME MAD LOVE..IM GONNA EXERCISE MY OWN RIGHTS..N GO RIDE THE DIRTY BANG UP..DO WE COMMENT? NOT ONCE..ID RATHER GET CAUGHT UP IN A TANGLE..I GOT FED ON SOME SCRAPS..BUT EVERY DAY I STILL BE THANKFUL...🥶
Cold nights got me thinking of them dark thoughts chasing down my opps got me wearing some nike shorts shanking down my opps with my knives and forks being a real man money talks cant lie my mind switches when it comes to bred free up r1 even though he is tapped in the head
that was too shit
lol cold
Look
Rainy days
Told em take me in they weren’t listening
So I got it on my own
Now the music
Glistning
Cold nights in back remember remenicing
Over a guy
That left
My life
With no vision
Tryna make it out
I only see the bad picture
Gotta stay strong
Cah I still got mummy
And I still got sisters
Bro if ur listing
Just know we gonna make it
Tape it
How could you waste
18 years in the deep end
You couldn’t face it
But it’s alright you tried your best to make it
Cold nights in the back
Remember remenicing
It ate me
Big 44s
What I think about
With extended babys