a day in a life of upsc aspirant || day 11 and 12.📚 challange failed .

Hey everyone this video was saved and edited in my gallery so thought to post .this was the compilation of day 11 and 12 of 21 day hard challenge which failed due to the sudden demise of my pet . I don't know when I will come back again here .but for the time being I am not available on any platform.
I deleted the last video as I don't want to show pain and grief .for many people it would be a publicity stunt to increase the views of my channel and I share my day on this platform to motivate others , my approach had always been realistic what actually an aspirant goes through with no backbone and support of anyone.
In the last one year of my journey I saw many downfall , became insensitive many a time not only this gave too much of effort in my relationship to maintain the friendship with people who never cared for my emotions towards them.
The day I lost DUGGU I felt immense pain as she was the only creature with whom I shared everything.the death was brutal and painful I have seen the distorted body of duggu with no head I saw the bitten ears and her fur on the stairs , I can never expiate what I have been through.
My love for her was unconditional I cared alot for my relationship but now I left everything.its just me and me and my books apart from that I have no one and this time I won't even think of having anyone in my life.my reach became very limited towards people.
You all have showered alot of love 💕 I will be always be grateful.
Regards
Adv Akshita Thakur
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